Weave we the woof. The thread is spun.
The web is wove. The work is done.
Gray.
It was on a lovely summer’s evening, rather more than ten years after
the events last recorded, that two persons were sitting in the spacious
drawing-room of a noble mansion in Canada, opening on a park. They had,
it appeared by the lady’s attire, been walking, but as their
conversation deepened in interest, the repose of home had again been
unconsciously sought. She had thrown aside her bonnet, and as she sat,
her face upturned to her male companion, her features disclosed a
loveliness that would have irresistibly attracted attention. The repose
of her features was so soft and gentle that the eye would have fallen
there with the same delight, and turned away with the same regret which
it experiences in regard to other things which are found to harmonize
with its vision. In her the period of girlhood had merged into the epoch
of woman’s maturity, when, nearer her prime than her bloom, she unites
all the truth and freshness of early youth with those calm and more
finished graces which come not to pass away, but to deepen and endure.
But one glance at the sweet Madonna countenance, the unequaled
expression of the placid features, the golden hair, shaded now to
something of a chestnut, will suffice for her recognition by all those
whose interest in Grace Bartlett has sketched her image in their minds.
To the Grace Bartlett of our opening chapter, she bore indeed only the
outward resemblance that the opening flower does to the early bud. But
even as the full blown rose reveals the luscious scent and glowing
beauty which the blossom contained, so did her character, as it now
shone forth beneath the bright and dazzling sun of affluence, confirm
and strengthen the promise of its dawn.
The gay, playful child of our first chapter, the timid, shrinking
Puritan girl of our after history, was now the modestly dignified,
though still retiring, wife of the Governor General of Canada. The pure
and holy sentiments of religion which had formerly been spoken timidly,
as hardly daring to find expression lest the high-born should mock or
pity, were now avowed calmly, unostentatiously as they had been acted
upon in the deep trials of her girlhood.
Her love for her husband was intense and absorbing, but it came not
between herself and heaven. The fruits of her holy life were gentleness
and self-denial, meekness and charity--plainly showing at whose feet she
laid the offering of her heart.
In the polished circle in which she now moved, she had preserved within
her that pure light which, when the sun is growing dim and waxing faint,
alone can guide through the dark valley of the shadow of death. The
heart of that lovely flower of a Puritan village--a heart that had
throbbed and quivered at the faintest touch of kindness, and which a
silken thread could lead in all other matters, had stood firm where her
religion was concerned, and this very firmness had won her husband to
her faith.
The importance which Frank Winthrop had acquired as the son of Gen.
Lincoln, added to his personal merit--under the name of his adopted
father, which he always retained, ignorant of his real origin, had
attracted the attention of the government. He was soon employed in
various situations of responsibility and importance. By the same
progression in fortune which first elevated him, another and a later
change had brought him in Canada to the rank of Governor General.
The conversation between the two had been continued for some time, when
the voice of a young child was heard on the stair-case.
“Oh, there is my little bird singing,” exclaimed Grace Lincoln. She
sprang to the door and returned, bearing in her arms a lovely boy,
exquisitely fair, with deep blue eyes, and clustering curls of gold. The
bright complexion and golden hair were hers, but his features were the
miniature likeness of his handsome father at her side.
Over them we now drop the curtain, and in so doing, let them take their
farewell of the reader.
* * * * *
=SONNET.=
=BY CAROLINE F. ORNE.=
Hid in the bosom of life-giving earth,
In darkness and in silence deep and still,
The buried seed to springing roots gives birth,
That fix them in the mold with firmest will;
Strong hold have they below there in the soil
Before the leaves upshoot them to the light,
And beauty crowns the deep and hidden toil
With blossomed boughs that charm the gazer’s sight.
So thou, oh soul, obscure and hidden long,
Uncared for and unknown must bide thy time,
And like the aspiring seed strike, deep and strong,
Roots that shall bear thee upward in thy prime,
So firm sustained, thou shalt the worthier be
For life’s fair flower that all men honor thee.
* * * * *
=UPS AND DOWNS.=
CHAPTER I.
“I trust Mrs. Davidson is at last satisfied.”
“In what?”
“Why, have you not heard the news of the engagement of Maria with Henry
Dawson?”
“No, I have not before. But when did it occur, and are you positive it
is so?”
“As to the when, sometime within a day or two; and as to the positive,
the lady herself is my authority.”
“She is certainly very fortunate with her daughters.”
“So she thinks, at least this time. But I am not clear that the three
former connections with Law, Physic and Divinity were exactly to her
mind.”
“Certainly no three men occupy more respectable positions for their age
in the community than her three sons-in-law, and as she had no fortune
to give with her daughters, she should be thankful.”
“I imagine few will be inclined to differ from you; but that very want
of fortune causes her to be peculiarly alive to its advantages, and
hence her delight at her daughter’s engagement to young Dawson.”
“Is he so very rich?”
“Not having any marriageable daughters of my own to dispose of, I never
asked him for a schedule of his effects. But I supposed you to have been
well posted on that point.”
“Me! Bless you, my dear--I never trouble myself about such matters. Why
should you think so?”
“Oh, I know not. A mere random remark of mine. I thought I had some
faint recollection of his flirtation with Laura last winter, and knowing
your prudence, supposed you had made the necessary inquiries.”
“You are much mistaken. There never was any thing between them. He is
music-mad, and used frequently to come to listen to Laura’s harp. I
suppose he thought it but right therefore to show her some attention in
public, and hence the world interpreted it into something else. But, I
assure you, there was never any thing in it.”
“I never supposed there was. I always thought Laura was merely amusing
herself. But how remarkably well she is looking to-night. Who is that
distinguished looking man who is paying her such marked attention?”
“That is a Mr. Ernest, who has recently returned from abroad, and has
come home a perfect virtuoso, and you know that Laura’s taste lies in
the same way.”
“Yes, she certainly admires a mustache, for I notice that of late she
encourages no one without that fashionable appendage.”
Whilst Miss Laura Bridgeman was listening complacently to the remarks of
the mustached beau by her side, and her mother and Mrs. Grayson, a
fashionable widow of no particular age, and childless, were discussing
things as above, in another part of the room, where lights and music
added to the witchery which bright eyes and lovely forms make, young
Dawson was hanging over his newly betrothed.
In the meantime her mother was receiving the congratulations of troops
of friends, for Henry Dawson was, in the phrase matrimonial, “the catch
of the season.” He had long been an orphan--his fortune was large, his
intellect fair and well cultivated, his person and address good, and his
whole appearance decidedly gentlemanly and prepossessing. That he should
have “fallen in love,” as the phrase goes, with his lively fiancée, none
wondered, and save a few anxious mothers, who, like Mrs. Bridgeman, had
marriageable daughters, all heartily congratulated him.
The family connection of Mrs. Davidson was most respectable; but left a
widow, with limited means and a family of young daughters, she had been
condemned to much and close economy to maintain appearances and give her
daughters an education to fit them for their proper positions in the
world. The three eldest were, as we have seen above, respectably
married, and now it is not to be wondered that she rejoiced that her
youngest was to be transferred from the narrow economy of her house to
the comforts and luxuries which a wealthy husband could bestow.
Did our fair heroine entertain like views? They may have crossed her
mind in some of her reveries, but they were but shadows. She had given a
young, pure heart with all its rich, unworked mine of virgin gold,
without one thought of earthly dross about it. She loved with all the
ardent devotion of young love, the handsome, intelligent youth who wooed
her with soft words and pleading looks. She loved him for what he was,
or what she thought he was, and not for what he had. She knew that his
love for her must be most disinterested, for she had naught but herself
to give, and she was happy in the feeling of loving and of being
beloved.
Oh, this love! what a strange power it exercises over the actions and
the minds of the human race. What blindness it produces in our mental
visions--how it changes defects into beauties, and magnifies
ant-hillocks to mountains--what floods of blood and floods of ink it has
shed in this world, and is doomed still to shed--how it makes virtue
vice and vice virtue--how it lights the torch of discord, and yet throws
around the soft and beaming light of harmony--how it makes wise men
idiots, and converts brave men into cowards. In a word, how it agitates,
distracts, soothes, but generally succeeds best in causing men to
stultify themselves, at any rate for a given time.
The evening sped joyously on. Few envied, more rejoiced in the apparent
future happiness, and, as it was termed, rare good fortune of the bride
elect, whose cheeks maintained a constant rivalry with the rich roses of
the fragrant boquet, as time and again some sly inuendo or more open
remark reached her ear. Her mother received the more direct
congratulations which were lavished upon her, with a quiet ease, in
which she endeavored to veil the entire satisfaction which the
prospective nuptials afforded her. Thus almost all were pleased. The
mother, that her maternal cares were so soon to cease, and the gay
pleasure-seekers were satisfied that a new and splendid establishment
would in another season be opened to them, and if a feeling of any kind
crossed the heart of Laura Bridgeman, that the prize which she once
thought within her grasp had fallen to another, she turned to her new
admirer, and in the contemplation of his superb mustache forgot, or
tried to do so, the vision of the beautiful establishment which had once
flitted through her imagination.
* * * * *
Shift we the scene. A few months have passed--the gay festivities of the
winter are over--summer now usurps her sway, and nature, decked in her
holiday attire, woos to contemplation and quiet enjoyment. The magic
words which were to fix for life the destinies of the fair Maria had
been spoken; the nuptial benediction pronounced, and in a beautiful
villa, a few miles removed from the city, she was passing the first
weeks of her bridal life, a loved and loving wife. There are few things
in the world more touching than the love of a young, pure wife. The
feelings which she entertained for the lover were constrained by a sense
of propriety, but now they may pour themselves forth unchecked, in one
o’ergushing flood of tenderness. Then she must await his approach, now
she may go forth to meet him--then she must check her feelings as they
rose, lest, forsooth, she might be thought forward, indelicate. Now she
may take the initiative, and her soft hand may push back the locks from
the brow on which she may implant a kiss of pure, almost unearthly love.
Now she may watch to gratify those little tastes or fancies which then
were passed unnoticed.
And never were the gushings of a warm, devoted heart poured forth more
tenderly than they were by Maria Dawson for her husband. Nor on his part
was the devotion less entire. The villa had been fitted up in every way
to gratify her taste and fancy; and between the ride, or the drive, or
the wandering about the grounds or in the garden, or music and reading
and conversation, the summer passed all too rapidly away, and she almost
sighed when the frosts of autumn notified her to prepare to take
possession of her luxurious mansion in the city.
Marriage seems to be necessary, as a general rule, to the full
development of the characters of women. Circumstances of course have a
large share in it, but still it seems almost necessary to the full
development of the perfect character of woman that she should be seen in
her double position of wife and mother. Germs which have lain dormant
are then brought into life; new faculties are called into play; the
disposition is fully unfolded, and she exhibits herself frequently in a
new and entirely different light from what she was regarded in the days
of her girlhood. The timid girl becomes self-reliant; far from being
dependent on the views and wishes of those to whom she has been
accustomed to look for counsel and guidance, she finds herself called
upon to act and decide for others now dependent on her--this gives a
vigor to her mind, a firmness to her views, a decision to her actions,
which, without some such cause for their development, they would in all
probability never have attained.
CHAPTER II.
“Things look blue.”
“Yes; never saw such unpromising appearances.”
“The best paper in town was done yesterday at 2 per cent. per month,”
pursued Mr. John Sharp to his brother broker Mr. Growlem, as they
cogitated over their morning’s correspondence. “My letters throw out
some inuendoes about certain houses heretofore considered undoubted,”
pursued that gentleman, as with a keen glance he peered over his
spectacles at his companion.
