CHAPTER III

ALEXANDRIA

Our subsequent experiences of Egypt at Alexandria from ‘90 to ‘93 made

me acquainted with the Delta and that “Lower Nile” which has a very

particular charm of its own, and possesses the precious advantage of

being out of the tourist track altogether.

Not the least amongst the attractions of an Egyptian command (to

Madame!) is the yearly autumn journey to that country through Italy,

with Venice as an embarkation point. Madame knows nothing of the

horrors of the summer months endured by the “man on duty” out there, and

serenely enjoys “the best,” without the seamy side ever turning up. She

thinks that to spend one’s winters on the Nile, and one’s summers in the

“Emerald Isle,” is as near an ideal existence as this world allows us.

It is good to be a woman!

That farewell scene at Venice on board the P. & O., when friends came to

see us off with bouquets and “bon voyage”--how I should like just one

more of those gay leave-takings! I see again the dancing gondolas on the

sparkling ripples as they wait round the ship; the hat and handkerchief

wavings ashore and afloat, and Venice encircling the sprightly little

drama with her gracious arms.

Who that has plied between Italy and Egypt does not know the poetry of

that first night at sea, when the cloud-like mountains behind the

vanished Venice have also faded away, and there is nothing for it now

but to turn to the darkling Adriatic, heaving dimly beyond the ship’s

bows, and commit oneself to the mercies of the deep. “And the

dinner-bell,” some one is sure to add. Never shall it be said of me that

I chronicle the meals of my little travels.

The next morning the cessation of vibrations and throbbings wakes you.

Behold through the port-hole Ancona’s white church high up overhead,

shining in the level sunbeams of the young day.

The morning after that it is Brindisi, where they wait for the “long

sea” passengers and the mails, and the Italian chatter and laughter

along the quays never stops. Here, in the course of a

stroll, you may pat the two pillars that form the winning-post of that

Appian Way whose starting-post you know in Rome.

There is very little monotony in a voyage of this kind, for you are

never for long out of sight of land. The Albanian coast, the Ionian

Islands, Crete, “Morea’s Hills”--what a series of lovely things to

beguile the six days’ passage! Yet, all the same, one has a thrill of

delight one day when an unusual stir amongst the crew begins, and the

hatches over the heavy baggage-hold are opened, and the lifting gear is

got into position. “We shall be in at daybreak.” Bless the captain for

those words! And the “man on duty” aforesaid will be standing on the

landing-stage.

W. arranged a good studio for me at our new post, but I had

distractions. British and Foreign naval squadrons occasionally bore

down on us with thundering salutes, and had to be attended to;

distinguished and even august personages paused at Alexandria on their

way “up”; picnics on horse-back, donkey-back, camel-back, by road, rail,

and river, to Aboukir, Aboo-sir, and sundry oases all claimed my

delighted co-operation, plus my unsociable sketch-book.

Ah, the good good time, the golden Egyptian days!

But I found nothing so interesting as a holiday we managed to squeeze in

and spend on board a little dahabieh for two, on a nine days’ cruise to

Rosetta and back. I then knew the Western Delta and, superficially, the

life of its neglected and forgotten people. I am much afraid that since

the Assouan Dam and its doings, their meagre water-supply is anything

but increased, and I pray that the English authorities may remember

those poor people at last. They are like fish in a pond that is slowly

drying up.

[Illustration: MADAME’S “AT HOME” DAY; SERVANTS AT THE GATE]

On board the little “_Rose_,” lent us by an Armenian Bey, I tasted once

more the placid pleasure of fresh water travel under sail and oar; and I

again heard the strange intervals of the songs that kept the oarsmen in

time at their work. But I also learnt what Egyptian rain was like,

and how hideous the Mahmoudieh becomes under weeping skies. I saw in

this land the deepest and ugliest mud in the world--mud of the colour of

chocolate. The weather cleared usually towards evening, and nothing more

weird have I ever seen than the villages, cemeteries, solitary tombs,

goats, buffaloes, and wild human beings that loomed upon the sky-line on

the top of the banks against the windy clouds, reddened by the fiery

globe that had sunk below the palm-fringed horizon. These canal banks

might give many people the horrors, and I certainly thought them in that

weather the uncanniest bits of manipulated nature I had ever seen.

At Atfeh, after three days’ canal, we emerged upon the wide and glorious

Nile, and the skies smiled upon us once more. But the sadness of the

country remained to us as we contemplated the miserable villages which

occurred so frequently, with their poor graveyards at their sides, the

latter only distinguishable by the smaller size of the dwellings, and

the fact that the huts of the living had doors, and the huts of the dead

had none--that was all.

Once on the swift Nile current, with the eight sweeps flashing and

splashing to the rhythm of the strange singing (the prevailing north

wind being against sailing), we made a good run down to Rosetta, on

whose mud bank we thumped in a surprising manner, at 10 P.M. by a pale

watery moonlight.

Never have I seen anything sadder than the land we passed through that

day--dead, neglected, forlorn. Every now and then what seemed a great

city loomed mistily ahead of us, with domes and minarets, and what

seemed mighty palaces, piled one above the other on stately terraces.

These apparitions were on the sites of once magnificent centres of

wealth and luxury, and from afar they might still appear to be what once

they were. Then, as we neared them, the domes unveiled themselves into

heaps of filthy straw; the palaces were mud hovels a few feet high; the

great mosques were merely poor half-ruined tombs into which a single

person could scarcely crawl. The illusion occurred every time we came in

sight of one of these phantasms, and the effect on the mind was most

singular. City after city arose thus on one’s sight in the distance, as

though seen through the long ages that have rolled by since their prime,

and those long ages seemed like a veil that rapidly dissolved to show

us, as we approached, the wretched reality of to-day. “The pride of

life,” “pomp,” “arrogance,” “luxury,”--those epithets were their own

once, while to-day the very antitheses of such terms would best become

them. They are literally all dust now, and there survive only the poor

blunt-shaped dwellings for living and dead, that lie huddled together in

such pathetic companionship.

As the daylight fades we see the people creeping into their shelters

like their animals, to wait, like them, in the unlighted darkness, for

the coming of the morning. Their up-river fellow-workers live in a land

where the hardships of this cold and muddy winter misery are unknown.

I was glad to see the Rosetta mouth of the Nile, thus completing rather

an extended, as well as intimate, knowledge of the great river from

there to Sarras in the Soudan. Return tickets to Khartoum had not yet

taken travellers by rail up the Nile in so many dusty hours.

Still grey was the weather down to where the river merges into the

melancholy sea, between Napoleon’s two dismantled forts, and what beauty

there might have been was densely veiled. The old French “Fort St.

Julien” was interesting as being the place where the “Rosetta Stone,”

which gave the key to all the Egyptian hieroglyphics, was discovered.

There we moored for the night on our return to Rosetta, in a Napoleonic

atmosphere, and next day I sketched the once opulent commercial city,

where now nothing seems doing. A bald old pelican caused some movement

in the streets by raiding the odoriferous fish-market and scurrying

down, chased by small boys, to the water’s edge where I was sitting, in

order to float, by copious draughts, the fish that lay in his pouch down

his throat, pill-wise. The pelican always got his pill down in time, and

the race to the river was repeated more than once with the small boys.

On another evening, on our return voyage, we moored under the wild town

of Syndioor, whose minaret, the tallest, I should think, in the world,

proved to be no phantom, but a lovely and solid reality. In the pearly

light of the succeeding mornings the shining cities looked, through

their misty veils, more lovely afar off than ever. Finally we dropped

back again between the mud banks of the canal, and in due time landed

under the oleanders of our starting-place, the crew kissing hands and

paying us the prescribed compliments of farewell.

Our major-domo, Ruffo the European, was with us on board. I must tell

you of Ruffo; such an honest man in a country of much corruption! He did

all my housekeeping, and that zealously; but, desiring sometimes to

consult me about dinner, his figurative way of putting things before me

was a little trying. “Miladi, would you like cutlets?” patting his ribs;

“or a leg?” advancing that limb; “or, for a very nice entrée, brains?”

tapping his perspiring forehead. “Oh no, Ruffo, _never_ brains,

_please_!” He would rejoice in strokes of good luck in the market, and

fly through the sitting-rooms to me, perhaps bearing, like a gonfalon, a

piece of beef, where good beef was so rare; “Look, miladi, you will not

often meet such beef walking in the street.” He always smelled the

melons on presenting them to me, to invite my attention to their

ripeness.

After Cairo, Alexandria struck me very disagreeably at first; but when I

got over its Western pseudo-Italian garishness, I was able to console

myself with many a precious bit of orientalism, and even the bizarre

mixture of flashy European tinsel with the true native metal amused me

so much that I ended by enjoying the place and in being delighted to

return there for yet another winter, and another. Nor can I ever forget

that this appointment afforded us the most memorable journey of our

lives--the ride through Palestine!

Not even the drive on the old Shoubra Road at Cairo surpassed the

Alexandrian Rotten Row on the Mahmoudieh Canal on a Friday afternoon in

its heterogeneous comicality. Every type was on the Mahmoudieh, in

carriages, and on horseback--Levantine, Greek, Jew, Italian, Arab; up

and down they rode on the bumpy promenade, under the shade of acacias

and other flowering trees that skirted the picturesque canal. Across

this narrow strip of water you saw the Arab villages of a totally

different world; and I really felt a qualm every time I saw a _fellah_

over the way turning his back to the western sun (and to us) to pray, in

absolute oblivion of our silly goings-on. On our side was Worldiness

running up and down, helter-skelter; on the other, the repose of Kismet.

Here comes a foreign consul--you know him by his armed, picturesque

ruffian on the box--in a smart Victoria, driven by a coal-black Nubian

in spotless white necktie and gloves; the Arab horse is ambling along

with high measured action. Much admired is _Monsieur le Consul_--the

observed of all observers; he looks as though he felt himself “quite,

quite.” But “Awah, awah!” Here come at a smart leaping run two shouting

syces turbaned in the Alexandrian fashion; and behind them a barouche

and pair driven by an English coachman of irreproachable deportment.

What thrilling rivalry is here!

Exquisite horses with showy saddle-cloths there are, with _le sport_ on

their backs in the person of “young Egypt” in the inevitable _tarboosh_.

That _tarboosh_! It is the “bowler” hat of the East, and I don’t know

which I hate most--it or the “bowler.”

The ladies are overwhelming; and I rest my eyes occasionally by watching

the demure feminine figures of the “East end” who are filling their

_amphoræ_ under the oleanders over the way, or washing their clothes and

their babies in the drinking water supply of the native town.

Towards sunset there is a _sauve qui peut_ of equipages citywards, and I

never heard such a din as is set up as soon as the soft roads are passed

and the paved streets are reached. Over it all you may hear:--

The tow-row-row and the tow-row-row

Of the British Grenadiers.

The Suffolks or the Surreys are marching from Mandara Camp to the sound

of that drum which we like to remind ourselves “beats round the world.”

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[Illustration: SYNDIOOR ON THE LOWER NILE]

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III

THE CAPE

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CHAPTER I

TO THE CAPE

I don’t know whether in the Atlantic that lies between England and

America you have had calm moonlight nights such as, taking the ocean

longitudinally, one may have an impressive experience of, if timing the

voyage rightly. I don’t suppose a more favourable time for “detachment”

could be easily obtained than those night hours on board a great ship

out at sea, when one more easily realizes than in the daytime how the

huge “Liner” is but a pathetic little speck on the landless and

fathomless waters. The heart of this atom beats courageously enough

night and day, without a rest, as it carries its charge onwards to

deliver it at the goal that lies in the “Under World,” but never does

one more sensitively feel the power of those words, “In the hollow of

His hand,” than when realising the true proportion of the “vessel” that

carries us and our fortunes.

We spent--the children, Mrs. B. (wife of W.’s Military Secretary), and

I--a few hours by night at Madeira, three days out from England, the

only land we touched throughout the six thousand miles.

