CHAPTER XLI

WHICH TELLS OF THE CONTENTS OF THE NOTE BOOK

Louisa sat beside the fire and read. The notes were written in Sir

Thomas's clear caligraphy, in short, jerky sentences, just as the sick

man had spoken them, usually in reply to questions put to him.

As Louisa read on, she could almost hear Lord Radclyffe's whispered

words, whilst she herself sang Tosti's melancholy song: "Good-bye!"

"I was not altogether ignorant of my brother Arthur's marriage over in

Martinique, but he had always given me to understand that the marriage

was not a strictly legal one, and that his son Philip had no right

whatever to claim any possible succession to our family title and

estates. Even on his deathbed Arthur assured me of this, and said to

me most emphatically 'Luke is your heir! My son Philip has no legal

claim!'

"I never made the slightest effort to communicate with Arthur's widow

or with his child, for Arthur had assured me that they were well

provided for and quite happy amongst their own kindred. After the

catastrophe of St. Pierre I completely lost sight of them.

"Then came a letter addressed to me from St. Vincent, the first

inkling which I had that not only did Arthur's son know of his

father's position in life, but that he had full and justifiable

reasons for believing that he himself was heir presumptive to the

family title and estates which would have been his father's, had the

latter outlived the present holder.

"This letter was followed by several others about which neither Luke

nor Mr. Warren knew anything, for I told them nothing. At last there

came one from Brussels. By this time I had searched carefully through

some letters which my brother Arthur had desired that I should destroy

after his death, but which I had always kept by me, meaning one day to

comply with his wish.

"I had more than a suspicion then that my brother's marriage was a

perfectly legal one, and that his son was the only true

heir-presumptive to the title and estates which I had always fondly

thought could only devolve upon Luke. I went over to Brussels

determined to see this Philip before he set foot in England. The

thought that he would supersede Luke was more than I could bear.

"I arrived in Brussels early one morning, having crossed over in the

night. At once I drove to the mean hotel where he was lodging. He was

sharing a room with a man with whom he had picked up a casual

acquaintanceship on the sea voyage between the West Indies and

Antwerp. The two men had come over together in the Belgian boat. They

looked a pair of young blackguards, but it did not take me very long

to be convinced that for some reason best known to himself my brother

Arthur had deceived me and that his son Philip was indeed the

legitimate and rightful heir to the title which I hold. The papers

were authentic and undisputable. This much I knew and that Luke, whom

I loved best in all the world, more than any father has ever loved

his son, would never be Earl of Radclyffe so long as Philip de

Mountford lived.

"Men will say that I am an abandoned criminal, and, indeed, it may be

so. May God forgive me hereafter, for I killed my brother's son. I

pretended to rejoice at his homecoming, and in half an hour had gained

his confidence. In the afternoon we went out together and after a

short walk we picked up a taxicab. Philip gave the driver the address

of a restaurant at which I had asked him to dine with me. I kept

carefully in the shadow, so that the man shouldn't see me. Then on the

way in the cab, I killed him. When his head was turned away from me, I

plunged an old Italian stiletto which I had carried about with me,

ever since I had had letters from Philip, straight into his neck.

"He died instantly without a groan, and I was sick to death, but I

managed to sit quietly beside him until the cab pulled up: then I

jumped out and told the chauffeur to drive my friend on to some remote

place on the boulevards.

"I watched the cab until it was out of sight, then I hailed another,

and drove straight to the Gard du Nord, and crossed back to England

that night. I threw the stiletto overboard into the sea. I had spent

twelve hours in Brussels, and I had killed Philip de Mountford, and

made sure that Luke would be Earl of Radclyffe after me.

"It was not likely that in their search for the missing criminal who

had stabbed an unknown stranger in a cab, the Belgian police would

suspect an English peer. The mystery of that crime has remained

impenetrable, because nothing was ever known of the stranger who was

murdered. At the mean hotel where he lodged no one knew anything

about him. Only one person knew and he was silent for purposes of his

own.

