About midway between the two horns of the bay, the Isles of Sunset
pierced the sea. There was deep blue water all around them, and the
sharp and fretted pinnacles of rock rose steeply up to heaven. The top
of the largest was blunt, and covered with a little carpet of grass
and sea-herbs. The rest were nought but cruel spires, on which no foot
but that of sea-birds could go. At one place there was a small creek,
into which a boat might be thrust, but only when the sea was calm; and
near the top of the rock, just over this, was the dark mouth of a
little cave.
The bay in which the Isles lay was quite deserted; the moorland came
to the edge of the cliffs, and through a steep and rocky ravine, the
sides of which were overgrown with ferns and low trees, all brushed
landward by the fierce winds, a stream fell hoarsely to the sea,
through deep rock-pools. The only living things there were the wild
birds, the moorfowl in the heather, hawks that built in the rock face,
and pigeons that made their nest in hollow places. Sometimes a stag
pacing slowly on the cliff-top would look over, but that was seldom.
Yet on these desolate and fearful rocks there dwelt a man, a hermit
named David. He had grown up as a fisher-boy in the neighbouring
village--an awkward silent boy with large eyes which looked as though
they were full of inward dreams. The people of the place were
Christians after a sort, though it was but seldom that a priest came
near them; and then only by sea, for there was no road to the place.
But David as a boy had heard a little of the Lord Christ, and of the
bitter sacrifice He made for men; and there grew up in his heart a
great desire to serve Him, and he prayed much in his heart to the
Lord, that He would show him what he might do. He had no parents
living. His mother was long dead, and his father had been drowned at
sea. He lived in the house of his uncle, a poor fisherman with an
angry temper, where he fared very hardly; for there were many mouths
to feed, and the worst fell to the least akin. But he grew up handy
and active, with strong limbs and a sure head; and he was well worth
his victual, for he was a good fisherman, patient of wind and rain;
and he could scale the cliff in places where none other dared go, and
bring down the eggs and feathers of the sea-birds. So they had much
use of him, and gave him but little love in return. When he was free
of work, the boy loved to wander alone, and he would lie on the
heather in the warm sun, with his face to the ground, drinking in the
fragrant breath of the earth, and praying earnestly in his heart to
the Lord, who had made the earth so fair and the sea so terrible. When
he came to man's estate, he had thoughts of making a home of his own,
but his uncle seemed to need him--so he lingered on, doing as he was
bid, very silent, but full of his own thoughts, and sure that the Lord
would call him when He had need of him; one by one the children of the
family grew up and went their ways; then his uncle's wife died, and
then at last one day, when he was out fishing with his uncle, there
came a squall and they beat for home. But the boat was overset and his
uncle was drowned; and David himself was cast ashore in a wonderful
manner, and found himself all alone.
Now while he doubted what he should do, he dreamed a dream that
wrought powerfully in his mind. He thought that he was walking in the
dusk beside the sea, which was running very high, when he saw a light
drawing near to him over the waves. It was not like the light of a
lantern, but a diffused and pale light, like the moon labouring in a
cloud. The sea began to abate its violence, and then David saw a
figure coming to him, walking, it seemed, upon the water as upon dry
land, sometimes lower, sometimes higher, as the waves ran high or low.
He stopped in a great wonder to watch the approach of the figure, and
he saw that it was that of a young man, going very slowly and
tranquilly, and looking about him with a gentle and smiling air of
command. All about him was a light, the source of which David could
not see, but he seemed like a man walking in the light of an open
window, when all around is dark. As he came near, David saw that he
was clad in a rough tunic of some dark stuff, which was girt up with a
girdle at the waist. His head and his feet were bare. Yet though he
seemed but poorly clad, he had the carriage of a great prince, whose
power none would willingly question. But the strangest thing was that
the sea grew calm before his feet, and though the wind was blowing
fiercely, yet it did not stir the hair, which fell somewhat long on
his shoulders, or so much as ruffle his robe. And then there came into
David's head a verse of Scripture where it says, "_What manner of man
is this, that even the winds and the sea obey him?_" And then the
answer came suddenly into David's mind, and he knelt down where he was
upon the beach, and waited in a great and silent awe; and presently
that One drew near, and in some way that David did not understand, for
he used no form of speech, his eyes made question of David's soul, and
seemed to read its depths. And then at last He spoke in words that He
had before used to a fisherman beside another sea, and said very
softly, "Follow Me." But He said not how He should be followed; and
presently He seemed to depart in a shining track across the sea, till
the light that went with Him sank like a star upon the verge. Then in
his dream David was troubled, and knew not how to follow; till he
thought that it might be given him, as it was given once to Peter, to
walk dry-shod over the depth; but when he set foot upon the water
there broke so furious a wave at him, that he knew not how to follow.
So he went back and kneeled upon the sand, and said aloud in his
doubt, "What shall I do, Lord?" and as the words sounded on his tongue
he awoke.
Then all that day he pondered how he should find the Lord; for he
knew that though he had a hope in his heart, and though he leaned much
upon God, yet he had not wholly found Him yet. God was sometimes with
him and near to him, but sometimes far withdrawn; and then, for he was
a very simple man, he said to himself, "I will give myself wholly to
the search for my Lord. I will live solitary, and I will fix my mind
upon Him"; for he thought within himself that his hard life, and the
cares of the household in which he had dwelt, had been what had
perhaps kept him outside; and therefore he thought that God had taken
these cares away from him. And so he made up his mind.
Then he cast about where he had best dwell; and he thought of the
Isles of Sunset as a lonely place, where he might live and not be
disturbed. There was the little cave high up in the rock-face, looking
towards the land, to which he had once scrambled up. This would give
him shelter; and there were moreover some small patches of earth, near
the base of the rock, where he could grow a few herbs and a little
corn. He had some money of his own, which would keep him until his
garden was grown up; and he could fish, he thought, from the rocks,
and find shell-fish and other creatures of the sea, which would give
him meat.
So the next day he bought a few tools that he thought he would need,
and rowed all over when it was dusk. He put his small stores in a cave
by the water's edge. The day after, he went and made a few farewells;
he told no one where he was going; but it pleased him to find a little
love for him in the hearts of some. One parting was a strangely sore
one: there was an old and poor woman that lived very meanly in the
place, who had an only granddaughter, a little maid. These two he
loved very much, and had often done them small kindnesses. He kept
this good-bye to the last, and went to the house after sundown. The
old woman bade him sit down, and asked him what he meant to do, now
that he was alone. "I am going away, mother," he said gently. The
child, hearing this, came over the room from where she sate, and said
to him, "No, David, do not go away." "Yes, dear child," he said, "I
must even go." Then she said, "But where will you go? May I not come
to see you sometimes?" and she put her small arms round his neck, and
laid her cheek to his. Then David's heart was very full of love, and
he said, smiling, and with his arm round the child, "Dear one, I must
not say where I am going--and it is a rough place, too, not fit for
such tender little folk as you; but, if I can, I will come again and
see you." Then the old grandmother, looking upon him very gravely,
said, "Tell me what is in your mind." But he said, "Nay, mother, do
not ask me; I am going to a place that is near and yet far; and I am
going to seek for one whom I know not and yet know; and the way is
long and dark." Then she forbore to ask him more, and fell to
pondering sadly; so after they had sate awhile, he rose up and loosed
the child's arms from him, kissing her; and the tears stood in his
eyes; and he thought in himself that God was very wise; for if he had
had a home of his own, and children whom he loved, he could never have
found it in his heart to leave them. So he went out.