My diary says, 21st February ‘99: “We spent a memorable night on an

enchanted Island. Arriving at Funchal overnight instead of in the

morning of the next day, as we were timed to do, we took the place by

surprise. First we saw a blazing light on an advanced rock, which stood

out very black, well ahead of the dusky mass of the Island, which rose

high behind it, dimly crowned with spectral snow. The moon, not yet

full, was clearing her way through thin cloud veils, and the town at

first could be guessed at only by clusters of lights along the shore,

where the waves were breaking with a strange clamour on the pebbles.

“Presently balls of fire were sent up on the slopes above the town to

tell Funchal we were coming, and, as we slowly rounded into the smooth

water of the bay, we could see a little armada of boats pushing out in a

flurried line towards us, and we presently heard the Portuguese chatter

of their occupants who were soon swarming up the side to try and get all

the money out of us that they could in exchange for fruit, embroidery,

basket-work, etc. Then a streaming triton appeared at the bulwarks,

outside, his face and brawny muscles gleaming in our electric light

against the deep-blue background of moonlit sea. The triton asked for

sixpences to be thrown into the water, and he dived for them and came

up, grinning and streaming, into the light again for more. All the world

over, where the seas are clear, this game goes on to beguile the

traveller. I must say I think those sixpences are fairly earned when I

see to what depths these creatures dive for them in semi-darkness. To

what metaphorical depths less honest men descend for petty pelf! but I

haven’t time to work this out.

“Soon Mr. Payne came on board, the wine-merchant prince, whom W. had

asked to show us the Island and give us our deck chairs. To this most

kind friend we are indebted for a memorable experience. He proposed,

though it was night, to take us on shore, and I, the three children, and

Mrs. B. followed him down the ship’s side to one of the many boats that

were lurching and bumping at the foot of the ladder. The first boat

tilted over on its side and nearly spilt her two rowers, who rolled out

maledictions as the water filled her and lost them their chance of us.

We jumped into another and were rowed to the little jetty. On arriving

in the town we found little hooded sledges, drawn by small oxen,

waiting. We boarded two of these Madeira cabs and drove up to the

Casino, our cabmen running by the side and whooping to the oxen. We

entered an enchanted garden waving with palms, pines, and blue

gum-trees, and other shadowy, dark-foliaged trees, while glossy and

feathery shrubs of every type of tropical loveliness bore blossoms which

shimmered white, red, and purple in the moonlight. There was a heavy

scent of magnolia flowers. Was it all a dream to wake from in Sloane

Street? I was in that murky region only three days ago. Was it all a

dream? It might be, for things were getting mixed and incongruous. Now

cigar smoke kills the magnolia, and some electric lamplets among the

trees are jarring with the moon. We suddenly step into a pavilion where

a band is playing, and I see smart men and women, very fashionably

attired in evening dress, some of them raking in money at the roulette

table. We do not stay long there, for we did not land to see such

banalities, and, regaining the garden solitudes, make for our bullock

sledges, which are to take us up 2000 feet higher through vine-trellised

lanes all paved by those polished pebbles set edgewise for the sledges

to run smoothly on. Away we go, our cabmen now and then placing a tallow

candle enclosed in a bag under the sledge runners to lubricate them, or

there would be disagreeable friction. As soon as one runner has passed

over the emaciated candle the man on that side throws the candle across

to the man on the other, who, stooping, and always at a trot, performs

the same juggernautic process on his side. The men are handsome and

healthy fellows, wearing their coats hanging loose on their shoulders

over snowy shirts. They never speak to Mr. Payne with covered heads.

“There is a funicular railway up this mountain, but it does not work at

night, and we thus have a taste of the vanishing Past. Far more

effective, this railway, for it climbs the hill boldly and with

uncovered sides, whilst our old road is hemmed in by high vineyard

walls, and the straining of the little goaded oxen is amongst those

belongings of the Past which I will gladly see vanish with it.

[Illustration: “IN THE HOLLOW OF HIS HAND”]

“On our way up the incline, which would be impossible to horses and to

wheels, our kind _cicerone_ invited us to see his garden and the view of

the bay and the great ocean which was swelling away in the light towards

Morocco. It was a lovely garden, and we crept about it round the little

cosy house, and looked up at the closed shutters, within which _la

famille Payne_ lay slumbering. We even went on tip-toe through the

sitting-rooms, which the owner, looking as though he was burgling his

own house, lit with a little lantern. In one there was a parrot asleep,

in another an engraving of the ‘Roll Call,’ and again I began to think I

might be dreaming and would wake, with tears, in Sloane Street. But the

‘dream’ was solid and we continued our upward progress with four

additional oxen to each sledge and double whooping, and swearing, and

prodding, for the gradient now was terrific. At the end of the

sledge track we halted, and, getting out, we climbed to the hill top on

foot and from there beheld a lovely sight--deep valleys and vine-clad

hills and the great ocean beyond, and our Castle Liner blazing with

electric light more than 2000 feet below in the profound calm of Funchal

Bay. The stars were very lustrous and the ‘Scorpion’s Heart’ aflame with

red and green. We then took a mysterious walk in brilliant moonlight and

intense black shadow to the edge of a great ravine or _coral_, from the

bottom of which rose the harsh sound of a torrent, invisible in the

shadow. Sugarcanes waved in the night breeze and banana plants rustled

and whispered, but no one was awake in all the land but our little

party.

“Dreamlike again, on our way back to where we had got out of the

sledges, we had tea in another enchanted garden at 2 A.M. Our cabmen had

hammered at that garden gate a long time, looking like stage peasants

knocking at an operatic moonlit portal, before the waiter could be

awakened, and by the time we returned from our walk the sleepy creature

in tail coat, but minus his tie, was ready for us. When we passed that

mysterious threshold we found ourselves in a garden full of the scent

of box hedges and tinkling with fountains. We walked in the chequered

shadow cast by palms and cypresses, and, soothed by the sound of running

water, we felt we would like to stay there till the dawn. What a night

to impress the children’s minds with! Our tea was hilarious, in an

arbour facing the ocean, but our hilarity was to reach its climax when

we got into two toboggans, three people in each, and _slithered_ down

the 2000 foot declivity which our oxen had so painfully and slowly drawn

us up. The oxen had vanished with the sledges and the drivers, and a new

set of men piloted us down the tremendous incline.

“Nothing makes me laugh more than a toboggan in full flight with its

helpless load. I had the pace moderated, in spite of protests, for I

really did not care to have a variation of the too recent Bay of Biscay;

but the toboggans got out of hand sometimes or had to be given their

heads round the corners. It was vertigo then.

“Ah, good night, or rather good morning, peerless Madeira!”

Then followed days of blue weather and ever-increasing heat. A lonely

voyage--not a sail to be seen. In that long-drawn-out monotony we made

the most of trivialities.

I read in my diary one night in the Tropics:--

“There is to be a fancy-dress ball to-night, in connection with crossing

the Line the other day, I suppose; the second class passengers are to

come over and dance with the first class on the gaily decorated

promenade deck. I am pleased at the appearance of the three children. C.

has made up from some Eastern muslins a very coquettish Turkish costume

with a little cap, which becomes her to my entire satisfaction. E. looks

the typical ‘duck’ in a poke bonnet all over little pink roses, and I

have buckled up little M. in a colonial cavalry ‘rig,’ slouched hat and

all, Captain S. lending his sabre, which is somewhat longer than the

temporary owner.”

* * * * *

Here I must interpolate the statement of certain facts which will enable

you more fully to sympathise with me in the catastrophe that closes this

mid-ocean episode.

You must know that white servants are impossible to find at the Cape,

and one must bring all one’s staff out with one, “for better, for

worse,” it may be for three, four, five years. If any turn out badly, it

is true you may send them home, but--who is to replace them? I could

not persuade my cook at Dover Castle to undertake this expatriation, her

courage failing her at the last moment, and I had to find an untried

substitute. She was a Dane with the blood of generations of bellicose

Vikings coursing through her veins, and I had watched her daily on the

other deck from afar with apprehensions.

* * * * *

“The ball is over and I feel decidedly limp. I thought I was going to

have a pleasant evening. I was sitting with Lady ---- and all the others

who were not masquerading, enjoying the sight of the figures in all

kinds of extempore costumes appearing on the deck from below and

mustering prior to setting to, the band playing a spirited waltz, when

there slowly emerged from the saloon stairway, as though rising from the

waves she rules--Britannia! First a high brass helmet with scarlet

crest, then a trident held in one hand, a shield in the other, and the

folds of the Union Jack draping her commanding form. She stepped on

deck. ‘I say,’ said a voice, ‘this is _the_ success of the evening; who

is it?’ ‘Who is it?’ you heard on every side. ‘Who is it?’ asked

Lady ---- turning to me. ‘My cook,’ I faintly answered. The last speaker

knew her South Africa, and all the possibilities of the future might

have spoken in my face to judge by the choking laughter that caused her

precipitate withdrawal. Each time she ventured back within sight of my

smileless face the fit seized her again. Later on I saw Britannia

dancing in a small set of Lancers hand in hand with the Marchioness.

Shall I ever get her harnessed now?”

I went back to hang over the bulwarks and lose myself among the stars.

And so we made our way athwart the world. Each evening every one went to

scan the chart where the little “atom’s” progress was marked with, to

us, an all too short pen-stroke, showing the distance covered in the

last twenty-four hours. And in time the sad South Atlantic broke up the

exquisite blue weather of the Tropics.

The diary goes on: “To-night we saw the Pole Star set for the last time.

A profound melancholy--a sense of losing a life-companion--falls on the

mind. The child who has just seen its old nurse turn a bend in the road

and disappear looks with rueful eyes on the bright newcomer. The

Southern Cross and all the new stars will never fill the void left by

the constellations which I have watched above the beloved scenes of the

Northern World. My thoughts follow the Pole Star beyond the dark rim of

the horizon. Dear old friend! I shall not feel content, no matter how

beautiful I shall find the Southern heavens, till the joyful night when

the captain of the Homeward Bound tells us we shall see thee rise. When

will that be--in two--in three--years?”

I spoke just now of the “sad” South Atlantic. To me it will always be

the saddest part of the world. The sky above it loses the transparent

and radiant quality of blue (“less blue than radiant,” Mrs. Browning

happily says of the Florentine sky) and takes more of a cobalt quality,

and the tone of the sea follows suit. The effect of the diminishing

warmth also chills one morally and physically, and one knows that the

best is passed. The phrase, “a waste of waters,” comes constantly to the

mind.

The following extract from the diary will show how this mournful

sentiment of the South Atlantic was one day accentuated--stamped, as it

were, with the seal of sorrow, on our return voyage, four days from Cape

Town. “We had a burial at sea, the forlornest thing I have ever

witnessed. A poor consumptive governess, travelling alone, died last

night, who must have been far too ill to be put on board ship. She was

buried at eleven this morning.

“We were kneeling near the body, which lay on a bier shaped like a tray,

covered with the Union Jack, at the open gangway overhanging the dreary

tossing waters. Not a glimpse of blue sky above, the dense clouds shut

it out. As she belonged to our Church, W., in uniform, read the prayers

and Captain C. the responses. When the prayers were ended the bier was

tilted by the six sailors who had been grasping it all through the

service. The poor little body, sewn up in sacking, darted out, with a

rattle of the leaden weights, from under the covering flag and fell with

a loud splash into the black ocean; the flowers that had been placed on

it scattered on the foam, and, as the ship scarcely stopped, these were

soon left behind to sink and disappear. He who read the prayers said to

me when all was over, ‘Christ walks the waters as well as the land.’”

Two days after I read: “A concert this evening, with some comic songs. I

noticed the piano was draped with the same Union Jack that covered the

poor girl two days ago.”

* * * * *

One can hardly realize what a sailing voyage of this magnitude must have

been in the old days. Our modern impatience can hardly endure the

thought. The announcement one evening that at dawn we should sight Table

Mountain was extremely pleasant. The arrival had the never-fading charm.

