CHAPTER XVII

OFF!

With the full darkness a whole army of horrors crept nearer. He felt

sure of this, though he could actually see nothing. The house was

surrounded, the courtyard crowded. Outside, on the stairs, in the other

rooms, even on the roof itself, waited dreadful things ready to catch

him, to tear off his wings, to make him prisoner for ever and ever.

The possibility that something had happened to the governess now became

a probability. Imperceptibly the change was wrought; he could not say

how or when exactly; but he now felt almost certain that the effort to

keep her out of the way had succeeded. If this were true, the boy's only

hope lay in his wings, and he pulled them out to their full length and

kissed them passionately, speaking to the strong red feathers as if they

were living little persons.

"You must save me! You will save me, won't you?" he cried in his

anguish. And every time he did this and looked at them he gained fresh

hope and courage.

The problem _where he was to fly to_ had not yet insisted on a solution,

though it lay always at the back of his mind; for the final flight of

escape without a guide had never been even a possibility before.

Lying there alone in the darkness, waiting for the sound of the voice so

longed-for, he found his thoughts turning again to the moon, and the

strange words of the song that had puzzled him the night before. What in

the world did it all mean? Why all this about the moon? Why was it a

cruel moon, and why should it attract and persuade and entice him? He

felt sure, the more he thought of it, that this had all been a device to

draw him to the window--and perhaps even farther.

The darkness began to terrify him; he dreaded more and more the waiting,

listening things that it concealed. Oh, when would the governess call to

him? When would he be able to dash through the open window and join her

in the sky?

He thought of the sunlight that had flooded the yard all day--so bright

it seemed to have come from a sun fresh made and shining for the first

time. He thought of the exquisite flowers that grew in the fields just

beyond the high wall, and the night smells of the earth reached him

through the window, wafted in upon a wind heavy with secrets of woods

and fields. They all came from a Land of Magic that after to-night might

be for ever beyond his reach, and they went straight to his heart and

immediately turned something solid there into tears. But the tears did

not find their natural expression, and Jimbo lay there fighting with his

pain, keeping all his strength for the one great effort, and waiting for

the voice that at any minute now might sound above the tree-tops.

But the hours passed and the voice did not come.

How he loathed the room and everything in it. The ceiling stretched like

a white, staring countenance above him; the walls watched and listened;

and even the mantelpiece grew into the semblance of a creature with

drawn-up shoulders bending over him. The whole room, indeed, seemed to

his frightened soul to run into the shape of a monstrous person whose

arms were outstretched in all directions to prevent his escape.

His hands never left his wings now. He stroked and fondled them,

arranging the feathers smoothly and speaking to them under his breath

just as though they were living things. To him they were indeed alive,

and he knew when the time came they would not fail him. The fierce

passion for the open spaces took possession of his soul, and his whole

being began to cry out for freedom, rushing wind, the stars, and a

pathless sky.

Slowly the power of the great, open Night entered his heart, bringing

with it a courage that enabled him to keep the terrors of the House at a

distance.

So far, the boy's strength had been equal to the task, but a moment was

approaching when the tension would be too great to bear, and the long

pent-up force would rush forth into an act. Jimbo realised this quite

clearly; though he could not exactly express it in words, he felt that

his real hope of escape lay in the success of that act. Meanwhile, with

more than a child's wisdom, he stored up every particle of strength he

had for the great moment when it should come.

A light wind had risen soon after sunset, but as the night wore on it

began to fail, dropping away into little silences that grew each time

longer. In the heart of one of these spells of silence Jimbo presently

noticed a new sound--a sound that he recognised.

Far away at first, but growing in distinctness with every dropping of

the wind, this new sound rose from the interior of the house below and

came gradually upon him. It was voices faintly singing, and the tread of

stealthy footsteps.

Nearer and nearer came the sound, till at length they reached the door,

and there passed into the room a wave of fine, gentle sound that woke no

echo and scarcely seemed to stir the air into vibration at all. The door

had opened, and a number of voices were singing softly under their

breath.

And after the sounds, creeping slowly like some timid animal, there came

into the room a small black figure just visible in the faint starlight.

It peered round the edge of the door, hesitated a moment, and then

advanced with an odd rhythmical sort of motion. And after the first

figure came a second, and after the second a third; and then several

entered together, till a whole group of them stood on the floor between

Jimbo and the open window.

Then he recognised the Frightened Children and his heart sank. Even

they, he saw, were arrayed against him, and took it for granted that he

already belonged to them.

Oh, why did not the governess come for him? Why was there no voice in

the sky? He glanced with longing towards the heavens, and as the

children moved past, he was almost certain that he saw the stars

_through_ their bodies too.

Slowly they shuffled across the floor till they formed a semicircle

round the bed; and then they began a silent, impish dance that made the

flesh creep. Their thin forms were dressed in black gowns like shrouds,

and as they moved through the steps of the bizarre measure he saw that

their legs were little more than mere skin and bone. Their faces--what

he could see of them when he dared to open his eyes--were pale as ashes,

and their beady little eyes shone like the facets of cut stones,

flashing in all directions. And while they danced in and out amongst

each other, never breaking the semicircle round the bed, they sang a

low, mournful song that sounded like the wind whispering through a

leafless wood.

And the words stirred in him that vague yet terrible fear known to all

children who have been frightened and made to feel afraid of the dark.

Evidently his sensations were being merged very rapidly now into those

of the little boy in the night-nursery bed.

"There is Someone in the Nursery

Whom we never saw before;

--Why hangs the moon so red?--

And he came not by the passage,

Or the window, or the door;

--Why hangs the moon so red?--

And he stands there in the darkness,

In the centre of the floor.

