CHAPTER XXI.

Ketling was so changed that he was barely able to make a low

obeisance to the ladies; then he stood motionless, with his hat at

his breast, with his eyes closed, like a wonder-working image. Pan

Michael embraced his sister on the way, and approached Krysia. The

maiden’s face was as white as linen, so that the light down on her

lip seemed darker than usual; her breast rose and fell violently.

But Pan Michael took her hand mildly and pressed it to his lips;

then his mustaches quivered for a time, as if he were collecting

his thoughts; at last he spoke with great sadness, but with great

calmness,--

“My gracious lady, or better, my beloved Krysia! Hear me without

alarm, for I am not some Scythian or Tartar, or a wild beast, but

a friend, who, though not very happy himself, still desires your

happiness. It has come out that you and Ketling love each other;

Panna Basia in just anger threw it in my eyes. I do not deny that

I rushed out of this house in a rage and flew to seek vengeance

on Ketling. Whoso loses his all is more easily borne away by

vengeance; and I, as God is dear to me, loved you terribly and not

merely as a man never married loves a maiden. For if I had been

married and the Lord God had given me an only son or a daughter,

and had taken them afterward, I should not have mourned over them,

I think, as I mourned over you.”

Here Pan Michael’s voice failed for a moment, but he recovered

quickly; and after his mustache had quivered a number of times, he

continued, “Sorrow is sorrow; but there is no help. That Ketling

fell in love with you is not a wonder. Who would not fall in love

with you? And that you fell in love with him, that is my fate;

there is no reason either to wonder at that, for what comparison

is there between Ketling and me? In the field he will say himself

that I am not the worse man; but that is another matter. The Lord

God gave beauty to one, withheld it from the other, but rewarded

him with reflection. So when the wind on the road blew around me,

and my first rage had passed, conscience said straightway, Why

punish them? Why shed the blood of a friend? They fell in love,

that was God’s will. The oldest people say that against the heart

the command of a hetman is nothing. It was the will of God that

they fell in love; but that they did not betray, is their honesty.

If Ketling even had known of your promise to me, maybe I should

have called to him, ‘Quench!’ but he did not know of it. What was

his fault? Nothing. And your fault? Nothing. He wished to depart;

you wished to go to God. My fate is to blame, my fate only; for

the finger of God is to be seen now in this, that I remain in

loneliness. But I have conquered myself; I have conquered!”

Pan Michael stopped again and began to breathe quickly, like a man

who, after long diving in water, has come out to the air; then he

took Krysia’s hand. “So to love,” said he, “as to wish all for

one’s self, is not an exploit. ‘The hearts are breaking in all

three of us,’ thought I; ‘better let one suffer and give relief

to the other two.’ Krysia, God give you happiness with Ketling!

Amen. God give you, Krysia, happiness with Ketling! It pains me a

little, but that is nothing--God give you--that is nothing--I have

conquered myself!”

The soldier said, “that is nothing,” but his teeth gritted, and his

breath began to hiss through them. From the other end of the room,

the sobbing of Basia was heard.

“Ketling, come here, brother!” cried Volodyovski.

Ketling approached, knelt down, opened his arms, and in silence,

with the greatest respect and love, embraced Krysia’s knees.

But Pan Michael continued in a broken voice, “Press his head. He

has had his suffering too, poor fellow. God bless you and him!

You will not go to the cloister. I prefer that you should bless

me rather than have reason to curse me. The Lord God is above me,

though it is hard for me now.”

Basia, not able to endure longer, rushed out of the room, seeing

which, Pan Michael turned to Makovetski and his sister. “Go to the

other chamber,” said he, “and leave them; I too will go somewhere,

for I will kneel down and commend myself to the Lord Jesus.” And he

went out.

Halfway down the corridor he met Basia, at the staircase, on the

very same place where, borne away by anger, she had divulged the

secret of Krysia and Ketling, But this time Basia stood leaning

against the wall, choking from sobs.

At sight of this Pan Michael was touched at his own fate; he had

restrained himself up to that moment as best he was able, but then

the bonds of sorrow gave way, and tears burst from his eyes in a

torrent. “Why do you weep?” cried he, pitifully.

