XVIII

Sir Julian's desire for plain speaking was more amply gratified on the

following day even than he had anticipated. He had purposely made an

early appointment at the College, in order to discuss with Mark and the

Supervisor the question of the journey to Gloucester, but he was aware

that a curiously strong sensation of anxiety constituted an underlying

motive for his presence there.

There flashed across his mind the dim recollection of a conversation

in which he had taken part, with Mark Easter and Miss Marchrose, one

afternoon on the way from Salt Marsh to Culmhayes.

They had agreed in their estimate of the potency of an atmosphere. He

thought it was Miss Marchrose herself who had said that "the worst

times are when nothing at all has happened, and yet everything is

happening."

Prophetic, reflected Julian, half amused. He made his way slowly to

Mark Easter's room.

A feminine voice, lowered to that penetrating sibilance which most

infallibly attracts the attention which it is designed to escape,

reached his ears.

"----And she knew I was looking at her, too. I could tell she did, by

the way she coloured. You know. And I never said a word. Simply looked

at her, you know. 'Don't let me disturb you,' I said. Like that, quite

quietly."

Sir Julian pushed the half-open door. Miss Farmer and Miss Sandiloe

stood in close confabulation just inside the room.

"Oh, good morning, Sir Julian." They both looked much confused.

"Good morning," he said gravely. "Mr. Easter has not arrived yet?"

"No," said Miss Sandiloe, ever ready of speech, in spite of her

manifest discomfiture.

"No, he hasn't. He very often gets in rather later these mornings."

"I can wait," said Sir Julian. "It's not ten o'clock yet."

Miss Farmer began to sidle towards the door. Her companion followed

her, but was inspired to turn round and add an unnecessary rider to her

last observation.

"Mr. Easter is always here so late in the evenings now, too," she

remarked artlessly, as she went out of the room.

Sir Julian heard a nervous giggle as the door closed behind them both,

and he thought that Miss Farmer ejaculated something that sounded like,

"However you could, Sandiloe!"

"If Miss Marchrose has been up against _that_ sort of thing for the

last week...." was his unformulated thought.

A further example of "that sort of thing" confronted him in the

entrance hall, where he presently betook himself restlessly.

Three girls, all of them pupil-teachers of the College, with young

Cooper, the Financial Secretary, stood near the notice-board. Their

necks were craned forward, and their eyes, expressive of curiosity,

suspicion and a certain excitement, were unanimously following the

tall, slight figure of Miss Marchrose as she disappeared towards a

distant classroom.

"Good morning," said Sir Julian, with extreme abruptness, and in tones

not usually associated with a morning greeting.

Everyone jumped violently.

The three pupil-teachers disappeared with celerity, and Mr. Cooper

turned a brick-red countenance upon his chief.

"Just looking at the notice-board," he said, in an affable manner.

"There appears to be nothing on it," Sir Julian made rejoinder, with

equal obviousness, but in a voice that was not without point.

"Nothing at all," agreed Mr. Cooper, rather feverishly, and running a

hand across the green-baize square as though further to demonstrate its

bareness.

"I see you're in early, Sir Julian."

"I have an appointment with Mr. Easter, but I'm rather too soon. Fuller

is in class, I suppose?"

"Yes, Sir Julian. Let me see," Cooper produced his wrist-watch. "I'll

look at the time. Yes. He'll be in class for the next three-quarters of

an hour. Shall I send for him, Sir Julian?"

"No, thanks. I'm in no hurry. There's just the question of the place to

be opened at Gloucester. You've heard about it, haven't you, Cooper?"

"Oh, yes, Sir Julian. The whole staff has been much interested, and

very proud too, if I may say so. I'd even thought--I don't know if I

may venture----"

"Are you a candidate for the job of going down there next week?" Sir

Julian asked, smiling.

"Not myself," said Mr. Cooper. "I may even say, Sir Julian, that I

doubt if I could be spared at the moment. We have one or two French

scholars, and the accountancy is particularly heavy just now. Of

course, it's what you wish, Sir Julian, but I hardly think I could

leave at present, even for a day or two. But I was wondering whether I

might venture a suggestion."

"Certainly," said Sir Julian, rather astonished.

"It has occurred to me," remarked Mr. Cooper, with a certain

pompousness, "that Miss Marchrose would not be at all unfitted to do

what's required. And a little change might be rather a good thing for

her, in its way, Sir Julian."

"Indeed?"

"There's been a certain amount of feeling, I'm afraid, just lately."

"I should like details, if you please."

"One hardly likes to say anything," Mr. Cooper began, with great and

evident satisfaction. "She's a splendid worker, as you know, Sir

Julian, and the other young ladies took to her quite wonderfully from

the start. Quite foolish, one or two of them were about her. But

the fact is, if you'll excuse my mentioning it, she's been rather

indiscreet of late."