“Hum--don’t know. In such cases caution is desirable, and so don’t say
much; but if stocks continue to fall as they have done for a few weeks
past, shan’t consider any man undoubted unless I know him to be short of
the whole list, and even then he may be caught.”
“As how, pray?” suggested his companion.
“By buying in before delivery day, and then finding his man smashed,
gone, and he himself likely to be in the same pleasant position.”
“You always look at the bright side of things.”
“Certainly I do; especially when the prospect is so charming all round
as it is now. Thank God I am pretty well up. I haven’t a contract that
has not security up. ‘My man,’ you know, always required it. And as for
any stocks I hold, why they are all paid for and I may as well hold on
for better times, as I don’t see how I can better myself by putting them
in some fellow’s note, who will, in all probability, pay just five cents
in the dollar.”
“I am a good deal of your way of thinking. But if this crash goes on
when will the revival come?”
“Just as soon as the banks break, and not before.”
“But how can their breakage benefit the matter? I confess my ignorance.”
“My dear fellow, considering your name and experience, I consider you
very flat this morning. Are you so green as to think I mean them to
stop, as you and I would if we could not meet our engagements. By no
means. They will do no such vulgar thing as fail--they will merely
suspend; and then, you know, as paper is cheap and engraving not very
expensive, we shall have money as plenty as dirt; that is, as soon as
presidents and cashiers can sign their names to pieces of paper
promising to pay--in what? I don’t know. Do you? Certainly not in the
‘current coin of the realm.’ And yet, by the way, these promises will be
the current coin. Mark what I say. He that can hold on until this time
will get through--plucked, ringed, well battered--but still he will get
through. He that can’t must go to the wall, there to be ground between
the upper and the nether mill-stone.”
The brokers parted. It was a time to make the stoutest heart quail. The
commercial world was then going through one of those dreadful
convulsions which so frequently happen to it, aggravated on this
occasion by the most reckless, improvident and profligate expansion of
the paper currency known for a century. The consequence was, that the
fury of the storm fell upon the heads not of a portion only of the
community, but upon the whole. Persons dependent upon the incomes
arising from stock investments were suddenly cut off; and all classes,
from the laborer deprived of the work which afforded him his daily
pittance for the support of his family, upward, felt the blow. Stocks
were tumbling down at from one to five per cent. a day; money was not to
be had on securities which in ordinary times would have been more than
ample, and universal distrust and dismay abounded.
How fared it in all this commotion with the personages of our story?
They had been several years wedded, and heaven seemed to smile most
benignantly on their union. Three lovely children were grouped around
them. Every comfort, every luxury that wealth could procure were
lavished by Henry Dawson on his young wife, whose loveliness appeared,
in his eyes at least, to increase with each succeeding year. The girlish
beauty had passed away, but the matronly grace and elegance and beauty
which had succeeded, were only as yet the first full developments of the
lovely bud of promise. Nothing had however occurred to test in any way
the young mother’s character, and except when occupied with the young
family in the nursery at home, she was to all outward appearance the
polished, elegant woman of the world, one of fortune’s spoiled children.
The richer qualities of head and heart, if indeed she possessed any, had
never yet seen the light. Her husband was proud of her in every
way--proud of the fine mind which her rich conversational powers showed;
proud of the faultless taste which governed all the arrangements of her
drawing-rooms and her a own personal appearance--but beyond these he
knew nothing of her--nor perhaps did she of herself. The world flocked
in crowds to her splendid balls, and gave her the tribute of admiration
which her personal graces and loveliness demanded as their right. But
this was all that the husband of her choice or the world in which she
dwelt knew of Maria Dawson. Her full character was not yet developed,
the circumstances had not arisen.
It was about the time of the conversation that we have recorded above,
that Henry Dawson one day returned home rather earlier than was his
habit. Maria was in the drawing-room when he entered. She noted that his
brow was clouded, but this had been the case for several days; and when,
on a former occasion, she had spoken to him of it, he had put her off
with what she felt was but a pretext, and she determined to abstain from
questioning until he was ready to give her his confidence. It had
however worried her. Between them, since their marriage, confidence had
been entire. They had no secrets from each other, and hence she argued
this could not concern Henry alone or he would have communicated with
her; the affairs of some friend which he was not at liberty to disclose
even to her must be preying upon him, and she would wait until the cloud
had been removed, or he was ready of his own accord to disclose it to
her.
He had been standing by a table with his back turned to her for a few
minutes, engaged apparently in an attentive examination of something on
it, when he turned suddenly to her--
“Maria,” and his voice was wanting in all the softness with which he
usually addressed her, and was pitched in the key-note of one who has
some desperate communication to make--“Maria, you must nerve yourself
for ill news. I am a ruined man,” he rather jerked out than said, and as
he spoke the strong man sank into a chair by his side.
Not one word did she speak. She sat for a moment as one stunned by a
sudden blow; then rising she passed softly to his side, and resting one
hand on his shoulder, with the other she drew gently from his face the
hands in which he strove to hide it, then stooping down pressed her lips
upon his forehead.
“Cheer up, dear husband,” was her first words. “Poor though we may be in
earth’s substances, yet in one thing are we still rich--our mutual love.
Think not, dearest Henry, that for myself I care for all the glittering
baubles around me, so that I still retain your love.” And again were
those soft lips pressed upon his forehead, and a flood of tears relieved
the anguish of his mind.
Think him not unmanly because he thus wept. This proud man who thus gave
way, was in all probability one who on the field of strife could with
curling lip, and flashing eye, and with sword or bat waving wildly o’er
his head, have led a band of the most reckless and daring who ever trod
a battle-field “to do or die;” could have again, as he had done that
morning, met his fellow men with cheek unblanched and eye unwandering,
and with a ready smile upon his lip, whilst the vulture was gnawing at
his heart. But this conduct of his wife, so pure, so heavenly, so
devoted--it was too much for his manhood--it touched the inmost chords
of deepest sensibility within him, and the strong man wept.
Maria, for a few moments, did not attempt to assuage or interrupt him.
She knew that nature was thus affording a relief to his pent-up and
restrained feelings, but as soon as the paroxysm began to subside again
she leaned over him, and said softly to him--
“Cheer up, dearest Henry. Be not so cast down, love. The worst cannot be
so bad as your imagination paints; or let the worst be as bad as may be,
it is light to me compared with your distress. Cheer up then,
dearest--remember we have others beside ourselves to care for, and if
you allow yourself to be so overcome you will be unable to do aught for
them.”
He raised an arm, passed it round her waist, and drawing her toward him
pressed her to his heart.
“Perhaps, Maria, I should rejoice in my calamities, as it has served to
show me what an angel I posses in you.”
“Oh no,” she replied, anxious to divert his thoughts; “not an angel,
only a loving, trusting wife. Remember, dearest, I took you for worse as
well as better, for poorer as well as richer, and would you have me
break my promise? Fie on you, Henry, I thought you had more confidence
in my veracity.”
“Nay, Maria, speak not thus to me; treat me not thus. Had you met my
avowal with a cold look, or with words of worldly wisdom have arraigned
me for my conduct, I could have borne all like a man; but
now--thus--such conduct has unmanned me--and our children, too, dearest!
When I think of them and of you--and of what my madness--my folly has
deprived them and you--it almost distracts me.”
“But, my dear husband, you still can give to your children the bright
legacy of an untarnished name, and your wife will bear it more proudly
for your sake, than in the days of your greatest prosperity.”
“Yes, Maria, I have, thank Heaven, that consolation. Poor though we are,
our name is untarnished by any act of mine. Madman, fool, I may have
been, but not a knave.”
“Unburthen yourself to me, Henry, and tell me all, I am a child in
matters of business, I know. Your kindness has never let me suspect that
any thing was wrong, or that you were at all embarrassed for money,
since I have been your wife. Nay, I did not even know that you were
engaged in business at all, but thought the income from your property
supported us.”
“So it did for a time, and so it should and would have continued to have
done but for my own folly--I always lived up to the extreme limit of my
income--but extravagance begets extravagance. I was proud of you, your
beauty, your accomplishments, your acquirements, and I determined that
no money should be spared to place you in possession of every thing your
fancy or your taste might dictate. It gratified my vanity to see you
arrayed in the richest robes and glittering in the most costly gems. It
also gratified the same mean passion, for such I now admit it to be,
that your balls and parties should be the most elegant, the dinners and
suppers of the house the most _recherché_ in all respects our society
could boast. You appeared to take pleasure in them, and hence I rushed
madly on until I found my fortune seriously impaired. What should I have
done? Prudence and propriety now tell me, have retrenched at once and
have gone to you and told you all. In fact they told me so then, and the
struggle between them and false pride might have resulted in their favor
and spared us this, but for one thing--I never was a gambler. I mean by
that, I never ventured at games of chance any sum whose loss would have
been worth a passing thought. But whilst I was thus hesitating, I heard
among the men with whom I associated, how much this one and that one had
cleared in a short time by ”operations“ in certain stocks. This was not
gambling. It was the result of an observation of the probable rise and
fall of the stock-market. It is unnecessary to my tale, love, to enter
into the minute particulars, or to explain at length what is meant by
the phrase ‘bulls and bears;’ suffice it to say, I saw the best men in
the community, men esteemed in all the various relations of society,
vestrymen of churches, elders, trustees, church members, all deeply
embarked in these transactions, and of their morality then there could
be no doubt, nor do I now mean to impugn it. I heard of the gains of
different individuals--I _heard nothing of any man’s losses_. I
consulted a broker, a man of keen business habits, and like almost all
the members of the broker’s board, of highly honorable character in his
avocation. I pointed out to him what I wanted. For the first time I
heard of something beside profits. He pointed out to me clearly all the
dangers of the business, and how immeasurably greater they were to one
who, like myself, had been educated to spend money, not to make it. Few,
he told me, were in the long run successful speculators, and they were
usually men of cool, calculating temperament, sagacious and far-seeing
in watching the signs of the times, and of an iron-nerve that nothing
could shake; and yet, he said, such were the uncertainties, that at
times even the most experienced of such men were deceived. I left him
fully intending to avoid the dangerous experiment--come to you, and tell
you all. Unfortunately, I fell in with a friend who had just embarked in
an operation. We had talked the matter over before, we did so again, and
before we parted I had given an order to another broker to operate for
me. I was successful. This was sufficient. Several other small
operations followed, in which I had continued success. I soon formed an
exalted opinion of my own judgment; voted the broker who had advised me
‘an old granny’ and embarked much more deeply. Losses now began to
accrue--the embarrassments of the times thickened; I fancied them only
temporary and that they would soon pass away--I plunged in more deeply
and madly than ever, and the result has been, that having to-day settled
all my contracts, save the furniture of our houses, our plate, and your
jewels, we have not a thousand dollars upon earth.”
