CHAPTER XV

A FINE PERFORMANCE WITHOUT GUIDES

The precipitous peak of the Meije, in Dauphiné, had long, like the

Matterhorn, been believed inaccessible, and it was only after repeated

attempts that at last the summit was reached. The direct route from La

Bérarde will always be an extremely difficult climb to anyone who

desires to do his fair share of the work; the descent of the great

wall of rock is one of the few places I have been down, which took

longer on the descent than on the ascent.

When the members of the Alpine Club heard that a party of Englishmen

had succeeded, _without guides_, in making the expedition, they were

much impressed by the feat, and on 17th December 1879, one of the

climbers, Mr Charles Pilkington, read a paper before the Club

describing his ascent. From it I quote the following. The party

included the brothers Pilkington and Mr Gardiner.

[Illustration: The Meije is to the left, the Glacier Carré is the

snow-patch on it, beneath this is the Great Wall.]

[Illustration: ASCENDING A SNOWY WALL (page 216).]

"On the 19th July 1878, we reached La Bérarde, where we found Mr

Coolidge with the two Almers. Coolidge knew that we had come to try

the Meije, and he had very kindly given us all the information he

could, not only about it, but about several other peaks and passes in

the district. Almer also, after finding out our plans, was good enough

not to laugh at us, and gave us one or two useful hints. He told us as

well that the difficulty did not so much consist in finding the way as

in getting up it.

"At two o'clock in the afternoon of 20th July, we left for our bivouac

in the Vallon des Etançons, taking another man with us besides our two

porters, and at four reached the large square rock called the Hôtel

Châteleret, after the ancient name of the valley. We determined to

sleep here instead of at Coolidge's refuge a little higher up. The

Meije was in full view, and we had our first good look at it since we

had read the account of its ascent.

"We went hopefully to bed, telling our porters to call us at eleven

the same evening, so as to start at midnight; but long before that it

was raining hard, and it required all the engineering skill of the

party and the india-rubber bag to keep the water out. It cleared up at

daybreak. Of course it was far too late to start then; besides that,

we had agreed not to make the attempt unless we had every sign of fine

weather.

"As we had nothing else to do, we started at 8 A.M. on an exploring

expedition, taking our spare ropes and some extra provisions, to

leave, if possible, at M. Duhamel's cairn, some distance up the

mountain, whilst our porters were to improve the refuge and lay in a

stock of firewood. The snow was very soft, and we were rather lazy, so

it was not until eleven that we reached the upper part of the Brêche

Glacier, and were opposite our work. The way lies up the great

southern buttress, which forms the eastern boundary of the Brêche

Glacier, merging into the general face of the mountain about one-third

of the total height from the Glacier des Etançons, and 700 feet below,

and a little to the west of the Glacier Carré, from whence the final

peak is climbed. The chief difficulty is the ascent from M. Duhamel's

cairn, on the top of the buttress to the Glacier Carré.

"After a few steps up the snow, we gained the crest of the buttress by

a short scramble. The crest is narrow, but very easy, and we went

rapidly along, until we came to where a great break in the arête

divides the buttress into an upper and a lower part; being no longer

able to keep along the crest, we were forced to cross the rocks to our

left to the couloir. Not quite liking the look of the snow, Gardiner

asked us to hold tight whilst he tried it. Finding it all right he

kicked steps up, and at five minutes past one we reached the cairn,

having taken one hour and thirty-five minutes from the glacier. The

great wall rose straight above us, but the way up, which we had had no

difficulty in making out with the telescope from below, was no longer

to be seen. Our spirits which had been rising during our ascent from

the glacier, sunk once more, and our former uncertainty came back upon

us; for it is difficult to imagine anything more hopeless-looking than

this face of the Meije. It has been said that, after finding all the

most promising ways impossible, this seeming impossibility was tried

as a last chance. We looked at it a long time, but at last gave up

trying to make out the way as a bad job, determined to climb where we

could, if we had luck enough to get so far another day; so, leaving

our spare ropes, a bottle of wine, a loaf of bread, and a tin of

curried fowl carefully covered with stones, we made the best of our

way back, reaching the glacier in one hour and twenty minutes, and our

bivouac in an hour and a half more. There we spent the next night and

following day, but at last we had to give in to the bad weather, and

go sorrowfully down to La Bérarde. It was very disappointing. We had

been looking forward to the attempt for more than six months. I had

to leave in a few days for England. It was not a mountain for two men

to be on alone; what if we had spent all our time and trouble for

nothing, and only carried our bed and provisions to the cairn for

someone else to use?

