mind of her own. I had flattered myself that I should be able to control
Maude, to govern her predilections, and now at the very beginning of
our married life she was showing a disquieting tendency to choose for
herself. To be sure, she had found my intimacy with the Peterses and
Blackwoods already formed; but it was an intimacy from which I was
growing away. I should not have quarrelled with her if she had not
discriminated: Nancy made overtures, and Maude drew back;
Susan presented herself, and with annoying perversity and in an
extraordinarily brief time Maude had become her intimate. It seemed
to me that she was always at Susan's, lunching or playing with the
children, who grew devoted to her; or with Susan, choosing carpets and
clothes; while more and more frequently we dined with the Peterses and
the Blackwoods, or they with us. With Perry's wife Maude was scarcely
less intimate than with Susan. This was the more surprising to me since
Lucia Blackwood was a dyed-in-the-wool “intellectual,” a graduate of
Radcliffe, the daughter of a Harvard professor. Perry had fallen in
love with her during her visit to Susan. Lucia was, perhaps, the most
influential of the group; she scorned the world, she held strong views
on the higher education of women; she had long discarded orthodoxy
for what may be called a Cambridge stoicism of simple living and high
thinking; while Maude was a strict Presbyterian, and not in the least
given to theories. When, some months after our homecoming, I ventured
to warn her gently of the dangers of confining one's self to a
coterie--especially one of such narrow views--her answer was rather
bewildering.
“But isn't Tom your best friend?” she asked.
I admitted that he was.
“And you always went there such a lot before we were married.”
This, too, was undeniable. “At the same time,” I replied, “I have other
friends. I'm fond of the Blackwoods and the Peterses, I'm not advocating
seeing less of them, but their point of view, if taken without any
antidote, is rather narrowing. We ought to see all kinds,” I suggested,
with a fine restraint.
“You mean--more worldly people,” she said with her disconcerting
directness.
“Not necessarily worldly,” I struggled on. “People who know more of the
world--yes, who understand it better.”
Maude sighed.
“I do try, Hugh,--I return their calls,--I do try to be nice to them.
But somehow I don't seem to get along with them easily--I'm not myself,
they make me shy. It's because I'm provincial.”
“Nonsense!” I protested, “you're not a bit provincial.” And it was true;
her dignity and self-possession redeemed her.
Nancy was not once mentioned. But I think she was in both our minds....
Since my marriage, too, I had begun to resent a little the attitude of
Tom and Susan and the Blackwoods of humorous yet affectionate tolerance
toward my professional activities and financial creed, though Maude
showed no disposition to take this seriously. I did suspect, however,
that they were more and more determined to rescue Maude from what they
would have termed a frivolous career; and on one of these occasions--so
exasperating in married life when a slight cause for pique tempts
husband or wife to try to ask myself whether this affair were only
a squall, something to be looked for once in a while on the seas of
matrimony, and weathered: or whether Maude had not, after all, been
right when she declared that I had made a mistake, and that we were
not fitted for one another? In this gloomy view endless years of
incompatibility stretched ahead; and for the first time I began
to rehearse with a certain cold detachment the chain of apparently
accidental events which had led up to my marriage: to consider the
gradual blindness that had come over my faculties; and finally to wonder
whether judgment ever entered into sexual selection. Would Maude have
relapsed into this senseless fit if she had realized how fortunate she
was? For I was prepared to give her what thousands of women longed for,
position and influence. My resentment rose again against Perry and Tom,
and I began to attribute their lack of appreciation of my achievements
to jealousy. They had not my ability; this was the long and short of
it.... I pondered also, regretfully, on my bachelor days. And for the
first time, I, who had worked so hard to achieve freedom, felt
the pressure of the yoke I had fitted over my own shoulders. I had
voluntarily, though unwittingly, returned to slavery. This was what
had happened. And what was to be done about it? I would not consider
divorce.
Well, I should have to make the best of it. Whether this conclusion
brought on a mood of reaction, I am unable to say. I was still
annoyed by what seemed to the masculine mind a senseless and dramatic
performance on Maude's part, an incomprehensible case of “nerves.”
Nevertheless, there stole into my mind many recollections of Maude's
affection, many passages between us; and my eye chanced to fall on
the ink-well she had bought me out of the allowance I gave her. An
unanticipated pity welled up within me for her loneliness, her despair
in that room upstairs. I got up--and hesitated. A counteracting,
inhibiting wave passed through me. I hardened. I began to walk up and
down, a prey to conflicting impulses. Something whispered, “go to
her”; another voice added, “for your own peace of mind, at any rate.” I
rejected the intrusion of this motive as unworthy, turned out the light
and groped my way upstairs. The big clock in the hall struck twelve.
I listened outside the door of the bedroom, but all was silent within. I
knocked.
“Maude!” I said, in a low voice.
There was no response.
“Maude--let me in! I didn't mean to be unkind--I'm sorry.”
After an interval I heard her say: “I'd rather stay here,--to-night.”
But at length, after more entreaty and self-abasement on my part,
she opened the door. The room was dark. We sat down together on the
window-seat, and all at once she relaxed and her head fell on my
shoulder, and she began weeping again. I held her, the alternating moods
still running through me.
“Hugh,” she said at length, “how could you be so cruel? when you know I
love you and would do anything for you.”
“I didn't mean to be cruel, Maude,” I answered.
“I know you didn't. But at times you seem so--indifferent, and you can't
understand how it hurts. I haven't anybody but you, now, and it's in
your power to make me happy or--or miserable.”
Later on I tried to explain my point of view, to justify myself.
“All I mean,” I concluded at length, “is that my position is a little
different from Perry's and Tom's. They can afford to isolate themselves,
but I'm thrown professionally with the men who are building up this
city. Some of them, like Ralph Hambleton and Mr. Ogilvy, I've known all
my life. Life isn't so simple for us, Maude--we can't ignore the social
side.”
“I understand,” she said contentedly. “You are more of a man
of affairs--much more than Tom or Perry, and you have greater
responsibilities and wider interests. I'm really very proud of you.
Only--don't you think you are a little too sensitive about yourself,
when you are teased?”
I let this pass....
I give a paragraph from a possible biography of Hugh Paret which, as
then seemed not improbable, might in the future have been written by
some aspiring young worshipper of success.
“On his return from a brief but delightful honeymoon in England Mr.
Paret took up again, with characteristic vigour, the practice of
the law. He was entering upon the prime years of manhood; golden
opportunities confronted him as, indeed, they confronted other men--but
Paret had the foresight to take advantage of them. And his training
under Theodore Watling was now to produce results.... The reputations
had already been made of some of that remarkable group of financial
geniuses who were chiefly instrumental in bringing about the industrial
evolution begun after the Civil War: at the same time, as is well
known, a political leadership developed that gave proof of a deplorable
blindness to the logical necessity of combinations in business. The
lawyer with initiative and brains became an indispensable factor,” etc.,
etc.
The biography might have gone on to relate my association with and
important services to Adolf Scherer in connection with his constructive
dream. Shortly after my return from abroad, in answer to his summons, I
found him at Heinrich's, his napkin tucked into his shirt front, and a
dish of his favourite sausages before him.
“So, the honeymoon is over!” he said, and pressed my hand. “You are
right to come back to business, and after awhile you can have another
honeymoon, eh? I have had many since I married. And how long do you
think was my first? A day! I was a foreman then, and the wedding was at
six o'clock in the morning. We went into the country, the wife and I.”
He laid down his knife and fork, possessed by the memory. “I have grown
rich since, and we've been to Europe and back to Germany, and travelled
on the best ships and stayed at the best hotels, but I never enjoyed
a holiday more than that day. It wasn't long afterwards I went to Mr.
Durrett and told him how he could save much money. He was always ready
to listen, Mr. Durrett, when an employee had anything to say. He was a
big man,--an iron-master. Ah, he would be astonished if only he could
wake up now!”
“He would not only have to be an iron-master,” I agreed, “but a
financier and a railroad man to boot.”
“A jack of all trades,” laughed Mr. Scherer. “That's what we are--men
in my position. Well, it was comparatively simple then, when we had no
Sherman law and crazy statutes, such as some of the states are passing,
to bother us. What has got into the politicians, that they are indulging
in such foolishness?” he exclaimed, more warmly. “We try to build up a
trade for this country, and they're doing their best to tie our hands
and tear it down. When I was in Washington the other day I was talking
with one of those Western senators whose state has passed those laws.
He said to me, 'Mr. Scherer, I've been making a study of the Boyne Iron
Works. You are clever men, but you are building up monopolies which we
propose to stop.' 'By what means?'” I asked. “'Rebates, for one,'
said he, 'you get preferential rates from your railroad which give you
advantages over your competitors.' Foolishness!” Mr. Scherer exclaimed.
“I tell him the railroad is a private concern, built up by private
enterprise, and it has a right to make special rates for large shippers.
No,--railroads are public carriers with no right to make special rates.
I ask him what else he objects to, and he says patented processes. As if
we don't have a right to our own patents! We buy them. I buy them, when
other steel companies won't touch 'em. What is that but enterprise, and
business foresight, and taking risks? And then he begins to talk about
the tariff taking money out of the pockets of American consumers and
making men like me rich. I have come to Washington to get the tariff
raised on steel rails; and Watling and other senators we send down there
are raising it for us. We are building up monopolies! Well, suppose we
are. We can't help it, even if we want to. Has he ever made a study
of the other side of the question--the competition side? Of course he
hasn't.”
He brought down his beer mug heavily on the table. In times of
excitement his speech suggested the German idiom. Abruptly his air grew
mysterious; he glanced around the room, now becoming empty, and lowered
his voice.
“I have been thinking a long time, I have a little scheme,” he said,
“and I have been to Washington to see Watling, to talk over it. Well, he
thinks much of you. Fowndes and Ripon are good lawyers, but they are not
smart like you. See Paret, he says, and he can come down and talk to me.
So I ask you to come here. That is why I say you are wise to get home.
Honeymoons can wait--eh?”
I smiled appreciatively.
“They talk about monopoly, those Populist senators, but I ask you what
is a man in my place to do? If you don't eat, somebody eats you--is it
not so? Like the boa-constrictors--that is modern business. Look at
the Keystone Plate people, over there at Morris. For years we sold them
steel billets from which to make their plates, and three months ago
they serve notice on us that they are getting ready to make their own
billets, they buy mines north of the lakes and are building their plant.
Here is a big customer gone. Next year, maybe, the Empire Tube Company
goes into the business of making crude steel, and many more thousands of
tons go from us. What is left for us, Paret?”
“Obviously you've got to go into the tube and plate business
yourselves,” I said.
“So!” cried Mr. Scherer, triumphantly, “or it is close up. We are not
fools, no, we will not lie down and be eaten like lambs for any law.
