CHAPTER XXI.

A PECULIAR INVITATION.

It would be difficult to tell which was the most startled. Amy stepped

back from the unresponsive object of her affectionate impulse and

blushed furiously. She feared that he would think her bold and silly,

yet she had only meant to be kind, to comfort him because she pitied

him. Now, she was painfully conscious that Marshall was standing near,

coolly observant, with a cynical smile upon his thin lips. It was a

curious fact, which Amy instantly recognized, that this master of whom

so many people stood in awe should himself stand in awe of his own

valet.

"Ahem--shall I remove the bath, sir? Has the young person finished?"

Amy had not been accustomed to hearing herself spoken of as a "person,"

and the word angered her. This restored her self-possession. She looked

up, laughing.

"I don't know how I came to do that, cousin Archibald. I hope you'll

forgive me."

"Oh, I'll forgive you. I don't know how you did it, either. Well, man,

why are you standing there, grinning like a Cheshire cat. I tell you

she has finished. You can take away the things."

"Very well; it is time for your nap, sir."

The worm turned. "What if I don't take one to-day? What will happen?"

"I don't know, sir, except that you will probably be ill. The doctor's

orders are, when you have an attack--"

"Hang you and the doctor and the attacks, all together! You can leave

the room, can't you? When I want you, I'll ring."

Because he was too astonished to do otherwise, Marshall obeyed. He was a

privileged person. His master did not often cross his will. There being

no other apparent heirs, Marshall had, in his own imagination,

constituted himself Mr. Wingate's heir. Why not? A lifelong service, an

untiring devotion to whims of all sorts, a continual attention to the

"creature comforts" which were so greatly a part of Archibald's

life--these merited a rich reward. Marshall intended to receive this

reward, should he be lucky enough to outlive his employer. He felt that

he would fill the position of owner of Fairacres with dignity and

profit. He did not like this new interest Mr. Wingate was taking, by

fits and starts, in the deposed family who were his relatives

and--enemies. In Marshall's opinion the breech between these kinsfolk

ought not to be healed. Amy's presence in the house was a disastrous

portent. She must be gotten out of it as soon as possible, and in such

a way that she would not care to come again. But how?

The servant revolved this question, as he carried away the bath, and so

profoundly that he failed to notice where he was going and stepped down

a forgotten stair so unexpectedly that he fell and drenched himself with

the water from the tub.

"Plague on her! Now, I'm in for it!" Which meant that before he could

remove the damage to his attire Amy would probably have gained whatever

she came to seek. He did not believe that anybody would visit his master

without having "an axe to grind," for he judged all men by himself.

However, having tasted the sweets of rebellion against this iron rule of

Marshall, Mr. Wingate determined to enjoy it further.

"He's a meddling old fool. He's a good servant, too. There isn't another

man in the world would put up with my tempers as he does. Never a word

in return, and as smooth as silk."

Amy laughed. "He looks to me as if he had had his hair licked by

kittens. It's so slick and flat. Do you have to mind him always?"

"Mind him? _I_--mind my _servant_, eh?"

"Oh, I beg your pardon. Of course--"

Mr. Wingate's face was scarlet. The weakness which he had hardly

acknowledged to himself had been instantly discovered by this

bright-eyed girl. It wasn't a pleasant thing to have so observant a

person about. He had something to say to her, however, and he would do

it at once and get rid of her. All his newly aroused affection died in

his resentment against her judgment.

"I want to go to the studio. There is something there I don't mean to

keep, and don't wish to destroy, without consulting some of you."

Amy followed him quietly out of the house toward the building where her

father had spent so many hours, and which she held in strictest

veneration. Did it not still enclose the "great picture" which even she

had never seen, and which had been kept screened from the sight of all?

So she still expected to find the white curtain undisturbed; and as she

entered the studio, paused--amazed. The canvas covered the end of the

apartment; but after one hasty glance Amy shielded her eyes in a

distress that was almost terror.

"Hmm. It _is_ very realistic, isn't it? The thing is horrible. I don't

wonder that Cuthbert's wits got scattered, working on it. It would drive

me crazy in a week, and I'm a hard, matter-of-fact man. I kept it,

because by right I might have kept everything that was here. I supposed

I was getting something worth while. But this! I don't want it. I

couldn't sell it. I hate to destroy it. What's to be done?"

