CHAPTER IV

Settling In

_Sunday, January 8_.--A day of disaster. I stupidly gave permission for

the third motor to be got out this morning. This was done first thing

and the motor placed on firm ice. Later Campbell told me one of the men

had dropped a leg through crossing a sludgy patch some 200 yards from

the ship. I didn't consider it very serious, as I imagined the man

had only gone through the surface crust. About 7 A.M. I started for

the shore with a single man load, leaving Campbell looking about for

the best crossing for the motor. I sent Meares and the dogs over with

a can of petrol on arrival. After some twenty minutes he returned to

tell me the motor had gone through. Soon after Campbell and Day arrived

to confirm the dismal tidings. It appears that getting frightened of

the state of affairs Campbell got out a line and attached it to the

motor--then manning the line well he attempted to rush the machine

across the weak place. A man on the rope, Wilkinson, suddenly went

through to the shoulders, but was immediately hauled out. During the

operation the ice under the motor was seen to give, and suddenly it

and the motor disappeared. The men kept hold of the rope, but it cut

through the ice towards them with an ever increasing strain, obliging

one after another to let go. Half a minute later nothing remained but

a big hole. Perhaps it was lucky there was no accident to the men,

but it's a sad incident for us in any case. It's a big blow to know

that one of the two best motors, on which so much time and trouble

have been spent, now lies at the bottom of the sea. The actual spot

where the motor disappeared was crossed by its fellow motor with a

very heavy load as well as by myself with heavy ponies only yesterday.

Meares took Campbell back and returned with the report that the ice

in the vicinity of the accident was hourly getting more dangerous.

It was clear that we were practically cut off, certainly as regards

heavy transport. Bowers went back again with Meares and managed

to ferry over some wind clothes and odds and ends. Since that no

communication has been held; the shore party have been working,

but the people on board have had a half holiday.

At 6 I went to the ice edge farther to the north. I found a place where

the ship could come and be near the heavy ice over which sledging

is still possible. I went near the ship and semaphored directions

for her to get to this place as soon as she could, using steam if

necessary. She is at present wedged in with the pack, and I think

Pennell hopes to warp her along when the pack loosens.

Meares and I marked the new trail with kerosene tins before

returning. So here we are waiting again till fortune is

kinder. Meanwhile the hut proceeds; altogether there are four layers

of boarding to go on, two of which are nearing completion; it will

be some time before the rest and the insulation is on.

It's a big job getting settled in like this and a tantalising one

when one is hoping to do some depot work before the season closes.

We had a keen north wind to-night and a haze, but wind is dropping and

sun shining brightly again. To-day seemed to be the hottest we have

yet had; after walking across I was perspiring freely, and later as

I sat in the sun after lunch one could almost imagine a warm summer

day in England.

This is my first night ashore. I'm writing in one of my new domed

tents which makes a very comfortable apartment.

_Monday, January_ 9.--I didn't poke my nose out of my tent till 6.45,

and the first object I saw was the ship, which had not previously been

in sight from our camp. She was now working her way along the ice

edge with some difficulty. I heard afterwards that she had started

at 6.15 and she reached the point I marked yesterday at 8.15. After

breakfast I went on board and was delighted to find a good solid

road right up to the ship. A flag was hoisted immediately for the

ponies to come out, and we commenced a good day's work. All day the

sledges have been coming to and fro, but most of the pulling work

has been done by the ponies: the track is so good that these little

animals haul anything from 12 to 18 cwt. Both dogs and men parties

have been a useful addition to the haulage--no party or no single

man comes over without a load averaging 300 lbs. per man. The dogs,

working five to a team, haul 5 to 6 cwt. and of course they travel

much faster than either ponies or men.

In this way we transported a large quantity of miscellaneous stores;

first about 3 tons of coal for present use, then 2 1/2 tons of carbide,

all the many stores, chimney and ventilators for the hut, all the

biologists' gear--a big pile, the remainder of the physicists' gear

and medical stores, and many old cases; in fact a general clear up

of everything except the two heavy items of forage and fuel. Later in

the day we made a start on the first of these, and got 7 tons ashore

before ceasing work. We close with a good day to our credit, marred

by an unfortunate incident--one of the dogs, a good puller, was seen

to cough after a journey; he was evidently trying to bring something

up--two minutes later he was dead. Nobody seems to know the reason,

but a post-mortem is being held by Atkinson and I suppose the cause

of death will be found. We can't afford to lose animals of any sort.

All the ponies except three have now brought loads from the

ship. Oates thinks these three are too nervous to work over this

slippery surface. However, he tried one of the hardest cases to-night,

a very fine pony, and got him in successfully with a big load.

To-morrow we ought to be running some twelve or thirteen of these

animals.

Griffith Taylor's bolted on three occasions, the first two times more

or less due to his own fault, but the third owing to the stupidity

of one of the sailors. Nevertheless a third occasion couldn't be

overlooked by his messmates, who made much merriment of the event. It

was still funnier when he brought his final load (an exceptionally

heavy one) with a set face and ardent pace, vouchsafing not a word

to anyone he passed.

