CHAPTER XXII.

THE HERNE PARTY.

Mr. and Mrs. Herne had become greatly interested in Stella, and they

made their house feel like a home to her whenever she favored them with

a visit, which she did many times previous to her living with Penloe in

the mountains. They were very much attracted towards her and loved her,

for she always brought sunshine with her, and her charming presence, her

agreeable manners, together with her fresh, bright, original character,

so sweet and beautiful, could not but help making her a very desirable

member of the Herne family, for they had come to look upon her as such

since her engagement to Penloe, for Penloe to them was a dear brother,

and now they looked upon Stella as a dear sister.

On the evening that Penloe was relating the story of the ring to Stella,

Charles and Clara Herne were sitting on the porch enjoying the beautiful

evening and entertaining themselves in a conversation about the newly

married couple who were expected to come to-morrow and be their guests

for several days.

While they were talking about the leading part Stella had taken on the

sex question, Clara said to her husband: "If Penloe had a wife made to

order he could not have had a more suitable mate than Stella. That match

was made in heaven."

Her husband, who had picked up some of Penloe's ideas, said: "Why,

Clara, she was made to order for him."

Clara laughed and said: "Well, Charles, do you think I was made to order

for you?"

"Certainly, and I was made to order for you, my dear," replied he.

Mrs. Herne said: "It is very easy to believe that persons so suited to

each other as you and I, and Penloe and Stella, were made to order for

each other, but how about Fred Thaxter and his wife, who were married a

year ago? Mrs. Simmons called on me yesterday and told me she had heard

that Fred was about to apply for a divorce."

Clara said: "I feel sorry for them both. Charles, so far, you and I have

not taken any active part in the sex reform movement which has been just

started. While we are of the same mind as Penloe and Stella in thought,

yet we have so far been silent, except in the circle of our own home,

and I think the time has come for us to show our colors."

Charles said: "My dear, I am ready to hoist the flag whenever you say

the word."

Clara made answer: "I say the word now, Charles."

Charles said: "We will have a talk with Penloe and Stella and see what

way we can help the movement forward."

Clara said: "I think, Charles, we had better retire early to-night, for

to-morrow Penloe and Stella will be with us for several days, and we

never retire early when they are our guests, and the day after to-morrow

we give a party in their honor."

Early next day, according to an understanding, Mr. Herne sent a man with

his two-seated surrey to Mr. Wheelwright's for his guests, and about

eleven the handsome span of blacks were reined up in front of the Herne

residence, and there were two warm hearts on the porch to greet the

newly married couple. Charles Herne came forward and received Stella as

if she had been his own sister, and she kissed him as if he were her own

brother, and Clara Herne received Penloe in the same way, for they lived

what they taught, and Penloe and Stella called them Charles and Clara.

Just after dinner Clara was talking about the invited guests to the

party to-morrow, saying that she had received a note from Mrs. Hardy, a

lady who had been married about five years, which read that she could

not come to-morrow as she was sick with her old complaint, but she

wants you both to call on her before starting on your wedding tour.

Continuing, Clara said: "How much that poor lady has suffered. I have

heard her talk very strongly of her mother for being so close-mouthed

with her concerning matters that she ought to have enlightened her

about. I remember calling on her at one time and found her lying on the

lounge. At times she was in great pain. I was telling her about the

interest which had just begun to be aroused in the sex reform movement.

She said: 'Oh, if I could only be put back ten years with the knowledge

I have, what an active part I would take in the movement, for I don't

want other girls and women to suffer what I have, through ignorance and

fear.'"

Penloe said: "Stella, we had better call on Phebe this afternoon, for

neither of us have seen her since we lived our mountain life, and we

will have more time to-day than later."

Stella answered: "I am ready any time."

Charles Herne asked Penloe: "What time would you like to leave here?"

Penloe said: "About two."

"Well," said Charles, "I will have the boy bring the team round for you

at that time."

