WHAT IS THE COLOR OF YOUR SKIN?

What is the color of your skin? Are you a child of the sun or a child of

the snow? Do you come with red in your face? Or is there a shadow across

your head? Are you the white child of a black mother or the black child

of a white mother? I see your brown red right hand. How warm it feels to

me. I look into your glowing equatorial eyes. How like being led to

fathers and mothers that is. You bring me north south east west. You

guide yourselves to me. You distribute me among yourselves. I am your

child no matter how. Your child no matter where. There are seas

everywhere. But there is no sea between us. There are interfering miles

of space and hours of time. But they dont break us from each other. I

was born of my mother and here I am. You were born of your mothers and

there you are. The earth was born of the sun. The sun was born of what?

I mix up the elements. I come out one place. You come out another place.

From the same mother womb. From the same father seed. To the same

brother earth. Do you hold a noose over me? Or drop a sword from above

as I pass? Or shoot me down in my tracks? Or pass laws of which I'm the

victim? Or lock your housedoors when I knock? My credentials are the

same as yours: no better than yours. I am the harvest of the same

planting: no more than that harvest. Like you I have one life to live on

one earth before I pass on. Do I stand on my icy heritage and freeze the

heat out of your love? Remember the stream: go up with it to its

sources: go down with it to the sea. Every atom dancing in the light or

clouded by the storm advances and retreats in perfect equity and perfect

order. Dear prouds and humbles: by God I'm yours and you're mine. Do you

believe that anything can take you from me or take me from you? I meet

you. I read about you. I am told all the terrible truths. But everything

draws me nearer. Nothing drives me away. If you could be less to me than

I am to myself then I would have to be more to myself than I could be to

you. That would violate my democracy. That would be setting one thing

above another. When I elevate myself with all I am a democrat. When I

lift myself above the rest I am a tyrant. Listen to me. You who are

reading what I write. Maybe you are black. Maybe you are pink or white

or yellow. Maybe you are between or across. All that goes with maybe.

But when you are my brother there is no maybe to it. If I could look at

any man and not see his mother as my own I'd be false to all motherhood.

If I could look at any woman and not see her father as my own I'd be

false to all fatherhood. I'm not satisfied with one mother. I want all

mothers. Nor with one father. I want all fathers. Nor with my children.

I want all children. I'm not satisfied with one color. I want all

colors. Nor with one race. I want all races. Nor with one language. I

want all languages. My hunger is fiercely universal. I'm not fed till

I've eaten at every table. I can only know one woman by knowing all

women. I can only know one people by knowing all peoples. What is the

color of my skin? What is the sound to the song? What is the water to

the ocean? That's what the rest of me is to my exterior. That's what the

substance in me is to my show. That's what my foundations are to my

rooftree. There at the bottom we are together. And at the top: there we

are together. We begin together and end together. But we are alienated

in the journey. When we start out in the morning we say good by. When we

meet again at night we ask: How do you do? What wrenched us apart in the

struggle of the pilgrimage? Why should those who are friends before and

friends again after be enemies while they travel? I say to the

other-colored peoples: You have to be my brothers whether you want to or

not, thank God. Do they say to me: You have to be my brother whether you

want to or not, thank God? What is the color of your soul? What is the

color of your skin?

What is the color of your skin? I see. You are a nigger. You are a

damned dago. You are the man on the other side of the wall. The man over

somewhere. The yellow peril. The ignorant dirty emigrant. The two for a

quarter six for a half dollar mill slave. There is a border line between

us. There are incomes between us. There is a whole code of manners

between us. You are the godforsaken polack. You are the hooknosed jew.

You are the monkeyfaced irishman. You are the beerguzzled deutscher. I

call you names. I can't see you. You are in the next yard. The stars

look just as well from the next yard. But I insist upon the exclusive

astronomy of my own garden. I smell your stale clothes. I am choked by

the aromas of your foul kitchens. Would you like your sister to marry an

african? I'm not fussy. I'm only a man. A white man. I don't draw lines

ferninst you. I only draw lines in favor of myself. Do you mean to say

you think these ignoramuses as good as yourself? Do you tell me that

you're no better than the herd? Nonsense. There's the nietzschean word

for it. The average man is the herd. The awkward big-fisted loon. The

idiot crowd. The people everybody kicks. The folks everybody despises.

The men women children you wouldn't invite into your home. I use them.