We have achieved fair organisation to-day. Evans is in charge of the

road and periodically goes along searching for bad places and bridging

cracks with boards and snow.

Bowers checks every case as it comes on shore and dashes off to the

ship to arrange the precedence of different classes of goods. He proves

a perfect treasure; there is not a single case he does not know or

a single article of any sort which he cannot put his hand on at once.

Rennick and Bruce are working gallantly at the discharge of stores

on board.

Williamson and Leese load the sledges and are getting very clever

and expeditious. Evans (seaman) is generally superintending the

sledging and camp outfit. Forde, Keohane, and Abbott are regularly

assisting the carpenter, whilst Day, Lashly, Lillie, and others give

intermittent help.

Wilson, Cherry-Garrard, Wright, Griffith Taylor, Debenham, Crean, and

Browning have been driving ponies, a task at which I have assisted

myself once or twice. There was a report that the ice was getting

rotten, but I went over it myself and found it sound throughout. The

accident with the motor sledge has made people nervous.

The weather has been very warm and fine on the whole, with occasional

gleams of sunshine, but to-night there is a rather chill wind from

the south. The hut is progressing famously. In two more working days

we ought to have everything necessary on shore.

_Tuesday, January_ 10.--We have been six days in McMurdo Sound and

to-night I can say we are landed. Were it impossible to land another

pound we could go on without hitch. Nothing like it has been done

before; nothing so expeditious and complete. This morning the main

loads were fodder. Sledge after sledge brought the bales, and early

in the afternoon the last (except for about a ton stowed with Eastern

Party stores) was brought on shore. Some addition to our patent fuel

was made in the morning, and later in the afternoon it came in a

steady stream. We have more than 12 tons and could make this do if

necessity arose.

In addition to this oddments have been arriving all day--instruments,

clothing, and personal effects. Our camp is becoming so perfect in

its appointments that I am almost suspicious of some drawback hidden

by the summer weather.

The hut is progressing apace, and all agree that it should be the

most perfectly comfortable habitation. 'It amply repays the time

and attention given to the planning.' The sides have double boarding

inside and outside the frames, with a layer of our excellent quilted

seaweed insulation between each pair of boardings. The roof has a

single matchboarding inside, but on the outside is a matchboarding,

then a layer of 2-ply 'ruberoid,' then a layer of quilted seaweed, then

a second matchboarding, and finally a cover of 3-ply 'ruberoid.' The

first floor is laid, but over this there will be a quilting, a felt

layer, a second boarding, and finally linoleum; as the plenteous

volcanic sand can be piled well up on every side it is impossible to

imagine that draughts can penetrate into the hut from beneath, and

it is equally impossible to imagine great loss of heat by contact

or radiation in that direction. To add to the wall insulation the

south and east sides of the hut are piled high with compressed forage

bales, whilst the north side is being prepared as a winter stable for

the ponies. The stable will stand between the wall of the hut and a

wall built of forage bales, six bales high and two bales thick. This

will be roofed with rafters and tarpaulin, as we cannot find enough

boarding. We shall have to take care that too much snow does not

collect on the roof, otherwise the place should do excellently well.

Some of the ponies are very troublesome, but all except two have been

running to-day, and until this evening there were no excitements. After

tea Oates suggested leading out the two intractable animals behind

other sledges; at the same time he brought out the strong, nervous

grey pony. I led one of the supposedly safe ponies, and all went well

whilst we made our journey; three loads were safely brought in. But

whilst one of the sledges was being unpacked the pony tied to it

suddenly got scared. Away he dashed with sledge attached; he made

straight for the other ponies, but finding the incubus still fast

to him he went in wider circles, galloped over hills and boulders,

narrowly missing Ponting and his camera, and finally dashed down hill

to camp again pretty exhausted--oddly enough neither sledge nor pony

was much damaged. Then we departed again in the same order. Half-way

over the floe my rear pony got his foreleg foul of his halter, then

got frightened, tugged at his halter, and lifted the unladen sledge to

which he was tied--then the halter broke and away he went. But by this

time the damage was done. My pony snorted wildly and sprang forward as

the sledge banged to the ground. I just managed to hold him till Oates

came up, then we started again; but he was thoroughly frightened--all

my blandishments failed when he reared and plunged a second time,

and I was obliged to let go. He galloped back and the party dejectedly

returned. At the camp Evans got hold of the pony, but in a moment it

was off again, knocking Evans off his legs. Finally he was captured

and led forth once more between Oates and Anton. He remained fairly

well on the outward journey, but on the homeward grew restive again;

Evans, who was now leading him, called for Anton, and both tried to

hold him, but to no purpose--he dashed off, upset his load, and came

back to camp with the sledge. All these troubles arose after he had

made three journeys without a hitch and we had come to regard him as

a nice, placid, gritty pony. Now I'm afraid it will take a deal of

trouble to get him safe again, and we have three very troublesome

beasts instead of two. I have written this in some detail to show

the unexpected difficulties that arise with these animals, and the

impossibility of knowing exactly where one stands. The majority of

our animals seem pretty quiet now, but any one of them may break out

in this way if things go awry. There is no doubt that the bumping of

the sledges close at the heels of the animals is the root of the evil.