“I see papa!” sang out little M. “How are the children?” hailed papa

from the quay. “All well!” And we land on utterly new ground to begin a

new experience. A short train journey, turning the flank of Table

Mountain, brings us to our new home at Rosebank, where I find a pair of

shapely Cape ponies harnessed to the Victoria awaiting us at the

station.

[Illustration: A CORNER OF OUR GARDEN AT ROSEBANK]

CHAPTER II

AT ROSEBANK, CAPE COLONY

“Strange land; strange birds with startling cries; strange flowers;

strange scents! I received a bouquet of welcome on my arrival composed

of grass-green flowers with brilliant rose-coloured leaves. Where am I?

_Where_ are the points of the compass?

“I was watching the sun travelling to his setting this evening, and,

forgetting I was perforce facing North to watch him, he seemed to be

sloping down towards the East! And lo! when he was gone, the crescent

moon on the wrong side of the sunset and turned the wrong way. And a

cold south wind bringing melancholy messages from the Antarctic. ‘There

has been a storm in the south,’ some one said, and the words struck

drearily on my mind’s ear.

“My Bible, so full of imagery taken from the aspects of Nature, is

turned inside out.

Arise (depart), north wind; and come, O south wind; blow through my

garden, and let the aromatical spices thereof flow (Canticles iv.

16).

“My Shakespeare is upside down.

At Christmas I no more desire a rose

Than wish a snow in May’s new-fangled mirth.--

_Love’s Labour’s Lost._

“Here roses load the Christmas air with sweetness, and May ushers in the

snow upon the mountains.

When proud-pied April, dress’d in all his trim,

Hath put a spirit of youth in everything.--_Sonnet._

“Here April is in the ‘sear and yellow.’

“Yesterday a furnace-blast swooped down upon us from the great deserts

to the north, and I feel I shall never be myself while I continue to see

my shadow at noonday projected southward. But enough of grumbling for

the present.

“Nowhere have I seen such starlight as streams upon the earth from the

Milky Way, which belts the whole heavens here with silver. I don’t know

why I have never seen the Milky Way so distinct and splendid in the

Northern Hemisphere. It is the glory of the South African nights, and I

have the pleasure, too, of seeing the entire sweep of the ‘Scorpion’s’

tail, superb scroll of blazing stars. I knew the Southern Cross would be

disappointing, and so was not disappointed.

“It gyrates over the Pole in a way to greatly astonish the uninitiated.

The other evening, dressing for an evening function, I saw it before my

window upright, and on coming home in the small hours, behold it on its

head!

“I cannot hope ever to convey to the mind of those who have not

experienced Cape Colony the extraordinarily powerful local feeling of

these days and nights. Melancholy they are--at least to me--but most,

most beautiful and _pungently_ poetical. The aromatic quality of the

odours that permeate the air suggests that word. Yet all is too strange

to win the heart of a newcomer, however much his eyes and mind may be

captivated.

“If an artist wanted to accomplish that apparently impossible feat of

painting Fairyland direct from Nature, without one touch supplied out

of his own fancy, he would only have to come here. There are effects of

light and colour on these landscapes that I never saw elsewhere. The

ordinary laws seem set aside. For instance, you expect a palm-tree to

tell dark against the sunset. Oh, dear me no, not necessarily here. I

saw one a tender green, and the sand about it was in a haze of softest

rose-colour, through which shone the vivid orange light of the sunset

behind it. Incredible altogether are the colours at sunset, but all so

fleeting. And there is no after-glow here as in Egypt and Italy; the

instant the glory of the setting sun is gone all is over and all is

grey.

“Even the melancholy-quaint sound of the frogs through the night

suggests fairy tales. It is appealing in its own way. I thought the

Italian maremma frog noisy, but no one can imagine what an orgy of

shrill croaking fills the nights here. They are everywhere, these

irrepressibles, though invisible; near your head, far away, under your

feet, at your side, in the tree-tops, in the streams, for ever springing

their rattles with renewed zest. I shall never hear nocturnal frogs

again without being transported to these regions of strange and

melancholy nights.

“Table Mountain rises square and precipitous above our garden, far

above the simmer of the frogs, and looks like an altar in the pure white

light that falls upon it from the Milky Way. How still, how holy in its

repose of the long ages it looks, and the thought comes to one’s mind,

‘Would that all the evil brought to South Africa by the finding of the

gold could be gathered together and burnt on that altar as a peace

offering!’

“On this Rosebank side there is nothing that jars with the majestic

feeling of Table Mountain, but to see what we English have done at its

base on the other side, at Cape Town, is to see what man can do in his

little way to outrage Nature’s dignity. The Dutch never jarred; their

old farm-houses with white walls, thatched roofs, green shutters, and

rounded Flemish gables look most harmonious in this landscape. Wherever

we have colonized there you will see the corrugated iron dwelling, the

barbed-wire fence, the loathsome advertisement. We talk so much of the

love of the beautiful, and yet no people do so much to spoil beauty as

we do wherever we settle down, all the world over. I respect the Dutch

saying; ‘The eye must have something’--beauty is a necessity to moral

health. A clear sky and a far horizon have more value to the national

mind than we care to recognize, and though the smoking factory that

falsifies England’s skies and blurs her horizons may fill our pockets

with gold, it makes us poorer by dulling our natures. I am sure that a

clear physical horizon induces a clear mental one.

“As you gaze, enraptured, at the rosy flush of evening on the mountains

across “False Bay” from some vantage point on the road to Simon’s Town,

your eye is caught by staring letters in blatant colours in the

foreground. “Keller’s boots are the best”; “Guinea Gold Cigarettes”; “Go

to the Little Dust Pan, Cape Town, for your Kitchen things.” I _won’t_

go to the Little Dust Pan. Of all the horrors, a dust pan at Cape Town,

where your eyes are probably full enough of dust already from the arid

streets, and your face stinging with the pebbles blown into it by a

bitter “sou’easter”? I once said in Egypt I knew nothing more trying

than paying calls in a “hamseem,” but a Cape Town “sou’easter”

disarraying you, under similar circumstances, is a great deal more

exasperating.

“I am told the Old Cape Town, when Johannesburg was as yet dormant, was

a simple and comely place--its white houses, so well adapted to this

intensely sunny climate, were deep set in wooded gardens, a few of

which have so far escaped the claws of the jerry builder. (O United

States, what things you send us--“jerry,” “shoddy” ----!) But now the

glaring streets, much too wide, and left unfinished, are lined with

American “Stores” with cast-iron porticoes, above which rise buildings

of most pretentious yet nondescript architecture, and the ragged

outskirts present stretches of corrugated iron shanties which positively

rattle back the clatter of a passing train or tram-car. And all around

lie the dust bins of the population, the battered tin can, the derelict

boot. No authorities seem yet to have been established to prevent the

populace, white, brown, and black, from throwing out all their old

refuse where they like. Some day things may be taken in hand, but at

present this half-baked civilization produces very dreadful results.

There is promise of what, some day, may be done in the pleasing red

Parliament House and the beautiful public gardens of the upper town.

There is such a rush for gold, you see! No one cares for poor Cape Town

_as_ a town. The adventurer is essentially a bird of passage. Man and

Nature contrast more unfavourably to the former here than elsewhere, and

the lines,

Where every prospect pleases

And only man is vile,

ring in my ears all day.

“Altogether our Eden here is sadly damaged, and I am sorry it should be

my compatriots who are chiefly answerable for the ugly patches on so

surpassingly beautiful a scene. Our sophisticated life, too, is out of

place in this unfinished country, and we ought to live more simply, as

the Dutch do, and not feel it necessary to carry on the same _ménage_ as

in London. Liveried servants in tall hats and cockades irritate me under

such a sun, and the butler in his white choker makes me gasp. An

extravagant London-trained cook is more than ever trying where all

provisions are so absurdly dear. The native servant in his own suitable

dress, as in India and Egypt, does not exist down here.

“One of the chief reasons, I find, as I settle down in my new

surroundings, for the feeling of incompleteness which I experience, is

the fact of this country’s having no history. We get forlorn glimpses of

the Past, when the old Dutch settlers used to hear the roar of the lions

outside Cape Town Fort of nights; and, further back, we get such peeps

as the quaint narratives of the early explorers allow us, but

beyond those there is the great dark void.

[Illustration: THE INVERTED CRESCENT]

“This is all from my own point of view, and I know there is one, an

Africander born,[1] who, with strong and vivid pen, writes with sympathy

of the charms of Italy, but only expands into heartfelt home-fervour

when returning to the red soil and atmospheric glamour of her native

veldt. This personal way of looking at things makes the value of all

art, literary and pictorial, to my mind. Set two artists of equal merit

to paint the same scene together; the two pictures will be quite unlike

each other. I am of those who believe that picture will live longest

which contains the most of the author’s own thought, provided the

author’s thought is worthy, and the technical qualities are good, well

understood.”

[1] Olive Schreiner.

I will end my South African sketch by one more page of diary, which, in

recording a day’s expedition to the Paarl, gives an impression of the

Cape landscape which may stand as typical of all its inland scenery.

“On Whitsun-eve we had a most enchanting expedition to Stellenbosch and

the Paarl, which I will describe here. W., I, the children, and the

B.’s, formed the party. We left home just at sunrise, the heavy dew

warning us of a very hot winter’s day, though it was then cold enough.

We took the train to Stellenbosch, and I was in ecstasies over the

perfect loveliness of the scenes we passed through as the train climbed

the incline towards those deeply serrated mountains which we were to

pierce by and by. Looking back as we rose I could more fully appreciate

the majestic proportions of Table Mountain, at whose base we live, and,

when a long way off it stood above the plain in solitude, disclosed in

its entirety, pale amethyst in the white morning light, I was more than

ever filled with a sense of the majesty of this land which this

dominating mountain seemed to gather up into itself and typify.

“Quite different in outline are the fantastic mountains we passed

athwart to-day, and nowhere have I seen such intense unmixed ultramarine

shadows as those that palpitate in their deep kloofs in contrast with

the rosy warmth of their sunlit buttresses and jagged peaks. And as to

the foregrounds here, when you get into the primeval wilderness, what

words can I find to give an idea of their colouring, and of the

profusion of the wild shrubs, all so spiky and aromatic, and some so

weird, so strange, that cover the sandy plains? Here are some notes. In

distance, blue mountains; middle distance, pine woods, dark; in

foreground, gold-coloured shrubs, islanded in masses of bronze foliage

full of immense thistle-shaped pink and white flowers; bright green

rushes standing eight feet high, with brown heads waving; black cattle

knee-deep in the rich herbage and a silver-grey stork slowly floating

across the blue of the still sky.

“But this most paintable and decorative vegetation is not friendly to

the intruder. These exquisitely toned shrubs with wild strong forms are

full of repellent spikes which, like bayonets, they seem to level at you

if, lured by the gentle perfume of their blossoms, you approach eye and

nose too near. Depend upon it, this country was intended for

thick-skinned blacks.

“As you get farther from town influences there appear much better human

forms in the landscape, and to-day I was greatly struck with the

appearance of an ox-waggon drawn by twelve big-horned beasts, and upon

its piled-up load stood picturesque male and female Malays in white and

gay colours--quite a triumphal car. A negro with immense whip walked by

the side, and behind rose a long avenue of old stone-pines, and at the

end of the vista the blue sky. These stone-pine avenues that border the

red-earthed highways are among the most delightful of the many local

beauties of the Cape, and such stone-pines! Old giants bigger than any I

have seen on the Riviera. There are dense forests of them here, lovely

things to look down on, with their soft, velvety masses of round tops of

a rich dark green, looking like one solid mass. The wise Dutch who

planted them had a law whereby any one felling one of these pines was

bound to plant two saplings in its stead. We are doing a great deal of

the felling without the planting.

“At Stellenbosch we got out, and, to my pleasure, I saw a long sort of

char-à-banc driven at a hand gallop into the station yard, drawn by

three mules and three horses--the vehicle ordered by W. to convey us to

the ‘Paarl.’ And why ‘Paarl’? Deep among the mountains rises a double

peak, bearing imbedded in each summit an immense smooth rock rounded

like a black titanic ‘Pearl’ that glistens in the sun as it beats on its

polished surface. Thither we blithely sped, one driver holding the

multitudinous reins of our mixed team, the other manœuvering with

both hands his immensely long whip, the gyrations of the thong being an

interesting thing to watch as he touched up now this beast and now that.