Dickinson can put his hand on the capital, and I--I have already bought
a tract on the lakes, at Bolivar, I have already got a plant designed
with the latest modern machinery. I can put the ore right there, I can
send the coke back from here in cars which would otherwise be empty, and
manufacture tubes at eight dollars a ton less than they are selling. If
we can make tubes we can make plates, and if we can make plates we can
make boilers, and beams and girders and bridges.... It is not like it
was but where is it all leading, my friend? The time will come--is right
on us now, in respect to many products--when the market will be flooded
with tubes and plates and girders, and then we'll have to find a way to
limit production. And the inefficient mills will all be forced to shut
down.”
The logic seemed unanswerable, even had I cared to answer it.... He
unfolded his campaign. The Boyne Iron Works was to become the Boyne Iron
Works, Ltd., owner of various subsidiary companies, some of which were
as yet blissfully ignorant of their fate. All had been thought out as
calmly as the partition of Poland--only, lawyers were required; and
ultimately, after the process of acquisition should have been completed,
a delicate document was to be drawn up which would pass through the
meshes of that annoying statutory net, the Sherman Anti-trust Law. New
mines were to be purchased, extending over a certain large area; wide
coal deposits; little strips of railroad to tap them. The competition of
the Keystone Plate people was to be met by acquiring and bringing up
to date the plate mills of King and Son, over the borders of a sister
state; the Somersworth Bridge and Construction Company and the Gring
Steel and Wire Company were to be absorbed. When all of this should
have been accomplished, there would be scarcely a process in the steel
industry, from the smelting of the ore to the completion of a bridge,
which the Boyne Iron Works could not undertake. Such was the beginning
of the “lateral extension” period.
“Two can play at that game,” Mr. Scherer said. “And if those fellows
could only be content to let well enough alone, to continue buying their
crude steel from us, there wouldn't be any trouble.”...
It was evident, however, that he really welcomed the “trouble,” that
he was going into battle with enthusiasm. He had already picked out his
points of attack and was marching on them. Life, for him, would have
been a poor thing without new conflicts to absorb his energy; and he had
already made of the Boyne Iron Works, with its open-hearth furnaces, a
marvel of modern efficiency that had opened the eyes of the Steel world,
and had drawn the attention of a Personality in New York,--a Personality
who was one of the new and dominant type that had developed with such
amazing rapidity, the banker-dinosaur; preying upon and superseding the
industrial-dinosaur, conquering type of the preceding age, builder
of the railroads, mills and manufactories. The banker-dinosaurs, the
gigantic ones, were in Wall Street, and strove among themselves for
the industrial spoils accumulated by their predecessors. It was
characteristic of these monsters that they never fought in the open
unless they were forced to. Then the earth rocked, huge economic
structures tottered and fell, and much dust arose to obscure the
vision of smaller creatures, who were bewildered and terrified. Such
disturbances were called “panics,” and were blamed by the newspapers
on the Democratic party, or on the reformers who had wantonly assailed
established institutions. These dominant bankers had contrived to gain
control of the savings of thousands and thousands of fellow-citizens who
had deposited them in banks or paid them into insurance companies, and
with the power thus accumulated had sallied forth to capture railroads
and industries. The railroads were the strategic links. With these in
hand, certain favoured industrial concerns could be fed, and others
starved into submission.
Adolf Scherer might be said to represent a transitional type. For he was
not only an iron-master who knew every detail of his business, who kept
it ahead of the times; he was also a strategist, wise in his generation,
making friends with the Railroad while there had yet been time, at
length securing rebates and favours. And when that Railroad (which
had been constructed through the enterprise and courage of such men
as Nathaniel Durrett) had passed under the control of the
banker-personality to whom I have referred, and had become part of a
system, Adolf Scherer remained in alliance, and continued to receive
favours.... I can well remember the time when the ultimate authority
of our Railroad was transferred, quietly, to Wall Street. Alexander
Barbour, its president, had been a great man, but after that he bowed,
in certain matters, to a greater one.
I have digressed.... Mr. Scherer unfolded his scheme, talking about
“units” as calmly as though they were checkers on a board instead of
huge, fiery, reverberating mills where thousands and thousands of human
beings toiled day and night--beings with families, and hopes and fears,
whose destinies were to be dominated by the will of the man who sat
opposite me. But--did not he in his own person represent the triumph of
that American creed of opportunity? He, too, had been through the fire,
had sweated beside the blasts, had handled the ingots of steel. He was
one of the “fittest” who had survived, and looked it. Had he no memories
of the terrors of that struggle?... Adolf Scherer had grown to be a
giant. And yet without me, without my profession he was a helpless
giant, at the mercy of those alert and vindictive lawmakers who sought
to restrain and hamper him, to check his growth with their webs. How
stimulating the idea of his dependence! How exhilarating too,
the thought that that vision which had first possessed me as an
undergraduate--on my visit to Jerry Kyme--was at last to be realized!
I had now become the indispensable associate of the few who divided the
spoils, I was to have a share in these myself.
“You're young, Paret,” Mr. Scherer concluded. “But Watling has
confidence in you, and you will consult him frequently. I believe in the
young men, and I have already seen something of you--so?”...
When I returned to the office I wrote Theodore Watling a letter
expressing my gratitude for the position he had, so to speak, willed me,
of confidential legal adviser to Adolf Scherer. Though the opportunity
had thrust itself upon me suddenly, and sooner than I expected it, I was
determined to prove myself worthy of it. I worked as I had never worked
before, making trips to New York to consult leading members of this
new branch of my profession there, trips to Washington to see my former
chief. There were, too, numerous conferences with local personages, with
Mr. Dickinson and Mr. Grierson, and Judah B. Tallant,--whose newspaper
was most useful; there were consultations and negotiations of a delicate
nature with the owners and lawyers of other companies to be “taken in.”
Nor was it all legal work, in the older and narrower sense. Men who are
playing for principalities are making war. Some of our operations had
all the excitement of war. There was information to be got, and it was
got--somehow. Modern war involves a spy system, and a friendly telephone
company is not to be despised. And all of this work from first to last
had to be done with extreme caution. Moribund distinctions of right and
wrong did not trouble me, for the modern man labours religiously when he
knows that Evolution is on his side.
For all of these operations a corps of counsel had been employed,
including the firm of Harrington and Bowes next to Theodore Watling,
Joel Harrington was deemed the ablest lawyer in the city. We organized
in due time the corporation known as the Boyne Iron Works, Limited; a
trust agreement was drawn up that was a masterpiece of its kind, one
that caused, first and last, meddling officials in the Department of
Justice at Washington no little trouble and perplexity. I was proud of
the fact that I had taken no small part in its composition.... In short,
in addition to certain emoluments and opportunities for investment, I
emerged from the affair firmly established in the good graces of Adolf
Scherer, and with a reputation practically made.
A year or so after the Boyne Company, Ltd., came into existence I
chanced one morning to go down to the new Ashuela Hotel to meet a New
Yorker of some prominence, and was awaiting him in the lobby, when I
overheard a conversation between two commercial travellers who were
sitting with their backs to me.
“Did you notice that fellow who went up to the desk a moment ago?” asked
one.
“The young fellow in the grey suit? Sure. Who is he? He looks as if he
was pretty well fixed.”
“I guess he is,” replied the first. “That's Paret. He's Scherer's
confidential counsel. He used to be Senator Watling's partner, but they
say he's even got something on the old man.”
In spite of the feverish life I led, I was still undoubtedly
young-looking, and in this I was true to the incoming type of successful
man. Our fathers appeared staid at six and thirty. Clothes, of course,
made some difference, and my class and generation did not wear the
sombre and cumbersome kind, with skirts and tails; I patronized a tailor
in New York. My chestnut hair, a little darker than my father's had
been, showed no signs of turning grey, although it was thinning a little
at the crown of the forehead, and I wore a small moustache, clipped in
a straight line above the mouth. This made me look less like a college
youth. Thanks to a strong pigment in my skin, derived probably from
Scotch-Irish ancestors, my colour was fresh. I have spoken of my life as
feverish, and yet I am not so sure that this word completely describes
it. It was full to overflowing--one side of it; and I did not miss (save
vaguely, in rare moments of weariness) any other side that might have
been developed. I was busy all day long, engaged in affairs I deemed to
be alone of vital importance in the universe. I was convinced that the
welfare of the city demanded that supreme financial power should remain
in the hands of the group of men with whom I was associated, and whose
battles I fought in the courts, in the legislature, in the city council,
and sometimes in Washington,--although they were well cared for there.
By every means ingenuity could devise, their enemies were to be driven
from the field, and they were to be protected from blackmail.
A sense of importance sustained me; and I remember in that first
flush of a success for which I had not waited too long--what a secret
satisfaction it was to pick up the Era and see my name embedded in
certain dignified notices of board meetings, transactions of weight, or
cases known to the initiated as significant. “Mr. Scherer's interests
were taken care of by Mr. Hugh Paret.” The fact that my triumphs were
modestly set forth gave me more pleasure than if they had been trumpeted
in headlines. Although I might have started out in practice for myself,
my affection and regard for Mr. Watling kept me in the firm, which
became Watling, Fowndes and Paret, and a new, arrangement was entered
into: Mr. Ripon retired on account of ill health.
There were instances, however, when a certain amount of annoying
publicity was inevitable. Such was the famous Galligan case, which
occurred some three or four years after my marriage. Aloysius Galligan
was a brakeman, and his legs had become paralyzed as the result of an
accident that was the result of defective sills on a freight car. He
had sued, and been awarded damages of $15,000. To the amazement and
indignation of Miller Gorse, the Supreme Court, to which the Railroad
had appealed, affirmed the decision. It wasn't the single payment of
$15,000 that the Railroad cared about, of course; a precedent might be
established for compensating maimed employees which would be expensive
in the long run. Carelessness could not be proved in this instance.
Gorse sent for me. I had been away with Maude at the sea for two months,
and had not followed the case.
“You've got to take charge, Paret, and get a rehearing. See Bering,
and find out who in the deuce is to blame for this. Chesley's one, of
course. We ought never to have permitted his nomination for the Supreme
Bench. It was against my judgment, but Varney and Gill assured me that
he was all right.”
I saw Judge Bering that evening. We sat on a plush sofa in the parlour
of his house in Baker Street.
“I had a notion Gorse'd be mad,” he said, “but it looked to me as if
they had it on us, Paret. I didn't see how we could do anything else but
affirm without being too rank. Of course, if he feels that way, and you
want to make a motion for a rehearing, I'll see what can be done.”
“Something's got to be done,” I replied. “Can't you see what such a
decision lets them in for?”
“All right,” said the judge, who knew an order when he heard one, “I
guess we can find an error.” He was not a little frightened by the
report of Mr. Gorse's wrath, for election-day was approaching. “Say, you
wouldn't take me for a sentimental man, now, would you?”
I smiled at the notion of it.
