CHAPTER XLVIII

HOW JIM ADDED STORIES TO HIS AIR-CASTLE, AND SMOKED HIS LAST PIPE.

HOW HE KNEW CHALLIS'S VOICE AGAIN. WHO HAD TO BE AT THE PARK GATE BY

NINE. HOW JIM HEARD THE MOTOR COMING BACK, AND LIZARANN'S VOICE. HOW

ATHELSTAN TAYLOR ARRIVED WITHOUT HER. OF JIM'S DEATH AND HERS

Athelstan Taylor and Aunt Bessy were at breakfast when the telegram

came to say all was "over unexpectedly; writing." It was opened by the

Rector, who rose and handed it to his sister-in-law; then passed on to

the door in time to stop an incursion of Phoebe and Joan with "Aunty's

coming directly, chicks. Run away now." But not in time to prevent Joan

having good grounds for asking Phoebe why Aunt Bessy was crying.

Aunt Bessy was, no doubt. And the Rector was completely upset, too, for

the moment. He had not the least expected anything so soon. But his

work was cut out for him now. "I must go to poor Jim at once," he said.

"Oh, Athel, Athel!" said Aunt Bessy through her sobs. "You know, don't

you, dear, that Jim would have been told before if I had had my way?"

It was what Athelstan himself afterwards spoke of to Adeline Fossett as

"poor Bessy's I-told-you-so consolation." The Rector was grieved for

her grief, and knew that this expedient would really help her to bear

it, so he was not going to grudge her all she could get from it.

"I know, Bess," said he. "Perhaps I was wrong. However, I didn't see

quite what else to do. And I never imagined anything so sudden as this.

Poor Jim!"

But it was only an easement, to be used and discarded. Miss Caldecott

was ready to surrender the point--certainly wouldn't rub it in.

"P-perhaps you _were_ right, after all!" said she. Her grief for

Lizarann was very real. And how was she to tell Phoebe and Joan?

"You may trust me to do whatever can be done for poor Jim, Bess. I

shall go to him at the Well at once. He won't be absolutely unprepared

by the time I tell him, because he knows my foot on the road a long way

off, and he will know something has happened by my coming so early.

It's not half-past eight yet. I shall be with him soon after nine."

"Won't he think you're bringing her with you? She was to have come here

first, you know. That was the arrangement."

"Oh no! He never used to expect her till he heard her call, 'Pilot.'

You know?"

"Oh, I know! Poor little Lizarann!"

* * * * *

And all those weary hours of the watchers by the bedside of his dying

child, Jim had slept sound, treasuring in the heart of his dreams

the inheritance of that last lucky memory of overnight. Old David's

tale of how he was condemned in boyhood, to live after all into his

hundredth year, stayed by Jim as a pledge of a sure Lizarann in the

days to come--a very sure one in that St. Augustin's summer that was

all but due now. Jim had slept sound, and the story does not grudge

him his sweet delusions. The heart-tonic of that false diagnosis of

eighty years ago took a variety of dream-forms before the morning, but

never lost its savour. By turns it would be a thing and an incident.

Jim had hardly time to appreciate the draught of nectar it became, when

it had changed, even as it touched his lips, to a triumphant arrival

in a glorious port, after stormy seas, with a wreck in tow, called

the Lizarann. Jim would fain have kept that dream, to see that wreck

refitted ready for sea. But then of a sudden, the wreck was no wreck,

but a tree, and Lizarann was up in the tree. And Jim was just thinking

now that he would see what Lizarann was really like, without any

wonderment why she was never visible before, when the tree changed its

identity and became old David himself, or his story; Jim was not clear

which. But through these dreams, and others, the interwoven warmth of

joy was always the same--the reinforced hope the old chap's yarn had

left behind.

