CHAPTER XXVI.

Father Kaminski had been a soldier in his youthful years and a

cavalier of great courage; he was now stationed at Ushytsa and

was reorganizing a parish. But as the church was in ruins, and

parishioners were lacking, this pastor without a flock visited

Hreptyoff, and remained there whole weeks, edifying the knights

with pious instruction. He listened with attention to the narrative

of Pan Mushalski, and spoke to the assembly a few evenings later as

follows:--

“I have always loved to hear narratives in which sad adventures

find a happy ending, for from them it is evident that whomever

God’s hand guides, it can free from the toils of the pursuer and

lead even from the Crimea to a peaceful roof. Therefore let each

one of you fix this in his mind: For the Lord there is nothing

impossible, and let no one of you even in direst necessity lose

trust in God’s mercy. This is the truth!

“It was praiseworthy in Pan Mushalski to love a common man with

brotherly affection. The Saviour Himself gave us an example when

He, though of royal blood, loved common people and made many of

them apostles and helped them to promotion, so that now they have

seats in the heavenly senate.

“But personal love is one thing, and general love--that of one

nation to another--is something different. The love which is

general, our Lord, the Redeemer, observed no less earnestly than

the other. And where do we find this love? When, O man, you look

through the world, there is such hatred in hearts everywhere, as if

people were obeying the commands of the Devil and not of the Lord.”

“It will be hard, your grace,” said Zagloba, “to persuade us to

love Turks, Tartars, or other barbarians whom the Lord God Himself

must despise thoroughly.”

“I am not persuading you to that, but I maintain this: that

children of the same mother should have love for one another; but

what do we see? From the days of Hmelnitski, or for thirty years,

no part of these regions is dried from blood.”

“But whose fault is it?”

“Whoso will confess his fault first, him will God pardon.”

“Your grace is wearing the robes of a priest to-day; but in youth

you slew rebels, as we have heard, not at all worse than others.”

“I slew them, for it was my duty as a soldier to do so; that was

not my sin, but this, that I hated them as a pestilence. I had

private reasons which I will not mention, for those are old times

and the wounds are healed now. I repent that I acted beyond my

duty. I had under my command one hundred men from the squadron

of Pan Nyevodovski; and going often independently with my men, I

burned, slaughtered, and hanged. You, gentlemen, know what times

those were. The Tartars, called in by Hmelnitski, burned and slew;

we burned and slew; the Cossacks left only land and water behind

them in all places, committing atrocities worse than ours and the

Tartars. There is nothing more terrible than civil war! What times

those were no man will ever describe; enough that we and they

fought more like mad dogs than men.

“Once news was sent to our command that ruffians had besieged

Pan Rushitski in his fortalice. I was sent with my troops to the

rescue. I came too late; the place was level with the ground. But

I fell upon the drunken peasants and cut them down notably; only

a part hid in the grain. I gave command to take these alive, to

hang them for an example. But where? It was easier to plan than to

execute; in the whole village there was not one tree remaining;

even the pear-trees standing on the boundaries between fields were

cut down. I had no time to make gibbets; a forest too, as that was

a steppe-land, was nowhere in view. What could I do? I took my

prisoners and marched on. ‘I shall find a forked oak somewhere,’

thought I. I went a mile, two miles,--steppe and steppe; you

might roll a ball over it. At last we found traces of a village;

