"A blow or two and then the Fighting ends,
The Sword seeks Scabbard, and the Warrior wends
Through Death's wide Door. Were it not wiser then
To sleep until Retreat its message sends?"
So, vaguely thought Babar as life went on dully with the family party
at Tashkend. Most of his servants had left from absolute want; one, or
at most two attendants were all that he could muster when he went to
pay his compliments to the Khan, his uncle. Once, indeed, he
accompanied the latter on a foray; but it was a useless sort of
expedition. He, the Khan, took no part, beat no enemy; he simply went
out and came back again.
The young man spent much of his time with his mother who was
convalescing but slowly; and she naturally, after so many years of
absence, saw much of her sisters and cousins; most of them elderly
women, inclined to make much of the handsome young King-errant whose
melancholy never could withstand the faintest joke.
For all that Babar, at the bottom of his heart, was utterly
dissatisfied with himself and his world. Never since the debacle at
Samarkand had he found himself again, the light-hearted, intensely
vital person, who, taking things as they came, could yet turn them to
his own uses. He began to tell himself privately that, rather than
pass his life as he was now doing, homeless and purposeless, it would
be better to retire into some corner where he might live unknown and
undistinguished; that, rather than exist in distress and abasement far
better were it to flee away from the sight of man, so far as his feet
could carry him. In his infancy he remembered he had always had a
strong desire to see China, but had never been able to accomplish his
wish because of being a King and having a duty towards his relations
and connections.
Now he no longer had a throne. Now, his mother--the only tie left, for
Ayesha his wife had never returned to him--was safe with her mother
and her brother.
Now, therefore, was the time. His mother, however, he knew well would
not support the proposition; besides he had still a few followers who,
having attached themselves to him with very different hopes, would be
bitterly disappointed at his project. He could not bear to hurt
anyone's feelings, so he devised a plan in order to get away quietly.
He had never seen his other uncle, the younger Khan of Outer
Moghulistan. Why should he not go, in this slack time, and pay him a
visit?
There seemed, indeed, no reason against this; and Babar was on the
very point of starting when a messenger arrived hot haste, to say that
the younger Khan himself was on his way to see his nephew and his
nephew's mother!
It was a blow; Babar's plan was utterly disconcerted, but being, like
all his race, full of family affection, he set off with ever so many
elderly Khanums with beautiful high-sounding names to meet his uncle.
Such a meeting as it was; so many embracings and kneelings and yet
more embracings; some ceremonious, others quite without form or
decorum. After which the great circle of cousins and aunts, and uncles
and nephews, sat down and continued talking about past occurrences and
old stories till after midnight.
His younger uncle had, according to the custom of his tribe, brought
Babar a complete dress of state. A cap embroidered with gold thread, a
long frock of China satin ornamented with flowered needle-work. A
cuirass of fine chain-mail, Chinese fashion, with a whetstone and a
purse-pocket from which were suspended a lot of little trinkets such
as women wear, including a bag of perfumed earth. He looked very smart
in it indeed, and when he returned to his own, tricked out in all this
finery, they declared it was only by his voice they recognised him;
that they had thought he was some grand young Sultan!
Life at any rate did not seem quite so empty; since the two Khans,
having got together, began to propose a joint expedition to recover
Andijan--_for Babar_, being an understood corollary so long as they
remained under the influence of stern old Isan-daulet, who ruled her
sons in matriarchal fashion.
So they set off with flaunting pennons and kettledrums, after the
manner of Moghul armies, and at their first halt held a muster of
the troops, also in the Moghul fashion. In groups of three, three
horse-tail standards were erected, and from the centre staff of each a
long strip of white cloth was fastened, on the loose end of which
stood the foot of the leader of that division. All around, in a huge
circle, the troops were drawn up. Then with many ceremonials and
sprinklings of mares'-milk spirit, each leader estimated the total
number of the force. The final verdict being received with a wild
war-shout; and then, at full speed, the whole army galloped
centre-wards, the foremost troopers drawing bridle within a foot or
two of the standards. On this occasion Babar looked with a certain
awe, yet some misgiving, at no less than thirty thousand wild horsemen
of the desert.
But he had more certain aid than this. He found that he was not all
forgot in the little valley at the extreme limit of the habitable
world; and the country people welcomed his return with acclaim. So as
soon as he could, with that curious distrust of Moghul blood, which
makes the name given to the dynasty he founded in India so quaintly
ironical, he parted company with his uncle's forces, and pushing on
with such of his own people as had come together, sought for fine
fighting.
And he got it. Still reckless, almost without definite aim, he
followed swift on every opportunity for a skirmish. When he saw a body
of the enemy, he advanced at full gallop without minding order or
array; and in nine cases out of ten the sheer daredevil clash
succeeded. The enemy could not stand the charge and fled without
exchanging blows. But sometimes his ill-luck with the Moghuls pursued
him. Once when he, with his staff, was waiting outside Andijan for the
return of a messenger. It was about the third watch of the night, and
some of them were nodding, others fast asleep on their horses, when
all at once the saddle-drums struck up with martial noise and hubbub.
The few men who were with Babar were seized with a panic and took to
flight; except three, all the rest ran off to a man. In vain these
four galloped after the fugitives; in vain they horsewhipped some of
them.
All their exertions were ineffectual to make them stand.
There was nothing for it but to try and check the pursuers themselves
as best they could. So the four turned, stood and discharged flights
of arrows, until the enemy was almost within sword thrust; then,
wheeling swiftly, they galloped on to take up a fresh position of
offence.
In this way they covered and protected the retreat, until by good
fortune they fell in with a patrol party of their own. Then, of
course, came immediate charge, to discover that the pursuers were
Moghuls from his uncle's force, who were out on a pillaging expedition
of their own! In this manner, by a false alarm, the plan which Babar
had conceived came to nothing, and he had to return after a fruitless
journey.
Truly, if the young man had wished to throw away his life, he could
scarcely have dared Fate more recklessly. More than once he found
himself almost alone facing stupendous odds. Once, when surprised at
night in negligent security without advanced guard and without
_videttes_, he had to gallop out almost unarmed to meet a large body
of the enemy and found himself in the midst of them with but three
supporters. Even so Fate was against him. He drew out of his quiver by
mistake a green-tipped finger guard instead of an arrow, and being
unwilling to throw it away because his uncle the Khan had given it to
him, lost as much time in returning it to its place as would have
sufficed for the despatch of two arrows, and, ere he was ready, his
companions had been swept back by the onslaught and he was alone. To
draw up to his ear and let the foremost foe have it for all he was
worth was easy, but at the same instant an arrow struck him on the
right thigh unsteadying his aim, and the next moment that foremost foe
was on him and smote him such a blow on the head with a sword, that,
despite his steel cap he was nigh stunned. And then, through his
having neglected to clean his sword after swimming a river, it had
rusted a little in the scabbard and he lost time in drawing it. Still,
he won through that time, and, despite continual anxiety and
irritation because of the behaviour of the Moghul troops which his
uncles detached to help him, and who _would_ insist on plundering and
were with difficulty restrained from putting honourable prisoners to
death, he was fairly successful, until a final act of treachery threw
him on his beam ends, and he was forced to retreat, fairly beaten.
He was invited to a parley by the enemy and the Moghuls urged him to
accept the invitation, and by hook or by crook, to seize or murder the
leaders. Babar was indignant. Such artifice and underhand dealing
were, he said, totally abhorrent to his habits and disposition. If he
made an agreement for peaceful interview, he would not violate it.
Nor did he. But whether from perversity or sheer stupidity, his orders
were disobeyed, and he found himself committed to battle in the very
heart of the opponents' defences, and without a sufficient force to
secure success. Even then he challenged Fate, by waiting for personal
retreat a full hour or more, unwilling, as he thought, to leave some
of his friends in danger. Finally news came that having been beaten,
at the other side of the city in about as much time as milk takes to
boil, they, and half Babar's men, had escaped long before by another
gate!
Only about twenty men were left to the young King. It was no longer
season to tarry; they set off, a great band of the enemy's troops in
full pursuit.
And then commenced a memorable ride for life. Man after man dropped
out, maimed by the flights of following arrows.
"Help! Help!" cried a well known voice behind him and Babar instantly
turned bridle to aid a dear friend. But those who rode on either side
the young King would not have it; this was no time to defy Death. It
was the time to keep hold on Life. So, with strong hands upon his
reins, Babar had no choice but to ride on. There were but eight of
them left now; a wearied, hurried band of hunted men struggling
through broken glens remote from the beaten road. The enemy behind was
now out of sight, but, as at sunset the fugitives passed into more
level ground, a shadow darker than the shadows of evening should be,
showed on the plain.
Placing his men under cover, Babar dismounted, and on foot, ascended
an eminence to see what this might be. When suddenly from behind, a
number of horsemen showed coming towards them. It was too dark to see
their number but, doubtless, it must be a detachment in pursuit, and
the only hope flight.
"There is no use, sire," said a noble, "going on thus. They will
outweary and take us all. Better by far, that you and Kali-Gokultash
choose two extra horses from amongst us, your devoted servants; so by
keeping the four horses at full speed you may escape--it is a last
chance."
But Babar shook his head. To leave anyone dismounted in the midst of
the enemy was beyond him; so he set his teeth and rode on.
"The Most High is heavier than I am," urged an entreating voice at his
elbow, "and it is my lord they want, not this slave whose horse is
fairly fresh."
Babar set his teeth again; but he felt the truth of the words and
exchanged horses. Jan-Kali could slip aside down some ravine. They
would not follow him. It was he, Zahir-ud-din Mohamed Babar, that was
wanted.
Again came the plea--"My horse is fresher than the Most High's."
And yet again Babar exchanged steeds.
On and on, the horses flagging, followers dropping out, until but two
remained--the King and his foster-brother Kali-Gokultash.
"Sire!--you had best go on!" muttered the latter as his horse stumbled
and almost fell.
"Whither?" called back the King bitterly. "Come on! be it Life or
Death, let us meet it together."
And ever and ever, as they went on blindly, he paused to look back, to
wait ...
And once, when he looked back there was no one near at hand. Only in
the far distance, coming closer and closer, dark figures--were there
two or more?
But now, alone, hopeless, the worst seemed over. Babar dug spurs into
his horse, weary but willing, and was off with renewed vigour in his
veins. It was himself against the world once more! He would fight it
out to the end--the bitter end!
It was now dark and before him lay a hill. If he could reach it, and
dismount, he might trust to his own nimbleness in climbing. But his
horse was dropping, and two of the pursuers were within bowshot, ere
he could fling himself from his steed on rising ground and dash up a
glen to the right. He did not pause to shoot, though he had arrows in
his quiver. A few of these he had stuck in his belt as he flung off
his accoutrements piece-meal; they were for use at the last--the very
last!
But voices followed him; eager, protesting voices. They were no
enemies; neither were they friends. But they could not leave a King in
such a desolate situation Let him confide in them and he might yet
find safety.
It was a desperate chance; still it was a chance. And there were but
two of them. One brave man could surely keep them in check--or kill
them before he died. Babar pulled up, went back to his horse and faced
Fate. So, all that night, they rode together, and when dawn came, one
of the troopers commandeered some loaves of bread. All that day they
lay watchfully in hiding, and when night came they passed on to a
half-ruined house on the outskirts of a town. Here the troopers
brought Babar an old fur coat; which was welcome, for the nights were
bitterly cold. They also brought him a mess of boiled millet-flour
pottage, which he ate and found wonderfully comfortable.
So comfortable, that having lit a fire, Babar actually fell asleep
beside it, despite his imminent danger, despite his distrust of his
comrades who were for ever whispering amongst themselves. But he was
outwearied after three nights' riding, and two days of watchful
hiding. Indeed when they roused him at dawn on the pretext that there
were spies about, and that a change was imperative, he was so spent
and outdone that he felt inclined to bid them do their worst, or leave
him to his fate. Yet he followed them dully, to a garden on the
outskirts of the town--as well die there as elsewhere.
But it was a primrose dawn, with a promise of brilliant sunshine, and
the garden, partially walled, held a few flowers, a few birds.
It needed no more to re-arouse vitality, and Babar, with fresh vigour
in his veins after his few hours of sleep, began to emerge from the
slough of despondency in which he had passed the last three days.
These would-be guides of his were doubtless traitors; could he escape
them?
The day passed on to noon. Babar, in a corner of the garden, performed
his religious ablutions and recited his prayers, adding to them the
consolations of poetry by repeating the couplet:
"Long or short be your tenancy past
You must quit the Palace-of-Life at last."