“Well, I'll own up to you this kind of got under my skin. That Galligan
is a fine-looking fellow, if there ever was one, and he'll never be of
a bit of use any more. Of course the case was plain sailing, and they
ought to have had the verdict, but that lawyer of his handled it to the
queen's taste, if I do say so. He made me feel real bad, by God,--as if
it was my own son Ed who'd been battered up. Lord, I can't forget the
look in that man Galligan's eyes. I hate to go through it again, and
reverse it, but I guess I'll have to, now.”
The Judge sat gazing at the flames playing over his gas log.
“Who was the lawyer?” I asked.
“A man by the name of Krebs,” he replied. “Never heard of him before.
He's just moved to the city.”
“This city?” I ejaculated.
The Judge glanced at me interestedly.
“This city, of course. What do you know about him?”
“Well,” I answered, when I had recovered a little from the shock--for it
was a distinct shock--“he lived in Elkington. He was the man who stirred
up the trouble in the legislature about Bill 709.”
The Judge slapped his knee.
“That fellow!” he exclaimed, and ruminated. “Why didn't somebody tell
me?” he added, complainingly. “Why didn't Miller Gorse let me know about
it, instead of licking up a fuss after it's all over?”...
Of all men of my acquaintance I had thought the Judge the last to grow
maudlin over the misfortunes of those who were weak or unfortunate
enough to be defeated and crushed in the struggle for existence, and it
was not without food for reflection that I departed from his presence.
To make Mr. Bering “feel bad” was no small achievement, and Krebs had
been responsible for it, of course,--not Galligan. Krebs had turned up
once more! It seemed as though he were destined to haunt me. Well, I
made up my mind that he should not disturb me again, at any rate: I, at
least, had learned to eliminate sentimentality from business, and it
was not without deprecation I remembered my experience with him at the
Capital, when he had made me temporarily ashamed of my connection with
Bill 709. I had got over that. And when I entered the court room (the
tribunal having graciously granted a rehearing on the ground that it had
committed an error in the law!) my feelings were of lively curiosity
and zest. I had no disposition to underrate his abilities, but I was
fortified by the consciousness of a series of triumphs behind me, by
a sense of association with prevailing forces against which he was
helpless. I could afford to take a superior attitude in regard to one
who was destined always to be dramatic.
As the case proceeded I was rather disappointed on the whole that he
was not dramatic--not even as dramatic as he had been when he defied
the powers in the Legislature. He had changed but little, he still wore
ill-fitting clothes, but I was forced to acknowledge that he seemed to
have gained in self-control, in presence. He had nodded at me before the
case was called, as he sat beside his maimed client; and I had been on
the alert for a hint of reproach in his glance: there was none. I smiled
back at him....
He did not rant. He seemed to have rather a remarkable knowledge of the
law. In a conversational tone he described the sufferings of the man in
the flannel shirt beside him, but there could be no question of the fact
that he did produce an effect. The spectators were plainly moved, and
it was undeniable that some of the judges wore rather a sheepish look as
they toyed with their watch chains or moved the stationery in front
of them. They had seen maimed men before, they had heard impassioned,
sentimental lawyers talk about wives and families and God and justice.
Krebs did none of this. Just how he managed to bring the thing home
to those judges, to make them ashamed of their role, just how he
managed--in spite of my fortified attitude to revive something of that
sense of discomfort I had experienced at the State House is difficult to
say. It was because, I think, he contrived through the intensity of his
own sympathy to enter into the body of the man whose cause he pleaded,
to feel the despair in Galligan's soul--an impression that was curiously
conveyed despite the dignified limits to which he confined his speech.
It was strange that I began to be rather sorry for him, that I felt a
certain reluctant regret that he should thus squander his powers against
overwhelming odds. What was the use of it all!
At the end his voice became more vibrant--though he did not raise it--as
he condemned the Railroad for its indifference to human life, for its
contention that men were cheaper than rolling-stock.
I encountered him afterward in the corridor. I had made a point of
seeking him out, perhaps from some vague determination to prove that our
last meeting in the little restaurant at the Capital had left no traces
of embarrassment in me: I was, in fact, rather aggressively anxious to
reveal myself to him as one who has thriven on the views he condemned,
as one in whose unity of mind there is no rift. He was alone, apparently
waiting for someone, leaning against a steam radiator in one of his
awkward, angular poses, looking out of the court-house window.
“How are you?” I said blithely. “So you've left Elkington for a wider
field.” I wondered whether my alert cousin-in-law, George Hutchins, had
made it too hot for him.
He turned to me unexpectedly a face of profound melancholy; his
expression had in it, oddly, a trace of sternness; and I was somewhat
taken aback by this evidence that he was still bearing vicariously the
troubles of his client. So deep had been the thought I had apparently
interrupted that he did not realize my presence at first.
“Oh, it's you, Paret. Yes, I've left Elkington,” he said.
“Something of a surprise to run up against you suddenly, like this.”
“I expected to see you,” he answered gravely, and the slight emphasis he
gave the pronoun implied not only a complete knowledge of the situation
and of the part I had taken in it, but also a greater rebuke than if his
accusation had been direct. But I clung to my affability.
“If I can do anything for you, let me know,” I told him. He said
nothing, he did not even smile. At this moment he was opportunely joined
by a man who had the appearance of a labour leader, and I walked away.
I was resentful; my mood, in brief, was that of a man who has done
something foolish and is inclined to talk to himself aloud: but the mood
was complicated, made the more irritating by the paradoxical fact
that that last look he had given me seemed to have borne the traces of
affection....
It is perhaps needless to add that the court reversed its former
decision.
XVI.
The Pilot published a series of sensational articles and editorials
about the Galligan matter, a picture of Galligan, an account of the
destitute state of his wife and family. The time had not yet arrived
when such newspapers dared to attack the probity of our courts, but
a system of law that permitted such palpable injustice because of
technicalities was bitterly denounced. What chance had a poor man
against such a moloch as the railroad, even with a lawyer of such
ability as had been exhibited by Hermann Krebs? Krebs was praised, and
the attention of Mr. Lawler's readers was called to the fact that Krebs
was the man who, some years before, had opposed single-handed in the
legislature the notorious Bill No. 709. It was well known in certain
circles--the editorial went on to say--that this legislation had been
drawn by Theodore Watling in the interests of the Boyne Iron Works,
etc., etc. Hugh Paret had learned at the feet of an able master. This
first sight of my name thus opprobriously flung to the multitude gave
me an unpleasant shock. I had seen Mr. Scherer attacked, Mr. Gorse
attacked, and Mr. Watling: I had all along realized, vaguely, that my
turn would come, and I thought myself to have acquired a compensating
philosophy. I threw the sheet into the waste basket, presently picked it
out again and reread the sentence containing my name. Well, there were
certain penalties that every career must pay. I had become, at last,
a marked man, and I recognized the fact that this assault would be the
forerunner of many.
I tried to derive some comfort and amusement from the thought of certain
operations of mine that Mr. Lawler had not discovered, that would
have been matters of peculiar interest to his innocent public: certain
extra-legal operations at the time when the Bovine corporation was being
formed, for instance. And how they would have licked their chops had
they learned of that manoeuvre by which I had managed to have one of
Mr. Scherer's subsidiary companies in another state, with property and
assets amounting to more than twenty millions, reorganized under the
laws of New Jersey, and the pending case thus transferred to the Federal
court, where we won hands down! This Galligan affair was nothing to
that. Nevertheless, it was annoying. As I sat in the street car on
my way homeward, a man beside me was reading the Pilot. I had a queer
sensation as he turned the page, and scanned the editorial; and I could
not help wondering what he and the thousands like him thought of me;
what he would say if I introduced myself and asked his opinion. Perhaps
he did not think at all: undoubtedly he, and the public at large, were
used to Mr. Lawler's daily display of “injustices.” Nevertheless, like
slow acid, they must be eating into the public consciousness. It was an
outrage--this freedom of the press.
With renewed exasperation I thought of Krebs, of his disturbing and
almost uncanny faculty of following me up. Why couldn't he have remained
in Elkington? Why did he have to follow me here, to make capital out
of a case that might never have been heard of except for him?... I was
still in this disagreeable frame of mind when I turned the corner by my
house and caught sight of Maude, in the front yard, bending bareheaded
over a bed of late flowers which the frost had spared. The evening was
sharp, the dusk already gathering.
“You'll catch cold,” I called to her.
She looked up at the sound of my voice.
“They'll soon be gone,” she sighed, referring to the flowers. “I hate
winter.”
She put her hand through my arm, and we went into the house. The
curtains were drawn, a fire was crackling on the hearth, the lamps were
lighted, and as I dropped into a chair this living-room of ours seemed
to take on the air of a refuge from the vague, threatening sinister
things of the world without. I felt I had never valued it before. Maude
took up her sewing and sat down beside the table.
“Hugh,” she said suddenly, “I read something in the newspaper--”
My exasperation flared up again.
“Where did you get that disreputable sheet?” I demanded.
“At the dressmaker's!” she answered. “I--I just happened to see the
name, Paret.”
“It's just politics,” I declared, “stirring up discontent by
misrepresentation. Jealousy.”
She leaned forward in her chair, gazing into the flames.
“Then it isn't true that this poor man, Galligan--isn't that his
name?--was cheated out of the damages he ought to have to keep himself
and his family alive?”
“You must have been talking to Perry or Susan,” I said. “They seem to be
convinced that I am an oppressor of the poor.
“Hugh!” The tone in which she spoke my name smote me. “How can you say
that? How can you doubt their loyalty, and mine? Do you think they would
undermine you, and to me, behind your back?”
“I didn't mean that, of course, Maude. I was annoyed about something
else. And Tom and Perry have an air of deprecating most of the
enterprises in which I am professionally engaged. It's very well for
them to talk. All Perry has to do is to sit back and take in receipts
from the Boyne Street car line, and Tom is content if he gets a few
commissions every week. They're like militiamen criticizing soldiers
under fire. I know they're good friends of mine, but sometimes I lose
patience with them.”
I got up and walked to the window, and came back again and stood before
her.
“I'm sorry for this man, Galligan,” I went on, “I can't tell you how
sorry. But few people who are not on the inside, so to speak, grasp the
fact that big corporations, like the Railroad, are looked upon as fair
game for every kind of parasite. Not a day passes in which attempts are
not made to bleed them. Some of these cases are pathetic. It had cost
the Railroad many times fifteen thousand dollars to fight Galligan's
case. But if they had paid it, they would have laid themselves open to
thousands of similar demands. Dividends would dwindle. The stockholders
have a right to a fair return on their money. Galligan claims that there
was a defective sill on the car which is said to have caused the wreck.