that was toward evening. I gazed around; here and there a pile of

coals, and besides gray ashes, nothing more. On a small hillside

there was a cross, a firm oak one, evidently not long made, for

the wood was not dark yet and glittered in the twilight as if it

were afire. Christ was on it, cut out of tin plate and painted

in such a way that only when you came from one side and saw the

thinness of the plate could you know that not a real statue was

hanging there; but in front the face was as if living, somewhat

pale from pain; on the head a crown of thorns; the eyes were turned

upward with wonderful sadness and pity. When I saw that cross, the

thought flashed into my mind, ‘There is a tree for you; there is

no other,’ but straightway I was afraid. In the name of the Father

and the Son! I will not hang them on the cross. But I thought

that I should comfort the eyes of Christ if I gave command in His

presence to kill those who had spilled so much innocent blood, and

I spoke thus: ‘O dear Lord, let it seem to Thee that these men are

those Jews who nailed Thee to the cross, for these are not better

than those.’ Then I commanded my men to drag the prisoners one by

one to the mound under the cross. There were among them old men,

gray-haired peasants, and youths. The first whom they brought said,

‘By the Passion of the Lord, by that Christ, have mercy on me!’ And

I said in answer, ‘Off with his head!’ A dragoon slashed and cut

off his head. They brought another; the same thing happened: ‘By

that Merciful Christ, have pity on me!’ And I said again, ‘Off with

his head!’ the same with the third, the fourth, the fifth; there

were fourteen of them, and each implored me by Christ. Twilight was

ended when we finished. I gave command to place them in a circle

around the foot of the cross. Fool! I thought to delight the Only

Son with this spectacle. They quivered awhile yet,--one with his

hands, another with his feet, again one floundered like a fish

pulled out of water, but that was short; strength soon left their

bodies, and they lay quiet in a circle.

“Since complete darkness had come, I determined to stay in that

spot for the night, though there was nothing to make a fire. God

gave a warm night, and my men lay down on horse-blankets; but I

went again under the cross to repeat the usual ‘Our Father’ at the

feet of Christ and commit myself to His mercy. I thought that my

prayer would be the more thankfully accepted, because the day had

passed in toil and in deeds of a kind that I accounted to myself as

a service.

“It happens frequently to a wearied soldier to fall asleep at his

evening prayers. It happened so to me. The dragoons, seeing how

I was kneeling with head resting on the cross, understood that I

was sunk in pious meditation, and no one wished to interrupt me;

my eyes closed at once, and a wonderful dream came down to me from

that cross. I do not say that I had a vision, for I was not and am

not worthy of that; but sleeping soundly, I saw as if I had been

awake the whole Passion of the Lord. At sight of the suffering

of the Innocent Lamb the heart was crushed in me, tears dropped

from my eyes, and measureless pity took hold of me. ‘O Lord,’ said

I, ‘I have a handful of good men. Dost Thou wish to see what our

cavalry can do? Only beckon with Thy head, and I will bear apart

on sabres in one twinkle those such sons, Thy executioners.’ I had

barely said this when all vanished from the eye; there remained

only the cross, and on it Christ, weeping tears of blood. I

embraced the foot of the holy tree then, and sobbed. How long this

lasted, I know not; but afterward, when I had grown calm somewhat,

I said again, ‘O Lord, O Lord! why didst Thou announce Thy holy

teaching among hardened Jews? Hadst Thou come from Palestine to our

Commonwealth, surely we should not have nailed Thee to the cross,

but would have received Thee splendidly, given Thee all manner of

gifts, and made Thee a noble for the greater increase of Thy divine

glory. Why didst Thou not do this, O Lord?’

“I raise my eyes,--this was all in a dream, you remember,

gentlemen,--and what do I see? Behold, our Lord looks on me

severely; He frowns, and suddenly speaks in a loud voice: ‘Cheap

is your nobility at this time; during war every low fellow may buy

it, but no more of this! You are worthy of each other, both you

and the ruffians; and each and the other of you are worse than

the Jews, for you nail me here to the cross every day. Have I not

enjoined love, even for enemies, and forgiveness of sins? But you

tear each other’s entrails like mad beasts. Wherefore I, seeing

this, suffer unendurable torment. You yourself, who wish to rescue

me, and invite me to the Commonwealth, what have you done? See,

corpses are lying here around my cross, and you have bespattered

the foot of it with blood; and still there were among them innocent

persons,--young boys, or blinded men, who, having care from no one,

followed others like foolish sheep. Had you mercy on them; did you

judge them before death? No! You gave command to slay them all for

my sake, and still thought that you were giving comfort to me. In

truth, it is one thing to punish and reprove as a father punishes a

son, or as an elder brother reproves a younger brother, and another

to seek revenge without judgment, without measure, in punishing

and without recognizing cruelty. It has gone so far in this land

that wolves are more merciful than men; that the grass is sweating

bloody dew; that the winds do not blow, but howl; that the rivers

flow in tears, and people stretch forth their hands to death,

saying, ”Oh, our refuge!”

“‘O Lord,’ cried I, ‘are they better than we? Who has committed the

greatest cruelty? Who brought in the Pagan?’

“‘Love them while chastising,’ said the Lord, ‘and then the beam

will fall from their eyes, hardness will leave their hearts, and

my mercy will be upon you. Otherwise the onrush of Tartars will

come, and they will lay bonds upon you and upon them, and you will

be forced to serve the enemy in suffering, in contempt, in tears,

till the day in which you love one another. But if you exceed the

measure in hatred, then there will not be mercy for one or the

other, and the Pagan will possess this land for the ages of ages.’