Then he climbed up the steep path that led to the downs, and so to
the bay where the Isles lay. And just as he reached the top, the moon
ran out from a long bank of cloud; and he saw the village lie beneath
him, very peaceful in the moonlight; there were lights in some of the
windows; the roofs were silvered in the clear radiance of the moon,
and the shadows lay dark between. He could see the little streets,
every inch of which he knew, and the port below. He could see the
coast stretch away to the east, headland after headland, growing
fainter; and the great spaces of the sea, with the moon glittering on
the waves. There was a holy and solemn peace about it all; and though
his life had not been a happy one there, he knew in a flash that the
place was very dear to his heart, and he said a prayer to God, that He
would guard and cherish the village and those that dwelt there. Then
he turned, and went on to the downs; and presently descended by a
steep path to the sea, through the thickets. He took off his clothes,
and tied them in a pack on his back; and then he stepped quietly into
the bright water, which lapped very softly against the shore, a little
wave every now and then falling gently, followed by a long rustling of
the water on the sand, and a silence till the next wave fell. He waded
on till he could swim, and then struck out to where the Isles stood,
all sharp and bright in the moon. He swam with long quiet strokes,
hearing the water ripple past; and soon the great crags loomed out
above him, and he heard the waves fall among their rocky coves. At
last he felt the ground beneath his feet; and coming out of the water
he dressed himself, and then--for he would not venture on the cliffs
in the uncertain light--gathering up some dried weeds of the sea, he
made a pillow for his head and slept, in a wonderful peace of mind,
until the moon set; and not long after there came a pale light over
the sea in the east, brightening slowly, until at last the sun, like a
fiery ball, broke upwards from the sea; and it was day.
Now when David awoke in the broad daylight, he found himself full of
a great joy and peace. He seemed, as it were, to have leaped over a
wide ditch, and to see the world across it. Now he was alone with God,
and he had put all the old, mean, hateful life away from him. It did
not even so much as peep into his mind that he would have to endure
many hardships of body, rain, and chilly winds, a bed of rock, and
fare both hard and scanty. This was not what had troubled him in the
old days. What had vexed his heart had been unclean words and deeds,
greediness, hardness, cruel taunts, the lack of love, and the meanness
and baseness of the petty life. All that was behind him now; he felt
free and strong, and while he moved about to spy out his new kingdom,
he sang loudly to himself a song of praise. The place pleased him
mightily; over his head ran up the cliff with its stony precipices and
dizzy ledges. The lower rocks all fringed with weeds, like sea-beasts
with rough hair, stood out black from the deep blue water that lay
round the rocks. He loved to hear the heavy plunge of the great waves
around his bastions, the thin cries of the sea-birds that sailed about
the precipice, or that lit on their airy perches. Everywhere was a
brisk sharp scent of the sea, and the fresh breeze, most unlike the
close sour smell of the little houses. He felt himself free and strong
and clean, and he thought of all the things he would say to God in the
pleasant solitude, and how he would hear the low and far-off voice of
the Father speaking gently with his soul.
His first care was to find the cave that was to shelter him. He spent
the day in climbing very carefully and lightly all over the face of
the rock. Never had he known his hand so strong, or his head so sure.
He sate for a time on a little ledge, to which he had climbed on the
crag face, and he feasted his eyes upon the sight of the great cliffs
of the mainland that ran opposite him, to left and right, in a wide
half-circle. His eyes dwelt with pleasure upon the high sloping
shoulders of rock, on which the sun now shone very peacefully, the
strip of moorland at the top, the brushwood growing in the sloping
coves, the clean shingle at the base of the rocks, and the blue sky
over all. That was the world as God had made it, and as He intended it
to be; it was only men who made it evil, huddling together in their
small and filthy dens, so intent on their little ugly lives, their
food and drink and wicked ways.
Presently he found the cave-mouth, and noted in his mind the best way
thither. The cave seemed to him a very sweet place; the mouth was all
fringed with little ferns; inside it was dry and clean; and in a few
hours he had disposed all his small goods within it. There was a low
slope, on one side of the rocks, where the fern grew plentifully. He
gathered great armfuls of the dry red stalks, and made himself a
rustling bed. So the day wore pleasantly away. One of his cares was to
find water; but here it seemed that God blessed him very instantly,
for he found a place near the sea, where a little spring soaked cool
out of the rock, with a pleasant carpet of moss and yellow flowers. He
found, too, some beds of shell-fish, which he saw would give him food
and bait for his fishing. So about sundown he cast a line from the end
of the rocks and presently caught a fish, a ling, which lives round
rocky shores. This he broiled at a small fire of driftwood, for he had
brought tinder with him; and it pleased him to think of the meal that
the Apostles took with the risen Christ, a meal which He had made for
them, and to which He Himself called them; for that, too, was a
broiled fish, and eaten by the edge of the sea. Also he ate a little
of the bread he had brought with him; and with it some of a brisk
juicy herb, called samphire, that sprouted richly in the cliff, which
gave his meat an aromatic savour; and with a drink of fresh spring
water he dined well, and was content; then he climbed within the cave,
and fell asleep to the sound of the wind buffeting in the cliff, and
the fall of great waves on the sea beaches.
Now I might make a book of all the things that David saw and did on
the islands, but they were mostly simple and humble things. He fared
very hard, but though he often wondered how he would find food for the
next day, it always came to him; and he kept his health in a way which
seemed to him to be marvellous; indeed he seemed to himself to be both
stronger in body and lighter in spirit than he had ever been before.