They have a way in this country of keeping up a uniform trot uphill,

downhill, and on the level, but stopping frequently to breathe the

team.” (Ah! give me road travel with horses--it is more _human_ than the

motor!) “After an enchanting stage through wild mountain gorges we came

to an oak fixed upon by W. beforehand as marking our halting place, and

there the six beasts were ‘out-spanned.’ The simple harness was just

slipped off and laid along on the road where the animals stood, and then

they were allowed to stray into the wild, tumbling bush as they liked

and have a roll, if so minded. Then we lit a fire and spread our repast

under the shade of the oak at the edge of a wood that sloped down to a

mountain stream. All round the solemn mountains, all about us fragrant

aromatic flowers and the call of wild African birds! I can well

understand the passionate love an Africander-born must feel for his

country. I know none that has such strong, saturating local sentiment.

The horses and mules, whose feet I had espied several times waving in

spurts of rolling above the undergrowth, being collected and

‘in-spanned,’ we set off for the Paarl Station and descended back into

the Plain by rail at sunset; and as we left the mountains behind us they

were flushing in the glory from the West, their shadows remaining of the

same astonishing ultramarine they had kept all day. In any other country

the blue would have changed somewhat, but here I don’t expect anything

to follow any known rules--I accept the phenomena of things around me as

time goes on, and have ceased to wonder. Oh! vision of loveliness,

strange and unique, which this day has given me, never to be forgotten.”

* * * * *

My great regret is that I had so little time to ply my paints and try at

least to make studies which would now be very precious to me. How little

I knew the shortness of my sojourn! The two little Cape ponies (with

much of the Arab in them) were in almost daily requisition along those

great pine-bordered, red-earthed roads, to take me for my return calls,

or a portion of them. I fear I left many unreturned towards the end.

There were the Dutch as well as the English, a large circle. I had

sketching expeditions projected which never came off, with a clever

Dutch lady, who did charming water-colours of beautiful Constantia and

the striking country above Simon’s Bay, and the true “Cape of Good

Hope” beyond. She had battled with snakes in the pursuit of her art, and

in the woods had sustained the stone-throwing of the baboons, who made a

target of her as she sat at work. I was willing for the baboon

bombardment, and even would chance the snakes, as one chances

everything, to wrest but a poor little water-colour from nature.

Two events which, in that tremendous year ‘99, were of more than usual

importance loom large in my memory of the Cape--that is, the Queen’s

Birthday Review in May, and the opening of Parliament on the 14th July.

The Birthday Review on the Plain at Green Point was the ditto of others

I had seen on the sands of Egypt, on the green sward of Laffan’s Plain

at Aldershot, on the Dover Esplanade, and wherever W. had been in

command; but this time, as he rode up on his big grey to give the

Governor the Royal Salute before leading the “Three Cheers for Her

Majesty the Queen!” a prophet might have seen the War Spectre moving

through the ranks of red-coats behind the General.

At the opening of Parliament we ladies almost filled the centre of the

“House,” and I was able to study the scene from very close. The Dutch

Members, on being presented to the Speaker, took the oath by raising the

right hand, whereas the English, of course, kissed the Book. The

proceedings were all on the lines followed at Westminster, the Governor

keeping his hat on as representing the Sovereign. The opening words of

“the Speech from the Throne” sounded hollow. They proclaimed amongst

other things _urbi et orbi_, that we were at peace with the South

African Republics.

* * * * *

“And now,” says the diary, “Good-bye, South Africa, for ever! I am glad

that in you I have had experience of one of the most enchanting portions

of this earth!”

* * * * *

As you know that experience only lasted five months after all. We left

on the 23rd August ‘99 on a day of blinding rain, which, as the ship

moved off, drew like a curtain across that country which I felt we were

leaving to a fast-approaching trouble. The war cloud was descending. It

burst in blood and fire a few weeks later and deepened the sense of

melancholy with which I shall ever think of that far-away land.

[Illustration: THE CAPE “FLATS”]

IV

ITALY

[Illustration]

[Illustration: BRINGING IN THE GRAPES]

CHAPTER I

VINTAGE-TIME IN TUSCANY

[Illustration]

A descent from the Apennine on a September evening into Tuscany, with

the moon nearly full--that moon which in a few days will be shining in

all its power upon the delights of the vintage week--this I want to

recall to you who have shared the pleasure of such an experience with

me.

A descent into the Garden of Italy, spread out wide in a haze of warm

air--can custom stale the feeling which that brings to heart and mind?

Railway travel has its poetry, its sudden and emotional contrasts and

surprises. But a few hours ago we were in the foggy drizzle of an autumn

morning at Charing Cross, and, ere we have time to be fagged by a

too-long journey, our eyes and brain receive the image of the Tuscan

plain!

The train slows down for a moment on emerging from the last tunnel at

the top of the mountain barrier; the grinding brakes are still, and for

a precious instant we listen at the window for the old summer night

sounds we remember and love. Yes! there they are; there _he_ is, the

dear old chirping, drumming, droning night-beetle in myriads at his old

penetrating song, persistent as the sicala’s through the dog days, local

in its suggestiveness as the corncrake’s endless saw among the

meadow-sweet all through the Irish summer night.

But, _avanti!_ Down the winding track with flying sparks from the locked

wheels, every metre to the good; down to the red domes of Pistoja;

forward, then, on the level, to Florence and all it holds.

How we English do love Italy! Somewhere in our colder nature flows a

warm Gulf Stream of love for what is sunny and clear-skied and genial,

and I think I may say, though my compatriots little realize it, that the

evidences of a living faith which are inseparable from Italian landscape

greatly add to the charm that attracts us to this land. What would her

hills be if decapitated of the convents on their summits, with each its

cypress-lined _Via Crucis_ winding up the hillside? The time of the

after-glow would be voiceless if deprived of the ringing of the Angelus.

Dimly we perceive these things, or hardly recognise them as facts--nay,

many of us still protest, _but they draw us to Italy_.

And now the arrival at Florence. The pleasure of dwelling on that

arrival, when on the platform our friends await us with the sun of Italy

in their looks! Then away we go with them in carriages drawn by those

fast-trotting Tuscan ponies that are my wonder and admiration, with

crack of whip and jingle of bells along the white moon-lit road to the

great villa at Signa, where the vintage is about to begin.

To recall the happy labour of those precious three days of grape-picking

in the mellow heat on the hillside, and then the all-pervading fumes of

fermenting wine of the succeeding period in the courtyard of the

_Fattoria_; the dull red hue of the crushed grapes that dyes all things,

animate and inanimate, within the sphere of work, is one of the most

grateful efforts of my memory. I see again the handsome laughing

peasants, the white oxen, the flights of pigeons across the blue of the

sky. The mental relaxation amidst all this activity of wholesome and

natural labour, the complete change of scene, afford a blessed rest to

one who has worked hard through a London winter and got very tired of a

London season. It is a patriarchal life here, and the atmosphere of good

humour between landlord and tenant seems to show the land laws and

customs of Tuscany to be in need of no reformer, the master and the man

appearing to be nearer contentment than is the case anywhere else that I

know of. You and I saw a very cheery specimen of the land system at

grand old Caravaggio.

[Illustration: A SON OF THE SOIL, RIVIERA DI LEVANTE]

Then the evenings! I know it is trite to talk of guitars and tenor

voices under the moonlight, but Italy woos you back to many things we

call “used up” elsewhere, and there is positive refreshment in

hearing those light tenor voices, expressive of the light heart, singing

the ever-charming _stornellos_ of the country as we sit under the

pergola after dinner each evening. The neighbours drop in and the guitar

goes round with the coffee. Everybody sings who can, and, truth to say,

some who can’t. Many warm thanks to our kind friends, English and

Italian (some are gone!), who gave you and me such unforgettable

hospitality in ‘75, ‘76.

But lest all these guitarings and airy nothings of the gentle social

life here should become oversweet, we can slip away from the rose-garden

and climb up into the vineyards of the rustic _podere_ that speak of

wholesome peasant labour, of tillage--the first principle of man’s

existence on earth--and, among the practical pole-vines that bear the

true wine-making grapes (not the dessert fruit of the garden _pergola_),

have a quiet talk.

The starry sky is disclosed almost round the entire circle of the

horizon, with “_Firenze la gentile_” in the distance on our right, the

Apennine in front, and the sleeping plain trending away to the left to

be lost in mystery. I want to talk to you of our experience of Italy the

Beloved, from our earliest childhood until to-day.

What a happy chance it was that our parents should have been so taken

with the _Riviera di Levante_ as to return there winter after winter,

alternately with the summers spent in gentle Kent or Surrey, during our

childhood; not the French Riviera which has since become so

sophisticated, but that purely Italian stretch of coast to the east of

Genoa, ending in Porto Fino, that promontory which you and I will always

hold as a sacred bit of the world. Why? There are as lovely promontories

jutting out into the Mediterranean elsewhere? The child’s love for the

scenes of its early friendships with nature is a jealous love.

Our relations by marriage with the B. family admitted us into the centre

of a very typical Italian home of the old order. I suppose that life was

very like the life of eighteenth-century England--the domestic habits

were curiously alike, and I cannot say I regret that their vogue is

passing. We are thought to be so ridiculously fastidious, _noi altri

inglesi_, and our parents were certainly not exceptional in this

respect, and suffered accordingly.

The master of the house, the autocratic _padrone_, had been in the

Italian Legion in Napoleon’s Russian campaign, as you may remember, and

the retreat from Moscow had apparently left certain indelible

cicatrices on the old gentleman’s temper. I can hear his stentorian

voice even now calling to the servant (I think there was only one

“living in,” though there were about a dozen hangers-on) in the rambling

old Palazzo without bells. “O--O--O, Mariuccia!” “Padrone!” you heard in

a feminine treble from the remote regions of the kitchen upstairs,

somewhere. Mariuccia would generally get a bit of the Italian

legionary’s mind when she came tumbling down the marble stairs. Madame

la Generale appeared in the morning with a red handkerchief on her head

and remained in corsetless _déshabillé_ till the afternoon. Genoese was

the home language, French was for society. No one spoke real Italian.

They had not yet begun to “Toscaneggiare,” as it grew to be the fashion

to do when Italy became united. Don’t you dislike to hear them?

What recollections our parents carried away from those visits to the

Nervi household! How we used to love to hear mamma’s accounts, for

instance, of the night Lord Minto came to tea. Madame Gioconda had put

the whole pound of choice green tea which she had bought at the English

shop in Genoa into a large tea-pot requisitioned for this rare English

occasion. Poor mamma had the pouring of it out, and no deluges of hot

water, brought by the astonished Mariuccia, could tame that ferocious

beverage. I am sure the brave General never got more completely

“bothered” by the Russian cannon than he did by the “gun-powder” that

evening. Nowadays such a mistake could not happen when _il thè_ is quite

the fashion.

Italians still think it the right thing to visit England in November and

go to Liverpool, Manchester, and Birmingham for their informing little

tour. In those remote days it was the only way in which the few that

ever ventured so far saw our lovely land. Mamma was constantly sent into

a state of suppressed indignation by the stereotyped question, “Are

there any flowers in England?” But I have not done with the old General.

I remember we were so frightened of that Tartar that Papa used to have

to propel us into the Presence, when, in the evenings, every one, big

and little, sat down to dominoes or “tombola.” Syrup and water and

little cakes made of chestnut flour refreshed the company. The General’s

snuff was in the syrup, I firmly believed. We looked like two little

martyrs as we went up to salute those shaking yellow cheeks on being

sent to bed. Why are children put to these ordeals?

The living was frugal, the real “simple life” which some of us in

England are pretending to lead to-day. But on certain occasions, such as

Shrove Tuesday, for instance, ah! no effects of oriental feasting could

surpass the repletion with which each guest left the festive board.