"Go on," said Julian in level tones, as Cooper waited, apparently for

some sign of encouragement.

"The fact is, to put the whole matter in a nutshell, some of them have

got talking. You know what that means, especially with one or two

rather excitable young ladies."

There was a pause, during which Julian recollected Mr. Cooper's

old-time predilection for the society of Miss Sandiloe.

"She hasn't made any secret of liking Mr. Mark Easter's society very

much, and she's given him a good deal of hers. That's all it amounts

to," said Mr. Cooper, with a great effect of frankness.

"He has found her useful for some of the extra work."

"No doubt, Sir Julian. That's all it is. But she's in that office of

his nearly as often as she's in her own, and then they've been late a

good many evenings and stayed on here working after the College was

supposed to be closed. It was also known, Sir Julian, that the present

Mrs. Douglas Garrett--Miss Easter that was--used to ask Miss Marchrose

to her brother's house a good deal while she was home."

"We are not in the least responsible for what the staff may do out of

hours."

"Certainly not, Sir Julian. And of course we all know and like Mr.

Mark Easter, and I've no doubt that he's never said a word to her that

we mightn't all have heard. But somehow," said Mr. Cooper, with a

fatalistic expression, "somehow, the staff have got talking."

"It doesn't concern them in any way whatever."

"Those were my very words," Mr. Cooper replied impressively, "my very

words, when one of the young ladies approached me on the subject. This

is an affair which concerns no one but Mr. Mark Easter, I said, and

you may be sure that he will deal with it in the best manner possible.

In fact, I said, if this unfortunate young lady has forgotten the

circumstances of the case, we may be quite sure that Mr. Easter will

himself take an early opportunity of reminding her."

Mr. Cooper's tone implied that no more triumphantly satisfactory

_dénouement_ could be hoped for.

"And do you suppose that he has done so?" enquired Sir Julian, from

sheer curiosity to hear Mr. Cooper's reply.

Cooper shook his head from side to side.

"I couldn't say at all, Sir Julian. There's been a very uncomfortable

state of things prevailing for the last few days, altogether. I

couldn't put a finger on any one thing not to give a name to it, but

there's constraint, Sir Julian, and we all feel it. This has always

been such a friendly little party, that one can't help noticing, like."

"I shall be greatly obliged, Cooper," said Sir Julian with

deliberation, "if you would check this tittle-tattling, as far as

possible. It is extraordinarily objectionable."

Cooper looked far from hopeful.

"She'll have to pull herself up, as it were, or else leave altogether,

Sir Julian. Otherwise I don't see what's to prevent the staff from

getting talking."

Sir Julian perceived that no amount of words would remove from Mr.

Cooper his conviction of the inevitability of the calamity which he

described as the "getting talking" of his fellow-workers.

"I shall think the matter over. Certainly we can't have this sort of

atmosphere in the place. It's upsetting everyone."

"That is so, Sir Julian. It's the talk that's doing the harm," said Mr.

Cooper solemnly.

"Certainly it is. I hope there will be no more of it."

Sir Julian's hope was uttered for rhetorical purposes merely. His never

very sanguine outlook had been in no way illuminated by the eloquence

of Mr. Cooper.

"Don't let me keep you any longer, Cooper; I know you're busy."

"Thank you, Sir Julian. If you'll excuse me. My watch--ten minutes

past--then I'll go straight to Classroom III--up the stairs."

Mr. Cooper hurried away, taking two steps at a time.

Sir Julian's discussion with Mark was completed rapidly enough.

"I'm quite ready to see this Gloucester affair through," said Mark,

looking out of the window. "Fuller doesn't seem anxious to take it on."

"Can you spare the time?"

"Easily."

"To-day is Friday. What about Monday?"

"Right."

Mark said nothing more. The tiny furrow between his eyes had deepened a

very little.

They spoke of business for a little while and then Sir Julian left Mark

in solitary possession of the small office.

As he came away he encountered Miss Marchrose.

Her observation was worthy of Mr. Cooper.

"I'm going to the High Speed room," she said, with evident nervousness.

"Are you giving another test there?"

"Oh, no. We're very slack at present. The last lot have gone out, and

we mostly have beginners. But I want to put some things away."

She was quite evidently defending herself against some unspoken

accusation.

As she turned away, she looked back at Sir Julian, again with that

suggestion of wishing to say something further.

"What is it?" he asked, almost involuntarily.

"Nothing," said Miss Marchrose, her voice catching in her throat.

Sir Julian walked away slowly.

"Sir Julian!" she said, rather breathlessly.

He turned at once.

"Are you--are you just going?"

"I am in no hurry."

He reflected for an instant and then decided to take her wishes for

granted.