He both saw and heard things that he could not explain. There were
sounds the nature of which he could not divine; on certain days there
was a far-off booming, even when the waves seemed still; at times,
too, there was a low musical note in the air, like the throbbing of a
tense string of metal; once or twice he heard a sound like soft
singing, and wondered in his heart what creature of the sea it might
be that uttered it. On stormy nights there were sad moans and cries,
and he often thought that there were strange and unseen creatures
about him, who hid themselves from sight, but whose voices he
certainly heard; but he was never afraid. One night he saw a very
beautiful thing; it had been a still day, but there was an anxious
sound in the wind which he knew portended a storm; he was strangely
restless on such days, and woke many times in the night: at last he
could bear the silence of the cave no more, and went out, descending
swiftly by the rocks, the path over which he could have now followed
blindfold, down to the edge of the sea. Then he saw that the waves
that beat against the rock were all luminous, as though lit with an
inner light; suddenly, far below, how deep he knew not, he saw a great
shoal of fish, some of them very large, coming softly round the rocks;
the water, as it touched their blunt snouts, burst as it were into
soft flame, and showed every twinkle of their fins and every beat of
their tails. The shoal came swiftly round the rocks, swimming
intently, and it seemed as though there was no end of them. But at
last the crowd grew thinner and then ceased; but he could still see
the water rippling all radiant in the great sea-pools, showing the
motion of broad ribbons of seaweed that swayed to and fro, and
lighting up odd horned beasts that stirred upon the ledges. From that
day forth he was often filled with a silent wonder at all the
sleepless life that moved beneath the vast waters, and that knew
nothing of the little human lives that fretted themselves out in the
thin air above. That day was to him like the opening of a door into
the vast heart of God.
But for all his happiness, the thought weighed upon him, day after
day, of all the grief and unhappiness that there was about him. A
dying bird that he found in a pool, and that rolled its filmy eye upon
him in fear, as if to ask why he must disturb it in its last sad
languid hour, the terror in which so many of the small fish abode--he
saw once, when the sea was clear, a big fish dart like a dark shadow,
with open mouth and gleaming eye, on a little shoal of fishes that
sported joyfully in the sun; they scattered in haste, but they had
lost their fellows--all this made him ponder; but most of all there
weighed on his heart the thought of the world he had left, of how men
spoke evil of each other, and did each other hurt; of children whose
lot was to be beaten and cursed for no fault, but to please the cruel
temper of a master; of patient women, who had so much to bear--so that
sometimes he had dark thoughts of why God made the world so fair, and
then left so much that was amiss, like a foul stream that makes a
clear pool turbid. And there came into his head a horror of taking the
lives of creatures for his own use--the shell-worm that writhed as he
pulled it from the shell; the bright fish that came up struggling and
gasping from the water, and that fought under his hand--and at last he
made up his mind that he would take no more life, though how he would
live he knew not; and as for the world of men, he became very desirous
to help a little as best he could; and there being at this time a
wreck in the bay, when a boat and all on board were lost, he thought
that he would wish, if he could, to keep a fire lit on dark nights, so
that ships that passed should see that there was a dwelling there, and
so keep farther away from the dangerous rocks.
By this time it had become known in the country where he was--his
figure had been seen several times from the cliffs; and one day there
had come a boat, with some of those that knew him, to the island. He
had no wish to mix again with men; but neither did he desire to avoid
them, if it was God's will that they should come. So he came down
courteously, and spoke with the master of the boat, who asked him very
curiously of his life and all that he did. David told him all; and
when the master asked him why he had thus fled away from the world,
David said simply that he had done so that he might pray to God in
peace. Then the master said that there were many waking hours in the
day, and he knew not what there might be to say prayers about, "for,"
he said, "you have no book to make prayers out of, like the priests,
and you have no store of good-sounding words with which to catch the
ear of God." Then David said that he prayed to God to guard all things
great and small, and to help himself along the steep road to heaven.
Then the master wondered very much, and said that a man must please
himself, and no doubt it was a holy work. Then he asked a little
shamefacedly for David to pray for him, that he might be kept safe
from shipwreck, and have good fortune for fishing, to which David
replied, "Oh, I do that already."
Before the master went away, and he stayed not long, he asked David
how he lived, and offered him food. And David being then in a
strait--for he had lately vowed to take no life, said gladly that he
would have anything they could give him. So the master gave him some
victual. And it happened, just at this time, that some of the boats
from the village had a wonderful escape from a storm, and through that
season they caught fish in abundance; so it was soon noised abroad
that this was all because of David's prayers; and after that he never
had need of food, for they brought him many little presents, such as
eggs, fruit, and bread--for he would take no meat--giving them into
his hands when he was on the lower rocks, or leaving them on a ledge
in the cove when he was aloft. And as, when the fish were plenteous,
they gave him food in gratitude, and when fish were scarce, they gave
it him even more abundantly that they might have his prayers, David
was never in lack; in all of which he saw the wonderful hand of God
working for him.
Now David pondered very much how he might keep a light aloft on
dangerous nights.
His first thought was to find a sheltered place among the rocks to
seaward, where his fire could burn and not be extinguished by the
wind; but, though he climbed all about the rocks, he could find no
place to his mind. One day, however, he was in the furthest recess of
his cave, when he felt that among the rocks a little thin wind blew
constantly from one corner; and feeling about with his hands, he found
that it came out of a small crack in the rocks. The stone above it
seemed to be loose; and he perceived after a while that the end of the
cave must be very near to the seaward face of the crag, and that the
cave ran right through the rock, and was only kept from opening on the
outer side by a thin barrier of stone; so after several attempts,
using all his strength, he worked the stone loose; and then with a
great effort, he thrust the stone out; it fell with a great noise,
leaping among the crags, and at last plunging into the sea. The wind
rushed in through the gap; then he saw that he had, as it were, a
small window looking out to sea, so small that he could not pass
through it, but large enough to let a light shine forth, if there were
a light set there; but though it seemed again to him like the guiding
hand of God, he could not devise how he should shelter the light
within from the wind. Indeed the hole made the cave a far less
habitable place for himself, for the wind whistled very shrewdly
through; he found it easy enough to stop the gap with an old
fisherman's coat--but then the light was hidden from view. So he tried
a further plan; he dug a hole in the earth at the top of the cliff,
and then made a bed of dry sand at the bottom of it; and he piled up
dry seaweed and wood within, thinking that if he lit his beacon there,
it might be sheltered from the wind, and would burn fiercely enough to
throw up the flame above the top of the pit. He saw that heavy rain
would extinguish his fire; but the nights were most dangerous when it
blew too strongly for rain to fall. So one night, when the wind blew
strongly from the sea, he laid wood in order, which he had gathered on
the land, and conveyed with many toilsome journeys over to the island.
Then he lighted the pile, but it was as he feared; the wind blew
fiercely over the top, and drove the flames downward, so that the pit
glowed with a fierce heat; and sometimes a lighted brand was caught up
and whirled over the cliffs; but he saw plainly enough that the light
would not show out at sea. He was very sad at this, and at last went
heavily down to his cave, not knowing what he should do; and pondering
long before he slept, he could see no way out.