The weather has the appearance of breaking. We had a strongish

northerly breeze at midday with snow and hail storms, and now the wind

has turned to the south and the sky is overcast with threatenings of a

blizzard. The floe is cracking and pieces may go out--if so the ship

will have to get up steam again. The hail at noon made the surface

very bad for some hours; the men and dogs felt it most.

The dogs are going well, but Meares says he thinks that several are

suffering from snow blindness. I never knew a dog get it before, but

Day says that Shackleton's dogs suffered from it. The post-mortem

on last night's death revealed nothing to account for it. Atkinson

didn't examine the brain, and wonders if the cause lay there. There is

a certain satisfaction in believing that there is nothing infectious.

_Wednesday, January_ ll.--A week here to-day--it seems quite a month,

so much has been crammed into a short space of time.

The threatened blizzard materialised at about four o'clock this

morning. The wind increased to force six or seven at the ship, and

continued to blow, with drift, throughout the forenoon.

Campbell and his sledging party arrived at the Camp at 8.0

A.M. bringing a small load: there seemed little object, but I suppose

they like the experience of a march in the blizzard. They started

to go back, but the ship being blotted out, turned and gave us their

company at breakfast. The day was altogether too bad for outside work,

so we turned our attention to the hut interior, with the result that

to-night all the matchboarding is completed. The floor linoleum is

the only thing that remains to be put down; outside, the roof and ends

have to be finished. Then there are several days of odd jobs for the

carpenter, and all will be finished. It is a first-rate building in

an extraordinarily sheltered spot; whilst the wind was raging at the

ship this morning we enjoyed comparative peace. Campbell says there

was an extraordinary change as he approached the beach.

I sent two or three people to dig into the hard snow drift behind

the camp; they got into solid ice immediately, became interested

in the job, and have begun the making of a cave which is to be our

larder. Already they have tunnelled 6 or 8 feet in and have begun

side channels. In a few days they will have made quite a spacious

apartment--an ideal place to keep our meat store. We had been

speculating as to the origin of this solid drift and attached great

antiquity to it, but the diggers came to a patch of earth with skua

feathers, which rather knocks our theories on the head.

The wind began to drop at midday, and after lunch I went to the

ship. I was very glad to learn that she can hold steam at two hours'

notice on an expenditure of 13 cwt. The ice anchors had held well

during the blow.

As far as I can see the open water extends to an east and west line

which is a little short of the glacier tongue.

To-night the wind has dropped altogether and we return to the

glorious conditions of a week ago. I trust they may last for a few

days at least.

_Thursday, January_ 12.--Bright sun again all day, but in the afternoon

a chill wind from the S.S.W. Again we are reminded of the shelter

afforded by our position; to-night the anemometers on Observatory

Hill show a 20-mile wind--down in our valley we only have mild puffs.

Sledging began as usual this morning; seven ponies and the dog teams

were hard at it all the forenoon. I ran six journeys with five dogs,

driving them in the Siberian fashion for the first time. It was not

difficult, but I kept forgetting the Russian words at critical moments:

'Ki'--'right'; 'Tchui'--'left'; 'Itah'--'right ahead'; [here is a

blank in memory and in diary]--'get along'; 'Paw'--'stop.' Even my

short experience makes me think that we may have to reorganise this

driving to suit our particular requirements. I am inclined for smaller

teams and the driver behind the sledge. However, it's early days to

decide such matters, and we shall learn much on the depot journey.

Early in the afternoon a message came from the ship to say that all

stores had been landed. Nothing remains to be brought but mutton,

books and pictures, and the pianola. So at last we really are a

self-contained party ready for all emergencies. We are LANDED eight

days after our arrival--a very good record.

The hut could be inhabited at this moment, but probably we shall not

begin to live in it for a week. Meanwhile the carpenter will go on

steadily fitting up the dark room and various other compartments as

well as Simpson's Corner. [6]

The grotto party are making headway into the ice for our larder,

but it is slow and very arduous work. However, once made it will be

admirable in every way.

To-morrow we begin sending ballast off to the ship; some 30 tons will

be sledged off by the ponies. The hut and grotto parties will continue,

and the arrangements for the depot journey will be commenced. I

discussed these with Bowers this afternoon--he is a perfect treasure,

enters into one's ideas at once, and evidently thoroughly understands

the principles of the game.

I have arranged to go to Hut Point with Meares and some dogs to-morrow

to test the ice and see how the land lies. As things are at present

we ought to have little difficulty in getting the depot party away

any time before the end of the month, but the ponies will have to

cross the Cape [7] without loads. There is a way down on the south

side straight across, and another way round, keeping the land on the

north side and getting on ice at the Cape itself. Probably the ship

will take the greater part of the loads.

