CHAPTER XII

THE FOUR WINDS

The governess left the boy to his own reflections almost immediately. He

spent the hours thinking and resting; going over again in his mind every

incident of the great flight and wondering when the real, final escape

would come, and what it would be like. Thus, between the two states of

excitement he forgot for a while that he was still a prisoner, and the

spell of horror was lifted temporarily from his heart.

The day passed quickly, and when Miss Lake appeared in the evening, she

announced that there could be no flying again that night, and that she

wished instead to give him important instruction for the future. There

were rules, and signs, and times which he must learn carefully. The time

might come when he would have to fly alone, and he must be prepared for

everything.

"And the first thing I have to tell you," she said, exactly as though

it was a schoolroom, "is: _Never fly over the sea._ Our kind of wings

quickly absorb the finer particles of water and get clogged and heavy

over the sea. You finally cannot resist the drawing power of the water,

and you will be dragged down and drowned. So be very careful! When you

are flying high it is often difficult to know where the land ends and

the sea begins, especially on moonless nights. But you can always be

certain of one thing: if there are no sounds below you--hoofs, voices,

wheels, wind in trees--you are over the sea."

"Yes," said the child, listening with great attention. "And what else?"

"The next thing is: _Don't fly too high._ Though we fly like birds,

remember we are not birds, and we can fly where they can't. We can fly

in the ether----"

"Where's that?" he interrupted, half afraid of the sound.

She stooped and kissed him, laughing at his fear.

"There is nothing to be frightened about," she explained. "The air gets

lighter and lighter as you go higher, till at last it stops altogether.

Then there's only ether left. Birds can't fly in ether because it's too

thin. We can, because----"

"Is that why it was good for me to get lighter and thinner?" he

interrupted again in a puzzled voice.

"Partly, yes."

"And what happens in the ether, please?" It still frightened him a

little.

"Nothing--except that if you fly too high you reach a point where the

earth ceases to hold you, and you dash off into space. Weight leaves you

then, and the wings move without effort. Faster and faster you rush

upwards, till you lose all control of your movements, and then----"

Miss Lake hesitated a moment.

"And then----?" asked the fascinated child.

"You may never come down again," she said slowly. "You may be sucked

into anything that happens to come your way--a comet, or a shooting

star, or the moon."

"I should like a shooting star best," observed the boy, deeply

interested. "The moon frightens me, I think. It looks so dreadfully

clean."

"You won't like any of them when the time comes," she laughed. "No one

ever gets out again who once gets in. But you'll never be caught that

way after what I've told you," she added, with decision.

"I shall never want to fly as high as that, I'm sure," said Jimbo. "And

now, please, what comes next?"

The next thing, she went on to explain, was the _weather_, which, to all

flying creatures, was of the utmost importance. Before starting for a

flight he must always carefully consider the state of the sky, and the

direction in which he wished to go. For this purpose he must master the

meaning and character of the Four Winds and be able to recognise them in

a moment.

"Once you know these," she said, "you cannot possibly go wrong. To make

it easier, I've put each Wind into a little simple rhyme, for you."

"I'm listening," he said eagerly.

"The North Wind is one of the worst and most dangerous, because it blows

so much faster than you think. It's taken you ten miles before you think

you've gone two. In starting with a North Wind, always fly _against_ it;

then it will bring you home easily. If you fly _with_ it, you may be

swept so far that the day will catch you before you can get home; and

then you're as good as lost. Even birds fly warily when this wind is

about. It has no lulls or resting-places in it; it blows steadily on and

on, and conquers everything it comes against--everything except the

mountains."

"And its rhyme?" asked Jimbo, all ears.

"It will show you the joy of the birds, my child,

You shall know their terrible bliss;

It will teach you to hide, when the night is wild,

From the storm's too passionate kiss.

For the Wind of the North

Is a volleying forth

That will lift you with springs

In the heart of your wings,

And may sweep you away

To the edge of the day.

So, beware of the Wind of the North, my child,

Fly not with the Wind of the North!"

"I think I like him all the same," said Jimbo. "But I'll remember always

to fly against him."

"The East Wind is worse still, for it hurts," continued the governess.

"It stings and cuts. It's like the breath of an ice-creature; it brings

hail and sleet and cold rain that beat down wings and blind the eyes.

Like the North Wind, too, it is dreadfully swift and full of little

whirlwinds, and may easily carry you into the light of day that would

prove your destruction. Avoid it always; no hiding-place is safe from

it. This is the rhyme:

"It will teach you the secrets the eagles know

Of the tempests' and whirlwinds' birth;

And the magical weaving of rain and snow

As they fall from the sky to the earth.

But an Easterly wind

Is for ever unkind;

It will torture and twist you

And never assist you,

But will drive you with might

To the verge of the night.

So, beware of the Wind of the East, my child,

Fly not with the Wind of the East."

"The West Wind is really a very nice and jolly wind in itself," she went

on, "but it's dangerous for a special reason: _it will carry you out to

sea_. The Empty House is only a few miles from the coast, and a strong

West Wind would take you there almost before you had time to get down to

earth again. And there's no use struggling against a really steady West

Wind, for it's simply tireless. Luckily, it rarely blows at night, but

goes down with the sun. Often, too, it blows hard to the coast, and then

drops suddenly, leaving you among the fogs and mists of the sea."