He went through his tale firmly, almost calmly. When it was finished, he
looked into his wife’s face with a smile so ghastly, so unnatural, that
an ice chill fell upon her heart. Rallying in a moment, she again bent
to caress him, and then said to him,
“Thank you, dearest Henry, that I now know all. It is a melancholy tale;
and how much pain might you have spared yourself, had you known me
better. Think you that I cared so much for the splendor with which you
have surrounded me or the glittering baubles with which you have decked
me, as to have enjoyed the one or worn the other, had I known all I now
do. Oh! why, Henry, was not confidence in me so entire as to have
advised with me concerning these things. If husbands would only counsel
in such matters freely with their wives; if the situation of their
affairs was always freely and fully laid before them, much might be
spared. I rejoiced in the splendor, I decked myself in costly robes and
rich jewels, more from the pleasure I saw that my doing so gave you,
than from any positive pleasure they afforded me; though,” she added,
with a faint attempt at a smile, “jewels and velvets are things which,
in common with most women, I do not affect to despise. But the jewel
which I value above all others, is my husband’s love--to see him happy,
is to me a source of more exquisite enjoyment than all the splendor
earth can give. But, I repeat, cheer up, dear Henry; the past is gone
beyond recall, leaving behind it but the lessons of experience which it
gives--from them we can derive wisdom. The future is all before us--we
are young--trustful in each other--blessed with those objects which will
call forth all our energies. There must be no more false pride. My
jewels, all, save one or two tokens of your young love, our plate and
rich furniture will give us something on which to start afresh in life.
Our experience of the past must be our beacon for the future. Compose
yourself, dearest. Leave the management of these trifles to me. You must
let me have a beginning,” she continued, seconding her appeal with a
kiss that was irresistible, as she saw a refusal gathering on his brow.
“Keep yourself quiet and contented for a few days, and see how well I
will manage. Add now, dearest, let us go see the children.”
Our heroine had not yet fully developed--the process was but commencing.
CHAPTER III.
Pass we by the scenes of the few succeeding days. In them, however,
Maria was all efficiency. Her cheerfulness and the buoyancy of her
spirits seemed never to forsake her, at least in her husband’s presence.
She had determined that no act, nor look, nor word of her’s should add
to the poignancy of the regret, almost remorse, which agitated him. When
alone, the serenity of that young brow might be clouded; but it was more
from anxious thought for the future, than from regret for the past; or a
tear might dim the brightness of her eye, as she bent over her sleeping
children, and thought of their altered prospects.
Fortunately there were no debts, and, best of all, no small debts. No
tradesman, no mechanic suffered from this mishap. There was enough left
to settle all these accounts, and the stock contracts had all been
“met;” but there was nothing left, save the furniture of the two
mansions. How rapid was her decision on this point. All, every thing,
save the most necessary articles, were to go--satin, damask, and velvet,
were to be replaced by chintz; rosewood by pine; lounges, and ottomans,
and presentation chairs were to be as if they never had been; and if a
few good engravings were laid aside with a few cherished family
portraits to humanize their new home, wherever it might be, costly
paintings were parted with without a sigh. The rich China and costly
plate--“Why, certainly, my dear; I am sure things will eat just as well
off of Liverpool ware; and as for all that glass, I shall be glad to be
rid of the constant dread I had of having it broken, and the set
ruined.”
And thus did Maria meet all the objections of her husband as they rose
one by one. Two things, however, she determined to keep to the
last--one, her husband’s books--the other, her own piano. She knew that
be where they might, they would be a constant source of comfort to him;
and in time, when, perhaps, they could not be conveniently replaced,
they would be needed for the children.
But after all these things had been parted with, how were they to live.
To live on the proceeds would be madness, as that would in a short time
exhaust every thing; they neither of them had any expectations of future
fortune, save from their own exertions. Dawson had been educated to no
business, nor any profession; and that he had escaped being a mere
profligate “about town” was regarded almost as a wonder by all. His
refined native taste had alone saved him. Mere dissipation in its
unrefined, undraperied vulgarity, had no charms for him; and he had
sought refuge when very young in female society, and the indulgence of
an unrestrained taste for general literature. He had never been a
student--rather a literary epicure--tasting a mouthful here, and sipping
a few drops there--but nowhere sitting down to that hearty meal of solid
food by which alone true students are made.
It was, however, necessary that a decision of some kind should be made.
On one thing he was resolved, and with a determination which nothing
could shake. It was to leave the place where his former life had been
passed. His pride was yet unbroken; he could not endure the thought of
sinking back from that position in society which he had formerly filled.
He could not endure the thought that his bright, his beautiful wife
should be exposed to mortifications which always fall to the lot of
those from whose side fortune has departed. He knew full well that the
before concealed envy of many would now show itself at her expense--that
she should be an object of affected pity and compassion from those who
had greeted her appearance with applause, and had been followers in her
train. Were they to seek a new home, they would be spared a thousand and
one of those petty annoyances which none but those who have experienced
them can appreciate. In a new sphere, they would start in an humble way,
but then there would be no by-gones connected with their history. Come
what else might, do what else they would, on this point he was
unalterably determined; the what that was to be done, and the where it
was to be, could not, however, be definitely determined upon until the
results of the sale were known. He inclined for the west. To this his
wife, backed by the influence of her own family, opposed a decided
negative. The iron horse did not then course its way over the lofty
mountains and through the dense forests and across the almost boundless
prairies on which it now pursues its daily career. She dreaded the
deadly sickness to which all settlers in new countries are subject--the
isolation from all society, which she knew must fall with such crushing
weight upon one so long accustomed to it as was her husband--the want of
schools, at which her young family could receive proper
instruction--and, we must confess, she shrunk somewhat from the thought
of being her own sole “help.” She did not count upon having about her,
go where she might, a train of servants, but she knew herself physically
incapable of being the sole servant to her family. She would, she knew,
have to work, literally and physically, with her own hands--be, in all
probability, her own nurse, seamstress, chamber-woman, arrange and
manage all within doors--take care of the children, set out the table,
keep the house in order, and superintend the cooking; but beyond this
she knew herself unable to the task, and she was unwilling to undertake
what she felt she could not accomplish. And then, too, should the
dreaded sickness come on--but here the dismal prospect fancy conjured up
before her did not assume so distinct a form--it was a dark, confused
picture, like those of some of the so called “old masters,” in which the
dark shadows are so deep, that they throw into complete obscurity all
the light--if, indeed, there ever was any. And so two things were
determined on. First, they would leave their former place of residence.
And, secondly, that they would not go to the west.
But what was to be the pursuit? That was the rub. As we have said,
Dawson had neither a professional nor a business education. The
universal refuge for man, that of a tiller of the soil, was open to him;
but then what knew he of farming pursuits? It is true he knew the
difference between wheat and rye when he saw them in full head, but it
is doubtful if he could distinguish either of them from grass or oats
before they had reached that state. He could tell a scythe from a
cradle, or a plough from a harrow; but how to use one or the other was
to him a most profound mystery. What kind of a hand could he make at
farming? There seemed, however, no other resource. He must make up his
mind to do something; and no matter at what he went, he must be a
beginner--a student. He was sickened of what is termed business, and he
did not think it would be more difficult to learn to be a farmer, than
it would be to become a lawyer or a doctor. Then, too, whilst the
process of acquiring knowledge was going on, he would be acquiring
something for the support of his family. It was true that whilst
studying the law, the paths of literature were open to him, and he might
do something with his pen. But then he was entirely a novice at writing
for the public, and he had judgment sufficient to know that to succeed
either as a lawyer or a literary man, he must devote himself exclusively
to one or the other. The only resource, or at least the most available,
seemed to be to await the issue of the sale, and invest the proceeds
thereof in purchasing and stocking a moderate farm.
The day at last came; the fashionable world, and the unfashionable, too,
flocked in crowds to those halls where taste and elegance had so long
reigned. The examination of the various articles was over, and the
stentorian lungs of the auctioneer were heard announcing,
“Ladies and gentlemen, the sale is about to commence, and we will begin,
if you please, with the chamber furniture, and finish with the
drawing-rooms and the glass and china.”
His skillful experience had taught him to reserve the more costly and
rarer articles until the excitement of competition had warmed the
bidders up to the necessary pitch. Dawson and Maria were neither of them
present; but the watchful eye of her legal brother-in-law saw to every
thing. There was much competition to obtain many articles; by some, as
mementoes of the pleasant hours passed within those walls; by others, as
anxious to exhibit them in their pretending but less fashionable saloons
as articles of decided taste and elegance, from their having once
belonged to the fashionable leader, Mrs. Dawson.
The sale was over--the sum total footed up--commissions and expenses
deducted, and a very comfortable sum deposited in bank to the credit of
Mr. Dawson. To this was to be added the amount derived from Maria’s
jewels, which she actually succeeded in selling at about one half their
original cost. This he wished her to keep as her own--but she refused; a
common purse must be theirs--all, she said, but just a little, which she
had, and which she intended to keep for “shoe and stocking” money, so
she told him, adding playfully,
“You must let me have one secret from you, dear; and so don’t ask me, I
beseech you, where my shoe and stocking money comes from.”
As she has no secrets with us, courteous reader, we may as well know.
She rightly argued that satins, and brocades, and velvets, and such
like, would be worse than useless to a farmer’s wife--and so she quietly
disposed of them at a considerable sacrifice, but still for a very
comfortable sum. She also argued that a suit of common fur would keep
her quite as warm as her splendid set of marten, the envy of one half
the town, and much more appropriate--and so the martens followed the
brocades, and the velvets, and the jewels. From these resources she was
enabled to realise enough to keep herself and her children not only in
shoes and stockings, but also in all other clothing for a considerable
time after the stock at present on hand was exhausted, without drawing
on the resources of the farm.
The next thing was to purchase the farm. There were certain requisites
which it might perhaps be difficult to find. At last, however, a place
was hit upon. It was not exactly in its appearance what either our hero
or heroine would have selected with an eye to picturesque beauty. There
was no varied hill or dale--no high hill _here_ from which such a
beautiful view of such a lovely valley could be seen _there_. It was in
a flat country, without the slightest claims to beauty; but then it was
healthy, the water good and pure--the fields well fenced and well
watered--the soil of a fair natural character, in a very tolerable state
of cultivation. A landing-place where a steamboat touched daily,
affording ready communication with the city--a village at the landing,
where a store, a good doctor, and a church were to be found. These were
considered as a most excellent substitute for the want of the
picturesque. The house was in the prevailing style of the
neighborhood--without, plain clap-boards, from which the white-wash in
many places had worn or washed off, leaving the dark boards below
visible in their native beauty. The windows of a small size, with close
wooden shutters, which had been, years since, painted of a color
intended to be green, but which now was decidedly nondescript. A low
porch covered the two or three steps that led to the front door. The
court-yard was a small inclosure, through which a path led from a
gateway in the fence by one side of the house, and which opened into a
lane which led into the high-road. Within, a hall ran through the middle
of the house. On either side were doors, leading on one hand into two
rooms, called the front and back parlor; and on the other, into a room
called the dining-room, and also into the kitchen. From the door of the
kitchen the stairs ascended, leading to two or three tolerably
comfortable rooms above, and to as many as intolerably uncomfortable, at
least in the eyes of the new occupants. Beyond the kitchen was a shed,
which was intended to be shut in by large wooden shutters, in which was
the pump, and where the washing and other heavy kitchen-work could be
transacted. This was certainly a change for both from their splendid
town-mansion and luxurious villa.
The interior of the mansion was no more prepossessing than its exterior;
and Maria shrugged her shoulders and looked round with a face of dismay
as she contemplated the dreary prospect before her when she arrived to
take possession of her new home. There was no time, however, to waste in
repining. Boxes were to be opened, trunks unpacked, and places prepared
in which to sit, eat, and sleep for the next few days, until things
could be got somewhat to right. As for Dawson, he muttered some not very
inaudible imprecations on the madness and folly which had brought them
to this.