That was a self-evident proposition, and as such gave his simple,
clear-sighted soul much comfort. So much so, that he fell asleep under
the trees, and dreamt a dream of victory and triumph.
From which he awoke to find three men standing over him, to hear
whispers of how best to seize and throttle him.
To spring to his feet and face them did not take long.
"Ill-begotten, treacherous hounds!" he cried, ablaze with anger. "So
canst thou dare when Babar sleeps--let us see who will lay hands on
him awake!"
The villains fell back; but at that moment the tramp of horsemen was
heard beyond the garden wall, and one of the trio laughed.
"Crow away, cockerel!" he cried. "Mayhap, hadst thou trusted us at
first we might have let thee escape according to our oath. But now is
the work of death taken out of our hands; for yonder comes a troop to
seize thee and save our promise unbroken."
He turned as he spoke to welcome the newcomers, then started. For the
horsemen hurrying in to the garden were not Babar's foes, but his
friends!
"Kutluk! Babai!" cried the young King, recognising two of his most
devoted adherents. They flung themselves from their horses.
"The King! Long live the King!" they shouted, as bending the knee at a
respectful distance they rushed forward to fall at the feet of their
dear leader.
It had been a wonderful ride for life; yet in a way a needless one, as
Babar told his uncles when he rejoined them. Since, had he but known,
as he afterwards discovered, that the following party was not a whole
detachment, but only a band of twenty troopers, he and his seven would
of course, have made a stand and engaged them with every hope of
success.
Not that it would have made much difference; for both the elder Khan
and the younger one had become weary of their expedition, and on news
of the Great Usbek raider Shaibani's appearance in their country, had
retired in hot haste to their dominions.
So Babar once more was at the end of his tether. The Moghuls he told
his grandmother, to her great dudgeon, were no good as conquerors.
Nature had made them pillagers, and an inch of plunder was worth more
than an ell of honour.
"He is out of joint with life," said his mother, weeping.
Old Isan-daulet sniffed. "Try him with a pretty girl," she suggested.
The Khanum shook her head. "He is not that sort--he will not even
marry and that is nigh shameless--since he is one and twenty, yet
without a child. 'Tis hard indeed on a woman of my age to have no
grandchild."
"Except Dearest-One's boy," said the old woman, her stern face
softening. "Lo! perfidious barbarian though the father be, I should
like to see the child. It should have the makings in it of a man--from
its mother." And she was silent for awhile; perhaps she was thinking
of that night in Samarkand when a girl had waited patiently for worse
than death. Then she spoke:
"See you, daughter! Your boy is not all King, no more than he is all
my grandson. He hath material for half-a-dozen different persons in
him and he hath not yet made choice of which to take. Lo!--mayhap--I
have had too big a hand in the pease-porridge. Let be a bit. Let him
do as he likes for a while and if that be to leave us for the time--so
be it. Hurry not God's work."
It was wise advice. None wiser. So for two whole years, the King was
King-errant indeed. Even whither he went none know. Most likely he
fulfilled his boyhood's desire to see China; but this much is certain.
He and a few intimate friends, not half-a-dozen at most, wandered for
months and months. Over the White Mountains likely, amid eternal
snows, across the high lying steppes to Kashgar, and so onwards.
Or perhaps from Tashkend he may have wandered over high plateaux and
past wide lakes to the Great Tian-Shan mountains. But either way, from
some high peak, he must have caught one glimpse at least of a sight
never to be forgotten. The sight of the wide plain of Eastern
Turkhestan lying like a lake of pale amber beneath an encircling rim
of snowy pearls, that change to rubies in the sunset. Marvellous
indeed! All around the everlasting hills contemptuous of man and his
finite work, glittering icily on that ever-present haze of dust, which
effaced alike, the sand of the central desert, and the faint fringe of
cultivation on the skirts of the hills. Over a thousand feet of golden
dust-pall covering the corpses of the six sand-buried cities of
Khotan!
Buried when, and how? And wherefore, in God's name, did humanity found
its houses on the Moving Sands?
Fine stimulation here, for the imagination of a poet born.
Babar must have sat and looked, sat and learnt from the slow
invincible march of the sand waves piled by the desert winds,
something of the strength of patience. Slow and sure. Under the gentle
call of a summer breeze, mayhap, one sand atom shifting place; then
another and another. But in the end, a high-piled wave, ready to fall
over and engulf what lay beyond, when the whistle of the winter winds
rang over the wastes, rousing the hidden devil in those harmless sand
grains, to whirls of death.
Shifting, shifting; never still for a second. Unearthing there,
burying here.
With what end?
And doubtless Babar heard the oft told tale of the Muazzim of Kar, and
of the minaret of the mosque which the sand can never hide for long;
which even in these later days the dry biting winds of the desert lay
bare, ever and anon, until the golden final of its blue dome shines
bright as ever over the wide plain.
Perhaps,--being a poet born--he may have tried to put the legend into
verse with better success than the following:
The Preacher preached; his words were austere
So was his Life. "Oh! sinners, hear!
I oft have warned you--oft and amain,
Gentle and stern; yet all in vain.
From off my feet by order of God
Shake I the dust in which I've trod.
I rend my garments, go on my way.
Not for my soul His Judgment Day.
No more I preach, no more will I warn;
Wait till the resurrection morn!"
He left the pulpit; garments he rent;
Forth from the Lord's own House he went.
"Thou com'st with me," he said as he strode
Past the Muazzim. "Thine the road
Of Mercy too." The singer bowed,
Bit at his lips, then said aloud:
"The Grace of God I cannot gainsay,
Fain would I go, fain would I stay,
Once more I'd waken sinners to prayer."
Frowning the Priest said "Fool! beware
Our God is Fire! He burns and He rends,
Message of Peace, once only sends."
The singer shivered. "So be it, yet
Prayers must be called from the minaret.
Yet once again singing must rise
Out of the night to dawning skies."
The Preacher spat. "It lies on thy head."
Gripped at his purse; smiled as he fled.
* * * * *
The minaret was slender and high,
Blue was its dome; blue like the sky,
Its gilded finial shone like a star
Over the sinful town of Kar.
The singer climbed its narrowing stair,
Stood in his place, then breathed a prayer:
"O God, most great, no atom of sand
Slips through Thy Fingers' grip; Thy Hand
Heeds not man's worth. Thou fillest his need.
Wake those who sleep, Dear God I plead!"
* * * * *
No star, no moon, the gloom of the night
Making the snow peaks rim with light
The purpling sky, the darkening world.
Was it a sand grain sharp that whirled
To touch the watcher keen on his cheek?
Waiting so patient until a streak
Of cold grey dawn should come to the sky
Bringing the time for clamant cry
"_Ul-sul-lah-to-khair-un-mun-nun-nu!_
_Sleepers! awake! Prayer time has come to you!_
_Awake! Far better Prayer than Sleep to you!_
_Ul-sul-lah-to-khair-un-mun-nun-nu!_"
* * * * *
The night was silent: that was a gust
Wind hot as fire, laden with dust.
The singer wiped salt tears from his eyes--
God! if the sand-storm should arise,
The storm of sand that comes like a pall
Gliding soft as snow flakes to fall
On good, on bad. "Oh! sleepers awake!
Waken and fly!" His voice could make
Small sound against the sound of the storm
Whistling the sand grains, "Rise and form
In serried order! carry the town!
Bury each fool, knave, sinner, clown,
Who sleeps unheeding God's gracious grace,
Mercy is tired. Go! leave no trace
Of saint or sinner within this place."
* * * * *
The singer fought for breath as he prayed.
"Lord! give me one more chance," he said.
And lo! the sand-storm faltered away;
Still as the grave the city lay.
The singer he sang as never before,
Piercing through gateway, wall and door
The clamant cry. "Oh! sleepers rise!
Better is prayer than sleep! Be wise!"
Awakened all; they saw and they fled
Forth from the town, bewildered
Forth from the town, bewildered
To seek for refuge far from the sands
Out of the wind. But still he stands
And still he sings. Perchance there be one
Soul in the town who might be won!
The storm fresh-gathered swept on its task,
Covered all things with deadly mask
Of sand high-piled like waves of the sea
Till there was naught save sand to see.
No soul was left; no need for him more!
Downwards he crept. He found the door
Was blocked by sand waves! Merciful Heav'n!
Not for his soul was ransom given!
So back he went to the minaret
--Stood in the wind, the sandy fret--
Giving the call. It echoes yet
O'er wastes of sand when the sun has set.
When shifting winds in gusts and in whirls
Part of the dead town's shroud unfurls,
When dimly blue the minaret shows
Dim as a lamp its finial glows,
And soft and low and faint as a sigh
Comes to the ear that clamant cry,
"_Ul-sul-lah-to-khair-un-mun-nun-nu!_
_Awake! Awake! Prayer time has come to you!_
_Awake! Better Prayer than Sleep to you!_
_Ul-sul-lah-to-khair-un-mun-nun-nu!_"
BOOK II
BLOSSOM TIME
1504 TO 1511
CHAPTER I
"Youth asked the lark,
'Why dost thou sing
When clouds are darkling?'
Replied the lark,
'Behind the dark
The light is sparkling.'
Youth begged the Hours
Death not to bring
Though clouds were lowering.
Replied the Hours,
'In Heaven's bowers
Roses are flowering.'"
"To-day I will shave," said Babar with conviction; and his long, fine
fingers felt his rather ragged young beard reflectively.
He was altogether a bit ragged after his long wanderings. But he had
come back from them wiser, steadier in mind, still stronger in body.
The record of years of clean, hard living showed in his bright hazel
eyes, and the general alertness of his lithe young body.
But he _was_ ragged! The brilliant June sunshine poured down on the
sorry encampment set out on the summer pasturage of the high alps of
Ilak, and revealed the rents and patches of the two tents which were
all that Babar possessed; his own, terribly tattered in its royalty,
reserved for his mother's use; a common felt tilt, flexible in its
cross-poles, for his own.
And then his followers! Some two hundred in all; mostly on foot with
brogues to them: blanket frocks over their shoulders; clubs in their
hands. A miserable court, indeed, for a Prince of the Blood Royal!
Yet the sense of Kingship rose stronger than ever in the young mind.
"Yea! I will be shaven!" he said, magisterially, and summoned the
court barber. He came running barefoot with a tin basin.
"There should be ceremonials and entertainments," said the Khanum, his
mother, plaintively. "Even at my brothers' first shavings there were
ever illuminations and feastings, and thou art King; but what will
you, here in the wilderness?"
Babar laughed. "One King is as like another King as split peas, when
there is lather to his face, motherling; so quick, barber, image me to
Sulaiman-the-Wise, or Haroun-ul-Raschid. Lo! I could be Emperor as
well as they, were fate but kind."
So, out in the June sunshine, the young man sat while the white lather
foamed up into his eyes and made them smart.
"Have a care! slave," he said sharply. "Lo! I shall see things
cloudy--and I would fain see clear."
See clear! Aye! that was what he wanted. The past was leaving
him--with his beard! He had made up his mind to that. Never again
would he quarrel possession of that sweet valley on the extreme limits
of the habitable world. He would go farther afield; how far
depended--On what? On himself chiefly. So for the present he was on
his way to Khorasan, the centre of civilisation.
Ay! Bare feet and blanket frocks were well enough in boyhood; but when
a man came to his own there were other Kingships to be fought for
besides those which involved a temporal throne. There was Kingship in
thought, Kingship in Art; a dozen or more Kingships ready to be
gripped.
The razor sweeping backwards and forwards, seemed to be shaving away
all the disappointments of his past life; he leapt to his feet when
the business was over and stretched his strong young arms out as if to
embrace the whole world.
"Lo! I feel a new man. I am ready for anything--for everything!"
So, as he stood there, the memory--never very far distant from his
mind in his moments of exaltation--of the Crystal Bowl of Life came
back to him and he sang the last verse, his full voice rolling away
among the hills:
"Clear Crystal Bowl, I laugh as I quaff.
Bring me Life's whole! I won't take the half!
Crystal Bowl, I bid thee bring to me
Joy, Grief, Life, Death."
"Where didst learn that song, sonling?" said his mother, fondly. "And
how well thou singest now! Thou hast learnt much of late, Babar."
"I learnt it," replied her son, his face sobering, "from my cousin
Gharib. Dost know, motherling," he added swiftly, the light coming
back to his eyes, "I learnt more of him than I wist at the time.
Sometimes I think I owe all to him."
"All?" echoed the Khanum, hurt. "Dost owe nothing to me--or at least
to thy grandmother?"
