I didn't like the sound of it, and said so.

"Well, sir--we won't lose them entirely," Halloran said comfortingly.

"Some cruiser will investigate them. Chances are they're ours

anyway--and if they aren't there's no sense in us risking our nice shiny

skin stopping them--even though we could take them like Lundy took

Koromaja. Since the book doesn't say we have to investigate, we won't."

His voice was bitter again.

At 0840 hours on the fourth day out, my annunciator buzzed. "Sir," the

talker's voice came over the intercom, "Lieutenants Marsden and Allyn

are wanted in the Captain's quarters."

* * * * *

Chase was there--toying with the seals of a thin, brown envelope. "I

have to open this in the presence of at least two officers," he said

nodding at Allyn who came in behind me. "You two are senior on the ship

and have the first right to know." He slid a finger through the flap.

"Effective 12, Eightmonth, GY2964," he read, "USN 'Lachesis' will

proceed on offensive mission against enemy vessels as part of advance

covering screen Fleet Four for major effort against enemy via sectors YD

274, YD 275, and YD 276. Entire Scouting Force IV quadrant will be

grouped as Fleet Four Screen Unit under command Rear Admiral SIMMS.

Initial station 'Lachesis' coordinates X 06042 Y 1327 Betelgeuse-Rigel

baseline. ETA Rendezvous point 0830 plus or minus 30, 13/8/64.

"A. Evars, Fleet Admiral USN Commanding."

There it was! I could see Allyn stiffen as a peculiar sick look crossed

Chase's dry face. And suddenly I heard all the ugly little

nicknames--Subspace Chase, Gutless Gus, Cautious Charley--and the dozen

others. For Chase was afraid. It was so obvious that not even the gray

mask of his face could cover it.

Yet his voice when he spoke was the same dry, pedantic voice of old.

"You have the rendezvous point, Mr. Marsden. Have Mr. Esterhazy set the

course and speed to arrive on time." He dismissed us with the

traditional "That's all, gentlemen," and we went out separate ways. I

didn't want to look at the triumphant smile on Allyn's face.

We hit rendezvous at 0850, picked up a message from the Admiral at 0853,

and at 0855 were on our way. We were part of a broad hemispherical

screen surrounding the Cruiser Force which englobed the Line and supply

train--the heavies that are the backbone of any fleet. We were headed

roughly in the direction of the Rebel's fourth sector, the one top-heavy

with metals industries. Our exact course was known only to the brass and

the computers that planned our interlock. But where we were headed

wasn't important. The "Lachesis" was finally going to war! I could feel

the change in the crew, the nervousness, the anticipation, the adrenal

responses of fear and excitement. After a year in the doldrums, Fleet

was going to try to smash the Rebels again. We hadn't done so well last

time, getting ambushed in the Fifty Suns group and damn near losing our

shirts before we managed to get out. The Rebs weren't as good as we

were, but they were trickier, and they could fight. After all, why

shouldn't they be able to? They were human, just as we were, and any one

of a dozen extinct intelligent races could testify to our fighting

ability, as could others not-quite-extinct. Man ruled this section of

the galaxy, and someday if he didn't kill himself off in the process

he'd rule all of it. He wasn't the smartest race but he was the

hungriest, the fiercest, the most adaptable, and the most unrelenting.

Qualities which, by the way, were exactly the ones needed to conquer a

hostile universe.

But mankind was slow to learn the greatest lesson, that they _had_ to

cooperate if they were to go further. We were already living on borrowed

time. Before the War, ten of eleven exploration ships sent into the

galactic center had disappeared without a trace. Somewhere, buried deep

in the billions of stars that formed the galactic hub, was a race that

was as tough and tricky as we were--maybe even tougher. This was common

knowledge, for the eleventh ship had returned with the news of the

aliens, a story of hairbreadth escape from destruction, and a pattern of

their culture which was enough like ours to frighten any thinking man.

The worlds near the center of humanity's sphere realized the situation

at once and quickly traded their independence for a Federal Union to

pool their strength against the threat that might come any day.

But as the Union Space Navy began to take shape on the dockyards of

Earth and a hundred other worlds, the independent worlds of the

periphery began to eye the Union with suspicion. They had never believed

the exploration report and didn't want to unite with the worlds of the

center. They thought that the Union was a trick to deprive them of their

fiercely cherished independence, and when the Union sent embassies to

invite them into the common effort, they rejected them. And when we

suggested that in the interests of racial safety they abandon their

haphazard colonization efforts that resulted in an uncontrolled series

of jumps into the dark, punctuated by minor wars and clashes when

colonists from separate origins landed, more or less simultaneously, on

a promising planet, they were certain we were up to no good.

Although we explained and showed them copies of the exploration ship's

report, they were not convinced. Demagogues among them screamed about

manifest destiny, independence, interference in internal affairs, and a

thousand other things that made the diplomatic climate between Center

and Periphery unbearably hot. And their colonists kept moving outward.