“Now, Henry, do, dear, just take a hatchet and pry off the top of that
box. It has the matresses in it, and I’ll just get them out and you
shall fix up the children’s bedstead, and let them and the baby have
some place to lie down upon. I do declare,” she added, laughing, “nature
must have intended you for a carpenter, you have gotten it off so
nicely,” as, after some desperate struggles with the nails, he at last
succeeded in prying off the top of the box.
“And there,” she added, “are the bedsteads tied up yonder; no fear of
their being damaged by exposure, which is a great advantage. Do, dear,
just carry them up stairs, whilst I get the bed-linen out of this great
trunk in which it is packed up”--and Dawson, stimulated by the example
of his wife, gave up something which sounded very like an occasional
objurgation of a certain fool, meaning thereby himself, and took to
working. The bedsteads were soon carried to their sleeping chamber and
set up--the matresses laid on them, and the nimble fingers of our
heroine soon covered them with their snowy linen. All was in readiness
for the time when the “Sandman” would come round among the children. In
the meantime, with the aid of the assistants on the farm, the rest of
the things had been unpacked, and chairs and tables stood in a confused
medley about. They were all of the simplest and least costly kind, and
formed a strong contrast to the splendid piano which, in all the glory
of its rich rosewood case, now occupied its destined position in the
front parlor.
Maria looked with a wistful eye on the scene of confusion. To attempt to
reduce it was, she thought, like producing order out of chaos. It was
unnecessary to attempt it to-day; and so she determined to rest for the
residue of it, and take a view of the exterior. As she passed out of the
front door for this purpose, holding little Maria by the hand and
carrying the baby in her arms, she was met by Master Harry, as he was
termed, to distinguish him from his father. His cap was gone, his nicely
combed curls were in a glorious state of dishevelment, his clothes
evinced a most intimate acquaintance with mother earth, as did his face
and hands.
“Oh, mamma!” he exclaimed, his whole face glowing with excitement, “oh,
mamma, do come and see what a nice pond there is out here to sail boats
in. And see, mamma,” holding up a “mud-cake” as he spoke, “see what a
nice cake I have made!” Although vexed that her darling, of whose locks,
and clean complexion, and trim dress she had always been so proud,
should present such an appearance, she yielded to his entreaties, and
followed the child without the gate into the lane, where a mud-puddle of
formidable dimensions at once explained the mystery of the pond and the
beautiful cakes he had been engaged in concocting.
“And see, mamma,” he added, clapping his hand, and pointing to a swarm
of yellow butterflies which were settling round the edge of the puddle,
“see what bootiful birds, and whenever I get close up to them to catch
them, they just fly away.”
“Happy child!” thought his mother; “to you the cares of life are
unknown. Happier, doubtless, will you for some time be here, chasing
your butterflies, careless of all else. But your time, too, must
come”--and our heroine found herself almost sighing.
“But, Harry, my boy, listen to me. Mamma would rather you should not
play out in this lane, and by this dirty puddle. See how dirty your
hands, and face, and clothes all are; and it will give mamma a great
deal of trouble to keep you clean if you do so.”
“But, mamma, I don’t care about being clean. I am sure it’s a great deal
nicer to be dirty and play about this nice pond, than to be dressed up
to go out and walk with Mrs. Harris, and Janey, and Maria, and the
baby.”
“Yes, my dear, but you wont have Mrs. Harris and Janey to dress you, and
keep you clean, and take you to walk any more.”
“Wont I? Oh, I’m so glad! Then I can run out here and get as dirty as I
please--can’t I mamma?”
“I hope you will not--for you have nobody else now to wash you and keep
you clean but mamma; and you don’t want to give her so much trouble, do
you?”
“No, mamma; but I’m so glad you’re going to wash me, for you wont scrub
so hard as Mrs. Harris did--she used to hurt so, sometimes.”
“I am afraid, my dear, I shall have to scrub a great deal harder than
Mrs. Harris did, if you play out here and get so dirty.”
“Well, mamma, I’ll try not to; but say, mamma, I may come out and play
here sometimes; it’s so nice.”
“I will see about it some other time; but come in with me and get ready
for supper.”
CHAPTER IV.
The next few days were those of considerable physical toil to our
friends. The care of the younger children had to be resigned to a young
girl who had been taken to assist her maid of all work; and Harry found
himself straying occasionally to his favorite puddle, which, much to his
regret, became gradually smaller, until at last it entirely disappeared.
Those few days had, however, wrought a wonderful change in the
appearance of things within the house; and it is astonishing what
marvels a few dollars will effect in producing these results when
directed by taste. A little paint, some neat but low priced wall-paper,
a little white dimity, chintz, and a few yards of white muslin, with
some matting on the floor, had effected true wonders. The family
portraits and engravings relieved the nakedness of the walls; curtains
of thin white muslin, tied up with some tasteful ribbon, gave an air of
refinement to the otherwise decidedly vulgar windows, whilst the chintz
and dimity covered with graceful folds many an otherwise plain and
homely deal plank.
“I declare,” mused Maria to herself, “we are becoming quite presentable,
almost ready to receive company. Yet something seems wanting--I have it;
there’s enough of that blue and fawn-colored chintz still left; I will
get Henry to saw me off a couple of boxes of the right size--Sam shall
bring me some wool to stuff them with, and I will have a pair of
ottomans.”
No sooner thought than done. The boxes were hunted up, and found to suit
exactly, except that they were a few inches too high.
“Henry, dear,” she said to her husband, when they had finished dinner,
“wont you just take a saw and come and saw me off a piece from each of
these boxes that are lying out there?”
“Yes--but what on earth do you want to do with them, Maria?”
“Never you mind, sir; you shall know all in good time. There now,
dear--there--just saw six inches off from the length of each of them.
Had not you better take a rule to measure them carefully? for I want
them just of a heighth, and sawed off very smoothly.”
He did as he was required--placed the boxes in the designated place, and
went out to superintend his men, and continue his lessons in the
practical details of his new employment. As soon as he was gone, she
brought her chintz, and was soon deep in all the mysteries of measuring
and fitting. The side pieces were soon cut off to the desired sizes--the
ready needle prepared them for fastening on; but she could do nothing
with the seat until she had procured the wool. That was done by the
farm-hand that evening; and as soon as her husband had gone out after
breakfast, she was busily engaged in fitting the top and stuffing it.
The upholstery work was completed to her entire satisfaction, and when
her husband came in to tea, she said quietly to him,
“I want you to come into the parlor and listen to my music for a little
time.”
This was always irresistible--he followed her in and prepared for his
treat, when she said to him, “I have a great notion not to play a note
for you, as you have not taken the slightest notice of my new ottomans.”
He looked his surprise, but following the direction of her eye, the new
articles of furniture met his view.
“I suppose I am now enlightened as to what you wanted with those boxes,
and to be sawed so carefully yesterday. But when, in Heaven’s name,
Maria, do you find time to do all you do! Here are you, a delicately
nurtured woman, attending to most of the details of the dairy--arranging
chambers and sitting-rooms--nursing, making beds, sweeping, dusting,
sewing, and what not; and now, to crown all, you must needs take to
upholstering, as if you had not enough already to do.”
“I am sure,” she said, looking up at her curtaining “that latter is no
new business. Learn, Henry, in regard to the time, the truth of the old
adage, ‘when there’s a will, there’s a way.’ I thought the room did not
look quite furnished, and so I determined on them. They certainly are a
great improvement to the room--and aren’t they sweet, dear?”
“They certainly are very creditable to your taste and handiwork. But,”
stooping over, and pressing a kiss on her rich rosy lips, “you must take
more care of yourself, dearest, or you will overdo the matter.”
“Don’t I look like a tender, delicate creature, that requires careful
nursing? Oh, fie on you! I am afraid you have lost all your gallantry. I
am very certain Maria Davidson’s cheek was never half so blooming when
you used to pay it so many compliments. I am certainly at least five
pounds heavier than I was when I came up here. The sun, too, is giving
my complexion that darker hue you so much admire.”
“I admire brown complexions! When did you ever hear me say so?”
“I don’t know that I ever did. But then, you know, dear, Laura Bridgeman
was a decided brunette.”
“Pshaw!” said Dawson, laughing; “not jealous, I trust, Maria, of the
remembrance of my old flirtation with Laura.”
“Not very, sir,” she added, looking down demurely, “for, you know, when
it happened I was a little girl that had not yet come out.”
“What a fortunate escape Laura, and her mamma would think she had made,
if they could only see me now busily engaged in my shirt-sleeves,
planting, digging, weeding, raking, learning to mow, in fine, learning
to earn my own bread and that of those dearer to me than life.”
“I don’t feel at all sentimental in connection with Laura Bridgeman; and
so,” she added, turning to the piano and striking up a gallope, “here’s
something that lady would prefer at any time to sentiment.”
The piece finished, she at once changed the measure, and in a few
moments her rich, full voice was heard in a song which was a peculiar
favorite of her husband’s. The sound of the music attracted the
children, who now came in, the youngest in his young nurse’s arms, to
kiss papa good-night, whilst Maria prepared her baby for bed.
Whilst our heroine was thus active within doors, it must not be supposed
that her husband was supine without. He was industriously learning the
practical parts of his new vocation. He was engaged, the dandy of the
pavé, the saloons and the clubs, learning, in his shirt-sleeves, to
plough, to harrow, to mow, to dig, and, in fine, to do all that a
hard-working farmer is compelled to do. He was aware that the head as
well as the hand is necessary to direct aright the art of tillage, as
any other art, and that a man may learn every thing concerning the
rotation of crops, and all the rest of the art, and yet be deficient in
the skill of an ordinary hand in the manual operations; but he thought
it best to learn all, in order that in future he might direct all; and
so he worked away under the tuition of one of his hired men, and was
rapidly becoming a proficient. The hands had lost the softness and
whiteness of the city dandy, and had put on that covering of brown which
he condemned on the cheek of his wife, only that the shade was darker,
and the hardening process had been so gone through with that blisters no
longer troubled him.
There was much to do, too, to the exterior of the place, in order to
make it harmonize with the now refined interior; so the garden was
enlarged, and fruit of various kinds set out at the proper time, and in
another year or so they had reason to calculate upon a great improvement
in every thing. Time never flew more rapidly with the subjects of our
story, not even during the ever-memorable first summer after their
wedding. It is true they had but little society, but the active
discharge of their duties required the greater portion of their time,
and the few occasional half hours of idleness in the day-time, were
moments which required no foreign assistance to render them pleasant.
After the children were dispatched for the night, and the supper things
washed up, and the breakfast-table all set out to be ready for the
morning, they would indulge themselves in some music, and then Dawson
would read aloud, whilst Maria’s nimble fingers repaired some rent which
the clothes of the children might have suffered, or prepared some
necessary habiliment.
The neighborhood was thickly settled with a class of comfortable
well-to-do farmers, almost exclusively the owners of the farms they
occupied, whilst the village of Euston was only a little more than a
mile distant. The good people had not, however, called much upon them.
Some were restrained by one cause or another, although since rumors of
their former position in life having got afloat, curiosity was largely
on the tiptoe to see how they could bear their change and get along. The
men formed a good opinion of him, when they saw him take off his coat
and go to work, as they said, “like a man who wasn’t ashamed of his
business;” and they prophesied he would get along. What the females
thought may be judged by the following conversation.