"On the evening of the 24th we were again at our bivouac; this time

there was a cold north wind blowing, and the weather looked more

settled than it had yet done since we came into the district. We

watched the last glow of the setting sun fade on the crags of the

Meije, and then crawled into our now well-known holes. At midnight

exactly we were off, and, as we had much to carry, we took our porters

with us as far as the bottom of the buttress, where we waited for

daylight. At last the Tête du Replat opposite to us caught the

reflection of the light, so, leaving a bottle of champagne for our

return, as a reward of victory or consolation for defeat, we started

at 3.15, unfortunately with an omen, for in bidding good-bye to our

porters, we said 'adieu,' instead of 'au revoir, and though we altered

the word at once, they left us with grave faces, old Lagier mournfully

shaking his head. Gardiner took the lead again, and at 4.45 we once

more stood beside the stone-man, finding our _câche_ of provisions all

safe. Here we rearranged our luggage. Both the others took heavy

loads; Gardiner the knapsack, Lawrence the 200 feet of spare rope and

our wine tin, holding three quarts; the sleeping bag only was given to

me, as I was told off to lead.

"We got under weigh at 5.15, and soon clambered up the remaining part

of the buttress, and reached the bottom of the great wall, the Glacier

Carré being about 700 feet above us, and some distance to our right.

We knew that from here a level traverse had to be made until nearly

under the glacier before it was possible to turn upwards. We had seen

a ledge running in the right direction; crossing some steep rocks and

climbing over a projecting knob (which served us a nasty trick on our

descent), we let ourselves gently down on to the ledge, leaving a

small piece of red rag to guide us in coming back. The ledge, although

4 or 5 feet broad, was not all that could be wished, for it was more

than half-covered with snow, which, as the ledge sloped outwards, was

not to be trusted; the melting and refreezing of this had formed ice

below, nearly covering the available space, forcing us to walk on the

edge. We cut a step here and there. It improved as we went on, and

when half-way across the face we were able to turn slightly upwards,

and at 6.30 were near the spot where later in the day the icicles

from the extreme western end of the Glacier Carré fall. It is not

necessary to go right into the line of fire, and in coming back we

kept even farther away than on the ascent.

"So far the way had been fairly easy to find, but now came the great

question of the climb; how to get up the 600 feet of rock wall above

us. To our right it rose in one sheer face, the icicles from the

Glacier Carré, fringing the top; to our left the rocks, though not so

steep, were very smooth, and at the top, especially to the right, near

the glacier, they became precipitous. A little above us a bridge ledge

led away to the left, slanting upwards towards the lowest and most

practicable part of the wall, obviously the way up. Climbing to this

ledge, we followed it nearly half-way back across the face, then the

holding-places got fewer and more filled with ice, the outward slope

more and more until at last its insecure and slippery look warned us

off it, and we turned up the steeper but rougher rocks on our right.

In doing so I believe we forsook the route followed by all our

predecessors, but we were obliged to do so by the glazed state of the

rocks.

"As the direction in which we were now going was taking us towards the

glacier and the steep upper rocks, we soon turned again to our left

to avoid them, the only way being up some smooth slabs, with very

little hold, the sort of rocks where one's waistcoat gives a great

deal of holding power; worming oneself up these we reached a small

shelf where we were again in doubt. It was impossible to go straight

up; to the left the rocks, though easier, only led to the higher part

of the ledge we had forsaken; we spent some minutes examining this

way, but again did not like the look of the glazed rocks; so we took

the only alternative and went to the right. Keeping slightly upwards,

we gained about 50 feet in actual height by difficult climbing. We

were now getting on to the steep upper rocks near the glacier, which

we had wanted to avoid.

"This last piece of the wall will always remain in our minds as the

most desperate piece of work we have ever done; the rocks so far had

been firm, but now, although far too steep for loose stones to lodge

on, were so shattered that we dared not trust them; at the same time

we had to be very careful, lest in removing any we should bring others

down upon us.