_Saturday, January_ 14.--The completion of our station is approaching

with steady progress. The wind was strong from the S.S.E. yesterday

morning, sweeping over the camp; the temperature fell to 15°, the sky

became overcast. To the south the land outlines were hazy with drift,

so my dog tour was abandoned. In the afternoon, with some moderation

of conditions, the ballast party went to work, and wrought so well

that more than 10 tons were got off before night. The organisation of

this work is extremely good. The loose rocks are pulled up, some 30 or

40 feet up the hillside, placed on our heavy rough sledges and rushed

down to the floe on a snow track; here they are laden on pony sledges

and transported to the ship. I slept on board the ship and found it

colder than the camp--the cabins were below freezing all night and

the only warmth existed in the cheery spirit of the company. The

cold snap froze the water in the boiler and Williams had to light

one of the fires this morning. I shaved and bathed last night (the

first time for 10 days) and wrote letters from breakfast till tea

time to-day. Meanwhile the ballast team has been going on merrily,

and to-night Pennell must have some 26 tons on board.

It was good to return to the camp and see the progress which had

been made even during such a short absence. The grotto has been much

enlarged and is, in fact, now big enough to hold all our mutton and

a considerable quantity of seal and penguin.

Close by Simpson and Wright have made surprising progress in excavating

for the differential magnetic hut. They have already gone in 7 feet

and, turning a corner, commenced the chamber, which is to be 13 feet

× 5 feet. The hard ice of this slope is a godsend and both grottoes

will be ideal for their purposes.

The cooking range and stove have been placed in the hut and now

chimneys are being constructed; the porch is almost finished as well

as the interior; the various carpenters are busy with odd jobs and

it will take them some time to fix up the many small fittings that

different people require.

I have been making arrangements for the depôt journey, telling off

people for ponies and dogs, &c._9_

To-morrow is to be our first rest day, but next week everything will

be tending towards sledging preparations. I have also been discussing

and writing about the provisions of animals to be brought down in

the _Terra Nova_ next year.

The wind is very persistent from the S.S.E., rising and falling;

to-night it has sprung up again, and is rattling the canvas of

the tent.

Some of the ponies are not turning out so well as I expected; they

are slow walkers and must inevitably impede the faster ones. Two of

the best had been told off for Campbell by Oates, but I must alter

the arrangement. 'Then I am not quite sure they are going to stand

the cold well, and on this first journey they may have to face pretty

severe conditions. Then, of course, there is the danger of losing

them on thin ice or by injury sustained in rough places. Although we

have fifteen now (two having gone for the Eastern Party) it is not at

all certain that we shall have such a number when the main journey is

undertaken next season. One can only be careful and hope for the best.'

_Sunday, January_ 15.--We had decided to observe this day as a 'day

of rest,' and so it has been.

At one time or another the majority have employed their spare hours

in writing letters.

We rose late, having breakfast at nine. The morning promised well and

the day fulfilled the promise: we had bright sunshine and practically

no wind.

At 10 A.M. the men and officers streamed over from the ship, and we all

assembled on the beach and I read Divine Service, our first Service at

the camp and impressive in the open air. After Service I told Campbell

that I should have to cancel his two ponies and give him two others. He

took it like the gentleman he is, thoroughly appreciating the reason.

He had asked me previously to be allowed to go to Cape Royds over the

glacier and I had given permission. After our talk we went together

to explore the route, which we expected to find much crevassed. I

only intended to go a short way, but on reaching the snow above the

uncovered hills of our Cape I found the surface so promising and so

free from cracks that I went quite a long way. Eventually I turned,

leaving Campbell, Gran, and Nelson roped together and on ski to make

their way onward, but not before I felt certain that the route to

Cape Royds would be quite easy. As we topped the last rise we saw

Taylor and Wright some way ahead on the slope; they had come up by

a different route. Evidently they are bound for the same goal.

I returned to camp, and after lunch Meares and I took a sledge

and nine dogs over the Cape to the sea ice on the south side and

started for Hut Point. We took a little provision and a cooker and

our sleeping-bags. Meares had found a way over the Cape which was

on snow all the way except about 100 yards. The dogs pulled well,

and we went towards the Glacier Tongue at a brisk pace; found much of

the ice uncovered. Towards the Glacier Tongue there were some heaps

of snow much wind blown. As we rose the glacier we saw the _Nimrod_

depot some way to the right and made for it. We found a good deal

of compressed fodder and boxes of maize, but no grain crushed as

expected. The open water was practically up to the Glacier Tongue.

We descended by an easy slope 1/4 mile from the end of the Glacier

Tongue, but found ourselves cut off by an open crack some 15 feet

across and had to get on the glacier again and go some 1/2 mile

farther in. We came to a second crack, but avoided it by skirting to

the west. From this point we had an easy run without difficulty to

Hut Point. There was a small pool of open water and a longish crack

off Hut Point. I got my feet very wet crossing the latter. We passed

hundreds of seals at the various cracks.