“Well, I do declare this is very nice, comfortable,” said Miss Maggie
Chatterton, as she undid her bonnet-strings and threw off her shawl
amidst a female group of neighbors who were assembled in the best parlor
of a certain Mrs. Holmes.
“Oh, Miss Maggie,” shouted two or three juveniles, starting from their
various posts about the room, “do tell us that story you promised us
last week.”
“Presently, dears, but I want to have a little chat with your mothers
first. Seen the newcomers yet, any of you? I mean those city people the
Dawsons.”
“Yes,” said Miss Susan Bitterly, a staid single lady of no particular
age. “I saw them both as I passed by their place yesterday, and can’t
say I saw any thing particularly desirable about either of them. They
say she has a piano. I wonder what she expects to do with it here?”
“Well, for my part,” said Mrs. Hardmoney, the portly wife of a
well-to-do farmer in the neighborhood, “I don’t see what farmers’ wives
have to do with them there sort of things. When I was a girl, we were
taught another guess matter than to sit thumping pianys all day.”
“I think you’re rather hard on the poor young thing,” said kind,
motherly Mrs. Holmes, as she smoothed down carefully her best dress,
which she wore in honor of the occasion; “it must certainly be a hard
thing for her to come to such a change, after having had every thing so
comfortable about her all her life.”
“Well, for my part,” said Miss Chatterton, “I quite pity her. And they
say she’s such a dear, sweet little thing--yes, children, I’ll be with
you presently--and all the fault of her husband. Not that I ever heard
she complained of him. By the way, Mrs. Holmes, how’s your husband’s
rheumatism to-day? I’ve heard of a new remedy for it. Ah! my dear Mrs.
Brown,” she added, turning to another of the party, “I saw Henry Cole
only yesterday, and he told me they were all well at his father’s. But,
as I was saying, they say it was all his fault--”
“Maggie, are you never going to tell us that story?”
“Yes, dears, presently, when I’ve done here. Yes, she is quite a dear
little thing, and Sally Irish, who lives with them, you know, says she’s
so good and so gentle, and goes about every thing so nicely and so
pleasantly, that she has quite won Sally’s heart already, and that, you
know, is not very easy to do. It was only a day or two after they moved
up, before they had got all fixed to rights, that she came up to Sally,
who was washing out some things, and said to her, as she held out a
bundle of nice muslins--‘Do, Sally, please wash these out for me this
time, and I will stand by whilst you do it and learn how, and then, you
know, another time I can do it myself, and perhaps, in time, I may learn
to do it almost as well as you, Sally.’”
“Well, I am glad to hear she’s not so set up with her piany and such
nicknakeries as to be above being willing to help herself some. When I
heard what a heap of help they had down there, I thought sure as how
they were going to bring all their city notions as well as their piany
down here into the country.”
“Why, what harm can there be in a piano,” said the oldest of the Holmes
girls, before whose eyes visions of a boarding-school, and a piano, and
such like things had been for some time dancing; “I can’t see what harm
there can be in having a piano. For my part I think it must be very
nice, and I mean to go over and see that dear, pretty Mrs. Dawson, and
perhaps she will play on hers for me.”
“No doubt she will, my dear,” said Miss Susan Bitterly; “accomplished
ladies like her when they’re settled down among such barbarians as we,
are glad to find some one as accomplished as yourself with whom to
associate.”
A tart reply arose to Susan Holmes’ tongue, but an opportune look from
her mother arrested it.
“I should think,” resumed Mrs. Hardmoney, “that their help would eat up
all they make at any time. The Gilbert farm was never a very profitable
one, and this man, Dawson, they say, knows nothing about farming. He’s
hired Sara Bromley and Jim Clodpole to work on the place. Sam told my
old man he was to have a kind of management of things, for Dawson hardly
knew the tines of the fork from the handle. We all know that Sam is a
managing fellow, and if he don’t contrive to get more out of the place
than Dawson, I’m mistaken.”
“I think you do Sam injustice,” said Mrs. Holmes. “Mr. Holmes told me
that Mr. Dawson came to see him about hiring Sam, and that he took him
on his recommendation. Dawson is to pay him high wages, but Sam is a
smart hand, and if Dawson will only keep his eyes open, he may learn a
good deal from him.”
“One thing is very certain,” broke in our friend, Miss Chatterton--“I
shall go see her as soon as she’s fixed, and I hope all the neighbors
will. From what Sally Irish told me, I’m sure she is not a bit uppish,
but will be glad to see us all. And you know, Mrs. Holmes, you can give
her some of your nice recipes for country dishes, and teach her so many
things, if you choose, about managing her dairy, and I am certain, from
what Sally says, she will be much obliged to you for doing so.”
“Well, my dear,” said the lady, addressed, “I have been thinking about
it for some time, only I thought perhaps she would not care to have any
visitors until she got quite settled and began to feel quite at home. It
was only to-day Mr. Holmes told me he thought it would be neighborly for
me to go, and he was sure she would take it quite kindly. Mr. Dawson and
he are quite sociable, and he often drops in to see how things are
getting on as he goes by, and Mr. Dawson consults with him a good deal
about things and is quite thankful to him for his advice.”
Mr. Holmes was one of the principal men in that part of the world. In
addition to the very fine farm on which he lived, he was the owner of
two or three others, and had some very comfortable snug sums invested in
mortgages, and some stocks. Mr. Holmes’ opinion on any subject was then
that of a man entitled to be heard, for it is astonishing what an
additional force of wisdom those little things called dollars, when
counted in tens of thousands, and especially in hundreds of thousands,
lend to their possessor. Should it chance that they should mount into
millions, Solomon himself, could he revisit the earth, would not be more
regarded than are their fortunate possessors--their words are cherished
as the very oracles of wisdom, and their breath is as it were the divine
afflatus--men who possess them may pass their lives without contributing
in the slightest degree to the comfort or happiness of their fellow men,
the very incarnation of selfish avarice; but should they after their
death, unable to carry it with them, build and endow an hospital, a
college or a library, their names immediately ascend to heaven in
grateful pæans for their wondrous bounties, and they live in brick and
marble for ages, whilst those whose lives have been past in one constant
act of beneficence to their fellows, sink into their graves and are
forgotten in a month.
Mr. Holmes’ opinions then, were of weight in the circle in which he
moved, and his good lady re-echoing them, they bore down all feeling
which the natural rancor of Miss Bitterly and the contracted views of
Mrs. Hardmoney might have engendered in the breasts of the females
around, against our sweet Maria. None of them had yet seen her; she had
not been a month in their neighborhood, but they all had heard something
good about her, and after wondering why the Dawsons had not yet been
seen in any place of worship, and whether they didn’t mean to go, and if
they did which--the conversation turned into other channels, and Maggie
Chatterton at last yielded to the solicitations of the children to go
over into their corner and tell them “that nice story.”
The village of Euston, though numbering less than a thousand
inhabitants, was well supplied with places of public worship, for, as we
have said, it was surrounded by a populous neighborhood. First, stood
the old and venerable brick building, destitute of any ornament, unless
the glazed ends of the blue-colored bricks scattered profusely through
the walls could be called such, with its small, venerable porch. The
building was, however, becoming too large for the worshipers, or rather
the worshipers were becoming too few for the building, for the great
dissension, some years previous, which rent the society in twain had
reached here, and a large number had gone off to seek another building
other than that in which, in contemplative silence, their sires and
grandsires before them had worshiped. Then came the Baptists and
Methodists, in their almost equally plain buildings but with large
congregations, and the Presbyterians and Episcopalians, with more
pretending buildings but much fewer numbers, brought up the rear.
It was not from want of a chance that the Protestant could not worship,
and the number of emigrants in the neighborhood was so small that the
chapel of the Roman Catholic had not yet appeared. Before removing to
the country Dawson and his wife had been regular attendants on every
Sunday morning, or at least on every not very wet or stormy Sunday
morning, at a church of the Episcopal denomination. They went,
especially the gentleman, more from a feeling that it was a tribute
rendered to propriety than from any other motive. Not that he was an
irreligious man; he was simply a careless one. Of religion in the
abstract, he professed when he spoke of it, which was very seldom, great
respect. He had never been led off either by reading or the influence of
companionship to any thing beyond simple indifference. He saw that those
who were called “religious people”--“church members”--most of them
declined frequenting the opera, or the theatre, or ball-room. He could
not understand this--he could not comprehend why what he considered the
innocent pleasures of life were to be thus given up. It is true he often
met these very persons in the concert-room, or at what he thought very
large parties, provided there was no dancing--he could not understand
those which he considered distinctions without a difference, except that
the music of the concert-room would be improved by scenic
representations in costume, or that the scandal of the tea-party might
be advantageously broken in upon by the music of the dance. This was the
reasoning of one who merely regarded the surface--beyond this he had not
penetrated. Religion itself, as a vital, soul-giving principle, he had
never studied. A large portion of the Bible was familiar to him--he
admired the psalms of David for their exquisite pathos and
simplicity--the sublimity of Isaiah, and the mournful imagery of
Jeremiah had touched his fancy, but his heart had been unmoved, either
by these or the gentle teachings and lofty morality of the New
Testament. He read the Bible as he did the works of other great authors,
to please his fancy, his imagination, but not as the Book in which
choice of life and death, the mode of attaining the one and avoiding the
other, is offered to mankind. Maria, like most women, possessed deeply
religious sensibilities. The Bible was not to her a sealed book, and she
was unconsciously most probably to herself, much influenced in her
actions by its teachings. But her mode of life and that of her husband
had not been such as to allow it to make any very deep impression on
her. Had one charged her with being deficient in religious feeling she
would have shrunk back from it with horror. But, in very truth, though
the germs may have been planted in her heart, the requisite sun and rain
had not yet reached them to mature them. With such views, they had not
hastened their motions churchward, and, since their removal, were under
some feeling of embarrassment at a first meeting with a congregation all
strangers to them.
CHAPTER V.
On the Sunday succeeding the tea-party at Mrs. Holmes’, our hero and
heroine solved the problem in regard to their church-going by appearing
in the Episcopal church at Euston. Thus it was settled that they did
intend to go to church, and also where they intended to go; two very
important points for the gossips of the neighborhood. Mr. Dawson had
called on the church-warden to obtain a pew a day or two before; the
fact was duly communicated to his wife, and by her to some of the ladies
of the congregation, so that when the Sunday morning arrived the new
comers were duly expected. She would of course be dressed in her best
silk dress, made in newest fashion; and her hat of the same material,
would also be a glass in which the ladies of Euston could mould their
own. Great was the surprise of sundry good ladies, who cast furtive
glances over their shoulder, when a young lady of graceful mien and
carriage, and who could be no other than the expected one, followed the
warden, who politely pointed out their seats to the strangers, up the
aisle. Attired in a simple, white muslin dress, with a plain straw hat,
slightly trimmed with green ribbon, Maria, holding her little boy by the
hand, disappointed expedition. There was no time for criticism, for
immediately after the clergyman entered the desk, and as there was no
grand preliminary flourish by the organ of some favorite aria from
Rossini or Bellini, the services commenced.
They were conducted with an earnest fervor which chained and held the
attention of all. There was no attempt at display, but the lofty and
sublime beauty of the liturgy was brought out in all its force by the
heartfelt utterance of the speaker. The congregation soon seemed to
enter into the spirit of the rector. The responses were deep and
fervent--the music, plain and unaccompanied by an instrument, seemed to
the new arrivers, joined in as it was by the whole congregation, as more
expressive of deep devotion than the more finished efforts of the choir,
accompanied by a superb instrument, to which they had been accustomed.
