THE SUPREME TEST
Half-way between Woodcraft and the Durant lumber camp the trail
crosses Speckled Brook, once a noted trout stream famed for the size
of the spotted beauties that lurked in the black depths of its pools,
or hung on the edge of its boiling rapids watching for the unfortunate
grub or fly struggling helplessly on the shimmering surface of its
swift current. Persistent whipping day in and day out through the open
seasons by anglers whose creed is little more than greed has robbed it
of its fame for big strings, and the ruthless destruction of cover on
its watersheds by the axe of the lumbermen has so reduced its water
supply that a note of pathos has crept into the sweetness of its song
and sadly marred the beauty of its forest setting.
Yet even now there is an indescribable charm about Speckled Brook, and
in some of the deeper pools are finny warriors worthy the skill and
patience of lovers of the rod. Walter never could come within sound of
its purling song without experiencing an irresistible desire to
linger.
It was calling to him now as with noiseless step he strode along the
trail toward the Durant camp. Since his trip to Lonesome Pond he had
continually practiced "still walking," whenever the opportunity
offered. It had been the chief incentive for many a morning tramp. He
had become fairly proficient by now, and on an ordinary trail walked
with freedom and ease without giving conscious thought to his feet.
Twice he had surprised deer and frequently approached smaller game to
within close range of observation before they became aware of his
presence. Each success brought with it a sense of growing skill, a
feeling that in time he might fairly hope to pit his trained knowledge
against the wonderful senses of the wild life around him with the
advantage not wholly on their side.
Now as he came within sound of Speckled Brook he quickened his step
that he might linger for a few minutes on the log bridge over which
the trail ran. It was hidden from his view by a sharp turn so that he
was almost upon it before he became aware that someone was before him.
Seated on a stringer of the bridge, his face buried in his arms, was a
khaki and flannel clad figure. An expensive split-bamboo rod lay
beside him unheeded, the tip jerking up and down in a way that
evidenced something more than the current tugging at the end of the
line. It was a pathetic figure, contrasting strangely with the joy of
the beautiful morning. Now and then there was a heave to the drooping
shoulders, while a muffled sob mingled with the song of the brook.
Walter paused, irresolute. He had recognized Harrison at the first
glance, and his heart went out to the boy who had sought the sanctuary
of the wilderness to give way to his misery where none should see.
With an inborn delicacy of feeling Walter turned softly, and without a
sound stole back up the trail until the turn had effectually hidden
him from view. The bitterest thing in a boy's life is to be seen in
his hour of weakness by another boy. Somehow it seems to rob him of
something of his manhood. Without analyzing it in this way Walter felt
that it would be unfair to Hal to let him know that he had been seen
crying.
At the end of a hundred yards or so Walter once more turned in the
direction of the bridge, whistling shrilly. This time when he rounded
the turn Hal was on his feet rebaiting his hook, while a ten-inch
trout flapped at his feet. His hat was pulled low over his face, but
on his cheeks were traces of tears hastily wiped away.
"Hello, Hal! What luck?" called Walter cheerily as he approached.
"I don't know as it's any business of yours. You see I'm not buying
'em, anyway," was the surly and bitter reply.
Walter flushed, and an angry retort rose to his lips, but with it came
a vision of the picture of utter misery he had witnessed a few minutes
before. He stepped forward and held out his hand.
"Don't, Hal," he pleaded. "Let's be friends."
"You don't want me for a friend; nobody does," growled the other.
"Hal, I came pretty near punching your head once, or trying to,
anyway. Now I am coming back at you. When you say that I don't want
you for a friend you are not telling the truth. Now, are you going to
punch my head or are you going to shake hands?" Walter once more
extended his hand, all his good humor restored.
Slowly the other reached forth and gripped it. "I--I guess I'll
shake," he said, a sheepish smile twitching at the corners of his
mouth. Then he pushed back his hat and faced Walter squarely. "It's
mighty white of you, Walt," he blurted out hurriedly. "I do want you
for a friend. I guess I need friends if any fellow ever did. Nobody's
got any use for me back there," nodding in the direction of the camp,
"and I can't get away, because I haven't anywhere to go. You see, my
folks are all in Europe for the summer. I'm stuck here, and I've got
to stay."
"I'm glad of it," said Walter heartily.
"Wh-what do you mean?" demanded Hal.
"Just what I say," replied the other. "I'm glad of it. You've got in
wrong here with the camp. If you went away now you'd always be in
wrong with the whole crowd. Maybe you think that if you got away and
never came back it wouldn't matter what the fellows think, but it
would. They'd always remember you, not for what you really are but for
what they think you are, and no matter how great a success you might
make when you grow up you'd know all the time that a lot of people
didn't believe in you. You've made a lot of mistakes. Now you've got a
chance to correct 'em right where you made 'em. You can't forget 'em
yourself, and don't want to, but you can make the other fellows forget
'em; and they will, too, if you'll give 'em a chance.