If damages are paid on that basis, it means the daily inspection of
every car which passes over their lines. And more than that: there are
certain defects, as in the present case, which an inspection would not
reveal. When a man accepts employment on a railroad he assumes a certain
amount of personal risk,--it's not precisely a chambermaid's job. And
the lawyer who defends such cases, whatever his personal feelings may
be, cannot afford to be swayed by them. He must take the larger view.”
“Why didn't you tell me about it before?” she asked.
“Well, I didn't think it of enough importance--these things are all in
the day's work.”
“But Mr. Krebs? How strange that he should be here, connected with the
case!”
I made an effort to control myself.
“Your old friend,” I said. “I believe you have a sentiment about him.”
She looked up at me.
“Scarcely that,” she replied gravely, with the literalness that often
characterized her, “but he isn't a person easily forgotten. He may be
queer, one may not agree with his views, but after the experience I had
with him I've never been able to look at him in the way George does, for
instance, or even as father does.”
“Or even as I do,” I supplied.
“Well, perhaps not even as you do,” she answered calmly. “I believe you
once told me, however, that you thought him a fanatic, but sincere.”
“He's certainly a fanatic!” I exclaimed.
“But sincere, Hugh-you still think him sincere.”
“You seem a good deal concerned about a man you've laid eyes on but
once.”
She considered this.
“Yes, it is surprising,” she admitted, “but it's true. I was sorry
for him, but I admired him. I was not only impressed by his courage in
taking charge of me, but also by the trust and affection the work-people
showed. He must be a good man, however mistaken he may be in the methods
he employs. And life is cruel to those people.”
“Life is-life,” I observed. “Neither you nor I nor Krebs is able to
change it.”
“Has he come here to practice?” she asked, after a moment.
“Yes. Do you want me to invite him to dinner?” and seeing that she did
not reply I continued: “In spite of my explanation I suppose you think,
because Krebs defended the man Galligan, that a monstrous injustice has
been done.”
“That is unworthy of you,” she said, bending over her stitch.
I began to pace the room again, as was my habit when overwrought.
“Well, I was going to tell you about this affair if you had not
forestalled me by mentioning it yourself. It isn't pleasant to be
vilified by rascals who make capital out of vilification, and a man has
a right to expect some sympathy from his wife.”
“Did I ever deny you that, Hugh?” she asked. “Only you don't ever seem
to need it, to want it.”
“And there are things,” I pursued, “things in a man's province that a
woman ought to accept from her husband, things which in the very nature
of the case she can know nothing about.”
“But a woman must think for herself,” she declared. “She shouldn't
become a mere automaton,--and these questions involve so much! People
are discussing them, the magazines and periodicals are beginning to take
them up.”
I stared at her, somewhat appalled by this point of view. There had,
indeed, been signs of its development before now, but I had not heeded
them. And for the first time I beheld Maude in a new light.
“Oh, it's not that I don't trust you,” she continued, “I'm open to
conviction, but I must be convinced. Your explanation of this Galligan
case seems a sensible one, although it's depressing. But life is hard
and depressing sometimes I've come to realize that. I want to think over
what you've said, I want to talk over it some more. Why won't you tell
me more of what you are doing? If you only would confide in me--as you
have now! I can't help seeing that we are growing farther and farther
apart, that business, your career, is taking all of you and leaving me
nothing.” She faltered, and went on again. “It's difficult to tell you
this--you never give me the chance. And it's not for my sake alone, but
for yours, too. You are growing more and more self-centred, surrounding
yourself with a hard shell. You don't realize it, but Tom notices it,
Perry notices it, it hurts them, it's that they complain of. Hugh!”
she cried appealingly, sensing my resentment, forestalling the words
of defence ready on my lips. “I know that you are busy, that many men
depend on you, it isn't that I'm not proud of you and your success, but
you don't understand what a woman craves,--she doesn't want only to be a
good housekeeper, a good mother, but she wants to share a little, at
any rate, in the life of her husband, in his troubles as well as in his
successes. She wants to be of some little use, of some little help to
him.”
My feelings were reduced to a medley.
“But you are a help to me--a great help,” I protested.
She shook her head. “I wish I were,” she said.
It suddenly occurred to me that she might be. I was softened, and
alarmed by the spectacle she had revealed of the widening breach between
us. I laid my hand on her shoulder.
“Well, I'll try to do better, Maude.”
She looked up at me, questioningly yet gratefully, through a mist of
tears. But her reply--whatever it might have been--was forestalled by
the sound of shouts and laughter in the hallway. She sprang up and ran
to the door.
“It's the children,” she exclaimed, “they've come home from Susan's
party!”
It begins indeed to look as if I were writing this narrative upside
down, for I have said nothing about children. Perhaps one reason for
this omission is that I did not really appreciate them, that I found
it impossible to take the same minute interest in them as Tom, for
instance, who was, apparently, not content alone with the six which he
possessed, but had adopted mine. One of them, little Sarah, said “Uncle
Tom” before “Father.” I do not mean to say that I had not occasional
moments of tenderness toward them, but they were out of my thoughts much
of the time. I have often wondered, since, how they regarded me; how,
in their little minds, they defined the relationship. Generally, when I
arrived home in the evening I liked to sit down before my study fire and
read the afternoon newspapers or a magazine; but occasionally I went at
once to the nursery for a few moments, to survey with complacency the
medley of toys on the floor, and to kiss all three. They received my
caresses with a certain shyness--the two younger ones, at least, as
though they were at a loss to place me as a factor in the establishment.
They tumbled over each other to greet Maude, and even Tom. If I were an
enigma to them, what must they have thought of him? Sometimes I would
discover him on the nursery floor, with one or two of his own children,
building towers and castles and railroad stations, or forts to be
attacked and demolished by regiments of lead soldiers. He was growing
comfortable-looking, if not exactly stout; prematurely paternal, oddly
willing to renounce the fiercer joys of life, the joys of acquisition,
of conquest, of youth.
“You'd better come home with me, Chickabiddy,” he would say, “that
father of yours doesn't appreciate you. He's too busy getting rich.”
“Chickabiddy,” was his name for little Sarah. Half of the name stuck to
her, and when she was older we called her Biddy.
She would gaze at him questioningly, her eyes like blue flower cups, a
strange little mixture of solemnity and bubbling mirth, of shyness
and impulsiveness. She had fat legs that creased above the tops of the
absurd little boots that looked to be too tight; sometimes she
rolled and tumbled in an ecstasy of abandon, and again she would sit
motionless, as though absorbed in dreams. Her hair was like corn silk in
the sun, twisting up into soft curls after her bath, when she sat rosily
presiding over her supper table.
As I look back over her early infancy, I realize that I loved her,
although it is impossible for me to say how much of this love is
retrospective. Why I was not mad about her every hour of the day is a
puzzle to me now. Why, indeed, was I not mad about all three of them?
There were moments when I held and kissed them, when something within
me melted: moments when I was away from them, and thought of them. But
these moments did not last. The something within me hardened again,
I became indifferent, my family was wiped out of my consciousness as
though it had never existed.
There was Matthew, for instance, the oldest. When he arrived, he was to
Maude a never-ending miracle, she would have his crib brought into her
room, and I would find her leaning over the bedside, gazing at him with
a rapt expression beyond my comprehension. To me he was just a brick-red
morsel of humanity, all folds and wrinkles, and not at all remarkable in
any way. Maude used to annoy me by getting out of bed in the middle of
the night when he cried, and at such times I was apt to wonder at the
odd trick the life-force had played me, and ask myself why I got married
at all. It was a queer method of carrying on the race. Later on, I began
to take a cursory interest in him, to watch for signs in him of certain
characteristics of my own youth which, in the philosophy of my manhood,
I had come to regard as defects. And it disturbed me somewhat to see
these signs appear. I wished him to be what I had become by force of
will--a fighter. But he was a sensitive child, anxious for approval;
not robust, though spiritual rather than delicate; even in comparative
infancy he cared more for books than toys, and his greatest joy was in
being read to. In spite of these traits--perhaps because of them--there
was a sympathy between us. From the time that he could talk the child
seemed to understand me. Occasionally I surprised him gazing at me with
a certain wistful look that comes back to me as I write.
Moreton, Tom used to call Alexander the Great because he was a fighter
from the cradle, beating his elder brother, too considerate to
strike back, and likewise--when opportunity offered--his sister; and
appropriating their toys. A self-sufficient, doughty young man, with the
round head that withstands many blows, taking by nature to competition
and buccaneering in general. I did not love him half so much as I did
Matthew--if such intermittent emotions as mine may be called love. It
was a standing joke of mine--which Maude strongly resented--that Moreton
resembled Cousin George of Elkington.
Imbued with the highest ambition of my time, I had set my barque on a
great circle, and almost before I realized it the barque was burdened
with a wife and family and the steering had insensibly become more
difficult; for Maude cared nothing about the destination, and when I
took any hand off the wheel our ship showed a tendency to make for a
quiet harbour. Thus the social initiative, which I believed should have
been the woman's, was thrust back on me. It was almost incredible, yet
indisputable, in a day when most American women were credited with a
craving for social ambition that I, of all men, should have married
a wife in whom the craving was wholly absent! She might have had what
other women would have given their souls for. There were many reasons
why I wished her to take what I deemed her proper place in the community
as my wife--not that I cared for what is called society in the narrow
sense; with me, it was a logical part of a broader scheme of life; an
auxiliary rather than an essential, but a needful auxiliary; a means of
dignifying and adorning the position I was taking. Not only that, but
I felt the need of intercourse--of intercourse of a lighter and more
convivial nature with men and women who saw life as I saw it. In the
evenings when we did not go out into that world our city afforded ennui
took possession of me: I had never learned to care for books, I had no
resources outside of my profession, and when I was not working on some
legal problem I dawdled over the newspapers and went to bed. I don't
mean to imply that our existence, outside of our continued intimacy with
the Peterses and the Blackwoods, was socially isolated. We gave little
dinners that Maude carried out with skill and taste; but it was I
who suggested them; we went out to other dinners, sometimes to
Nancy's--though we saw less and less of her--sometimes to other houses.
But Maude had given evidence of domestic tastes and a disinclination for
gaiety that those who entertained more were not slow to sense. I should
have liked to take a larger house, but I felt the futility of suggesting
it; the children were still small, and she was occupied with them.
Meanwhile I beheld, and at times with considerable irritation, the
social world changing, growing larger and more significant, a more
important function of that higher phase of American existence the new
century seemed definitely to have initiated. A segregative process was
away to which Maude was wholly indifferent. Our city was throwing off
its social conservatism; wealth (which implied ability and superiority)
was playing a greater part, entertainments were more luxurious, lines
more strictly drawn. We had an elaborate country club for those who
could afford expensive amusements. Much of this transformation had been
due to the initiative and leadership of Nancy Durrett....
Great and sudden wealth, however, if combined with obscure antecedents
and questionable qualifications, was still looked upon askance. In spite
of the fact that Adolf Scherer had “put us on the map,” the family of
the great iron-master still remained outside of the social pale.
