11 o'clock A.M. [1842]

_Most dear love,_

I have been caught by a personage who has been in search of me for two

or three days, and shall be compelled to devote this unfortunate

evening to him, instead of to my Dove. Dost thou regret it?--so does

thy poor husband, who loves thee infinitely, and needs thee

continually. Art thou well to-day very dearest? How naughty was I,

last night, to contend against thy magnetic influence, and turn it

against thyself! I will not do so again. My head has been in pain for

thine--at least my heart has. Thou wast very sweet and lovely, last

night--so art thou always.

Belovedest, thou knowest not how I yearn for thee--how I long and pray

for the time when we may be together without disturbance--when absence

shall be a rare exception to our daily life. My heart will blossom

like a rose, when it can be always under thy daily influence--when

the dew of thy love will be falling upon it, every moment.

Most sweet, lest I should not be able to avoid another engagement for

tomorrow evening, I think it best for me to come in the

afternoon--shortly after two o'clock, on Tuesday. Canst thou devote so

much of thy precious day to my unworthiness? Unless I hear from thee,

I shall come. I love thee. I love thee.

Dearest, I kiss thee with my whole spirit.

Thy husband,

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