Nevertheless, when Jim woke he found it hard to remember where on 'arth

he was; and didn't remember, at first. But he knew that when he did it

would be nice. And so it was. It was old Margy's cottage, and Lizarann

was coming back to it. Jim noticed that everything said so to him. A

voluble hen, however anxious she was he should know about her egg, made

frequent reference to Lizarann's return. A blackbird conversed with

a family of wrens about it, and a linnet endorsed their view, that

Lizarann was certainly coming back. A herd of cows, going leisurely to

pasture, lowed a great deal about it, and repeated to each other again

and again, "Lizarann is coming back," as they died away in the distance

musically. And Jim knew that, far afield, a thousand larks were all of

a tale, above the shorn crops in the blue heaven, telling each other

Lizarann was on the road--was coming back once more to her Daddy. His

little dog especially was clear about it, but was also clear that it

would never do to neglect official obligations, and dragged Jim to the

well-head with all his wonted enthusiasm. He was perfectly competent to

give due notice of her arrival, but business was business.

The essentials of Jim's breakfast, arranged overnight, scarcely brought

him in contact with human converse, because the very little girl, who

came with milk, and took ba'ack t'yoother joog, was so absorbed in her

task as to be able to think of nothing else, and speechless. Besides,

she had misgivings that the little dog wanted her blood, and made her

visit as short as possible. But when Jim arrived at his well-head, he

soon got a chance to speak of his hopes to a fellow-creature, although

it was a young one--too young to talk the matter out with. It was not

always easy to identify these youngsters, as they made no allowance for

blindness; only nodding affirmatives when asked their names right. Jim

had to impute wrong names, and provoke corrections.

"You're little Billy Lathrop, young man, I take it?"

"No-ah be-ant. Oy be Ma-atthew Ree-ad doon th' la-an--two dower off

Lathrop's."

"I reckoned you might be. It's your brother Jack I've to thank for the

loan of this young tyke. He'll be wanting to see him back. Suppose

you was to tell him he may have him back to-morrow. Or next day at

farthest. A smart young character like you can begin larnin' to carry

messages."

"Oy'll tell un."

"Because Lizarann's coming back--that's what you've got to tell. _Who_

is it's a-coming back, hey?"

"L'woyzara-ann."

"My little maid, d'ye see?"

"Yower little may-ud."

"That's a likely young customer. Now mind you tell your brother Jack

just that and nothing else, Matthew Read." And Matthew Read departed

with his pails, leaving Jim all the happier for having, as it were,

substantialized and filled out his hopes by this little performance.

The pipe Jim lighted with a vesuvian after discharging a few more

water-claims, now and then recurring to the subject nearest his heart

with the more talkworthy claimants, was as happy a pipe as he had

ever smoked. As the sun rose higher, a full-blooded southern Phoebus

with no stint of heat in his veins, he could rejoice in the evident

influence of this mysterious St. Augustin, of whom he had never heard

before, but who clearly could make a summer for him and his little

lass. It was coming, and so was she. She would not, maybe, be her old

self for a bit. But, then, no more had old David been. And that was

eighty-four years ago--over half a century before Jim was born! Any

number of glorious expectations might entrench themselves behind such a

precedent--making a fortress in his soul against Despair.

Who says tobacco cannot be enjoyed in the dark? Jim had heard that

story, and thought to himself as he cleared his pipe of ashes that

he could tell another tale. But what was that pipe to the pipes he

would smoke when his little lass was back, to make all this caution in

lighting them needless? It was as good as having eyes himself to have

the child beside him. But suppose now he had been blind from birth!

Think of what it would have been like to have never a tale to tell to

his little lass! He had so lost himself in his love for the child that

this little bit of optimism came spontaneously, without a shade of

bitter comment about being thankful for small mercies.