Mariuccia had help for three days previous to such regalings, during

which one heard the tapping of the chopper in the kitchen, preparing the

force-meat for the national dish, the succulent _ravioli_, as one passed

within earshot of that remote vaulted hall.

And do you remember (you are a year my junior, and a year makes a great

difference in the child’s mind) a certain night when there was a ball at

our villa on the Albaro shore, and the shutters of the great “_sala_”

were thrown open to let in the moonlight at midnight? A small barque lay

in the offing, surrounded by little boats, and a cheer came over the sea

in answer to what the people over there, seeing the sudden illumination

from the chandeliers, took for our flashing signal of “God-speed!” They

were a detachment of Garibaldi’s Redshirts on their way to liberate

Southern Italy. The grown-ups on our side went down to supper, and our

little cropped heads remained looking at the barque in the moon’s broad

reflection long after we were supposed to be asleep. I had seen the

Liberator himself talking to the gardener at the ----’s villa, where he

was staying, at Quarto, the day before he sailed for Messina.

We were certainly an unconventional family, and we were so happy in our

rovings through the land of sun. But if you and I are inclined to bemoan

too much modernism in that Italy we so jealously love, oh! do not let us

forget the gloom of some of those old palaces which we had a mind to

inhabit a _l’Italienne_, on bad winter nights--the old three-beaked oil

lamps in the bedrooms serving, as our dear father used to say, only to

“make darkness visible”--the wind during the great storms setting some

loose shutter flapping in uninhabited upper regions of the house; the

dark places which Charles Dickens in his _Pictures from Italy_ says he

noticed in all the Italian houses he slept in on his tour, which were

not wholly innocent of scorpions. The marble floors and the paucity of

fireplaces did not give comfort for the short winters; but how glorious

those old houses became as soon as the cold was gone; shabby,

ramshackle, and splendid, we loved them “for all in all.”

In certain things modern Italy affords us an easier life. We are given

to nagging at the Italians for their dreadful want of taste in spoiling

the beauty of their cities, but in the old days we were nagging at them

for their dirt. Now Rome is the cleanest capital in the world. Some one

said it is more than clean, it is dusted. And is not the Society for the

Protection of Animals in _existence_, at least? With what derision such

an institution would have been heard of in our childhood’s days--a

suggestion of those “mad English.”

Do you call to mind what scenes used to occur whenever mamma came out

with us, between her and the muleteers? I can see her now, in the

fulness of her English beauty, flying out one day at a carter for

flogging and kicking his mules that were hardly able to drag a load up

the Albaro Hill. This was the dialogue. Mamma--“_Voi siete un cattivo!_”

Muleteer--“_E voi siete bella!_” Mamma--“_Voi siete un birbante!_”

Muleteer--“_E voi siete bella!_” Mamma--“_Voi siete uno scelerato!_”

Muleteer--“_E voi siete bella!_” And so on, till we had reached the

bottom of the cruel hill, mamma at the end of her _crescendo_ of

fulminations and the man’s voice, still calling “_E voi siete bella_”

in imitation of her un-Genoese phraseology, lost in distance at the top.

“I shall get a fit some day,” were her first English words. Poor dear

mother, the shooting of the singing-birds in spring, the dirt, the

noise, the flies, the mosquitoes--so many thorns in her Italian rose!

Yet how she loved that rose, but not more than the sweet violet of our

England that had no such thorns. The music in the churches, too, was

trying in those days, and to none more so than to that music-loving

soul. We have seen her doing her best to fix her mind on her devotions,

with her fingers in her ears, and her face puckered up into an

excruciated bunch. I hope Pius X. has enforced the plain-chant

everywhere, and stopped those raspings of secular waltzes on sour

fiddles that were supposed to aid our fervour. But I am nagging. As a

Northerner, I have no right to lecture the Italians as to what sort of

music is best for devotion, nor to tell them that the dressing of their

sacred images in gaudy finery on festival days is not the way to deepen

reverence. The Italians do what suits them best in these matters, and if

our English taste is offended let us stay at home.

Well, well, here below there is nothing bright without its shadow. When

we had the delicious national costumes we had the dirt and the cruelty.

But why, I ask, cannot we keep the national dress, the local customs,

the picturesqueness while we gain the cleanly and the kind? Every time I

revisit Italy I miss another bit of colour and pleasing form amongst the

populations. In Rome not a cloak is to be seen on the citizens, that

black cloak lined with red or green they used to throw over the left

shoulder, toga-wise--only old left-off ulsters or overcoats from Paris

or Berlin. Not a red cap on the men of Genoa; the _pezzotto_ and

_mezzero_, most feminine headgear for the women, are extinct there.

Ladies in Rome are even shy of wearing the black mantilla to go to the

Vatican, and put it on in the cloak-room of the palace, removing it

again to put on the barbarous Parisian hat for the streets. When we

foreign ladies drive in our mantillas to the Audiences we are stared at!

Even my old friends the red, blue, and green umbrellas of portly

dimensions, formerly dear to the clergy, no longer light up the sombre

clerical garb. Did I not see a flight of bare-footed Capuchins, last

time in Rome, put up, every monk of them, a black Gingham when a shower

came on, and I was expecting an efflorescence of my fondly-remembered

Gamps? Next time I go the other bit of clerical colour will have

vanished, and I shall find them using white pocket-handkerchiefs instead

of the effective red bandana.

Well, but, you are told, the beggars are cleared out, those persistent

unfortunates who used to thrust their deformities and diseases before

you wherever you turned, with the wailing refrain, “_Misericordia,

signore!_” “_Un povero zoppo!_” “_Un cieco!_” “_Ho fame!_” etc. etc. But

they sunned themselves and ate their bread and onions where they liked

(not where _we_ liked) in perfect liberty. Where are they now? In dreary

poorhouses, I suppose, out of sight, regularly fed and truly miserable.

I am afraid that much of our modern comfort is owing simply to the

covering up of unpleasantnesses. In the East, especially, life is seen

with the cover taken off, and many painful sights and many startling

bits of the reality of life spoil the sunshine for us there for a while.

But worse things are in the London streets, only “respectably” covered

up, and I am sure that more cruelty is committed by the ever-increasing

secret work of the vivisector than ever wrung the heart of the

compassionate in the old days in the open street.

And there, as we sit on the hillside above Signa, lies Florence, just

discernible in the far-off plain, where I learnt so much of my art.

Those frescoes of Masaccio, Andrea del Sarto, and all those masters of

the human face who revelled in painting every variety of human type, how

they augmented my taste that way! Nothing annoyed me so much as the

palpable use of one model in a crowded composition. Take a dinner-party

at table--will you ever see two noses alike as you run your eye along

the guests? Even in a regiment of evenly matched troops, all of one

nationality, I ask you to show me two men in the ranks sharing the same

nose!

Ah! those days I spent in the cloisters of the SS. Annuziata, making

pencil copies of Andrea’s figures in the series of frescoes illustrating

the life of St Philip. It was summer-time, and the tourists only came

bothering me towards the end. That hot summer, when I used to march into

Florence, accompanied by little Majolina, in the still-early mornings,

when the sicala was not yet in full chirp for the day! Four days a week

to my master’s studio under the shadow of the Medici Chapel, and two to

my dear cloisters; the Sunday at our villa under Fiesole. Happy girl!

I see in my diary this brilliant adaptation of Coleridge’s lines--

“’Tis sweet to him who all the week

Through city crowds must push his way, etc.”

‘Tis sweet to her who all the week

With brush and paint must work her way

To stroll thro’ florence vineyards cool

And hallow thus the Sabbath Day.

I have much to thank my master Guiseppe Bellucci for, who drilled me so

severely, carrying on the instruction I had the advantage to receive

from thorough-going Richard Burchett the head-master at South

Kensington--never-to-be-forgotten South Kensington.

It seems a shame to be saying so much about Florence and not to pause a

few minutes to give the other a little hand-shake in passing. There I

began my art-student life, than which no part of an artist’s career can

be more free from care or more buoyed up with aspirations for the

future. Dear early days spent with those bright and generous comrades,

my fellow-students, so full of enthusiasm over what they called my

“promise”--I have all those days chronicled in the old diaries. There I

recall the day I was promoted to the “Life Class” from the “Antique”--a

joyful epoch; and the Sketching Club where “old D----,” the second

master, used to give “Best” nearly every time to Kate Greenaway and

“Second Best” to me. What joy when I got a “Best” one fine day. She and

I raced neck and neck with those sketches after that. The “Life Class”

was absorbingly interesting. But how nervous and excited I felt at

grappling with my first living model. He was a fine old man (but with a

bibulous eye) costumed to represent “Cranmer walking to the Tower.” I

see in the diary, “Cranmer walked rather unsteadily to the Tower to-day,

and we all did badly in consequence.” Then came one of Cromwell’s

Ironsides whose morion gave him a perpetual headache, followed by my

first full-length, a costume model in tights and slashed doublet whom we

spitefully called “Spindle-Shanks” and greatly disliked. What was my

surprise, long years afterwards, to stumble upon my “Spindle-Shanks” as

“‘Christopher Columbus,’ by the celebrated painter of etc. etc.” I then

remembered I had made a present of him, when finished, to our “char,”

much to her embarrassment, I should think. However, she seems to have

got rid of the “white elephant” with profit to herself in course of

time. But I must not let myself loose on those glorious student days, so

full of work and of play, otherwise I would wander too far away from my

subject. It was tempting to linger over that hand-shake.

I don’t think I ever felt such heat as in Florence. As the July sun was

sending every one out of the baking city, shutting up the House of

Deputies, and generally taking the pith out of things, I remember

Bellucci coming into the studio one day with his hair in wisps, and

hinting that it would be as well for me to give myself _un mesetto di

riposo_. I did take that “little month of rest” at our villa, and

sketched the people and the oxen, and mixed a great deal in peasant

society, benefitting thereby in the loss of my Genoese twang under the

influence of their most grammatical Tuscan. The peasant is the most

honourable, religious, and philosophical of mankind. I feel always safe

with peasants and like their conversation and ways. They lead the

natural life. Before daylight, in midsummer, one heard them directing

their oxen at the plough, and after the mid-day siesta they were back at

their work till the Ave Maria. It was a large family that inhabited the

peasant quarters of our villa and worked the landlord’s vineyards. How

they delighted in my sketches, in giving me sittings in the intervals of

work, in seeing me doing amateur harvesting with a sickle and helping

(?) them to bind the wheat sheaves and sift the grain. I must often

have been in the way, now I think of it, but never a hint did these

ladies and gentlemen of the horny hand allow to escape to my confusion.

Carlotta, the eldest girl, read me some of the “Jerusalem Delivered” one

full-moon night, to show me how easily one could read small print by the

Italian moonlight. Her mother invited me to dine with the family one day

as they were having a rare repast. Cencio had found two hedgehogs in a

hollow olive-tree, and the _ragout_ that ensued must be tasted by the

_signorina_. Through the door of the kitchen where we dined on that

occasion the two white oxen were seen reposing in the next apartment

after their morning’s work. After tasting the _spinoso_ stew, I begged

to be allowed to take a stool in the corner and sketch the whole family

at table, and with the perfect grace of those people I was welcomed to

do so, and I got them all in as they sucked their hedgehog bones in

concert. You were reading Keats in one of the arbours, meanwhile, I

remember.

I loved those days at Florence where I felt I was making the most of my

time and getting on towards the day when I should paint my first “real”

picture. When next I visited Florence with you for those memorable

vintages at Caravaggio in ‘75, ‘76, which I recalled just now to your

remembrance, I had painted my first “real” picture and received in

London more welcome than I deserved or hoped for.

Twice I have revisited the outside of my Florentine studio in recent

years, not daring to go in. Bellucci is long dead and I don’t know who

is there now. Standing under that tall window I have reviewed my career

since the days I worked there. I rejoice to know that my best works are

nearly all in public galleries or in the keeping of my Sovereign. To the

artist, the idea of his works changing hands is never a restful one.