"Your dad's got a lot of money, and I guess you've grown up to think
that money is the only thing that counts. I s'pose it does count for a
lot in the city, but out here in the woods it doesn't count a little
bit. It's the fellow himself, the stuff that's in him, and not what
he's got. You forget all about your dad, I mean his money, and sail in
for everything that's doin' here, and you'll find that the boys will
meet you more'n half-way. Gee, I'm getting to be a regular preacher!"
Hal laughed, the first genuine laugh he had had for many a long day.
"It's the best sermon I ever heard, Walt," he said. His jaw suddenly
shot forward in set lines. "By George, I believe you are right, and
I'm going to fight it out right here!--If you'll help me," he added
wistfully.
"Sure I'll help!" replied Walter heartily, "and so will the rest of
the fellows, if you'll give 'em a chance."
Hal gazed at the brook thoughtfully for a few minutes. "I--I hardly
know how to begin," he said hesitatingly.
"Go hunt up Chief Avery of the Senecas and tell him that you know
you've made a mess of things and that you want to square yourself with
the tribe and with the rest of the fellers. He'll help you out, and
tell you what to do. He's white all through," advised Walter.
"I know he is," admitted Hal. "He's been mighty decent to me. I guess
if it hadn't been for him the other fellows would have refused to
speak to me at all. I wish--I wish there was some way I could make up
some of those points the tribe lost when I was found out. I can't do
it fishing, for honest, Walt, I don't know the fishing grounds at all.
I tried to bribe Pat Malone to tell me where he caught those big fish,
but he knew which side his bread was buttered. Said he'd catch 'em for
me, but I couldn't make him loosen up and show me where I could catch
'em myself. There's one fellow in the woods that money talks to all
right, all right! He knew that as long as I had to have the points I'd
pay for 'em, and he held me up a little stiffer each time. I don't see
what got into him to come peach on me. Did--did you put him up to it?"
Hal had the grace to blush as he asked the question, and before Walter
could reply he hastened to apologize. "I know you didn't. At first I
was sure you did. I guess I was pretty sore. I thought you had it in
for me, and I wouldn't blame you a little bit if you had had. But I
don't see now what struck Pat. Do you know, I've always had more'n
half a suspicion that he stole Mother Merriam's pin. I guess he could
tell something about it if he was pinned right down to it."
"Forget it, Hal," Walter broke in. "You and most of the other fellows
have got Pat sized up all wrong. I don't know who stole the pin, but I
do know it wasn't Pat Malone. I tell you that there isn't a Scout in
Woodcraft Camp that right down in his heart is whiter than Pat. Oh,
he's tough, but that's because he's never had half a show. I didn't
know a thing about his comin' into camp to see the big chief until it
was all over. He did it because he's just begun to learn a few things
about honor and what honor means. Fact is, Hal, I was up against it on
this honor business myself. I didn't want to blab on you, and yet it
wasn't fair to the other fellows to let you go on scoring when I knew
that you weren't getting the points on the level. I was fishing with
Pat that morning and he found what was troubling me. He didn't say a
word, but while I was off in the woods that afternoon he took a quick
sneak into camp, and you know the result."
Hal nodded grimly.
"I tell you, Pat did a big thing," continued Walter. "Money doesn't
grow on every bush in these woods, and those few dollars Pat got from
you meant more to him than a thousand dollar check would to you or me.
And I don't think he did it just for me, either. I think he saw that
you were playing it low down mean on the other fellows, and he began
to see that by keeping mum and taking the money he was a party to it.
Pat came in and told, to clear himself in his own mind. I tell you he
has the Scout idea all right, and he's got it straight. I don't
believe I'd have had the sand to do what he did."
The expression on Hal's face had changed curiously as Walter spoke. He
was seeing things in a light that he had never seen them before,
getting a new perspective of life.
"Walt, did Pat show you his fishing ground?" he asked abruptly.
"No, I stumbled on it myself."
The other laughed a little embarrassed laugh. "I just wanted to be
sure," he replied. "I've tried mighty hard to fool myself into
believing that you succeeded in bribing Pat where I failed, perhaps
not with money, but in some way. I heard all about how you licked him
the morning you got here and I thought that--that maybe you--you----"
he paused and flushed painfully.
"You thought that I promised Pat another licking if he didn't show me
where the fish are," Walter finished for him.
"Something of that sort," admitted Hal. "I didn't really believe it,
but I wanted to, and I guess I tried mighty hard. But all the time I
knew you were on the level and--and it made me sore to have you beat
me twice with fish when I'd risked so much to win the points."
"Well, that's all past, and we'll let the past dig its own grave and
bury itself," said Walter. "We're both on the level now, and we're
goin' to stay there. I'd let you in on that fishin' ground, only when
I found it I found Pat there and I promised him not to tell a soul.
Isn't there somethin' else you're interested in that you can go in for
points on?"
"I don't know," replied Hal thoughtfully. "I like to paddle pretty
well."