Of course the Union was not about to cooperate in this potential race

suicide. We simply couldn't allow them to give that other race knowledge

of our whereabouts until we were ready for them. So we informed each of

the outer worlds that we would consider any further efforts at

colonizing an unfriendly act, and would take steps to discourage it.

That did it.

* * * * *

We halted a few colonizing ships and sent them home under guard. We

uprooted a few advance groups and returned them to their homeworlds. We

established a series of observation posts to check further

expansion--and six months later we were at war.

The outer worlds formed what they called a defensive league and with

characteristic human rationality promptly attacked us. Naturally, they

didn't get far. We had a bigger and better fleet and we were organized

while they were not. And so they were utterly defeated at the Battle of

Ophiuchus.

It was then that we had two choices. We could either move in and take

over their defenseless worlds, or we could let them rebuild and get

strong, and with their strength acquire a knowledge of cooperation--and

take the chance that they would ultimately beat us. Knowing this, we

wisely chose the second course and set about teaching our fellow men a

lesson that was now fifteen years along and not ended yet.

By applying pressure at the right places we turned their attention

inward to us rather than to the outside, and by making carefully timed

sorties here and there about the periphery we forced them through sheer

military necessity to gradually tighten their loosely organized League

into tightly centralized authority, with the power to demand and

obtain--to meet our force with counterforce. By desperate measures and

straining of all their youthful resources they managed to hold us off.

And with every strain they were welded more tightly together. And

slowly they were learning through war what we could not teach through

peace.

Curiously enough, they wouldn't believe our aims even when captured

crews told them. They thought it was some sort of tricky mental

conditioning designed to frustrate their lie detectors. Even while they

tightened their organization and built new fleets, they would not

believe that we were forcing them into the paths they must travel to

avoid future annihilation.

It was one of the ironies of this war that it was fought and would be

fought with the best of intentions. For it was obvious now that we could

never win--nor could they. The Rebels, as we called them, were every

whit as strong as we, and while we enjoyed the advantages of superior

position and technology they had the advantage of superior numbers. It

was stalemate,--the longest, fiercest stalemate in man's bloody history.

But it was stalemate with a purpose. It was a crazy war--a period of

constant hostilities mingled with sporadic offensive actions like the

one we were now engaged in--but to us, at least, it was war with a

purpose--the best and noblest of human purposes--the preservation of the

race.

The day was coming, not too many years away, when the first of the

aliens would strike the Outer worlds. Then we would unite--on the

League's terms if need be--to crush the invaders and establish mankind

as the supreme race in the galaxy.

But this wasn't important right now. Right now I was the Executive

Officer of a scout ship commanded by a man I didn't trust. He smelled

too much like a stinking coward. I shook my head. Having Chase running

the ship was like putting a moron in a jet car on one of the

superhighways--and then sabotaging the automatics. Just one fearful

mistake and a whole squadron could be loused up. But Chase was the

commander--the ultimate authority on this ship. All I could do was pray

that things were going to come out all right.

We moved out in the lower red. Battles weren't fought in Cth. There was

no way to locate a unit at firing range in that monochromatic madness.

Normal physical laws simply didn't apply. A ship had to come out into

threespace to do any damage. All Cth was was a convenient road to the

battlefront.

With one exception.

By hanging in the infra band, on the ragged edge of threespace, a scout

ship could remain concealed until a critical moment, breakout into

threespace--discharge her weapons--and flick back into Cth before an

enemy could get a fix on her. Scouts, with their high capacity

converters, could perform this maneuver, but the ponderous battlewagons

and cruisers with their tremendous weight of armor, screens, and

munitions couldn't maneuver like this. They simply didn't have the

agility. Yet only they had the ability to penetrate defensive screens

and kill the Rebel heavies. So space battle was conducted on the classic

pattern--the Lines slugging it out at medium range while the screen of

scouts buzzed around and through the battle trying to add their weight

of metal against some overstrained enemy and ensure his destruction. A

major battle could go on for days--and it often did. In the Fifty Suns

action the battle had lasted nearly two weeks subjective before we

withdrew to lick our wounds.

* * * * *

For nearly a day we ran into nothing, and such are the distances that

separate units of a fleet, we had the impression that we were alone. We

moved quietly, detectors out, scanning the area for a light-day around

as we moved forward at less than one Lume through Cth. More would have

been fatal for had we been forced to resort to a quick breakout to avoid

enemy action, and if we were travelling above one Lume when we hit

threespace, we'd simply disappear, leaving a small spatial vortex in our

wake.

On the "morning" of the third day the ships at the apex of Quadrant One

ran into a flight of Rebel scouts. There was a brief flurry of action,

the Rebels were englobed, a couple of cruisers drove in, latched onto

the helplessly straining Rebel scouts and dragged them into threespace.

The Rebs kept broadcasting right up to the end--after which they

surrendered before the cruisers could annihilate them. Smart boys.

But the Rebels were warned. We couldn't catch all their scouts and the

disturbance our Line was making in Cth would register on any detector

within twenty parsecs. So they would be waiting to meet us. But that was

to be expected. There is no such thing as surprise in a major action.