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CHAPTER II

SIENNA, PERUGIA, AND VESUVIUS

A two days’ excursion to Sienna at the close of our second vintage at

Caravaggio was a fit _finale_ to the last visit you and I ever paid to

Italy _en garçon_.

From Tuscany to Etruria--deeper still into the luxury of associating

with the past. Honey-coloured Sienna! It dwells in my memory bathed in

sunshine; the little city like a golden cup overflowing with the riches

it can scarcely hold; the home of St. Catherine and the scene of her

ecstasies and superhuman endeavours: the battlefield of St. Bernardine’s

manful struggle against vice and luxury and gambling, so rampant and

unabashed in his time. Everywhere in this city you see, sculptured on

circular plaques of old white marble, let into the walls in street and

square, that monogram which all denominations of Christians know so

well, the I.H.S. with the Cross--_Jesus Hominum Salvator_. Whether the

engraved characters seen on the tombs in the Roman Catacombs were or

were not identical with those three initials and their significance,

they were so regarded by all the Churches for centuries, and the

monogram which St. Bernardine caused to be set up in this way throughout

Sienna was moulded on them in that belief. It was he who caused this

emblem to be so placed that the reluctant public eye could not wholly

avoid it, and who had it illuminated on tablets which he held up to his

congregations at the end of his rousing sermons, thus making that appeal

to the mind through the eye which he relied upon as one of his most

effectual levers. One may say he morally forced the people to recognise

and venerate that Name once more.

Upon the carved coats-of-arms of Guelph and Ghibelline, which seemed to

gird at each other from the walls, he imposed this sign of peace, and

hence the multiplicity of these lovely symbols I am trying to

recall. They are seals which his strong hand stamped upon his native

place.

[Illustration: PLOUGHING IN TUSCANY]

Like all the great saints, Bernardine was practical. The manufacturers

of playing-cards and dice, finding their customers leaving them in

ever-increasing numbers to follow the Franciscan with a fervour which

reached to extraordinary heights, brought their complaints to him.

Bankruptcy was upon them. “Turn your talent to painting this Name on

cards and sell them to the people.” This was done, and these little

tablets with the “I.H.S.” became endowed with a peculiar sanctity to the

purchasers and sold well, so that little fortunes flowed in to fill the

void left by the fall in playing-cards. All these we spoke of on the

spot, I remember, and I write these words to you who know it all better

than I do, to show you I have not forgotten.

Sometimes the monogram is inserted in the marble discs in gold on a blue

ground. Do you see again those circles of warm white marble, those

shining letters surrounded with golden rays on the blue centre, the

reflected light in the hollows of the carving, the Italian sky above?

These Siennese blank walls are better employed than those of modern

Rome, where we may see somebody’s soap or blacking belauded in our

mother tongue _ad nauseam_.

“A city set on a hill cannot be hid.” How high Sienna is set! A lovelier

bit of man’s workmanship was never held aloft for man to see.

“To appreciate the outside aspect of Sienna we drove out” (I see in my

diary) “to the fortress-villa of Belcaro, with an introduction to the

owner, a recluse, who, though he has been to London once, somewhere in

the ‘forties, has never been to Sienna.

“The drive to this historic villa was through a perfect Pre-Raphaelite

landscape, full of highly-cultivated hillocks, above which the grander

distant country unfolded itself. I apologized to the old Masters for

what I had said of their landscape backgrounds before I had seen the

Siennese middle distances whose type seems to have inspired so many of

them.

“Each turn in the road gave us a new aspect of the golden-brown city

behind us, on its steep hill. Perhaps the most effective view of it is

from near Belcaro, where you get the dark stone-pines in the immediate

foreground.

“And the interior of the city! Those narrow streets they call here

_rughe_ and _costarelle_ are fascinating, dipping down to some archway

through which you see, far below, the sudden misty distance of the

rolling campagna, or a peep of a piazza in dazzling sunlight contrasting

with the semi-darkness of the narrow stone lane. So narrow are these

lanes that a pair of oxen drawing a cart all but scrape the side walls

with the points of their enormous horns, and you must manage to avoid a

collision by obliterating yourself in the nearest doorway. We found the

people beautiful. There are no modern abominations in the way of

buildings here, so that one enjoys Sienna with unalloyed pleasure.” ...

At last!

I suppose nothing could be more satisfying to the lover of beauty and of

that dignity which belongs to the great works of architecture of the

past than the aspect of Sienna Cathedral in the light of a September

moon, the planets and stars watching with her over that sanctuary in the

cloudless heavens.

The silence of a little Italian city like this at night, when the full

moon dispenses with the artificial lighting, is always taking. To-night

the urban silence is broken perhaps by a burst of singing and the

thrumming of a guitar; young fellows with apparently plenty of leisure

are coming jauntily along the pavement singing, “_Oi! Oi! Oi! Tirami la

gamba se tu puoi_,” and suddenly dive down a pitch-dark alley; then a

burst of laughter from a cavernous wine-shop; then stillness again. A

dog barks in a garden over whose walls you see where the “blessed moon

tips with silver all these fruit-tree tops.” A fountain bubbles and

gushes softly as you come upon its hiding-place in the deep shadow from

a bit of loopholed wall that you scarcely recognize as the one you were

sketching this morning. Hither a few fire-flies, remnants of the summer

host, have strayed from beyond the city ramparts. Footsteps echo in the

silence more than in the day-time; not a wheel is heard, but the

campagna below is heard. It is murmuring with its invisible life of

insects all awake and full of shrill energy--goodness knows about what.

Your own energy is ebbing after the day’s enchantment and you feel that

to stroll and sit and look is all the bliss you need.

I had a revelation at Sienna about frescoes. In this extraordinarily dry

atmosphere you can see, as nowhere else, the fresco as it was originally

intended to appear. I do not know that I liked the effect as I came into

the sacristy of the cathedral and saw Pinturicchio’s apparently freshly

painted scenes. These were so true, not only in their linear, but

(strange to say) in their aërial, perspective that the effect was as if

the walls had opened to show us these crowds of figures in gorgeous

halls or airy landscapes _outside_ the building, and the eye was

deceived by a positive illusion. One wants to _feel_ the walls of an

apartment, and when its frescoes are flat and faded, and appearing more

as lovely bits of decorative colour, as we see elsewhere, the eye is

better satisfied. But, looked at as pictures, these richly coloured

works are truly masterly, full of character and natural, realistic

action.

Much of the beauty of the Middle Ages which we delight in is owing to

the mellowing of Time. When first turned out by painter or mason this

beauty would not so charm the artist. A brandnew feudal castle must have

looked very hard and staring; a walled city like a Brobdingnagian toy

town in a round box. No lichens on those walls; no ivy, no clumps of

wallflowers, or any of those compassionate veils that Nature, if allowed

a free hand, gently lays upon our crudities, and which the modern

Italian _Sindaco_ calls “_indecenza_” and commands to be scraped away.

The mind recognises the rightness of the inevitable bare look of a new

building, but a scraped ruin offends both mind and eye.

PERUGIA

ONE day in April ‘99 I was reading a fascinating little book by Miss

Duff Gordon on Perugia as I sat on a fallen pine-tree trunk in our wood

at Rosebank in remote Cape Colony. I read it with intenser longing than

ever to be back in the world of art, of history, of culture, of

well-known and well-loved things, and, thinking we were likely to be in

our lovely exile for at least three years (with a short flight home to

England in the interval, perhaps), I thought of several precious things

I would give to be at Perugia in reality. That very day in that very

month of the following year I was there!

Why do we fret about the future? Vain weakness! In my experience the

future has brought more than I wished for and better things, and the sad

things that have come have been those I had not feared.

It is a lovely journey from Florence to Perugia--all beautiful, and one

wants to be at both ends of the railway carriage at once so as to miss

nothing. The old brown cities along the route are as frequent as the

Rhine castles; they still have their battlemented walls and gateways to

delight the artist for a long while yet. Perugia did not frown upon us

so mediævally this time, as we drove up the long zigzag to it, as when

you and I first saw it. I think some of the frown has been demolished

since those days, and indeed I do not regret this. They are raising some

good public buildings where, I am told, the old castle stood, and in

these you see lovely pillars of rosy marble or granite quarried from

Assisi. That old castle had gloomy memories for the Italians and had no

claim to stay.

Like all Italian cities, Perugia has a strongly marked character of its

own. This local character of her cities is one of Italy’s richest

possessions. Genoa, brilliant in white, salmon-pink, and buff, the

colouring of her palaces, and scintillating in the sun as it beats upon

her pearl-grey roofs; Florence, sombre with the brown of her local

_pietra serena_ and roofed with the richer brown of her Tuscan tiles;

Verona, regal and stately, throned on the foothills of the Alps, her

rich colouring focussed in the red and tawny curtains which the Veronese

hang before their church doors; Padua, shady with trees, sedate and

academic, on the level, and uniform in tone, a city of arcades; Perugia,

a mountain fortress of brown bricks, her austerity mellowed by the

centuries--what a series they make! How carefully the “Young Nation”

should deal with these precious things that have all come into her

hands! Almost every great city in this land was once a capital. If only

the Italians would build as they used to I should rejoice in seeing

lovely things rising new and strong in the place of decay and thus

giving promise of a new lease of architectural beauty for Italy. But the

pity of it is that most of the new things are characterless and dreary.

Every cultivated Italian deplores the fact and one wonders who the Goths

in authority are that have the doing of these things.

To you and me there are certain conjunctions of words that carry a swift

sense of delight to the mind. Amongst these none are more appealing than

“the Umbrian Hills.” Here in Perugia we are seated amongst them, and

when I saw them again on that magic April day it was towards evening,

and in despairing haste I made the best sketch I could on arriving, from

the hotel window, to try and record those soft sunset tones on the

Perugino landscape. When next morning we were being shown the treasures

in the church of San Pietro, and I was particularly directed to examine

the lovely paintings on the shutters of the sacristy windows, I found it

hard to look at the shutters of windows that opened upon such a

prospect, where lay Assisi on the slopes of the “Umbrian Hills”!

[Illustration: THE BERSAGLIERI AT THE FOUNTAIN, PERUGIA]

In the Uffizi, in the Vatican Galleries, it is the same--one eye roving

out of the open windows at the reality that is there! A Lung’ Arno with

Bello Sguardo calling to you over the pink almond blossoms on its

slopes; a dome of St. Peter’s, silky in its grey sunlit sheen against

the Roman sky--too much, to have such things outside the gallery

windows, distracting you from your studies within. But, of course, it is

the right setting, and if you feel it gives you too much, call to mind

the prospect outside one of the British Museum windows. That, certainly,

will never inconvenience you with distractions; so be thankful for the

“too much.”

A BIT OF DIARY

“23_rd April_ 1900.--All day ‘on the wander’ through ripe old Perugia. A

silent city, full of memories, brimming over with history, lapped in

Art! Everywhere the flowering fruit-trees showed over the brown walls,

the sunshine fell pleasantly on the masses of old unfinished brickwork

and lent them a charm which on a wet day must vanish and leave them in

a grim severity. Quiet tone everywhere; no ornament in the Roman sense,

but here and there exquisite bits of carving and detail such as one can

only find in the flat-surfaced Italian Gothic which is here seen in its

very home. How that flat surface of blank wall spaces and the horizontal

tendency of the design suit the Italian light. Architecture may well be

placed as the most important of the Arts. It adds, if beautiful, to

nature’s beauty, showing the height to which the human hand may dare to

rise so as to join hands with the Divine Architect Himself. How it can

disgrace His work we have only too many opportunities of judging!

“We visited my well-loved church of San Pietro, that treasure-house left

undespoiled by the Italian Government--safeguarded, _not_ as a place of

worship--let that be well understood--but as ‘an Art Monument.’ So its

pictures and carvings are left in the places their authors intended them

for and not nailed up stark and shivering in a cold, staring museum,

like the poor altar pieces and modest bits of delicate carving that have

been wrenched from their life-long homes in so many churches throughout

this country. True, in the museum the light is good, far better for

showing the artist’s work than the ‘dim religious light’ of a church.

