CHAPTER XIV

When Duska Filson had gone out into the woods that day to read Saxon's

runaway letter, she had at once decided to follow, with regal disdain

of half-way methods. To her own straight-thinking mind, unhampered

with petty conventional intricacies, it was all perfectly clear. The

ordinary woman would have waited, perhaps in deep distress and tearful

anxiety, for some news of the man she loved, because he had gone away,

and it is not customary for the woman to follow her wandering lover

over a quadrant of the earth's circumference. Duska Filson was not of

the type that sheds tears or remains inactive. To one man in the

world, she had said, "I love you," and to her that settled everything.

He had gone to the place where his life was imperiled in the effort to

bring back to her a clear record. If he were fortunate, her

congratulation, direct from her own heart and lips, should be the

first he heard. If he were to be plunged into misery, then above all

other times she should be there. Otherwise, what was the use of loving

him?

But, when the steamer was under way, crawling slowly down the world by

the same route he had taken, the days between quick sunrise and sudden

sunset seemed interminable.

Outwardly, she was the blithest passenger on the steamer, and daily

she held a sort of _salon_ for the few other passengers who were

doomed to the heat and the weariness of such a voyage.

But, when she was alone with Steele in the evening, looking off at the

moonlit sea, or in her own cabin, her brow would furrow, and her hands

would clench with the tensity of her anxiety. And, when at last Puerto

Frio showed across the purple water with a glow of brief sunset behind

the brown shoulder of San Francisco, she stood by the rail, almost

holding her breath in suspense, while the anchor chains ran out.

As soon as Steele had ensconced Mrs. Horton and Duska at the _Frances

y Ingles_, he hurried to the American Legation for news of Saxon. When

he left Duska in the hotel _patio_, he knew, from the anxious little

smile she threw after him, that for her the jury deciding the supreme

question was going out, leaving her as a defendant is left when the

panel files into the room where they ballot on his fate. He rushed

over to the legation with sickening fear that, when he came back, it

might have to be like the juryman whose verdict is adverse.

As it happened, he caught Mr. Pendleton without delay, and before he

had finished his question the envoy was looking about for his Panama

hat. Mr. Pendleton wanted to do several things at once. He wanted to

tell the story of Saxon's coming and going, and he wanted to go in

person, and have the party moved over to the legation, where they must

be his guests while they remained in Puerto Frio. It would be several

days before another steamer sailed north. They had missed by a day the

vessel on which Saxon had gone. Meanwhile, there were sights in the

town that might beguile the intervening time. Saxon had interested the

envoy, and Saxon's friends were welcome. Hospitality is simplified in

places where faces from God's country are things to greet with the

fervor of delight.

At dinner that evening, sitting at the right of the minister, Duska

heard the full narrative of Saxon's brief stay and return home. Mr.

Pendleton was at his best. There was no diplomatic formality, and the

girl, under the reaction and relief of her dispelled anxiety, though

still disappointed at the hapless coincidence of missing Saxon, was as

gay and childlike as though she had not just emerged from an

overshadowing uncertainty.

"I'm sorry that he couldn't accept my hospitality here at the

legation," said the minister at the end of his story, with much mock

solemnity, "but etiquette in diplomatic circles is quite rigid, and he

had an appointment to sleep at the palace."

"So, they jugged him!" chuckled Steele, with a grin that threatened

his ears. "I always suspected he'd wind up in the Bastile."

"He was," corrected the girl, her chin high, though her eyes sparkled,

"a guest of the President, and, as became his dignity, was supplied

with a military escort."

"He needn't permit himself any vaunting pride about that," Steele

assured her. "It's just difference of method. In our country, a

similar honor would have been accorded with a patrol wagon and a

couple of policemen."

After dinner, Duska insisted on dispatching a cablegram which should

intercept the _City of Rio_ at some point below the Isthmus. It was

not an original telegram, but, had Saxon received it, it would have

delighted him immoderately. She said:

"I told you so. Sail by _Orinoco_."

The following morning, there were tours of discovery, personally

conducted by the young Mr. Partridge. Duska had wanted to leave the

carriage at the old cathedral, and stand flat against the blank wall,

but she refrained, and satisfied herself with marching up very close

and regarding it with hostility. As the carriage turned into the main

plaza, a regiment of infantry went by, the band marching ahead

playing, with the usual blare, the national anthem. Then, as the

coachman drew up his horses at the legation door, there was sudden

confusion, followed by the noise of popping guns. It was the hour just

preceding the noon _siesta_. The plaza was indolent with lounging

figures, and droning in the sleeping sing-song chorus of lazy voices.

At the sound, which for the moment impressed the girl like the

exploding of a pack of giant crackers, a sudden stillness fell on the

place, closely followed by a startled outcry of voices as the figures

in the plaza broke wildly for cover, futilely attempting to shield

their faces with their arms against possible bullets. Then, there came

a deeper detonation, and somewhere the crumbling of an adobe wall. The

first sound came just as Mrs. Horton was stepping to the sidewalk.