It was two o'clock but the team had not yet been brought to the front of

the house. Charles Herne had gone out to the orchard and Clara was

elsewhere in the house. Penloe and Stella were in the parlor.

Penloe said: "Stella, I will go up to the barn and see if the team is

ready." So out he went.

While Penloe had gone to the barn for the team, Clara Herne entered the

parlor, with a paper in her hand, and called Stella's attention to a

criticism on the sex reform movement.

When Clara entered the parlor, Stella was standing looking at an oil

painting on the wall. Stella took the paper, and sat down on the nearest

chair. Mrs. Herne went out in the kitchen, and there was Mrs. Wentworth

and her child, who was about three years of age. Mrs. Wentworth's

husband was poor, and they lived on a small, rented place, near the

Herne ranch. Mrs. Wentworth belonged to that type of woman who has very

little inclination for solving the problems of the Universe or settling

the affairs of the nation, but who seem always to have a great amount of

leisure to devote to the doings of her neighbors. It was seldom that

Mrs. Herne had company but that Mrs. Wentworth found some kind of errand

to her house.

One day at dinner Mrs. Herne, in a humorous way, said: "I think Mrs.

Wentworth is owing me for about twenty-seven lots of yeast, forty-two

little lots of butter, sufficient matches to light all the fires in

Orangeville for six months, enough loaves of bread to feed a multitude,

for she often is out of bread or had bad luck with her baking. I have

let her have more milk than would be required to drown herself in, and,

as for coal-oil, why the quantity that she has borrowed would illuminate

many dark places of the earth; and my tea and coffee seem just suited to

her taste." Then, after a pause, she said: "Well, the poor woman is

welcome to all she has had."

"Yes," said her husband, "they have a hard time."

To-day she came to get Mrs. Herne to read a letter she had received,

saying: "There are some parts that neither my husband or myself can make

out."

While Mrs. Herne was engaged in reading the letter, Mrs. Wentworth's

child, seeing the door leading from one room to another open, took the

opportunity of doing a little exploring. It was not long before he was

in the parlor. When he entered Stella just looked up from the paper she

was reading, to see who it was, and went on with her reading, which she

was absorbed in. She had seen the child about the house on other

occasions. Now, where Stella was sitting, there was another chair at the

back of Stella's chair, and this vacant one was against the wall. On the

wall just over the chair was a pretty shelf, with a fancy

bright-colored ball fringe all around it, which attracted the child's

attention. So he climbed up in the chair, and when he stood up on the

seat he saw on the shelf a small, fancy, cut-glass bottle, with a very

shining silver-like top to it; so he put his hand out and took it from

the shelf, after which he turned round and faced the back of Stella's

chair. In passing the bottle from one hand to the other, in order to

help himself down with his possessions, his faculty of weight not being

as yet well trained, he let go of the bottle before he had got a firm

hold of it with the other hand, and the result was that it fell on

Stella's shoulder. Fortunately the stopper did not come off till it

reached her lap, when she received the whole contents of a bottle of ink

on her wedding dress.

Just about that time Mrs. Wentworth said to Mrs. Herne: "I must go and

see what that child is doing;" and she arrived in the room just as the

bottle of ink fell into Stella's lap. Mrs. Wentworth took the situation

in at a glance and the hot blood instantly flew to her face, and hotter

words came from her mouth; and, among other things she said, was:

"My God! that brat of mine has spoiled your fine, white dress;" and she

took the boy, and was spanking him amidst hot words and the cries of the

child.

Stella said: "Please don't hurt the child; it's nothing, it's nothing,

Mrs. Wentworth." But the mother paid no attention to Stella's protests,

but left the room with the child just as Mrs. Herne entered.

Clara said: "Why, Stella, dear, what is the matter?" Stella laughed, and

said: "I have got some new figures on my wedding dress. Don't you think

they are pretty?"