"Oh, I wish I hadn't seen it!"

"So do I. I see it sometimes in the night and then I can't sleep. I

mean I imagine I see it, for I never come here after dark. It's a

wonderful picture, sure enough. A horrible one."

The canvas fascinated Amy. It depicted a great fire. It was ugly in

extreme. The big, bare building was in flames, everywhere. The windows

seemed numberless, and at almost every window a face; on these faces all

the gamut of fright, appeal, and unutterable despair. They were

human--_living_. The girl felt impelled to run and snatch them from

their doom; also the impulse to hide her eyes, that she might not see.

Mr. Wingate had taken a chair before the painting, and was looking at it

critically.

"I tell you that's a marvellous thing, and it's as dreadful as masterly.

There's only one way I can see by which a man could get any money out of

it: that's by cutting out the separate faces and selling them singly. A

body might endure to see one such countenance in his collection, but not

more; or, it might be destroyed altogether. It explains why Cuthbert

never recovered from the shock of the accident he was in. He never lost

sight of it. He must have begun this while it was fresh in his brain,

and he did his utmost to keep it fresh. Poor Salome, she had a hard

life."

"She had a happy life. She loved my father. He loved her. Whatever he

did was right, just right in her eyes. You needn't pity her. But, oh, if

she were only here to consult! Why did you show it to me? Why did I

have to see it?"

"Because it couldn't be helped. The thing _is_; it exists. Now what is

to be done with it?"

"I--will ask my father."

"I don't know that that is wise. It might bring about a return of his

malady, and I'm told he is improving in all respects."

"I must do it; it is his. There is no other way."

"What if it makes him worse again?"

Poor Amy! All her Christmas cheer had died from her heart. She felt that

it would be almost wicked to remind her father of this, his "life work,"

of which she had not heard him speak since he left Fairacres. Yet it was

his. He had given years to its completion, so far as it had neared that

point.

Mr. Wingate regarded her keenly. "Well?" he asked.

"Oh, I don't know what to say. Have you nothing to propose?"

"Only what I did. To cut it up and sell the faces as so many small

canvases. That would partially repay me for the things he still owes

for--the paints and so on. But I detest the thing so I hate to spread

the misery of it."

"Repay you? Do you mean that you believe you have a right--you _own_

that picture?"

"Certainly."

"Why, it is the labor of--it means many years out of my poor father's

life. Can such a thing be 'owned' by anybody except him?"

"Yes, of course. Hark you. You go home and tell him what I offer. I will

take the picture off his hands and allow him--hmm--maybe two hundred

dollars; or, he can take it and owe me that much more. In any case I

want to get rid of it. I won't have it left here much longer. I shall

have other uses for this room, maybe. Anyway, I mean to get that off the

place."

Amy moved slowly toward the door. She did not know how to reply, and she

felt her cousin was a very hard, unjust man. Yet she agreed with him

that the picture was enough to make a person wish it out of sight, even

out of existence.

At the doorway he arrested her steps, by laying his hand upon her

shoulder.

"Help me down; I'm afraid of stairs. And there's another thing--that

donkey."

"Oh, yes; I had forgotten Balaam. May I ride him home? Will you have him

brought around for me?"

"Eh? What? Not so fast--not quite so fast! No, I don't mean the stairs.

I can manage this pace for them. I mean the donkey. It came here of its

own accord. It gave me an idea. If your brother wants to sell him--By

the way, how do you expect to pay the rent?"

Amy stopped short, halfway down the stairs, and so suddenly that Mr.

Wingate remonstrated.

"If you'd give warning of these spasmodic actions of yours, it would be

more comfortable for those depending on you. There, please move along."

"The rent? I had not thought. Didn't my mother attend to that?"

"For the first quarter year, she did. To whom must I look now?"

Unmindful, since this new distressing question had been raised, how much

she inconvenienced him, Amy sat plump down and leaned her head against

the hand-rail.

It always appeared to aid her reflective powers if she could rest her

troubled head against something material.

"I'll try to think. I earn two dollars and a half a week."