He himself might have entered had it not been for his wife, who was
supposed to be “queer,” who remained at home in her house opposite
Gallatin Park and made little German cakes,--a huge house which an
unknown architect had taken unusual pains to make pretentious and
hideous, for it was Rhenish, Moorish and Victorian by turns. Its
geometric grounds matched those of the park, itself a monument to
bad taste in landscape. The neighbourhood was highly respectable, and
inhabited by families of German extraction. There were two flaxen-haired
daughters who had just graduated from an expensive boarding-school in
New York, where they had received the polish needful for future careers.
But the careers were not forthcoming.
I was thrown constantly with Adolf Scherer; I had earned his gratitude,
I had become necessary to him. But after the great coup whereby he had
fulfilled Mr. Watling's prophecy and become the chief factor in our
business world he began to show signs of discontent, of an irritability
that seemed foreign to his character, and that puzzled me. One day,
however, I stumbled upon the cause of this fermentation, to wonder that
I had not discovered it before. In many ways Adolf Scherer was a child.
We were sitting in the Boyne Club.
“Money--yes!” he exclaimed, apropos of some demand made upon him by
a charitable society. “They come to me for my money--there is always
Scherer, they say. He will make up the deficit in the hospitals. But
what is it they do for me? Nothing. Do they invite me to their houses,
to their parties?”
This was what he wanted, then,--social recognition. I said nothing, but
I saw my opportunity: I had the clew, now, to a certain attitude he had
adopted of late toward me, an attitude of reproach; as though, in return
for his many favours to me, there were something I had left undone. And
when I went home I asked Maude to call on Mrs. Scherer.
“On Mrs. Scherer!” she repeated.
“Yes, I want you to invite them to dinner.” The proposal seemed to take
away her breath. “I owe her husband a great deal, and I think he feels
hurt that the wives of the men he knows down town haven't taken up his
family.” I felt that it would not be wise, with Maude, to announce my
rather amazing discovery of the iron-master's social ambitions.
“But, Hugh, they must be very happy, they have their friends. And after
all this time wouldn't it seem like an intrusion?”
“I don't think so,” I said, “I'm sure it would please him, and them. You
know how kind he's been to us, how he sent us East in his private car
last year.”
“Of course I'll go if you wish it, if you're sure they feel that way.”
She did make the call, that very week, and somewhat to my surprise
reported that she liked Mrs. Scherer and the daughters: Maude's likes
and dislikes, needless to say, were not governed by matters of policy.
“You were right, Hugh,” she informed me, almost with enthusiasm,
“they did seem lonely. And they were so glad to see me, it was rather
pathetic. Mr. Scherer, it seems, had talked to them a great deal about
you. They wanted to know why I hadn't come before. That was rather
embarrassing. Fortunately they didn't give me time to talk, I never
heard people talk as they do. They all kissed me when I went away, and
came down the steps with me. And Mrs. Scherer went into the conservatory
and picked a huge bouquet. There it is,” she said, laughingly, pointing
to several vases. “I separated the colours as well as I could when I got
home. We had coffee, and the most delicious German cakes in the Turkish
room, or the Moorish room, whichever it is. I'm sure I shan't be able to
eat anything more for days. When do you wish to have them for dinner?”
“Well,” I said, “we ought to have time to get the right people to meet
them. We'll ask Nancy and Ham.”
Maude opened her eyes.
“Nancy! Do you think Nancy would like them?”
“I'm going to give her a chance, anyway,” I replied....
It was, in some ways, a memorable dinner. I don't know what I expected
in Mrs. Scherer--from Maude's description a benevolent and somewhat
stupid, blue-eyed German woman, of peasant extraction. There could be no
doubt about the peasant extraction, but when she hobbled into our little
parlour with the aid of a stout, gold-headed cane she dominated it.
Her very lameness added to a distinction that evinced itself in a
dozen ways. Her nose was hooked, her colour high,--despite the years
in Steelville,--her peculiar costume heightened the effect of her
personality; her fire-lit black eyes bespoke a spirit accustomed to
rule, and instead of being an aspirant for social honours, she seemed to
confer them. Conversation ceased at her entrance.
“I'm sorry we are late, my dear,” she said, as she greeted Maude
affectionately, “but we have far to come. And this is your husband!”
she exclaimed, as I was introduced. She scrutinized me. “I have heard
something of you, Mr. Paret. You are smart. Shall I tell you the
smartest thing you ever did?” She patted Maude's shoulder. “When you
married your wife--that was it. I have fallen in love with her. If you
do not know it, I tell you.”
Next, Nancy was introduced.
“So you are Mrs. Hambleton Durrett?”
Nancy acknowledged her identity with a smile, but the next remark was a
bombshell.
“The leader of society.”
“Alas!” exclaimed Nancy, “I have been accused of many terrible things.”
Their glances met. Nancy's was amused, baffling, like a spark in amber.
Each, in its way, was redoubtable. A greater contrast between two women
could scarcely have been imagined. It was well said (and not snobbishly)
that generations had been required to make Nancy's figure: she wore a
dress of blue sheen, the light playing on its ripples; and as she stood,
apparently wholly at ease, looking down at the wife of Adolf Scherer,
she reminded me of an expert swordsman who, with remarkable skill, was
keeping a too pressing and determined aspirant at arm's length. I was
keenly aware that Maude did not possess this gift, and I realized for
the first time something of the similarity between Nancy's career and my
own. She, too, in her feminine sphere, exercised, and subtly, a power in
which human passions were deeply involved.
If Nancy Durrett symbolized aristocracy, established order and prestige,
what did Mrs. Scherer represent? Not democracy, mob rule--certainly. The
stocky German peasant woman with her tightly drawn hair and heavy jewels
seemed grotesquely to embody something that ultimately would have
its way, a lusty and terrible force in the interests of which my own
services were enlisted; to which the old American element in business
and industry, the male counterpart of Nancy Willett, had already
succumbed. And now it was about to storm the feminine fastnesses! I
beheld a woman who had come to this country with a shawl aver her head
transformed into a new species of duchess, sure of herself, scorning the
delicate euphemisms in which Fancy's kind were wont to refer to asocial
realm, that was no less real because its boundaries had not definitely
been defined. She held her stick firmly, and gave Nancy an indomitable
look.
“I want you to meet my daughters. Gretchen, Anna, come here and be
introduced to Mrs. Durrett.”
It was not without curiosity I watched these of the second generation as
they made their bows, noted the differentiation in the type for which
an American environment and a “finishing school” had been responsible.
Gretchen and Anna had learned--in crises, such as the present--to
restrain the superabundant vitality they had inherited. If their
cheekbones were a little too high, their Delft blue eyes a little too
small, their colour was of the proverbial rose-leaves and cream. Gene
Hollister's difficulty was to know which to marry. They were nice
girls,--of that there could be no doubt; there was no false modesty in
their attitude toward “society”; nor did they pretend--as so many silly
people did, that they were not attempting to get anywhere in particular,
that it was less desirable to be in the centre than on the dubious outer
walks. They, too, were so glad to meet Mrs. Durrett.
Nancy's eyes twinkled as they passed on.
“You see what I have let you in for?” I said.
“My dear Hugh,” she replied, “sooner or later we should have had to face
them anyhow. I have recognized that for some time. With their money, and
Mr. Scherer's prestige, and the will of that lady with the stick, in
a few years we should have had nothing to say. Why, she's a female
Napoleon. Hilda's the man of the family.”
After that, Nancy invariably referred to Mrs. Scherer as Hilda.
If Mrs. Scherer was a surprise to us, her husband was a still greater
one; and I had difficulty in recognizing the Adolf Scherer who came
to our dinner party as the personage of the business world before whom
lesser men were wont to cringe. He seemed rather mysteriously to have
shed that personality; become an awkward, ingratiating, rather too
exuberant, ordinary man with a marked German accent. From time to time
I found myself speculating uneasily on this phenomenon as I glanced down
the table at his great torso, white waist-coated for the occasion. He
was plainly “making up” to Nancy, and to Mrs. Ogilvy, who sat opposite
him. On the whole, the atmosphere of our entertainment was rather
electric. “Hilda” was chiefly responsible for this; her frankness was
of the breath-taking kind. Far from attempting to hide or ignore
the struggle by which she and her husband had attained their present
position, she referred with the utmost naivete to incidents in her
career, while the whole table paused to listen.
“Before we had a carriage, yes, it was hard for me to get about. I had
to be helped by the conductors into the streetcars. I broke my hip when
we lived in Steelville, and the doctor was a numbskull. He should be put
in prison, is what I tell Adolf. I was standing on a clothes-horse, when
it fell. I had much washing to do in those days.”
“And--can nothing be done, Mrs. Scherer?” asked Leonard Dickinson,
sympathetically.
“For an old woman? I am fifty-five. I have had many doctors. I would put
them all in prison. How much was it you paid Dr. Stickney, in New York,
Adolf? Five thousand dollars? And he did nothing--nothing. I'd rather be
poor again, and work. But it is well to make the best of it.”...
“Your grandfather was a fine man, Mr. Durrett,” she informed Hambleton.
“It is a pity for you, I think, that you do not have to work.”
Ham, who sat on her other side, was amused.
“My grandfather did enough work for both of us,” he said.
“If I had been your grandfather, I would have started you in puddling,”
she observed, as she eyed with disapproval the filling of his third
glass of champagne. “I think there is too much gay life, too much games
for rich young men nowadays. You will forgive me for saying what I think
to young men?”
“I'll forgive you for not being my grandfather, at any rate,” replied
Ham, with unaccustomed wit.
She gazed at him with grim humour.
“It is bad for you I am not,” she declared.
There was no gainsaying her. What can be done with a lady who will not
recognize that morality is not discussed, and that personalities are
tabooed save between intimates. Hilda was a personage as well as a
Tartar. Laws, conventions, usages--to all these she would conform when
it pleased her. She would have made an admirable inquisitorial judge,
and quite as admirable a sick nurse. A rare criminal lawyer, likewise,
was wasted in her. She was one of those individuals, I perceived, whose
loyalties dominate them; and who, in behalf of those loyalties, carry
chips on their shoulders.
“It is a long time that I have been wanting to meet you,” she informed
me. “You are smart.”
I smiled, yet I was inclined to resent her use of the word, though I
was by no means sure of the shade of meaning she meant to put into it.