On seeing Stella's skirt and underskirt all saturated with ink in

places, Clara was not quite prepared to enter into the same laughable

mood as her guest, but said:

"Stella, dear, how well you take it! I wish I could be that way."

To which Stella replied: "I would not have a disturbed mind for a dozen

of the best dresses ever made. Clara, nothing is so dear and sacred to

me as 'the peace of mind which passeth all understanding.'"

Clara said: "I see you kept the ink from going on my new carpet, by

rolling your skirts up. It's just like your thoughtfulness, dear."

Mrs. Wentworth came running into the room, saying: "Penloe is waiting

outside with the team. What will you do?" Stella smiling, went to the

door, and holding out the front of her dress said, laughing, "Penloe,

how do you like these hieroglyphics on my dress?"

Penloe laughed, and said: "They are different to any I have ever seen

deciphered."

In about fifteen minutes Stella took her seat beside Penloe, with some

new garments on, which she had brought with her, and they went on their

way to Mrs. Harding's.

After they were gone, Mrs. Wentworth said to Mrs. Herne: "I never seen

anything like those two in all my life. If that had happened to me I

would have been so mad that I would have cursed and swore, and felt like

warming the child's hide. And as for my husband, do you think he would

have laughed and sat in the buggy, like a hen on her nest? No, he would

have been in and out of the buggy many times; every minute he would be

looking up at the house to see if I was coming, and now and then calling

out to ask me if it took me all day to change my dress. Then he would

think he had something to do about the horse's head, then back to his

seat, then out again, doing something to the back of the buggy, then he

would look up at the house again, with a frown on his face, and call

out, 'Are you never coming?' He would be as restless as a fox in a

cage."

Mrs. Herne smiled at the description of Mr. Wentworth's disposition, as

given by his wife, and said, in a quiet tone: "We all need more patience

and self-control."

On the following day all were very busy in the Herne household, making

preparations for the party. Penloe and Stella attended to the

rearranging of the furniture and decorating the rooms, while Clara

superintended the supplies for the table. The guests arrived a few

minutes after five. To Clara Herne's great surprise, the last guest to

arrive came in the form of Mrs. Harding. Clara Herne, in receiving her,

said: "What, Phebe, I am so glad you are able to come."

When they were all alone in the room where the ladies left their wraps

and hats, Clara said: "Do tell me, Phebe, what has made you so much

better, for after reading your note I had no idea of seeing you to-day."

"No more had I when I wrote the note," said Phebe. "But, Clara, have you

not heard? Did not Penloe or Stella tell you?"

"No," said Clara; "when I asked them how you were, Stella told me what

you said about your condition when she asked you how you were."

"Well, Clara, I will tell you," said Mrs. Harding. "Penloe and Stella

were with me about an hour. After they had been in the room with me

about ten minutes, they talked very little. About half an hour

afterwards such a sweet feeling of peace and rest came over me; all pain

had left me, and when they said 'good-bye,' I felt healed and I keep

feeling better all the time. Clara, my heart is full of joy and

gratitude to that man of God and his angel wife. What beautiful

countenances they have."

At half past five the company sat down at a long table which was

tastefully spread with viands and dainties to tempt the appetite of the

most fastidious epicure. Penloe sat on Clara's right, and Stella sat on

the left of Charles Herne. Four of Mr. Herne's men waited on the table;

so well did they perform this service that a stranger could not have

told them from professional waiters.

The meal was thoroughly enjoyed amidst mirth and laughter, wit and

humor, jokes and short stories, for the whole company were in the best

of spirits.

After supper some of the guests sat on the porch, others walked about

the grounds, and some played croquet. Among the invited guests were

Prof. French and wife, a couple who had been married about a year; they

were both professional musicians, living in San Francisco, and were

visiting their relatives, the King family, and they received an

invitation with the King family to the party.

Among those who were sitting on the porch were Mr. and Mrs. Bates. They

had always been very friendly with the Hernes and lived only about two

miles distant from them.

