TO MISS PEABODY

_Brook Farm_, October 18th, Saturday [1841]

Most dear wife, I received thy letter and note, last night, and was

much gladdened by them; for never has my soul so yearned for thee as

now. But, belovedest, my spirit is moved to talk to thee to day about

these magnetic miracles, and to beseech thee to take no part in them.

I am unwilling that a power should be exercised on thee, of which we

know neither the origin nor the consequence, and the phenomena of

which seem rather calculated to bewilder us, than to teach us any

truths about the present or future state of being. If I possessed such

a power over thee, I should not dare to exercise it; nor can I consent

to its being exercised by another. Supposing that this power arises

from the transfusion of one spirit into another, it seems to me that

the sacredness of an individual is violated by it; there would be an

intrusion into thy holy of holies--and the intruder would not be thy

husband! Canst thou think, without a shrinking of thy soul, of any

human being coming into closer communion with thee than I may?--than

either nature or my own sense of right would permit me? I cannot. And,

dearest, thou must remember, too, that thou art now a part of me, and

that, by surrendering thyself to the influence of this magnetic lady,

thou surrenderest more than thine own moral and spiritual

being--allowing that the influence _is_ a moral and spiritual one.

And, sweetest, I really do not like the idea of being brought, through

thy medium, into such an intimate relation with Mrs. Park!

Now, ownest wife, I have no faith whatever that people are raised to

the seventh heaven, or to any heaven at all, or that they gain any

insight into the mysteries of life beyond death, by means of this

strange science. Without distrusting that the phenomena which thou

tellest me of, and others as remarkable, have really occurred, I think

that they are to be accounted for as the result of a physical and

material, not of a spiritual, influence. _Opium_ has produced many a

brighter vision of heaven (and just as susceptible of proof) than

those which thou recountest. They are dreams, my love--and such dreams

as thy sweetest fancy, either waking or sleeping, could vastly

improve upon. And what delusion can be more lamentable and

mischievous, than to mistake the physical and material for the

spiritual? What so miserable as to lose the soul's true, though

hidden, knowledge and consciousness of heaven, in the mist of an

earth-born vision? Thou shalt not do this. If thou wouldst know what

heaven is, before thou comest thither hand in hand with thy husband,

then retire into the depths of thine own spirit, and thou wilt find it

there among holy thoughts and feelings; but do not degrade high Heaven

and its inhabitants into any such symbols and forms as those which

Miss Larned describes--do not let an earthly effluence from Mrs.

Park's corporeal system bewilder thee, and perhaps contaminate

something spiritual and sacred. I should as soon think of seeking

revelations of the future state in the rottenness of the grave--where

so many do seek it.

Belovedest wife, I am sensible that these arguments of mine may appear

to have little real weight; indeed, what I write does no sort of

justice to what I think. But I care the less for this, because I know

that my deep and earnest feeling upon the subject will weigh more with

thee than all the arguments in the world. And thou wilt know that the

view which I take of this matter is caused by no want of faith in

mysteries, but from a deep reverence of the soul, and of the mysteries

which it knows within itself, but never transmits to the earthly eye

or ear. Keep thy imagination sane--that is one of the truest

conditions of communion with Heaven.

Dearest, after these grave considerations, it seems hardly worth while

to submit a merely external one; but as it occurs to me, I will write

it. I cannot think, without invincible repugnance, of thy holy name

being bruited abroad in connection with these magnetic phenomena. Some

(horrible thought!) would pronounce my Dove an impostor; the great

majority would deem thee crazed; and even the few believers would feel

a sort of interest in thee, which it would be anything but pleasant to

excite. And what adequate motive can there be for exposing thyself to

all this misconception? Thou wilt say, perhaps, that thy visions and

experiences would never be known. But Miss Larned's are known to all

who choose to listen.

October 19th. Monday.--Most beloved, what a preachment have I made to

thee! I love thee, I love thee, I love thee, most infinitely. Love is

the true magnetism. What carest thou for any other? Belovedest, it is

probable that thou wilt see thy husband tomorrow. Art thou

magnificent? God bless thee. What a bright day is here; but the woods

are fading now. It is time I were in the city, for the winter.

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