“I grew terrified hearing such commands, and long I was unable to

speak till, throwing myself on my face, I asked, ‘O Lord, what have

I to do to wash away my sins?’ To this the Lord said, ‘Go, repeat

my words; proclaim love.’ After that my dream ended.

“As night in summer is short, I woke up about dawn, all covered

with dew. I looked; the heads were lying in a circle about the

cross, but already they were blue. A wonderful thing,--yesterday

that sight delighted me; to-day terror took hold of me, especially

at sight of one youth, perhaps seventeen years of age, who was

exceedingly beautiful. I ordered the soldiers to bury the bodies

decently under that cross; from that day forth I was not the same

man.

“At first I thought to myself, the dream is an illusion; but still

it was thrust into my memory, and, as it were, took possession of

my whole existence. I did not dare to suppose that the Lord Himself

talked with me, for, as I have said, I did not feel myself worthy

of that; but it might be that conscience, hidden in my soul in time

of war, like a Tartar in the grass, spoke up suddenly, announcing

God’s will. I went to confession; the priest confirmed that

supposition. ‘It is,’ said he, ‘the evident will and forewarning of

God; obey, or it will be ill with thee.’

“Thenceforth I began to proclaim love. But the officers laughed

at me to my eyes. ‘What!’ said they, ‘is this a priest to give

us instruction? Is it little insult that these dog brothers have

worked upon God? Are the churches that they have burned few in

number; are the crosses that they have insulted not many? Are we to

love them for this?’ In one word, no one would listen to me.

“After Berestechko I put on these priestly robes so as to announce

with greater weight the word and the will of God. For more than

twenty years I have done this without rest. God is merciful; He

will not punish me, because thus far my voice is a voice crying in

the wilderness.

“Gracious gentlemen, love your enemies, punish them as a father,

reprimand them as an elder brother, otherwise woe to them, but woe

to you also, woe to the whole Commonwealth!

“Look around; what is the result of this war and the animosity of

brother against brother? This land has become a desert; I have

graves in Ushytsa instead of parishioners; churches, towns, and

villages are in ruins; the Pagan power is rising and growing over

us like a sea, which is ready to swallow even thee, O rock of

Kamenyets.”

Pan Nyenashinyets listened with great emotion to the speech of the

priest, so that the sweat came out on his forehead; then he spoke

thus, amid general silence:--

“That among Cossacks there are worthy cavaliers, a proof is here

present in Pan Motovidlo, whom we all love and respect. But when it

comes to the general love, of which Father Kaminski has spoken so

eloquently, I confess that I have lived in grievous sin hitherto,

for that love was not in me, and I have not striven to gain it.

Now his grace has opened my eyes somewhat. Without special favor

from God I shall not find such love in my heart, because I bear

there the memory of a cruel injustice, which I will relate to you

briefly.”

“Let us drink something warm,” said Zagloba.

“Throw horn-beam on the fire,” said Basia to the attendants.

And soon after the broad room was bright again with light, and

before each of the knights an attendant placed a quart of heated

beer. All moistened their mustaches in it willingly; and when they

had taken one and a second draught, Pan Nyenashinyets collected his

voice again, and spoke as if a wagon were rumbling,--

“My mother when dying committed to my care a sister; Halshka was

her name. I had no wife nor children, therefore I loved that girl

as the apple of my eye. She was twenty years younger than I, and

I had carried her in my arms, I looked on her simply as my own

child. Later I went on a campaign, and the horde took her captive.

When I came home I beat my head against the wall. My property

had vanished in time of the invasion; but I sold what I had, put

my last saddle on a horse, and went with Armenians to ransom my

sister. I found her in Bagchesarai. She was attached to the harem,

not in the harem, for she was only twelve years of age then. I

shall never forget the hour when I found thee, O Halshka. How thou

didst embrace my neck! how thou didst kiss me in the eyes! But

what! It turned out that the money I had brought was too little.