"Before the police searched the unknown stranger's room, the room

which he shared with the chance friend whom he had picked up on the

Belgian boat, the latter already had found and concealed the papers

which would have revealed the identity of the murdered man, if not

that of his murderer.

"I, at home in England, wondered how it was that the Belgian police

had never discovered that the murdered man was named Philip de

Mountford and that he claimed to be the heir to the earldom of

Radclyffe. I expected paragraphs in the paper, some unpleasantness

even, but none came.

"I could not understand it, for I had forgotten the existence of the

chance friend.

"And then one day last April I understood. Once more I had letters

from abroad, from a man who claimed to be my brother's son. At first I

thought the whole thing a silly imposture, until the day when a man

confronted me in my own house, armed with every proof that I had

killed Philip de Mountford in Brussels. He had the latter's passports,

his birth and marriage certificates, his letters of identification,

all, all the papers that he had filched from among the dead man's

things, and which he now flaunted before me, daring me to prove him an

impostor. 'If I am not Philip de Mountford,' he said to me, 'then

where is Philip de Mountford?' And from that hour, I was as wax in his

hands. He held me and he knew it. I might have proved him an impostor,

and he could prove me a murderer.

"Heaven alone knows how I did not lose my reason then. I floundered in

a sea of wild conjectures, wild projects, wild hopes of escape. But

my tyrant held me, and I dared not rebel.

"And once more I was obsessed with the awful certitude that Luke would

never be Earl of Radclyffe after me, while this man lived.

"He had so taken upon himself the personality of Philip, the evidences

which went to prove his identity with the late Arthur de Mountford's

son were so strangely circumstantial, that, short of my proclaiming

loudly that I had killed my brother's son with my own hand, nothing

could prevent the impostor from succeeding in filching Luke's

inheritance.

"And even if I had confessed then, it seemed to me that this man would

still succeed in proving that I had murdered an unknown stranger--a

chance friend, who was an English bricklayer's son--and that he and he

only was Philip de Mountford, the late Arthur's son.

"When did I first dream of killing him, as I killed the other? I could

not tell you that. But it was some time ago, and I watched my

opportunity with patience and perseverance. Then at last the

opportunity came, following on terrible provocation. That dark, foggy

November night that you all remember so well! I was to meet my tyrant

at the Veterans' Club at nine o'clock. I drove up there and as I

stepped out of the cab I came face to face with Luke. Something in the

boy's manner told me what had happened. He didn't tell me, but I

guessed. The two men had quarrelled and Luke had had to endure the

other's arrogance.

"The news upset me. I felt faint and choked with the fog. Luke didn't

like to leave me, and seeing how I tottered he gave me his stick to

lean upon. We walked together for a little while up and down, and I

felt stronger and better. I begged Luke to leave me. Presently, as the

impostor came out at the club door, Luke obeyed at last, and said

'good night' to me.

"Paul Baker--I knew that that was his name--wanted me to drive

straight back to Grosvenor Square, but asked me to drop him first near

the railings of Green Park. He often walked about there in the

evenings. It was a curious fad which he had. We called a cab, and he

told the driver where to pull up. When I was sitting next to him, I

realized that I had a stick in my hand. I really had forgotten that it

was Luke's. Whilst I toyed with it, I noticed that the top came out,

and that a sharp dagger was concealed inside the body of the stick.

"Paul Baker was looking out of the window at the fog, and inside the

cab it was very dark, so he did not know what I was doing. I killed

him, just as I had killed Arthur's son, with a dagger thrust through

the neck. This time I did not feel sick, because I hated this man so.

When the driver pulled up near Green Park I jumped out quite coolly

and told the man to take my friend to some distant address in

Kensington.

"I threw the stick away behind the railings in the park. I had

forgotten that the stick was Luke's: I knew that it was not mine, and

that therefore they could not trace it to me.

"I did not imagine for a moment that Luke could be accused of a crime

which he had not committed. I did not think that justice could be so

blind.

"All I wanted was to be rid of my tyrant, and that Luke's inheritance

should not be filched from him."

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