I had, indeed, an uneasy sense of the scantiness of my fund of humour to
meet and turn such a situation; for I was experiencing, now, with her,
the same queer feeling I had known in my youth in the presence of Cousin
Robert Breck--the suspicion that this extraordinary person saw through
me. It was as though she held up a mirror and compelled me to look at my
soul features. I tried to assure myself that the mirror was distorted. I
lost, nevertheless, the sureness of touch that comes from the conviction
of being all of a piece. She contrived to resolve me again
into conflicting elements. I was, for the moment, no longer the
self-confident and triumphant young attorney accustomed to carry all
before him, to command respect and admiration, but a complicated being
whose unity had suddenly been split. I glanced around the table at
Ogilvy, at Dickinson, at Ralph Hambleton. These men were functioning
truly. But was I? If I were not, might not this be the reason for the
lack of synthesis--of which I was abruptly though vaguely aware between
my professional life, my domestic relationships, and my relationships
with friends. The loyalty of the woman beside me struck me forcibly as
a supreme trait. Where she had given, she did not withdraw. She had
conferred it instantly on Maude. Did I feel that loyalty towards a
single human being? towards Maude herself--my wife? or even towards
Nancy? I pulled myself together, and resolved to give her credit for
using the word “smart” in its unobjectionable sense. After all; Dickens
had so used it.
“A lawyer must needs know something of what he is about, Mrs. Scherer,
if he is to be employed by such a man as your husband,” I replied.
Her black eyes snapped with pleasure.
“Ah, I suppose that is so,” she agreed. “I knew he was a great man when
I married him, and that was before Mr. Nathaniel Durrett found it out.”
“But surely you did not think, in those days, that he would be as big
as he has become? That he would not only be president of the Boyne Iron
Works, but of a Boyne Iron Works that has exceeded Mr. Durrett's wildest
dreams.”
She shook her head complacently.
“Do you know what I told him when he married me? I said, 'Adolf, it is a
pity you are born in Germany.' And when he asked me why, I told him that
some day he might have been President of the United States.”
“Well, that won't be a great deprivation to him,” I remarked. “Mr.
Scherer can do what he wants, and the President cannot.”
“Adolf always does as he wants,” she declared, gazing at him as he sat
beside the brilliant wife of the grandson of the man whose red-shirted
foreman he had been. “He does what he wants, and gets what he wants. He
is getting what he wants now,” she added, with such obvious meaning
that I found no words to reply. “She is pretty, that Mrs. Durrett, and
clever,--is it not so?”
I agreed. A new and indescribable note had come into Mrs. Scherer's
voice, and I realized that she, too, was aware of that flaw in the
redoubtable Mr. Scherer which none of his associates had guessed. It
would have been strange if she had not discovered it. “She is beautiful,
yes,” the lady continued critically, “but she is not to compare with
your wife. She has not the heart,--it is so with all your people of
society. For them it is not what you are, but what you have done, and
what you have.”
The banality of this observation was mitigated by the feeling she threw
into it.
“I think you misjudge Mrs. Durrett,” I said, incautiously. “She has
never before had the opportunity of meeting Mr. Scherer of appreciating
him.”
“Mrs. Durrett is an old friend of yours?” she asked.
“I was brought up with her.”
“Ah!” she exclaimed, and turned her penetrating glance upon me. I was
startled. Could it be that she had discerned and interpreted those
renascent feelings even then stirring within me, and of which I myself
was as yet scarcely conscious? At this moment, fortunately for me, the
women rose; the men remained to smoke; and Scherer, as they discussed
matters of finance, became himself again. I joined in the conversation,
but I was thinking of those instants when in flashes of understanding my
eyes had met Nancy's; instants in which I was lifted out of my humdrum,
deadly serious self and was able to look down objectively upon the life
I led, the life we all led--and Nancy herself; to see with her the comic
irony of it all. Nancy had the power to give me this exquisite sense of
detachment that must sustain her. And was it not just this sustenance
she could give that I needed? For want of it I was hardening,
crystallizing, growing blind to the joy and variety of existence.
Nancy could have saved me; she brought it home to me that I needed
salvation.... I was struck by another thought; in spite of our
separation, in spite of her marriage and mine, she was still nearer to
me--far nearer--than any other being.
Later, I sought her out. She looked up at me amusedly from the
window-seat in our living-room, where she had been talking to the
Scherer girls.
“Well, how did you get along with Hilda?” she asked. “I thought I saw
you struggling.”
“She's somewhat disconcerting,” I said. “I felt as if she were turning
me inside out.”
Nancy laughed.
“Hilda's a discovery--a genius. I'm going to have them to dinner
myself.”
“And Adolf?” I inquired. “I believe she thought you were preparing to
run away with him. You seemed to have him hypnotized.”
“I'm afraid your great man won't be able to stand--elevation,” she
declared. “He'll have vertigo. He's even got it now, at this little
height, and when he builds his palace on Grant Avenue, and later moves
to New York, I'm afraid he'll wobble even more.”
“Is he thinking of doing all that?” I asked.
“I merely predict New York--it's inevitable,” she replied. “Grant
Avenue, yes; he wants me to help him choose a lot. He gave me ten
thousand dollars for our Orphans' Home, but on the whole I think I
prefer Hilda even if she doesn't approve of me.”
Nancy rose. The Scherers were going. While Mr. Scherer pressed my hand
in a manner that convinced me of his gratitude, Hilda was bidding an
affectionate good night to Maude. A few moments later she bore her
husband and daughters away, and we heard the tap-tap of her cane on the
walk outside....
XVII.
The remembrance of that dinner when with my connivance the Scherers
made their social debut is associated in my mind with the coming of the
fulness of that era, mad and brief, when gold rained down like manna
from our sooty skies. Even the church was prosperous; the Rev. Carey
Heddon, our new minister, was well abreast of the times, typical of the
new and efficient Christianity that has finally buried the hatchet with
enlightened self-interest. He looked like a young and prosperous man of
business, and indeed he was one.
The fame of our city spread even across the Atlantic, reaching obscure
hamlets in Europe, where villagers gathered up their lares and
penates, mortgaged their homes, and bought steamship tickets from
philanthropists,--philanthropists in diamonds. Our Huns began to arrive,
their Attilas unrecognized among them: to drive our honest Americans and
Irish and Germans out of the mills by “lowering the standard of
living.” Still--according to the learned economists in our universities,
enlightened self-interest triumphed. Had not the honest Americans and
Germans become foremen and even presidents of corporations? What greater
vindication for their philosophy could be desired?
The very aspect of the city changed like magic. New buildings sprang
high in the air; the Reliance Trust (Mr. Grierson's), the Scherer
Building, the Hambleton Building; a stew hotel, the Ashuela, took
proper care of our visitors from the East,--a massive, grey stone,
thousand-awninged affair on Boyne Street, with a grill where it became
the fashion to go for supper after the play, and a head waiter who knew
in a few weeks everyone worth knowing.
To return for a moment to the Huns. Maude had expressed a desire to
see a mill, and we went, one afternoon, in Mr. Scherer's carriage to
Steelville, with Mr. Scherer himself,--a bewildering, educative, almost
terrifying experience amidst fumes and flames, gigantic forces and
titanic weights. It seemed a marvel that we escaped being crushed or
burned alive in those huge steel buildings reverberating with sound.
They appeared a very bedlam of chaos, instead of the triumph of order,
organization and human skill. Mr. Scherer was very proud of it all, and
ours was a sort of triumphal procession, accompanied by superintendents,
managers and other factotums. I thought of my childhood image of
Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and our progress through the flames
seemed no less remarkable and miraculous.
Maude, with alarm in her eyes, kept very close to me, as I supplemented
the explanations they gave her. I had been there many times before.
“Why, Hugh,” she exclaimed, “you seem to know a lot about it!”
Mr. Scherer laughed.
“He's had to talk about it once or twice in court--eh, Hugh? You didn't
realize how clever your husband was did you, Mrs. Paret?”
“But this is so--complicated,” she replied. “It is overwhelming.”
“When I found out how much trouble he had taken to learn about my
business,” added Mr. Scherer, “there was only one thing to do. Make
him my lawyer. Hugh, you have the floor, and explain the open-hearth
process.”
I had almost forgotten the Huns. I saw Maude gazing at them with a new
kind of terror. And when we sat at home that evening they still haunted
her.
“Somehow, I can't bear to think about them,” she said. “I'm sure we'll
have to pay for it, some day.”
“Pay for what?” I asked.
“For making them work that way. And twelve hours! It can't be right,
while we have so much, and are so comfortable.”
“Don't be foolish,” I exclaimed. “They're used to it. They think
themselves lucky to get the work--and they are. Besides, you give them
credit for a sensitiveness that they don't possess. They wouldn't know
what to do with such a house as this if they had it.”
“I never realized before that our happiness and comfort were built on
such foundations;” she said, ignoring my remark.
“You must have seen your father's operatives, in Elkington, many times a
week.”
“I suppose I was too young to think about such things,” she reflected.
“Besides, I used to be sorry for them, sometimes. But these men at the
steel mills--I can't tell you what I feel about them. The sight of their
great bodies and their red, sullen faces brought home to me the cruelty
of life. Did you notice how some of them stared at us, as though they
were but half awake in the heat, with that glow on their faces? It made
me afraid--afraid that they'll wake up some day, and then they will be
terrible. I thought of the children. It seems not only wicked, but mad
to bring ignorant foreigners over here and make them slaves like that,
and so many of them are hurt and maimed. I can't forget them.”
“You're talking Socialism,” I said crossly, wondering whether Lucia had
taken it up as her latest fad.
“Oh, no, I'm not,” said Maude, “I don't know what Socialism is. I'm
talking about something that anyone who is not dazzled by all this
luxury we are living in might be able to see, about something which,
when it comes, we shan't be able to help.”
I ridiculed this. The prophecy itself did not disturb me half as much
as the fact that she had made it, as this new evidence that she was
beginning to think for herself, and along lines so different from my own
development.
While it lasted, before novelists, playwrights, professors and ministers
of the Gospel abandoned their proper sphere to destroy it, that
Golden Age was heaven; the New Jerusalem--in which we had ceased to
believe--would have been in the nature of an anticlimax to any of our
archangels of finance who might have attained it. The streets of our own
city turned out to be gold; gold likewise the acres of unused, scrubby
land on our outskirts, as the incident of the Riverside Franchise--which
I am about to relate--amply proved.
That scheme originated in the alert mind of Mr. Frederick Grierson, and
in spite of the fact that it has since become notorious in the eyes of
a virtue-stricken public, it was entered into with all innocence at the
time: most of the men who were present at the “magnate's” table at the
Boyne Club the day Mr. Grierson broached it will vouch for this. He
casually asked Mr. Dickinson if he had ever noticed a tract lying on the
river about two miles beyond the Heights, opposite what used to be in
the old days a road house.
“This city is growing so fast, Leonard,” said Grierson, lighting a
special cigar the Club kept for him, “that it might pay a few of us to
get together and buy that tract, have the city put in streets and sewers
and sell it in building lots. I think I can get most of it at less than
three hundred dollars an acre.”
