LXXIII

It was dark when she awoke and rose wearily to light a lamp. The first

flame of the match illuminated the room. It revealed all the familiar

furniture ... the chintz covered chairs, the bright curtains of _toile

de Juouy_, the bowl of ghostly white phloxes by the window. Everything

was the same save that Madame Gigon ... old Tante Louise ... lay

unconscious upon the bed, and the house was so still that the silence

was suffocating.

She went into the kitchen and prepared a mixture of egg, milk and brandy

which she fed the old woman through a tube. She understood the care of

Madame Gigon. The old woman had been like this before. Lily, herself,

ate nothing, but took from the cupboard by the window a bottle of port

and drank a brimming glass. And after a time she went outside to listen

to the silence.

With her black cloak wrapped about her she sat there for a long time.

The farm, the tiny inn, the houses of the village were black and silent.

There hung in the atmosphere the ghostly feeling of a house suddenly

deserted by its inhabitants, standing empty and alone. The mournfulness

was overwhelming. After a time she lighted a cigarette and smoked it,

holding the ember away from her and regarding it at a little distance as

if the faint light in some way dissipated the loneliness.

For a time she regarded the distant horizon and the queer flashes of

color like heat lightning which appeared at intervals. Sometimes the

rising night wind bore toward her a faint sound like that of distant

thunder. And then all at once, there appeared in the house by the

village church a bright light. It was a lamp placed close to the open

window so that the rays piercing the darkness traversed the river,

penetrated the low branches of the plane trees and enveloped Lily

herself in a faint glow.

She watched it for a time with a breathless curiosity. The cigarette,

untouched, burned low and dropped from her fingers, and then behind the

light appeared the figure of the curé in his rusty black clothes. He had

stayed behind to guard his church. He was there, moving about his little

house, as if nothing had happened. Presently he took down from a shelf

above the table a heavy book, laid it before him, took out his steel

rimmed spectacles, and began to read.

After an hour of silence during which she lay motionless in her chair,

Lily rose and went inside to look at Madame Gigon. The old woman lay on

her back, snoring peacefully. She felt her pulse. It was weak and

irregular. Then she brought more brandy and milk, fed it to Madame

Gigon, and wrapping the black cloak about herself, set off down the

terrace to the iron bridge that led across the Marne to the house of the

curé.

Away to the north the flashes in the sky became more frequent and the

distant thunder less broken and more distinct. On the way to the bridge

the alder branches stirring softly in the breeze, whispered together in

a vague, ghostly fashion. She walked slowly in the same tired fashion

until she reached the little white house by the church.

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