HAVE YOU SOLD YOUR SOUL?

Have you sold your soul for dirt? And what have you sold your body for?

Have you given away what you are for what you can get? Have you traded

off your body for your soul or your soul for your body? Or have you gone

on taking both with you on equal terms? You may think you have profited

when you have lost. You may believe you are a victor when you are

defeated. I have no quarrel with the earth. But dirt can never take the

place of a man. Nor can a man's living ever take the place of a man's

life. What a man does may be successful. And what a man is may be a

failure. Any one thing in the place of any other thing is a failure. If

we want a man goods wont do. If we want love money wont do. If we want

faith comfort wont do. If we want beauty falsehood wont do. You are all

talking about making your way. Making your way to what? It all depends

on that. To what? A man may make his way. He may cut a tremendous

figure. He may outpace everyone and invite envy and admiration. He may

do all that and still be dead. And then he may do all that is the

opposite of that. He may be the most lamented man in his crowd. He may

do and be all that and still be alive. It's always harder to know what

to do with too much than with too little. I readily get used to

reverses. But I can never quite accommodate myself to a triumph. When

things go against me I always have myself left in my own favor. But when

things go for me I always have myself asking me questions I cant answer.

My body and my soul are imperative. I cant make light of their demands.

Let me sell them out: then what happens? Dirt begets dirt. Reach outside

yourself for something that is only to be found inside yourself: then

what happens? Every grain of sand that gets where it dont belong

interrupts the revolution of the planets. Down the sunbeam dances the

anarchic atom. Have you sold your soul for dirt? Sold your soul for

something not itself? Sold your soul to the alien? I do not accuse you.

I ask you a question. I do not say you do wrong. I ask you why you do

not do right. I do not say you are outside the fold. I invite you inside

the fold. I have no wish to make you a good man or a bad man. I want you

to come into what you were born for. I want you to step out of the way

of the universe and to step into the way of yourself. Do not confuse my

values. I am no despiser of the body. I am no enemy of markets. You may

sell your soul for dirt. Sell sermons as easily as sell goods. I see the

best in the house of Man and the worst in the house of God. I do not

charge. I persuade. I build no fires to burn anybody up. I only build

fires to light the way. Have you betrayed yourself with thirty pieces of

silver? Have you sold yourself? Have you permitted yourself to be sold?

Are you exposed for sale on the bargain counters? You are consigned to

yourself in trust. Have you betrayed your trust? The world is consigned

to itself in trust. Has it betrayed its trust? Have you sold your soul

for dirt? You may have bought souls. That means that you have sold your

soul for dirt. You have no right to buy or sell. As long as buying and

selling lasts you cant help selling your soul for dirt. Nothing can

purify the way as long as one man exacts toll of another man. Everything

should be everywhere. Everybody should help himself. We live in the age

of bought and sold. We are about to pass into the age of help yourself.

I ask you who walk the streets: Have you sold your soul for dirt? I ask

the world of all which includes the world of one: Have you sold your

soul for dirt? Have you sold your soul for manners, forms, titles,

incomes, prestige, position? for anything you put into your belly or on

your back? for anything which makes you superior to anybody else? for

anything which puts the way you do a thing above what you are doing? for

anything in laws or economics or books or arts which serves as a weapon

with which to club the innocent? for anything over ground or under, any

sneaking device of profit, which subjects others to your advancement?

Have you sold your soul for dirt?

You have sold your soul for dirt. You have conformed. You have said one

and two make four after all the rest. You suspected that one and two

make three. But you did not like to say so. You have obeyed the thing

around you rather than the thing in you. Votes, interests, profits,

privileges, stand for you in place of the soul. You surrender to a job.

You are enslaved to something that was made yesterday. You have sold

your soul for dirt. You can only buy it back with soul. The time will

come when we will sell our dirt for soul. I know what it means to try

that now. It means poverty and banishment. The devil take the hindmost,

they say. The devil will. Or the god will. When you see all the poor.

When you see all those who rob and are robbed. When you see the

devastation the profit system leaves in its wake. When you see all the

confusions of sex. When you see prostitution. Then you know that

something has been sold for dirt. What has been sold. Our civilization.

You and I. The man you sell has not been sold. The man who sells has

been sold. The victim of per cents has not been sold. The victor has

been sold. The hand that draws the knife is the murdered as well as the

murderer. Your genius may be your dirt. The thing you do best. The

possession you are most proud of. The public applause. Your friends.