It was curious to him now--admittedly so--that he had shrunk from

hearing again the sound of the waves, seeing he was actually looking

forward to hearing Lizarann tell of them. It was on one account a

disappointment to him, that since she was taken away to Chalk Cliff

the weather had been so calm. It was true that the one letter she had

written him--just at the time of that slight fluctuation upwards in

the first week of her stay--had told of a rough sea, with such big

waves; but then it had told also of how a pleasure-boat had been shoved

off and a lady got wet through. Would that rough sea help him to tell

her, better than before, what the waves were like when he was on that

steamer in the China seas, and a typhoon swept the decks clear?

Talking was going on, down the road. Somebody was referring to the

Rectory, speaking of it as the parsonage. Jim listened. Pa'arson

had coom whoam yesterday. That was all right, but had no one else

come to the Rectory? Yesterday was exactly six weeks and a day since

Lizarann's departure. But Jim had hedged against despair with constant

self-reminders that her not having come need mean nothing. So he could

ask questions, equably.

"News of th' Master, belike, Jarge?" He affected great ease of

speech--a chatty nonchalance--as he awaited the arrival of the voice

he had recognized at the road-end of the avenue to his Well. He had

stumped along it quick, though, for a wooden leg and a stick.

"Nowt amiss has gotten t' Maister," said the bee-tender, taking time.

"Not for to reach _my_ ears, this marn'n."

"Thought I heard some guess-chap give him his name, Jarge. Yonder

along, a good cast down the road. Who might you have been talking to?"

"Po-ast."

"Ah!--and what said the Post?"

Jarge took more time, during which Jim urged him to fix his mind firmly

on the Rector. Jarge had understood that the Rector had come home, and

that the Post's son had just gone off to him with a telegram when the

Post left home. This was as much as Jarge could be expected to know all

at once, outside bee-craft; so Jim spared him further catechism. "Thank

'ee kindly, Jarge!" said he. "What o'clock might you make it?" Jarge

made it a qwoo-aater to eight-yut by th' soon, and Jim thanked him

again, and stumped back to the well-head.

In his sanguine mood, he took a rose-coloured view of that telegram.

Lizarann and Teacher had not come back yet, but it heralded their

coming. Why!--what else could it be, unless it was no consarn of his,

anyhow? He lit another pipe, and gave himself to happy anticipations;

for the influence of old David's early experience was strong on him.

Being alone, he talked to his little dog, to whom he could speak

freely; for with his keen hearing he could be sure he was alone, even

if the young pup's quiescence had been no proof. It wouldn't be but

a day, or two at most--so Jim told that pup--before Jack Read could

reclaim his property; if, indeed, he hadn't got a better little tyke

by now, as very like was the case; a superior article altogether, to

whom Keating was unknown, and who especially never ran after chickens.

However, it wouldn't do to make too sure, because maybe the little

lass wouldn't, just yet awhile, be allowed out by the doctor on cold

mornings, in which case things would have to remain as they were

for a bit of time. But a day would come when little tykes would be

superfluities, and Jack Read might have this one back, and see what he

could do towards larning him better manners in the house. The object

of these remarks misconceived the drift of them altogether, and,

taking them for recognition of his own merits, heaved a sigh over the

shortcomings of other little dogs, and fell asleep in the sun.

Jim sat again alone and smoked, and listened to the growing sounds of

the day, the insect life stirring in the sunshine, the birds that meant

to sing the summer out; growing fewer now, but revived by St. Augustin,

evidently. He could hear, at the interval of each new furrow, the

team of horses in an old-world plough swing round; and the ploughman's

voice, now near and clear, now at the far hedge of his field, and

dim. Somewhere a long way off a threshing-machine was droning, and as

the sound of it came and went, and rose and fell with the wind, Jim

thought of his little lass; and how that one letter of hers old Margy

had re-read to him so often had told how she had heard the sea sound

so through the night, now more, now less. If she had not come back

to the Rectory yesterday, as he hoped, was she up now and out on the

beach?... but no--hardly! It was barely eight o'clock. Yes--there went

the church-bells! But he could not count the strokes for the noise some

hedge-sparrows made suddenly, almost close to his ear.