"One place I shall never forget. Gardiner was below, on a small ledge,

with no hand-hold to speak of, trying to look as if he could stand any

pull; my brother on a knob a little higher up, to help me if

necessary. I was able to pull myself about 8 feet higher, but the next

rock was insecure, and the whole nearly perpendicular. A good many

loose stones had been already pulled out; this one would not come. It

is hard work tugging at a loose stone with one hand, the other in a

crack, and only one foot finding anything to rest on. I looked down,

told them how it was, and came down to rest.

"For about a minute nothing was said; all our faces turned towards the

Glacier Carré, now only about 60 feet above us. We all felt it would

have been hard indeed to turn back, yet it was not a pleasant place,

and we could not see what was again above. We were on what may be

fairly called a precipice. In removing the loose stones, the slightest

backhanded jerk, just enough to miss the heads of the men behind, sent

them clear into the air; they never touched anything for a long time

after leaving the hand, and disappeared with a disagreeable hum on to

the Glacier des Etançons, 1800 feet below. We looked and tried on both

sides, but it was useless, so we went at it again. After the fourth or

fifth attempt I managed to get up about 10 feet, to where there was

some sort of hold; then my brother followed, giving me rope enough to

get to a firm rock, where I remained till joined by the others. It

was almost as bad above, but we crawled carefully up; one place

actually overhung--fortunately there was plenty of hold, and we slung

ourselves up it! From this point the rocks became rather easier, and

at 9.30 we reached a small sloping shelf of rock, about 20 yards to

the west of the Glacier Carré and on the top of the great rock wall.

Stopping here for a short time to get cool, and to let one of the

party down to get the axes, which had been tied to a rope and had

caught in a crevice in the rock, we changed leaders, and crossing some

shelving rocks, climbed up a gully, or cleft, filled with icicles, and

reached the platform of rock at the south-west end of the Glacier

Carré at 10.15 A.M.

"The platform we had reached can only be called one by comparison; it

is rather smooth, and slopes too much to form a safe sleeping-place,

but we left our extra luggage there.

"At 11.10 we started up the glacier, Gardiner going ahead, kicking

steps into the soft, steep snow.

"We were much more cheerful now than we had been two hours before. My

companions had got rid of their heavy loads, the day was still very

fine, and Almer had told us that, could we but reach the glacier, we

should have a good chance of success.

"Shortly before 1 P.M. we were underneath the well-known overhanging

top, the rocks of which, cutting across the face, form a triangular

corner. It is the spot where Gaspard lost so much time looking for the

way on the first ascent. We knew that the arête had here to be

crossed, and the northern face on the other side taken to.

"Almost before I got my head over the crest came the anxious question

from below, 'Will it go on the other side?' I could not see, however;

so when the others came up, Gardiner fixed himself and let us down to

the full extent of the rope. The whole northern face, as far as we

could see, looked terribly icy; but as there was no other way of

regaining the arête higher up without going on to it, we told him to

come down after us.

"Turning to the right as soon as possible, we had to traverse the

steep, smooth face for a short distance. It took a long time, for the

rocks were even worse than they had appeared; we often had to clear

them of ice for a yard before we could find any hold at all and

sometimes only the left hand could be spared for cutting. After about

50 yards of this work we were able to turn upwards, and with great

difficulty wriggled up the slippery rocks leading to the arête; rather

disgusted to find the north face so difficult--owing, perhaps, to the

lateness of the season.

"It was our last difficulty, for the arête, though narrow, gives good

hand and foot-hold, and we pressed eagerly onwards. In a few minutes

it became more level, and there, sure enough, were the three

stone-men, only separated from us by some easy rocks and snow, which

we went at with a rush, and at 2.25 we stood on the highest point of

the Meije.

"Knowing that it would be useless for us to try and descend further

than the Glacier Carré that day, and as it was pleasanter on the top

than there, we went in for a long halt. Untying the rope--for the top

is broad enough to be safe--we examined the central cairn, where the

tokens are kept. We found a tin box, containing the names of our

predecessors; a bottle, hanging by a string, the property of Mr

Coolidge; a tri-coloured flag; and a scented pocket-handkerchief

belonging to M. Guillemin, still retaining its former fragrance, which

it had not 'wasted on the desert air.' We tore a corner off each,

leaving a red-and-yellow rag in exchange; put our names in the tin,

and an English penny with a hole bored through it.