On the arrival at the hut to my chagrin we found it filled with

snow. Shackleton reported that the door had been forced by the wind,

but that he had made an entrance by the window and found shelter

inside--other members of his party used it for shelter. But they

actually went away and left the window (which they had forced) open;

as a result, nearly the whole of the interior of the hut is filled

with hard icy snow, and it is now impossible to find shelter inside.

Meares and I were able to clamber over the snow to some extent and

to examine the neat pile of cases in the middle, but they will take

much digging out. We got some asbestos sheeting from the magnetic

hut and made the best shelter we could to boil our cocoa.

There was something too depressing in finding the old hut in

such a desolate condition. I had had so much interest in seeing

all the old landmarks and the huts apparently intact. To camp

outside and feel that all the old comfort and cheer had departed,

was dreadfully heartrending. I went to bed thoroughly depressed. It

stems a fundamental expression of civilised human sentiment that men

who come to such places as this should leave what comfort they can

to welcome those who follow.

_Monday, January_ 16.--We slept badly till the morning and,

therefore, late. After breakfast we went up the hills; there was a

keen S.E. breeze, but the sun shone and my spirits revived. There was

very much less snow everywhere than I had ever seen. The ski run was

completely cut through in two places, the Gap and Observation Hill

almost bare, a great bare slope on the side of Arrival Heights, and

on top of Crater Heights an immense bare table-land. How delighted

we should have been to see it like this in the old days! The pond was

thawed and the #confervae green in fresh water. The hole which we had

dug in the mound in the pond was still there, as Meares discovered

by falling into it up to his waist and getting very wet.

On the south side we could see the Pressure Ridges beyond Pram Point

as of old--Horseshoe Bay calm and unpressed--the sea ice pressed

on Pram Point and along the Gap ice foot, and a new ridge running

around C. Armitage about 2 miles off. We saw Ferrar's old thermometer

tubes standing out of the snow slope as though they'd been placed

yesterday. Vince's cross might have been placed yesterday--the paint

was so fresh and the inscription so legible.

The flagstaff was down, the stays having carried away, but in five

minutes it could be put up again. We loaded some asbestos sheeting

from the old magnetic hut on our sledges for Simpson, and by standing

1/4 mile off Hut Point got a clear run to Glacier Tongue. I had hoped

to get across the wide crack by going west, but found that it ran for

a great distance and had to get on the glacier at the place at which

we had left it. We got to camp about teatime. I found our larder

in the grotto completed and stored with mutton and penguins--the

temperature inside has never been above 27°, so that it ought to be

a fine place for our winter store. Simpson has almost completed the

differential magnetic cave next door. The hut stove was burning well

and the interior of the building already warm and homelike--a day or

two and we shall be occupying it.

I took Ponting out to see some interesting thaw effects on the ice

cliffs east of the Camp. I noted that the ice layers were pressing

out over thin dirt bands as though the latter made the cleavage lines

over which the strata slid.

It has occurred to me that although the sea ice may freeze in our bays

early in March it will be a difficult thing to get ponies across it

owing to the cliff edges at the side. We must therefore be prepared

to be cut off for a longer time than I anticipated. I heard that all

the people who journeyed towards C. Royds yesterday reached their

destination in safety. Campbell, Levick, and Priestley had just

departed when I returned._10_

_Tuesday, January_ 17.--We took up our abode in the hut to-day

and are simply overwhelmed with its comfort. After breakfast this

morning I found Bowers making cubicles as I had arranged, but I soon

saw these would not fit in, so instructed him to build a bulkhead of

cases which shuts off the officers' space from the men's, I am quite

sure to the satisfaction of both. The space between my bulkhead and

the men's I allotted to five: Bowers, Oates, Atkinson, Meares, and

Cherry-Garrard. These five are all special friends and have already

made their dormitory very habitable. Simpson and Wright are near the

instruments in their corner. Next come Day and Nelson in a space which

includes the latter's 'Lab.' near the big window; next to this is a

space for three--Debenham, Taylor, and Gran; they also have already

made their space part dormitory and part workshop.

It is fine to see the way everyone sets to work to put things straight;

in a day or two the hut will become the most comfortable of houses,

and in a week or so the whole station, instruments, routine, men and

animals, &c., will be in working order.

It is really wonderful to realise the amount of work which has been

got through of late.

It will be a _fortnight to-morrow_ since we arrived in McMurdo Sound,

and here we are absolutely settled down and ready to start on our depôt

journey directly the ponies have had a proper chance to recover from

the effects of the voyage. I had no idea we should be so expeditious.

It snowed hard all last night; there were about three or four inches

of soft snow over the camp this morning and Simpson tells me some

six inches out by the ship. The camp looks very white. During the

day it has been blowing very hard from the south, with a great deal

of drift. Here in this camp as usual we do not feel it much, but we

see the anemometer racing on the hill and the snow clouds sweeping

past the ship. The floe is breaking between the point and the ship,

though curiously it remains fast on a direct route to the ship. Now

the open water runs parallel to our ship road and only a few hundred

yards south of it. Yesterday the whaler was rowed in close to the

camp, and if the ship had steam up she could steam round to within

a few hundred yards of us. The big wedge of ice to which the ship is

holding on the outskirts of the Bay can have very little grip to keep

it in and must inevitably go out very soon. I hope this may result

in the ship finding a more sheltered and secure position close to us.