But the painter knew all about the bad light, and still painted his

picture for such and such an altar, not to his own glory, but to the

glory of God.

“As we were passing once more the rich-toned Duomo and Nicola Pisano’s

lovely fountain that stands before it, we saw the fountain suddenly

surrounded by an eruption of Bersaglieri, who woke the echoes of that

erst-while silent Piazza with their songs and chaff. They were on

manœuvres and were halting here for the day. Shedding heavy hats and

knapsacks, they had run down to fill their canteens and water-barrels.

_Toujours gais_ are the Bersaglieri, and a very pretty sight it was to

see those good-looking healthy lads in their red fatigue fezes unbending

in this picturesque manner. In the evening they were off again with the

fanfaronade of their massed trumpets spurring their _pas gymnastique_ to

the farthest point of swagger, and Perugia returned to its repose.

“We strolled about the streets by the light of the moon and _felt_ the

silence of those narrow ways. Now a cat would run into the light and

disappear into blackness; a man in a cloak would emerge from a dark

alley, as it were at the back of a stage, and, coming forward into the

moonlight of an open space, look ready to begin a tenor love-song to an

overhanging balcony (the lady not yet to the fore)--the opening scene in

an opera after the overture of the Bersaglieri trumpets. Assuredly this

was old Italy. The one modern touch is a very lovely one. In place of

the old and rank olive-oil lamps of my first visit, burning at street

corners under the little holy images and in the recesses of the

wine-shops, there are drops of exquisite electric light. Thank goodness,

the hideous interval of gas is nearing its extinction in Italy and the

blessed ‘white coal’ which this country can generate so cheaply by her

abundant water-power, will e’er very long become the agent of her

machine-driven industries and illuminate with soft radiance her gracious

cities. I think the Via Nuova at Genoa, that street of palaces, glowing

in the light of those great electric globes, swung across from side to

side, is a quite splendid bit of modernity, for which I tender the

Genoese my hearty thanks. ‘_Grazie, Signori!_’”

VESUVIUS

COMMEND me to a darkening winter afternoon amidst the fires of Vesuvius

for bringing the mind down to first principles! This is what we

poetise, and paint, and dance on--this Thing that we are come to gaze

at here in silence, as it shows through certain cracks in this shell we

call the solid earth! “You are here on sufferance,” the Thing says to

us, “and you do well to come and see where I show a little bit of

myself. May it do you good. Remember, I am under your feet wherever you

go!”

Jan. ‘96--“To-day the fumes from the nether fires came in gusts through

the snorting crater, sending sulphurous smoke rolling down on the keen

north wind straight into our labouring lungs as we pounded through the

ashes on our way up the ‘cone.’ There is no getting at all near the

hideous mouth; in attempting any such thing one would very soon be over

head and ears in the yellow sulphur and lost beyond recall. I thought of

the fate of a ‘mad Englishman,’ who, in spite of the warning cries of

the native guides, made a dart for some outlying lesser crater,

declaring he saw a shoe floating in it. Trying to hook out this precious

‘shoe’ with his walking-stick, he fell in and withered away like a moth

in a candle-flame.

“I was cheered on to fresh exertions by W.’s encouraging words,

otherwise I think I would have reposed by the wayside at an early stage

of the ascent, yet too proud for a litter. Many of the party went up in

litters ignominiously carried on men’s shoulders, but I went through the

whole routine on foot, as I began; only I was inclined to halt at

retardingly frequent intervals. The growls of the mountain every now and

then warned us that a volley of rocks and stones was coming, and,

behold! the bunch of them shot up in a wide arc over our heads. The

crater is a spectacle that gives the mind such occupation as it has not

had before. Talk of the Pyramids and the Sphinx that so overpowered me

at Gizeh! That crater would think it a good joke to chuck them up in the

air.

“But nothing impressed me into silence so heavily as the sight, later

on, of a lava stream, lower down the mountain-side, issuing in thick

ooze, and crawling slowly from out a gaping cavern. Liquid, deep scarlet

fire was this, of the density, apparently, of oil, advancing like a

fiery death to scorch and consume with slow and even flow--inexorable.

No possibility of approaching its borders; even where we stood the rocks

began to burn our feet. A guide flung a log of wood on the river, and it

spontaneously burst into vivid flame, shrivelled up, and was gone in a

puff of smoke. Turning for rest and solace from the lurid spectacle,

the factitious horrors of the congealed lava all around one only

deepened the sense of gloom. Curling and curdling as they cooled, the

lava streams of bygone times have hardened into the most weird shapes

the imagination could conceive. We seemed to be on a battlefield where

Titan warriors lay distorted in their death agony; enormous mothers

clasped their babies in the embrace of death, and the war-horses were

monsters of pre-historic stature, petrified in the last throes.

“We could see far, far down on the plain the skeleton of poor little

Pompeii like a minute raised plan delicately modelled in plaster.

“The thunders of the Bible will reverberate in my mind with more

vitality since our excursion to Vesuvius.”

I found balm in Capri, Amalfi, and all the supreme lovelinesses of the

Neapolitan Riviera to soothe the blisters of the volcano; and if I had

trembled at the thunders of the Bible I was reassured by its blessings,

which seemed embodied in those scenes of Eden.

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CHAPTER III

ROME

Rome! I am almost inclined to leave out this central fact, although I

never kept a fuller diary than I did during those seven months of my

student life there that followed Florence. How can I approach it and say

anything but platitudes on the subject? Every one has tried his or her

hand upon this theme, and many dreadful banalities have come of it; many

pert assertions, ignorant statements, sentimentalities. Rome has always

impressed me as being the centre of the world--not as the Ancient Romans

boasted when they set up their Golden Milestone, but in a higher sense;

and to the artist her atmosphere is known to be exhilarating, some

say “intoxicating.” We all feel that physical delight in being there,

whatever views we may entertain in a spiritual sense. Who was the writer

who said that every morning on waking she said to herself, “I am in

Rome!” I believe many tacitly, at least, like to register that fact at

each awakening to another Roman day.

[Illustration: A MEETING ON THE PINCIAN: FRENCH AND GERMAN SEMINARISTS]

You and I have of late years seen _l’Eterna_ much changed in her

physical aspect, and have grieved over the fact; yet it is only another

of her many phases that is slowly developing before our eyes. At the

earliest period of which we know enough to imagine her aspect she was

colonnaded, porticoed and white; and the horrible time of her luxurious

decadence saw very much the same huge tenement “sky-scrapers” run up as

we are weeping over to-day. These jerry-buildings tumbled down

occasionally just as they are doing now. Then I see Rome in the Middle

Ages a city of square fortified towers--where are they all? Then comes

the florid period when the dome was dominant as we see it in our time,

and much exuberant bad taste dressed her out fantastically. Now some

very dreadful things in the way of monster houses and wide, straight,

shadeless streets are being committed; but they, too, will pass; but

Rome will remain. Eternal as to the soul the city is ever changing as

to the body. How ugly she must have been when rebuilt in a year after

one of her burnings. There was jerry-building if you like! How awful

after her sack by the Constable of Bourbon when “there was silence in

her streets for three days”! I remember, when I used to look down on the

city from a height in my very early days, wondering whether I had not

been instructed too much in Roman history to enjoy that view to the

extent I should have wished, as an art student, to do. So much cruelty

and suffering had been concentrated in that little space I saw below me.

But the joy of the eye soon banishes for me the sorrow of the mind, and

there is joy enough for the eye in Rome!

Although I have revisited the well-loved city several times since those

early days, the first visit stands out so much more fully coloured and

intense in local sentiment than the subsequent ones, which seem almost

insipid by comparison. You and I then saw her as she can never be seen

again; we were just in time to know her under the old Papal régime, and

we left three months before the Italians came in and began to rob her of

her unique character. I cannot be too thankful that we have _that_ put

safely away in the treasury of our memories. We saw the Roman citizens

kneeling in masses along the streets as the Pope’s mounted _Chasseur_,

in cocked hats and feathers, heralded the approach of Pio Nono’s

ponderous coach, in which His Holiness was taking his afternoon airing.

We saw the stately cardinals and bishops in their daily stroll on the

Pincian, receiving the salutes of soldiers and civilians. There were

such constant salutations everywhere, all day long, and such punctilious

acknowledgments from the ecclesiastics that on closing my eyes at night

I always saw shovel hats rising and sinking like flocks of crows

hovering over a harvest-field.

We saw the sentries on Good Friday mounting guard with arms reversed and

all the flags that day flying at half-mast: the Colosseum was in those

days treated as consecrated ground; more as the scene of Christian

martyrdoms than as a Pagan antiquity. There stood the stations of the

Cross, and there a friar preached every Wednesday during Lent. That

fearsome ruin was then warmly lined with rich flora and various lusty

trees and shrubs that have all been scraped and scoured away in harmony

with the spirit of modern Italy.

What luck it was for us to be in Rome that wonderful year of 1870, when

the Œcumenical Council filled her streets and churches with every

type of episcopal ecclesiastic from the four quarters of the globe, each

accompanied by his “theologian” and by secretaries in every variety of

dress, from the modern American to the pig-tailed Chinaman. Great times

for the art student, with all these types and colours as subjects for

his pencil! The characteristics and the colour of Rome were thus

multiplied and elaborated to the utmost possible point, up to the very

verge of the Great Cleavage; and we saw it all.

[Illustration: A LENTEN SERMON IN THE COLOSSEUM]

The open-air incidents connected with the great Church functions have

left an extraordinarily vivid impression on my mind on account of their

eminently pictorial qualities. I see again the archaic “glass coaches”

of Pope and cardinals, high-swung and seeming to bubble over with

gilding, rumbling slowly up to the Church door where the ceremony is to

take place, over the cobblestones, behind teams of fat black steeds, the

leaders’ scarlet traces sweeping the ground. The occupants of these

wonderful vehicles are glowing like rubies in their ardent robes, which

flood their faces with red reflections in the searching sunshine. A

prelate in exquisite lilac, mounted on a white mule with black

housings, bears a jewelled cross, sparkling in the sun, before the

Pope’s carriage; the postilions, coachmen, and lackeys are

eighteenth-century figures come to life again, and, truth to tell, they

might have brought their liveries over with them, furbished up for the

occasion. Not much public money seems appropriated for new liveries in

the Papal household, nor in that of the College of Cardinals. Then, the

medley of modern soldiers that take part officially and unofficially in

these scenes--the off-duty zouaves, with bare necks outstretched,

cheering frantically, “Long live the Pope-King,” in many languages; the

French Legion inclined to criticise the old liveries--it all seems to me

like the happening of yesterday! And I see the rain of flowers falling

on the kindly old Pope from the spectators in the balconies, where rich

draperies give harmonious backgrounds to all this colour.

Times are changed at home as well as in Rome. Where are the gorgeous

equipages I used to wonder at as a child on drawing-room days, that made

St. James’ Street a scene of gold and colour of surpassing richness?

Where are the bewigged coachmen stiff with bullion, throned on the

resplendent hammercloths of their boxes? Where the six-foot footmen

hanging on in bunches behind, in liveries pushed to the utmost limit of

extravagant finery? We only see these things on exceptional occasions

(certainly the six-footers are not grown nowadays), and the quiet landau

or motor harmonises better with our modern taste.

Finally, we saw the last Papal Benediction to be given from the façade

of St. Peter’s on that memorable Easter Sunday, 1870. The scene was made

especially notable in its pictorial effect by the masses of bishops, all

in snow-white copes and mitres, who completely filled the terrace above

the colonnade on the Vatican side of the Piazza. What a symphony of

white they made up there, partly in the luminous shadow of the long

awning, partly in the blazing sunshine. Some of the illuminated ones

used their mitres as parasols. Such a huge _parterre_ of prelates had

never been beheld before. It was a _parterre_ of human lilies. My diary

exclaims, “Oh! for Leighton’s genius to paint it. It was entirely in his

style--composition, colour, and sentiment. The balustrade was hung with

mellow, old, faded tapestry, and above the bishops’ heads rose those

dark old stone statues that tell so well against the sky.” I remember

the moment of intense silence that fell on the multitude a little

before Pio Nono, wearing the Triple Crown, stood up and, in a loud

voice, gave forth “to the city and to the world” the mighty words of

blessing from the little balcony far up aloft. And I remember, too, how

that sudden silence seemed to cause a strange uneasiness amongst the

cavalry and artillery horses, which all began to neigh.