That was a harvest cart with a many horses, Jim supposed, and every

horse with bells. Going to load up, at a guess; for it was soon gone

by, and its bells a memory. Then another sound of wheels stole in, and

grew. Not a cart; carts rattle. Some sort of carriage, coming from

Furnival Station. Not indigenous to this village; Jim had learned every

native wheel by heart. Not a very dashing carriage neither! It went

slow, and the horse seemed to think of every step. A hired fly from the

station, of course! Why didn't Jim spot that before?

Now, suppose it had been eight in the evening, it might have been

Teacher bringing Lizarann from the station. At this time in the morning

ridiculous, of course! Still, the thought was nice.

That fly had pulled up on the road, and not so far off. Jim could

hear interchanges between the driver and his fare, evidently male and

English. Did Jim know that voice?

"All right--pull up here! I'll get down and walk the rest of the way.

How far is it?"

"For to step it afut? Twenty minutes, easy."

"Which does 'easy' mean?"

"Easy for time, mister. You'll have to be a bit brisk to do it in

twenty minutes. Give you twenty-three, to do it without idlin'."

A foot on the road, a coach-door that wouldn't hasp, a discovery that

the driver has only one and elevenpence change for half-a-sovereign,

and then the half-sovereign is on its way back to Furnival, and the

fare has started on his twenty-three minutes' walk, with some of the

change in his pocket. But he is not going to do it without idling, it

seems.

Jim heard him approach the well-gap, and come to a stand. Then he

turned up the brick pathway. Now, who was this chap going to be?

"Well, Jim Coupland! Where's Lizarann? I've come to pay her a visit.

And you too!"

Jim knew Challis again the moment he heard his voice close. "Aha!" he

exclaimed joyfully. "You're the gentleman. Came with the Master nigh a

month agone!" And the cordiality of Blind Samson's big right hand was

all the greater that it was welcoming, not only a friend, but what was

in a sense the dawn of Lizarann. For this gentleman, whose name had

slipped Jim's memory, would never have asked for her on insufficient

grounds. In a flash of his mind, Jim had inferred that his visitor, on

his way to the Rectory, had decided--from information received--that

his lassie, due there the day before, would be, or might be, already

with her father at the Abbey Well. A very reasonable view! It was

almost an assurance that his child had arrived, that this gentleman

should speak of her thus.

Challis left his hand in Jim's, while he said, "But where's the kid?"

Said Jim, with confidence, "If you'd come another half-hour later, I

lay you'd have found her, back with her Daddy. Six martal weeks she's

been away. But you'll find her at the Master's, I take it, or meet on

the road."

Challis's voice hung fire a little as he answered, "I'm not on my way

to the Rectory now. I shall have to pay my respects to Miss Coupland

later. Jolly glad she's back, though, Jim, for your sake! How's she

coming on? All the better for the sea, I'll answer for it." Jim was not

the one to be behindhand in optimism. "Done her a warld o' good, I'm

told! Only, ye see, I haven't set eyes on the Master this week past,

and I have to put my dependence on the two little ladies, seeing the

old mother at the cottage has gone to London."

At this point Jim saw his way to still further flattering his certainty

of Lizarann's return by sending a message about her to his sister,

so he let Aunt Stingy into the conversation provisionally. He worded

a _couleur de rose_ account of his invalid, subject to reserves, and

asked Challis to be the bearer of it.

"What's that, Jim?... Ah, to be sure; I had forgotten that. Mrs.

Steptoe's your sister. Yes--I'll tell her." His manner was unsettled,

tense, _exalté_, but not that of a man preoccupied with any but

pleasant thoughts. Jim felt that some inquiry after this relative of

his would not be out of place. He hoped she was giving satisfaction

to "the mistress," and half suggested that her cooking was what he

was asking about. His shrewd hearing detected discomfort in Challis's

reply: "Oh aye--yes! Very good wholesome cooking!" Had he touched a

sore subject? He decided that he had, and was sorry when the gentleman

said abruptly: "That's all right enough. Can't stop now! Got to get to

the Park Gate by nine. How far do you make it out to the Park Gate?"