Babar's face showed whimsically reverent. "Oh, yea! Oh, yea!" he
assented readily; "I owe much to my revered grandparent; yet at this
present it shows but little."
And he pointed to the two ragged tents, the two hundred
tatterdemalions. "I would I were a tulip at times," he added
irrelevantly, as he flung himself down on the grass that was all
starred with the blood-red blossoms. "Think of it, motherling! To lie
cosy all winter at your own heart, and when the sun has warmed the
world to unfurl your banner and flaunt it independent--disobedient, if
you choose!"--he rolled over on his stomach to look clear into one
ruby cup--"Yea! little one!" he said patronisingly. "Rightly art thou
called '_na farman_.'[2] Thou holdest thine own treasure secure,
caring for none--yet will I touch it with my hand," and the tip of his
long finger dived into the chalice to touch the stiff stamens, and
come out all covered with pale, yellow pollen. "An augury!" he said
gravely, as he smeared his forehead with the powder of life. "Lo! I am
marked like a Hindu--I shall conquer Hind yet."
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[Footnote 2: Contempt.]
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"God forgive thee, child," exclaimed his mother hastily. "Say not such
things--they tempt Providence. Even not thyself to an idolater."
Babar looked contrite. "Yet if I conquer Hind, I cannot kill all my
subjects," he replied thoughtfully. "There is a puzzle for thee,
motherling--how to be true Mussulman and yet not a fool?"
His mother looked at him and shook her head. Dear son as he was,
always loving, always affectionate, he had a bad habit of getting away
from her ken mentally and bodily. It all came of leading such a
wandering life. If only he would marry and settle down. But there
seemed no chance of either.
Yet Fate held the latter to close quarters. It almost seemed as if
that shaving of his beard, that setting aside once and for all of his
boyish aspirations had had a magical effect on Babar's environments;
for within two months, seated at his ease in a splendid tent, he was
writing in his diary:
"The Lord is wonderful in His might! That a man, master of twenty or
thirty thousand retainers, should, in the space of half-a-day, without
battle, without contest, be reduced to give up all to a needy fugitive
like myself, who had only two hundred tatterdemalions at his back (and
they, all in the greatest want); that he should no longer have any
power over his own servants, nor over his own wealth, nor even his own
life, was a wonderful disposition of the Omnipotent!"
Undoubtedly! And as the enemy who was thus discomfited was no less a
person that Khosrau-Shah, the man who had so treacherously caused
Prince Baisanghar to be strangled, it is certain that his lack of
power over his own life was a sore temptation to Babar. The man
undoubtedly deserved death: it was indeed conformable to every law,
human and divine, that such should meet with condign punishment. But
an agreement had been entered into, so he must be left free and
unmolested, and allowed to carry off as much of his personal property
as he could.
For Babar was no promise-breaker. Perhaps also the memory of poor,
miserable Khosrau's appearance when this pompous man (who for years
had wanted nothing of royalty save that he had not actually proclaimed
himself King) presented himself for audience and bent himself
twenty-five or twenty-six times successively, and went and came back,
and went and came back, till he was so tired that he nearly fell
forward in his last genuflection, may have weighed with the keen young
observer. The man was getting old; let him go with his sins upon his
head.
So he went. And Babar with the thirty thousand retainers at _his_ back
set out promptly for Kabul.
His paternal uncle, its King, had died leaving a young son. A
perfidious minister had ousted this boy from the throne, but had
himself been assassinated at a grand festival. Thereinafter all was
disorder and tumult. Fitting opportunity then for a _coup d'etat_.
So, over the peaks and passes, Babar at the head of a movable column
passed swiftly. Still more swiftly--since surprise is the essence of
success--when news came that the usurper for the time being had left
Kabul at the head of his army to intercept another adversary. The
instant this information was received, the young leader gave his
orders; within an hour the force was on the march. A hill pass lay
before them; it must be mastered ere dawn; they must go up and up all
the night through, the laden mules stumbling over the stones,
dismounted troopers hauling their horses up rock ladders. A troublous
time, indeed; but at last the crest of the hill was reached, and
there, bright to the South, showed a star.
The young leader's heart leapt to his mouth--Could it--could it be
Canopus?--the lucky star of the conqueror? The star of which he had
read--the star he had never seen before ...
"That--that cannot be _Soheil_," he said almost timorously.
"It is _Soheil_, Most High," replied Baki Cheghaniani in a courtier's
voice; then repeated pompously the well known verse:
"How far dost thou shine, _Soheil?_
And where dost thou rise?
Who knows? But this cannot fail:
Thy light brings luck to the eyes
Who see it and cry, 'All hail!
_Soheil!_'"
"Gentlemen!" rang out Babar's jubilant young voice, cutting the
clear night air like a knife. "Let us give it all we can...! All
hail!--_Soheil!_"
"All hail! _Soheil!_" The cry clamoured round the rocks and surged up
from the ravines where men were still striving upwards; while on that
downward path to the pleasant valleys below where spear points were
already beginning to cluster, the troopers paused to echo and re-echo:
"All hail! _Soheil!_"
And Babar's star was veritably in the ascendant. Within a month--yet
once more without battle, without contest--he had gained complete
possession of Kabul and Ghazni with the countries and provinces
dependent thereon.
It had been almost unbelievable success ever since that day when on
the uplands of Ilak, he had shaved off his beard and set aside, once
and for all, his childish hopes and aims!
_Really_, it was rather quaint! The thought of it, with its hint of
imagination, its something beyond the dull routine of the inevitable,
added zest to the young King's almost rapturous appreciation of his
new dominions.
To begin with Kabul was in the very midst of the habitable world. That
was a great point in its favour. Then it was in the fourth climate;
and so of course its gardens were perfection. Its warm and its cold
districts were close together; in a single day you could go to a place
where snow never falls, and in the space of two astronomical hours you
might reach a spot where snow lay always (except now and then when the
summer happened to be peculiarly hot).
Then the fruits! Grapes, pomegranates, apricots, peaches, pears,
apples, quinces, jujubes, damsons, walnuts, almonds, to say nothing of
oranges and citrons! The wines, also, were strong and intoxicating;
indeed, that produced on the skirts of one mountain was celebrated for
its potency. This, however, was only a matter of hearsay since Babar
was still a tee-totaler; and as the verse says:
"The drinker knows the virtue of wine
Which those who are sober can't divine."
Then the honey was delicious, the number of beehives extraordinary,
and the climate itself was so extremely delightful that in this
respect there was no other such place in the known world.
But it was the gardens, after all, which made Kabul what it was, a
place that filled the imagination with joy. Years and years afterwards
the mere thought of them was to make Babar homesick almost to tears;
now every moment of time he could spare was spent on the skirts of the
Shah-Kabul hill where terraces rise one above the other to touch the
Summer Palace of the New Year. It was early October; the plane trees
were dropping their golden leaves, the peaches were crimson and pale
red, the vines vied with each other in vivid colouring. It was all so
much pure joy to the young King, and he passed on his content to all.
His dearest mother was housed as she never had been before. And when
old Isan-daulet came, just to have a peep at her grandson's success,
he lodged her in the New Year's palace where the old lady could have
her fill of the garden. Since, quaintly enough, it was from the
ancient desert-born dame that Babar inherited his keen delight in
flowers. Kasim-Beg was back too, and so was Dost-Ali, his oldest
friend amongst the nobles of Andijan; but Kambar-Ali had left; he was
a thoughtless and rude talker and the more polished courtiers of Kabul
could not put up with his manners. Not that he was a great loss, for
besides talking idly--and those who talk persistently cannot avoid at
times saying foolish things--his wits were but skin deep, and he had a
muddy brain.
There was but one fly in the honey, and that was the desire of all
Babar's female relations that he should marry. There was justice, he
felt, in his mother's claim for grandchildren. Undoubtedly it was his
duty; but ...
He was too good-natured, however, to resist making everyone as happy
as he was himself, especially after old Isan-daulet arrived with a
bride in her pocket; so, before he quite realised the magnitude of the
affair, he was duly wedded to yet another cousin, a half-sister of
dead Prince Baisanghar. She was some years older than her groom and
very, very beautiful.
But Babar came out from the bridal-chamber with a stern, set mouth and
went straight to his mother.
"Tell her to say no more of Dearest-One," he said briefly; "or there
will be trouble. And 'twere as well if she left Baisanghar in peace
also. She loved him, doubtless--but--but so did I." His voice softened
over the last words.
Trouble, however, was not to be avoided. Babar made no more
complaints; possibly because he gave few opportunities for fresh
injury.
His mother wept and scolded in vain. That hurt him; but for his
cousin-wife he cared not at all. He was proud; he could not understand
a woman's petty spite, especially when shown to _him_, a good-looking
young King in the zenith of success.
"We do not agree," he said gloomily. "Lo! it is true what Saadi saith:
'In a good man's house a cross-grained wife
Makes hell upon earth with ill-tempered strife.'
Mayhap if we part we may come together again in better fashion; and
sure I pray God that such a thing as a shrew be not left in the
world."
He would not acknowledge any fault on his side. Perhaps there was
none. Anyhow he was determined this year of good fortune should not be
marred by silly domestic squabbles. So, with affectionate farewells to
his mother, whom he left determined to bring her choice to reason, he
set off in light-hearted fashion to make that irruption into Hindustan
which he had threatened when he had marked his forehead with pollen
dust. He was not strong enough as yet, his army was not yet
sufficiently disciplined for any attempt at real conquest; but he
meant at least to cross the river Sind and set foot on Indian soil.
The expedition, however, fizzled out into a mere plundering raid along
the western bank of the Indus. But Babar at least saw India, getting
his first glimpse of it across the wide waters and sandbanks of that
great stream. He was deeply impressed by the sight. At some places the
water seemed to join the sky; at others the farther bank lay reflected
in inverted fashion like a _mirage_. And he saw other strange and
beautiful things also. Once between this water and the heavens
something of a red appearance like a crepuscule cloud was seen, which
by and by vanished, and so continued shifting till he came near.
And then with a whirr of thousands--nay! not ten thousand nor twenty
thousand wings, but of wings absolutely beyond computation and
innumerable--an immense flock of flamingoes rose into the air, and as
they flew, sometimes their red plumes showed and sometimes they were
hidden.
So, with his mind stocked with endless new ideas, for he had been
struck by astonishment--and indeed there was room for wonder in this
new world where the grass was different, the trees different, the wild
animals of a different sort, the birds of a different plumage, the
very manners of the men different--he returned in early summer to
Kabul.
But here he once more found trouble. There was an epidemic of measles
in the town and one of the first victims was his cousin-wife. He was
vaguely distressed; mostly it is to be feared because of his mother
who had nursed her daughter-in-law devotedly. Partly also from a
remembrance of his own parting wish. Yes! it was distinctly wrong to
say such ill-advised things, for if anything did happen one always
regretted one's own words. And yet one had meant nothing.
"I will marry again, motherling! I will indeed; but this time let me
choose for myself," he said consolingly as the fond woman clung to him
in mingled joy at seeing him again, and grief at the failure of her
schemes. Not that they would have come to much, likely, even had the
cousin-wife not died; for she had been a handful doubtless, all those
months.
"Lo! motherling," said her son once more, "let us forget the mistake
for a time. Thy hands are hot, thou art outwearied. Lie so among the
cushions, and I will sing to thee."
She loved to hear him sing, and even in the old Turkhoman ballads, she
did not--like old Isan-daulet--claim to have them fairly bawled. This
new soft fashion was utterly sweet. So was her son's close-shaven
chin. He had gone far from the wild Turkhoman tents; far ahead of her;
God only knew how much farther he was to go.
"Motherling! Thou art not so well to-night," he said with solicitude
as he noticed how fever-bright were her kind, worn eyes. "I will bid
the Court physician send for him of Khorasan. He will likely know all
methods; for I cannot have thee ill, my motherling."
The Khanum held him fast with her hot hands. "I care not, sonling,"
she sobbed suddenly; "so long as thou art here to the last--the
best--the bravest son--
"But I?" he said in tender raillery, though a sudden fear gripped at
his heart. "Whom have I in the wide world but thee, mother? Lo! thou
art the one thing feminine left to me after all these years." And his
eyes grew stern as he thought of that dearest Dearest-One away in far
Samarkand. Thank God she had a child.
"Have I not always said so?" wailed his mother. "Have I not bid thee
have children? Ah, Babar! if I live, promise thou wilt marry."
"I will marry either way, motherling," he said. "Lo! I promise that;
so cease thy tears and try to sleep. Thou wilt be better by morn."
