XXI

During the next half-hour small practical tasks occupied Diane's mind

and kept the thought of Derek Pruyn's arrival from becoming more than a

subconscious dread. She informed the manager of her success with his

mysterious young guest, and arranged that Dorothea, when she came,

should spend the night with her. Then she put herself in telephonic

communication, first with Mrs. Wappinger, and then with Fulton. She gave

the former the intelligence that Carli had departed, and received from

the latter the information that Simmons had found his master, who had

been able to leave for Lakefield by the ten-five train. These steps

being taken, there was nothing to do but to sit down and wait for

Dorothea. Allowing thirty or forty minutes for possible delays, she

calculated that the girl ought to arrive a good half-hour before her

father. This would give her time to deal with each separately, clearing

up misunderstandings on both sides, and preparing the way for such a

meeting as would lead to mutual concessions and future peace.

Physically tired, she took off her hat and threw herself on the couch in

her little sitting-room. By sheer force of will she continued to shut

out Derek from her thought, concentrating all her mental faculties on

the arguments and persuasions she should bring to bear on Dorothea. She

had no nervousness on this account. The naughty, headstrong child that

runs away from home does not get far without a realizing sense of its

happy shelter. She divined that the long ride through the dark, with an

unknown man, toward an unknown goal, would have already subdued

Dorothea's spirits to the point where she would be only too glad to find

herself dropping into familiar, feminine arms.

At eleven o'clock she got up from her couch with a vague impulse to be

in a more direct attitude of welcome. At half-past eleven she went to

the office to inquire of the manager how long a motor going slowly

should take to reach Lakefield from New York, assuming that it had got

away from the city about six o'clock. Alarmed by his reply, she begged

him to keep a certain number of the servants up, and the hotel in

readiness to cope with any emergency or accident, promising liberal

remuneration for all unusual work. After that came another long hour of

waiting. It was about half-past twelve when there was a sound of a

carriage coming up the driveway. It was probably Derek; and yet there

was a possibility that, the automobile having broken down, Reggie and

Dorothea had been obliged to finish their journey in a humbler way than

that in which they had started. Diane hurried to the terrace. The moon

had disappeared, but the stars were out, and the night had grown colder.

The pines surrounding the hotel shot up weirdly against the midnight

sky, soughing with a low murmur, like the moan of primeval nature. Up

the ascent from the main road the carriage crept wearily, while Diane's

heart poured itself out in a sort of incoherent prayer that Dorothea

might have arrived before her father. The horses dragged themselves to

the steps, and Derek Pruyn sprang out.

Instinctively Diane fell back.

"Oh, it's you," she gasped, unable for the instant to say more.

"Yes," he returned, quickly, peering down into her face. "What news?"

"Dorothea hasn't come. The--the other person has gone."

"Gone? How--gone?"

"He went away of his own accord."

"That is, you sent him."

"Not exactly; he was willing to go. He saw he'd been doing wrong."

A porter having come from the hotel and seized Derek's valise, it was

necessary for them to go in and attend to the small preliminaries of

arrival. When they were finished Derek returned to Diane, who had seated

herself in a wicker chair beside one of the numerous tea-tables to which

a large part of the hall was given up. Under the eye of the drowsy

clerk, who still kept his place at the office desk, she felt a certain

sense of protection, even though the width of the hotel lay between

them.

"Now, tell me," Derek said, in his quick, commanding tones; "tell me

everything."

The repressed intensity of his bearing had on Diane the effect of making

her more calmly mistress of herself. Quietly, and in a manner as

matter-of-fact as she could make it, she told her tale from the beginning.

She narrated her summons from Mrs. Wappinger, her visit to his own house,

her arrangements there, her journey to Lakefield, and her interview with

Carli Wappinger. Without making light of what he and Dorothea had

undertaken to do, she reduced their fault to a minimum, turning it into

indiscretion rather than anything more grave. She laid stress on the

excellence of the young man's character, as well as on the promptness

with which he had relinquished his part in the plan as soon as he saw

its true nature. In spite of himself Derek began to think of the lad as

of one who had sprung to his help in a moment of need, and to whom he

was indebted for a service. Not until Diane ceased speaking was he able

to brush this absurd impression away, in the knowledge that Dorothea,

who should have arrived nearly two hours ago, was still out in the dark.

That, for the moment, was the one fact to which everything else was

subordinate.

"I can't understand it," he said, nervously. "If they left New York by

six, or even seven, they should have been here by eleven at the latest.

That would have given them time for slow going or taking a circuitous

route."

He rose nervously from his seat, interviewed the clerk at the desk, went

out on the terrace, listened in the silence, walked restlessly up and

down, and, returning to Diane, enumerated the different possibilities

that would reasonably account for the delay. Glad of this preoccupation,

since it diverted thought from their more personal relations, she

pointed out the wisdom of accepting whatever explanation was least grave

until they knew the certainty. When he had gone out several times more,

to listen on the terrace, he came back, and, resuming his seat, said,

brusquely:

"You look tired. You ought to get some rest."