Mr. Dickinson was interested. So were Mr. Ogilvy and Ralph Hambleton,
and Mr. Scherer, who chanced to be there. Anything Fred Grierson had to
say on the question of real estate was always interesting. He went on to
describe the tract, its size and location.
“That's all very well, Fred,” Dickinson objected presently, “but how are
your prospective householders going to get out there?”
“Just what I was coming to,” cried Grierson, triumphantly, “we'll get
a franchise, and build a street-railroad out Maplewood Avenue, an
extension of the Park Street line. We can get the franchise for next
to nothing, if we work it right.” (Mr. Grierson's eye fell on me), “and
sell it out to the public, if you underwrite it, for two million or so.”
“Well, you've got your nerve with you, Fred, as usual,” said Dickinson.
But he rolled his cigar in his mouth, an indication, to those who knew
him well, that he was considering the matter. When Leonard Dickinson
didn't say “no” at once, there was hope. “What do you think the property
holders on Maplewood Avenue would say? Wasn't it understood, when
that avenue was laid out, that it was to form part of the system of
boulevards?”
“What difference does it make what they say?” Ralph interposed.
Dickinson smiled. He, too, had an exaggerated respect for Ralph. We all
thought the proposal daring, but in no way amazing; the public existed
to be sold things to, and what did it matter if the Maplewood residents,
as Ralph said; and the City Improvement League protested?
Perry Blackwood was the Secretary of the City Improvement League, the
object of which was to beautify the city by laying out a system of
parkways.
The next day some of us gathered in Dickinson's office and decided that
Grierson should go ahead and get the options. This was done; not, of
course, in Grierson's name. The next move, before the formation of the
Riverside Company, was to “see” Mr. Judd Jason. The success or failure
of the enterprise was in his hands. Mahomet must go to the mountain, and
I went to Monahan's saloon, first having made an appointment. It was not
the first time I had been there since I had made that first memorable
visit, but I never quite got over the feeling of a neophyte before
Buddha, though I did not go so far as to analyze the reason,--that in
Mr. Jason I was brought face to face with the concrete embodiment of
the philosophy I had adopted, the logical consequence of enlightened
self-interest. If he had ever heard of it, he would have made no
pretence of being anything else. Greatness, declares some modern
philosopher, has no connection with virtue; it is the continued, strong
and logical expression of some instinct; in Mr. Jason's case, the
predatory instinct. And like a true artist, he loved his career for
itself--not for what its fruits could buy. He might have built a palace
on the Heights with the tolls he took from the disreputable houses of
the city; he was contented with Monahan's saloon: nor did he seek to
propitiate a possible God by endowing churches and hospitals with a
portion of his income. Try though I might, I never could achieve the
perfection of this man's contempt for all other philosophies. The very
fact of my going there in secret to that dark place of his from out
of the bright, respectable region in which I lived was in itself an
acknowledgment of this. I thought him a thief--a necessary thief--and
he knew it: he was indifferent to it; and it amused him, I think, to
see clinging to me, when I entered his presence, shreds of that morality
which those of my world who dealt with him thought so needful for the
sake of decency.
He was in bed, reading newspapers, as usual. An empty coffee-cup and a
plate were on the littered table.
“Sit down, sit down, Paret,” he said. “What do you hear from the
Senator?”
I sat down, and gave him the news of Mr. Watling. He seemed, as usual,
distrait, betraying no curiosity as to the object of my call, his lean,
brown fingers playing with the newspapers on his lap. Suddenly, he
flashed out at me one of those remarks which produced the uncanny
conviction that, so far as affairs in the city were concerned, he was
omniscient.
“I hear somebody has been getting options on that tract of land beyond
the Heights, on the river.”
He had “focussed.”
“How did you hear that?” I asked.
He smiled.
“It's Grierson, ain't it?”
“Yes, it's Grierson,” I said.
“How are you going to get your folks out there?” he demanded.
“That's what I've come to see you about. We want a franchise for
Maplewood Avenue.”
“Maplewood Avenue!” He lay back with his eyes closed, as though trying
to visualize such a colossal proposal....
When I left him, two hours later, the details were all arranged, down to
Mr. Jason's consideration from Riverside Company and the “fee” which
his lawyer, Mr. Bitter, was to have for “presenting the case” before
the Board of Aldermen. I went back to lunch at the Boyne Club, and to
receive the congratulations of my friends. The next week the Riverside
Company was formed, and I made out a petition to the Board of Aldermen
for a franchise; Mr. Bitter appeared and argued: in short, the procedure
so familiar to modern students of political affairs was gone through.
The Maplewood Avenue residents rose en masse, supported by the City
Improvement League. Perry Blackwood, as soon as he heard of the
petition, turned up at my office. By this time I was occupying Mr.
Watling's room.
“Look here,” he began, as soon as the office-boy had closed the door
behind him, “this is going it a little too strong.”
“What is?” I asked, leaning back in my chair and surveying him.
“This proposed Maplewood Avenue Franchise. Hugh,” he said, “you and I
have been friends a good many years, Lucia and I are devoted to Maude.”
I did not reply.
“I've seen all along that we've been growing apart,” he added sadly.
“You've got certain ideas about things which I can't share. I suppose
I'm old fashioned. I can't trust myself to tell you what I think--what
Tom and I think about this deal.”
“Go ahead, Perry,” I said.
He got up, plainly agitated, and walked to the window. Then he turned to
me appealingly.
“Get out of it, for God's sake get out of it, before it's too late. For
your own sake, for Maude's, for the children's. You don't realize what
you are doing. You may not believe me, but the time will come when these
fellows you are in with will be repudiated by the community,--their
money won't help them. Tom and I are the best friends you have,” he
added, a little irrelevantly.
“And you think I'm going to the dogs.”
“Now don't take it the wrong way,” he urged.
“What is it you object to about the Maplewood franchise?” I asked. “If
you'll look at a map of the city, you'll see that development is bound
to come on that side. Maplewood Avenue is the natural artery,
somebody will build a line out there, and if you'd rather have eastern
capitalists--”
“Why are you going to get this franchise?” he demanded. “Because we
haven't a decent city charter, and a healthy public spirit, you fellows
are buying it from a corrupt city boss, and bribing a corrupt board of
aldermen. That's the plain language of it. And it's only fair to warn
you that I'm going to say so, openly.”
“Be sensible,” I answered. “We've got to have street railroads,--your
family has one. We know what the aldermen are, what political conditions
are. If you feel this way about it, the thing to do is to try to change
them. But why blame me for getting a franchise for a company in the only
manner in which, under present conditions, a franchise can be got? Do
you want the city to stand still? If not, we have to provide for the new
population.”
“Every time you bribe these rascals for a franchise you entrench them,”
he cried. “You make it more difficult to oust them. But you mark my
words, we shall get rid of them some day, and when that fight comes, I
want to be in it.”
He had grown very much excited; and it was as though this excitement
suddenly revealed to me the full extent of the change that had taken
place in him since he had left college. As he stood facing me, almost
glaring at me through his eye-glasses, I beheld a slim, nervous,
fault-finding doctrinaire, incapable of understanding the world as it
was, lacking the force of his pioneer forefathers. I rather pitied him.
“I'm sorry we can't look at this thing alike, Perry,” I told him.
“You've said solve pretty hard things, but I realize that you hold your
point of view in good faith, and that you have come to me as an old
friend. I hope it won't make any difference in our personal relations.”
“I don't see how it can help making a difference,” he answered slowly.
His excitement had cooled abruptly: he seemed dazed. At this moment my
private stenographer entered to inform me that I was being called up on
the telephone from New York. “Well, you have more important affairs to
attend to, I won't bother you any more,” he added.
“Hold on,” I exclaimed, “this call can wait. I'd like to talk it over
with you.”
“I'm afraid it wouldn't be any use, Hugh,” he said, and went out.
After talking with the New York client whose local interests I
represented I sat thinking over the conversation with Perry. Considering
Maude's intimacy with and affection for the Blackwoods, the affair was
awkward, opening up many uncomfortable possibilities; and it was the
prospect of discomfort that bothered me rather than regret for the
probable loss of Perry's friendship. I still believed myself to have an
affection for him: undoubtedly this was a sentimental remnant....
That evening after dinner Tom came in alone, and I suspected that Perry
had sent him. He was fidgety, ill at ease, and presently asked if I
could see him a moment in my study. Maude's glance followed us.
“Say, Hugh, this is pretty stiff,” he blurted out characteristically,
when the door was closed.
“I suppose you mean the Riverside Franchise,” I said. He looked up at
me, miserably, from the chair into which he had sunk, his hands in his
pockets.
“You'll forgive me for talking about it, won't you? You used to lecture
me once in a while at Cambridge, you know.”
“That's all right--go ahead,” I replied, trying to speak amiably.
“You know I've always admired you, Hugh,--I never had your ability,”
he began painfully, “you've gone ahead pretty fast,--the truth is that
Perry and I have been worried about you for some time. We've tried
not to be too serious in showing it, but we've felt that these modern
business methods were getting into your system without your realizing
it. There are some things a man's friends can tell him, and it's their
duty to tell him. Good God, haven't you got enough, Hugh,--enough
success and enough money, without going into a thing like this Riverside
scheme?”
I was intensely annoyed, if not angry; and I hesitated a moment to calm
myself.
“Tom, you don't understand my position,” I said. “I'm willing to discuss
it with you, now that you've opened up the subject. Perry's been talking
to you, I can see that. I think Perry's got queer ideas,--to be plain
with you, and they're getting queerer.”
He sat down again while, with what I deemed a rather exemplary patience,
I went over the arguments in favour of my position; and as I talked,
it clarified in my own mind. It was impossible to apply to business an
individual code of ethics,--even to Perry's business, to Tom's business:
the two were incompatible, and the sooner one recognized that the
better: the whole structure of business was built up on natural, as
opposed to ethical law. We had arrived at an era of frankness--that was
the truth--and the sooner we faced this truth the better for our peace
of mind. Much as we might deplore the political system that had grown
up, we had to acknowledge, if we were consistent, that it was the base
on which our prosperity was built. I was rather proud of having evolved
this argument; it fortified my own peace of mind, which had been
disturbed by Tom's attitude. I began to pity him. He had not been very
successful in life, and with the little he earned, added to Susan's
income, I knew that a certain ingenuity was required to make both ends
meet. He sat listening with a troubled look. A passing phase of feeling
clouded for a brief moment my confidence when there arose in my mind an
unbidden memory of my youth, of my father. He, too, had mistrusted my
ingenuity. I recalled how I had out-manoeuvred him and gone to college;
I remembered the March day so long ago, when Tom and I had stood on the
corner debating how to deceive him, and it was I who had suggested the
nice distinction between a boat and a raft. Well, my father's illogical
attitude towards boyhood nature, towards human nature, had forced me
into that lie, just as the senseless attitude of the public to-day
forced business into a position of hypocrisy.