But morning found the palace hushed with the hush of mortal sickness.
There was no longer any doubt that the Khanum had contracted measles
in its worst repressed form, and regret, vague almost unreasonable
regret, seized on Babar. He was responsible. It was his fault. His
mother had nursed his wife. The Khorasan physician came and ordered
water-melons; he of Kabul let blood. And Babar sat dry-eyed beside his
mother, holding her hot hand. She did not know him. Those words of
hers, begging him to marry had been her last to him. His to her his
promise that he would marry. Even amid his dazed grief he remembered
this; remembered it keenly as, when the end came in quiet
unconsciousness, he bent over her to give the last caress before Death
claimed the body and it lay soulless, impure. But she? She was
received into the Mercy of God.
He said that over and over again to himself as, on the Sunday morning,
he put his strong shoulder under the light bier and carried it to the
Garden of the New Year. It was summer-time now, the roses were
beginning to blow, the tulips were nigh over, but the wild pansies
were in full blossom. They had dug a grave under the plane trees and
here, after the committal prayers had been said and flowers strewn,
Babar, holding the head and Kasim, his foster brother, the feet, laid
the light, muslin-swathed, tinsel-bound corpse in the long, low niche,
cut coffin-wise in the side. His voice scarcely trembled at all as he
laid a handful of earth upon the breast with the solemn words of
admonition and hope.
"Out of the dust I made you, and to dust I return you, to raise you
yet once more out of the dust upon the Day of Resurrection."
But his eyes brimmed with tears as, with lavish hand, he scattered
pansy blossoms till the white shroud was hidden by them.
Then without one word he drew himself up from the grave, and taking a
shovel worked his hardest to fill in the earth.
Afterwards he sat down and looked out over the valley.
When his time came, he, also, would lie here. One could not desire a
more peaceful, a more beautiful spot. But he would have no tomb built
over him to blot out the blue sky. No! He and his mother should rest
together till the Resurrection morn out in the open, among the birds
and flowers.
CHAPTER II
I set Death's Door wide open for thee, Friend,
That thou might'st go.
I did not weep; I did not even send
One sign of woe
To follow, lest the way thou had'st to wend
The harder show.
But thou? Thou shut'st the Door upon my face,
Thou hid'st from me
One tiny gleam of glory from the place
Where thou would'st be;
In this world or the next there is no trace
No trace of thee!
With the swift family affection of their clan, relatives gathered
round Babar in his bereavement. His paternal aunts came from Khorasan,
and ere the forty days of mourning were over, a small cavalcade
arrived from Tashkend. But it brought an aggravation of grief; for old
Isan-daulet had predeceased her daughter by a few days. Babar's uncle,
the little Khan, had also died; but beyond the fact that this deepened
the Shadow-of-Death which seemed to have fallen over his young life,
it brought no sorrow to the King. It was different with his
grandmother. With her passing he had veritably no feminine thing left
to whom he owed affection and duty, to whom he could go for comfort
and counsel.
There were his paternal aunts, of course; good creatures every one of
them, especially Ak Begum, though the others always flouted her
because she had not married. Which was very unkind, since anyone
with half-an-eye could see it was because she had devoted her life to
her fat, half-witted lame sister. Poor Badul-jamal-Begum! What an
irony of fate it was that she had been called that! The "Lady of
Astonishing-Beauty." But feminine names were beyond reason. Even Ak
Begum--the "Fair Princess." What a name for that little bird-like,
dark creature who twittered and preened herself at every word.
Yet she was the only one of them who understood, who gave the young
man's sore heart any comfort at all.
She came to him, looking as if no pin were out of place, so natty,
with her scanty hair still braided in virginal fashion on her wrinkled
forehead, and said in her high piping voice:
"Lo, nephew! here are violets. A man brought them from the snows. Are
they not sweet? Sniff them! Thy mother was ever so fond of them."
And Babar sniffed at them and afterwards took them to his mother's
grave. Yes! The Fair Princess was certainly his grandfather's
daughter; of the same blood as he was.
Still, grief must have its way, and here it was unbounded. Regret and
remorse were mixed with it; and, yet once again, Babar gave way before
the mental strain.
He tried to resume his ordinary life and actually started to lead his
army afield, but was struck down with a sort of sleeping sickness. For
days no matter what efforts they made to rouse him, his eyes
constantly fell back to sleep. Yet after a time he pulled himself
together again and started once more, but this time with no definite
plan. Nor did he quite recover his normal health all that winter,
which was spent in half-hearted attacks, and whole-hearted forgiveness
of all and sundry of his enemies; for it was not his wish to treat
anyone harshly. The snow lay very deep that winter in the high glens
and passes. At one place off the road it reached up to the horses'
cruppers and the pickets appointed for the night-watch round the camp
had to remain on their horses, from sheer inability to dismount.
Half the army suffered, and Babar himself had to be carried back to
Kabul, helpless with lumbago. Mental unhappiness always seemed to
affect his bodily health. But spring comes early in Kabul and the
pulse of renewed life began to beat once more in Babar's veins. By
March, when the red tulips he had planted there were in full bloom
about his mother's grave in the garden of the New Year, he was once
more looking out from that high ground at the world beneath his feet,
and straining his bright eyes over new horizons.
One thing he must do. He must marry. But this time he would choose for
himself. This time he would give himself a chance of finding that new
world he had seen when he was a boy in Dearest-One's eyes. Poor
Dearest-One! He had had letters from her concerning their mother's
death, and their pitifulness had almost broken his heart. Yet he could
do nothing, nothing! She was as one dead; only not at peace like his
mother.
But she also had urged marriage. Yes! he must marry, and no one should
have a finger in the matrimonial pie but himself; least of all his
paternal aunts. If needs be he would marry privately. The idea
attracted him; he pondered over it. The question arose, in that case,
whom he was to choose. Amongst the well born, those who lived in the
circle of distinction as the phrase ran, it would be impossible.
Without a _confidante_ the mere broaching of marriage was out of the
question.
And yet the very idea of one low born was distasteful to him.
So, as he pondered vaguely over possibilities, an idea came to him.
What of the frightened girl? Why not?
She could not be more than a year or two his senior; if that, for
she had been much younger than his Cousin Gharib. And her father was
dead. And she lived in a House-of-Rest. That is to say if she still
lived--or if she was not married.
Bah!--he was a fool to let his fancy run so far. Still he could
enquire when he went to Khorasan as he meant to do some time that
summer. Meanwhile a feeling of content came to him; partly because his
imagination endorsed the idea as delightfully sentimental; mostly
because it postponed necessity for immediate action.
And yet, when a day or two after a missive arrived from his uncle,
Sultan Hussain, begging for his assistance at Khorasan against the
arch enemy and raider Shaibani-Khan who threatened an inroad, Babar
felt pleased at what seemed an order from Fate; especially as the
missive came by the hands of rather a quaint ambassador; namely by the
son of his uncle's professional Dreamer-of-Dreams. To be sure Cousin
Gharib had made fun of the man's pretensions; but there was more in
that sort of thing than could be accounted for by reason. Anyhow, it
was a clear duty to set off at once. If Shaibani was the enemy, then,
if other princes went to the attack on their feet it was incumbent on
him to go if necessary on his head! and if they went against him with
swords, it was his business to go, were it only with stones!
"The Most High must have a care of Kabul nathless," said wary old
Kasim. "Look you the saying runs:
Ten dervishes in one rug
Lie comfy, and warm, and snug,
But two Kings upon one throne--
Such a thing never was known.
The most High's brother--and his cousin--"
But Babar cut him short. He never would listen to suspicions of his
own relations.
"I have done nothing," he said, with just that little touch of
conscious virtue that in him was so translucent, so simple, though in
one less artless it might have been offensive, "to provoke either of
them to hostility; neither have they given me ground for
dissatisfaction."
Kasim shrugged his shoulders and muttered under his breath that it
would need the Day of Judgment to make some folk believe in sin, and
applied himself to seeing that the garrison left was sufficient to
keep order.
Babar himself was full of spirits. Apart from other considerations the
prospect of, at last, seeing Herat, the most civilised city in Central
Asia, filled him with keen interest. It was full, he knew, of poets,
painters, philosophers, and its luxuries were things to speak of with
bated breath. In addition, he had a pleasant remembrance of his Uncle
Hussain. It was more than ten years since he had seen him over in the
camp which had struck him, the hardy barbarian, with awe. Did the old
man--old now with a vengeance since he had reigned a good fifty
years--still keep butting rams and amuse himself with cock fighting?
Above all, did he still on festival days put on that small turban tied
in three folds, broad and showy, and having placed a plume nodding
over it in that style go to prayers? Babar wrote in his own hand--in
the Babari writing which he had just invented and of which he was
vastly proud--a letter to the kindly old man, telling him that he had
set out from Kabul and hoped to be with him shortly. This he entrusted
to an ambassador who with the Dreamer-of-Dreams started express for
Herat; he himself having a small job on hand by the way, in the
punishment of some wandering tribes to the west.
It was not much of a task; but summer quarters in the hills had a
fascination for Babar, and he remained on the top of one of the many
ranges he had to cross; despatching Kasim-Beg meanwhile with a body of
troops to scour the countryside for rebels.
There was a sense of freedom about the wide upland stretches of sweet
grass, where flocks and herds grazed placidly, where flowers blossomed
by the million, and the tall fir forests edged the downward slopes.
The whole world of blue waving hills touched the blue sky. One might
be adrift on a huge raft in the River of Life. Babar would doff shoes
and wander barefoot for hours, content with a chance shot after an
escaping deer, or a chance following of his own vagrant thoughts. And
these often fled in the direction of a House-of-Rest wherein dwelt a
frightened girl. He could not help it. He was made sentimental to his
heart's core. Remove the pressure of fine fighting, of ardent
ambition, and there he was, ready to be touched by pity, love,
admiration. And the thought of the woman to come was a perpetual
stimulus to his imagination. The mere fact that he did not know her
name was delightful; it took from the idea all trace of earth. And
Babar, though the very reverse of ascetic in his tastes and pleasures,
had ever been repulsed by sensuality. His was the Epicurean enjoyment
of the spirit, as distinct from that of the mind, or that of the body.
So in his thoughts he called the woman he intended should be his wife
"My moon," which is the eastern equivalent of "My queen"; and, in easy
dilettante fashion wrote more than one ode to that luminary. Most of
them were in Persian and contained exactly the proper number of feet,
and rang the appointed interchanges of meaning and words with
faultless accuracy. He was quite proud of them, and thought better of
them than of the one in Turkhi; which, however, he set to music and
sang, for his innate good taste was for ever breaking loose from
scholastic tradition. He twanged the tune on a _cithara_ as he sat on
a rock in the moonlight and felt quite light-hearted over his own
unworthiness; it fitted so neatly into the rhyming fall ...
Moon of still night!
Whence the bright light
that enfolds
In its pure smile
Earth's untold guile;
that upholds
Silver in glow,
whiter than snow,
this my hand
Tuning thy praise?
Whence come thy rays?
From what land
Bringest thou peace,
thus to release,
from its sin
Stricken sad heart,
wailing its part
in Life's din?
Lo! from God's sun
must thou have won
thy kind light.
Though I am clay,
watch me alway
through the night.
I am of earth;
thine is the birth-
right divine.
Moon of my soul,
thine is this whole
heart of mine.
The distance from Kabul to Khorasan was over eight hundred miles; so
with even every-day marching the journey would have taken some time,
and Babar was in no particular hurry. Less so than ever when news came
to him with the return of his ambassador, that Sultan Hussain had
suddenly died from an apoplectic seizure. At first Babar felt inclined
to turn back. His uncle, he knew, had left his kingdom, in unheard of
fashion, to his three legitimate sons, in defiance of the old saw
about the ten dervishes, and Babar had too much experience to believe
that such an arrangement could work satisfactorily. However he had
other motives for advancing, and therefore he continued his route,
and, passing over the last range of high hills, found himself in the
country where the advanced detachments of the Usbek force were already
raiding. This in itself was an attraction, bringing as it did a chance
of fine fighting. He found his cousins, the new Kings, encamped, ready
to meet the advancing foe on the Murghab river; or rather he found two
of them. The third, from private motives of pique had refused to join
the confederacy. This appeared to Babar to be inexpressibly mean, when
everyone else had united and were sparing no efforts to oppose an
enemy so formidable as Shaibani. He could not understand how any
reasonable man could pursue a line of conduct which must after his
death, stain his fair fame. Surely everyone with the commonest grace
would push forwards his career, so that, even if closed, it would
conduct him to renown and glory, since fame is truly a second
existence?