A big iceberg sailed past the ship this afternoon. Atkinson declares

it was the end of the Cape Barne Glacier. I hope they will know in

the ship, as it would be interesting to witness the birth of a glacier

in this region.

It is clearing to-night, but still blowing hard. The ponies don't

like the wind, but they are all standing the cold wonderfully and

all their sores are healed up.

_Wednesday, January_ 18.--The ship had a poor time last night; steam

was ordered, but the floe began breaking up fast at 1 A.M., and the

rest of the night was passed in struggling with ice anchors; steam

was reported ready just as the ship broke adrift. In the morning she

secured to the ice edge on the same line as before but a few hundred

yards nearer. After getting things going at the hut, I walked over and

suggested that Pennell should come round the corner close in shore. The

ice anchors were tripped and we steamed slowly in, making fast to

the floe within 200 yards of the ice foot and 400 yards of the hut.

For the present the position is extraordinarily comfortable. With a

southerly blow she would simply bind on to the ice, receiving great

shelter from the end of the Cape. With a northerly blow she might

turn rather close to the shore, where the soundings run to 3 fathoms,

but behind such a stretch of ice she could scarcely get a sea or swell

without warning. It looks a wonderfully comfortable little nook, but,

of course, one can be certain of nothing in this place; one knows from

experience how deceptive the appearance of security may be. Pennell

is truly excellent in his present position--he's invariably cheerful,

unceasingly watchful, and continuously ready for emergencies. I have

come to possess implicit confidence in him.

The temperature fell to 4° last night, with a keen S.S.E. breeze; it

was very unpleasant outside after breakfast. Later in the forenoon

the wind dropped and the sun shone forth. This afternoon it fell

almost calm, but the sky clouded over again and now there is a

gentle warm southerly breeze with light falling snow and an overcast

sky. Rather significant of a blizzard if we had not had such a lot of

wind lately. The position of the ship makes the casual transport that

still proceeds very easy, but the ice is rather thin at the edge. In

the hut all is marching towards the utmost comfort.

Bowers has completed a storeroom on the south side, an excellent place

to keep our travelling provisions. Every day he conceives or carries

out some plan to benefit the camp. Simpson and Wright are worthy of

all admiration: they have been unceasingly active in getting things

to the fore and I think will be ready for routine work much earlier

than was anticipated. But, indeed, it is hard to specialise praise

where everyone is working so indefatigably for the cause.

Each man in his way is a treasure.

Clissold the cook has started splendidly, has served seal, penguin,

and skua now, and I can honestly say that I have never met these

articles of food in such a pleasing guise; 'this point is of the

greatest practical importance, as it means the certainty of good

health for any number of years.' Hooper was landed to-day, much to

his joy. He got to work at once, and will be a splendid help, freeing

the scientific people of all dirty work. Anton and Demetri are both

most anxious to help on all occasions; they are excellent boys.

_Thursday, January_ 19.--The hut is becoming the most comfortable

dwelling-place imaginable. We have made unto ourselves a truly

seductive home, within the walls of which peace, quiet, and comfort

reign supreme.

Such a noble dwelling transcends the word 'hut,' and we pause to

give it a more fitting title only from lack of the appropriate

suggestion. What shall we call it?

'The word "hut" is misleading. Our residence is really a house of

considerable size, in every respect the finest that has ever been

erected in the Polar regions; 50 ft. long by 25 wide and 9 ft. to

the eaves.

'If you can picture our house nestling below this small hill on a long

stretch of black sand, with many tons of provision cases ranged in neat

blocks in front of it and the sea lapping the icefoot below, you will

have some idea of our immediate vicinity. As for our wider surroundings

it would be difficult to describe their beauty in sufficiently glowing

terms. Cape Evans is one of the many spurs of Erebus and the one that

stands closest under the mountain, so that always towering above us

we have the grand snowy peak with its smoking summit. North and south

of us are deep bays, beyond which great glaciers come rippling over

the lower slopes to thrust high blue-walled snouts into the sea. The

sea is blue before us, dotted with shining bergs or ice floes, whilst

far over the Sound, yet so bold and magnificent as to appear near,

stand the beautiful Western Mountains with their numerous lofty peaks,

their deep glacial valley and clear cut scarps, a vision of mountain

scenery that can have few rivals.

'Ponting is the most delighted of men; he declares this is the

most beautiful spot he has ever seen and spends all day and most

of the night in what he calls "gathering it in" with camera and

cinematograph.'

The wind has been boisterous all day, to advantage after the last snow

fall, as it has been drifting the loose snow along and hardening the

surfaces. The horses don't like it, naturally, but it wouldn't do to

pamper them so soon before our journey. I think the hardening process

must be good for animals though not for men; nature replies to it in

the former by growing a thick coat with wonderful promptitude. It seems

to me that the shaggy coats of our ponies are already improving. The

dogs seem to feel the cold little so far, but they are not so exposed.

