CHAPTER XXVIII.

ADA LEICESTER AND JACOB STRONG.

We drove him to that fearful gulf,

In the sharp pangs of his despair,

As angry hunters chase a wolf

From open field and hidden lair.

The servant who sat waiting in the vestibule was startled by the hard,

tearless misery of Ada's face, as she entered her own dwelling that

night. He looked at her earnestly, and seemed about to speak, but she

swept by him with averted eyes and ascended the stairs.

It was the same man who had stood beside her chair at dinner that day.

The look of anxiety was on his features yet, and he pressed his lips

hard together as she passed him, evidently curbing some sharp sensation

that the haughty bearing of his mistress aroused. He stood looking after

her as she glided with a swift, noiseless tread over the richly carpeted

stairs, her pale hand now and then gleaming out in startling relief from

the ebony balustrade, and her stony face mocking the artificial scarlet

of her mouth. She turned at the upper landing, and he saw her glide away

in the soft twilight overhead. He stood a moment with his eyes riveted

on the spot where she had disappeared, then he followed up the stairs

with a step as firm and rapid as hers had been. Even his heavy foot left

no sound on the mass of woven flowers that covered the steps, and the

shadow cast by his ungainly figure moved no more silently than himself.

He opened several doors, but they closed after him without noise, and

Ada was unconscious of his presence for several moments after he stood

within her boudoir. A fire burned in the silver grate, casting a sunset

glow over the room, but leaving many of its objects in shadow; for save

a moonlight gleam that came from a lamp in the dressing-room, no other

light was near.

Ada had flung her mantle on the couch, and with her arms folded on the

black marble of the mantel-piece, bent her forehead upon them, and stood

thus statue-like gazing into the fire. A clear amethystine flame

quivered over the coal, striking the opals and brilliants that

ornamented her dress, till they burned like coals of living fire upon

the snow of her arms and bosom. Thus with the same prismatic light

spreading from the jewels to her rigid face, she seemed more like a

fallen angel mourning over her ruin than a living woman.

At length the servant made a slight noise. Ada lifted up her head, and a

frown darkened her face.

"I did not ring--I do not require anything of you to-night," she said.

"I know it. I know well enough that you require nothing of me--that my

very devotion is hateful to you. Why is it? I came up here, to-night, on

purpose to ask the question--why is it?" answered the man, with a grave

dignity, which was very remote from the manner which a servant, however

favored, is expected to maintain toward his mistress. "What have I done

to deserve this treatment?"

Ada looked at him earnestly for a moment, and then her lip curled with a

bitter smile.

"What have you done, Jacob Strong! Can you ask that question of William

Leicester's wife, so soon after your own act has made her a widow?"

"But how?--how did I make you a widow?" said he, turning pale with

suppressed feeling.

"How?" cried Ada, almost with a shriek, for the passion of her nature

had been gathering force all day, and now it burst forth with a degree

of violence that shook her whole frame. "Who sat like a great, hideous

spider in his web, watching him as he wove and entangled the meshes of

crime around him? Who stung my pride, spurred on all that was

unforgiving and haughty in my nature, till I too--unnatural wretch--who

had wronged and sinned against him--turned in my unholy pride, and

drove him into deeper evil? It was you, Jacob Strong, who did this. It

was you who urged him into the fearful strait, that admitted of no

escape but death. The guilt of this self-murder rests with you, and with

me. My heart is black with his blood; my brain reels when the thought

presses on it. I hate you--and oh! a thousand times more do I hate

myself--the pitiful tool of my own menial!"

"Your menial, Ada Wilcox--have I ever been that?"

"No," was the passionate answer, "I have been _your_ menial, your dupe.

You have made me his murderer. I loved him, oh! Father of mercies, how I

loved him!"

The wretched woman wrung her hands, and waved them up and down in the

firelight so rapidly, that the restless brilliants upon them seemed

shooting out sparks of lightning.

"I thought he would come back. He was cruel--he was insolent--but what

was that? We might have known his haughty spirit would never bend. If he

had died any other death--oh! anything, anything but this rankling

knowledge, that I, his wife, drove him to self-murder!"

Jacob Strong left his position at the door, and coming close up to his

mistress, took both her hands in his. He could not endure her

reproaches. Her words stung his honest heart to the core.

"Sit down," he said, with gentle firmness--"sit down, Ada Wilcox, and

listen to me. There is yet something that I have to say. If it will

remove any of the bitterness that you harbor against me, if it can

reconcile you to yourself, I can tell you that there is great doubt if

your--if Mr. Leicester did commit suicide. Thinking it might grieve you

more deeply, I kept the papers away that said anything of the matter;

but even now a man lies in prison charged with his murder!"

"Charged with his murder!" repeated Ada, starting. "How?--when? She--his

mother--said it was self-destruction!"