These sentiments, however, fine as they were, did not make much mark
on the luxurious camp on the banks of the Murghab. His cousins
received Babar fairly well, though their manners required some
polishing up by old Kasim-Beg's inflexible rules of etiquette. Of
course, the fact that two of the younger and illegitimate princes did
not come out as far as they ought to have done to welcome their Kingly
cousin was objectionable; but that might be put down to delay in
starting due to an over-night debauch, rather than to intentional
slight. But when it came to the State reception in the Audience Tent,
Kasim had to pluck at his young master's girdle and remind him with
this jog, that he was to go no further, but to await his eldest
cousin's advance. Which he did obediently, knowing that old Kasim held
his King's honour as his own, and was keenly alive to his consequence.
But he, himself, was always forgetting these _convenances_, where he
was concerned. If you really felt affectionate it was a nuisance
having to wait, and bow, and scrape.
The State reception, however, went off very well and it was followed
by a sort of entertainment at which wine was served in goblets of
silver and gold, that were put down by the meat!
Fateful innovation which sent old Kasim back to his own camp hungry,
in the highest of dudgeons.
"Had it been a drinking party, sire," he protested, "'twould have been
my own fault for being there. But at an official dinner, 'twas
scandalous. No faithful Mussulman could touch a morsel of food so
defiled."
Babar, somewhat regretful at a rather abrupt departure, murmured an
excuse to the effect briefly, of "_autres tempes, autres moeurs_";
whereat Kasim-Beg, a purist for the old ways, broke out hotly:
"Lo! sire! the Institutions of Ghengis Khan have brought your
Highness' family well through much trouble. Sacredly have they
observed them in their parties, their courts, their festivals, their
entertainments, their down sittings, their risings up, and it would
ill become their descendant to flout them."
Babar flushed up; in his heart of hearts, he was not quite such an
admirer of the old Turk. "Lo! the Institutes are good enough," he
said; "a man may well follow them; yet are they not of Divine
authority, so that one be damned for disobeying them. Besides, see
you, what hope would there be for the world if folk made no change? If
a father has done wrong why should not a son change it to what is
right?"
Old Kasim, munching away at the dry bread and pickles which was all
his servants could produce, snorted. "'Tis the other way round most
times; and see you, sire, I give those Kings your cousins one year,
one little year, to hold Herat! Then the Kingdom of their father--God
rest his soul since he had gleams of grace and once let one of his
God-forgetting sons go before the magistrate--held--despite wine
bibbing--for nigh fifty years, will have gone for ever."
"Aye," replied Barbar, thoughtfully. "I have noticed that myself. Some
men drink with impunity. I wonder if 'twould hurt me?"
"God forbid! your Majesty!" said old Kasim with a tremble in his
voice. "Shall all our care, mine and the saintly Kwaja who held you as
a boy in his guardian care, be wasted? God forbid, say I."
But Babar said nothing; he knew that in his inmost heart he had had
for years a great longing just to see what it was like to be drunk! It
could scarcely hurt for once, and the land of inebriety could hardly
be the arid desert it had been painted for him, or so many folk would
not wander in it.
He was always open to reason on all points. Nevertheless he gave out
solemnly that he drank no wine, and his cousins, being good hosts,
refrained from pressing him to do so.
Badia-zaman, the elder of the three, doubtless thought little of him
for the abstinence. To be young, good-looking, able to enjoy yourself
in every way and yet not to take the best of Life, seemed to him sheer
foolishness; and he showed his estimate in his manner, so that Babar
came home from his second interview in a fume of anger.
"This shall not be!" he said hotly. "Kasim! send proper
representations that young as I am, I am of high extraction. Twice
have I by force regained my paternal Kingdom, Samarkand. To show want
of respect to one who has done so much for his family by repelling the
foreign invader is not commendable."
For a marvel the young King was on his dignity, much to old Kasim's
joy. And with good result; for nothing more could have been desired at
the next audience which Babar attended with his full retinue. And a
fine figure he looked, dressed in the very latest fashion with a gold
brocade coat, a flowered undershirt and white silk baggy trousers all
lined with gold thread. His hair, too, was scented and curled and his
turban tied with a difference. A very different person this from the
ragged, out-at-elbow fugitive, or even the stern young soldier in his
tarnished coat of mail, fighting for life against overwhelming odds.
He rather liked the change. It was a new experience to ruffle with
gilded youth, and he ruffled fairly until his boon companions began to
play indecent and scurvy tricks, when he left, disgusted for the time
being. But the entertainments were wonderfully elegant. There was
every sort of delicacy on the comestible trays, and _kababs_ of fowl
and goose; indeed dishes of every sort and kind. The Prince-Kings vied
with each other in the refinement of their luxuries, and certainly
Badia-zaman's parties deserved to be celebrated; they were so fine, so
easy, so unconstrained. On the other hand Mozuffar's entertainments
were more amusing, especially when the wine began to take effect.
There was a man who danced excessively well; a dance of his own
invention.
"Dance or no dance," grumbled old Kasim, "the Princes thy cousins have
taken four months to reach this place. And now news comes that a
plundering party of Usbeks is well within touch not more than forty
miles off--and they dance! 'Twill be to another tune ere long."
"Mayhap they would let me go," said Babar eagerly, "'twould be a
diversion."
So he was off to lay his proposition before his Cousins; but they,
afraid of their own reputations, would not suffer him to move. The
fact was, as he admitted to old Kasim privately, the Princes, though
very accomplished at the social board or in the arrangements for a
party of pleasure, and though they had a pleasing talent for
conversation and society, yet possessed no knowledge whatever of the
conduct of a campaign, and were perfect strangers to the arrangements
for a battle, or the danger and spirit of a soldier's life.
This left nothing more to be said; especially as his hearer agreed
with every word.
Early autumn, however, had passed, and Shaibani, being a careful
general, prepared to withdraw his forces against the winter's
cold. This being so, there was no longer any reason--there had been
but little before--for remaining in camp at the Murghab, and the
Prince-Kings proposed a return to Herat and invited Babar to accompany
them.
"Were I your Highness," said old Kasim sturdily, "I would not go. So
far God in His mercy has kept virtue on the lips of the King, and kept
wine away from them. But in that God-forsaken city of Herat who knows
what might happen? They tell me even the women there are castaway, and
that your uncle the late King's widow drinks like a fish--may God
reward her!"
"I have never seen a woman drink wine," said Babar quite thoughtfully.
"Have you?"
Kasim looked at his young master critically.
"New things are not always good things, sire," he replied drily, "and,
as was mentioned ere we set out from Kabul, God only knows what may
happen there if we delay our return too long. Already have five months
passed and 'tis a fifty days' march homewards."
"Not if we take the high road," said Babar.
"The high road," echoed the old general; "that may be covered with
snow any moment now."
"Yet will I chance my luck," returned Babar gaily. "See you, old
friend, I have my reasons! I must see Herat--in the whole habitable
world they say there is not such a city; besides ..."
He paused, for his was a truthful soul even to itself; and he knew
that the past six weeks of jollity and convivial male merry-making had
considerably dimmed his desire to do his duty and marry. Still he had
promised himself he would try and seek out his Cousin Gharib's
betrothed--for she had never been his wife--and he meant to do it.
Between whiles of course. For he must make the most of his time in
Herat. Yes! it would be a pity to miss the chance of his life. To be
in the most refined of cities which possessed every means of
heightening pleasure and gaiety; in which all the incentives to, and
apparatus for, enjoyment were combined into one vast invitation to
indulgence, and _not_ to indulge, would be foolish. If he did not
seize the present moment, even to the point of tasting wine, he was
not likely to have such another.
And, certainly, wine seemed to raise the level of a man's mind. His
cousins were but dullards out of their cups. And there was no need to
exceed. To be dead-drunk was no pleasure to anyone.
CHAPTER III
The Load of Love, nor Earth nor Heav'n can bear,
Yet thou, Improvident! wouldst lightly wear
The lovers' yoke, give up the flaming sword,
Fool! Love only can bear love! Beware! Beware!
_Ebd-ul-Homid_.
Herat was entered. It was his!
Babar, his eyes wide with curiosity and appreciation had ridden
through what were to him interminable streets. He had seen towers and
pleasure houses and palaces rising on all sides, had noted the crowds
which surged out from every side alley to see one who was already
renowned in the songs of half Central Asia, as the embodiment of
youthful valour. And all had been simply inconceivable in its beauty,
its size.
Yusuf-Ali who had been appointed his guide, rode at his right hand,
and supplied him with endless information. Close on a million of
people in the town and suburbs. Over a hundred and seventy thousand
occupied houses. Nigh on four hundred public schools.
Shops! Why there must be at least fifteen thousand of them!
The statistics went in at one ear and out at another. It was the sheer
beauty of the place which held Babar's mind. The wide valley, the
surrounding hills just touched with snow. The white buildings
following the blue curves of the river. The marble colonnades
terracing the slopes, the marble palaces crowning the heights; and,
dense-packed between high carven houses, the multi-coloured crowd all
intent on pleasure. Roars of laughter rising from it at every passing
jest, a chorus of "Victory, young champion!" following him as he rode
along.
By God and his prophet! Life was a splendid thing to live!
Had he had Prince Fortunatus' purse in his pocket he would have flung
gold pieces along every inch of the way.
Even in the mausoleum of his lately deceased uncle, where, in
accordance with etiquette he had, before even taking up his quarters
in the palace assigned to him, to pay his respects to the female
members of his uncle's family, his ceremonial condolences were
somewhat marred by the _joie de vivre_ which simply exhaled from
him. Yet he was none the less sympathetically impressed by the dim
Dome-of-Kings all lit up darkly by swinging lamps, by tall funereal
tapers throwing flickering shadows on the purple-crimson pall fringed
with gold that covered the catafalque.
Dim blue clouds of incense filled the air; their scent mixed with the
perfume-sodden rustle of the silks and satins beneath the circle of
ivory-tinted mourning veils that enshrouded the crouching figures of
the female mourners. The low guttural chant of canons appointed to
sing prayers for the repose of the dead, rose monotonously, a fitting
background to the little conventional sobs and cries, as each lady in
turn stood up to embrace the newly arrived member of the family.
There were so many aunts to embrace; but Babar went through them
decorously; with a little real emotion when he hugged Aunt Fair, and
some rather obvious impatience when fat, silly, Astonishing
Beauty--who loved young men--hugged him.
They did not, however, keep up the "_marsiah_" for long; the
ladies--who after the expiry of five months had got over the first
flush of grief--being anxious to have their handsome relative's budget
of news.
So they all repaired to Khadijah-Begum's house and had a repast. It
was very refined and--rather to Babar's disappointment, for he was
curious to see a woman drink wine--strictly teetotal; doubtless
because Payanda-Begum, the late King's chief wife and--as his father's
sister--Babar's real aunt, was present. And she was naturally of the
highest circle of distinction and of the most correct behaviour.
Khadijah-Begum on the other hand, whom Babar now saw for the first
time, showed her low birth despite the fact that as favourite wife she
had managed the court for years. Even the knowledge that she was
Cousin Gharib's mother could not prevent Babar's putting her down at
once as a vulgar talkative woman who posed for being a person of
profound sense.
There was another Begum of the late King's present, however, on whom
the young observer, seeing her for the first time, passed a very
different opinion. This was one Lady Apak, a delicate fair woman who
spent her childless life in nursing other people's children, and who
Babar felt deserved all the respect and kindness it was in his power
to give.
He was not sorry however, when, various other visits paid, he
found himself in the house assigned to him. And sure, no better
place could have been discovered in the whole habitable world! For it
was the garden palace which the great Master-of-all-Arts, Messer
Ali-Shir--dead this while back, God rest his soul!--had designed and
built for himself. Babar spent hours wandering through its cool
corridors, sitting awhile in cunning alcoves whence the enchanting
view, framed in gilt filigree arch, showed like a picture indeed. He
sampled the rose-water baths, all mosaicked like a garden with buds,
and leaves, and blossoms; he sat stroking the soft silk pile of
carpets, green and set with flowers as thick as Andijan meadows in
spring. And there was one, deeply darkly verdant and almost covered
with the softest, fleeciest white furry blobs, on which he could have
lain down and cried, so keenly did it bring back the mantle of clover
lambskin into which he had poured the first grief that had come to his
young life.
He read round the walls of the central marble hall, veined and
mosaicked with precious stones, the boast that in after years one of
his descendants was to use in the Court-of-Private-Audience at Delhi.
"If Earth holds a Paradise--it is this, it is this, it is this."