"Then, after repairing the rather dilapidated southern cairn, we sat

down to smoke and enjoy the view, which the fact of the mountain

standing on the outside of the group, the tremendous depth to which

the eye plunges on each side, the expansive panorama of the Dauphiné

and neighbouring Alps, and the beautiful distant view of the Pennine

chain from Mont Blanc to Monte Rosa, combine to make one of the finest

in the Alps.

"At four o'clock, after an hour and a half on the top, we started

downwards, soon arriving at the spot where it was necessary to leave

the arête; however, before doing so, we went along it to where it was

cut off, to see if we could let ourselves straight down into the gap,

and so avoid the detour by the northern face, but it was

impracticable; so, putting the middle of the spare rope round a

projecting rock on the arête, we let ourselves down to where we had

gone along on the level, pulling the rope down after us; then

regaining the gap by the morning's route, we crossed it, and leisurely

descended the south-western face to the Glacier Carré, filling our now

empty wine tin with water on the way down. We reached the glacier at

6.30. In skirting the base of the Pic du Glacier we found a nice

hollow in the snow, which looked a good place to sleep in. Gardiner

wanted one of us to stop and build a stone-wall, whilst the others

fetched the bag and provisions from the bottom of the glacier.

Lawrence was neutral; I was rather against it, having slept on snow

before. At last we all went down to the rocky platform where our

luggage had been left. We cleared a place for the bag, but it all

sloped so much, and the edge of the precipice was so near, that we

dared not lie down. We looked for a good rock to tie ourselves to;

even that could not be found. Then some one thought we might scrape a

hole in the steep snow above us, and get into it. That, of course, was

quite out of the question. Nothing therefore remained for us but

Gardiner's hollow above--the only level place we had seen above M.

Duhamel's cairn large enough for us to lay our bag on. There was no

time to be lost; it was getting dark; a sharp frost had already set

in: so we at once shouldered our traps and trudged wearily up the

glacier once more, wishing now that we had left somebody to build a

wall.

"On reaching the hollow we put the ropes, axes, hats, and knapsack on

the snow as a sort of carpet, placed the bag on the top, then,

pulling off our boots for pillows, and putting on the comfortable

woollen helmets given to us by Mrs Hartley, got into the bag to have

our supper. Fortunately there was not much wind; but it was rather

difficult to open the meat tin. We did as well as we could, however,

and after supper tried to smoke; but the cold air got into the bag and

made that a failure; so we looked at the scene instead.

"The moon was half full, and shone upon us as we lay, making

everything look very beautiful. We could see the snow just in front of

us, and then, far away through the frosty air all the mountains on the

other side of the Vallon des Etançons, with the silver-grey peak of

the Ecrins behind, its icy ridges standing out sharply against the

clear sky; and deep down in the dark valley below was the signal fire

of our porters. As this could only be seen by sitting bolt upright, we

got tired of looking at it, and the last link connecting us with the

lower world being broken, we felt our utter loneliness.

"The moon soon going behind a rocky spur of the Pic du Glacier, we lay

down and tried to get warm by pulling the string round the neck of the

bag as tight as possible and breathing inside; but somehow the outside

air got in also. So closing it as well as we could, with only our

heads out, we went to sleep, but not for long. The side on which we

lay soon got chilled. Now, as the bag was narrow, we all had to face

one way on account of our knees; so the one who happened to be the

soonest chilled through would give the word, and we all turned

together. I suppose we must have changed sides every half-hour through

the long night. We got some sleep, however, and felt all right when

the first glimmering of dawn came over the mountains on our left. As

soon as we could see we had breakfast; but the curried fowl was

frozen, and the bread could only be cut with difficulty, as a

shivering seized one every minute. We had the greatest trouble in

getting our boots on. They were pressed out of shape, and, in spite of

having been under our heads, were hard frozen. At last, by burning

paper inside, and using them as lantern for our candle, we thawed them

enough to get them on, and then spent a quarter of an hour stamping

about to thaw ourselves. We rolled the bag up and tied it fast to a

projecting rock, hanging the meat tin near as a guide to anyone

looking for it.