In the morning he went up to the cliff-top again, and turned his
steps to the pit. The fire had burned itself out, but the sides were
still warm to the touch; all the ashes had been blown by the force of
the wind out of the hole; but he saw some bright things lie in the
sand, which he could not wholly understand, till he pulled them out
and examined them carefully. They were like smooth tubes and lumps of
a clear stuff, like molten crystal or frozen honey, full of bubbles
and stains, but still strangely transparent; and then, though he saw
that these must in some way have proceeded from the burning of the
fire, he felt as though they must have been sent to him for some wise
reason. He turned them over and over, and held them up to the light.
It came suddenly into his mind how he would use these heavenly
crystals; he would make, he thought, a frame of wood, and set these
jewels in the frame. Then he would set this in the hole of his cave,
and burn a light behind; and the light would thus show over the sea,
and not be extinguished.
So this after much labour he did; he fitted all the clear pieces into
the frame, and he fixed the frame very firm in the hole with wooden
wedges. Then he pushed clay into the cracks between the edges of the
frame and the stone. Then he told some of those who came to him that
he had need of oil for a purpose, and they brought it him in
abundance, and wicks for a lamp; and these he set in an earthen bowl
filled with oil, and on a dark night, when all was finished, he lit
his lamp; and then clambered out on the furthest rocks of the island,
and saw his light burn in the rocks, not clearly, indeed, but like an
eye of glimmering fire. Then he was very glad at heart, and he told
the fishermen how he had found means to set a light among the cliffs,
and that he would burn it on dark and stormy nights, so that they
might see the light and avoid the danger. The tidings soon spread, and
they thought it a very magical and holy device; but did not doubt that
the knowledge of it was given to David by God.
So David was in great happiness. For he knew that the Father had
answered his prayer, and allowed him, however little, to help the
seafaring folk.
He made other things after that; he put up a doorway with a door of
wood in the entering of the cave; he made, too, a little boat that he
might go to and fro to the land without swimming. And now, having no
care to provide food, for they brought it him in abundance, he turned
his mind to many small things. He made a holy carving in the cave, of
Christ upon the Cross--and he carved around it a number of creatures,
not men only, but birds and beasts, looking to the Cross, for he
thought that the beasts also should have their joy in the great
offering. His fame spread abroad; and there came a priest to see him,
who abode with him for some days, prayed with him, and taught him much
of the faith. The priest gave him a book, and showed him the letters;
but David, though he longed to read what was within, could not hold
the letters in his head.
He tamed, too, the wild birds of the rock, so that they came to his
call; one was a gull, which became so fearless that it would come to
his cave, and sit silent on a rock, watching him while he worked. He
kept a fish, too, in a pool of the rocks, that would rise to the edge
when he approached.
But all this time he went not near to the village; for his solitude
had become very dear to him, and he prayed continually; and at evening
and morning and midday he would sing praises to God, simple words that
he had made.
One morning he awoke in the cave, and as he bestirred himself he
thought in his heart of all his happiness. It was a still morning, but
the sky was overcast. Suddenly he heard voices below him; and thinking
that he was needed, he descended the rocks quickly, and came down a
little way from a group of sailors who were standing on the shore;
there was a boat drawn up on the sand, and near at hand there lay at
anchor a small ship, that seemed to be of a foreign gear, and larger
than he was wont to see. He came somewhat suddenly upon the group, and
they seemed, as it were, to be amazed to see a man there. He went
smilingly towards them, but as he did so there came into his heart a
feeling of danger, he knew not what; and he thought that it would be
better to retire up the rocks to his cave, and wait till the men had
withdrawn--for it was not likely that they would visit him there, or
that even if they saw the way thither, they would adventure it, as it
was steep and dangerous. But he put the thought away and came up to
them. They seemed to be conferring together in low voices, and the
nearer that he drew, the less he liked their look. He spoke to them,
but they seemed not to understand, and answered him back very roughly
in a tongue he did not understand. But presently they put one forward,
an old man, who had some words of English, who asked him what he did
there. He tried to explain that he lived on the island, but the old
man shook his head, evidently not believing that there could be one
living in so bare a place. Then the men conferred again together, and
presently the old man asked him, in his broken speech, whether he
would take service on the ship with them. David said, smiling, that he
would not, for he had other work to do; and the old man seemed to try
and persuade him, saying that it was a good service; that they lived a
free life, wandering where they would; but that they had lost men
lately, and were hardly enough to sail the ship.
Then it came into David's mind that he had fallen in with pirates.
They were not often seen in these parts, for there was little enough
that they could get, the folk being all poor, and small traffic
passing that way. And then, for he saw the group beginning to gather
round him, he made a prayer in his heart that he should be delivered
from the evil, and made proffer to the men of the little stores that
he had. The old man shook his head, and spoke with the others, who now
seemed to be growing angry and impatient; and then he said to David
that they had need of him to help to sail the ship, and that he must
come whether he would or no. David cast a glance round to see if he
could escape up the rocks; but the men were all about him, and seeing
in his eye that he thought of flight, they laid hands upon him. David
resisted with all his might, but they overpowered him in a moment,
bound his hands and feet, and cast him with much force into their
boat. Then David was sorely disheartened; but he waited, committing
his soul to God. While he waited, he saw a strange thing; on the beach
there lay a box, tightly corded; the men raised this up very gently,
and with difficulty, as it seemed to be heavy. Then they carried it up
above the tide-mark; and, making a hole among the loose stones, they
buried it very carefully, casting stones over it. Then one of them
with a chisel made a mark on the cliff behind, to show where the box
lay--and then, first looking carefully out to sea, they came into the
boat, and rowed off to the ship, which seemed almost deserted; paying
no more heed to David than if he had been a log of wood.
The old man who understood English steered the boat; and David tried
to say some words to him, to ask that he should be released; but the
old man only shook his head; and at last bade David be silent with
great anger. They rowed slowly out, and David could see the great
rocks, that had now been his home so long, rising, still and peaceful,
in the morning light. Every rock and cranny was known to him. There
was the place where, when he first came, he was used to fish. There
was the cliff-top where he had made his fire; he could even see his
little window in the front of the rocks, and he thought with grief
that it would be dark and silent henceforth. But he thought that he
was somehow in the hand of God; and that though to be dragged away
from his home seemed grievous, there must be some task to which the
Father would presently set him, even if it were to go down to death;
and though the cords that bound him were now very painful, and his
heart was full of sorrow, yet David felt a kind of peace in his spirit
which showed him that God was still with him.
When they got to the ship, there arose a dispute among the men as to
whether they should run out to sea before it was dark, or whether they
should lie where they were; there was but little wind, so they made up
their minds to stay. David himself thought from the look of the sky
that there was strong weather brewing. The old man who spoke English
asked him what he thought, and he told him that there would be wind.
He seemed to be disposed to believe David; but the men were tired, and
it was decided to stay.