Duska had already leaped lightly out, and stood looking on in

surprise. But Mr. Partridge knew his Puerto Frio. He led them hastily

through the huge street-doors, and they had no sooner passed than the

porter, with many mumbled prayers to the Holy Mother, slammed the

great barriers against the outside world. The final assault for _Vegas

y Libertad_ had at last begun.

Mr. Pendleton had insisted that the ladies remain at the rear of the

house, but Duska, with her adventurous passion for seeing all there

was to see, threatened insubordination. To her, the idea of leaving

several perfectly good balconies vacant, and staying at the back of a

house, when the only battle one would probably ever see was occurring

in the street just outside, seemed far from sensible. But, after she

had looked out for a few moments, had seen a belated fruit-vender

crumple to the street, and had smelled the acrid stench of the burnt

powder, she was willing to turn away.

Inasmuch as the stay of Duska and her aunt involved several days of

waiting for the sailing of the next ship, Duska was somewhat surprised

at hearing nothing from Saxon in the meanwhile. He had had time to

reach the point to which the cablegram was addressed. She had told him

she would sail by the _Orinoco_, since that was the first available

steamer. At such a time, Saxon would certainly answer that message.

She fancied he would even manage to join her steamer, either by coming

down to meet it, or waiting to intercept it at the place where he had

received her message. Consequently, when she reached that port and

sailed again without either seeing Saxon or receiving a message from

him, she was decidedly surprised, and, though she did not admit it

even to herself, she was likewise alarmed.

It happened that one of her fellow passengers on the steamer _Orinoco_

was a tall, grave gentleman, who wore his beard trimmed in the French

fashion, and who in his bearing had a certain air of distinction.

On a coast vessel, it was unusual for a passenger to hold himself

apart and reserved against the chance companionships of a voyage. Yet,

this gentleman did so. He had been introduced by the captain as M.

Herve, had bowed and smiled, but since that he had not sought to

further the acquaintanceship, or to recognize it except by a polite

bow or smile when he passed one of the party on his solitary deck

promenades.

Possibly, this perfunctory greeting would have been the limit and

confine of their associations, had he not chanced to be standing one

day near enough to Duska and Steele to overhear their conversation.

The voyage was almost ended, and New York was not far off. Long ago,

the lush rankness of the tropics had given way to the more temperate

beauty of the higher zones, and this beauty was the beauty of early

autumn.

Steele was talking of Frederick Marston, and the girl was listening

with interest. As long as Saxon insisted on remaining the first

disciple, she must of course be interested in his demi-god. Just now,

however, Saxon's name was not mentioned. Finally, the stranger turned,

and came over with a smile.

"When I hear the name of Frederick Marston," he said, "I am challenged

to interest. Would I be asking too much if I sought to join you in

your talk of him?"

The girl looked up and welcomed him with her accustomed graciousness,

while Steele drew up a camp-stool, and the Frenchman seated himself.

For a while, he listened sitting there, his fingers clasped about his

somewhat stout knee, and his face gravely speculative, contributing to

the conversation nothing except his attention.

"You see, I am interested in Marston," he at length began.

The girl hesitated. She had just been expressing the opinion, possibly

absorbed from Saxon, that the personality of the artist was extremely

disagreeable. As she glanced at M. Herve, the thought flashed through

her mind that this might possibly be Marston himself. She knew that

master's fondness for the incognito. But she dismissed the idea as

highly fanciful, and even ventured frankly to repeat her criticism.

At last, Herve replied, with great gravity:

"Mademoiselle, I had the honor to know the great Frederick Marston

once. It was some years ago. He keeps himself much as a hermit might

in these days, but I am sure that the portion of the story I know is

not that of the vain man or of the poseur. Possibly," he hesitated

modestly, "it might interest mademoiselle?"

"I'm sure of it," declared the girl.

"Marston," he began, "drifted into the Paris _ateliers_ from your

country, callow, morbid, painfully young and totally inexperienced. He

was a tall, gaunt boy with a beard that grew hardly as fast as his

career, though finally it covered his face. Books and pictures he knew

with passionate love. With life, he was unacquainted; at men, he

looked distantly over the deep chasm of his bashfulness. Women he

feared, and of them he knew no more than he knew of dragons.

"He was eighteen then. He was in the _Salon_ at twenty-two, and at the

height of fame at twenty-six. He is now only thirty-three. What he

will be at forty, one can not surmise."

The Frenchman gazed for a moment at the spiraling smoke from his

cigarette, and halted with the uncertainty of a bard who doubts his

ability to do justice to his lay.

"I find the story difficult." He smiled with some diffidence, then

continued: "Had I the art to tell it, it would be pathos. Marston was

a generous fellow, beloved by those who knew him, but quarantined by

his morbid reserve from wide acquaintanceship. Temperament--ah, that

is a wonderful thing! It is to a man what clouds and mists are to a

land! Without them, there is only arid desert--with too many, there

are storm and endless rain and dreary winds. He had the storms and

rain and winds in his life--but over all he had the genius! The

masters knew that before they had criticized him six months. In a

year, they stood abashed before him."