The sermon which followed was in keeping with what had passed. It was a
plain, practical discourse on our duties here as connected with our
state hereafter. There was no eloquence, but much earnestness--the
sentences were not rounded and polished to the highest elegance of
finish, but brief and pithy, and the language strong and nervous, went
directly home to the heart and conscience. Although devoid of ornament,
it was entirely free from any thing like commonplace, and proclaimed the
utterer to be no commonplace man. A few months only settled in the
place, he had already made a forcible impression on his people, as was
apparent from their manner both during the prayers and the sermon.
Mr. Stapleton was indeed no ordinary man. His talents were more than
usually fall to the common herd. They had been highly cultivated, and
would fit him to adorn any position to which he might be called. His
ambition was, however, to do good to his fellow man. To this all the
energies of his mind and heart were directed. Holding sincerely to the
distinctive principles of his own denomination, he could yet see in
every man a brother. The road to heaven was not in his opinion over one
narrow plank, which alone must be trodden in conformity with the creeds
and synods of certain men in order to reach it. In his preaching as in
his practice, it was justification by faith in a crucified Redeemer who
died to save all who sincerely trusted in him. Where disease and sorrow
were, there was the rector found--nor were his attentions confined to
those who were called of his own denomination--it was enough for him to
know that pain or suffering existed to draw him to its home. In humble
imitation of his Divine Master, “he went about doing good.” The effects
of this were already apparent in many cases--universal respect and
esteem awaited him whenever he approached--the careless, the
indifferent, the profane, all awarded to him a consistency of life and
conduct in keeping with the doctrines and principles he enforced. The
influence of such a life in a man placed in such a situation could not
but be felt in the surrounding community, and especially among those
whose spiritual guide he was--accordingly, already the fruits of it were
beginning to be shown in a deeper, and more earnest spirit of devotion
in his congregation. Their attendance on the regular services of the
church was more numerous and more regular; increasing attention was
given by them to the spiritual education of their children through the
medium of the Sunday-schools into which he had breathed a renewed
vitality.
Yet with all his energy and devotedness in his sacred calling Mr.
Stapleton was no bigot, no ascetic. In the social circle no one
contributed more largely to the entertainment and amusement of those
around him. He took an active interest in the temporal affairs of those
among whom he lived--he had a keen relish for the innumerable blessings
with which God has strewed our pathway through life, recommending the
use, but strongly deprecating the abuse of them; in a word, inculcating
both by precept and example temperance in all things.
Such was the man upon whose ministrations the hero and heroine of our
tale now for the first time attended. They were unknown to him except by
reputation, their former history being familiar to him, and fear of
intrusion having thus long deterred him from seeking an acquaintance,
which must have been most agreeable to a man of as cultivated a mind and
refined taste as his. Now, however, that they had enrolled themselves
among his parishioners, the case was different, and in the discharge of
his pastoral duties he could seek them out with propriety. This was
accordingly done, and Dawson and his wife felt pleasure that among those
who were likely to be their future life associates there was one so
refined in taste, so cultivated in intellect, so gentlemanly in manner
as their pastor. Nor was the pastor on his side less pleased. The charms
of conversation with persons of refined taste and cultivation were a
source of positive pleasure to him, and of relief to a mind worn by
study and anxiety. The lighter literature in which Dawson delighted was
not unknown to him, and from the shelves of his new friend (the
“back-parlor” had been transformed into the “library”) he could obtain
authors of rare merit which his own library did not afford. Maria’s
piano and voice were always put into requisition at the pastor’s call,
and thus in a comparatively short time an intimacy was established,
which under other circumstances would in all probability have only been
brought about in months, if not in years.
Let it not be supposed, however, that in his intercourse with the
Dawsons, Mr. Stapleton ever lost sight of the great object of his
life--the salvation of the souls of his fellow-men. The greater his
intimacy became, the more he found himself the habitual frequenter of
the house of his new friends, the deeper became his interest, the more
anxious his desire to raise their thoughts from the concerns of time to
those of eternity. Gradually and gently would he lead the conversation
into channels which enabled him to dwell more and more on the thoughts
that were nearest and dearest to himself. He found attentive listeners.
There were no doubts of a sceptical kind to be overcome. Both Dawson and
Maria yielded a belief of the head to all the doctrines of Christianity,
to which they had been accustomed to listen from their childhood. With
her, too, as she had increased in years, had--in her more thoughtful
moments--increased an earnest respect for the precepts which were
familiar to her. In the midst of all her former gaiety and splendor, she
not unfrequently felt that she was created for some higher and nobler
purpose than to pass her life in the frivolities of which she was the
center. An aching void, filled--as she thought--first, by her husband,
and then still fuller by her children, she could not but at times
experience, as who of us has not. Stapleton now showed her that even
these cherished objects of affection were not sufficient. These ties
death might rend asunder--the cherished objects might be wrested from
her, at any rate, for a season; but, that there was one, to whom, if she
gave her affections, He never would part from her. To do this, it was
not necessary for her to abate one iota of her domestic feelings--the
love for those on earth and for Him in heaven were not only compatible
with each other, but would actually increase the purity and devotion of
each.
So sped away the fall and winter. The new comers had become perfectly at
home in their new position. Many and various had been the neighborly
calls upon them, which had been duly returned. Strange was the contrast
between their new and old acquaintances in much of the outward forms of
society, but they both found that beneath these plainer exteriors were
frequently met with hearts as large and pure, and minds as strong and
vigorous, if not as polished and cultivated, as those to which they had
been accustomed. Mr. and Mrs. Holmes had been invaluable adjuncts to
both. The former had conveyed many an useful piece of practical
knowledge to Dawson, who had entered on his new pursuits with a fixed
determination to succeed, and with his mind unfettered by any of those
prejudices arising from the fact that “his father had done so before
him,” or that “it was the practice in their neighborhood,” was enabled
to avail himself of all the improvements which modern skill and the
experience of others now bring to the aid of the tiller of the soil. His
life was passed in an even, quiet tenor. If his meals were not as
luxurious as they once had been, labor of some kind gave to them a most
excellent relish, and no butter was ever so good as that which he now
ate, for the hands of Maria had made it; no pastry so light and
delicious, for the same fair hands had prepared it; no bread so sweet,
for she had kneaded it herself; and her light cakes, a recipe from Mrs.
Holmes, were pronounced equal to those of that thrifty lady, whose
housewifery was the theme of admiration the country round. Thus they
conformed themselves to their circumstances; and, in so doing, enjoyed
the many blessings Heaven still reserved for them. The children had
thriven apace. Harry had learned not only to take care of himself
without the assistance of Mrs. Harris and Jenny, but aspired to take
charge of the cows, also; being never so happy as when permitted to
assist in driving them to and from the pasture-grounds. Little Maria’s
great delight, too, was to feed the “chickes,” and baby, left to roll
about a good deal by itself, was fast attaining that happy period, when
it is its glorious privilege to waddle up and down stairs alone, to the
imminent danger of its own neck, and the perpetual alarm of all careful
mammas.
But had the true seed sown by Mr. Stapleton produced no fruit during
this time?--It had. An increased and more earnest attention to those
things of which he spake was seen on the part of both Dawson and his
wife. The mode of operation on their minds and hearts was different. He
reasoned--she felt. With the almost unerring instinct of the female
character she had reached her conclusions, whilst her husband was
deliberating with slower reason. She felt that here was the something
which was to fill that aching void in her heart, which, despite her
ardent affection for her husband and children, she had long felt there.
With her usual prompt determination she acted. She communicated her
resolves to her husband, whose only reply was a warmer, more fervent
kiss than usual. Thus sanctioned by her husband, in the early spring she
made a public confession of her faith by joining in that communion a
remembrance of a Saviour’s love from which she had before abstained.
Let it not, however, be supposed that this was the result of sudden and
hasty determination. Many and earnest were her communings with her own
mind. Long and earnest had been her conversations with Mr.
Stapleton--attentive and careful her perusal of the sacred volume; and
when, at last, after frequent and fervent prayer to God, for
enlightenment and guidance, she fully determined to pursue the path she
had considered, she felt her heart lightened of a load, and the peace of
mind which the world can neither give nor take away.
One care now oppressed her--one desire actuated her: it was that her
husband should also join with her in her new profession. To obtain this
end was now her constant aim. Fervently did she address her prayers to
God for such a consummation. Earnest and loving were her conversations
with him. His head and his mind were (she knew) right; but his heart had
been untouched. Well she knew, that for her sake he would do almost any
thing--but for his own sake it was that the devoted wife, leaning upon
his arm as they sometimes rambled together, or, at other times, with her
hand resting in his pressed her gentle pleadings upon him. She opened
for him such passages of the sacred volume as she thought most suited
for him, and then, not unfrequently, retiring to the privacy of her own
chamber would throw herself upon her knees, and pour out all her full,
gushing soul to God in earnest prayer, that he would touch the heart of
her husband and bring him to Him. (God answereth prayer.) Nor were hers
in vain; and, oh! who could tell the unutterable joy of that fond heart
when, at last, pressing her fondly to his heart, he avowed his
determination to join her, on the following Sunday, in an open
profession of his Saviour before men, adding--
“To you, my own sweet wife, I owe this change which has come upon me.
Your gentle pleadings, your fond prayers have opened this stubborn
heart, and prepared the way for the reception of those better things
which were hereafter to be his.”
“Not unto me, dearest Henry, not unto me, but unto God above be the
praise. Too happy, indeed, am I, if I have been the feeble instrument in
His hands of your enlightenment.”
Close we the scene. It would indeed be a privilege, had we the ability,
to follow our heroine further. Never had she looked so lovely. A
heavenly radiance and serenity shone from her young brow. Her eyes wore
a subdued and softened expression which rendered them even more
attractive than of old. And how was her care for her children
heightened--not for their bodies only, as formerly, but now for their
souls. Never afterward did either she or Dawson cast a regretful glance
backward, for they felt that, if they had lost the world, they had
gained Heaven.
T. R. N.
* * * * *
=FATHER BROMLEY’S TALE.=
=BY WILLIAM ALBERT SUTLIFFE.=
“I will tell you a tale,” said Father Bromley.
Father Bromley sat on the piazza of his cottage, looking over the green
breadth of lawn which stretched down to Willow Brook. The sun had just
gone down, and the western sky, still a-glow, seemed--seen through the
willows--like a splendid tissue--gold and green; and the stream, as it
rolled, might have been supposed to have its rise in that strange El
Dorado which filled our country’s ancestral dreams. On his right sat his
daughter Alice, needing to be but a shade paler to be wrapped in a
shroud, and laid to her dreamless sleep with a white rose-bud pressed
between her slender fingers, and on his left his other daughter,
Margaret, fresh as a June rose at sunrise. The father sat between them;
the very pattern of paternal grace and quiet benignity. His worldly
cares had been slight, so his face had been left smooth, full, and
sunny; so sunny, in fact, that it appeared to have taken and retained
the quintessence of every sunbeam which had fallen upon it. But now,
like external nature, it had a sort of twilight expression, approaching
to spirituality, which would awaken in the beholder an abiding interest,
and lead him to pause and study ere he passed. Various circumstances
conspired to this--the time, the place, and the proximity of his pale
child, propt up with pillows, and almost as ethereal as a moonbeam. For
a long time they had been sitting in a deepening silence, which neither
wished to disturb; and so absorbed were the two daughters with their own
thoughts, that the first words of the gray father fell upon unheeding
ears.