They had unbound David that he might go on board; and the pain in his
hands and feet was very great when the bonds were unloosed; and when
he was on board they bound him again, but not so tightly, and led him
down into a cabin, close and dirty, where a foul and smoky lamp burnt.
They bade him sit in a corner. The low ill-smelling place was very
grievous to David, and he thought with a sore heart of his clean cold
cave, and his bed of fern. The men seemed to take no further heed of
him, and went about preparing a meal. There seemed to be little
friendliness among them; they spoke shortly and scowled upon each
other; and David divined that there had been some dispute aboard, and
that they were ill-content. There was little discipline, the men going
and coming when they would.
Before long a meal was prepared; some sort of a stew with a rich
strong smell, that seemed very gross and foul to David, who had been
used so long to his simple fare. The men came in and took from the
dish what they desired; and a large jar was opened, which from its
fierce smell seemed to contain a hot and fiery spirit; and that it was
so David could easily discern, from the flushed faces and louder talk
of the men, which soon became mingled with a gross merriment. The old
man brought a mess of the food to David, who shook his head smiling.
Then the other, with more kindness than David had expected, asked if
he would have bread; and fetched him a large piece, unbinding his
hands for a little, that he might eat. Then he offered him some of the
spirit; but David asked for water, which the old man gave him, binding
his hands after he had drunk, with a certain gentleness.
Presently the old man, after he too had eaten, came and sate down
beside David; and in his broken talk seemed to wish to win him, if he
could, to join them more willingly. He spoke of the pleasant life they
lived, and of the wealth that they made, though he said not how they
came by it. He told him that he had seen some of it hidden that day,
which they had done for greater security, so that, if the ship should
be cast away, the men might have some of their spoil waiting for them;
and David understood from him, though he had but few words to explain
it, that it had been that which had caused a strife among them. For
they had come by the treasure very hardly, and they had lost some of
the crew in so doing it--and some of the men had desired to share it,
and have done with the sea for ever; but that it had been decided to
make another voyage first.
Then David said very gently that he did not desire to join them, for
he was a man of peace; and he told him of his lonely life, and how he
made a light to keep ships off the dangerous coast; and at that the
old man looked at him with a fixed air, and nodded his head as though
he had himself heard of the matter, or at least seen the light--all
this David told him, speaking slowly as to a child; but it seemed as
though every minute the remembrance of the language came more and more
back to the old man.
But at last the man shook his head, and said that he was sorry so
peaceful a life must come to an end. But, indeed, David must go with
them whether he would or no; and that they would be good comrades yet;
and he should have his share of whatever they got. And then he left
David and went on to the deck.
Then there fell a great despair upon David; and at the same time the
crew, excited by the drink they had taken, for they drained the jar,
began to dispute among themselves, and to struggle and fight; and one
of them espied David, and they gathered round and mocked him. They
mocked at his dress, his face, his hair, which had grown somewhat
long. And one of them in particular seemed most urgent, speaking long
to the others, and pointing at David from time to time, while the
others fell into a great laughter. Then they fell to plucking his
hair, and even to beating him--and they tried to force the spirit into
his mouth, but he kept his teeth clenched; and the very smell of the
fiery stuff made his brain sick. But he could not stir hand or foot;
and presently there came into his mind a great blackness of anger, so
that he seemed to be in the very grip of the evil one; and he knew in
his heart that if he had been unbound, he would have slain one or more
of them; for his heart beat thick, and there came a strange redness
into his sight, and he gnashed his teeth for rage; at which they
mocked him the more. But at last the old man came down into the cabin,
and when he saw what they were at, he spoke very angrily to them,
stamping his foot; and it seemed as though he alone had any authority,
for they left off ill-using David, and went from him one by one.
Then, after a while they began to nod in their places; one or two of
them cast themselves into beds made in the wall; others fell on the
floor, and slept like beasts; and at last they all slept; and last of
all the old man came in again, bearing a lamp, and looked round the
room in a sort of angry disgust. Then he said a word to David, and
opening a door went on into a cabin beyond, closing the door behind
him.
Then, in the low light of the smoking lamp, and in the hot and reeking
room, with the foul breathing of the sleepers round him, David spent a
very dreadful hour. He had never in the old days seen so ill a scene;
and it was to him, exhausted by pain and by rage, as if a dark thing
came behind him, and whispered in his secret ear that God regarded not
men at all, and that the evil was stronger than the good, and
prevailed. He tried to put the thought away; but it came all the more
instantly, that what he had seen could not be, if God had indeed power
to rule. It was not only the scene itself, but the thought of what
these men were, and the black things they had doubtless done, the
deeds of murder, cruelty, and lust that were written plainly on all
their faces; all these came like dark shadows and gathered about him.
David stirred a little to ease himself of his pain and stiffness; and
his foot struck against a thing. He looked down, and saw in the shadow
of the table a knife lying, which had fallen from some man's belt. A
thought of desperate joy came into his mind. He bent himself down with
his bound hands, and he contrived to gather up the knife. Then, very
swiftly and deftly, he thrust the haft between his knees; then he
worked the rope that bound his hands to and fro over the blade; the
rope parted, and the blood came back into his numbed fingers with a
terrible pain. But David heeded it not, and stooping down, he cut the
cord that bound his feet; then he rose softly, and sate down again;
for the blood, returning to his limbs, made him feel he could not
stand yet awhile. All was still in the cabin, except for the slow
breathing of those that slept; save that every now and then one of the
sleepers broke into a stifled cry, and muttered words, or stirred in
his sleep.
Presently David felt that he could walk. He pondered for a moment
whether he should take the knife, if he were suddenly attacked; but he
resisted the thought, and left the knife lying on the ground.
Then stepping lightly among the sleepers, he moved like a shadow to
the door; very carefully he stepped; and at each movement or muttered
word he stopped and caught his breath. Suddenly one of the men rose
up, leaning on his arm, and looked at him with a stupid stare; but
David stood still, waiting, with his heart fit to break within his
breast, till the man lay down again. Then David was at the door. The
cabin occupied half the ship to the bows; the rest was undecked, with
high bulwarks; a rough ladder of steps led to the gangway. David stood
for a moment in the shadow of the door; but there seemed no one on the
watch without. The pure air and the fresh smell of the sea came to his
senses like a breath of heaven. He stepped swiftly over a coil of
rope; then up the ladder, and plunged noiselessly into the sea.
He swam a few strokes very strongly; and then he looked about him. The
night was as dark as pitch. He could see a dim light from the ship
behind him; the water rose and fell in a slow heavy swell; but which
way the land lay he could not tell. But he said to himself that it was
better to drown and be certainly with God, than in the den of robbers
he had left. So he turned himself round in the water, trying to
remember where the shore lay, but it was all dark, both the sky and
sea, with a pitchy blackness; only the lights of the ship glimmered
towards him like little bright paths across the heaving tide.