A little later in the evening the croquet players and those who had been

strolling about the grounds were coming towards the house, just as Mr.

Bates was relating to Mr. and Mrs. Herne what to him had been a very

trying experience. Mr. Bates always called Mr. Herne Charles. He said:

"Charles, I don't know that I would have been here to-night if it had

not been for my wife."

"Why, how is that?" said Mr. Herne.

Mr. Bates replied: "Well, I will tell you. This morning, Weeks' boy was

playing with my boy in the barn. There were a number of sacks of barley

and wheat on the floor. The boys got to scuffling, one boy trying to

throw the other down. At last my boy got Weeks' boy down and gave him a

blow and ran out of the barn with Weeks' boy after him. They both ran

out into the orchard and then over the fence to Page's barn. Now, when

Weeks' boy ran after my lad he left the barn door open. There was no one

about the barn at the time the boys left. My man and I were at the

further end of the ranch fixing the line fence. When we came up at noon

we found the barn door open and that fine four-year-old colt of mine and

a lot of hogs were all in the barn eating grain. They had torn every

sack open and had eaten more than half of it. The colt had eaten so much

as to make him bloat. When I saw it all I felt so mad I had to use some

hot words. When I went to the house I told my wife about it. At first

she seemed put out, but when she saw how wrathy I was she tried to cool

me down. I asked where the boy was, and she said, 'Weeks' boy was here

and asked for our boy to go to his place to play and have dinner. They

said they were going to get Page's boy to play with them.' I felt so

worried about the colt and so mad at the boys I could not eat my dinner.

I told my wife I did not feel like coming here to-night, and when I said

that I saw I had made matters worse, so I went out to the barn and

worked over the colt some more. When the boy came home I had him tell me

all about it. I told him if he or any boy with him ever left the barn

door open again he would not want to sit down for a week."

Just here Mrs. Bates said to Mrs. Herne: "Henry does take such things so

hard. It seems as if he can never get over it."

Mr. Bates spoke up a little louder and said: "Such thoughtless, careless

doings as that are enough to make any one lose his temper. Why, I came

very near losing the colt, besides the damage the hogs did to the

grain."

Mrs. Herne said: "Mr. Bates, I must tell you what an experience Stella

had yesterday, and see if you don't think she had something to disturb

her."

Mr. Bates said: "Would like to hear it; misery always loves company."

So Mrs. Herne commenced telling about the bottle of ink falling into

Stella's lap. Just as she commenced to relate the incident Penloe came

on the porch with Mrs. French, and they took a seat near Mrs. Herne.

About two minutes later Prof. French and Stella joined the group, and

before Mrs. Herne had got to that part of the story where she asks

Stella, "What is the matter?" and Stella laughed and said: "I got some

new figures on my wedding dress, don't you think they are pretty?" about

all the guests were now grouped about Mrs. Herne. They were either

sitting on the wide porch or standing near by. When Mrs. Herne had

finished, Mr. Bates said in a comical kind of way: "If that had been my

wedding dress, I would have felt so mad that I would feel like throwing

the youngster out of the window and swearing a blue streak."

Turning to Stella, he said: "I have got no such control over myself as

you have. I wish I had."

Mrs. French said: "Stella, how could you take it so cheerfully? Why, if

that had been my wedding dress, I would have felt too mad to speak; in

fact, I don't know just what I would do."

Pretty Miss Grace Nettleton, a young lady full of fun and always the

life of any party, laughingly said: "As I intend to be an old maid, no

bottle of ink will ever fall on my wedding dress, but if such a thing

should happen I would feel like going to bed and having a good cry."

Several other ladies remarked: "I don't see how Stella could have been

so peaceful and pleasant. I know I never could."

Miss Baker, the school teacher, who had many trying pupils, remarked to

Mrs. French: "I wish I could control myself like Stella; how easy I

could govern the scholars."