Jim gave what information he had to give; but Challis remembered quite

enough of the ground to know that the fly-driver's estimate was a low

one; in fact, it had been the interest of the latter to minimize the

distance, in order to get away as soon as he could. "I shall have to

look alive," said Challis. He shook Jim's hand cordially, and started.

In the accident of passing words it had so chanced that if either of

these two men had been asked--how came he to know that Lizarann had

returned to the Rectory?--he would have referred to the other as an

authority. Challis's confidence that he would find Lizarann at the Well

was only the echo of some words of the Rector's three weeks previously,

fixing the date of her return; while Jim's assurance that she was at

the Rectory was based on Challis's way of taking her presence at the

Well for granted. Certainly when they parted, each had an image in his

mind of the invalid back again, much improved, and looking forward to

her meeting with her Daddy.

Such serene unconsciousness of the truth as Jim's was at this moment

strikes harshly on one's sense of probability; but, probable or no,

it was actual. Jim had not experienced such happiness since his child

left him to live, during her absence, on hopes of her return in renewed

health. She was coming now; not a doubt of it! She was actually near

at hand; so near that, with a guide, he could almost have walked the

distance on his wooden leg. She was coming....

Then a gust of disbelief that anything so good could be his, so soon,

seized on his faculties, and made his judgment dizzy. He must be silent

and patient, and wait.

But with this added assurance of Lizarann, pending or near at hand,

Time got a quality of tediousness. The half-hour that followed on

Challis's invasion seemed longer than all the previous half-hours of

the morning added together. Till then Jim had been making all allowance

for the chance that Lizarann was not due till to-morrow, or even next

day. The question was an open one. Challis had managed to leave behind

him an implication that she had arrived. How the sluggard minutes would

crawl now, till she came! Well--patience!

Why was the gentleman going to the Park, not the Rectory? Pending

Lizarann, Jim thought it worth while to wonder at this; or, indeed,

at any other trifle that would hold his mind for a moment, and help

his patience. He had hardly noticed Challis's _distrait_ manner at

the time, but it came back to him now. Yes--why was the gentleman not

going to the Rectory? Of course, he was only known to him as a guest

there; might have been a perfect stranger at the Hall, for anything

that appeared to the contrary. But it was the way he had disclaimed the

Rectory that clashed with Jim's slight knowledge of him. "Not on his

way" there now! "However, it was no concern of Jim's, anyhow! Think of

Lizarann again--only Lizarann!"

His mind ran back to the old match-selling days in Bladen Street. There

was the terrible January night again, no darker than his day was now,

for all he felt St. Augustin's sun on his hands and face; for all he

knew at a guess how the white road would have glared on the eyes he

had lost, even as his last memory of daylight blazed on them still,

leagues away in Africa. There was he again!--a spot in the darkness

that was his lot for ever; a something made of sick torture, borne in

a litter; and then the voice of his little lass, and the touch of her

lips as he lay.... Well!--at least he had a man's heart in him then,

and, crushed as he was, made light of his agony, to spare her. That was

a consolation to him now.

His lot for ever! His lot, that is, so long as he himself should live

to bear it. His lot, till what was left of what was once a man was

laid by what once was Dolly, in a grave! Then touch and hearing would

be gone too, and he and Dolly alike forgotten in the black void of the

time to come.... What did _he_ matter? He flung the unconsidered unit,

himself, aside, in view of a new terror that came suddenly--an image of

his little lass without her Daddy. That was too much pain to bear. To

think of the lassie left alone!

But why think of it at all, yet awhile? Might not he see her again

within the hour? Was it not a chance that even now she was on her way,

coming----coming?...