The tone of intimate care reached Diane's heart more directly than words

of greater import.

"I would," she said, simply--"that is, I'd go to my room if I thought

you'd be kind to Dorothea when she came."

"And _don't_ you think so?"

"I think you'd want to be," she smiled, "if you knew how."

"But I shouldn't know how?"

"You see, it's a situation that calls directly for a woman; and you're

so essentially a man. When Dorothea arrives, she won't be a headstrong,

runaway girl; she'll be a poor little terrified child, frightened to

death at what she has done, and wanting nothing so much as to creep

sobbing into her mother's arms and be comforted. If you could only--"

"I'll do anything you tell me."

"It's no use telling; you have to know. It's a case in which you must

act by instinct, and not by rule of thumb."

In her eagerness to have something to say which would keep conversation

away from dangerous themes, she spoke exhaustively on the subject of

parental tact, holding well to the thread of her topic until she

perceived that he was not so much listening to what she said as thinking

of her. But she had gained her point, and led him to see that Dorothea

was to be treated leniently, which was sufficient for the moment.

"Now," she finished, rising, "I think I'll take your advice, and go and

rest till she comes. That's my door, just opposite. I chose the room for

its convenience in receiving Dorothea. You'll be sure to call me, won't

you, the minute you hear the sound of wheels?"

He had sat gazing up at her, but now he, too, rose. It was a minute at

which their common anxiety regarding Dorothea slipped temporarily into

the background, allowing the main question at issue between them to

assert itself; but it asserted itself silently. He had meant to speak,

but he could only look. She had meant to withdraw, but she remained to

return his look with the lingering, quiet, steady gaze which time and

place and circumstance seemed to make the most natural mode of

expression for the things that were vital between them. What passed thus

defied all analysis of thought, as well as all utterance in language,

but it was understood by each in his or her own way. To her it was the

greeting and farewell of souls in different spheres, who again pass one

another in space. For him it was the dumb, stifled cry of nature, the

claim of a heart demanding its rightful place in another heart, the

protest of love that has been debarred from its return by a cruel code

of morals, a preposterous convention, grown suddenly meaningless to a

woman like her and to a man like him. Something like this it would have

been a relief to him to cry out, had not the strong hand of custom been

upon him and forced him to say that which was far below the pressure of

his yearning.

"This isn't the time to talk about what I owe you," he said, feeling the

insufficiency of his words; "it's too much to be disposed of in a few

phrases."

"On the contrary, you owe me nothing at all."

"We'll not dispute the point now."

"No; but I'd rather not leave you under a misapprehension. If I've done

anything to-night--been of any use at all--it's been simply because I

loved Dorothea--and--and--it was right. When it was in my power, I

couldn't have refused to do it for any one--for any one, you

understand."

"Oh yes, I understand perfectly; but _any one_, in the same

circumstances, would feel as I do. No, not as I do," he corrected,

quickly. "No one else in the world could feel--"

"I'm really very tired," she said, hurriedly; "I'll go now; but I count

on you to call me."

He watched her while she glided across the room; but it was only when

her door had closed and he had dropped into his seat that he was able to

state to himself the fact that the mere sight of her again had

demolished all the barricades he had been building in his heart against

her for the last six months. They had fallen more easily than the walls

of Jericho at the blast of the sacred horn. The inflection of her voice,

the look from her eyes, the gestures of her hands, had dispelled them

into nothingness, like ramparts of mist. But it was not that alone! He

was too much a man of affairs not to give credit to the practical

abilities she had shown that night. No graces of person or charms of

mind or resources of courage could have called forth his admiration more

effectively than this display of prosaic executive capacity. What had to

be done she had done more promptly, wisely, and easily than any man

could have accomplished it. She had foreseen possibilities and

forestalled accident with a thoroughness which he himself could not have

equalled.

"My God!" he groaned, inwardly, "what a wife she would have made for any

man! How I could have loved her, if it hadn't been for--"

He stopped abruptly and leaped to his feet, looking around dazed on the

great empty hail, at the end of which a porter slept in his chair, while

the clerk blinked drowsily behind his desk.

"I do love her," he declared to himself. "All summer long I have uttered

blasphemies. I do love her. Whatever she may have been, she shall be my

wife."

Out on the terrace the cold wind was grateful, and he stood for a minute

bareheaded, letting it blow over his fevered face and through his hair.

It had risen during the last hour, making the pines rock slowly in the

starlight and swelling their moan into deep sobs.

As Derek Pruyn paced the terrace in strained expectation he was deceived

again and again into the thought that something was approaching. Now it

was the champing and stamping of horses toiling up the ascent; now it

was the bray and throb of the automobile; now it was the voices of men,

conversing or calling or breaking into laughter. Twenty times he

hastened to the steps at the end of the terrace, sure he could not have

been mistaken, only to hear the earth-forces sob and sough and shout

again, as if in derision of this puny, presumptuous mortal, with his

evanescent joy and pain.