Penloe said: "Did any of you ever hear the story of Shuka?"

Several answered: "No."

Mrs. French said: "Do tell it, Penloe."

"Yes," said Mrs. Herne, "we all would like to hear it." The company

became very attentive while Penloe related the following story with

telling effect:

"There was a great sage called Vyasa.[3] This Vyasa was the writer of

the Vedanta philosophy, a holy man. His father had tried to become a

very perfect man and failed; his grandfather tried and failed; his

great-grandfather tried and failed; he himself did not succeed

perfectly, but his son Shuka was born perfect. He taught this son, and

after teaching him himself, he sent him to the court of King Janaka. He

was a great king and was called Videha. Videha means 'outside the

body.' Although a king, he had entirely forgotten that he had a body; he

was a spirit all the time. The boy was sent to be taught by him. The

king knew that Vyasa's son was coming to him to learn, so he made

certain arrangements beforehand, and when the boy presented himself at

the gates of the palace, the guards took no notice of him whatsoever.

They only gave him a place to sit, and he sat there for three days and

nights, nobody speaking to him, nobody asking who he was or whence he

was. He was the son of this great sage, his father was honored by the

whole country, and he himself was a most respectable person; yet the low

vulgar guards of the palace would take no notice of him.

[Footnote 3: Karma Yoga, Vivekananda.]

"After that, suddenly, the ministers of the king and all the high

officials came there and received him with the greatest honors. They

took him in and showed him into splendid rooms, gave him the most

fragrant baths and wonderful dresses, and for eight days they kept him

there in all kinds of luxury. That face did not change; he was the same

in the midst of this luxury as at the door. Then he was brought before

the king. The king was on his throne, music was playing, and dancing and

other amusements going on. The king gave him a cup of milk, full to the

brim, and asked him to go round the hall seven times without spilling a

drop. The boy took the cup and proceeded in the midst of this music and

the beautiful faces. Seven times he went round, and not a drop was

spilled. The boy's mind could not be attracted by anything in the world

unless he allowed it. And when he brought the cup to the king, the king

said to him: 'What your father has taught you and what you have learned

yourself, I only repeat; you have known the truth. Go home.'"

When Penloe had finished Mrs. Herne said: "Thank you, Penloe, that is

very good, for it brings out the idea so well."

Mrs. French said: "Is not that very fine, Penloe? I never heard that

thought expressed before. It is new to me."

Dr. Finch, who was a well educated young dentist, said: "That thought,

though old to the people of the Orient, is just beginning to come to the

front in the literature of the West. I was very much gratified in

listening to Penloe."

Saunders, the merchant, laughed and said: "If it had been me sitting at

the gate, instead of Shuka, I would have got mad in ten minutes and gone

home, if the guards had treated me in that manner."

It began to get a little cool on the porch and the company were invited

into the large double parlors to play some games. After enjoying a

variety of games for an hour, it was proposed to have some music. The

Hernes had a fine-toned piano, and it was always kept in tune. Several

young gentlemen asked Miss Grace Nettleton for a song, and all the other

members of the company joined in the request. Miss Nettleton said she

would like some one to play the accompaniment, and Prof. French said: "I

will play for you."

As Miss Grace Nettleton was a young lady of romantic turn of mind and

very fond of reading love stories and singing love songs, she selected

one to sing according to her taste, from which we give the following

verse:

"Sitting on the garden gate,

Where the little butterfly reposes,

Now I hate to tell, but then I must,

'Twas love among the roses."

Some of the young people being delighted with that sentimental song,

called for another, for they could not think of her taking her seat

after singing only one; so she very kindly sang another. In a very soft,

sweet voice, she sang a song containing the following verse:

"I love to think of thee, when evening closes,

Over landscapes bright and fair,

I love to think of thee when earth reposes,

To calm a grief which none can share.