What was that? A dog's bark he knew quite well--the Rector's

dog--somewhere over by the Rifle Butts. Near a mile off--yes!--but

clear to the sharpened hearing of a blind man. Equally clear to his dog

too, asleep in the sun, and calling for prompt action. The little tyke

started up, barking in reply, and scoured away to make his presence

felt elsewhere. Jim's thought stopped, that he might listen for a

distant step on the road, a step he knew well. A great swinging stride

unlike any other man's in those parts--how mistake it? But another

quarter of an hour must pass before either could have articulate

speech of the other, mere shouting apart. Jim was just on the very

verge of his release from suspense, and could not bear to wait a moment

longer, patience or no! He started along the paved way that led to the

road, guiding himself, as he could well do, by touching the curb with

his stick. It was all plain sailing to him, so far, and no guide was

needed.

He stood and listened, waiting for the approaching footsteps. He could

hear his own little deserter's bark, no great distance down the road;

and through it, at intervals, the bark of the other dog, coming slowly

nearer. But otherwise, nothing outside the sum of noises he could know

the day by from the night, a monotone with here and there a special

sound of beast or bird or insect. Yes!--there was another sound, some

way off still; the motor-car that had passed the cottage last night,

coming from the Hall. Jim knew its special hoot of old; could have

sworn to it among a dozen others.

An old turf-cutter was near enough to see Jim at this moment, and,

after, told what he saw. This man was some way off, trimming the

roadside turf; but his eyes were good, though he was deaf as any post.

He saw Jim--so his tale ran--standing where the path began, close

against the road. He seemed to be listening for something. Quite

unexpectedly he saw him throw up his arms as though surprised or

delighted; but of this the old man, hearing nothing, could not speak

with certainty. He had somehow an impression, though, that Jim was

"raising a great shouting." Then he saw him step suddenly into the

road, and limp with his stick, but with wonderful activity, towards the

twist in its course that it makes round the clump of thorn-trees that

shuts in the Abbey Well. The old turf-cutter saw him last just as he

turned that corner.

Immediately after, a motor-car, going at a mad speed, tore along the

road from the Park. Whether this car was sounding its trumpet the deaf

man could not say. All he knew was that it followed without slacking

down round the corner Jim had been last seen at. It vanished in a thick

cloud of its own dust. The deaf man "misdoubted something had gone

wrong," not from any noise, of course, but because he "watched along

the road" for the dust-cloud, and none came. He suspected nothing,

however, beyond some hitch in the car's working-gear, until some ten

minutes later, when the motor came back, slowly--or relatively slowly.

Then he saw that it contained a young lady, who looked, he said,

"all mazed and staring like"; a gentleman, who lay back with blood

running down his face, and seemed "no ways better than dead," and the

chauffeur. Then a little dog came barking down the road, and went after

the motor-car. He could see it was barking. That was all he could tell.

He laid his turf-spud aside, and went along the road to find Jim and

learn what he could of the mishap.

* * * * *

Athelstan Taylor left the Rectory, with a heavy heart, shortly before

nine o'clock. He knew he should find Jim at the Abbey Well, and he

wanted to make sure the news should not reach him through any other

channel. It would inevitably leak out now. He knew well how things of

the kind will travel, contrary to all calculations.

It occurred to him just as he was starting that if he took his dog with

him, Jim's prevision of something wrong, which he looked to as likely

to make his task easier, would have time to mature before his arrival.

Jim would hear the dog's bark, and recognize it, long before his own

footsteps could reach his ears. He had not at first intended to have

the animal with him, but he now went back and released him, and felt

that the idea was a good one. He could cover the ground, going by the

short-cut near the Rifle Butts, in less than half-an-hour. He might be

hindered on the way, but at least he would be as quick as he could. No

one should be beforehand with Jim, if he could help it.

The hindrances were few and slight. Two or three colloquies of as

many minutes each, ending with apologies for their brevity, made up

the total of delay. Twenty-five minutes may have passed since Challis

left Jim to keep his appointment, when the Rector reached the Rifle

Butts and took the path that goes across from them to the Abbey Well;

it branches off from the path Lizarann and Joan followed to go to the

cottage.