We went on until we began to run into major opposition. Half a dozen

scouts were caught in englobements at half a dozen different places

along the periphery as they came in contact with the Rebels' covering

forces. And that was that. The advance halted waiting for the Line to

come up, and a host of small actions took place as the forward screening

forces collided. Chase was in the control chair, hanging in the

blackness of the infra band on the edge of normal space. But we weren't

flicking in and out of threespace like some of the others. We had a

probe out and the main buffeting was taken by the duralloy tube with its

tiny converter at its bulbous tip. With consummate pilotage Chase was

holding us in infra. It was a queasy sensation, hanging halfway between

normalcy and chaos, and I had to admire his skill. The infra band was

black as ink and hot as the hinges of hell--and since the edges of

threespace and Cth are not as knife sharp as they are further up in the

Cth components, we bucked and shuddered on the border, but avoided the

bone-crushing slams and gut-wrenching twists that less skillful skippers

were giving their ships as they flicked back and forth between

threespace and Cth. Our scouting line must have been a peculiar sight to

a threespace observer with the thousand or so scouts flickering in and

out of sight across a huge hemisphere of space.

And then we saw them. Our probe picked up the flicker of enemy scouts.

"Action imminent," Chase said drily. "Stand by."

I clapped the other control helmet over my head and dropped into the

Exec's chair. A quick check showed the crew at their stations, the

torpedo hatches clear, the antiradiation shields up and the ship in

fighting trim. I stole a quick glance at Chase. Sweat stood out on his

gray forehead. His lips were drawn back into a thin line, showing his

teeth. His face was tense, but whether with fear or excitement I didn't

know.

"Stand by," he said, and then we hit threespace, just as the enormous

cone of the Rebel Line flicked into sight. The enemy line had taken the

field, and under the comparatively slow speeds of threespace was rushing

forward to meet our Line which had emerged a few minutes ago. Our

launchers flamed as we sent a salvo of torpedoes whistling toward the

Rebel fleet marking perhaps the opening shots of the main battle. We

twisted back into Cth as one of the scanner men doubled over with agony,

heaving his guts out into a disposal cone. I felt sorry for him. The

tension, the racking agony of our motion, and the fact that he was

probably in his first major battle had all combined to take him for the

count. He grinned greenly at me and turned back to his dials and

instruments. Good man!

"Target--range one eight zero four, azimuth two four oh, elevation one

oh seven," the rangefinder reported. "Mass four." Mass four:--a cruiser.

"Stand by," Chase said. "All turrets prepare to fire." And he took us

down. We slammed into threespace and our turrets flamed. To our left

rear and above hung the mass of an enemy cruiser, her screens glowing on

standby as she drove forward to her place in the line. We had caught her

by surprise, a thousand to one shot, and our torpedoes were on their way

before her detectors spotted us. We didn't stay to see what happened,

but the probe showed an enormous fireball which blazed briefly in the

blackness, shooting out globs of scintillating molten metal that cooled

and disappeared as we watched.

"Scratch one cruiser," someone in fire control yelped.

* * * * *

The effect on morale was electric. In that instant all doubts of Chase's

ability disappeared. All except mine. One lucky shot isn't a battle, and

I guess Chase figured the same way because his hands were shaking as he

jockeyed us along on the edge of Cth. He looked like he wanted to vomit.

"Take it easy, skipper," I said.

"Mind your own business, Marsden--and I'll mind mine," Chase snapped.

"Stand by," he ordered, and we dove into threespace again--loosed

another salvo at another Reb, and flicked out of sight. And that was the

way it went for hour after hour until we pulled out, our last torpedo

fired and the crew on the ragged edge of exhaustion. Somehow, by some

miracle compounded of luck and good pilotage, we were unmarked. And

Chase, despite his twitching face and shaking hands, was one hell of a

combat skipper! I didn't wonder about him any more. He had the guts all

right. But it was a different sort of courage from the icy contempt for

danger that marked Andy Royce. Even so, I couldn't help thinking that I

was glad to be riding with Chase. We drove to the rear, heading for the

supply train, our ammunition expended, while behind us the battlewagons

and cruisers were hammering each other to metal pulp.

In the quiet of the rear area it was hardly believable that a major

battle was going on ahead of us. We raised the "Amphitrite," identified

ourselves, and put in a request for supply.

"Lay aboard," "Amphitrite" signalled back. "How's the war going?"

"Don't know. We've been too busy," our signalman replied.

"I'll bet--you're 'Lachesis,' aren't you?"

"Affirmative."

"How'd you lose your ammo? Jettison it?"

"Stow that, you unprintable obscenity," Haskins replied. "We're a

fighting ship."

"Amphitrite" chuckled nastily. "That I'll believe when I see it!"

"Communications," Chase snapped. "This isn't a social call. Get our

heading and approach instructions." He sounded as schoolmasterish as

ever, but there was a sickly smile on his face, and the gray-green look

was gone.

"Morale seems a little better, doesn't it, Marsden?" he said to me as

the "Amphitrite" flicked out into threespace and we followed.

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