Suddenly there came a thing so wonderful that David could hardly
believe he saw truly; a bright eye of light, as it were, opened upon
him in the dark, far off, and hung high in the heavens, like a quiet
star. The radiance of it was like the moon, cold and clear. And though
David could not at first divine whence it came, he did not doubt in
his heart that it was there to guide him; so he struck out towards it,
with long silent strokes. He swam for a long time, the light shining
softly over the water, and seeming to rise higher over his head, while
the glimmering of the ship's lights grew fainter and more murky behind
him. Then he became aware that he was drawing near to the land; great
dark shapes loomed up over his head, and he heard the soft beating of
waves before him. Then he could see too, as he looked upon the light,
that there was a glimmer around it; and he saw that it came from the
edges and faces of rocks that were lit up by the radiance. So he swam
more softly; and presently his foot struck a rock covered with weed;
so he put his feet down, waded in cautiously, and pulling himself up
by the hands found himself on a rocky shore, and knew that it was his
own island.
Then the light above him, as though it had but waited for his safety
to be secured, died softly away, like the moon gliding into a cloud.
David wondered very much at this, and cast about in his mind how it
might be; but his heart seemed to tell him that there was some holy
and beautiful thing on the island very near to him. He could hardly
contain himself for gladness; and he thought that God had doubtless
given him this day of misery and terror, partly that he might value
his peace truly, and partly that he might feel that he had it not of
right, but by the gracious disposition of the Father.
So he climbed very softly and swiftly to the cave; and entered it
with a great gladness; and then he became aware of a great awe in his
mind. There was somewhat there, that he could not see with his eyes,
but which was more real and present than anything he had ever known;
the cave seemed to shine with a faint and tender gleam that was dying
away by slow degrees; as though the roof and walls had been charged
with a peaceful light, which still rayed about them, though the
radiance that had fed it was withdrawn. He took off his dripping
clothes, and wrapped himself in his old sea-cloak. But he did not
think of sleep, or even of prayer; he only sate still on his bed of
fern, with his eyes open in the darkness, drinking in the strong and
solemn peace which seemed to abide there. David never had known such a
feeling, and he was never to know it again so fully; but for the time
he seemed to sit at the foot of God, satisfied. While he thus sate, a
great wind sprang up outside and thundered in the rocks; fiercer and
fiercer it blew, and soon there followed it the loud crying of the
sea, as the great waters began to heave and rage. Then David bestirred
himself to light and trim his lamp, and set it in the window as a
warning to ships. And when he had done this he felt a great and sudden
weariness, and he laid himself down; and sleep closed over him at
once, as the sea closes over a stone that is flung into it.
Once in the night he woke, with the roar of the storm in his ears,
and wondered that he had slept through it. He had been through many
stormy nights, but he had never heard the like of this. The wind blew
with a steady roar, like a flood of thunder outpoured; in the midst of
it, the great waves, hurled upon the rocks, uttered their voices; and
between he heard the hiss of the water, as it rushed downwards from
the cliff face. In the midst of all came a sharp and sudden wailing
cry; and then he began to wonder what the poor ship was doing, which
he thought of as riding furiously at her anchor, with the drunken
crew, and the old man with his sad and solemn face, who seemed so
different from his unruly followers, and yet was not ashamed to rule
over them and draw profit from their evil deeds. In spite of the ill
they had tried to do him, he felt a great pity for them in his heart;
but this was but for a moment, for sleep closed over him again, and
drew him down into forgetfulness.
When David woke in the morning, the gale had died away, but the sky
wept from low and ragged clouds, as if ashamed and sullen at the wrath
of the day before. Water trickled in the cracks of the rock; and when
David peered abroad, he looked into the thin drifting clouds. He had a
great content in his heart, but the awe and the strange peace of the
night had somehow diminished.
He began to reflect upon the light that he had seen from the sea. It
was not his lamp that had given out such light, for it was clear and
thin, while the light his own lamp gave was angry and red. Moreover,
when he had lighted the lamp before the storm, it was standing idle,
not in the window-place, but on the rock-shelf where he had set it.
Then he knew that some great and holy mystery had been wrought for him
that night, and that he had been very tenderly used.
Presently he descended the cliff, and went out upon the seaward side.
The waves still rose angrily under the grey sky, but were fast
abating. He saw in a moment that the shore was full of wreckage; there
were spars and timbers everywhere, and all the litter of a ship. Some
of the timbers were flung so high upon the rocks that he saw how great
the violence of the storm had been. He walked along, and in a minute
he came upon the body of a man lying on his face, strangely battered.
Then he saw another body, and yet another. He lifted them up, but
there was no sign of life in them; and he recognised with a great
sadness that they were the pirates who had dragged him from his home.
He had for a moment one evil thought in his mind, a kind of triumph in
his heart that God had saved him from his enemies, and delivered them
over to death; but he knew that it was a wicked thought, and thrust it
from him. At last at the end of the rocks he found the old captain
himself. There was a kind of majesty about him, even in death, as he
lay looking up at the sky, with one arm flung across his breast, and
the other arm outstretched beside him. Then he saw the ribs of the
ship itself stick up among the rocks, and he wondered to find the hull
so broken and ruinous.
His next care was that the poor bodies should have burial. So about
midday he took his boat from its shelter, and rowed across to the
land; and then, with a strange fear of the heart, he climbed the
cliff, and walked down slowly to the village, which he had thought in
his heart he would never have seen again.
The wind had now driven the clouds out of the sky, and the sun came
out with a strong white light, the light that shines from the sky when
the earth has been washed clean by rain. It sparkled brightly in the
little drops that hung like jewels in the grass and bushes. It was
with a great throb of the heart that David came out upon the end of
the down, and saw the village beneath him. It looked as though no
change had passed over it, but as though its life must have stood
still, since he left it; then there came tears into David's eyes at
the thought of the old hard life he had lived there, and how God had
since filled his cup so full of peace; so with many thoughts in his
heart he came slowly down the path to the town. He first met two
children whom he did not know; he spoke to them, but they looked for a
moment in terror at his face; his hair and beard were long, and he was
all tanned by the sun; but he spoke softly to them, and presently they
came to him and were persuaded to tell their names. They were the
children, David thought, of a young lad whom he had known as a boy;
and presently, as the manner of children is when they have laid aside
fear, they told him many small things, their ages and their doings,
and other little affairs which seem so big to a child; and then they
would take his hands and lead him to the village, while David smiled
to be so lovingly attended. He was surprised, when he entered the
street, to see how curiously he was regarded. Even men and women, that
he had known, would hardly speak with him, but did him reverence. The
children would lead him to their house first; and so he went thither,
not unwilling. When they were at the place, he found with a gentle
wonder that it was even the house where he had himself dwelt. He went
in, and found the mother of the children within, one whom he had known
as a girl. She greeted him with the same reverence as the rest; so
that he at last took courage, and asked her why it should not be as it
had been before. And then he learned from her talk, with a strange
surprise, that it was thought that he was a very holy man, much
visited by God, who not only had been shown how, by a kind of magical
secret, to save ships from falling on that deadly coast, but as one
whose prayers availed to guard and keep the whole place safe. He tried
to show her that this was not so, and that he was a simple person in
great need of holiness; but he saw that she only thought him the
holier for his humility, so he was ashamed to say more.
