Echoes from an Organ Loft

“Pale fingers moved upon the keys,

The ghost hands of past centuries.”

From Joseph’s flageolet to one of the finest organs in England—from the

scene of “our Rector’s” ministrations to a building that could have

swallowed up his church and his school room and all the house property in

his parish—was a startling transition for a boy of fourteen.

I wonder how often, during my first experience of a cathedral service, my

thoughts travelled back to the tiny hamlet in the west, with its ruined

chancel on which the Atlantic had spent its rage, and its few cottages

straggling on and up behind an avenue of elms, to where the new church,

safe in a sheltered paradise of its own, looks down compassionately upon

the wreckage of the past.

In times to come I got to know every nook and corner of the great organ

loft at K. It was built in those large minded days before architects had

conceived the fatal idea of economising space. Ascending by a broad

staircase that rose with the dignity of an inclined plane, you came out

upon a plateau, roomier and more comfortable than many a London flat.

The sanctum of the organist—indeed, the huge instrument itself—were

little more than incidents of the loft. There was a chamber for the wife

of the dean, and another chamber for the wife of the organist, together

with a library for the Church music; and still there was room in it for

blind man’s buff—when the choristers could get the chance.

The organ itself might have been a mile away—so little did you hear of

it. In this respect the loft resembled the deck of a battleship, where

the men who work the guns hear least of the explosion. Only a few

muttered growls from the big pipes that lined the walls on either side,

or burrowed in the caverns underneath, suggested the proximity of sound.

The crash of the full organ was delivered at a point far above your head,

somewhere among the shadowy outlines of the roof.

The space allotted to the dean’s wife on the other side of the organ was

less comfortable than ours, but far more interesting. The floor outside

her enclosure was broken by yawning chasms to give the great pipes

breathing room; and though they were of wood, and spoke, as wooden pipes

should speak, in hollow muffled tones, they must, I fancy, have confused

her devotions and raised a small hurricane about the nape of her neck.

Linking the present to the past were the names of by-gone choristers,

carved in schoolboy fashion upon the old oak panels, who had sung their

last note a hundred years ago—it might be in this very gallery. It was

easy to picture them passing and re-passing still through the trap door

which opened at our feet—a white robed procession of the voiceless dead.

An organ loft is a delightfully irresponsible place from which to take

part in a service, especially when the instrument is a large one, well

removed from the congregation on the top of a screen—above all, when you

do not happen to be the organist.

I would not for an instant be understood to imply that the sense of

aloofness necessarily engenders irreverence. On the contrary, many of

the most solemn hours of my life were passed within the recesses of the

great organ at K., and my friend the organist might have been a pattern

to the congregation in true devotional spirit. But the necessities

imposed by a choral service afforded him little opportunity for a

devotional attitude, while he would have been more, or less, than human

if he had not utilised our isolation to impart to me pleasant little

details regarding the progress of the service. These would be

interrupted at intervals by parenthetical instructions whenever he wanted

help in the management of his stops.

A reminiscence of an organ-loft monologue would read something as

follows: “_Draw the Gamba_, _please_. How flat that boy Robinson’s

singing; and oh! those _h_’s of his! _Principal_, _please_, _and now the

mixtures_. Green’s getting shaky in his top notes; he only looked at

that upper G. _Take care_; _you put in that coupler before I had

finished the bar_. What a nuisance it is! I shall never get a boy like

him . . . The finest hymn written, don’t you think? (They were singing

Stainer’s ‘Saints of God’) . . . and ‘Aurelia’ is the second best. (Well

done! Joseph, I thought; you’re in it after all.) Get me Wely’s

Offertoire in G, will you? It’s poor stuff, but the people will have it.

_The Oboe_, _please_, _for the air_ . . . And now for the scramble . . .

_Turn over in good time_; _I can see ahead of me_, _but I can’t see

through the page_.” And he dashed into the finale at the hurricane pace

that alone makes the thing endurable. Even he couldn’t talk till it was

done.

Sometimes we were interested in events that were proceeding in the world

beneath us. “What on earth’s the man reading the fifteenth for? it’s the

sixteenth that’s the lesson for the day.” “Oh, it’s Henderson,” would be

my reply. “He always chooses a fine chapter to show off his voice and

elocution. If he’s hauled up for it, he’ll say he did it by mistake.”

On one occasion we were favoured by a reader, fresh from the study of

Aristophanes, with the startling announcement that the First Lesson for

the day was taken from the Book of _Ecclesiazusae_.

