CHAPTER XXVIII.

Freda watched her father’s retreating figure for some moments,

without daring to look at John Thurley’s face. When at last she found

the courage to throw a shy, frightened glance in his direction, she

saw on his countenance an expression of deep pain and surprise as he

gazed steadily at Captain Mulgrave.

“It is--my father,” she faltered out, in pleading tones, while her

great brown eyes were full of entreaty.

“I know, I know,” he answered hastily, without looking at her.

And he began to pace up and down the choir, with his eyes on the long

rough grass at his feet, and his hands behind his back. Freda felt the

very faint hope she had entertained of moving him by her entreaties

melt utterly away as she watched him. The whole face of the man--the

steadfast eyes, square jaw, resolute mouth--all indicated strength of

purpose, and a will difficult to turn. The trouble and anxiety which

now clouded his face gave it no gentler character, but rather added

sternness. After considering him in silence for a few minutes, during

which he seemed intent on his own thoughts even to forgetfulness of

her presence, she stole away down the nave, and getting through the

window to the north side of the church, crossed the meadow towards the

road.

As she approached the wall which separated the meadow from the road,

Freda was startled by a man who sprang up suddenly on the other side.

Already unstrung by the events of the preceding twenty minutes, she

could scarcely repress a cry of alarm. The man, who had evidently

expected some one else, touched his hat and said:

“Beg pardon, miss. Sorry if I frightened you. I was expecting to meet

a friend here by appointment. I am afraid I startled you.”

Freda wondered who he was. Already she knew enough of the Yorkshire

types and the Yorkshire accent to be sure that he was not a native of

this part of the country; and there was a sort of trimness and

smartness about him in spite of the rough suit of clothes he wore, and

a precision in his manner, which made her think he was some sort of

official. She wondered whether it was John Thurley he was waiting for,

and if so, what his business with him was.

Going back to the ruins, she had got into the shadow of the east end

when she again came face to face with Thurley. The expression of his

countenance had changed; instead of the frown of anxiety he had worn a

few minutes before, care of another kind, far less stern, but scarcely

less disquieting to the young girl, was stamped upon his somewhat

rough features. Yet she could not have explained the feeling which

caused her to start and blush, and to hope that he would let her pass

without speaking.

But that was far from being his intention. He started forward at sight

of her, and his face flushed.

“Ah, I was looking for you; I have something to say to you.”

He turned to walk beside her, but went a few paces without saying

anything further. When they reached the angle of the ruin he stopped

and, looking down upon her rather shyly, said abruptly:

“Give me your arm. We are friends enough for that, aren’t we?”

Freda shyly complied, and they turned and walked back under the shadow

of the eastern wall of the ancient church.

“You are not afraid of me, are you?”

“No-o.”

“No-o! Why No-o? You are _not_ afraid of me, you know you are not.

Then why, lately, have you always avoided me?”

There was a long silence. Then Freda said, in a weak little voice:

“I expect you know.”

“You think I know too much about--about certain very disagreeable

occurrences?”

The girl answered by a long sob of terror. He patted her arm kindly:

“Come, come, my knowledge shall never hurt _you_, little one. That is

what I wanted to tell you. At least, it’s part of it.” Another pause.

“Don’t you want to hear the rest?”

“No, I don’t think I do.”

“But you must. First, I want to tell you that I know who saved my life

and had me brought to the Abbey that night when I was attacked by

those ruffians----”

“Ruffians!” Freda turned upon him quickly. “There was only one. My

father wasn’t----”

She stopped, and drew a deep breath.

“I know, I know,” said Thurley.

“It was he who ordered that you were to be brought here--to the

house.”

“I know all about that,” said he quietly.

By his tone Freda knew that he must have heard more than at the time

had seemed possible.

“And I know who nursed me----”

“Mrs. Staynes.”

“And who watched over me----”

“Mrs. Bean.”

“And took care that I should come to no harm, although she knew all

the time that it would be better for those she cared about if I did

come to harm.” Freda tried to protest, but he silenced her

peremptorily. “And the little girl does care for those who belong to

her, no matter how she has been treated by them. But now,” he

continued in a different tone, “I want you to forget all that for the

present, though I never can. I want you to think of the day when I

first met you, a poor, tired, cold, hungry little girl; and to

remember how you gave me your confidence, and chattered to me, and

told me I was very kind.”