Then he went to the chief man in the village, and told him wherefore
he had come--that there was a wreck on the shore of the islands, and
that there were bodies that must be buried. One more visit he paid,
and that was to the little maiden whom he had seen the last when he
went away. She was now nearly grown to a woman, and her grandmother
was very old and weak, and near her end. David went there alone, and
said that he had returned as he had promised; but he found that the
child had much lost her remembrance of him, and could hardly see the
friend she had known in the strong and wild-looking figure that he had
become. He talked a little quietly; the old grandmother, who could not
move from her chair, was easier with him, and asked him, looking
curiously upon him, whether he had found that of which he went in
search. "Nay, mother," he said, "not found; but I am like a man whose
feet are set in the way, and who sees the city gate across the
fields." Then she smiled at him and said, "But I am near the gate."
Then he told her that he often thought of her, and made mention of her
in his prayers; and so rose to go; but she asked him to bless her,
which David did very tenderly, and kissed her and departed; but he
went heavily; because he feared to be regarded as he was now regarded;
and he thought in his heart that he would never return again, but
dwell alone in his cave with God. For the world troubled him; and the
voices of the children, and the looks of those that he had known
before seemed to lay soft hands about his heart, and draw him back
into the world.
The same day he returned to the cave; and the boats came out and took
the bodies away, and they were laid in the burying-ground.
Then the next day many returned to clear away the wreck; and David
came not out of his cave while they did this; for it went to his heart
to see the joy with which they gathered what had meant the death of so
many men. They asked him what they should leave for him, and he
answered, "Nothing--only a piece of plain wood, for a purpose." So
when evening came they had removed all; and the island, that had rung
all day with shouts and talk and the feet of men, was silent again;
but before they went, David said that he had a great desire to see a
priest, if a message could be sent; and this they undertook to do. But
David was very heavy-hearted for many days, for it seemed to him that
the sight of the world had put all the peace out of his heart; and his
prayers came hollow and dry.
A few days after there came a boat to the rock; the sea was running
somewhat high, and they had much ado to make a landing. David went
down to the water's edge, and saw that besides the fishermen, whom he
knew, there was a little wizened man in a priest's dress, that seemed
bewildered by the moving of the boat and the tossing of the big waves
with their heaving crests, that broke upon the rocks with a heavy
sound. At last they got the boat into the creek, and the little priest
came nimbly ashore, but not without a wetting. The fishermen said that
they would return in the evening, and fetch the priest away.
He looked a frail man, and David could not discern whether he were
young or old; and he felt a pity for a man who was so unhandy, and who
seemed to be so scared of the sea. But the priest came up to him and
took his hand. "I have heard much of you, my brother," he said, "and I
have desired to see you--but this sea of yours is a strange and wild
monster, and I trust it not,--though indeed it is God's handiwork. Yet
King David, your patron, was of the same mind, I think, and wrote in
one of his wise psalms how it made the heart to melt within him."
David looked at him with much attention as he spoke, and there was
something in the priest's eye, a kind of hidden fire, joined with a
wise mirth, that made him, all of a sudden, feel like a child before
him. So he said, "Where will your holiness sit? It is cold here in the
wind; I have a dwelling in the rocks, but it is hard to come by except
for winged fowl, and for men like myself who have been used to the
precipices."
"Well, show the way, brother," said the priest cheerfully, "and I will
adventure my best." So David showed him the way up the crags, and went
slowly in front of him, that he might help him up; but the priest
climbed like a cat, looking blithely about him, and had no need of
help, though he was encumbered with his robe.
When they were got there, the priest looked curiously about him, and
presently knelt down before the carving, and said a little prayer to
himself.
Then he questioned David about his life, asking questions briskly, as
though he were accustomed to command; and David felt more and more
every moment that he was as a child before this masterful and wary
man. He told him of his early life, and of his visions, and of his
desire to know God, and of the light that he set in the rocks; and
then he told him of his adventure with the pirates, not forgetting the
treasure. The priest heard him with great attention, and said
presently that he had done well, and that God was with him. Then he
asked him how he would have the treasure bestowed, and David said that
he had no design in his mind. "Then that shall be my care," said the
priest, "and I doubt not that the Lord hath sent it us, that there may
be a church in this lonely place."
And then, turning to David with a wonderful and piercing look, he
said, "And this peace of spirit that you speak of, that you came here
to seek, tell me truly, brother, have you found it?"
Then David looked upon the ground a little and said, "Dear sir, I
know not; I am indeed strangely happy in this lonely place; but to
speak all the truth, I feel like a man who lingers at a gate, and who
hears the sound of joy and melody within, which rejoices his heart,
but he is not yet admitted. No," he went on, "I have not found the
way. The Father is indeed very near me, and I am certain of His
love--but there is still a barrier between me and His Heart."
Then the priest bowed his head awhile in thought, but said nothing
for a long space; and then David said, "Dear sir, advise me." Then the
priest looked at him with a clear gaze, and said, "Shall I advise you,
O my brother?" And David said, "Yes, dear sir." Then the priest said,
"Indeed, my brother, I see in your life the gracious hand of God. He
did redeem you, and He planted in your heart a true seed of peace. You
have lived here a holy and an innocent life; but He withholds from you
His best gift, because you are not willing to be utterly led by Him.
There have been in ancient days many such souls, who have fled from
the wickedness of the world, and have spent themselves in prayer and
penance, and have done a holy work--for indeed there are many
victories that may be won by prayer. But indeed, dear brother, I think
that God's will for you is that this lonely life of yours should have
an end. I think that you have herein followed your own pleasure
overmuch; and I believe that God would now have you go back to the
world, and work for Him therein. You have a great power with this
simple folk; but they are as sheep without a shepherd, and must be
fed, and none but you can now feed them. You will bethink you of the
visit that the Lord Christ paid to the Sisters of Bethany; Martha
laboured much to please Him, but she laboured for her own pleasing
too; and Mary it was that had the good part, because she thought not
of herself, but of the Lord. And now, dear brother, I would have you
do what will be very grievous to you. I would have you go back to your
native place, and there abide to labour for God; you may come hither
at seasons, and be alone with God, and that will refresh you; but you
are now, methinks, like a man who has found a great treasure, and who
speaks no word of it to others, and neither uses it himself, but only
looks upon it and is glad."
