CHAPTER TWENTY THREE.

Prudence insisted upon a long engagement.

That was the first hitch in the amicable relations between her and her

fiance. Mr Morgan could see no reason why they should not marry

immediately. He had less time than she to waste, and he was impatient

of delay. But Prudence remained firm. She held out for a six months'

engagement; and Mr Graynor from purely selfish reasons ranged himself

on her side. He was glad that her choice had fallen so wisely on this

trusty friend of long standing. He could hand her over to the care of

Edward Morgan with no anxiety for her future well-being; but he did not

want to part with her too soon. When she was married the opportunities

for seeing her would be few, and he dreaded the separation.

"Six months is not so very long," he told the exasperated Mr Morgan.

"And Prudence is only twenty."

"If I were twenty," Mr Morgan retorted, "I might see the matter in that

light. Unfortunately I am not that age. But I shall have to exercise

patience, I suppose."

He bought his fiancee a magnificent half hoop of diamonds, and slipped

it on her fingers, where it looked, Prudence considered, oddly out of

place. It was altogether too valuable for constant wear. She did not

tell him so for fear of hurting his feelings; but she wished that he

would buy her less extravagant gifts. Whenever he gave her anything it

was of the costliest description that he could procure. It seemed to

give him peculiar satisfaction to surround her with expensive things.

And he was amazingly kind and considerate for her unexpressed wishes.

Prudence never knew how much it cost him in self-restraint in those

early days of their engagement to keep under the ardour of his love for

her, and school his passionate desire to take her in his arms and kiss

madly her cool unresponding lips. He was wise, this mature lover. He

knew that he had to foster her kindly affection for him; that he would

need to tend and cherish it a long time before he could look to see it

blossom into love. But he did not despair. He believed that she would

give him eventually a full and willing response.

The engagement brought unforeseen consequences in the form of

affectionate and intimate letters from the different members of Mr

Morgan's family. All these people were unknown to Prudence; yet they

wrote to her as though the prospective relationship admitted them to

terms of confidential familiarity.

Old Mrs Morgan wrote approving her son's choice, and congratulating

Prudence on having won so excellent a husband. She was glad, she added,

that Prudence was young; she liked young people about her. She looked

forward to having Prudence on a visit, when she would instruct her in

regard to Edward's likes and dislikes, the care of his health, and other

matters of similar importance.

Mrs Henry Morgan's letter was gushing and insincere in tone. As a

matter of fact Mr Morgan's sister-in-law was not very pleased to hear

of his engagement. She had come to regard him as a confirmed bachelor,

and her two sons, for whom she was very ambitious as quite certain of

inheriting their uncle's immense wealth. She had mapped out a brilliant

future for them in which Morgan Bros, played no part; and she considered

it indelicate on Edward's side to upset her plans by marrying--at his

time of life.

"You are a brave little person," ran one passage in her letter; "a man

past forty is not adaptable. But I'll give you all sorts of wrinkles

how to manage him. And of course his mother will live with you. She

and I don't get on."

"Of course his mother won't live with us," Prudence told herself.

But she learned later that Mrs Henry's statement was correct. Old Mrs

Morgan had managed Edward's house always, and would continue to do so.

"You will love her," he assured Prudence; "and most certainly she will

love you."

An invitation to spend Christmas in Derbyshire followed; but Prudence,

panic-stricken at the thought of meeting these people, insisted on

spending her last Christmas at home; and it was finally settled that the

visit should be deferred till the spring, when Mr Morgan promised

himself the pleasure of fetching her to spend a fortnight with his

mother, and of bringing her home again at the finish of the visit.

There was little likelihood of seeing much of her in the interval; but

she promised to write to him regularly once a week, setting aside his

tentative suggestion that a daily correspondence would be welcome by

frankly admitting that she would find nothing to say. He was

disappointed. The ink on his own pen would not have dried from a dearth

of ideas. At forty-three a man's passion is no whit less ardent than

that of a boy of twenty; but the man knows how to practise restraint.

It was this knowledge which helped Edward Morgan over the difficulties

of his courtship with a girl whose heart he had yet to win, and to whom

passion was an unknown quantity.

Prudence was rather sexless in those days. The realities of love and

marriage were mysteries to her. Marriage meant no more than the

solution of a problem that had occupied her attention on and off for

years. She saw no other way of obtaining her emancipation. And he was

very unexacting in his devotion, and patient and kind.

The kindly attentions of Mr Morgan, the cessation of general

hostilities, and the patronising approval of brother William, effected a

wonderful clearance in the domestic atmosphere. Prudence was once more

in favour, and the indiscretions of the past were tacitly overlooked.

She discovered also that by virtue of her engagement she had achieved a

new importance in Wortheton social life. People called to offer their

congratulations; and the vicar talked affably of the imitative tendency

of marriage, seeming to ascribe Prudence's good fortune to the example

set by her sister. He informed Mr Morgan rather unnecessarily that he

was rich in this world's goods.

Amid the general rejoicings Bobby alone stood aloof, critical and

disapproving and altogether unimpressed with the splendour of the match.

"You don't need to marry money," he wrote. "There's more than enough of

the beastly commodity in the family as it is. And Morgan! ... Of

course he's all right in himself, and a good fellow; but he's more than

double your age. Imagine what you would say if I wanted to marry a

woman old enough to be my mother! Break it off, Prue. I'll be home

shortly, and I'll stand by you."

Prudence shed a few surreptitious tears over this letter, though it

moved her to mirth as well; it was so characteristic of the writer.

But, save for glimpses during the holidays, Bobby had no idea of the

flatness of life at Court Heatherleigh, its repression, its sneaking

pose--there was no other term for it--of pious superiority which crushed

the spirit and the natural honesty of those upon whom its influence was

exerted. She was not marrying Mr Morgan for his wealth; she was not

marrying him for love. Her reasons, when she came to analyse them,

occurred to her singularly inadequate. She felt very doubtful as to the

wisdom of the step she had taken. The idea of a triangular household,

with a mother-in-law in supreme command, seemed to her rather like a

repetition of the unsatisfactory home conditions. She felt that Edward

Morgan owed it to her to set up a separate establishment, and even

ventured to suggest this rearrangement to him. He heard her in pained

surprise.

"My mother will not intrude on us," he said. "Morningside has been her

home always. I could not agree to her living elsewhere."

"Couldn't _we_ live elsewhere?" Prudence insisted. "I should like a

house of my own."

"You don't understand," he said, with his hands on her shoulders, and

his grave eyes looking tenderly down upon her. "Home for my mother is

where I am."

He stooped and kissed her as a sort of act of forgiveness for the want

of consideration she had shown.

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