Yes! it was true! Not only in the hall, but in every niche and
corner--in the ivory carven bedstead, in the crystal goblets inlaid
with coral, in the curiously beaten metal-work, in the very shading of
the coloured tiles, here was perfection of Beauty. Even with their
shoes doffed in respectful Oriental fashion, Babar could hardly endure
to see servants, whose minds he knew were not attuned to that high
level, passing backwards and forwards in what he felt to be a Shrine.
He dismissed them all and sat, pillowed by the softest down, looking
out from the colonnade which gave on the garden. It, also, must be
beautiful beyond compare. He would see that to-morrow. To-night it was
sufficient to revel in the burnished dusk of the orange trees, seen in
the soft moonlight, to watch the glittering radiance of the fountain
drops against that background of distant hills--purple--aye!
positively purple even in this light. Lo! it was beauty concentrated
almost to pain. Beauty, unearthly, beyond the senses. Something not to
be seen, or heard, or tasted, or touched, or even felt. Beauty that
brought an utter abnegation of Self.
"This slave has a letter for the Most High," came a clear sweet
voice. "It is from his Cousin Gharib. It was to be given--if occasion
came--in private, and in person if possible. So I have brought it."
Babar turned quickly. At first to see nothing. Then several paces away
faintly outlined against one of the square white pilasters he caught
the silhouette of a white, curiously shadowless figure. A woman's
figure surely; slim, elegant, despite the enshrouding veil.
He rose swiftly; his heart beating. His dead cousin! Could it be--No!
Impossible--And yet--
"With deepest reverence--mother," he said almost mechanically, as the
figure remaining quiescent he stepped forward to take what it held
out. He could see the hand--a marble hand in the moonlight--beyond the
line of the pilaster.
A pretty hand too, with fingers pointed and delicate.
"May God reward you," came his mechanical thanks, as instinctively he
stepped back again.
The figure remained quiescent, silent. In the moonlight he could see
clearly the sweeping black curves of the writing. The letter was very
brief.
"_Shouldst thou, cousin, ever come to Khorasan, I have counselled her,
who was my wife in name, to give you this. I make no claim, I express
no wish save this--I should like her to be happy, for I have loved
her--and thou also, O Babar. Farewell! May the Crystal Bowl give Love,
not Tears_."
For an instant Babar stood confounded, irresolute: it was so
unconventional: so almost impossible. Yet it fitted strangely with the
place; with his vague feeling that had been beyond even Time and
Space.
[Illustration: "'THIS SLAVE HAS A LETTER FOR THE MOST HIGH'"]
There was a ruby jewelled lamp swinging from the arch between them. It
scarce gave light, but it sent a patterned shimmering rose upon the
white marble floor. A gentle breeze swayed the lamp; the rose
flickered between them backwards and forwards. His eyes were on it as
he stood holding the letter, the moonlight catching at the signet ring
he wore, dallying with the gold embroidery of his light silken coat.
"Is it possible," he said at last, fluttering a bit like a girl, "that
she who stands before me--"
"Yea, I am she," came the composed reply.
It settled the young man by bringing conviction of his own confusion.
"But how--" he began, a certain blame in his surprise; and once again
the answer was ready, grave, sufficient.
"My lord's slave comes every Friday after the custom of her
family--she is of the blood of the divine Jami as doubtless my lord
knows--to place flowers on the tomb of the now sainted Messer
Ali-Shir--may his ashes rest in peace--who is interred by his own wish
in this garden, and who was her distant relative. But in life he was
ever kind to this dust-like one, teaching her, and allowing her to be
his disciple. So her litter comes hither often. It awaits her return
yonder at the grave. Thus the letter was easy to deliver in person,
and it is delivered. May God keep the King."
Faintly the figure moved as if to go; but Babar stepped a step
forward. His head was in a whirl, his heart curiously steady.
"And has the cupola of chastity no word to say of herself?" he asked.
"What word is there to say, my lord?" came the quick reply. "I have
performed my duty. The rest lies with my lord."
There was just a suspicion of raillery in the voice which spurred
Babar to hardihood.
"Then I would fain know if--if she who thus deigns to honour me is
satisfied with--with what she sees?"
"But yea! my lord, quite satisfied! And this is not the first time she
has seen my lord. She was at the window when he made his entry to the
town."
"Then the lady has doubly the advantage," said Babar with an
irrepressible laugh. "Yet will I not ask her to make us equal and
unveil. That were not meet at such a time and place."
There was just that faint suspicion of conscious virtue about the
remark, but it was met promptly, coolly.
"Nor is there need. My lord would not be frightened at what he saw, as
I, poor foolish child, was frightened. But I lived to be wiser. I
lived to know that deformity of body is as naught before deformity of
mind. But my lord has neither. Nor has this dust-like one. She is
counted beautiful, and though she catalogues not her own charms, she
hath two eyes, somewhat large, that look straight, a passable nose,
thirty-two sound teeth, even and white, and a mouth that can say kind
things harshly, and--an' it please my lord--harsh things kindly. Shall
the recital proceed further, my lord?"
"By God and the prophets no!" cried Babar catching fire at last.
"There is but one more thing between us. Lady, wilt thou take me for
husband?"
"Of a surety; therefore came I here." So far the reply was as ever,
cool, collected, without shadow of emotion; now the sweet, polished
voice broke faintly. "There is but one matter of which I would remind
my lord. I am older than he by three years. And I am not quite like
other women. Messer Ali-Shir taught me much. If my lord would rather
someone else--"
The rose light on the pavement flickered between them backwards and
forwards.
"Lady," said Babar, and involuntarily he drew himself up to his full
height, "in my childhood they married me to one for whom I cared
little. She left me, saying truly, I did not love her. Awhile back my
mother--God rest her soul for she was very dear to me--married me to
yet another wife whom, mercifully, God took; since we were as cat and
dog. But I have never loved a woman. I do not now; perhaps I never
shall. 'Tis well to be prepared."
Was it a faint sigh, or only another breath of wind that set the
swinging lamp swaying.
"I am prepared. And God may send the father's love to the mother of
his son."
There was silence. The splash of the glistening fountain made itself
heard faintly; the soft coo of a dove in the orange trees seemed a
lullaby to the whole wide world.
"Lady," said Babar when he spoke at last, "I have sworn to myself that
none should know of my marriage till it was accomplished. Till I could
place my wife before them and say 'See her whom I have chosen.' I stay
but a week or two in Herat. My kingdom calls me back. Is it possible
that ere I go the formulas may be said privately, so that when good
fortune enables me to send to Herat it may be for my wedded wife that
I send?"
There was a pause Then the cool, quiet voice replied, "Wherefore not,
my lord? I have said I am ready."
"But when?" Babar spoke anxiously, almost appealingly. He felt himself
as wax in a woman's hand--a woman he had never seen.
"Next Friday, my lord, when I come again to lay the flowers at the
shrine. If my lord makes preparation, and if he changeth not his mind,
his servant will be there."
"Unless she also changeth her mind," interrupted Babar with forced
lightness.
"That might be," came the answer. "Yet is it not so likely as the
other. The caged bird does not choose its song. And now farewell. God
have you in his keeping."
The figure stooped to gather its flowing robes together, and something
in the supple elegance of the movement sent Babar's blood to his heart
and head.
"Not so, my moon," he cried, every atom of him vibrant with emotion.
"Not so do we part." And with two swinging strides he was across the
flickering rose light on the marble floor, took the hand held out to
him unflinchingly, and stooped to kiss it.
"Wife and mother, guardian and friend, so shalt thou be to me, so help
me God."
The next instant he was alone staring into the night, wondering if he
had fallen asleep and dreamt it all.
No! It was a reality. His signet ring was gone. He must have put it on
that firm delicate hand, the memory of whose touch thrilled him
through and through.
And he had called her his moon. Yet his heart was beating tranquilly.
When he lay down on the carven bed he did not toss and turn. He did
not even feel inclined to indite a sonnet to his mistress's eyebrow or
compare her to anything in heaven above or the earth beneath.
He was simply content, and fell into a dreamless sleep. It was not
till the next morning that he recollected that he did not know the
lady's name, nor where she lived.
Not that either ignorance mattered. He would find out next Friday.
CHAPTER IV
Noisy the Tavern where Life's wine has sped
From variant cup to fuddle variant Head;
Love peeps through crannied Door; each Drinker straight
Flings cup aside to follow Her instead.
_Ebd-ul-Hamid_.
There was not much time for thought in Herat. Early in the morning
Babar was astir to ride out with Yusuf to some of the sights, and find
the first collation of the day spread in some suitable place.
Then on his return there was the State visit to the Court, where with
pomp and circumstance he took his place as King of Kabul.
After that, each day had its entertainment at some new palace of
delight, and sometimes after dinner had been served, the party would
be carried off by one of the guests to a further and more intimate
circle of amusement.
Once this was done by no less a person than Khadijah-Begum herself.
She took a few of the young princes to the King's Pleasure House, a
delightful little edifice of two storeys high which stood in the midst
of a still more delightful garden. The upper storey was simply
perfect! Four little apartments at the four corners, each with a wide
balcony, and between them and enclosed by them, one large central
arched Hall. Every portion of this upper storey was covered with
frescoes representing the battles of Babar's grandfather Sultan
Abusa'id.
And it was all so charmingly arranged. Carpets and hangings
everywhere; especially in the balcony where the party assembled and
where Babar as the guest of the evening was placed above his hosts.
These little attentions always flattered Babar and he never failed to
notice them. So the entertainment began with a cup of welcome which
was charged and drunk by the host in chief. Then the cupbearers began
to fill up the cup of the others with pure wine which everyone,
including Khadijah-Begum, quaffed as if it had been the water of life!
Only the tall good-looking young King refused, even when, the party
waxing warm, and the spirit mounting to their heads, they took a fancy
to make the young abstainer drink also.
The night was fine, the moonlight streamed in upon fruit and flowers.
Jelal the flute player fluted to perfection, and Bechab on the harp
might have wiled doves from their nests. Then Hafiz sang well in the
Herati style, low, delicate, equable. Everything tempted to pleasure
and Babar sat with a half-frown on his kindly face watching the others
get lordily drunk.
Then mercifully a false note was struck by one of his own following.
Jahangir Mirza, who was far gone, insisted that his favourite singer
of Samarkand should delight the company. And the man sang (as he
always did) in a loud harsh voice and out of tune; altogether a
dreadful, disagreeable performance. So disagreeable that the Khorasan
Princes, though far too polite to stop it out of respect to Babar, had
to yawn and furtively protect their ears. This, and the reflection
that if he was to yield and taste wine it would be more courteous to
do so when he was the guest of the eldest of the Princes, and not of
the younger, decided him not to give way; at that party at any rate.
But he was no wet blanket; for after a time, having had enough of the
Pleasure-House, they repaired to the new Winter-Palace, where Yusuf,
being by this time extremely drunk, rose and, for a marvel, danced
remarkably well; possibly because he was a musical man. Here they all
got very merry and friendly. Babar was presented more or less
ceremoniously with a corselet, a sword, a belt, and a whitish Tipchak
horse, and someone sang a Turkhi song well. On the other hand while
the party was hot with wine two slaves again performed indecent scurvy
tricks. But this time Babar did not leave. He remained to the bitter
end when the party broke up at such an untimely hour that Babar
thought it best to stay where he was; the others doubtless, being too
drunk to move.
Perhaps it was this experience, coming in such close contrast to the
marvellous peace of that moonlight night when, as if in a dream, he
had handfasted a nameless woman, that made Babar listen to old Kasim's
horror-struck remonstrances concerning his young master's failing
adherence to orthodoxy in the matter of wine.
The rigid old Mahomedan was fairly scandalised, and made such a fuss
that the Khorasan Prime-Minister intervened, and took _his_ young
masters to task so severely that they wholly laid aside any idea of
urging their cousin further to drink.
Rather perhaps to that cousin's private regret. It seemed a thousand
pities to leave Herat without having tasted all Life's pleasures; all,
that is, that were not indecent or scurvy. And a man could be drunk
and yet remain a gentleman.
Still, when the elder prince did give the promised party, at which
Babar had promised himself he would for once drink wine, he still
refrained, though he fretted because his nobles thought it necessary
only to drink by stealth, hiding their goblets and taking draughts in
great dread. It was so foolish; when they knew he was never one to
object to the following of common usage, if so be the follower could
reconcile it to his own conscience.