Your family. Your heredity. They may be your dirt. Even if you sell

yourself for your best loved you sell yourself for dirt. Love can do no

harm. But lovers may sell love for dirt. Anything that's in the way of

the spirit is dirt. You make goods. But if your goods are slave goods

they are dirt. You have no right to make your talent a club with which

to batter down the inefficient. You say every man should be paid

according to his talent. I say that's exactly what they should not be

paid according to. A man's talent may be his best weapon of injustice.

Talent is the coward's weapon. You may be born a king. You may be born a

genius. It's as bad to use a crown of brains as to use a crown of gold

to exploit the humble. Using what you were born with to such an end is

the final cowardice. We use laws. We use forms. We use social position.

Anything within reach. It's the blow in the dark. It's the lie on the

lip. It's the giant taking advantage of the pigmy. You see a little

farther. That is your dirt. Your arm is a little longer. You hear a

little more. You move a little quicker. That is your dirt. All the

inequities come by such a route. All the gloating palaces and the

snarling huts. All the laughing luxuries and the weeping wants. They

come by that route. My best suit of clothes. It comes that way. Less and

more comes by that process. Do you pride yourself on your faculty?

Rather do anything else. Even your faculty may be a tyrant

toll-gatherer. Down every mountain steep tumble your horrified

inferiors. Time and space recognize no large and small, no above and

below, no served and servant. A man has a little better or a little

worse thinking machine. But better or worse are not to time and space

what they are to words. Evil begins when man begins. Tyranny begins when

one man has more heartbeats than another man. When dirt gets on top.

Brains are a whip. You use that whip over others. You make that whip

into statutes, mandates, wage-scales. You make everything else second to

it. You may have got so far that you are horrified when a man makes a

dollar an agent of oppression. You have still to go on till you are

horrified when a man makes his talent an agent of oppression. The king

sits on a throne. The picture hangs in the gallery. The book is on the

shelf of the library. The music is sung in the great hall. The play goes

on in the theater. The game is won or lost in the vast stadium. Do they

circumscribe us? Or do they free us? Are they burdens to carry? Or are

they wings to fly with? Are they for the pleasure of a few? Or are they

for the joy of all? Money may free. Brains may enslave. Money may be the

gentle savior. Brains may be the brutal damner of bodies and souls. You

have sold your soul for dirt if you have used it for the production of

anything but soul. Whether in the market or in the academy. Whether in

play or work. Whether in the midst of your family or abroad in the

crowd. You have sold your soul for dirt. Whether in making money or

staying poor. Whether in the most exquisite beauty of an art or the most

hideous ugliness of a brothel. You have sold your soul for dirt. Babies

at the breasts of mothers are sold for dirt. Fathers who have cared for

children are sold for dirt. Poems, laces, anything, may be sold for

dirt. Anything that gets in the way of life. That is sold for dirt.

Religion, churches, policies of states and industries, are sold for

dirt. Sex. Idealism. The marriage bed. Dreams. They are sold for dirt.

Souls are the dearest things in a cheap world. The house you live in.

The cup of water you hand to the famished. Benefaction. Hospitals for

disease. The very kindnesses of social rectitude. The excuse-mes and

thank-yous of the polite and the amiable. The bowings and scrapings of

parlors. They are sold for dirt. Nothing can pay for souls but souls.

But you take dirt in pay for souls. Every time you get in the way of

life you accept dirt as a settlement for souls. The nights of dalliance.

The hours of love. The perfumed bower. The groves of arcadian ecstasy.

They are sold for dirt. All. All. You have sold your soul for dirt.

Have you sold your soul for dirt? Have you given up that which is

priceless for a price? Have you ripped off your wings and asked: What's

the use of flying? Have you postponed next year? Have you said: I'd like

to be myself but cant? Or have you said: It's all very well to talk?

Have you always been putting yourself off? Saying: To-morrow will do for

me? That to-morrow after all the to-morrows that never comes? Have you

planned to sell your body for fifty years and then live beyond bargain

and sale? Or your soul? The cry comes to you out of your own deeps. It

wears no disguise. It's you yourself asking questions of yourself. Have

you sold your soul for dirt? In every act of injustice you sell

yourself. When you turn your back on some body. When you steal a man's

wages and call it profit. When you make it harder for some one to live

in order to make it easier for yourself to live. When you call white

black and up down. When you become respectable at some one else's

expense. When you put the show of good manners above the fact of bad

heart. Then you have sold yourself for dirt. When you corner anything.