"Go on, please!" prompted Duska, in a soft voice of sympathetic

interest.

"He dreaded notoriety, he feared fame. He never had a photograph

taken, and, when it was his turn to pose in the sketch classes, where

the students alternate as models for their fellows, his nervousness

was actual suffering. To be looked at meant, for him, to drop his eyes

and find his hands in his way--the hands that could paint the finest

pictures in Europe!"

"To understand his half-mad conduct, one must understand his half-mad

genius. To most men who can command fame, the plaudits of clapping

hands are as the incense of triumph. To him, there was but the art

itself--the praise meant only embarrassment. His ideal was that of the

English poet--a land where

'--only the Master shall praise us, and only the Master shall

blame:

And no one shall work for money and no one shall work for fame.'

That was what he wished, and could not have in Paris.

"It was in painting only that he forgot himself, and became a

disembodied magic behind a brush. When a picture called down unusual

comment from critics and press, he would disappear--remain out of

sight for months. No one knew where he went. Once, I remember, in my

time, he stayed away almost a year.

"He knew one woman in Paris, besides the models, who were to him

impersonal things. Of that one woman alone, he was not afraid. She was

a pathetic sort of a girl. Her large eyes followed him with adoring

hero-worship. She was the daughter of an English painter who could not

paint, one Alfred St. John, who lodged in the rear of the floor above.

She herself was a poet who could not write verse. To her, he talked

without bashfulness, and for her he felt vast sorrow. Love! _Mon

dieu_, no! If he had loved her, he would have fled from her in terror!

"But she loved him. Then, he fell ill. Typhoid it was, and for weeks

he was in his bed, with the papers crying out each day what a disaster

threatened France and the world, if he should die. And she nursed him,

denying herself rest. Typhoid may be helped by a physician, but the

patient owes his life to the nurse. When he recovered, his one

obsessing thought was that his life really belonged to her rather than

to himself. I have already said he was morbid half to the point of

madness. Genius is sometimes so!

"By no means a constant _absintheur_, in his moods he liked to watch

the opalescent gleams that flash in a glass of _Pernod_. One night,

when he had taken more perhaps than was his custom, he returned to his

lodgings, resolved to pay the debt, with an offer of marriage.

"I do not know how much was the morbidness of his own temperament, and

how much was the absinthe. I know that after that it was all wormwood

for them both.

"She was proud. She soon divined that he had asked her solely out of

sympathy, and perhaps it was at her urging that he left Paris alone.

Perhaps, it was because his fame was becoming too great to allow his

remaining there longer a recluse. At all events, he went away without

warning--fled precipitantly. No one was astonished. His friends only

laughed. For a year they laughed, then they became a trifle uneasy.

Finally, however, these fears abated. St. John, his father-in-law,

admitted that he was in constant correspondence with the master, and

knew where he was in hiding. He refused to divulge his secret of

place. He said that Marston exacted this promise--that he wanted to

hide. Then came new pictures, which St. John handled as his

son-in-law's agent. Paris delighted in them. Marston travels about

now, and paints. Whether he is mildly mad, or only as mad as his

exaggerated genius makes him, I have often wondered."

"What became of the poor girl?" Duska's voice put the question, very

tenderly.

"She, also, left Paris. Whether she let her love conquer her pride and

joined him, or whether she went elsewhere--also alone, no one knows

but St. John, and he does not encourage questions."

"I hope," said the girl slowly, "she went back, and made him love

her."

Herve caught the melting sympathy in Duska's eyes, and his own were

responsive.

"If she did," he said with conviction, "it must have made the master

happy. He gave her what he could. He did not withhold his heart from

stint, but because it was so written." He paused, then in a lighter

voice went on:

"And, speaking of Marston, one finds it impossible to refrain from

reciting an extraordinary adventure that has just befallen his first

disciple, Mr. Saxon, who is a countryman of yours."

The girl's eyes came suddenly away from the sea to the face of the

speaker, as he continued:

"I happened to be on the streets, when wiser folk were in their homes,

just after the battle in Puerto Frio. I found Mr. Robert

Saxon--perhaps the second landscape painter in the world--lying

wounded on a pavement among dead revolutionists, and I helped to carry

him to an _insurrecto_ haunt. He was smuggled unconscious on a ship

sailing for some point in my own land--Havre, I think. _Allons!_ Life

plays pranks with men that make the fairy tales seem feeble!"

Steele had been so astounded that he had found no opportunity to stop

the Frenchman. Now, as he made a sign, M. Herve looked at the girl.

She was sitting quite rigid in her steamer chair, and her lips were

white. Her eyes were on his own, and were entirely steady.

"Will you tell us the whole story, M. Herve?" she asked.

"_Mon dieu!_ I have been indiscreet. I have made a _faux pas_!"

The Frenchman's distress was genuinely deep.

"No," answered the girl. "I must know all the story. I thank you for

telling me."

As Herve told his story, he realized that the woman whom Saxon had

turned back to warn, according to Rodman's sketching, was the woman

sitting before him on the deck of the _Orinoco_.

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