"At 4.30 we set off, very thankful that we had a fine day before us.

We soon went down the glacier, and down and across to the shelf of

rock where the real descent of the wall was to begin. A few feet

below was a jagged tooth of rock which we could not move; so to it we

tied one end of the 100 feet of rope, taking care to protect the rope

where it pressed on the sharp edges, with pieces of an old

handkerchief; the other end we threw over the edge, and by leaning

over we could just see the tail of it on some rocks below the bad

part,[9] so we knew it was long enough.

"After a short discussion we arranged to go down one at a time, as

there were places where we expected to throw all our weight on the

rope. Gardiner was to go first as he was the heaviest; my brother

next, carrying all the traps and the three axes, as he had the

strongest pair of hands and arms in the party; whilst I as the

lightest, was to bring down the rear. So tying the climbing rope round

his waist as an extra help, Gardiner started, whilst we paid it out.

He soon disappeared, but we knew how he was getting on, and when he

was in the worst places, by the 'Lower,' 'A little lower,' 'Hold,'

'Hold hard,' which came up from below, getting fainter as he got

lower. Fifty feet of the rope passed through our hands before he

stopped going. 'Can you hold there?' we asked. 'No. Hold me while I

rest a little, and then give me 10 feet more if you can.' So after a

while we got notice to lower, and down he went again until nearly all

our rope was gone; then it slackened. He told us he was fast, and that

we could pull up the rope.

"Then Lawrence shouldered his burdens, the three axes being tied below

him with a short piece of rope. The same thing happened again, only it

was more exciting, for every now and then the axes caught and loosened

with a jerk, which I felt on the rope I was paying out, although it

was tied to him. At first I thought it was a slip, but soon got used

to it. Lawrence did not go so far as Gardiner, but stopped to help me

at the bottom of the worst piece.

"It was now my turn. Tying the other end of the loose rope round me, I

crawled cautiously down to where the tight rope was fixed. The others

told me afterwards they did not like it. I certainly did not. The

upper part was all right; but lower down the rocks were so steep that

if I put much weight on the rope it pulled me off them, and gave a

tendency to swing over towards the Glacier Carré, which, as only one

hand was left for climbing with, was rather difficult to resist. I

remember very well sitting on a projecting rock, with nothing below

it but air for at least 100 feet. Leaving this, Lawrence half pulled

me towards him with the loose rope. A few steps more and I was beside

him, and we descended together to Gardiner, cutting off the fixed rope

high up, so as to leave as little as possible, and in a few minutes

more we all three reached the small shelf of rocks above the smooth

slabs by which we had descended the day before. It was the place where

we had spent some time trying to avoid the steep bit we had just

descended, and which had taken us nearly two hours.

"This ledge is about 3 feet broad. We had got down the only place on

the mountain that had given us any anxiety. It was warm and pleasant;

all the day was before us; so we took more than an hour to lunch and

rest.

"On starting again we ought to have stuck to our old route and

descended by the slabs, as we could easily have done; but after a

brief discussion we arranged to take a short cut, by fixing a second

rope and letting ourselves straight down the drop on to the lower

slanting ledge, at a point a few feet higher than where we had left it

on the ascent.

"We descended one at a time, as before, and, what with tying and

untying, took much longer than we should have done had we gone the

other way. On gaining the ledge we turned to our left and soon came

across one of our marks; then striking down sooner than our old route

would have taken us, we gave a wider berth to the falling ice, and got

into the traverse leading to the top of the buttress. Along it we

went; but it looked different, had less snow, and when we came near

the end a steep rock, with a nasty drop below, blocked the way. It

appeared so bad that I said we were wrong. As the others were not

sure, we retraced our steps, and by a very difficult descent gained a

lower ledge. There was no snow on this, but the melting of the snow

above made the rocks we had to take hold of so wet that we often got a

stream of water down our arms and necks.

"At last, after nearly crossing, it became quite impossible, and we

turned back, having gained nothing but a wetting.

