THE COURSE OF TRUE LOVE.
The war ended. Napoleon fell. St. Helena received the imperial exile. On
this lonely rock, far out in the Atlantic, the chained Prometheus
suffered a punishment worse than death--Sir Hudson Lowe being the
vulture which continually struck, to prey upon, his heart.
The conclusion of the war influenced the fortunes of others besides its
greatest victim. The battalion in which Cussen had served was reduced,
and, with many others, his occupation was gone. While yet uncertain what
course to pursue, he received an invitation from his late Colonel, very
urgently pressing him to visit the veteran at his country seat in
Hampshire; and thither he proceeded.
Cussen, it may here be stated, was what old crones (who are good judges
of such things, knowing "a hawk from a hernshaw") would simply and
expressively describe as "a very personable man." He was in the spring
of early manhood. He had the advantage, whatever _that_ might be, of
gentle blood; he had received a good education; he had distinguished
himself in the greatest battle of the age; above all, he had saved the
life of the gallant officer whose guest he was. What wonder, therefore,
if, before he had been quite a month at Walton Hall, the bright eyes of
Miss Walton beamed yet more brightly when they met his admiring glances.
The lady was young--not decidedly lovely, perhaps, but that most
charming of all charming creatures, a thoroughly English beauty. She
might not immediately dazzle, but she was sure always to delight. It was
impossible to see and not admire her. Besides, she had been largely
endowed with intellect by bounteous nature, and had also been well
educated, carefully rather than brilliantly. With an undeniable dash of
romance in her character, she was so pure in heart and thought, that the
very novelty of _such_ purity threw such a spell of enchantment upon the
fevered passion of John Cussen, that literally, for the first time in
his life, his soul was subdued into a tenderness which contrasted
strangely, but not unpleasantly, with the wild tumults--rather of sense
than soul--which, in former days, he had been wont to dignify with the
name of Love.
When he ascertained such to be the state of his own feelings, he became
very anxious to learn whether Alice Walton was affected in like manner.
Her impressions appeared to be very much as he desired, for, kissing
that fair cheek, which
"Blushed at the praise of its own loveliness,"
and whispering hope to her anxious ear, he proceeded to explain to her
father all that he felt--to solicit his sanction for the love which, but
just confessed to each other, had suddenly been matured by that
confession into a passion at once deep and ardent.
Alice Walton was an only child. What other result, then, can be
anticipated than the usual one--the favorable reception of the avowal
made by Cussen? Affection raises few difficulties where the happiness of
the beloved is felt to be deeply involved. It is questionable whether,
on that evening, a happier group could have been found anywhere within
the limits of "merry England." The old soldier, pleased with the
opportunity of keeping his gallant preserver with him while also
securing the happiness of his daughter;--the young man exulting in his
conquest, proud of the personal and mental endowments of his lady-love,
and firmly resolving never to give her any cause to repent having
yielded to the trusting affection which her guileless nature had formed
for him;--the maiden herself, with the daydream of love making an almost
visible atmosphere of joy around her heart, softly yielded to glad and
genial anticipations of a happy future. Well is it that Woman's heart
can thus luxuriate in imagination, for, in many cases, the romance of
their love is far brighter than the reality ever proves to be.
Some arrangements which were to be made respecting his family property,
and a natural desire personally to communicate his favorable prospects
to his father, required that Cussen, now an accepted suitor, should
proceed to Ireland for a short time.
Imagine the parting. The endearing caresses--the gentle beseechings for
full and frequent letters--the soft promises as to faithful
remembrances--the whispers of that mutual affection upon which a few
brief months would put the seal--and the "Farewell," which, though dewed
with tears, had not very much of real sorrow in it, so sweetly did it
realize the expressive lines of the poet, of the parting, though sad,
which
"Brought the hope that the morrow
Would bring back the blest hour of meeting again!"
Cussen arrived in Ireland just in time to see his father die, and to
learn that old involvements, and the early extravagance in which himself
had rioted, had reduced their estate to a nominal income. The greater
part of its produce had been swallowed up by interest payable to the
mortgagees, who, from time to time, had advanced money on the property.
In this dilemma, Cussen did, from impulse, what, had he acted simply on
calculation only, would have been the very best thing for him. Without
loss of time, he frankly communicated with Colonel Walton on this
unpromising condition and aspect of his affairs and prospects--assured
him that, when he sued for his daughter's hand, he had not the least
idea that he was so near the condition of a ruined man--that his father,
when discharging the liabilities in which his early extravagance had
involved him, had never breathed a syllable of the price at which they
were to be swept away--that, almost beggared as he now was, he felt
himself, in a worldly point of view, anything but a match for Alice--and
that, while, with a breaking heart, he absolved her from the tender vows
which she had made, he still cherished a hope that even yet, pass a few
years, he might be able to achieve a position, by the exercise of his
talents, which, once again, would permit him, on a more equal footing
than at present, to solicit a renewal of their betrothal. The Colonel
was brief and decisive. He thanked Cussen for his frank and honourable
conduct, assuring him that Alice, as well as himself, fully appreciated
his motives; declared that for his daughter's sake, as well as his own,
he was unwilling to relinquish the intended alliance with his preserver
and friend; and liberally gave the kindest promises of such full and
immediate assistance as would speedily relieve the estate from its
encumbrances--should it indeed be thought expedient to retain it, the
reversion of the invaluable Walton Hall property inalienably belonging
to Alice.