"She believes it, perhaps believes it yet, but others think

differently. He was found dead in a miserable basement, alone with the

old man they have imprisoned. Why he went there no one can guess; but it

is known that he was in that basement the night before, but a little

earlier than the time when he appeared at your ball. If he had any

portion of the money obtained from us about him, that may have tempted

the old man, who is miserably poor."

Jacob was going on, but his mistress, who had listened with breathless

attention, interrupted him.

"Do you believe this? Do you believe that he was murdered?"

"Very strong proofs exist against the old man," replied Jacob--"the

public think him guilty."

Ada drew a deep breath.

"You have taken a terrible load from my heart," she said, pressing one

hand to her bosom, and sinking down upon the couch with a low,

hysterical laugh. "He is dead, but there is a chance that I did not kill

him. I begin to loathe myself less."

"And me!--_me_ you will never cease to hate?"

"You have been a good friend to me, Jacob Strong, better than I

deserved," answered Ada, reaching forth her hand, which the servant

wrung rather than pressed.

"And this last act," he said, "when I tried to free you from the grasp

of a vile man, was the most kind, the most friendly thing I ever did!"

Ada started up and drew her hand from his grasp.

"Hush, not a word more," she said, "if we are to be anything to each

other hereafter. He was my husband--he is dead!"

She sunk back to the cushions of her couch a moment after, and veiling

her eyes with one hand, fell into thought. Jacob stood humbly before

her; for though they spoke and acted as friends, nay, almost as brother

and sister, he never lost the respectful demeanor befitting his position

in Ada's household.

She sat up, at length, with a calmer and more resolute expression of

countenance.

"Now tell me all that relates to his death," she said. "Who is charged

with it? What is the evidence?"

Jacob related all that he knew regarding the arrest of old Mr. Warren.

In his own heart he did not believe the poor man guilty, but he

abstained from expressing this, for it was an intuition rather than a

belief, and Jacob could not but see that his own exculpation in the eyes

of the fair creature to whom he spoke, would depend upon her belief in

another's guilt. Jacob had no courage to express more than known facts

as they appeared in the case. The vague impressions that haunted him

were, in truth, too indefinite for words.

Ada listened with profound attention. She had not been so still or so

firm before, since her husband's death. It required time for feelings

strong as hers to turn into a new channel, and the passage from

self-hatred to revenge was still as it was terrible.

She remained silent for some minutes after Jacob had told her all, and

when she did speak, the whole character of her face was changed.

"If this man is guilty, Leicester's death lies not here!" she said,

pressing one hand hard upon her heart, as she walked slowly up and down

the boudoir. "When he is arraigned for trial, I am acquitted or

convicted. You also, Jacob Strong; for if this old man is not

Leicester's murderer, you and I drove him to suicide."

Jacob did not reply. In his soul he believed every step that he had

taken against William Leicester to be right, and he felt guiltless of

his death, no matter in what form it came; but he knew that argument

would never remove the belief that had fixed like a monomania upon that

unhappy woman, and wisely, therefore, he attempted none.

"I have told you all," he said, moving toward the door. "In any case my

conscience is at rest!"

She did not appear to heed his words, but asked abruptly,

"Are the laws of America strict and searching? Do murderers ever escape

here?"

"Sometimes they do, no doubt," answered Jacob, with a grim smile, "but

then probably quite as many innocent men are hung, so that the balance

is kept about equal."

"And how do the guilty escape?"

"Oh, by any of the thousand ways that a smart lawyer can invent. With

money enough it is easy to evade the law, or tire it out with exceptions

and appeals."

"Then money can do this?"

"What is there that money _cannot_ do?"

A wan smile flitted over Ada's face.

"Oh! who should know its power better than myself?" she said. Then she

resumed. "But this man, this grey-headed murderer--has he this

power?--can he control money enough to screen the blood he has shed?"

"He is miserably poor!"

"Then the trial will be an unprejudiced one. If proven guilty he must

atone for the guilt. If acquitted fairly, openly, without the aid of

money or influence, then are we guilty, Jacob Strong, guilty as those

who hurl a man to the brink of a precipice, which he is sure to plunge

down."

"No man who simply pursues his duty should reproach himself for the

crime of another," was the grave reply.

"But have _I_ done my duty? Can I be guiltless of my husband's desperate

act?"

Jacob was silent.

"You cannot answer me, my friend," said Ada mournfully.

"Yes! I can. William Leicester's death, if he in fact fell by his own

hand, was the natural end of a vicious life."

Ada waved her hand sharply, thus forbidding him to proceed with the

subject, and entering her dressing-room, closed the door.

Jacob stood for a time gazing vacantly at the door through which she had

disappeared, then heaving a deep sigh, the strange being left the

boudoir, but a vague feeling of self-reproach at his heart, rendered

him more than usually sad all the next day. True, he had changed the

current of Ada's grief, had lifted a burden of self-reproach from her

heart; but had he not filled it with other and not less bitter passions?

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