3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863

We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of

these persons’ lives. The scene is still the Grayes’ native town of

Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of

October.

The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen

wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the

time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical

garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and

enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible

advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace

its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when

business--which, carried on under the gables of an old country place,

is not devoid of a romantic sparkle--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly,

the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting

to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and

provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.

Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they

interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious

of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to

be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable

caricatures which spoil them.

The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the

intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two

to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from

Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons

who had already assembled within the building were noticing the entrance

of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--questioning the

genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating their private means.

Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid

the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble.

She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings

and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked

up the side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and

entered the seat pointed out to her.

The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen.

During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and

listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed

an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes.

Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect

than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of

faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the

gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an

extreme degree.

Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended

scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of

her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The

carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide upon a glide--was

as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and

elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by

observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her

years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the

inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her

safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations

and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas

parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was

heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her

apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood,

and compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon

her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn.

And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this

point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not

found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details.

Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining

corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as

each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue,

though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed

the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as

distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express

faithfulness only to the object confronting them.

But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating

woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the

effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--or of a

full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it

may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that

among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly

striking:--

During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and

smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the

space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of

degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea

and Nay.

During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily

accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of

the listener’s arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree

of intimacy dictated.

When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.

She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the

present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window.

Why the particulars of a young lady’s presence at a very mediocre

performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their

intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why they were

remembered and individualized by herself and others through after

years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the

extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in which the real

meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of

experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge

of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterwards--to

continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of

twenty-nine subsequent months.

The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and

through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room

the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper

part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under

the superintendence of Miss Graye’s father, the architect to the work.

That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the

room was a fact which Cytherea’s idling eyes had discovered with some

interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being

enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage

of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men--four

in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the

fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman.

The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason’s labourer.

The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving

directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway

allowed, stood perfectly still.

The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious

and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark

margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by

contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.

The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the

five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and

experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger

than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like

silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a

person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose:

that they were indifferent to--even unconscious of--the distracted world

beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the

scaffolding.

Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless,

with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost

in reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were

lifting.

‘Why does he stand like that?’ the young lady thought at length--up to

that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines,

who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry

into their Harbour of a power that overturned the State.

She moved herself uneasily. ‘I wish he would come down,’ she whispered,

still gazing at the skybacked picture. ‘It is so dangerous to be

absent-minded up there.’

When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold

of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go

and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling

forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately

disappearing downwards.

His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her

lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by

one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their

heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the

sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor.

The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being

carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her

own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had

passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the

door--through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few

instants before--her eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and,

without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a

rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that

are simultaneous--however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as

chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that

time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea’s mind the scene

from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.

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