So another hour passed. His mind was not of the imaginative order which

invents disaster in moments of suspense, so that he was able to keep his

watch more patiently than many another might have done. Once he tried to

smoke; but the mere scent of tobacco seemed out of place in this curious

world, alive with odd psychical suggestions, and he threw the cigar away

into the darkness, where its light glowed reproachfully, like a dying

eye, till it went out.

It was after three when a sudden sound from the driveway struck his ear;

but he had been deceived so often that he would pay it no attention.

Though it seemed like the unmistakable approach of an automobile, it had

seemed so before, and he would not even look round till he had reached

the distant end of the terrace. When he turned he could see through the

trees, and along the dark line of the avenue, the advance of the

heralding light. Dorothea had come at last. She was even close upon

them. In a few more seconds she would be alighting at the steps.

He hurried inside to wake the porter and warn Diane.

"She's here!" he called, rapping sharply at her door. "Please come!

Quick!"

There was a response and a hurried movement from within, but he did not

wait for her to appear. When she came out of her room she could see from

the light thrown over the terrace that the motor had already stopped at

the steps. Some one was getting out, and she could hear men's voices.

Advancing to a spot midway between her room and the main entry, she

stood waiting for Derek to bring her his daughter. A moment later he

sprang into the light of the doorway with features white and alarmed.

"Go back!" he cried to her, with a commanding gesture. "Go back!"

"But what's the matter?"

"Go back!" he ordered, more imperiously than before.

"Oh, Derek, it's Dorothea! She's hurt. I must go to her. I will not go

back."

She rushed toward the entry, but he caught her and pushed her back.

"I tell you you must go back," he repeated.

"It's Dorothea!" she cried. "She's hurt! She's killed! Let me go! She

needs me!"

"It isn't Dorothea," he whispered, forcing her over the threshold of her

own room and trying to close the door upon her.

"Then what is it?" she begged. "Tell me now. You're hurting me. Let me

go! You're killing me."

"It's--"

But there was no need to say more, for the main door swung open again

and the Marquis de Bienville entered, followed by a porter carrying his

valise.

At his appearance Derek relinquished Diane's hands, and Diane herself

was so astonished that she stepped plainly into view. Not less

astonished than herself, Bienville stopped stock-still, looked at her,

looked into the room behind her, looked at Derek with a long,

half-amused, comprehending stare, lifted his hat gravely, and passed on.

When he had gone there was a minute of dead silence. With parted lips

and awe-stricken eyes Diane gazed after him till he had spoken to the

clerk at the desk and passed on into the darker recesses of the hotel.

When she turned toward Derek he was smiling, with what she knew was an

effort to treat the situation lightly.

"Well, this time we've given him something to talk about," he laughed,

bravely.

She shrugged her shoulders and spread apart her hands with one of her

habitual, fatalistic gestures.

"I don't mind. He can't do me more harm than he's done already. It's not

of him that I'm thinking, but of Dorothea. She hasn't come."

"No, she hasn't come."

The fact had grown alarming, so much so as to make the incident of

Bienville's appearance seem in comparison a matter of little moment.

Diane remained on the threshold of her room, and Derek in the hail

outside, while, for mutual encouragement, they rehearsed once more the

list of predicaments in which the young people might have found

themselves without serious danger.

Diane was about to withdraw, when a man ran down the hall calling:

"The telephone!--for the gentleman!"

Derek started on a run, Diane following more slowly. When she reached

the office Derek had the receiver to his ear and was talking.

"Yes, Fulton. Go on. I hear.... Who has rung you up?... I didn't

catch ... Miss--who? Oh, Miss Marion Grimston. Yes?... In Philadelphia,

at the Hotel Belleville.... Yes; I understand... and Miss Dorothea is

with her.... Good!... Did she say how she got there?... Will explain

when we get back to New York to-morrow morning.... All right.... Yes,

to lunch.... She said Miss Dorothea was quite well, and satisfied with

her trip!... That's good.... Well, good-night, Fulton. Sorry to have

kept you up."

He put up the receiver and turned to Diane.

"Did you understand?"

"Perfectly. I think I know what has happened. I can guess."

"Then, I'll be hanged if I can. What is it?"

"I'll let them tell you that themselves. I'm too tired to say anything

more to-night."

She kept close to the office where the clerk was shutting books and

locking drawers preparatory to closing.

"You must let me come and thank you--" he began.

"You must thank Miss Marion Grimston," she interrupted, "for any real

service. All I've done for you, as you see, has been to bring you on an

unnecessary journey."

"For me it has been a journey--into truth."

"I'll say good-night now. I shall not see you in the morning. You'll not

forget to be very gentle with Dorothea, will you--and with him?

Good-night again--good-night."

Smiling into his eyes, she ignored the hand he held out to her and

slipped away into the semi-darkness as the impatient clerk began turning

out the lights.

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