A milder situation might be found for the ponies if only we could

picket them off the snow.

Bowers has completed his southern storeroom and brought the wing

across the porch on the windward side, connecting the roofing with

that of the porch. The improvement is enormous and will make the

greatest difference to those who dwell near the door.

The carpenter has been setting up standards and roof beams for the

stables, which will be completed in a few days. Internal affairs have

been straightening out as rapidly as before, and every hour seems to

add some new touch for the better.

This morning I overhauled all the fur sleeping-bags and found them

in splendid order--on the whole the skins are excellent. Since that

I have been trying to work out sledge details, but my head doesn't

seem half as clear on the subject as it ought to be.

I have fixed the 25th as the date for our departure. Evans is to get

all the sledges and gear ready whilst Bowers superintends the filling

of provision bags.

Griffith Taylor and his companions have been seeking advice as to their

Western trip. Wilson, dear chap, has been doing his best to coach them.

Ponting has fitted up his own dark room--doing the carpentering work

with extraordinary speed and to everyone's admiration. To-night he

made a window in the dark room in an hour or so.

Meares has become enamoured of the gramophone. We find we have

a splendid selection of records. The pianola is being brought in

sections, but I'm not at all sure it will be worth the trouble. Oates

goes steadily on with the ponies--he is perfectly excellent and

untiring in his devotion to the animals.

Day and Nelson, having given much thought to the proper fitting up

of their corner, have now begun work. There seems to be little doubt

that these ingenious people will make the most of their allotted space.

I have done quite a lot of thinking over the autumn journeys and a

lot remains to be done, mainly on account of the prospect of being

cut off from our winter quarters; for this reason we must have a

great deal of food for animals and men.

_Friday, January_ 20.--Our house has assumed great proportions. Bowers'

annexe is finished, roof and all thoroughly snow tight; an excellent

place for spare clothing, furs, and ready use stores, and its extension

affording complete protection to the entrance porch of the hut. The

stables are nearly finished--a thoroughly stout well-roofed lean-to

on the north side. Nelson has a small extension on the east side

and Simpson a prearranged projection on the S.E. corner, so that

on all sides the main building has thrown out limbs. Simpson has

almost completed his ice cavern, light-tight lining, niches, floor

and all. Wright and Forde have almost completed the absolute hut,

a patchwork building for which the framework only was brought--but

it will be very well adapted for our needs.

Gran has been putting 'record' on the ski runners. Record is a mixture

of vegetable tar, paraffin, soft soap, and linseed oil, with some

patent addition which prevents freezing--this according to Gran.

P.O. Evans and Crean have been preparing sledges; Evans shows himself

wonderfully capable, and I haven't a doubt as to the working of the

sledges he has fitted up.

We have been serving out some sledging gear and wintering boots. We are

delighted with everything. First the felt boots and felt slippers made

by Jaeger and then summer wind clothes and fur mits--nothing could be

better than these articles. Finally to-night we have overhauled and

served out two pairs of finnesko (fur boots) to each traveller. They

are excellent in quality. At first I thought they seemed small, but a

stiffness due to cold and dryness misled me--a little stretching and

all was well. They are very good indeed. I have an idea to use putties

to secure our wind trousers to the finnesko. But indeed the whole

time we are thinking of devices to make our travelling work easier.

'We have now tried most of our stores, and so far we have not found

a single article that is not perfectly excellent in quality and

preservation. We are well repaid for all the trouble which was taken in

selecting the food list and the firms from which the various articles

could best be obtained, and we are showering blessings on Mr. Wyatt's

head for so strictly safeguarding our interests in these particulars.

'Our clothing is as good as good. In fact first and last, running

through the whole extent of our outfit, I can say with some pride

that there is not a single arrangement which I would have had altered.'

An Emperor penguin was found on the Cape well advanced in moult,

a good specimen skin. Atkinson found cysts formed by a tapeworm in

the intestines. It seems clear that this parasite is not transferred

from another host, and that its history is unlike that of any other

known tapeworm--in fact, Atkinson scores a discovery in parasitology

of no little importance.

The wind has turned to the north to-night and is blowing quite fresh. I

don't much like the position of the ship as the ice is breaking away

all the time. The sky is quite clear and I don't think the wind often

lasts long under such conditions.

The pianola has been erected by Rennick. He is a good fellow and one

feels for him much at such a time--it must be rather dreadful for

him to be returning when he remembers that he was once practically

one of the shore party._11_ The pianola has been his special care,

and it shows well that he should give so much pains in putting it

right for us.

Day has been explaining the manner in which he hopes to be able to

cope with the motor sledge difficulty. He is hopeful of getting things

right, but I fear it won't do to place more reliance on the machines.

Everything looks hopeful for the depot journey if only we can get

our stores and ponies past the Glacier Tongue.

We had some seal rissoles to-day so extraordinarily well cooked that

it was impossible to distinguish them from the best beef rissoles. I

told two of the party they were beef, and they made no comment till I

enlightened them after they had eaten two each. It is the first time

I have tasted seal without being aware of its particular flavour. But

even its own flavour is acceptable in our cook's hands--he really

is excellent.