"You will find me in the annexe. There's no hurry, so take your time

about putting the papers away. I'll wait for you there," said Sir

Julian calmly.

He waited barely five minutes.

She came into the room, very erect, with tension in every line of her

face and figure, and a little dent coming and going at the corner of

either nostril.

She shut the door quietly behind her.

"Sit down," said Sir Julian, placing a chair for her, so that she could

lean both arms on the table, and steady a certain tremulousness of

which he suspected the existence.

In order to give her time, he slowly and carefully took out and lit a

cigarette. He was conscious of a sensation of surprise in the midst

of his mingled annoyance and compassion. He had not expected her to

acknowledge defeat so quickly, and he wondered whether some element of

which he knew nothing had been introduced into the invisible contest

against her.

"I think I shall have to ask you to accept my resignation," she said at

last, in a sort of rush.

"I'm sorry," said Sir Julian carefully.

"I've spoken to Mr. Fuller about it, but he--he was a little bit

difficult."

"I can quite believe it."

"I couldn't get him to accept my resignation at all," she said, smiling

rather forlornly.

"Fuller is not easily defeated."

She interpreted his thought rather more accurately than he desired, in

her quick rejoinder.

"And I _am_. I haven't been able to cope with the last few days at all.

Do you remember how we talked about atmosphere one afternoon before

Christmas?"

"On the way back from Salt Marsh? I was thinking about it not so very

long ago."

"Then," said Miss Marchrose slowly, "you knew about--this place?"

Sir Julian made no pretence at not having understood her.

"I know that it has afforded a rather poignant example of the very

thing we discussed that afternoon," he replied.

"I thought you knew," she said, pushing her hair away from her forehead

with a rapid, nervous movement. "But you see _I'm_ in the dark. No one

has said a single word to me. I'd so much rather they did."

"Yes, I can understand that. But you see no one is in a position to

say a word to you, except--officially--Mr. Fuller as Supervisor."

"Then why hasn't he?" Miss Marchrose demanded, a sudden colour flooding

her pale face.

Sir Julian said nothing, for the conclusive reason that he could think

of absolutely nothing to say.

"He told me to-day that my services had been perfectly satisfactory,

and that he didn't want me to leave."

"I know he doesn't."

"In that case," said Miss Marchrose, "I must place my resignation with

you direct, Sir Julian."

"Have you definitely decided to resign?"

"I'm afraid so," she said, again colouring suddenly.

Sir Julian once more kept silence from a helpless sense of the

impossibility of any discussion, although intuition told him that

she was more or less blindly in search of a safety-valve for her

perplexities.

She remained in her chair for a minute or two, looking down at the

table, and only a very slight, involuntary movement of her fingers

betrayed the tension of waiting.

Sir Julian paid the penalty sooner or later exacted of all those

whose perceptions are acute, in realising with vividness her sense of

bafflement as he remained mute.

With a sort of remnant of the pluck that he had always credited her

with, she rose at last and said, "Thank you very much, Sir Julian,"

quite steadily.

He rose also and opened the door, and she went out.

Sir Julian remained more than ever convinced that some very forcible

factor, of which he was still unaware, had entered the lists against

her, and definitely defeated her.

"It's no business of mine," he reflected to himself, almost violently.

Nevertheless, he had more to hear upon the subject that same afternoon.

He met Alderman Bellew, whose discursive comments were not to be stayed.

"Easter's a very nice chap, you know," said the Alderman sapiently. "I

don't like the idea of this young woman making a fool of him. He's not

been looking himself for the last day or two. Didn't you think him a

bit off colour at the General Meeting yesterday, now? I can assure you

that he didn't look himself, to me. He looked"--the Alderman lowered

his voice in a very impressive and mysterious manner--"he looked

_worried_."

Sir Julian felt inclined to ejaculate, "You don't say so!" at this bit

of penetration, but the Alderman went on:

"It's not to be wondered at, either. I don't know whether you've

noticed a sort of disturbance lately in the College--something in the

air?"

"I know what you mean," Sir Julian said truthfully, but noncommittally.

"Exactly. Just what Lady Rossiter was speaking of the other day. Well,

now that sort of thing won't do, will it? It upsets the staff--upsets

the work--upsets that chap Fuller, badly. Took it very much to

heart, didn't he? I suppose he thinks it reflects upon his credit as

Supervisor, when things go wrong with the staff. However, it's all

quite easily put right, when all's said and done."

Such not being the comfortable conviction of Sir Julian, he waited for

further enlightenment.

"The girl can go."

"Oh," said Sir Julian. "Yes. The girl can go, of course."

"It needn't affect her references in any way," said the Alderman,

apparently made uneasy by something in Sir Julian's tone.

"Certainly not."

"There's no harm in the girl, I daresay, though I don't like what I

hear of those antecedents of hers."