"Great!" cried Walter. "Go in for it, and go in hard. You know I'm out
for the quarter-mile swim. Pluggin' at it every day. You do the same
thing with your paddling. Get next to Avery and tell him what you
want to do and that you really mean it. He'll get a coach for you
before you can turn 'round. The Senecas need every point they can get,
and Avery knows it. You see the Delawares are just naturally goin' to
trim you fellows," concluded Walter with a grin.
"They sure would if there were any more Senecas like me," said Hal
mournfully. Then his face cleared, and he began to reel in his line.
"I'm goin' straight back to camp now and hunt up Avery and ask for a
chance to make good!"
"That's the stuff!" cried Walter heartily. "Here's luck to you, old
man! I'm awfully glad we're friends at last. I'm off to the Durant
camp. Got a permit this morning. Never was in a real logging camp, and
Pat's goin' to show me the whole thing. Keep a stiff upper lip!"
The boys shook hands warmly, and while Walter with a light step and
lighter heart hit the trail for the lumber camp Hal resolutely set his
face toward Woodcraft. It was not an easy thing that lay before him.
It was hard, bitterly hard. He had not realized how hard until he had
left Walter and faced the thing alone. Never in his whole pampered
life had he had to stand alone on his own feet. Now he faced the
severest test a boy can face. Dimly he realized that it was a crisis
in his life--a call to his manhood. Could he meet it? Could he?
"I will! I will! I will!" he repeated over and over. "I will! I will!
I will!" Presently he began to run, fearing that his courage would
fail him before he could find Avery and make a clean breast of
matters. When he came in sight of the camp he slowed down. It was
going to be even harder than he had thought. Perhaps Avery wouldn't be
there. He found himself hoping that he wouldn't. Was it really
necessary after all to so humiliate himself? Perhaps if he waited a
little he could do some big thing that would win the fellows over to
him. Other fellows were all the time doing things, why shouldn't he?
There was Billy Buxby with his bee trees and bear. Why couldn't he do
something big like that?
Hal was fighting a battle, the hardest battle that boy or man is ever
called to engage in--a battle with self, a fight to a finish for the
right to look himself in the face without blushing, a fight for his
manhood. Beads of cold perspiration broke out on his forehead. And
then he looked up and saw Avery standing in front of the wigwam. The
battle would be won or lost in the next few minutes.
For an instant he faltered. Then his jaw shot forward in hard set
lines as it had back there in the woods with Walter. "I will! I will!
I will!" he muttered. Somehow with every repetition of those little
words the way seemed easier. And then in a flash came the idea for the
supreme test of the manhood within struggling to come into its own. He
began to run once more, to run away from the coward striving to hold
him back, from the Hal Harrison he had known so long, that the whole
camp knew.
"Chief," he panted, saluting Avery, "may I--may I see you alone for a
few minutes?"
Avery led the way into the deserted wigwam. What passed there is known
only to the two lads themselves. When they came out the face of the
younger boy was pale, but it bore a look of fixed resolve, and there
were lines of character which had wiped out much of the old weakness.
"You are quite sure you want to do this thing, Hal? You know it is not
necessary," said the chief.
"Yes it is necessary--for me," replied Hal firmly, "and I've simply
got to do it for--for myself."
After evening mess Chief Avery requested the Senecas to remain for a
few minutes, and after the Hurons had filed out he briefly announced
that one of their number wished to say a few words.
Hal rose and faced his comrades. His knees shook so that he could
hardly stand, and little streams of perspiration trickled down his
face. But there was that new set to the jaw, and though he gulped
painfully once or twice, he plunged into the task he had set himself.
"Fellow Scouts," he began, "I--I want to apologize to all of you for
what I have done and for the disgrace I've brought on the tribe. I'm
sorry. I didn't realize what I was doin'. I knew that the fellows
didn't like me, and--and I wanted to be popular," he blundered on. "I
thought if I scored a lot of points for the tribe that maybe I should
be and--and I didn't see any other way. I've made an awful mess of
things, and I see it now. I'd like a chance to start over again,
and--and maybe really do something for the tribe. I--I--want to make
good and--and have some friends among the fellows," he ended lamely.
He sat down weakly, and buried his face on his arms. At a sign from
the chief the tribe filed out quietly. When the last one had gone he
walked over and put his hand on the bowed head at the end of the
table. "Hal," he said gently, "you have made good. That was the
bravest act I've ever seen in Woodcraft Camp. We're prouder to have
you a Seneca than we would be to win that deer's head. That was the
supreme test, and we're proud, all of us, to have a fellow tribesman
with the sand to meet it as you have done. You'll find that you have
won your friends, boy."
Later, when Hal had recovered his self-possession somewhat and went
out among his comrades, he found that it was as Avery had said. On all
sides were friendly hands to greet him, and in a quiet unobtrusive
way his fellow Scouts made it clear to him that at last he was one of
them. He had already made good.