_Saturday, January_ 21.--My anxiety for the ship was not

unfounded. Fearing a little trouble I went out of the hut in the middle

of the night and saw at once that she was having a bad time--the

ice was breaking with a northerly swell and the wind increasing,

with the ship on dead lee shore; luckily the ice anchors had been

put well in on the floe and some still held. Pennell was getting up

steam and his men struggling to replace the anchors.

We got out the men and gave some help. At 6 steam was up, and I was

right glad to see the ship back out to windward, leaving us to recover

anchors and hawsers.

She stood away to the west, and almost immediately after a large berg

drove in and grounded in the place she had occupied.

We spent the day measuring our provisions and fixing up clothing

arrangements for our journey; a good deal of progress has been made.

In the afternoon the ship returned to the northern ice edge; the

wind was still strong (about N. 30 W.) and loose ice all along the

edge--our people went out with the ice anchors and I saw the ship

pass west again. Then as I went out on the floe came the report that

she was ashore. I ran out to the Cape with Evans and saw that the

report was only too true. She looked to be firmly fixed and in a very

uncomfortable position. It looked as though she had been trying to

get round the Cape, and therefore I argued she must have been going a

good pace as the drift was making rapidly to the south. Later Pennell

told me he had been trying to look behind the berg and had been going

astern some time before he struck.

My heart sank when I looked at her and I sent Evans off in the whaler

to sound, recovered the ice anchors again, set the people to work,

and walked disconsolately back to the Cape to watch.

Visions of the ship failing to return to New Zealand and of sixty

people waiting here arose in my mind with sickening pertinacity,

and the only consolation I could draw from such imaginations was the

determination that the southern work should go on as before--meanwhile

the least ill possible seemed to be an extensive lightening of the

ship with boats as the tide was evidently high when she struck--a

terribly depressing prospect.

Some three or four of us watched it gloomily from the shore whilst

all was bustle on board, the men shifting cargo aft. Pennell tells

me they shifted 10 tons in a very short time.

The first ray of hope came when by careful watching one could see

that the ship was turning very slowly, then one saw the men running

from side to side and knew that an attempt was being made to roll her

off. The rolling produced a more rapid turning movement at first and

then she seemed to hang again. But only for a short time; the engines

had been going astern all the time and presently a slight movement

became apparent. But we only knew she was getting clear when we heard

cheers on board and more cheers from the whaler.

Then she gathered stern way and was clear. The relief was enormous.

The wind dropped as she came off, and she is now securely moored off

the northern ice edge, where I hope the greater number of her people

are finding rest. For here and now I must record the splendid manner

in which these men are working. I find it difficult to express my

admiration for the manner in which the ship is handled and worked

under these very trying circumstances.

From Pennell down there is not an officer or man who has not done his

job nobly during the past weeks, and it will be a glorious thing to

remember the unselfish loyal help they are giving us.

Pennell has been over to tell me all about it to-night; I think I

like him more every day.

Campbell and his party returned late this afternoon--I have not

heard details.

Meares and Oates went to the Glacier Tongue and satisfied themselves

that the ice is good. It only has to remain another three days,

and it would be poor luck if it failed in that time.

_Sunday, January_ 22.--A quiet day with little to record.

The ship lies peacefully in the bay; a brisk northerly breeze in

the forenoon died to light airs in the evening--it is warm enough,

the temperature in the hut was 63° this evening. We have had a long

busy day at clothing--everyone sewing away diligently. The Eastern

Party ponies were put on board the ship this morning.

_Monday, January_ 23.--Placid conditions last for a very short time in

these regions. I got up at 5 this morning to find the weather calm and

beautiful, but to my astonishment an opening lane of water between the

land and the ice in the bay. The latter was going out in a solid mass.

The ship discovered it easily, got up her ice anchors, sent a boat

ashore, and put out to sea to dredge. We went on with our preparations,

but soon Meares brought word that the ice in the south bay was going in

an equally rapid fashion. This proved an exaggeration, but an immense

piece of floe had separated from the land. Meares and I walked till

we came to the first ice. Luckily we found that it extends for some

2 miles along the rock of our Cape, and we discovered a possible way

to lead ponies down to it. It was plain that only the ponies could

go by it--no loads.

Since that everything has been rushed--and a wonderful day's work has

resulted; we have got all the forage and food sledges and equipment

off to the ship--the dogs will follow in an hour, I hope, with pony

harness, &c., that is everything to do with our depôt party, except

the ponies.

As at present arranged they are to cross the Cape and try to get

over the Southern Road [8] to-morrow morning. One breathes a prayer

that the Road holds for the few remaining hours. It goes in one place

between a berg in open water and a large pool of the glacier face--it

may be weak in that part, and at any moment the narrow isthmus may

break away. We are doing it on a very narrow margin.

If all is well I go to the ship to-morrow morning after the ponies

have started, and then to Glacier Tongue.

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