"Below it was far too steep. Immediately above was the place we had

tried just before. We could not make it out; we had been so positive

about the place above.

"We were just thinking of trying it again more carefully, when

Lawrence pointed up at something, and there, sure enough, was the bit

of red rag left the day before to show the commencement of the

traverse.

"We marked where it was, and then crawled back along the ledge on

which we were. Scrambling up the steep drop, we made quickly upwards,

and, turning towards our flag, found that the only way to it was along

the very ledge where we had first tried, and which proved to be the

traverse after all.

"We were very glad to get into it once more, as for the last three

hours we had been on the look-out for falling ice. Some had already

shot over our heads, sending showers of splinters on to us, and one

piece as big as one's fist had come rather closer than was pleasant.

On our left, the Glacier Carré kept up a regular fire of it, the ice

following with tremendous noise on to the rocks below. Every time it

gave us a start, as we could not always see at once where the fall had

taken place; and although the danger was more imaginary than real, it

is not pleasant to be constantly on the look-out, and flattening one's

self against the rocks to avoid being hit.

"We soon crossed the snowy part of the traverse, and were again in

front of the rock which had turned us back before. It looked no

better; but on going close up we found a small crack near the top,

just large enough to get our fingers into, giving excellent hold. By

this we swung ourselves up and across the worst part.

"We thought we had only two hours more easy descent, and our work

would be done. But we made a mistake.

"At first we went rapidly down, and were soon cheered by the sight of

M. Duhamel's cairn, looking about five minutes off. I was in front at

the time, and was just getting on to a short snow-slope by which we

had ascended the day before, when, doubting its safety, I asked the

others to hold fast whilst I tried it. The moment I put my foot on the

snow, all the top went away, slowly at first, then, taking to the

left, went down the couloir with a rush. We tried again where the

upper layer had gone away, but it was all unsafe; so we had to spend

half an hour getting down the rocks, where we had ascended in ten

minutes, and it was not until 2.30 that we reached the cairn.

"It was 3.30 before we continued the descent. The couloir was not in

good order and required care. Gardiner, who was in front, did not get

on as well as usual. At last, thinking we might get impatient, he

showed us his fingers, which were bleeding in several places, and

awfully raw and sore. He had pluckily kept it all to himself until

the real difficulties were over; but the snow of the couloir had

softened his hands, and these last rocks were weathered granite, and

very sharp and cutting; so he had to go very gingerly.

"At the bottom of the buttress a surprise awaited us, for as we

descended the last 20 feet, the weather-beaten face of old Lagier, our

porter, appeared above the rocks. The faithful old fellow said he had

traced our descent by the occasional flashing of the wine tin in the

sun, and had come alone to meet us, bringing us provisions as he

thought we might have run short. He had waited six hours for us, and

had iced the bottle of champagne which had been left on the ascent. We

opened it and then hurried down to the glacier, taking off the rope at

the moraine, and ran all the rest of the way on the snow to our

bivouac, like a lot of colts turned loose in a field, feeling it a

great relief to get on to something on which we could tumble about as

we liked without falling over a precipice."

That the Meije is a really difficult mountain may be assumed from the

fact that for some years after its first ascent, no party succeeded in

getting up and down it on the same day. When every step of the way

became well known, of course much quicker times were possible, and

when, on 16th September 1892, I went up it with the famous Dauphiné

guide, Maximin Gaspard, and Roman Imboden (the latter aged

twenty-three, and perhaps the finest rock climber in Switzerland), we

had all in our favour. There was neither ice nor snow on the rocks,

and no icicles hung from the Glacier Carré, while the weather was

still and cloudless. We slept at the bottom of the buttress--just at

the spot where Mr Pilkington met his porter--and from here were

exactly four hours (including a halt of one hour) reaching the top of

the Meije.

It is now the fashion to cross the Meije from La Bérarde to La Grave,

the descent on the other side being also extremely hard. For a couple

of hours after leaving the summit a narrow ridge is traversed with

several formidable gaps in it.

FOOTNOTE:

[9] The remains of this rope hung for years where Mr Pilkington had

placed it, and when I ascended the Meije I saw the bleached end of it

hanging over as sickening looking a place as I have ever desired to

avoid. The ordinary route passes more to the west.

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