“Well, that's clever,” he said, slowly and perplexedly, when I had
finished. “It's damned clever, but somehow it looks to me all wrong. I
can't pick it to pieces.” He got up rather heavily. “I--I guess I ought
to be going. Susan doesn't know where I am.”
I was exasperated. It was clear, though he did not say so, that he
thought me dishonest. The pain in his eyes had deepened.
“If you feel that way--” I said.
“Oh, God, I don't know how I feel!” he cried. “You're the oldest friend
I have, Hugh,--I can't forget that. We'll say nothing more about it.” He
picked up his hat and a moment later I heard the front door close
behind him. I stood for a while stock-still, and then went into the
living-room, where Maude was sewing.
“Why, where's Tom?” she inquired, looking up.
“Oh, he went home. He said Susan didn't know where he was.”
“How queer! Hugh, was there anything the matter? Is he in trouble?” she
asked anxiously.
I stood toying with a book-mark, reflecting. She must inevitably come to
suspect that something had happened, and it would be as well to fortify
her.
“The trouble is,” I said after a moment, “that Perry and Tom would like
to run modern business on the principle of a charitable institution.
Unfortunately, it is not practical. They're upset because I have been
retained by a syndicate whose object is to develop some land out beyond
Maplewood Avenue. They've bought the land, and we are asking the city
to give us a right to build a line out Maplewood Avenue, which is the
obvious way to go. Perry says it will spoil the avenue. That's nonsense,
in the first place. The avenue is wide, and the tracks will be in a
grass plot in the centre. For the sake of keeping tracks off that avenue
he would deprive people of attractive homes at a small cost, of the
good air they can get beyond the heights; he would stunt the city's
development.”
“That does seem a little unreasonable,” Maude admitted. “Is that all he
objects to?”
“No, he thinks it an outrage because, in order to get the franchise, we
have to deal with the city politicians. Well, it so happens, and always
has happened, that politics have been controlled by leaders, whom
Perry calls 'bosses,' and they are not particularly attractive men. You
wouldn't care to associate with them. My father once refused to be mayor
of the city for this reason. But they are necessities. If the people
didn't want them, they'd take enough interest in elections to throw them
out. But since the people do want them, and they are there, every time
a new street-car line or something of that sort needs to be built they
have to be consulted, because, without their influence nothing could be
done. On the other hand, these politicians cannot afford to ignore men
of local importance like Leonard Dickinson and Adolf Scherer and Miller
Gorse who represent financial substance and' responsibility. If a new
street-railroad is to be built, these are the logical ones to build it.
You have just the same situation in Elkington, on a smaller scale.
“Your family, the Hutchinses, own the mills and the street-railroads,
and any new enterprise that presents itself is done with their money,
because they are reliable and sound.”
“It isn't pleasant to think that there are such people as the
politicians, is it?” said Maude, slowly.
“Unquestionably not,” I agreed. “It isn't pleasant to think of some
other crude forces in the world. But they exist, and they have to be
dealt with. Suppose the United States should refuse to trade with Russia
because, from our republican point of view, we regarded her government
as tyrannical and oppressive? or to cooperate with England in some
undertaking for the world's benefit because we contended that she ruled
India with an iron hand? In such a case, our President and Senate would
be scoundrels for making and ratifying a treaty. Yet here are Perry and
Tom, and no doubt Susan and Lucia, accusing me, a lifetime friend, of
dishonesty because I happen to be counsel for a syndicate that wishes to
build a street-railroad for the convenience of the people of the city.”
“Oh, no, not of dishonesty!” she exclaimed. “I can't--I won't believe
they would do that.”
“Pretty near it,” I said. “If I listened to them, I should have to give
up the law altogether.”
“Sometimes,” she answered in a low voice, “sometimes I wish you would.”
“I might have expected that you would take their point of view.”
As I was turning away she got up quickly and put her hand on my
shoulder.
“Hugh, please don't say such things--you've no right to say them.”
“And you?” I asked.
“Don't you see,” she continued pleadingly, “don't you see that we are
growing apart? That's the only reason I said what I did. It isn't that I
don't trust you, that I don't want you to have your work, that I demand
all of you. I know a woman can't ask that,--can't have it. But if you
would only give me--give the children just a little, if I could feel
that we meant something to you and that this other wasn't gradually
becoming everything, wasn't absorbing you more and more, killing the
best part of you. It's poisoning our marriage, it's poisoning all your
relationships.”
In that appeal the real Maude, the Maude of the early days of our
marriage flashed forth again so vividly that I was taken aback. I
understood that she had had herself under control, had worn a mask--a
mask I had forced on her; and the revelation of the continued existence
of that other Maude was profoundly disturbing. Was it true, as she said,
that my absorption in the great game of modern business, in the modern
American philosophy it implied was poisoning my marriage? or was it
that my marriage had failed to satisfy and absorb me? I was touched--but
sentimentally touched: I felt that this was a situation that ought to
touch me; I didn't wish to face it, as usual: I couldn't acknowledge to
myself that anything was really wrong... I patted her on the shoulder, I
bent over and kissed her.
“A man in my position can't altogether choose just how busy he will be,”
I said smiling. “Matters are thrust upon me which I have to accept, and
I can't help thinking about some of them when I come home. But we'll go
off for a real vacation soon, Maude, to Europe--and take the children.”
“Oh, I hope so,” she said.
From this time on, as may be supposed, our intercourse with both the
Blackwoods began to grow less frequent, although Maude continued to see
a great deal of Lucia; and when we did dine in their company, or
they with us, it was quite noticeable that their former raillery was
suppressed. Even Tom had ceased to refer to me as the young Napoleon
of the Law: he clung to me, but he too kept silent on the subject of
business. Maude of course must have noticed this, must have sensed the
change of atmosphere, have known that the Blackwoods, at least, were
maintaining appearances for her sake. She did not speak to me of the
change, nor I to her; but when I thought of her silence, it was to
suspect that she was weighing the question which had led up to the
difference between Perry and me, and I had a suspicion that the fact
that I was her husband would not affect her ultimate decision. This
faculty of hers of thinking things out instead of accepting my views and
decisions was, as the saying goes, getting a little “on my nerves”: that
she of all women should have developed it was a recurring and unpleasant
surprise. I began at times to pity myself a little, to feel the need of
sympathetic companionship--feminine companionship....
I shall not go into the details of the procurement of what became known
as the Riverside Franchise. In spite of the Maplewood residents, of the
City Improvement League and individual protests, we obtained it with
absurd ease. Indeed Perry Blackwood himself appeared before the Public
Utilities Committee of the Board of Aldermen, and was listened to
with deference and gravity while he discoursed on the defacement of a
beautiful boulevard to satisfy the greed of certain private individuals.
Mr. Otto Bitter and myself, who appeared for the petitioners, had
a similar reception. That struggle was a tempest in a tea-pot. The
reformer raged, but he was feeble in those days, and the great public
believed what it read in the respectable newspapers. In Mr. Judah
B. Tallant's newspaper, for instance, the Morning Era, there were
semi-playful editorials about “obstructionists.” Mr. Perry Blackwood
was a well-meaning, able gentleman of an old family, etc., but with a
sentiment for horse-cars. The Era published also the resolutions which
(with interesting spontaneity!) had been passed by our Board of Trade
and Chamber of Commerce and other influential bodies in favour of the
franchise; the idea--unknown to the public--of Mr. Hugh Paret, who
wrote drafts of the resolutions and suggested privately to Mr. Leonard
Dickinson that a little enthusiasm from these organizations might be
helpful. Mr. Dickinson accepted the suggestion eagerly, wondering why he
hadn't thought of it himself. The resolutions carried some weight with a
public that did not know its right hand from its left.
After fitting deliberation, one evening in February the Board of
Aldermen met and granted the franchise. Not unanimously, oh, no! Mr.
Jason was not so simple as that! No further visits to Monahan's saloon
on my part, in this connection were necessary; but Mr. Otto Bitter met
me one day in the hotel with a significant message from the boss.
“It's all fixed,” he informed me. “Murphy and Scott and Ottheimer and
Grady and Loth are the decoys. You understand?”
“I think I gather your meaning,” I said.
Mr. Bitter smiled by pulling down one corner of a crooked mouth.
“They'll vote against it on principle, you know,” he added. “We get a
little something from the Maple Avenue residents.”
I've forgotten what the Riverside Franchise cost. The sum was paid in a
lump sum to Mr. Bitter as his “fee,”--so, to their chagrin, a grand jury
discovered in later years, when they were barking around Mr. Jason's
hole with an eager district attorney snapping his whip over them.
I remember the cartoon. The municipal geese were gone, but it was
impossible to prove that this particular fox had used his enlightened
reason in their procurement. Mr. Bitter was a legally authorized fox,
and could take fees. How Mr. Jason was to be rewarded by the land
company's left-hand, unknown, to the land company's right hand, became a
problem worthy of a genius. The genius was found, but modesty forbids
me to mention his name, and the problem was solved, to wit: the land
company bought a piece of downtown property from--Mr. Ryerson, who was
Mr. Grierson's real estate man and the agent for the land company, for
a consideration of thirty thousand dollars. An unconfirmed rumour had it
that Mr. Ryerson turned over the thirty thousand to Mr. Jason. Then the
Riverside Company issued a secret deed of the same property back to Mr.
Ryerson, and this deed was not recorded until some years later.
Such are the elaborate transactions progress and prosperity demand.
Nature is the great teacher, and we know that her ways are at times
complicated and clumsy. Likewise, under the “natural” laws of economics,
new enterprises are not born without travail, without the aid of legal
physicians well versed in financial obstetrics. One hundred and fifty
to two hundred thousand, let us say, for the right to build tracks on
Maplewood Avenue, and we sold nearly two million dollars worth of the
securities back to the public whose aldermen had sold us the franchise.
Is there a man so dead as not to feel a thrill at this achievement?
And let no one who declares that literary talent and imagination are
nonexistent in America pronounce final judgment until he reads that
prospectus, in which was combined the best of realism and symbolism,
for the labours of Alonzo Cheyne were not to be wasted, after all. Mr.
Dickinson, who was a director in the Maplewood line, got a handsome
underwriting percentage, and Mr. Berringer, also a director, on the
bonds and preferred stock he sold. Mr. Paret, who entered both companies
on the ground floor, likewise got fees. Everybody was satisfied except
the trouble makers, who were ignored. In short, the episode of the
Riverside Franchise is a triumphant proof of the contention that
business men are the best fitted to conduct the politics of their
country.
We had learned to pursue our happiness in packs, we knew that the
Happy Hunting-Grounds are here and now, while the Reverend Carey Heddon
continued to assure the maimed, the halt and the blind that their
kingdom was not of this world, that their time was coming later. Could
there have been a more idyl arrangement! Everybody should have been
satisfied, but everybody was not. Otherwise these pages would never have
been written.