--See, where the moon hangs red!--

Someone's hiding in the passage

Where the door begins to swing;

--Why drive the clouds so fast?--

In the corner by the staircase

There's a dreadful waiting thing:

--Why drive the clouds so fast?--

Past the curtain creeps a monster

With a black and fluttering wing;

--See, where the clouds drive fast!--

In the chilly dusk of evening;

In the hush before the dawn;

--Why drips the rain so cold?--

In the twilight of the garden,

In the mist upon the lawn,

--Why drips the rain so cold?--

Faces stare, and mouth upon us,

Faces white and weird and drawn;

--See, how the rain drips cold!--

Close beside us in the night-time,

Waiting for us in the gloom,

--O! Why sings the wind so shrill?--

In the shadows by the cupboard,

In the corners of the room,

--O! Why sings the wind so shrill?--

From the corridors and landings

Voices call us to our doom.

--O! how the wind sings shrill!"--

By this time the dreadful dancers had come much closer to him, shifting

stealthily nearer to the bed under cover of their dancing, and always

_between him and the window_.

Suddenly their intention flashed upon him; they meant to prevent his

escape!

With a tremendous effort he sprang from the bed. As he did so a dozen

pairs of thin, shadowy arms shot out towards him as though to seize his

wings; but with an agility born of fright he dodged them, and ran

swiftly into the corner by the mantelpiece. Standing with his back

against the wall he faced the children, and strove to call out for help

to the governess; but this time there was an entirely new difficulty in

the way, for he found to his utter dismay that his voice refused to make

itself heard. His mouth was dry and his tongue would hardly stir.

Not a sound issued from his lips, but the children instantly moved

forwards and hemmed him in between them and the wall; and to reach the

window he would have to break through this semicircle of whispering,

shadowy forms. Above their heads he could see the stars shining, and any

moment he might hear Miss Lake's voice calling to him to come out. His

heart rose with passionate longing within him, and he gathered his wings

tightly about him ready for the final dash. It would take more than the

Frightened Children to hold him prisoner when once he heard that voice,

or even without it!

Whether they were astonished at his boldness, or merely waiting their

opportunity later, he could not tell; but anyhow they kept their

distance for a time and made no further attempt to seize his feathers.

Whispering together under their breath, sometimes singing their

mournful, sighing songs, sometimes sinking their voices to a confused

murmur, they moved in and out amongst each other with soundless feet

like the shadows of branches swaying in the wind.

Then, suddenly, they moved closer and stretched out their arms towards

him, their bodies swaying rhythmically together, while their combined

voices, raised just above a whisper, sang to him--

"Dare you fly out to-night,

When the Moon is so strong?

Though the stars are so bright,

There is death in their song;

You're a hostage to Fright,

And to us you belong!

Dare you fly out alone

Through the shadows that wave,

When the course is unknown

And there's no one to save?

You are bone of our bone,

And for ever His slave!"

And, following these words, came from somewhere in the air that voice

like the thunder of a river. Jimbo knew only too well to whom it

belonged as he listened to the rhyme of the West Wind--

"For the Wind of the West

Is a wind unblest,

And its dangerous breath

Will entice you to death!

Fly not with the Wind of the West, O child,

With the terrible Wind of the West!"

But the boy knew perfectly well that these efforts to stop him were all

part of a trap. They were lying to him. It was not the Wind of the West

at all; _it was the South Wind_! That at least he knew by the odours

that were wafted in through the window. Again he tried to call to the

governess, but his tongue lay stiff in his mouth and no sound came.

Meanwhile the children began to draw closer, hemming him in. They moved

almost imperceptibly, but he saw plainly that the circle was growing

smaller and smaller. His legs began to tremble, and he felt that soon he

would collapse and drop at their feet, for his strength was failing and

the power to act and move was slowly leaving him.

The little shadowy figures were almost touching him, when suddenly a new

sound broke the stillness and set every nerve tingling in his body.

Something was shuffling along the landing. He heard it outside, pushing

against the door. The handle turned with a rattle, and a moment later

the door slowly opened.

For a second Jimbo's breath failed him, and he nearly fell in a heap

upon the floor. Round the edge of the door he saw a dim huge figure come

crawling into the room--creeping along the floor--and trailing behind it

a pair of immense black wings that stretched along the boards. For one

brief second he stared, horror-stricken, and wondering what it was. But

before the whole length of the creature was in, he knew. It was Fright

himself! _And he was making steadily for the window!_

The shock instantly galvanised the boy into a state of activity again.

He recovered the use of all his muscles and all his faculties. His

voice, released by terror, rang out in a wild shriek for help to the

governess, and he dashed forward across the room in a mad rush for the

window. Unless he could reach it before the other, he would be a

prisoner for the rest of his life. It was now or never.

The instant he moved, the children came straight at him with hands

outstretched to stop him; but he passed through them as if they were

smoke, and with almost a single bound sprang upon the narrow

window-sill. To do this he had to clear the head and shoulders of the

creature on the floor, and though he accomplished it successfully, he

felt himself clutched from behind. For a second he balanced doubtfully

on the window ledge. He felt himself being pulled back into the room,

and he combined all his forces into one tremendous effort to rush

forward.

There was a ripping, tearing sound as he sprang into the air with a yell

of mingled terror and exultation. His prompt action and the fierce

impetus had saved him. He was free. But in the awful hand that seized

him he had left behind the end feathers of his right wing. A few inches

more and it would have been not merely the feathers, but the entire wing

itself.

He dropped to within three feet of the stones in the yard, and then,

borne aloft by the kind, rushing Wind of the South, he rose in a

tremendous sweep far over the tops of the high elms and out into the

heart of the night.

Only there was no governess's voice to guide him; and behind him, a

little lower down, a black pursuing figure with huge wings flapped

heavily as it followed with laborious flight through the darkness.

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