Ride them. Make money off them. But that's all I want of them. Just the

robber money. Not the man love. Look at them filing to work tired to

start with. Look at them filing back from work like a funeral nearly

dead to end with. They're a rum lot. They're worth a hundred cents on

the dollar and up in the labor market. They're worth about ten cents on

the dollar and under on the social plane. My God! but they're a scabby

bunch. It makes me sick to see them. Look at them as they work their

treadmill. Don't they give themselves away? Right and left, north and

south, look where you choose: they are the slobbering tobaccoey

stay-behinds and passbacks of the dumpheap. Every mother's son of 'em

useful to me maybe but useless to themselves. Down in their luck, to be

sure. But sentenced for life just the same. The jackjohnsons of society.

The refuse of birth and death. The clods. The dullards. The heavyfooted

and heavyheaded bowlegs and knock-knees. The slave asses yoked to an

inescapable burden. Who are you that you dont belong? Are you of us few

or of their very many? Are you of the interest bearing rent collecting

profit class or do you fester in these maggoty bottoms of fate? Stay

where you fall no matter how far down you are. Dont try to climb. We

shove you all over the cliff again. We throw dust in your eyes. We

confuse you in clouds of verbiage. We disarm you. We have laws to make

you afraid. We have creeds to make you hopeless. We have poets who kill

you with pensive despairs. Do you dare aspire to anything? Stay where

you are in your deep mud. There is no above to you. No beyond. No ease.

No dreamworld. You were condemned before you were born. You remain

condemned while you live. And you will continue condemned when you

become the dung in the barnyard at last. A woman heard me expressing my

race faith. She asked me: "How would you like to have a grandchild with

a black skin?" That was it. That was the whole devilish poisonous story.

The entire problem prejudice in a nutshell. She didn't ask: How would

you like to have a grandchild with a black soul? That would have meant

something. But she wasn't interested in souls. She was interested in

skins. How would I like to have a grandchild with a black skin. What is

the color of your skin?

What is the color of your skin? Maybe you have a black skin and a white

heart. Maybe you have a white skin and a black heart. I dont know. We

talk about the yellow peril when we think of Asia. And we talk about the

brown peril when we think of Italy. And we talk about the black peril

when we think of South Carolina. But all of us are afraid to talk of the

white peril. I see no perils. My arms reach out to all. I want the

Chinaman to possess himself of the earth if he's an earth man. Let him

freely pass right and left testing himself and us. Dont put up pennywise

barriers built on poundfoolish laws. Rather do anything than stop your

fraternities short of the total census of man. Every interfering sea,

every contradicting statute, every counterchecking prejudice, every

adventure in money-making, that nullifies the international inference is

a slap in the face of brotherhood. Damn up the human stream. Then you

damn down the soul. The old negro mammy in Georgia asked me as I left:

Will you do something for me? I said: Yes, if you'll do something for

me? She asked: Will you kiss me good by? I said: Yes--on condition that

you kiss me good by. I would only be worthy to take if I was worthy to

give. I'd say to all the world: I would only be worthy of loving if I

was worthy of being loved. I would only be worthy of being an American

if I was worthy of being a Jap. I would only be worthy of serving if I

was worthy of being served. I would only cease being a peril if I ceased

calling others perilous. How could I be worthy of being a white man if I

was too good to be a black man? Ethiopia cries out loud to Scandinavia.

India cries out loud to England. All the peoples cry out loud from

everywhere to all the peoples. There is no peril in peoples. There is

only peril in you and me. There is no peril in anything that brings any

of us together. There is only peril in what keeps us or drives us apart.

I go with mothers fathers children. I go with birth and death. I go with

dreaming and believing. I go with mixing and mating. These are the same

everywhere. The same with you black and me white. The same with my skin

burnt to fire and the same with your skin frozen to the whiteness of

snow. The same with duskies and palefaces. I dont go with maps. With

geographies. With diplomacies. With kingdoms and republics. With genius

aristocracy pauperism. With success and the main chance. I only go with

people. With folks. And with them I go anywhere they go. Into any hell

or any heaven. Into any hope or any despair. With people. Where people

go I may go too. But where people are refused there I am shut out. The

woman asked me: Would you like to have a grandchild with a black skin?

She brought her question to the wrong court. She should not have

addressed it to me. She should have taken it to God. Would God like to

have a grandchild with a black skin? It's as though we asked God: What

would you think of yourself if you happened to be black or red? What is

the color of your soul? What is the color of your skin?

O you despairers of destiny! O you plunderers of time! you make a

great noise in the silences:

All that you need to do is to open your eyes: that is the secret:

look:

You come to me; I cant look for you: I can only say, look:

I cant give you a free pass to the promised land: I can only say

look: if you only look you will need no pass:

O, why do you bury your face in the dust? get up: lift yourself

high enough to look over your own head:

Everything you love is yours.

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