When every eyelid hovers

When every heart but mine is free,

'Tis then, O then, I love to think of thee."

If the true feeling of one or two young gentlemen present could be told,

they certainly would like to have had Miss Grace Nettleton think of them

in that way. After receiving many compliments from the company, the

young lady took her seat. Mrs. French, who was a professional musician

like her husband, was called for and sang with fine effect, "I am

dreaming, yes I am dreaming, the happy hours away," etc, etc. Her fine

cultivated voice was much appreciated by the company and they were eager

to have Mrs. French sing again, but she wished to save her voice, and

got her husband to sing "Beautiful Isle of the Sea." His fine baritone

voice was a great treat to the guests, for it was seldom such talent as

that of himself and wife was heard in the parlors of Orangeville.

Stella was called for and Professor French played the accompaniment,

while she in a very sweet and feeling voice sang, "Hark! I Hear an Angel

Sing." As her graceful form stood beside the instrument with her face

and eyes turned a little upwards, she seemed to be lost to everything

mundane, and when she sang those soul-melting words that she heard the

angel sing, the effect was complete, for it seemed to those present as

if it was the voice of an angel singing those words and not that of a

human being.

The attention was so great that when she finished you could have heard a

pin drop. The effect was very fine. There were some there who will never

forget that song. Professor French and his wife were very much taken

with Stella's singing; both of them pressed her hand and thanked her for

her sweet song. They afterwards said, in all their musical career they

never heard anything to equal it of its kind. The song was entirely new

to every one present.

Mrs. French, who was half in doubt in her own mind as to whether Penloe

had any musical talent or not, said: "Perhaps Penloe will favor us with

some music."

Prof. French said: "Yes, Penloe, I would like to hear you very much."

Mrs. Herne laughed and said: "It seems strange to think that, though

Penloe has made many visits to our house, I never thought to ask him if

he could play, for we always have so much interesting conversation that

I never think about music."

Stella laughed and said: "Why, Clara, I don't know myself whether Penloe

can play the piano, for he is so modest about his attainments. We have

sung together many times, but I am like you, I never thought to ask him

if he could play." Turning to Penloe, she said: "Now, Penloe, I do want

to hear you play so much"; and when he rose to take his seat at the

instrument curiosity reached its height in the minds of Mr. and Mrs.

Herne as well as Stella, so eager were they to see his personality

manifested in music.

The eyes of each member of the company were now riveted on that

remarkable figure who had just begun to finger a few keys with one hand.

He did not do as some would-be performers sometimes do, strike eight to

ten keys as soon as they touch the piano, but, strange to say, he

commenced playing with one hand.

We will here give the words concerning Penloe's performance as told to a

friend in San Francisco by Mrs. French in her own unique way, as

follows:

"My husband and I being at a party one evening given by Mr. and Mrs.

Herne in Orangeville, I met a gentleman there by the name of Penloe, who

certainly is the most gifted man I ever have met in all my travels.