“And so you were,” cried Freda eagerly.

“Ah, but I had a motive: I had fallen in love with you.”

Freda wriggled her arm out of his, and looked up at him in

astonishment. Indeed John Thurley’s tone was so robust,

matter-of-fact, and dogmatic that this statement was the last she had

expected.

“In love with me! Oh!”

And she began to laugh timidly.

“But this is no laughing matter--to me at least,” said John Thurley,

in a tone more earnest still, and less matter-of-fact. “I tell you I

fell in love with you. I suppose you know what that means?”

“Not very well,” Freda admitted.

This answer seemed rather to take him aback.

“Why,” said he, looking out to sea and frowning with perplexity, “I

thought all girls knew that.”

“_I_ don’t,” said Freda shaking her head. “I don’t understand it at

all. It seems ridiculous to like a person very much, fall in love as

you call it, when you have only seen that person once, and can’t be

sure at all what that person is really like.”

“Perhaps one can be surer than you think. At any rate I felt sure

enough about you to make up my mind at once that you were the girl I

should like to make my wife.”

“Wife!” echoed Freda in astonishment and even horror, “me! a cripple!”

“Yes, _you_, just as you are, little crutch and all. Now, child, will

you have me? You don’t love me yet, but you will very soon, for I love

you deeply, and you are loving. You trust me, I know, although you

have avoided me lately. There is trouble coming upon this part of the

world, and I will take you away from it, and keep you safe for all

your life. Won’t you let me?”

But Freda grew white and began to tremble. Before she could attempt

any answer, however, he broke in again.

“I tell you you are not safe here; this place is infested with

desperate characters, who have access to the house by all sorts of

secret ways. Only this morning, as I was sitting in the library, a man

suddenly appeared before me, who seemed to spring out of the wall

itself.”

In an instant Freda became flushed and full of passionate interest.

“What was he like?” she asked breathlessly.

“He was a young man, with a thin, wolfish face, with light eyes I

think; dressed in an old brown shooting jacket. He looked half

starved.”

The girl’s face quivered with distress, and the tears sprang to her

eyes and rolled down her cheeks.

“Half starved!” she repeated in a heartbroken voice. “Oh, Dick!”

John Thurley stared at her in attentive silence for a few moments.

Then he said drily:

“You are sure you don’t know what falling in love is?”

Freda blushed, and began to dry her eyes.

“I know what it is,” she answered meekly, “to be sorry for a starving

man.”

“And you haven’t a word for the man who is starving for the love of

you?”

There was some passion in his voice now. Freda’s breath came quickly;

she bent her head in deep thought, and presently raised it to show a

face full of excitement, doubt, and entreaty.

“Do you love me enough to do something for my sake? something great,

something difficult?”

John Thurley was a practical man, who liked to keep fact and sentiment

well apart. A shade of caution came into his tone at once.

“Well, what is it? Let us hear.”

“Will you promise”--her voice trembled with passionate eagerness, “not

to make any inquiries, not to give any information, about the murder

of the man Blewitt?”

She hissed out the last words below her breath.

But John Thurley shook his head at once and decidedly.

“I couldn’t allow sentiment to interfere with my duty even for you, my

dear,” he said in a tone which precluded all hope of his softening.

“Besides,” he continued decisively, “as a matter-of-fact, I gave all

the information I had to the police long since.”

Without uttering another word or giving him time for one, Freda fled

away as if she had been struck. Running round the angle of the wall,

and under one of the clustered arches at the south side of the choir,

she stumbled, not seeing where she trod, against a heap of grass-grown

masonry, and fell to the ground.

Before she could rise, she heard the voice of the man who had

frightened her by jumping up behind the wall of the meadow.

“Beg pardon, Mr. Thurley,” said the voice, “but I’ve come to tell you

it’s all right. We’ve followed up the clue you sent, and I’ve been

sent down here to make the arrest. By to-morrow we shall have John

Blewitt’s murderer safe in quod.”

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