“I will tell you a story,” he repeated, after a little pause, and in a
firmer tone.
Slowly, and with a sigh, like one awakening from a pleasant dream to an
unpleasant reality, Alice lifted the lids, and upturned her eyes, filled
with a gathering dreaminess, to the dawning love-look of her only
parent. Those deep, dark eyes, they must have known many tears.
“Do let us hear it, papa,” she murmured, “but let it be in harmony with
gathering stars and slanting moonbeams, and let it have a true golden
tinge from the sunset which lights up the gloaming.”
“And do let us hear it!” echoed Margaret, turning quite away from the
moon, which was just rising.
“And of what shall it be?” asked Father Bromley, as he looked
inquiringly from one to the other.
“O, something that will please Alice!” returned the sweet girl. “For who
knows how many times we shall have it in our power to please her,” she
thought but did not say, for all of that household knew that sooner or
later death would knock at their door.
There was a long pause, and then Alice said--
“Let it be of the picture, with the angel-face, which hangs in the green
parlor?” There must have been strange thoughts suggested by it, for her
face in the white moonshine grew a shade paler, and her hands trembled a
little, as if nervously affected, but no one noticed it.
There was another pause, and then she continued, as if to explain the
reason of her wish--
“I have been reading to-day a beautiful poem, in which a lovely lady
died of a broken heart, and her spirit nightly haunted her old home.
Thinking on the sad tale, I paused to weep, and sat for a few moments
with shut eyes. When I opened them, the first thing that I saw was the
portrait, and--will you believe it?--it had acquired a new sadness, such
as I never saw on a mortal face. It seemed to be looking at me with an
incomprehensible intensity of earnestness; and, as I still gazed, a
tear--I saw it as plainly as I see the moon--started in the eyes, and
rolled down the face. And then another, and another,” she went on in
higher tones, as if trying to impress a burning truth on incredulous
listeners, “and all the while it looked at me so sadly--but not with
pity, and seemed so to invite me, that I fancied that I heard the lips
say--‘Come!’ _That_ was _only_ fancy, but, as I live, I saw it weep.”
Father Bromley looked with deep and tender anxiety upon the pale face at
his side. He well knew of a report, formerly current in the house, to
the effect that this same picture was seen to shed tears just before the
death of any member of the family. But this piece of information he
restrained, justly deeming it not pertinent for the occasion. Margaret
looked anxious and perplexed, but said nothing; and the father, after a
little pause, began--in a low voice--his tale. Let us listen, dear
reader, seated attentively on the sward, at the corner of the dim old
mansion. We may be as sceptical as we please, since neither of us ever
saw a strip of painted canvas, in a gilt frame, weep.
“My great grandfather’s second wife--for so far back his story was to
date--was a strange, bad woman. There was no peace in her vicinity. The
estate had become involved, and my great-grandfather, knowing her to be
possessed of some money, married her. But he always had cause to
bitterly rue that day and hour which made her his. He had two
daughters--both sweet girls, and she one son, who had inherited all her
bad qualities, with an additional coarseness and ugliness of manner,
which she--if she possessed it--from superiority of education, seldom
showed. Her son, whose name was Andrew, had that sensual perception of
beauty which always marks vulgar natures, and he had been but a short
time in the family before he gave evidence of the impression which the
beauty of the younger sister made upon him. Lisette, from the first,
rejected his overtures, and withdrew from his society to that of her
elder sister as much as possible; but Andrew, not heeding her contempt,
and abetted moreover by his mother, still pressed his suit with all the
pertinacity and regardlessness of feeling, which characterize such
semi-barbarous beings. The persecuted girl sought her father’s
protection, and he, in giving it, alienated from himself the spark of
affection which the bosom of the step-mother might have known. From that
time she ‘hated him with the hate of hell;’ but, with all the cunning of
her perfidious heart, she covered it with a smile. She softened toward
her step-daughters, and, by her open advice, Andrew discontinued the
attentions which had made him so odious in their sight. All was,
seemingly, about to be harmonious and well again, when the father
suddenly sickened and died. There were strange circumstances attending
his death, which made it to be as much talked of as an eighth wonder.
Sturdy men put their bushy heads together, and whispered mysteriously in
corners, and old dames--stooping over the few last embers on the hearth,
as the hours drew on toward the ghostly midnight--muttered to each other
in underbreath, starting ever and anon if the wind but wailed a little
louder, or flapped a clapboard which chanced to hang loose. Children
whimpered if they were put to bed alone in the dark; and young women, in
broad daylight, would not go ten rods unattended over an unfrequented
road. Dame Burton had had, for a long time before this, an unfavorable
reputation with a few, and the assertions of this few were latterly
gaining believers. It was now currently reported that she was in the
habit of going, nightly, to the Devil’s Crag, under which was a cave,
whose black recesses had never been seen by mortal eye. It was
furthermore reported, that whenever any one approached it, a dark vapor
issued from its mouth, in the midst of which were sometimes seen two
fiery eyes, and ominous voices also added to the fright of whomsoever
might chance to be lost or stray in this vicinity.
“The foundation for all this was the testimony of two superstitious
woodmen; who, in plying their trade, occasionally ventured into the
vicinity, and, besides what has been here told, one of them gave out--as
a piece of definite information--that, being one night belated in the
neighborhood of the cave, and coming toward home in great terror, he
suddenly heard the sound of rapid footsteps, and pausing, he saw Dame
Burton come into an open spot not twelve feet from him. Suddenly there
appeared a man as black as ebony at her side. Whence he came he could
not tell, but his _identity_ was not to be mistaken.
“‘Why are you so late?’ asked the dark personage.
“‘Mercy, mercy!’ cried the cringing dame, piteously.
“But mercy did not seem to be one of his component parts; for, seizing
her roughly by the arm, and rushing off with her like lightning through
the dense underbrush, he made directly for the cave, leaving nothing but
an overpowering smell of brimstone, and a line of blue light, pointing
like a guide-board toward the place of rendezvous.
“How the man ever got home he could not tell: but it was not at all
uncertain that he did get home, and tell the tale here given to a
thousand incredulous hearers.
“Father Burton died and was laid with his fathers, and Esther and
Lisette wept together in their sorrow, and arrayed themselves sadly in
mourning weeds. The suspicions of their neighbors never troubled them.
The thought that their step-mother could be to utterly depraved would
have killed them at once, had it entered their minds. The father had
not, however, been long gone to rest when they perceived a change in the
mother and son. The mother’s face assumed a crafty and hag-like
expression, and the son’s face seemed to have gotten a look of stupid
cunning quite foreign to it. Except this, for some time, nothing was to
be seen; but soon matters took a more overt and decided turn, Andrew
again renewed his odious attentions, but with a confidence which he
formerly lacked. He was met with the same coldness as before, to which
was added an entreaty--coached in the most conciliatory language, to the
effect--that he would desist. But coldness and entreaty were alike vain.
He still persisted, and Dame Burton, at last, seconded his suit by
commanding Lisette, in unequivocal terms, to marry him.
“‘I cannot! I will not!’ said Lisette, with a passionate burst of tears,
at the close of an interview in which the matter had been pressed upon
her with more than ordinary vehemence and fiendish show of malignity.
“‘Cannot? will not?’ muttered the dame, half to herself and half to her
auditor, accompanying the same with an impatient gesture, and a laugh
hissed through her closed teeth--‘we will see! we will see!’
“‘I beg to hear no more of this,’ continued the persecuted girl, ‘or I
shall expect our poor dead father to come in his shroud to defend me
from such cruelty.’
“‘Thy poor dead father in his shroud!’ echoed the step-mother. ‘Ah, ha!
it was a good drug--a friendly drug,’ she muttered on in an undertone,
‘a pleasant potion, for a peevish child!’ and then she laughed at her
devilish wit. ‘Thy father sleeps well, child. Did thy keen wit ever take
exception at the friendly nursing which waited on him to the grave?’
“Lisette started, and looked fearfully at her; but, recovering herself,
she proceeded to state her refusal more definitely.
“‘I will took upon thy son as a brother, but do not think I can ever do
more. Why will he persist in asking what he has so often been told I
cannot give? We are dissimilar, and I cannot love him--but I do not hate
him. I repeat, I will continue to regard him as a brother, but in any
other light I cannot--ay, I _will_ not--look upon him!’
“Rising with the last words she would have passed from the room, but she
was detained.
“‘Dost love another?’ queried the crone, looking her full in the face.
“The blood rushed to the young girl’s cheeks.
“‘Ah! I see! I heard Andrew tell of the young painter, who--’
“Lisette’s face was scarlet.
“‘Let me go!’ she cried impatiently. ‘Have not I told thee that I will
not marry thy son?’
“‘But you will! you shall!--you cannot escape me! I will summon every
fiend in hell to my aid! I will torture thee to submission!--I will melt
thee in the crucible of my wrath!’
“The last words were lost on the object of her anger, and the dame stood
with her arms akimbo, and a peculiar exultation of expression, such as a
fiend, conscious of his diabolical power might be supposed to wear.
“Lisette rushed to her room, and threw herself, half-fainting, into the
arms of her sister.
“‘Strange things at the Burton house, Neighbor Guernsey,’ said Widow
Hamersley, as she lighted her pipe, and, having taken an initiatory
whiff, drew her chair toward the bright wood fire.
“It was now Autumn, and the winds were growing colder day by day, and
the external aspect of Nature more dreary.
“‘Yes, yes,’ returned she who was addressed. ‘Since Mistress Alton lost
her two little children in Marsden Forest, who were no doubt eaten of
the wolves, there has not been the like of it. I pity poor Esther, who
is left all alone with so ungracious a woman as Dame Burton.’
“‘Ay, ay, Neighbor Guernsey. Many a long year have I known this strange
woman, and I have yet to discover if there be any good thing in her. And
the dolt Andrew is no better man a stupid beast. It has been noised
about, that the step-mother has been trying to force the younger girl to
marry him. Heaven knows what might happen if the poor child would not
yield!’
“Here the widow puffed forth a volume of smoke as large as a small
thunder-cloud, and gazed knowingly among the embers.
“‘And the young painter in the village, they say, is going distracted at
her loss,’ continued Mistress Guernsey, not observing the drift of the
other’s remarks. ‘He has been painting a portrait of her, and now he has
left all and gone off to search for her in the woods.’
“‘Small chance of his finding her, Neighbor Guernsey,’ answered the
widow, drily; her remarks still tending in a direction which her
companion did not perceive. ‘It is no wolf of the forest which will have
the pleasure of picking her bones.’
“‘Heaven grant it may be as you say!’ was the reply, referring to the
last clause of the sentence, whose ambiguity was unnoticed.
“‘Hast thou not heard tales about this dame?’ asked the widow, dropping
her disguise and speaking more openly.
“‘Ay, ay, many a time and oft; tales smacking of mystery and mischief,
which boded no good to Dame Burton. They say she has unholy company
o’nights in the wood. But, after all, they were only tales about which I
knew nothing certain.’
“‘Hast thou not,’ continued the widow, ‘noticed a strange twinkle in her
eyes, a shrillness in her voice, and that her hair is becoming coarse
and grizzled? What does this portend?’
“‘Alas! I cannot tell,’ replied Mistress Guernsey. ‘There were strange
hints when her good man died, and now I bethink me that they might have
been true, and the remorse of the inner conscience might thus have
developed itself outwardly.’