Even virtue. When you corner pictures or books or curios. When you

corner ideas. When you jealously corner your dreams. When you eat too

much while others eat too little. When you dedicate any of the sources

of life to anything but the common privilege. Then you have sold your

soul for dirt. If your love stops with your family. If you can love your

own children and not love the children of others. If you hog anything in

flesh or spirit. You have sold your soul for dirt. You have called upon

all men to listen. You are for sale. Come here. Listen. Here's a man for

sale. What will you give for him? He is for sale cheap. For he can be

paid for in the basest coin. He can be bought for the dirt under your

bootsole. You can buy him for a house or bonds or goods in a store or

things made in a factory. You can buy him for a crop off a farm. You can

buy him for the clothes he wears and the food he puts into his belly. He

ought to be dear beyond anyone's ability to buy him. But almost anybody

can buy him. He puts such a mean price on himself. He will bargain

himself off for almost anything that will furnish his keep. Have you met

that man? Do you know his name? Can you give me his initials? Does he

live round the corner? Or maybe in your own house? Or do you wake up

nights and say to yourself: He's in this bed? Maybe you tell me he's as

good as he can be under the circumstances. I dont see why any man should

expect to be a man under the circumstances. Light is not darkness under

the circumstances. Death is not life under the circumstances. Right is

not wrong under the circumstances. Every man has to adjust the

circumstances to himself. Dont tell me a man always has to adjust

himself to the circumstances. A man's circumstance is his dirt. I am too

familiar with your underlying assets to assent to this overlying result.

Do I expect you to fight? Am I asking too much? Yes, fight. No: I am

only asking enough. I see nothing preposterous in asking a man to be

what he is. In asking beauty to be beautiful. In asking a song to sing.

In asking gentleness to be gentle. In asking generosity to give. In

asking the cloud to rain. In asking water to run down hill. In asking

the fulfilment of life. What do I ask you for? For the fulfilment of

life--that's all. I decline to call your wars and your exploitations and

your greeds the fulfilment of life. They are rather the fulfilment of

death. I decline to call the barbarism we call civilization the

fulfilment of life. I decline to call the love we call marriage the

fulfilment of life. I decline to call the pride we call art. Or the

austerity we call science. Or the hypocrisy we call religion. I decline

to call them the fulfilment of life. They are the fulfilment of death. I

decline to call the hells the fulfilment of life. The hells of theology.

The hells of profit and loss. The hells of owners and owned. The hells

of poor and rich. The hells of those who have everything and those who

have nothing. The hells of those who make everything the writ of the tax

gatherer. I decline to call them the fulfilment of life. They are the

fulfilment of death. I acknowledge your institutions. I do not dismiss

property. I put dreams and people above all the lauded majesty of

learning and possessions. No man is so little but his head is higher

than your Oxfords and Harvards. No man is so degraded but he outshines

the luster of bonds and trade. You say a man must make a living. I say

no. That is already made for him here or somewhere. What a man must make

is life. To make a living leaves us dirt still. To make life gives us

wings. We want everybody to get out of the way of life. The world. The

crowd. You. I. We must get out of the way of life. If the superman gets

in the way of the underman he is in the way of life. He has sold his

soul for dirt. Would I destroy civilization? Yes--if I could help

civilization by doing so. Have you sold your soul for dirt? Have you

traded down instead of up? I am pulling down the monuments. The great

men. The masters. The leaders and superiors. The geniuses and the

marvels. I shake them down in a common ruin. In order to rebuild

greatness. In order to bring out of all what so far has been all brought

out of some. I turn all values upside down. I turn all ideals and

instrumentalities upside down. In order that man may come up. Now man is

below all the rest. Then all the rest will be below man. Now the soul is

the means and what it produces the end. Then what is produced will be

the means. The soul will be the end. I would demolish everything if

necessary to save everything. Have you sold your soul for dirt?

And then I hear your voice raised above all the uncertainties of

itself: your voice: it sings:

Comrades: we must hold together: if we let go of each other for

an instant the stars will drop out of the sky,

The power of the heart is resistless if it lifts with an infinite

hope,

The power of the eye is unmeasured if it looks with endless

expectation:

And then I hear your voice offer everything, withdraw nothing:

for cause or not for cause:

You do not question us: you love us: you do not doubt us: you

love us:

You do not bring scales to see what we weigh: you bring love to

see what we live.

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