Basia raised her head, thrusting, like a child, now one and now the

other fist into her eyes, choking and gulping at the air with open

mouth, and answered with sobbing, “I am so sorry! Oh, for God’s

sake! O Jesus! Pan Michael is so honest, so worthy! Oh, for God’s

sake!”

Pan Michael seized her hands and began kissing them from gratitude.

“God reward you! God reward you for your heart!” said he. “Quiet;

do not weep.”

But Basia sobbed the more, almost to choking. Every vein in her

was quivering from sorrow; she began to gulp for air more and more

quickly; at last, stamping from excitement, she cried so loudly

that it was heard through the whole corridor, “Krysia is a fool!

I would rather have one Pan Michael than ten Ketlings! I love Pan

Michael with all my strength,--better than auntie, better than

uncle, better than Krysia!”

“For God’s sake! Basia!” cried the knight. And wishing to restrain

her emotion, he seized her in his embrace, and she nestled up

to his breast with all her strength, so that he felt her heart

throbbing like a wearied bird; then he embraced her still more

firmly, and they remained so.

Silence followed.

“Basia, do you wish me?” asked the little knight.

“I do, I do, I do!” answered Basia.

At this answer transport seized him in turn; he pressed his lips to

her rosy lips, and again they remained so.

Meanwhile a carriage rattled up to the house, and Zagloba

rushed into the ante-room, then to the dining-room, in which

Pan Makovetski was sitting with his wife. “There is no sign of

Michael!” cried he, in one breath; “I looked everywhere. Pan

Krytski said that he saw him with Ketling. Surely they have fought!”

“Michael is here,” answered Pani Makovetski; “he brought Ketling

and gave him Krysia.”

The pillar of salt into which Lot’s wife was turned had surely a

less astonished face than Zagloba at that moment. Silence continued

for a while; then the old noble rubbed his eyes and asked, “What?”

“Krysia and Ketling are sitting in there together, and Michael has

gone to pray,” said Makovetski.

Zagloba entered the next room without a moment’s hesitation; and

though he knew of all, he was astonished a second time, seeing

Ketling and Krysia sitting forehead to forehead. They sprang up,

greatly confused, and had not a word to say, especially as the

Makovetskis came in after Zagloba.

“A lifetime would not suffice to thank Michael,” said Ketling, at

last. “Our happiness is his work.”

“God give you happiness!” said Makovetski. “We will not oppose

Michael.”

Krysia dropped into the embraces of Pani Makovetski, and the

two began to cry. Zagloba was as if stunned. Ketling bowed to

Makovetski’s knees as to those of a father; and either from the

onrush of thoughts, or from confusion, Makovetski said, “But Pan

Deyma killed Pan Ubysh. Thank Michael, not me!” After a while he

asked, “Wife, what was the name of that lady?”

But she had no time for an answer, for at that moment Basia rushed

in, panting more than usual, more rosy than usual, with her

forelock falling down over her eyes more than usual; she ran up

to Ketling and Krysia, and thrusting her finger now into the eye

of one, and now into the eye of the other, said, “Oh, sigh, love,

marry! You think that Pan Michael will be alone in the world? Not

a bit of it; I shall be with him, for I love him, and I have told

him so. I was the first to tell him, and he asked if I wanted

him, and I told him that I would rather have him than ten others;

for I love him, and I’ll be the best wife, and I will never leave

him! I’ll go to the war with him! I’ve loved him this long time,

though I did not tell him, for he is the best and the worthiest,

the beloved-- And now marry for yourselves, and I will take Pan

Michael, to-morrow, if need be--for--”

Here breath failed Basia.

All looked at her, not understanding whether she had gone mad or

was telling the truth; then they looked at one another, and with

that Pan Michael appeared in the door behind Basia.

“Michael,” asked Makovetski, when presence of mind had restored his

voice to him, “is what we hear true?”

“God has wrought a miracle,” answered the little knight, with

great seriousness, “and here is my comfort, my love, my greatest

treasure.”

After these words Basia sprang to him again like a deer.

Now the mask of astonishment fell from Zagloba’s face, and his

white beard began to quiver; he opened his arms widely and said,

“God knows I shall sob! Haiduk and Michael, come hither!”

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