“Here there ensued a pause, and the two sat awhile quietly listening to
the hollow moaning of the wind among the trees of the old forest hard
by. Superstition, which always attends ignorance, was a prominent point
in the characters of both; but more especially in that of the widow. No
doubt she heard demon voices in the wind wailing in the crannies, and
fancied the air filled with evil spirits, hurrying like lightning upon
their various errands of mischief. When she spoke again her voice
quivered, and her frame shook as with an ague-fit.
“‘I tell thee, Mistress Guernsey, I have seen--’ said she, at last, her
gaze fixed intently on vacancy.
“‘Seen what?’ asked the other, drawing closer, and looking distrustfully
into every corner of the room.
“‘Seen--’ repeated the widow, still looking into vacancy.
“‘Seen what?’ repeated her auditor, drawing still nearer, and looking
with still greater scrutiny into all the dark nooks of the apartment.
“But the expected speech still hung half-way between conception and
utterance, as if some impalpable auditor were present, who might convey
the tale to the ears of the object of both her aversion and fear.
“The sad moaning of the wind filled up the chasm in the conversation,
and the subtle influences of the place, and their loneliness, seemed to
be rapidly gathering about the two lonely women. The speech was still
unspoken, when the thread of the proceedings was broken short by the
abrupt entrance of Mistress Hamersley’s son. Whether or not the embryo
disclosure might have embodied new and startling developments, or only
old statements re-hashed, we cannot tell; but, certain it is that, the
vein of mystery was explored no further that night. The son piled new
fagots on the fire--the widow refilled and relighted her pipe, and the
conversation took a more cheerful turn, and the place took again that
air of rude pleasantness which belongs particularly to a
farm-house-kitchen, while the weird lady was, for the moment, forgotten.
“As may have been gathered from the remarks in the preceding
conversation, Lisette had disappeared, lost, it was supposed, in the
forest, into which she sometimes strayed alone; for, as to superstition,
she had none of it, and wild animals had mostly retired to a safe
distance before the advance of civilization. Every possible means had
been tried for her recovery, seconded by apparently every effort of Dame
Burton and her son. They seemed inconsolable, and some of those who
looked upon her as a slandered person affirmed that she spent the nights
for a week in weeping. Esther was now alone and friendless, thrown
entirely into the power of these protectors. Surmises and ill-boding
opinions passed occasionally from mouth to mouth, but never reached her
ears. She wept in silent sorrow away from all intercourse. Thus matters
went on for some weeks, until one night, at dusk, Andrew was brought to
his mother a corpse. He had been accidentally shot in a hunting
excursion. Her sorrow at this occurrence was real. Every other tie had
been to her nothing, while this had absorbed all her soul’s capability
of affection. She had indulged him in every thing, and had attempted to
gratify his every wish. Now that he was gone, all that she possessed was
gone, and all her thoughts and deeds glared upon her in all their
malignity. She had nothing now to take from herself those hell-hound
thoughts which bred in her a bitter remorse. One night she lay by his
coffin--another by his grave, and a third she would have spent thus, but
they led her away. She yielded as pliantly as a child. Thenceforth, she
was completely broken down. She could do nothing more, and all day she
sat like a fixture in the chimney-corner, while all the house-affairs
fell into Esther’s hands. But, at dusk, the dame would be gone
mysteriously for an hour. Esther never questioned concerning it, nor
cared; but the ignorant neighbors whispered, wondered, surmised, and
told of strange things that happened at these times, until it became so
much a matter of course, that nothing more could be said. At the end of
a year she married my grandfather Bromley. The portrait of the lost
sister was taken from the painter’s studio, and hung in her room. Each
succeeding year added a new balm to her wounds, until they seemed so far
back in the past, that sometimes she would almost question with herself
whether or not they had had actual existence.
“Thus twenty years of married life passed calmly and pleasantly. Sons
and daughters were growing up around her in full bloom, and all promised
that the afternoon of her life should be peace. Dame Burton had grown
old and decrepit, and bent nearly double. Her hair was white as snow,
and her face had a sort of blank, passive expression, except at times,
when her eyes would glow like half-extinguished coals, and she would
start as if some frightful object looked in upon her visions. Through
all the long day she sat in the chimney-corner, and never stirred until
the bats wheeled in the dusk, and the rude noises of day were displaced
by a stillness, so still that the bark of life might be said to move
down the noiseless river of time with muffled oars.
“One night, in the early autumn, my grandfather was gone, and my
grandmother was left alone with the family. All were quietly at rest
before she retired. That day she had been laboring hard and was
overwearied, and now a strange restlessness and loneliness of feeling
came across her. It was just at the moonrise. The moon came up looking
red and angrily over the ripening fields, glistening with dew, near at
hand, the mill-pond still and large further off, and the black and
massive woods in the distance. Those weird influences were at work,
which incline every mind at times to retrospection. And now, as over a
dim sea, from a dim seen island, came the memories of the past. She saw,
as in a dream, the mother of her childhood, who pressed her childish
hand in hers. A few years past, and she saw her die, and felt the
intense agony of that moment. A few years more were gone, and she saw
the deathbed of her other parent, and felt the keener and more enduring
pain which maturer minds must feel. Still farther, and she saw the
sister-branch, which had grown side by side with her upon the parental
tree, torn rudely away. And now she could think no more. It was too much
pain. Turning from the window, she hastily disrobed herself, and dropped
wearily upon the bed. It was some time before slumber came, and when it
did come it brought a dream. Memory, in the guise of a headless figure
with a lantern, seemed to lead her through all the past, which was
nothing more than a field covered with brambles and underbrush, and
filled with pitfalls into which she continually fell. Her flesh was torn
and bloody; but still she went on, and on, and on, and still there was
no end.
“She might have slept thus nearly an hour, when she became conscious
that there was another presence in the room. She stirred a little, and
the village-clock drowsily clanged to tell the midnight. She opened her
eyes. The moon was far up, and poured a flood of white light through the
casement. A tall, attenuated figure, in a long, loose, and tattered
gown, which showed ghostly white, stooped over her.
“The shape stood between the bed and the window, and yet so ethereal was
it, that she seemed to see the casement, the climbing moon, and the
white church spire, as though nothing intervened. But the face, so
ghastly white, so thin with want and woe--cross-lined and
interlined--and the eyes--so faded and expressionless, she had never
seen any thing like it.
(Here Margaret pressed her father’s arm, and pointed to Alice, whose
fingers were quivering like aspen-leaves--but he did not pause.)
“Like two pictures on a wall, her imagination placed the image of her
lost sister beside this form, so unlike in every particular. The
conclusion was irresistible. It was her sister, or--as her disturbed
fancy would rather indicate--her ghostly representative. Overcome by her
emotions she fainted, and when she recovered, the visitor was gone. She
lay quite still, in her terror, until the approach of dawn, and then
arising, she dressed herself all in a tremor, and prepared to descend.
All was still as death, for it lacked a half-hour yet of sunrise. She
heard Chanticleer’s shrill cry without, just as he emerged from his
dormitory, and she noticed a cricket’s sharp voice within, and even the
tick of a death-watch in the wall fell distinctly on her ears. A chill
crept over her, like the forerunner of some frightful calamity.
(Here Margaret pressed the narrator’s arm again, but with the same
success as before.)
“She crept, rather than walked down the stairs, and peeped through the
kitchen door, which stood ajar. The eastern shutter was swung partially
back, and admitted a streak of the cold, gray light of dawn, which fell
upon the features of the midnight visitor, who sat erect at one side of
the room. She did not stir, though Esther, staggering in her terror,
thrust the door back with considerable noise. Perfectly still she sat,
gazing, as if in fright, at the hideous face of old Dame Burton, who sat
a little more in the dusk, regarding her attentively. The old crone was
inclined a little forward, her shriveled lips separated in a grin, and
one lean finger threateningly raised in a gesture which said more than
words. Neither spoke; but, cold, still, and pale, they gazed at one
another, and then was felt around--
‘A smell of clay, a pale and icy glare
And silence----’”
“See, see!” exclaimed Margaret.
Alice sat motionless, with her head thrown slightly back, and her face
whiter than the moonbeams which fell upon it.
“What is this?” asked Father Bromley.
“It is Death!” shrieked Margaret.
* * * * *
=HOURS IN AUGUST.=
=BY MRS. J. H. THOMAS.=
Softly as the star-beam slideth
From its halls of blue;
Gently--gently as it glideth
Lily bells into--
And, with kisses unimpassioned,
Greets the vestal dew--
Falls this mellow August sunlight,
Darling! upon you.
Warmly through the bending branches,--
Through the slumbrous air--
Like a thought of joy it glances
On thy forehead fair;
Softly wreathing o’er the midnight
Of thy shining hair,
Till the gleam of starry pinions
Seems to linger there.
Sweetest eyes of softened splendor
On me faintly beam;
Lips most proud, and yet most tender,
Move as in a dream;
While our boat beneath the willows
Sleeps upon the stream--
Moveless, save its idle rocking
In the golden gleam.
Hours of faint and drowsy sweetness
’Mid the silence go--
Idle hours, that care or fleetness
Scarcely seem to know;--
Lightly rest! nor dream thou, darling,
Of time’s onward flow,
Till, upon yon wall of sapphire,
Sunset banners glow.
Then, from out the brooding silence,
Softly will we glide
Past the myriad happy islands
Sleeping on the tide;
Home with joy! though hours as golden
Long must be denied,
Clasping thus their haunting sweetness
Naught we’ll ask beside.
* * * * *
=ANNIE.=
=BY D. W. BARTLETT.=
Her brow is very beautiful--
The lily’s spotless hue;
Her eyes, which ever follow me,
Are heaven’s own blue;
Like rose-buds are her little lips,
Her motions full of grace,
And spiritually clear and fair
Her innocent young face.
Her smile is sunshine to my heart,
Her silver voice a tune
I always love to hear--her breath
Like that of flowers in June;
She is my first, my only child,
And has no mother’s love
To gather closely round her heart--
_She_ is in light above!
Her snow-white arms are round my neck.
Her lips my own do seek,
Her curls of silken, golden hair
Fall down upon my cheek;
I hear her voice and watch her eyes,
And whisper low--“above
Such voices fill the air--and there
There be such eyes of love!”
When trouble fills my aching breast
And I am grief’s sad prey,
Her prattling lips and gentle glee
Drive all the gloom away;
She lays her head upon my heart
And hushes every sigh:
I dare not think how cold the world
Would be if _she_ should die!
* * * * *
=THE USEFUL ARTS IN OTHER NATIONS AND TIMES.=
=BY CHARLES WILLIAMS.=
For several centuries after the irruption of the Barbarians and the fall
of Rome, there are scarce any visible traces of the existence of those
manufactures which attained so high a development in the old world. This
remark, of course, applies merely to Europe, for arts and refinement
still continued uninjured in the Eastern empire; and thence, on the
revival of Italian commerce, the knowledge of many inventions and useful
arts flowed westward. In the ninth century, the inhabitants of the
cities in Italy began to rebuild their ancient walls; and the security
conferred by fortified towns, together with the union of their citizens
for mutual defense, soon caused a decided advance in the useful arts.
Their progress was necessarily slow, in consequence of many disturbing
political and social evils. We will give a few examples from an ancient
historian[11] cited by Muratori, to show the condition of the most
civilized country of Europe in the former half of the thirteenth
century.