One day I heard voices in the choir beneath. I knew, before I saw the

speakers reflected from the mirror in front of me, that they were two

limp figures in blue serge and coal-scuttle bonnets. The strident tones

were unmistakeable, the product, in so far as the human throat can

compass it, of a long and careful assimilation of the clash of the

cymbals.

“A rare fine buildin’, this,” said one, “and what a hinstrument! I only

wish we ’ad it in our place; draw a sight better than drums and cymbals,

wouldn’t it? And a deal noisier.”

“You’re right,” answered the other, “but, for all that, I wouldn’t

exchange with that lot to get it. They deans and chapters and canons,

and heaven knows what they calls theirselves, aye, and the bisshup

hisself, is that sunk in ignorance and self-conceit that they can’t see

the right way; no, nor never will.”

Occasionally, but very rarely, matters went wrong in our own department.

The water that fed the hydraulic gear failed, or was cut off at the main,

and the organ “went out” in the middle of an anthem. One afternoon in

November it clouded over so suddenly that we could hardly see our faces

in the organ loft. Worse luck still, the matches were damp, and till I

could be back with some more, Dr. H. had to guess at the anthem as best

he could. I am not musician enough to know how he surmounted the

difficulty, but I suspect that the choir that day must have been treated

to an amount of improvisation to which they were wholly unaccustomed from

an organist who, as a rule, played what he had to play, and rarely

indulged in vagaries.

But our worst disaster was of earlier date. Bildad the Shuhite blew the

organ. He had received that name because he cleaned shoes in a corner of

the Close. It was in prehistoric days before hydraulic gear was dreamed

of in connexion with the organ. As luck would have it, Bildad fell sick,

and had to supply a deputy at the last moment. Dr. H. studied the man

carefully, mistrusting, I think, his intelligence. But his answers were

satisfactory, though I thought with the Doctor that he protested too

much. Anyhow, the service was due, and we had no time to waste on our

fears. The singing began, but the organ was irresponsive, and, hurrying

to the back of the loft, I found our deputy-blower contemplating with

blank stolidity the mechanism at his command, and pleading with an

injured air, “Sir, I am a’ waitin’ for you to begin!”

One day I was laboriously extracting discords from the great instrument

with Dr. H. at my elbow, when a gentle voice at our side asked for

permission to try the instrument. What a delight it was, after the

horrors I had been perpetrating, to see the long fingers charm out the

melody, till they drifted at last into the chords of Chopin’s great

march. Surely, I thought, the composer must hear and welcome such a

perfect realisation of his wondrous dream.

“Charrlie, me boy, thry the pey-dals,” came a voice from below, with the

raciest and most captivating of brogues. It was my first introduction to

Ireland’s great musician—Sir Robert Stewart—and his still greater pupil,

composer in prospective of the _Requiem_ and _Revenge_.

At our next interview the Professor of the future gave me a friendly

lecture on Wagner, emphasising his teaching the while by illustrative

passages, which he played, I remember, in thick woollen gloves, of which

he hadn’t troubled to divest himself, being pressed for time and the

organ loft none too warm. The mechanism of the organ, I am bound to add,

was old and antiquated—not as it is in these days, when the notes speak

if a fly sits upon them, or you venture to sneeze in their neighbourhood.

I have made acquaintance with strange scenes in an organ loft—an organist

of surpassing ability playing through a service when he was drunk, but

certainly not incapable. Yet a deputy sat by him, ready to take his

place in case he should prove unequal to retaining his seat at the

instrument. I have seen a fight between two choristers who had been sent

to fetch music for the choir. It began on this wise. “I can lick you

’ead over ’eels in ’oly ’oly ’oly,” said one. The taunt was not to be

endured by a chorister of spirit, so “Come on!” said the other; and they

had fought it out to the bitter end at the back of the organ before ever

Dr. H. was aware that the battle was in progress. I have seen courtship

too—ending, as all courtship should do, in matrimony—while the organist

played unsuspiciously a soft and dreamy accompaniment. And I have seen

heroism too—grand as any displayed upon a field of battle—when my friend

came from his sick bed and played through a service magnificently while

the death dew gathered on his face. And I coveted, as I never coveted

before or since, the divine gift of music, which would have enabled me to

spare him his long and patient hour of martyrdom.

And, at the end, he played the Dead March, never knowing that it was for

himself he played it, while a furious thunder-storm raged over head, and

the roll of the thirty-two-foot pipes was drowned by reverberating peals.

As the final chords came crashing from his hands, he said to me, “Handel

must have written it, I think, to an accompaniment like this. And yet

the modern school of organists would have us leave out the drums! I

shall never care to play it again.”

And three weeks afterwards he was dead.

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