He was altogether a trifle hoity-toity at this supper party; for a
whole goose, after Herati fashion, being set down before him, he did
not touch it; and, on his host's asking if he did not like it, said
frankly, that being accustomed to the unrefined habit of having his
food served in gobbets, he did not know how to carve it.
Whereupon his host obligingly sent for the goose, cut it up, and
placed it himself before his guest. Badia-zaman was, of course,
unequalled in such attentions, and life was very delightful; yet still
Babar's thoughts began to turn to the next Friday, and after that to
Kabul. His future life seemed more settled than it had ever been
before.
But Fate had a surprise in store for him, as he found out one
afternoon, when, after his usual kindly custom, he had gone to pay a
duty visit to his paternal aunts. Running down the narrow stairs which
led to Payanda-Begum's upper storey, he came full tilt on two veiled
women coming up. The stair was but shoulder wide; no room to pass,
even had the first figure not been so appallingly stout. Impossible to
pass, rude to turn one's back on those who were evidently of the
circle of distinction--
Nor could he, King of Kabul, retreat step by step like a lackey. He
stood for a second gracious, debonnair; then with a merry "Your
pardon, mother," wedged his arms tight between those narrow walls, so
swung himself back. And there, in two such bounds, he was up the six
steps and at the top of the stair.
"Have a care, nephew," shrieked a fat, familiar voice from the first
bundle. "Thou wilt fall and crush thy Yenkam!"
"My bridesmaid!" cried Babar joyously, repeating the pet nickname.
"Say not so! When didst thou come?" And he was down the stairs again
to embrace a favourite aunt he had not seen for years, and help her
mount the remaining steps.
So, still panting, the elderly matron unwound her veil and stood
revealed; fat indeed.
"Lo! Yenkam," said Babar, his eyes twinkling. "Had I fallen, I should
have fallen--soft."
"Fie on thee, scapegrace! God send thee not a skinny old age,"
retorted Habee-ba-Begum good humouredly. "But what of thy cousin
Ma'asuma here? Ma'asuma that is like the fairy princess, weighing but
five flowers--have a care of thy veil, child!"
The tiny little figure, slim and graceful, which now stood beside the
fat one, apparently made a court salutation beneath her thick veil,
and a bird-like voice said, with a laugh in every tone, "My cousin
Babar, never having seen my smallness, Mother, cannot gauge it."
The young King returned the salute in his best manner. "If the
gracious lady would allow me to judge," he began, when his Yenkam cut
short his hardihood.
"Fie! no nonsense, children! Ma'asuma! Follow me. Thou must be
presented at once to thy eldest aunt. I shall see thee, scapegrace!
doubtless, later on."
So, with a nod to Babar, bundled propriety moved off down the
corridor.
Was it chance?--Was it really a trip over a tiresome veil...?
Anyhow Habee-ba-Begum had rounded a corner, and those two young things
stood staring at each other as if they had never seen anything in the
wide world before.
It was a real case of love at first sight.
As for him, he did not even realise what she was like. He only knew
that she was beautiful exceedingly. And she knew he was a Prince
indeed.
The mirth in their eyes died down. Then hers grew startled, his caught
fire. So they stood; till suddenly hers flamed back into his, and with
a low cry she huddled her draperies round her, turned, and fled after
her mother.
Babar stood still as a stone. What had happened to him? He felt
confused, lost, yet utterly, entirely, absurdly happy.
After a time he walked soberly downstairs feeling vaguely that the
world was a new world, and that he must go and find himself.
Once in the street he went on walking blindly, on and on, till he
found himself in desert places outside the town. Then, aimlessly, he
turned back and walked as he had come, wandering through the city as
though in search of mansions and gardens.
Yet all the while he felt as if he could neither sit nor go, neither
stand nor walk.
He was literally obsessed by a passion, pure in its very intensity; a
passion which at one and the same time made him long to be with its
object, yet covered him with shame and confusion at the mere thought
of her beauty.
He returned after long hours to Ali-Shir's palace, worn out in body,
but yet more restless in mind. He had decided that this must be
love--love at long last. In that case he must write verses, and began
to catalogue the beauty of the face he had seen.
He remembered, now, that they were unusual; for little Cousin Ma'asuma
had the rare distinction of fairish hair and blue eyes. A little
flowerful face, merry, sparkling; rebellious curling hair flecked with
red gold--a tint of rose and creamy _champak_--
All this he remembered dreamily as he laboured to fit together the
fine mosaic of a Persian love ode.
"Impassioned loved one! fairest of the fair,
The waving tendrils of thy bronze gold hair
Spread round thy face each one a separate snare;
Thine eyes are vi'lets, centred by black bees
Who seek to drain their sweetness to the lees;
Thine eyebrows arch--"
He got so far as this, then threw away his pen in disgust.
Anyone could write that sort of stuff. He had read pages of it in
books: had sung such rhymes by the score. But that sort of thing had
nothing to do with his great love for Ma'asuma and hers for him.
For she had loved him, of course. The reverse was incredible, absurd.
He turned round and buried his face in the downy cushions that had, as
usual, been spread for him in his favourite corner of the colonnade.
He had had no dinner. He did not want any. He had refused his cousin's
invitations with some excuse. He forgot what--it did not matter.
Nothing in the wide world mattered but his love for Ma'asuma and hers
for him.
The moon was still bright. Not quite so bright as it had been that
night, five days ago, when he had promised to marry someone else.
Babar sat up, leant his head on his hand and began to consider how
matters stood. Oriental in mind, marriage was to him by no means
synonymous with love. He could legitimately have four wives at a time.
If he liked. But honestly he felt he would rather not. Still--as
nothing possibly could prevent his making Ma'asuma his wife--if the
other nameless lady wanted to be his wife also, he would acquiesce. He
would not go back from his promise. Only--what a pity he had called
her his "Moon"! That name belonged to his love by right.
So, as he sat dreaming, a voice said with the nasal twang of the
common folk--
"A letter for the Presence."
The coincidence of time and place startled him. He looked up
half-expectant of that tall, slim, female figure. But this was a lad
in the uniform of the Palace servants. A message mayhap from one of
the Begums. He took it carelessly from an awkward brown hand and
opened its seal.
A scent of fresh violets came to him as he did so.
And the letter?
It was written in the finest Babari hand--the hand he had
invented!--with a delicacy, an accuracy at which even the inventor of
it marvelled, and it contained but a quatrain; but such a quatrain!
Babar's scholastic appreciation of the form forced its way through his
emotional delight at the words. Ali-Shir himself could not have
written anything neater, more absolutely correct in prosody. And in
such difficult metre too, with its enlay of rhymes.
"My heart has part in this thy smart.
Dear heart! have part in this my smart!
Our sighs do rise twin to the skies;
Thy heart, my heart, are not apart."
And it was signed:
"Thy true friend Ma'asuma."
Yea! That was worth writing! That told the tale. Babar sprang to his
feet. The whole world seemed filled with radiance. He and Ma'asuma
were the only people in it.
But what should he answer? What should he write? Nothing but the
truth--God's truth.
"I love thee. I love thee, Ma'asuma. I love thee."
In his haste, his brimming emotion, the words fell from his lips, as
seizing pen and paper he set them down and signed them.
"Is that the answer?" asked the waiting lad as Babar held out the
missive impatiently. "Am I to take that to my mistress?" A faint
hesitancy over the latter words made the young man look at the boy--a
dull, rather sullen face, but not ill-looking.
"Yes!" he replied joyously. "Take it to thy mistress. It is my answer,
now and always!"
The lad _salaamed_ and went, leaving Babar in a heaven of perfect
content.
Two days later, on Friday evening, however, he was waiting to fulfil
his promise in Ali-Shir's tomb. Absolutely Oriental as his outlook
was, so far as marriage was concerned, he yet wondered, vaguely, if he
were fool or knave in acting as he did. For the path of true love,
never very rough when Kings are concerned, had been made very smooth,
indeed, for the two young people. Babar had sent his Akam to see his
Yenkam and the whole affair had been settled in five minutes with
enthusiasm. Even the preliminaries had been arranged. It being nigh
December, Babar should return to Kabul and make preparations there,
while Yenkam would complete hers at Herat, and with the first blink of
returning spring, the marriage should take place at some intermediate
place. Meanwhile the young people, after Chagatai fashion, had been
allowed to see each other and were in the seventh heaven of delight.
The betrothals were to be made public in a few days; though already
Babar's conduct was suspicious. For he refrained from his cousin's
convivial parties and mooned about in the gardens composing "Sonnets
of the Heart," as he was pleased to call them, in his native Turkhi
which gave him much more freedom than the severely technical Persian
odes.
These he sent as written to his dearest dear, and they invariably
brought back the most beautiful replies, more correct, if not
quite as genuine in feeling, as his own effusions. He felt he was,
indeed, in luck to find so peerless a maid, perfect in beauty and in
intelligence. One of these compositions--the last--lay in his
waist-wallet, as he waited in Ali-Shir's tomb. The moon had not yet
risen, and all was dark. Yet he got up once or twice from the parapet
rail on which he sat, and paced aimlessly up and down.
In truth he was restless; vaguely dissatisfied with himself. He was
going to explain, of course--oh, yes! he would explain; but it might
have been better to write. Yet how could he, knowing neither her name
nor where she lived? He could have found out of course; but that might
have been to put his paternal aunts on the scent. They were dear
creatures, but dreadful scandalmongers. Besides he had so much to say.
A personal explanation would be easier; less abrupt, kinder. Not that
he meant to back out--far from it. He was ready to be a good, just,
generous husband; unless of course, the nameless one preferred not to
take second place, as she must do. There was no helping that. It was
not his fault. Love had come ...
He paced quicker as he remembered the words which had so touched
him-- "And God the Father may send a father's love to the mother of
his son." Well! God send He might; though that would be a different
sort of love altogether from this absorbing passion. Anyhow he could
do no more. A Kazi, able if necessary to perform the marriage
ceremony, was within call. He, himself, was ready. All that was
wanting was the lady. Surely she was late in coming.
A rustle made him start and listen; but it was only the doves in the
orange trees.
No one! No one!
The moon rose after a time over the garden and flooded the terraces
with such silvern brilliance that the very pebbles on the path showed
distinct.
But no one came--no one!
Could she have heard?
Impossible; it was still a Court secret, and she was a religious
recluse--so far as he knew.
Besides; even if she had changed her mind, she might have come--or
sent a message.
So, at last, in rather an ill humour he went back to the Palace and
dismissed the waiting Kazi with a handsome fee.
There was one more Friday ere he left Herat; and, feeling ill-used,
sore, yet in a way mightily relieved, he waited in Ali-Shir's tomb for
another hour or so. No one should say _he_ had failed in his part of
the bargain! He was quite ready. Besides he had told the woman plainly
that he was not in love with her; so she had no right to feel
aggrieved. If she did.
But that could scarcely be. Every good Mussulman knew she had no claim
to a whole man--though little Ma'asuma had every bit of him. Yea!
every bit. So it was as well, doubtless, that no one came.
And as he went back to the palace his only regret was that he should
have called the nameless one "My moon."
The title belonged to his love, of right; but she would, she could
never bear it because of the nameless one who had changed her
mind--apparently; but she had not sent back his ring!
CHAPTER V
Forward and onward! do not ask the task,
Fortune importune! Is not strife true life?
Kasim-beg was in a fever to leave Herat. Marriage, he said, was good,
and it was proper to choose a cousin, who was doubtless charming;
though for his part he believed the rather in choice by outsiders; for
if the result was not happy there was no self blame, and self blame
was the devil for destroying decent calm. But Kingship was more
important still, and as the Most High had not been so very secure on
his new throne before he had started, he simply could not afford to be
away more than six months.
And Babar could not but admit his faithful old minister was right. So
he said farewell reluctantly to little Ma'asuma and started at the
head of his small army for Kabul. And as he rode up the last slope
whence he could see the gilded city of Herat, he told himself he could
not have done it better. He had seen everything--he ran over the list
of the sights in his mind, and found eighty-two of them! In fact the
only one worthy of notice which he had omitted was a certain convent.
He flushed a little at the remembrance, and set the thought aside with
self-complacence that he had come through the temptations of the most
luxurious town in the world quite unscathed. He had not played any
indecent or scurvy tricks, he had not touched wine. He had altogether
been quite a virtuous prince. So, with characteristic buoyancy,
despite the fact that he had said good-bye to his first and only love,
he settled himself in the saddle, and his face for home.
Here difficulties arose at once. It began to snow the very day they
left Herat, and Babar was for taking the low road for safety's sake.
It was the longer of course, but the hill road was at all times
difficult and dangerous; in snow practically impassable.