Sir Julian was perfectly well aware that Miss Marchrose's antecedents,

so far as Alderman Bellew's knowledge of them was concerned, rested

upon the slender fabric of the hints thrown out by Lady Rossiter on

the subject. He therefore remained unresponsive, and Alderman Bellew

presently, with an air of rather puzzled reluctance, abandoned the

subject.

"It's no business of mine," Sir Julian told himself with increasing

vehemence, as his perception grew of the strength of the league that

was so successfully fighting the shadow of a possibility.

Even Culmhayes was pervaded by unrest.

Edna was silent all through dinner, except when the servants were in

the room, when she discoursed in an elevating way about the first

breath of spring, and a tiny twitter which she said that she had heard

in the beech-wood that afternoon.

Sir Julian heard about the twitter towards February or March every

year, and received the news of it with modified enthusiasm only.

As soon as they were alone, Edna drew a long breath, flung her head

back, and said with a sort of restrained ardour:

"Julian, whom do you suppose I met this afternoon in the beech-wood?"

"The first squirrel of the year," suggested Sir Julian, with perfect

indifference.

"I am not laughing."

"Neither am I. Do you mean a human being, or a harbinger of spring?"

"I met Mark," said Lady Rossiter very gravely.

Sir Julian peeled a walnut attentively.

"It seemed--I say it in all reverence--like an answer to prayer, for I

had prayed over it all. Julian, I was miserable. I could see all the

tangle and perplexity so clearly, and yet I felt bound and helpless. I

could do nothing to help or to hinder."

Julian reflected detachedly that his wife did herself less than justice.

"And then I met Mark. And I knew as soon as I saw him that it was my

opportunity for helping. It is so curious, when one has formed the

habit of looking for little opportunities, how the big one is sure to

come sooner or later. Mark wanted help badly, Julian."

Lady Rossiter waited for a moment, during which her husband remained

motionless, and then went on speaking in slow, even tones.

"I believe in courage, as you know, most intensely. It is so difficult,

sometimes, to break through our conventional reserve. It was so to-day.

But I spoke. Mark has no woman in his life."

"I can hardly agree with you, in the circumstances," muttered Julian

grimly, but his wife disregarded the interruption.

"And there are times when a man wants a woman to whom he can speak

freely. Oh, I didn't hurt his chivalry in any way--I respect it far

too much. Nothing was put into words between us, practically--but

everything was implied."

"At the moment, Edna, I prefer words to implications, as I am very much

more likely to understand them. What did you say to Mark?"

"Very little," said Edna, with a dignified simplicity that failed

entirely to convince Sir Julian of the accuracy of her statement.

"But, thank God, I believe I have made certain that there will be no

_débâcle_ such as one could not help dreading. I was in terror that

that unfortunate girl should try to force an issue."

Sir Julian realised, with a slight shock of surprise, that his wife's

estimate of Miss Marchrose's capabilities of enterprise were identical

with his own. Edna, he reflected, did not yet know that Miss Marchrose

had, to all intents and purposes, most unmistakably hauled down her

colours when she had tendered her resignation to him that morning.

"How are you to prevent her from forcing an issue?" he asked.

"It's so simple. Mark is going away on business, and he leaves on

Saturday instead of on Monday. A week makes a long break, Julian, in a

case like this, and she will either understand why he has gone without

being told, or she will find her position intolerable, and leave the

College. Even if she stays on--though I think it impossible that

she should--they will begin again on a very different footing. Mark

understands now."

"Understands what, in Heaven's name?"

Edna raised her eyebrows and made a significant gesture. "Mark goes

to-morrow?"

"Yes. Thank Heaven, I made him see that there is greater courage in

turning one's back, sometimes, than in facing a danger. Every day

that passes, as these last days have passed, the risk of an explosion

becomes greater. It's like skating over a volcano."

"Nobody ever does skate over volcanoes," said Julian, almost

automatically. His mind was working rapidly.

Mark was turning his back.

As Edna had said, it might be the greater courage.

There would be no crisis. Nothing had happened and nothing would

happen. A crisis, indeed, must have spelt disaster, Sir Julian told

himself mechanically, all the while with a sense of having somehow

missed a clue. The next moment he had found it.

His original instinct with regard to Miss Marchrose had been right. She

had in all probability known whither she was drifting, and she had been

prepared to face the rapids gallantly. But Mark ... Julian dropped his

metaphors and envisaged crude facts--Mark, after all, had himself been

responsible for the determining factor that alone could have vanquished

her courage utterly.

Fully alive to an awkward situation, Mark Easter had inevitably

conveyed to the girl, whom Sir Julian, more than ever, qualified as an

incurable romanticist, the illimitable difference in their scales of

relative values.

And it was that certainty that, reaching her in the atmospheric tension

of the last few days, had defeated Miss Marchrose.

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