There is a power in his personality that is irresistible; you cannot

help being drawn towards him. But his power is of that kind that is

uplifting and elevating, and there is something very sweet in his

nature. After supper I took a little walk with him about the grounds,

and his conversation was exceedingly interesting. I will never forget

the talk I had with him. He seemed to be able to bring out of me ideas

which I had never expressed before; in fact, making me talk, as it were,

above myself. In thinking it over, I must say my own conversation was a

surprise to me; and as for him, while he does not take you all of a

sudden into great depths of thought, or attach wings to you and have you

flying through the heavens, yet he has the genius of taking the most

commonplace subjects and causing you to see such an interest and beauty

in them as you never saw before. After we all assembled in the large

double parlors and had some games, there were several who favored the

company with instrumental and vocal music, when I thought it would be no

more than proper to ask Penloe to play. After he had been seated at the

piano a few minutes, I was a little in doubt whether I had not made a

mistake in asking him, for he commenced playing with one hand and only

touching one key at a time, more like a child playing. He still went on

playing with one hand, but touching two and three keys at a time. I

noticed some ladies and gentlemen began looking at each other and then

at Penloe, hardly knowing what to make of such playing. As he proceeded

further in his performance with one hand, though the playing was simple,

yet there was a peculiarity about it that can hardly be expressed as he

went along with his apparently amateur performance. Then he used his

other hand and fingered a few more keys occasionally, and I felt an

interest growing in me, and also those around me seemed to share the

same feeling. A little later and the fingers of both hands were going a

little more rapidly over the key-board, and the childish and amateur

performer had ceased and the playing began to impress me as being that

of a young professional. I began to feel myself more drawn into the

playing, and when the playing of a young professional had given place to

the experienced professional, I was all attention; but it was not long

before the professional had disappeared and I knew that the music I was

listening to now was that of a genius. I was conscious a great master

was at the instrument, and after that I seemed not to be conscious of

the performer or those about me, and how long I was in that condition I

do not know. When I came to myself again, the music had ceased, there

was no performer there, for Penloe had left the room.

"In talking with some others of the party about Penloe's playing, it

seemed to have produced exactly the same effect on them as it did on me.

I will, in a very inadequate way, tell you as near as I can the

impression it made upon me. I felt, when he first commenced to play in

his child-like way, as if all our minds were very much scattered; that

is, I mean as if a great separateness and distinction existed, and as he

proceeded with his playing it seemed to have the effect of collecting

our minds and bringing them together till we all seemed to be just one

mind. Then there arose in this one mind a desire, and the desire grew

till it created a disturbance, and it kept increasing and growing more

powerful till it burst into a storm of passion, and the storm became

furious within; for it seemed at times as if it would rend and tear me

to pieces, and I was about to be conquered by it. I felt like saying,

'Must I yield? Is yielding the only way out of this? Must I give way and

let it have full sway over me?' I said, 'Must I let it die out by

consuming its own self?' And as I was about to cry out in despair,

'There is no other way; I will feed the fire till there is nothing left

for it to burn;' and just as I was on the brink, on the edge of the

precipice, as it were, the fury of the storm being at its very height,

then all of a sudden I saw a light and the storm began to lose some of

its fury, and the clouds appeared not so black, and the light seemed

growing brighter. At last the storm ceased within me, and the dark

clouds were disappearing fast, till the last one had gone and a wave of

sunshine swept over my soul, and I felt like saying, 'How peaceful it is

after the storm,' and while I was enjoying that sweet feeling of peace a

change came over me, I began to be lifted, as it were out of my little

self, and myself and the world seemed to be larger than I had ever

imagined. I began, as it were, to rise, and great as the world had

grown I had grown greater still. Then I entered a much larger world than

even the great one I had lived in, and when I had outgrown that grand

world, I went into another still more beautiful, and on I went rising

out of one beautiful world into another far superior till I reached a

condition that human language cannot convey the blissful state of the

soul in me. Oh, the happiness I then realized. I shall never forget. My

husband, in speaking of the piece Penloe played, said: 'That music was

never composed on earth, it was born in heaven,' Mr. Herne heard my

husband make that remark, and said, 'In order to play that kind of

music, you have got to live in the same world as Penloe does. That is

how it has its birth.'"

It is true, as Mrs. French told her friend, that after the music had

lost some of its power over her she realized that Penloe had left the

room. The piano being near the door, which was open, and no one sitting

between the door and the piano, when Penloe ceased playing he quietly

left the room and sat in a chair on the porch. About five minutes later,

a soft footstep was heard on the porch and the sound of a light rustle

of a dress, for Stella had taken a seat beside Penloe. His performance

at the piano had stirred the dear girl's nature to its greatest depths

and also had scaled its lofty heights. On that porch, gazing at the

grand canopy of the heavens, those two souls listened to such strains of

music as only the purified hear.

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