XXXVIII

In those days, because it was difficult and dangerous for any one to

visit Cypress Hill and because, after all, no one had any particular

reason to visit it, there was at the old house, only one caller beside

the doctor. This was Hattie Tolliver, whose strength had given way a

little to an increasing stoutness but whose pride and spirit flagged not

at all. To the police and the hired guards at the Mills, she became as

familiar a figure as the doctor himself. She came on foot, since all

service on the clanging trolley cars of Halsted street was long since

suspended, her large powerful body clad in black clothes of good

quality, a basket suspended over one arm and the inevitable umbrella

swinging from the other. She walked with a sort of fierce disdain

directed with calculated ostentation alike at the Mill guards, the

police, and the dwellers of the Flats who viewed her bourgeois approach

with a sullen hostility. The basket contained delicacies concocted by

her own skilled and housewifely hand ... the most golden of custards,

the most delicate of rennets, fragile biscuits baked without sugar--in

short, every sort of thing which might please the palate of an invalid

accustomed to excellent food.

In effect, Cypress Hill fell slowly into a state of siege. Surrounded on

three sides by the barrier of barbed wire, the sole means of egress was

the long drive turning into Halsted street. Here there was danger, for

disorders occurred frequently at the very wrought iron gates, now rusted

and broken. Stones were hurled by the strikers and shots fired by the

police. The wagons of the Town no longer delivered goods at a spot so

isolated and dangerous, and the duties of supplying the place with food

came gradually to be divided between Irene and Hattie Tolliver, whose

lack of friendliness and understanding toward each other approached an

open hatred. They alone of the little garrison went in and out of the

wrought iron gates; for Hennery and the mulatto woman were far too

terrified by the disorders outside ever to venture into the Town.

On the day of Lily’s letter Hattie Tolliver, bearing a well-laden

basket, arrived and went at once to Aunt Julia’s room. She brooked no

interference from the mulatto woman.

After bidding Sarah place the contents of the basket in a cool place she

swept by the servant with a regal swish of black skirts.

Upstairs in the twilight Julia Shane lay in the enormous bed, flat on

her back staring at the ceiling. At the approach of her niece she raised

herself a little and asked in a feeble voice to be propped up. It was as

though the approach of her vigorous rosy-faced niece endowed her with a

sudden energy.

“And how are you?” asked Hattie Tolliver when she had smoothed the

pillows with an expert hand and made the old woman more comfortable than

she had been in many days.

“The same ... just the same,” was the monotonous answer. “Lily is a long

time in coming.”

Cousin Hattie went to the windows and flung back the curtains. “Light

and air will do you good,” she said. “There’s nothing like light and

air.” And then turning, “Why don’t you make Sarah keep the windows

open?”

Julia Shane sat up more straightly, breathing in the crisp air. “I tell

her to ... but she doesn’t like air,” she said weakly.

“You let her bully you! She needs some one to manage her. I’m surprised

Irene doesn’t put her in her place.”

The old woman smiled. “Irene,” she said. “Irene.... Why she’s too meek

ever to get on with servants. It’s no use ... her trying anything.”

“I’ve brought you a custard and some cakes,” continued her niece, at the

same time flicking bits of dust from the dressing table with her

handkerchief and setting the pillows of the chaise longue in order with

a series of efficient pats. “There’s going to be trouble ... real

trouble before long. The strikers are getting bolder.”

“They’re getting more hungry too, Irene says,” replied the old woman.

“Perhaps that’s why.”

Cousin Hattie came over to the bed now and sat herself down, at the

same time taking out a pillow-case which she set herself to hemming.

“You know what they’re saying in the Town,” she remarked. “They’re

saying that Irene is helping the strike by giving the strikers money.”

To this the old woman made no reply and Cousin Hattie continued. “I

don’t see the sense in that. The sooner every one gets to work, the

better. It isn’t safe in Halsted street any longer. I’m surprised at

Irene helping those foreigners against the Harrisons. I didn’t think she

had the spirit to take sides in a case like this.”