"Oh, my foot hurts again. Let's get into a decent room and talk it over

there. I hate draughty halls and unwarmed rooms. There's a fire in the

little side parlor off the dining room. That's my own private den. I

want to get there and lie down. That rabbit pie I had for lunch doesn't

agree with me, I'm afraid. Do you like rabbit pie?"

"No, indeed; I wouldn't eat one for anything."

"Why not?"

"I should fancy the pretty creatures looking at me with their soft eyes.

They're the gentlest animals in the world."

"The most destructive, you mean."

She did not contest. Besides, she was now in great haste to leave

Fairacres and regain the shelter of her own home. Strange, she

reflected, how quickly she had ceased to think of this house, her

birthplace, as a home; since all that went to make it such had gone

elsewhere.

"About that rent money. If Hallam is able to keep at work we may

together earn five dollars a week. That would be twenty dollars a month.

The rent is ten. We will be able to pay it, I think."

"Do you imagine you will be able to live upon the remainder? Upon two

and a half dollars a week, four grown persons?"

"If we have no more, we shall have to do so, shan't we?"

"Excuse me; but what would you eat? I saw no sign of scrimping and

pinching that day I first came here--to stay."

"Oh, then Cleena was determined you should say no blame of her

housekeeping. She gave you all in one meal. We've often laughed over it

since."

"Humph! But this two and a half per week, what would it buy?"

"Meal and milk. Sometimes oat meal, sometimes corn. Once and again an

egg or something for father. Oh, we'd manage."

"Hmm, hmm; you'd rather live on that than run in debt? You younger

Kayes, who are all I seem to take account of now--Salome is gone."

"We will run in no debt we cannot pay, unless we are ill and it is

impossible to help. Hal and I settled that long ago. So far we have

managed, and now he is working too, I feel as rich as--rich."

"Exactly. Amy, if this old house were yours, what would you do with it?"

The answer was prompt and decided.

"Make it into a Home for Mill Girls."

"Whew! What in the world! Fairacres? The proudest old mansion in the

country, or in this part of it! Are you beside yourself?"

"I should be with delight, if I could make that dream a reality."

"I gave you credit for more sense. But, business--that donkey. How much

did Mr. Metcalf intend to pay for it?"

"I suppose the same as he did for Pepita. Seventy-five dollars--burro,

harness, and all."

"At ten dollars a month, that would take you along well into next

summer. Tell Hallam that I will keep the animal and allow him eight

months' rent for it. That's giving you a half month, you see. Will you?"

"Yes, I'll tell him," answered she, with a catch in her voice. "Only I

had hoped to take him home with me. It would have made such a delightful

Christmas for us all. You don't know how much we love those pretty

creatures."

"Pretty! Opinions differ."

"And would it be quite right to make any such arrangements, after having

asked the superintendent to buy it, and he agreeing? Wouldn't he be the

one to say something about it?"

"Amy, you're incorrigible. You're a radical. A thing is either

absolutely right or it is absolutely wrong--according to your standard.

You'll be in trouble as long as you live, for you'll find nobody else

with such antiquated notions as yours. There are a great many things

that are expedient."

"I hate expedient things. I like just the easy, simple 'no' and 'yes'

that was my darling mother's rule. I'm glad I'm at least a birthright

Friend."

Mr. Wingate was silent. He seemed to drop into a profound reverie, and

the girl hesitated to disturb him, eager as she now was to be away.

Finally, as she had made up her mind to speak, he did so himself.

"Amy, do you ever use the plain speech now?"

"Sometimes--between ourselves. For mother's sake we can never let it

die."

"Will thee use it to me now and then? It was the habit of my boyhood.

Salome was my oldest friend. We've played together in this very room,

again and again. She was my good angel. Until--No matter. You are her

child. Not like her at all in face or manner. She was always gentle,

and shrank from giving pain. Truthful and puritanical as she was in her

ideas, she had the tact, the knowledge to say things without hurting

those whom she corrected. She corrected me often and often, when we were

young, but she hurt me--never. Now, you--heigho!"

"Now, I hurt--thee. Of course. I speak first and think afterward. But

does thee know, cousin Archibald, thee is the very queerest man I ever

met?"