The girl was beautiful. Yehu Aga, who carried her away, asked three

times as much for her. I offered to give myself in addition, but

that did not help. She was bought in the market before my eyes by

Tugai Bey, that famous enemy of ours, who wished to keep her three

years in his harem and then make her his wife. I returned, tearing

my hair. On the road home I discovered that in a Tartar village by

the sea one of Tugai Bey’s wives was dwelling with his favorite son

Azya. Tugai Bey had wives in all the towns and in many villages, so

as to have everywhere a resting-place under his own roof. Hearing

of this son, I thought that God would show me the last means of

salvation for Halshka. At once I determined to bear away that

son, and then exchange him for my sister; but I could not do this

alone. It was necessary to assemble a band in the Ukraine, or the

Wilderness, which was not easy,--first, because the name of Tugai

Bey was terrible in all Russia, and secondly, he was helping the

Cossacks against us. But not a few heroes were wandering through

the steppes,--men looking to their own profit only and ready to go

anywhere for plunder. I collected a notable party of those. What we

passed through before our boats came out on the sea tongue cannot

tell, for we had to hide before the Cossack commanders. But God

blessed us. I stole Azya, and with him splendid booty. We returned

to the Wilderness in safety. I wished to go thence to Kamenyets and

commence negotiations with merchants of that place.

“I divided all the booty among my heroes, reserving for myself

Tugai Bey’s whelp alone; and since I had acted with such

liberality, since I had suffered so many dangers with those men,

had endured hunger with them, and risked my life for them, I

thought that each one would spring into the fire for me, that I had

won their hearts for the ages.

“I had reason to repent of that bitterly and soon. It had not come

to my head that they tear their own ataman to pieces, to divide

his plunder between themselves afterward; I forgot that among them

there are no men of faith, virtue, gratitude, or conscience. Near

Kamenyets the hope of a rich ransom for Azya tempted my followers.

They fell on me in the nighttime like wolves, throttled me with a

rope, cut my body with knives, and at last, thinking me dead, threw

me aside in the desert and fled with the boy.

“God sent me rescue and gave back my health; but my Halshka is gone

forever. Maybe she is living there yet somewhere; maybe after the

death of Tugai Bey another Pagan took her; maybe she has received

the faith of Mohammed; maybe she has forgotten her brother; maybe

her son will shed my blood sometime. That is my history.”

Here Pan Nyenashinyets stopped speaking and looked on the ground

gloomily.

“What streams of our blood and tears have flowed for these

regions!” said Pan Mushalski.

“Thou shalt love thine enemies,” put in Father Kaminski.

“And when you came to health did you not look for that whelp?”

asked Zagloba.

“As I learned afterward,” answered Pan Nyenashinyets, “another band

fell on my robbers and cut them to pieces; they must have taken the

child with the booty. I searched everywhere, but he vanished as a

stone dropped into water.”

“Maybe you met him afterward, but could not recognize him,” said

Basia.

“I do not know whether the child was as old as three years. I

barely learned that his name was Azya. But I should have recognized

him, for he had tattooed over each breast a fish in blue.”

All at once Mellehovich, who had sat in silence hitherto, spoke

with a strange voice from the corner of the room, “You would not

have known him by the fish, for many Tartars bear the same sign,

especially those who live near the water.”

“Not true,” answered the hoary Pan Hromyka; “after Berestechko we

examined the carrion of Tugai Bey,--for it remained on the field;

and I know that he had fish on his breast, and all the other slain

Tartars had different marks.”

“But I tell you that many wear fish.”

“True; but they are of the devilish Tugai Bey stock.”

Further conversation was stopped by the entrance of Pan Lelchyts,

whom Pan Michael had sent on a reconnoissance that morning, and who

had returned just then.

“Pan Commandant,” said he in the door, “at Sirotski Brod, on the

Moldavian side, there is some sort of band moving toward us.”

“What kind of people are they?” asked Pan Michael.

“Robbers. There are a few Wallachians, a few Hungarians; most of

them are men detached from the horde, altogether about two hundred

in number.”

“Those are the same of whom I have tidings that they are plundering

on the Moldavian side,” said Volodyovski, “The perkulab must have

made it hot for them there, hence they are escaping toward us;

but of the horde alone there will be about two hundred. They will

cross in the night, and at daylight we shall intercept them. Pan

Motovidlo and Mellehovich will be ready at midnight. Drive forward

a small herd of bullocks to entice them, and now to your quarters.”

The soldiers began to separate, but not all had left the room yet

when Basia ran up to her husband, threw her arms around his neck,

and began to whisper in his ear. He laughed, and shook his head

repeatedly; evidently she was insisting, while pressing her arms

around his neck with more vigor. Seeing this, Zagloba said,--

“Give her this pleasure once; if you do, I, old man, will clatter

on with you.”

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