On this great day the white and yellow flag, emblem of the Temporal

Power, waved upon the light spring breeze wherever one turned. How

little we dreamt that in a few months that flag was to be hauled down,

drawn under by the fall of the greatest military Empire then in

existence!

As a postscript, do not let us forget the races of the riderless horses

that took place at the end of Carnival. Those scenes are before me now,

quite fresh, revived by the little old diary. I am glad I have still my

sketch-books that give me the outlines of these and other scenes that

are gone for ever from the world.

There is the wide round Piazza del Popolo, like an amphitheatre; the

sun, near its setting, is tinging the upper portion of the great

Egyptian obelisk, which is the starting-post for the occasion, with

crimson, the base remaining in cool grey shade. Much stamping of hoofs

and champing of bits in the ranks of the Dragoons, who are preparing to

clear the Corso; French infantry forming up on either side of the

starting-place; the crowds in the stands expectant, many units in

carnival costume, and masked. Away go the Dragoons, splitting the crowd

that blocks the entrance to the darkening, narrow Corso. They return at

a gallop, having ridden to the end and back, and divide to take up their

positions. Then the barbs, painted in spots and stripes, are brought on

gingerly. The least jerk and it’s no use trying to form a line; they

must be let go; the spiked balls, now unfastened and dangling, are

beginning to prick in spite of all the care. One after the other the

maddened creatures plunge and tug at the restraining grip of the

convicts who act as grooms on this occasion, and who literally hold

their lives in their hands,--it all passes in a quarter of a minute;

down goes the rope, a gun is fired, shouts and clapping of hands ring

through the chilly air, and the eleven furious horses plunge into the

dark street, the squibs and tin-foil on their backs explode and crackle,

the spiked balls bang against their sides. Spurts of sparks fly from

their iron heels brightly in the twilight. One horse, perhaps, slips on

the cobblestones, rolls over, picks himself up, and follows the

others, straining every nerve. They are gone--engulfed in the dark

passage, some to be recovered only after several days, wandering in the

Campagna, having burst through the sheet spread to stop them at the

finish.

[Illustration: THE START FOR THE HORSE RACE, ROME]

I often wondered which ordeal a horse would prefer, if he were given the

choice--this one, for a mile, or that of a great English race, with a

jockey on his back with thousands of pounds to win or lose, armed with a

steel whip and a pair of severe spurs! I never wholly enjoy a horse-race

in any shape because of these goads in various forms.

Anyhow, I am glad these Roman races have been abolished.

I felt greatly elated when setting up work on my own account, which I

did very soon after my arrival from Florence and Bellucci. He had told

me at parting that I could “walk by myself” now, and I very soon walked

up the steps of the Trinità to choose my first model. You remember how

those costumed loafers used to sun themselves on the steps at that time?

I had a half-frightened, half-delighted thrill when choosing my first

_Ciociaro_. It was the Judgment of Paris transposed. Three of them, in

peaked hats and goatskins, stood grinning and posing before the English

_signorina_ while the Papal zouave sentry and the whole lot of male and

female models looked on and listened. When I gave the apple to Antonio

on account of his good brown face and read waistcoat, and engaged him

for the morrow, I felt I had started.

What trouble mamma and I had had in trying to find a studio. A young

lady working by herself! A thing unknown--no one would let me a studio,

so we ended with the makeshift you remember in our apartment. “That

comes of being a woman at starting,” exclaimed mamma.

I can never pass No. 56 Via Babuino without pausing and looking up at

one of the top windows where my head hung out one morning, watching my

model in the street below for half an hour and wondering how long he

meant to saunter up and down with his eye on the Church clock opposite

instead of coming up. I had engaged him for eight o’clock for an

eight-hour day (_giornata finita_), and there he was, strolling away a

franc’s worth of sitting on purpose. “But, Signorina, one cannot always

arrive to the very instant,” was the villain’s excuse on coming in. I

said nothing of what I had seen out of the window. Dear old Francesco,

he was much prized for his laugh, which he could keep up for twenty

minutes at a time. I had already seen it in a picture in London. Of

course I had a try, too, and it brought me luck, for the picture where

it appears was the first Oil I sold.

Let me remind you of the Pope’s International Exhibition of

Ecclesiastical Art held that winter, for which I painted “The

Visitation.” The Fine Art section was shown in the Cloisters of Sa.

Maria degli Angeli in the Baths of Diocletian. I laugh even now when I

recall the way in which my poor picture was launched into the world.

After its acceptance by the committee, I had to get a pass for its

admission into the exhibition building from the Minister of Commerce,

the Most Eminent and Most Reverend Cardinal B. Mamma and I had to wait

an age in his ante-room, conscious of being objects of extraordinary

curiosity to the crowd of men artists who were there on the same errand

as myself. Evidently artists of our sex were rarities in Italy. At last

our turn came to go in, and, after many formalities and much polite

bowing from l_’Eminentissimo_ and _riverendissimo_, I signed the several

papers, and proudly followed my mamma back through the waiting artists,

holding my roll of papers before me. We were informed that, being women,

we could not take the picture ourselves into the Cloisters, as no order

had been given to admit ladies into the monastic precincts before the

opening. So our dear father sallied forth on foot with my pass to Sa.

Maria, mamma and I following in a little hired Victoria, holding the big

picture before us (no mean handful) to keep it from tumbling out, while

hidden, ourselves, from the public eye by the carriage hood. We arrived

at the entrance to the forbidden cloisters too soon, as papa had not

arrived, and the gendarmes stopped us and told us to drive out of the

court again. We pulled up, therefore, on the threshold, with our faces

turned in the contrary direction, when the horrible hood flew back and

revealed us, holding on to the picture with straining arms and knitted

brows, to the grinning soldiers gathered about the place. Our dear

father and Mr. Severn (Keats’ friend in youth) soon came to the rescue,

and, with the aid of two _facchini_, they took my _magnum opus_ and

disappeared with it into the gloom of the _Thermæ_.

Dear, kind old Mr. Severn, he seemed so pleased to help me in my initial

struggles in Rome! When I next visited Keats’ grave there, long years

afterwards with W., I found another tombstone alongside of the Poet’s.

There was a palette sculptured on it in place of the other one’s lyre,

and one little box hedge held the two friends within its embrace. What

made Oliver Wendell Holmes (if it was he) say the scent of box was the

scent of Eternity? I do not know the context of the passage, but I think

the idea might strike a sensitive perception in some Italian cemetery,

where that most touching perfume is always on the air, and Eternity

plays about our minds on the scent of the box.

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_From the Diary_

_Feb._ 1906.--“And now Good-bye, Rome! I hope not a final farewell. I

have been up to the Villa Medici to see across the city, on this my last

evening, that dome which no one can ever look at unmoved, just at the

hour which at this time of year brings the setting sun behind it, so

that the crimson central ray seems to spring from the cross on the

summit. Shutting out with my hand all intervening objects I seemed to

see that purple dome floating in mid-air, a link between earth and

heaven; a living token of the intercourse between the two, poised far

above the dead ruins of the Pagan Past that lay low, in shadow, to the

eastward. Good-bye.”

INDEX

_The titles of pictures are printed in italics._

Abassieh, 42

Abu Simbel, 75

Achill Island, 17

Alexandria, 77

Amalfi, 159

Ancona, 79

Assisi, 151

Assouan, 62

Atfeh, 81

Athlone, 22

Atlantic, South, 102

Belcaro, 146

Bello Sguardo, 153

Bersaglieri, 155

Brindisi, 79

Cairo, 32

Camels, 42

Cape Colony, 107

Cape, the: “Cape Flats,” 120

_A corner of our Garden at Rosebank_, 104

“_In the hollow of His Hand_,” 97

_The Inverted Crescent_, 113

Capri, 159

Capuchins, 135

Caravaggio, 126

Carran Thual, 5

Clare, 21

Clew Bay, 16

Clonmacnoise, 24

Colosseum, 163

Comombos, 67

Conscription, 57

Constantia, 118

Croagh Patrick, 16

Cromwell, 25

Delta, 77

Western, 80

Dervishes, 40

Dickens, Charles, 132

Dormer, Sir James, 41

Edfoo, 64

Edwards, Miss Amelia, 76

Egypt: _Abu Simbel at Sunrise_, 76

_A “lament” in the Desert_, 70

_At Philæ_, 67

_In a Cairo Bazaar_, 33

_Madame’s “At Home” Day_, 81

_Registering Fellaheen for the Conscription_, 56

_Syndioor, on the Lower Nile_, 97

_The Camel Corps_, 40

_The English General’s Syce_, 49

_The Hour of Prayer_ (_Frontispiece_)

The Nile: _The “Fostât” becalmed_, 62

The Nile: “_No Mooring To-night_,” 59

Esneh, 64

Etruria, 143

False Bay, 110

Fiesole, 137

Florence, 125, 151

Fort St. Julien, 83

Funchal, 92

Gaelic, 8

Garibaldi, 131

Genoa, 151, 156

Ginniss, 32, 61

Glenaragh, 3

Gordon, 32, 72

Miss Duff, 150

Holmes, Oliver Wendell, 173

Ireland: _“A Chapel-of-Ease,” Co. Kerry_, 8

_A Little Irish River_, 24

_Clew Bay, Co. Mayo_, 20

_Croagh Patrick_, 17

_Our Escort into Glenaragh_, 1

Irish Guards, 14

Karnac, 56

Keats, 172

Kerry, 6

Kensington, South, 138

Khartoum, 32

Killaloe, 22

Korosko, 72

Leprechaun, 8

Lough Acoose, 5

Derg, 22

Leane, 4

Lung’ Arno, 153

Luxor, 32, 55

Madeira, 92

Mahmoudieh, 81

Canal, 86

Malays, 115

Mayo, 15

Milky Way, 106

Mulranny, 16

Native Camel Corps, 42

Nervi, 129

Nile, 32

Lower, 77

Nubia, 71

Œcumenical Council, 165

Paarl, 113

Padua, 151

Palestine, 86

Papal Benediction, 166

Payne, Mr., 93

Perugia, 150

_The Bersaglieri at the Fountain_, 152

Philæ, 68

Piazza del Popolo, 167

Pio Nono, 163

Pius X., 134

Pole Star, 101

Pompeii, 159

Pyramids, 47

Riviera di Levante: _A Son of the Soil_, 126

Rome, 133, 160

_A Lenten Sermon in the Colosseum_, 164

_A Meeting on the Pincian_, 161

_The Start for the Horse Race_, 168

Rosetta, 80

Stone, 84

Ruffo, 85

Sakkara, 47

Sarras, 83

Schreiner, Olive, 113

Servants, 99

Severn, Mr., 172

Shannon, 22

Bridge, 23

Sienna, 143

Signa, 65, 125, 136

Silsileh, 67

Simon’s Town, 110

Soudan, 83

Southern Cross, 107

Sphinx, 47

Stellenbosch, 113

Stone-pines, 115

Syces, 44

Syndioor, 84

Table Mountain, 104

Thebes, 80

Tivoli, 46

Tomb of Ti, 48

Tombs of the Mameluks, 42

Tropics, 101

Tuscany, 123, 143

_Bringing in the Grapes_, 123

_Ploughing in_, 145

Umbrian Hills, 153

Venice, 47, 78

Verona, 151

Vesuvius, 156

Wady Halfa, 72

Sabooah, 74

THE END

_Printed by_ R. & R. CLARK, LIMITED, _Edinburgh_.

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