Then David was very sad at the priest's words, knowing that he spoke
the truth. But the priest said, "Now we will speak no more of this
awhile; and I would not have you do it, unless your heart consents
thereto; only be strong." And then he asked if he might have somewhat
to eat; and David brought him his simple fare; so they ate together,
and while they ate, it came into David's mind that this was certainly
the way. All that afternoon they sate, while the wind rustled without,
and the sea made a noise; and then the priest said they would go and
look at the treasure, because it was near evening, and he must return.
So they went down together, and drew the rocks off from the box. It
was a box of wood, tightly corded, and they undid it, and found within
a great store of gold and silver pieces, which the priest reckoned up,
and said that it would be abundant for a church.
Then they saw the boat approach; and the priest blessed David, and
David thanked him with tears, for showing him the truth; and the
priest said, "Not so, my brother; I did but show you what is in your
own heart, for God puts such truth in the heart of all of us as we can
bear; but sometimes we keep it like a sword in its scabbard, until the
bright and sharp thing, that might have wrought great deeds, be all
rusted and blunted."
And then the priest departed, taking with him the box of gold, and
David was left alone.
David was very heavy-hearted when he was left alone on the island.
He knew that the priest had spoken the truth, but he loved his
solitary life, and the silence of the cave, the free air and the sun,
and the lonely current of his own thoughts. The sun went slowly down
over the waters in a great splendour of light and colour, so that the
clouds in the sky seemed like purple islands floating in a golden sea;
David sitting in his cave thought with a kind of terror of the small
and close houses of the village, the sound of feet, and talk of men
and women. At last he fell asleep; and in his sleep he dreamed that he
was in a great garden. He looked about him with pleasure, and he
presently saw a gardener moving about at his work. He went in that
direction, and he saw that the man, who was old and had a very wise
and tender face, was setting out some young trees in a piece of
ground. He planted them carefully with deft hands, and he smiled to
himself as he worked, as though he was full of joyful thoughts. David
wished in his heart to go and speak with him, but something held him
back. Presently the gardener went away, and while he was absent,
another man, of a secret aspect, came swiftly into the place, peering
about him. His glance passed David by, and David knew that he was in
some way unseen. The man looked all about him in a furtive haste, and
then plucked up one of the trees, which seemed to David to be already
growing and shooting out small leaves and buds. The man smoothed down
the ground where he drew it out, and then went very quickly away.
David would have wished to stop him, but he could not. Then the old
gardener came back, and looked long at the place whence the tree had
been drawn. Then he sighed to himself, and cast a swift look in the
direction in which the man had fled. He had brought other trees with
him, but he did not plant one in the empty space, but left it bare.
Then David felt that he must follow the other, and so he did. He found
him very speedily, but it was outside the garden, in a rough place,
where thorny bushes and wild plants grew thickly. The other had
cleared a little space among them, and here he set the tree; but he
planted it ill and hastily, as though he was afraid of being
disturbed; and then he departed secretly. David stood and watched the
tree a little. It seemed at first to begin to grow again as it had
done before, but presently something ailed it and it drooped. Then
David saw the thorny bushes near it begin to stretch out their arms
about it, and the wild herbs round about sprang up swiftly, and soon
the tree was choked by them, and hardly appeared above the brake.
David began to be sorry for the tree, which still kept some life in
it, and struggled as it were feebly to put out its boughs above the
thicket. While he stood he saw the old gardener approaching, and as he
approached he carefully considered the ground. When he saw the tree,
he smiled, and drew it out carefully, and went back to the garden, and
David followed him; he planted it again tenderly in the ground; and
the tree which had looked so drooping and feeble began at once to put
forth leaves and flowers. The gardener smiled again, and then for the
first time looked upon David. His eyes were deep and grave like a
still water; and he smiled as one might who shares a secret with
another. And then of a sudden David awoke, and found the light of dawn
creeping into the cave; and he fell to considering the dream, and in a
moment knew that it was sent for his learning. So he hesitated no
longer, but gave up his will to God.
It was a sad hour for David nevertheless; he walked softly about the
cave, and he put aside what he would take with him, and it seemed to
him that he was, as it were, uprooting a tree that had grown deep; he
tied up what he would take with him, but he left some things behind,
for he thought that he might return. And then he kneeled down and
prayed, the tears running over his face; and lastly he rose and kissed
the cold wall of the cave; at the door he saw the gull that had been
with him so oft, and he scattered some crumbs for it, and while the
bird fell to picking the crumbs, David descended the rock swiftly, not
having the heart to look about him; and then he put his things in the
boat, and rowed swiftly and silently to the shore, looking back at the
great rocks which stood up all bright and clear in the fresh light of
the dawn, with the waves breaking softly at their feet.
David had no fixed plan in his mind, as he rowed across to the land.
He only thought that it was right for him to return, and to take up
his part in the old life again. He did not dare to look before him,
but simply put, as it were, his hand in the hand of God, and hoped to
be led forward. He was soon at the shore, and he pulled his boat up on
the land, and left it lying in a little cave that opened upon the
beach; then he shouldered his pack, and went slowly, with even
strides, across the hill and down to the village. He met no one on the
way, and the street seemed deserted. He made his way to the house of
the old woman who was his friend; he put his small pack at the door
and entered. The little house was quite silent. But he heard a sound
of weeping; when he came into the outer room, he saw the maiden
sitting in a chair with her face bowed on the table. He called to her
by name; she lifted her head and looked at him for a moment and then
rose up and came to him, as a child comes to be comforted. He saw at
once that some grievous thing had happened; and presently with sobs
and tears she told him that her grandmother had died a few days
before, that she had been that day buried, and that she knew not what
she was to do. There seemed more behind; and David at last made out
that she was asked in marriage by a young fisherman whom she did not
love, and she knew not how else to live. And then he said that he was
come back and would not depart from her, and that she should be a
daughter to him.
Now of the rest of the life of David I must not here speak; he lived
in the village, and he did his part; a little chapel was built in the
place with the money of the pirates; and David went in and out among
the folk of the place, and drew many to the love of God; he went once
back to the cave, but he abode not long there; but of one thing I will
tell, and that is of a piece of carving that David did, working little
by little in the long winter nights at the piece of wood that came
from the pirate ship. The carving is of a man standing on the shore of
the sea, and holding up a lantern in his hand, and on the sea is
carved a ship. And David calls his carving "The Light of the World."
At the top of it is a scroll, with the words thereon, "He shall send
down from on high to fetch me, and shall take me out of many waters."
And beneath is another scroll on which is graven, "Thou also shalt
light my candle; the Lord my God shall make my darkness to be light."