TO MRS. HAWTHORNE

_The Wayside_, Sunday morng., Sept. 29th

_Dearest_,

We were disappointed in not receiving a letter last night, but doubt

not all is going on well with you;--only that miserable headache. Why

was this world created? And thy throat too--which thou wilt never be

at the trouble of curing.

We get on bravely here, in great quiet and harmony; and except that

life is suspended (with me, at least) till thou comest back again, I

do not see how things could go better. We tried hard to be wretched on

Fast Day, in compliance with thy advice; but I think it did not

succeed very well with the two young people; nor could I perceive that

anybody really fasted, except myself, who dined on potatoes and

squash, as usual. I did purpose indulging myself in a plate of hot

soup; but thy exhortations were so earnest that I gave up the idea,

and am doubtless the better for my abstinence--though I do not as

yet see that the country has profited thereby.

Mr. Wetherbie came to see me with his bill; but I informed him of thy

orders not to pay it without some subtraction, and told him he must

await thy return--which he seemed not unwilling to do. He is going to

the wars!--as a dragoon!!--for he says he has all his life been fond

of military service, and the captain of his troop is an "old military

associate." Thou wouldst have thought, to hear him talk, that this

gallant Wetherbie was a veteran of at least twenty campaigns; but I

believe the real motive of his valiant impulses consists in his having

nothing else to do, and in his being dazzled by the sight of $200 in

gold, which W. brought home--where he could have got it (unless by

robbing the dead) I can't imagine; for his wages for three months

would not have been more than $40. But really, dearest, the spirit of

the people must be flagging terribly, when a sick old man like

Wetherbie is accepted as a bold dragoon! It shows that good soldiers

cannot be had.

Julian has had his hair cut according to his own notions; so thou must

expect to see a scarecrow.

Do not thou come home on Wednesday, if it can do any good either to

thyself or Bab to stay longer. But thou hast still another

expedition to make, and the cold weather will soon be upon us. Kiss

Bab for me and believe me

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