Before, by the fulfilment of this promise, Cussen's brighter prospects
could be realized, "the tenth wave of human misery swept" over his
heart. There came a sad reverse. I am acquainted with all the details,
but they are too melancholy to be related here. Let it be sufficient to
say that Alice Walton and her father met with a sudden and tragic doom.
By an accident, the origin of which was suspected, but never
ascertained, their residence was consumed by fire--father and daughter
perishing in the flames. The estate passed, in due course of law, to the
next of kin, with whom Cussen had no acquaintance, and upon whom he had
no claim. In due course of law, also, the mortgages on Cussen's own
property were foreclosed. He was a ruined man.
The cup of misery overflowed. Very bitter did Cussen find the draught.
Hopes blighted--the golden promise of his young manhood wholly
destroyed--station utterly lost--Poverty with her feet upon his
hearthstone--all that made the value of life swept away at once. Amid
the maddening whirl of such contending emotions as this desolation
caused, no wonder if even his strong mind and large frame bowed beneath
the shock.
Months passed by, and bodily health was in a measure restored. But the
mind did not recover its elastic spring. Sunk in the torpor of despair,
John Cussen was a broken man. Then came the reaction, after a time, and
then he awoke to the sad reality of life. Better far had he continued
unconscious or despairing. He might have been miserable, but he would
have been unstained by guilt. Gradually, he found a Lethe for his sad
thoughts, by passing "the Rubicon of the cup." At first, while this was
being done in secret, the neighboring gentry made many efforts to
arrange his affairs, liberate him from his more pressing pecuniary
involvements, and give him the opportunity of realizing an adequate
income by the practice of his profession. Each proffered kindness was
rejected. He sat, another Timon, with his household gods shivered around
him.
This could not long continue--for man cannot live without society. By
degrees Cussen returned to the haunts and the companionship of man. Had
he kept within the pale of his own class, perhaps all might still have
been well. But a change had passed over and darkened his mind. He
fancied that scorn sat upon the lip and glanced from the eye of every
one more wealthy than himself, and thus Pride guided the arrow which
Poverty barbed. He shunned the society of those to whom, in all save
wealth, he had been equal, at the very least, and he found a consolation
in the company of those who, remembering his birth (and in no place is
that memory so well retained as in Ireland), would have considered him
as their superior, even if, like them, he had to till the earth for a
bare subsistence. Thus, by a slow but certain process of deterioration,
John Cussen--once the pride of the order of fashion and wealth in his
native country--gradually became the associate of the ignorant and
excitable peasantry.
Mixing with these poor people,--then, as ever, dissatisfied with their
condition, and eagerly anxious for any change which seemed to promise
better days and brighter fortunes,--Cussen soon became thoroughly
identified with their feelings. Hating oppression, believing that the
peasantry were greatly wronged by absentee landlords, oppressive
middlemen, and an exacting "Church as by law established," he allowed
himself to be seduced into the secret and illegal association of the
Whiteboys. The homage which they paid to his birth and education, gave
him more satisfaction than, at first, he ventured to own, even to
himself. His pride was soothed by finding himself yet looked up to by
any class. The energy of his character returned (in part), and assuming
strong and unquestioned command over the disaffected peasantry, he
became one of their most powerful leaders. Quick in mental resources,
superior in physical strength, his influence over his followers was very
great. Entire obedience was yielded to his commands, and (as in the
present instance, when he undertook to lead the attack upon Churchtown
Barracks) his presence was deemed sufficient to insure the success of
any enterprise, however daring. In all this, however, it is scarcely
doubtful that John Cussen's actions were those of a man whose mind had
lost its balance. Sorrow and suffering had touched his brain, and
perhaps _this_ was the vent which prevented actual insanity.
There was "method in his madness," however, for when he entered upon
this wild and secret career, he took care that the movements which he
personally guided should be remote from that part of the country in
which he was best known. He strictly forbade any of his troops to
indulge in drink, whenever their co-operation was required, and on all
expeditions which he personally led (chiefly for the purpose of
obtaining fire-arms from the houses of country gentlemen) he suited his
attire to that of his companions, and so complete was the disguise, that
none could recognize John Cussen as the dreaded Captain Rock, who
scattered terror wherever he moved.
The remarkable fidelity which the Irish peasantry make it at once a
matter of duty and pride to pay to their leaders against the law, was
Cussen's chief protection. His secret was well kept. None of the gentry
of the county had the slightest suspicion that Cussen, in whom many of
them still professed to take an interest, was in any way mixed up--far
less as a leader--with the Whiteboy movements which caused them so much
alarm.
Such was John Cussen, whom we left leading a goodly company of
Whiteboys to the attack on Churchtown Barracks, a military position of
much strength and some importance.