"Rather a nice, exciting sort of wind though," remarked Jimbo, waiting

for the rhyme.

"So, at last, you shall know from their lightest breath

To which heaven each wind belongs;

And shall master their meaning for life or death

By the shout of their splendid songs.

Yet the Wind of the West

Is a wind unblest;

It is lifted and kissed

By the spirits of mist;

It will clasp you and flee

To the wastes of the sea.

So, beware of the Wind of the West, my child,

Fly not with the Wind of the West!"

"A jolly wind," observed Jimbo again. "But that doesn't leave much over

to fly with," he added sadly. "They all seem dangerous or cruel."

"Yes," she laughed, "and so they are till you can master them--then

they're kind, only one that's really always safe and kind is the Wind of

the South. It's a sweet, gentle wind, beloved of all that flies, and you

can't possibly mistake it. You can tell it at once by the murmuring way

it stirs the grasses and the tops of the trees. Its taste is soft and

sweet in the mouth like wine, and there's always a faint perfume about

it like gardens in summer. It is the joy of this wind that makes all

flying things sing. With a South Wind you can go anywhere and no harm

can come to you."

"Dear old South Wind," cried Jimbo, rubbing his hands with delight. "I

hope it will blow soon."

"Its rhyme is very easy, too, though you will always be able to tell it

without that," she added.

"For this is the favourite Wind of all,

Beloved of the stars and night;

In the rustle of leaves you shall hear it call

To the passionate joys of flight.

It will carry you forth in its wonderful hair

To the far-away courts of the sky,

And the breath of its lips is a murmuring prayer

For the safety of all who fly.

For the Wind of the South

Is like wine in the mouth,

With its whispering showers

And perfume of flowers,

When it falls like a sigh

From the heart of the sky."

"Oh!" interrupted Jimbo, rubbing his hands, "that _is_ nice. That's _my_

wind!"

"It will bear you aloft

With a pressure so soft

That you hardly shall guess

Whose the gentle caress."

"Hooray!" he cried again.

"It's the kindest of weathers

For our red feathers,

And blows open the way

To the Gardens of Play.

So, fly out with the Wind of the South, my child,

With the wonderful Wind of the South."

"Oh, I love the South Wind already," he shouted, clapping his hands

again. "I hope it will blow very, _very_ soon."

"It may be rising even now," answered the governess, leading him to the

window. But, as they gazed at the summer landscape lying in the fading

light of the sunset, all was still and resting. The air was hushed, the

leaves motionless. There was no call just then to flight from among the

tree-tops, and he went back into the room disappointed.

"But why can't we escape at once?" he asked again, after he had given

his promise to remember all she had told him, and to be extra careful if

he ever went out flying alone.

"Jimbo, dear, I've told you before, it's because your body isn't ready

for you yet," she answered patiently. "There's hardly any circulation

in it, and if you forced your way back now the shock might stop your

heart beating altogether. Then you'd be really dead, and escape would be

impossible."

The boy sat on the edge of the bed staring intently at her while she

spoke. Something clutched at his heart. He felt his Older Self, with its

greater knowledge, rising up out of the depths within him. The child

struggled with the old soul for possession.

"Have _you_ got any circulation?" he asked abruptly at length. "I mean,

has _your_ heart stopped beating?"

But the smile called up by his words froze on her lips. She crossed to

the window and stood with her back to the fading light, avoiding his

eyes.

"My case, Jimbo, is a little different from yours," she said presently.

"The important thing is to make certain about your escape. Never mind

about me."

"But escape without you is nothing," he said, the Older Self now wholly

in possession. "I simply wouldn't go. I'd rather stay here--with you."

The governess made no reply, but she turned her back to the room and

leaned out of the window. Jimbo fancied he heard a sob. He felt a great

big heart swelling up within his little body, and he crossed over beside

her. For some minutes they stood there in silence, watching the stars

that were already shining faintly in the sky.

"Whatever happens," he said, nestling against her, "I shan't go from

here without you. Remember that!"

He was going to say a lot more, but somehow or other, when she stooped

over to kiss his head--he hardly came up to her shoulder--it all ran

suddenly out of his mind, and the little child dropped back into

possession again. The tide of his thoughts that seemed about to rise,

fast and furious, sank away completely, leaving his mind a clean-washed

slate without a single image; and presently, without any more words, the

governess left him and went through the trap-door into the silence and

mystery of the house below.

Several hours later, about the middle of the night, there came over him

a most disagreeable sensation of nausea and dizziness. The ground rose

and fell beneath his feet, the walls swam about sideways, and the

ceiling slid off into the air. It only lasted a few minutes, however,

and Jimbo knew from what she had told him that it was the Flying

Sickness which always followed the first long flight.

But, about the same time, another little body, lying in a night-nursery

bed, was being convulsed with a similar attack; and the sickness of the

little prisoner in the Empty House had its parallel, strangely enough,

in the half-tenanted body miles away in a different world.

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