"Have you--has thee--known many?"

"Very few. Thee is so good on one side and so--so--not nice on the

other. Like a half-ripened pear. But I am sorry for thee. I wish I could

do thee good. Do I speak it as thee wishes?"

"Indeed, yes. It is music, even though the words are unflattering

enough. Well, I'll not keep thee longer. And I don't ask you to call

attention to this whim of mine by saying 'thee' in public," he remarked,

himself falling back into the habit of their intercourse.

"No; if I say 'thee,' it is to be always, whenever I remember--like a

bond to remind me I must be kind to thee for my mother's sake. If she

did thee good, I must try to do thee good too."

"In what way?"

Amy reflected. The first, most obvious way, would be by cheering his

solitude. Yet she hesitated. The thing which had come into her mind

involved the desires of others also. She had no right, until she

consulted them, to commit herself. Yet she disliked to leave this lonely

old fellow, without trying to make him glad.

She sat down again in the chair from which she had risen and regarded

him critically.

"Oh, cousin Archibald, if thee were only a little bit different!"

"Thee, too!" he laughed--actually laughed; and the action seemed to

clear his features like a sunburst.

"Oh, of course. Well, it's this way. To-morrow's Christmas, isn't it?"

"So I've heard."

"And somebody--Teamster John--has sent Cleena 'the furnishing of a good

dinner,' she told me. I don't know when we may have another such a meal,

one that thee would think fit to eat. I'd like to ask thee to come and

share it with us, instead of staying here alone, all grumpy with the

gout. But it isn't my dinner, thee sees, and I'm going home to tell my

people everything. About the picture and the donkey and all. If, after

that, they agree with me that it would be nice to ask thee to spend the

holiday with us, I'll bring thee word. If I do, will thee come?"

Mr. Wingate leaned back in his easy-chair and hugged his gouty foot for

so long and so silently that Amy grew impatient and rose.

"Anyway, I must go home. I've been here ever so much later than I meant

to stay. Good-by."

"Wait! How impetuous you--thee is. Well, I've received a great many

invitations to dine, from the banquets of bank presidents down to the

boiled dinners of my own workmen, but I doubt if I ever received one so

honest and so honestly expressed."

"Will thee come, if thee is asked?"

"Yes; I'll come--_if I'm asked_. Don't thee bother to walk all the way

back again, though. If by nine o'clock to-night I have heard nothing to

the contrary, I shall understand that I am expected to dine with my

tenants at 'Spite House.' At what hour, please?"

"On Christmas, dinner is usually at three o'clock. And, if thee pleases,

it is no longer 'Spite' but 'Charity House.' My mother changed all that.

Thee must not dishonor her wishes if thee loves her."

A wonderful, an almost beautiful change passed over the old man's face.

"Amy, thee speaks as if she were here still."

"She is to me. She always will be. Good-by."

She was gone, and the house seemed bigger and emptier after she had left

it. But Archibald Wingate would not have had anybody know with what

almost childish anxiety he waited the striking of the clock, as the hour

of nine drew near. He had been judged a hard and bitter man. He was very

human, after all. The small brown hand of his young cousin was pointing

a new, strange way, wherein he might happily walk, and in secret he

blessed her for it. But he was a man who liked his own will and to

follow his own road still; though he might do his utmost to bend that

road in the direction she had elected. Meanwhile, he would have his

supper sent in and sitting at ease before his own hearth-blaze review

many plans.

So he did, and after the supper a comfortable nap, from which he roused

with a start, fancying the old clock in the hall was striking the hour.

"Eh? What? Is it nine already? That timepiece must be fast."

"It's only me, sir, Marshall, with a bucket of coals. And, if you

please, there's a young person outside insists upon seeing you, sir. Am

I to bid him go away until morning?"

In his disappointment the master's face really paled. Marshall noticed

it and wondered, but he knew enough, sometimes, to hold his tongue. This

seemed to him to be one of the times, and he therefore made no comment,

nor even inquired for the master's health.

"No, don't send anybody away. I fancy that was never the custom at

Fairacres, on Christmas Eve, be the visitor who he might. We'll not

disturb the old ways, more than we can help. After all--Bid the

messenger come in."

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