But Kasim-Beg, who had been in a fuss for days, behaved very
perversely, so that in the end Babar gave way and they started for the
passes, taking one Binai, an old mountaineer, as their guide. Now
whether it was from old age, or from his heart failing him at the
unusual depth of the drifts, is uncertain; but this is sure--having
once lost the path he never could find it again so as to point out the
way!
However, as Kasim-Beg and his sons were anxious to preserve their
reputation as route-choosers, they dismounted, beat down the snow and
discovered something like a road along which the party--much reduced
by defections due to the delights of Herat--managed to advance for a
day, when it was brought to a complete stand by the depth of the snow,
which was such that the horses' feet did not touch the ground. Seeing
no other remedy, Babar ordered a retreat to a ravine where there was
abundance of firewood, and thence despatched sixty or seventy chosen
men, to return by the road they had come, and, retracing their
footsteps, to find on the lower ground any Huzaras or other people who
might be wintering there, and to bring a guide who was able to point
out the way. This done they halted in the ravine for three or four
days awaiting the return of the men who had been sent out. These did,
indeed, come back, but without having been able to find a guide.
What was to be done? Nothing but place reliance on God and push
forward. So said Babar, a light in his clear eyes as he recognised
that he was in a tight place, that before him and his lay such
hardships and sufferings as even he had scarcely undergone at any
other period of his life. But then at no other period of his life had
Love been waiting, her rosy wings fluttering, for him to win through.
"Warm yourselves to the marrow this night," he said to all. "Eat your
fill and carry firewood in place of the victuals. We shall need every
atom of strength we can save and spend."
But he himself spent a wakeful night and wrote a Turkhi verse to
console himself. It ran thus and was rather poor; though nothing else
was to be expected under such circumstances:
"Fate from my very birth has marked me down,
There is no injury I have not known,
Not one! So what care I what fortune bring?
No harm unknown can come to me, the King."
They were up betimes, a long straggling party doing their best to
struggle on by beating down the snow and so forming a road along which
the laden mules could go. It was luckily a fine day and by evening
they could count on an advance of three miles. What was more, as no
snow had fallen, they were able to send back along the beaten track
for more firewood. So it went on for two or three days. Then the men
began to be discouraged, and Babar set his teeth. With Love awaiting
him at the other side, he meant to get over the Pass.
He only had about fifteen volunteers from his immediate staff, but
those fifteen, headed by vitality incarnate, worked wonders. Every
step taken was up to the middle or the breast in soft, fresh-fallen
snow; but still it was a step, and he who followed did not sink so
far. Thus they laboured. As the vigour of the person who went first
was generally expended after he had gone a few paces, another advanced
and took his place.
"Lo! gentlemen, 'tis as good as leap-frog," cried the young leader
joyously, and thereinafter they strove for steps. And as ever Babar
came out first. "See you," he said gravely, in explanation of his own
prowess, "'tis I brought you hither; and if we do not beat hard we
shall be beaten."
At which mild joke Kasim laughed profusely, though he felt as if he
could have killed himself for having thus jeopardised his young hero's
life.
The fifteen or so who worked in trampling down the snow, next
succeeded in dragging on a riderless horse. This generally sank to the
stirrups and after ten or fifteen paces was worn out. The next fared
better and the next, and the next. And after all the led horses had
thus been brought forward, came a sorry sight. The rest of the troops,
even the best men and many who bore the title of "Noble" advancing
(not even dismounted!) along the road that had been beaten down for
them by their King! Some of them, certainly, had the grace to hang
their heads. But this was no time, Babar felt, for reproach or even
for authority. Every man who possessed spirit or emulation must have
hastened to the front without orders; and those without spirits were
worse than useless at such a time.
"We must do without them, Kasim," said the young King, when his
minister would have spoken his mind. "'Twill not mend matters with
cowards to tell them they be such. Could any tongue circle the lie I
would praise them for their bravery, but with Death staring us in the
face I stick to Truth."
And to work also. The life and soul of the fifteen, he kept them going
by jokes and quips and the singing of songs. Aye! even when storm and
snow came with blinding force and they all expected to meet death
together. Then it was that, ahead of all, Babar's full mellow voice
rang out in such ballads as:
THE HAND OF THE THIEF
The bog was black outside Kazan,
now it is red!
Last night there came a rich car-wan,
Blood has been shed!
Now Adham-Khan was over-lord,
Judging the right
Of quarr'l betwixt the Black-Sheep-Horde
And they of the White.
"Oh! Adham-Khan avenge the wrong,
Thou art the head."
"My hand holds fast the skirt that's long,"
Smiling he said.
Then rose in wrath young Zulfikar,
Girt on his sword.
"Now show I him in full durbar
Right is the Lord."
He saddled steed and rode away
Over the sand,
His hauberk rattling roundelay,
God at his hand.
And Adham-Khan, he sat in state
Holding his court.
"Now who is he who comes so late
What has he brought?"
"I bring a gift from the Black-Horde-chief,
Thy honour's friend,
And lay the hand of a common thief
On thy skirt's end."
The stiff dead hand skimmed through the air,
Lay like a stone.
Of all the court not one did dare
Right to disown.
"Oh! warrior hear! Against the right
Keep thou from strife;
But if the wrong is _done_ then fight
Fight for thy life."
They were, in truth, fighting for dear life. And there was a chance of
it ahead of them; for, nigh the top of the great Zerrin pass, lay a
cave wherein shelter might be found. At least so said Binai the guide.
But the snow fell in such quantities, the wind was so dreadful, so
terribly violent, it needed all Babar's courage not to give in.
But the rosy fluttering wings of Love would not let him yield. He
could not lose little cousin Ma'asuma. The very thought of her warmed
him; the scent of her hair came to him with the snow.
The drifts deepened, the possibility of path narrowed in the steep
defile, the days were at the shortest, with difficulty could the
horses be kept on the trampled road, yet all around was certain death
in unfathomed snow-depths.
Babar's face was stern. He was nigh his end, and he knew it.
And then, suddenly, a shout from keen-eyed Tengari, old Kasim's son.
"The cave! The cave! Yonder is the cave."
And it was; but to all appearance disappointingly small. Not large
enough to hold one-half of those seeking shelter, though the
surrounding cliffs in some measure tempered the bitter fierceness of
the wind.
"The Most High had better go in," said Kasim, as Babar set to work
arranging what best he could for his troopers. "I will see to the
men."
But Babar shook his head and went on. He felt that for him to be in
warmth and comfort while his men were in snow and drift, for him to be
enjoying sleep and ease while his followers were in trouble and
distress would be inconsistent from what he owed them and a deviation
from that society in suffering that was their due.
"'Death in the company of friends is a feast.' At any rate, so runs
the proverb," he remarked lightly. "And indeed, Kasim, having brought
these poor souls to this pass, it is but right that whatever their
sufferings and difficulties, whatever they may have to undergo, I
should be equal sharer in all."
So when he had done what he could and shown others what to do, he took
a hoe and dug down in the snow as deep as his breast without reaching
the ground, then crouched down in it. The day was darkening, evening
prayer time had passed, and still belated troopers came dropping in.
The snow was now falling so fast that the men in the dug-out shelter
ran some chance of being smothered as they slept from sheer fatigue.
Babar himself found four inches of snow above him as he scrambled out
of his hole when a last party straggled in, bringing Binai the guide,
with the welcome news that the cave was far larger than hasty
observation would expect, and that a narrow passage led to quite a
spacious cavern within where there was ample room for all.
Joyful news indeed! Sending out to call in all his men, Babar soon
found himself, by one of his own extraordinary changes of luck, in a
wonderfully warm, safe, and comfortable place. For there proved to be
firewood within the cave, and such as had any eatables, stewed meat,
preserved flesh, or anything else they might have, produced them for a
common meal. Thus all escaped, as by a miracle, from the terrible
cold, the snow, the bitter, bitter wind.
And the rosy wings of Love fluttered gaily, as Babar laid himself down
to sleep--the first sleep he had had for days.
It was the turning point; though there was still distress and misery
to come.
The snow, however, had ceased to fall by the morning, the wind had
died down. Moving with the first blink of dawn they still had to tread
down the snow in the old way: but it was with more hope. The cave in
which they had rested was, as they were aware, close to the beginning
of the last steep ascent to the Great Pass. This, the shortest way,
they knew to be impassable, and even Kasim and his sons, warned by
experience, did not advise its attempt. Bad enough was a lower valley
road of which old Binai the guide had vaguely heard. Yet it was their
only chance, so they took it. But evening found them still in the
defile; and such was its precipitate nature, that there was nothing
for it but for every man to halt where he found himself, dismount,
scrape a hole in the snow for himself and his horse if possible, and
so await the tardy dawn to bring sufficient light for safe advance. It
was an awful night. The retreat of the storm had brought frost; icy,
keen, piercing; and though none of the hardy troopers actually lost
their lives, many lost hands and feet from frostbite. Babar himself
kept his blood warm by pacing up and down, singing at the top of his
voice with that curious instinct of shouting which comes always to
humanity with the grip of cold. Mayhap it cheered the others to hear
the mellow melodious chants echoing so blithely over the snow.
He sang many things, but his favourite was the
SONG OF THE SMILING SHEPHERD
From Sunset until Dawn-of-Day,
My forehead frozen with the Frost,
I shut mine eyes like Wolf-at-Bay
And sing to find the Sheep I've lost.
When Angels walk at Break-of-Day
Among pale wormwood on the lea,
Upon the Night-of-Power, they say,
My smiling soul came unto me.
It had a palace of pure gold
In Paradise and yet it chose
To leave the Heat-of-Heaven for Cold
And help me find the Sheep I love.
So in the Dark and in the Snow
We twain make up one Perfect-Whole
And sing glad songs the while we go
A Smiling-Shepherd, Smiling-Soul.
Dawn came at last and they moved down the glen. It was not the usual
road,--that was more circuitous--but with the snow filling up the
valley and obliterating precipices, ravines, crevasses, there seemed a
chance of being able to manage a shorter route, and time meant so much
to those exhausted men.
Yet Babar himself halted for awhile, and so did a few of his immediate
followers when his horse stumbled, fell, could not rise.
"Take mine, my liege," said half-a-dozen voices. But the young man's
face set.
"I will not leave the beast," he said resolutely. "It hath done me
good service and may do it again. See you! bring some of the men's
lances and their halter ropes. Samur and I live together, or die
together," and he laid his young cheek to the horse's soft muzzle
affectionately.
Then starting up, he set the men to work to form a criss-cross raft or
sledge of lances on to which Samur was pulled by main force.
"'Tis all down hill now," said he when it was finished, and seizing a
rope strained at it.
"Nay! Sire!" remarked old Kasim drily--"If the Most Excellent choose
to risk lives for the sake of a dumb brute, let them be the lives of
dumb brutes, not Kings. Troopers! Six horses to save one!"
Babar hung his head, but held to the rope.
"Doubtless I am a brute also," he murmured half to himself, "so let me
be dumb; save for this--God made me so!"
The staunch old warrior heard the words and shook his head. Yet in his
heart of hearts he would not have altered one jot or one tittle in his
idol. Zahir-ud-din Mahomed Babar was for him the first gentleman in
the world.
"Truly," said the latter with pious cheerfulness after a time, during
which the sledge slipped easily down the steep slopes of snow, "it is
well said
'Looked at wisely with clear eyes
Ills are blessings in disguise.'
But for this extreme depth of snow which till now hath seemed our
worst enemy, we should all be tumbling down precipices and being lost
in crevasses."
This was obvious; but it cheered the party, until in the far distance
something more tangible showed to bring sudden alacrity to outwearied
steps.
A hut surely!
And that figure on the lessening snow slopes--was it a man?
Still it was nigh bed-time prayers before they extricated themselves
from the mouth of the valley and the villagers of Yaka-Aulang came out
to meet the forlorn party, to help, and even to carry, some of them
into warm houses, and thereinafter to slaughter fat sheep for them,
bring a superfluity of hay and grass for their horses, and abundance
of wood to kindle their fires.
Once again Babar felt that to pass from the cold and snow into such a
village with its warm houses, and to escape from want and suffering to
find such plenty of good bread and fat sheep as they did, was an
enjoyment that can only be conceived by such as have suffered similar
hardships, or endured such heavy distress.
But better by far to him than this material satisfaction, was the glow
at his heart when an old white-headed patriarch nodding by the
fireside, mumbled--
"Never has it been done before, never since the memory of man hath
Zerrin been passed in such snow. Never hath any man ever conceived
even the idea of passing it at such season--Never! Never!"