What ensued does not explain itself, unless it is made quite clear

that the curve in the road round the Abbey Well was no mere kink, but

a full curve, like the letter U. One side of this U looked towards the

Hall, the other to the village; and beyond it the turning for Thanes

Castle, along which the motor-car came last night. The point to keep in

mind is that the entrance to the Abbey Well gave towards the Hall, not

the village. Nevertheless, the Well was visible from the Rifle Butts

through a gap in the trees, which grew thicker on each side of the

curve of the road, concealing a portion of it very completely. It was

into this the motor-car vanished from the eyes of the deaf turf-cutter.

Athelstan Taylor, half broken-hearted as he thought of the task before

him, had a struggle with himself not to flinch from it, and slacken

the speed that was bringing it so near. He could see, shortly after

passing the Rifle Butts, the figure of Lizarann's Daddy, and could

picture to himself his unsuspicious ignorance. How sick he felt! How

glad he would be when it was over!

He saw Jim rise from his seat and make for the entrance, and

conjectured that his own footstep was the cause. He saw him stop and

wait when he reached the road, and then lost sight of the entry for a

moment. But he thought he heard Jim shout, as he had heard him often

shout before now, in answer to little Lizarann's call of "Pilot." When

he next saw the entry there was no Jim.

He had to go only the length of the curve to get to the place where he

saw Jim last. He was within five minutes of it now. Courage!

That was the motor-car from the Hall making that hideous noise. Louis

Rossier, the chauffeur, going by himself, of course! He always broke

out of bounds when alone, and that speed was something awful. The

Felixthorpes must have stayed at Thanes. Bess had said they were there;

and now M. Louis was going to fetch them. Would he never slacken down

at that bend in the road? Apparently not. A terrible corner that, to

whirl a motor round at sixty miles an hour! He could hear Jim's little

dog bark in answer to his own, but he was still some minutes' walk from

the road....

What was that cry? What were those cries, rather--cries of panic or of

warning, with a woman's shriek above them? And what was that terrible

cry in a voice he knew?--Jim's voice!

Then he was conscious, in spite of distance, of rapid, panic-stricken

interchange of speech. Two voices, a man's and a woman's, mixed with

the pulsations of the shut-off machinery of the car, checked in its

course. Then of alternations of the sounds of the working-gear, which

he knew meant the turning of the car in the narrow space. Then, as

he reached the spot, the sound of its resumed movement, and its

trumpet-signal again. When he arrived it was vanishing, but he took

little heed of it or its contents. All his thought was for the man

who lay, crushed and groaning, on the bare road in the sun. Would his

message need to be given now?

"Twice over's soon told, Master, and there an end!" Those seemed to be

Jim's words to the man who kneeled over him, not daring to touch him

yet till he should know more. Should he examine him where he lay, or

try at once to move him off the road?

"Oh, Jim--Jim Coupland--who has done this?" He raised the head that

lay in the dust with cautious strength, fearing that any touch might

only be so much more needless pain. But there was no appearance of

flinching; and he raised him further yet, to rest against his knee;

then carefully wiped the forehead, red with blood from a cut on the

temple, but still there was no sign of flinching from his touch. "Can

you bear to be lifted, Jim?... Say if I hurt you."

"Ah!--get me up out of the gangway. I'm a job for the doctor, I take

it...." His voice became inaudible, but not before the word "Water!"

had passed his lips. The old turf-cutter was coming slowly. If he could

be raised and moved to a safe place by the roadside, for the moment,

further help could be got. The Rector knew the old man would not hear

if he spoke at his loudest, but he contrived to make him understand.

Between them they raised poor Jim gently, and got him out of the

blazing sun. His fortitude was great to utter no sound--or, was he

injured to death, and half insensible? The Rector recalled what he had

heard of him in that old accident, and thought the former.