Julia Shane moved her weary body into a more comfortable position. “She

doesn’t take sides. She only wants to help the women and children.... I

suppose she’s right after all.... They are like the rest of us.”

At this Cousin Hattie gave a grunt of indignation. “They didn’t have to

come to this country. I’m sure nobody wants ’em.”

“The Mills want them,” said her aunt. “The Mills want them and the Mills

want more and more all the time.”

“But I don’t see why we have to suffer because the Mills want

foreigners. There ought to be some law against it.”

As though there seemed to be no answer to this, Julia Shane turned on

her side and remarked. “I had a letter from Lily to-day.”

Her niece put down the pillow case and regarded her with shining eyes.

Her heavy body became alive and vibrant. “What did she say? Was there

any news of Ellen? Shall I read it?”

“No, go on with your work. If you prop me a little higher and give me my

glass, I’ll read it.”

This operation completed, she read the letter through. It was not until

Ellen’s name occurred that Cousin Hattie displayed any real interest. At

the sound of her daughter’s name, the woman put down her sewing and

assumed an attitude of passionate listening.

“Ellen,” ran the letter, “is doing splendidly. She is contented here and

is working hard under Philippe. She plays better than ever ... if that

is possible, and plans to make her début in London next year. She has

every reason to make a great success. I am leaving her in my house when

I come to America. She gets on beautifully with Madame Gigon. That was

my greatest worry, for Madame Gigon has grown worse as she has grown

older. But she has taken a fancy to Ellen ... fortunately, so everything

is perfect. Tell Cousin Hattie that one day she will be proud of her

daughter.”

Julia Shane, when she had finished, put down the letter, and regarded

her niece. “You see, Hattie,” she said, “there is no need to worry.

Everything is going splendidly. Ellen couldn’t be in better hands. Lily

knows her way about the world a great deal better than most. Some day

your daughter will be famous.”

There came no response from her niece. Mrs. Tolliver sat upright and

thoughtful. Presently she took up the pillow case and set to work again.

“These débuts,” she said. “They cost money, don’t they?”

“Yes,” replied her aunt.

“Well where is Ellen to get it? Clarence’s life insurance must all be

gone by this time.”

“I suppose Lily has found a way. Lily is clever. Besides Ellen isn’t

altogether helpless.”

Again there was a thoughtful pause and the old woman said, “I don’t

think you’d be pleased if Ellen _was_ a great success.”

“I don’t know. I’d be more pleased if I had her nearer to me. I don’t

like the idea of her being in Paris. It’s not a healthy place. It’s the

wickedest city in the world.”

“Come, Hattie. You mustn’t forget Ellen was made to live in the world.

You brought her up to be successful and famous. It’s your fault if you

have reason to be proud of her.”

Into this single sentence or two Julia Shane managed to condense a whole

epic. It was an epic of maternal sacrifices, of a household kept without

servants so that the children might profit by the money saved, of plans

which had their beginning even before the children were born, of hopes

and ambitions aroused skilfully by a woman who now sat deserted, hemming

a pillow-case to help dispel her loneliness. She had, in effect, brought

about her own sorrow. They were gone now, Ellen to Paris, Fergus and

Robert to New York. It was in their very blood. All this was written,

after all, in the strong proud face bent low over the pillow-case ... an

epic of passionate maternity.

“We have to expect these things of our children,” continued Aunt Julia.

“I’m old enough to know that it’s no new story, and I’ve lived long

enough to know that we have no right to demand of them the things which

seem to us the only ones worth while. Every one of us is different from

the others. There are no two in the least alike. And no one ever really

knows any one else. There is always a part which remains secret and

hidden, concealed in the deepest part of the soul. No husband ever knows

his wife, Hattie, and no wife ever really knows her husband. There is

always something just beyond that remains aloof and untouched,

mysterious and undiscoverable because we ourselves do not know just what

it is. Sometimes it is shameful. Sometimes it is too fine, too precious,

ever to reveal. It is quite beyond revelation even if we chose to reveal

it....”

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