TO MISS PEABODY

_Salem_, Novr. 27th, 1841

_Dearest Soul,_

I know not whether thou wilt have premonitions of a letter from thy

husband; but I feel absolutely constrained to write thee a few lines

this morning, before I go up in town. I love thee--I love thee--and I

have no real existence but in thee. Never before did my bosom so yearn

for the want of thee--so thrill at the thought of thee. Thou art a

mighty enchantress, my little Dove, and hast quite subdued a strong

man, who deemed himself independent of all the world. I am a captive

under thy little foot, and look to thee for life. Stoop down and kiss

me--or I die!

Dearest, I am intolerably weary of this old town; and I would that my

visits might not be oftener than once in ten years, instead of a

fortnight. Dost thou not think it really the most hateful place in all

the world? My mind becomes heavy and nerveless, the moment I set my

foot within its precincts. Nothing makes me wonder more than that I

found it possible to write all my tales in this same region of

sleepy-head and stupidity. But I suppose the characteristics of the

place are reproduced in the tales; and that accounts for the

overpowering disposition to slumber which so many people experience,

in reading thy husband's productions.

Belovedest, according to thy instructions, I have been very careful in

respect to mince-pies and other Thanksgiving dainties; and so have

passed pretty well through the perils of the carnival season. Thou art

a dearest little wife, and I would live on bread and water, to please

thee, even if such temperate regimen should produce no other good. But

truly thou art very wise in thy dietetic rules; and it is well that I

have such a wife to take care of me; inasmuch as I am accustomed to

eat whatever is given me, with an appetite as indiscriminate, though

not quite so enormous, as that of an ostrich. Setting aside fat pork,

I refuse no other Christian meat.

Dearest, I write of nothing; for I had nothing to write when I began,

save to make thee aware that I loved thee infinitely; and now that

thou knowest it, there is no need of saying a word more. On Monday

evening, please God, I shall see thee. How would I have borne it, if

thy visit to Ida Russel were to commence before my return to thine

arms?

God bless thee, mine ownest.

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