No, he was not insensible! For when they had laid him on some soft

bracken a little way off the road, and the old man had gone for

assistance to the nearest cottage--for he himself did not dare to leave

him--Jim tried again to speak.

"What, Jim? Say it again!" The Rector put his ear close to catch the

words.

"Make the best of me, and let my lassie come!" He was wandering,

clearly. But it was easy to see his meaning--that he wished to seem as

little hurt as might be to his child, whom he imagined near at hand.

Easier still when he added, "She came afore. Let her come now!"

"Lizarann is not here now, Jim." The speaker's voice half choked him.

But why was this worse than the other telling would have been?

He was speaking again. It was only repetition. "She came afore. Let her

come now!" His voice was all but inaudible, and the Rector's words had

been lost upon him.

The deaf old man had done his errand well. The daughter of the little

roadside inn, quicker of foot than he, came bringing water, and, what

was needed too, brandy. Speech came again after a mouthful, swallowed

with difficulty.

"Am I a bad sight, master? Let the lassie come! Never you fear for her!

She's used to her Daddy." He spoke so naturally, all allowance made

for pain resolutely kept at bay, that his only hearer--for the girl

from the inn heard nothing--was quite at a loss. A bald truth was safe

for the moment, though.

"Lizarann is not here, Jim. She cannot come to you now." The last words

almost said why as well! Then both Jim's hearers heard what came quite

distinctly from his lips: "What's got the lassie, Master, my lassie? I

tell ye, I heard her sing out 'Pi-lot!' Aye!--once and again, 'Pi-lot!'

when you was coming across the common yonder!"

But whether he himself heard the only reply Athelstan Taylor could

force his lips to--"Not with me, Jim; Lizarann was not with me"--no one

ever knew. For all he said was, "My little lass!" and never spoke again.

His shattered body was carried to old Margy's cottage, but the moment

of death was hard to determine. All that came to light from the

post-mortem examination was that the spine was injured beyond all hope

of recovery, and that this was only one of several injuries, any of

which might have caused death.

* * * * *

The windows of the ward at the Nursing Home at Chalk Cliff stand

wide to allow the sweet air from the sea to come and go at will. All

has been done that Death has left to do for Lizarann Coupland. Her

end and its cause are certified by medical authority, and registered

officially, and a little coffin has been ordered, in which the tiny

white thing, like an image well carved in alabaster, that Adeline

Fossett and her friend Miss Jane know is under that sheet on the bed,

is to be interred shortly, as soon as its Daddy's wishes are known.

They never will be, but neither lady knows that yet.

"Poor little darling!" said Miss Fossett. "Do you recollect, Jane,

those very last words she said?"

"About the Pilot?"

"No, no--after that. I wasn't sure you heard. I had tried to tell

her what ... what it was ... and I couldn't find words. But I fancy

the little thing half understood, too. What she said was--quite

clearly--'But who's a-going to tell my Daddy?'" It was so like herself.

The speaker breaks down; but then, you see, she had taken Lizarann to

her heart so thoroughly--was thinking she would never have another

child she should be so fond of. Miss Jane is used to these things, and

affects strength.

"I think it will be ready for the flowers now," she says, and removes

that sheet. Yes, the handkerchief round the face may come away. The

two ladies place flowers round the little alabaster head. It is the

head, one would say, of a sweet little girl, and the mouth is not too

large for beauty now, although that line of black is in the lips.

* * * * *

So it came to pass that neither Lizarann nor her Daddy lived to

mourn the loss of the other. The child was never an orphan, and the

father only childless an hour or so. And Lizarann never knew what his

employment had been, but cherished to the last an untainted memory of

those happy days when she led him home, blind but otherwise uninjured,

from the honourable fulfilment of some mysterious public service. And

yet, had she known, would she have thought it other than right? For,

was it not Daddy?

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