CHAPTER XI

THE VIOLIN

There was no lying abed for Ellen the next morning. There were things to

be done, and to be done quickly, so she lost no time in getting ready

immediately after breakfast to go to her cousin’s house.

“I don’t see why you are in such a hurry,” complained Caro. “If you will

wait a while, I can go with you. Mother wants to try on the dress I am

to wear to Florence’s party this evening. Of course you will go, Ellen.”

“Oh, but I am not invited.”

“That is because Florence didn’t know you would be here. When she knows

you are visiting me of course she will expect you.”

Ellen shook her head. “I don’t think so. Moreover, I really don’t feel

in the humor for going; I am tired after all the excitement of the past

week.”

“Well, maybe you’ll change your mind before night. I do want you to go

with me.”

Ellen did not reply, but hurried off. It was a crisp, bright morning.

Snow, which had fallen a few days before, still lay in little heaps on

the spots untouched by the sun. As Ellen turned the key in the door

Wipers bounded to meet her from a warm corner where he had been curled

up. She stooped to stroke him, and then entered the chilly house. It was

very still and desolate, windows barred and lower rooms dark. Ellen did

not tarry on the lower floor, but mounted the stairs to her own room,

leaving her violin on the hall table.

How cold and silent it was, yet the sun was streaming in, and, as she

looked around at the familiar objects, she realized that this was home

and that she was glad to get back to it. She busied herself for a time

in putting together the things Miss Rindy had asked for, and when these

were ready she went back to her own room, took out her writing

materials, and sat thoughtfully looking out the window. She had kept on

her coat, so she decided that she would not take cold if she remained

long enough to write the note, which was an important one. How should

she begin it? Should she say “My dear Reed,” “Dear Cronine,” or “My dear

Mr. Marshall”? Finally she decided that as this was a strictly business

matter she would best be as formal as possible; therefore she wrote:

“My dear Mr. Marshall:

“If you were in earnest about wanting my father’s violin if I

ever wished to part with it, I am ready to offer it to you. The

hole is quite a deep one, otherwise I could not think of giving

up dear Mr. Barstow’s Christmas gift; you remember that he said

I could sell it if ever I was in a hole, so I must do it now.”

She read over carefully what she had written, and then added:

“Please don’t think you must take the violin if you don’t want

it. Perhaps you spoke on the spur of the moment, and didn’t

really mean me to take you seriously.”

She hesitated a moment before signing her name. Then she slipped the

note into the envelope, and began the address: “Mr. Reed Marshall.”

Suddenly she realized that she did not know where the young man lived.

“I shall have to send it in Mr. Barstow’s care,” she soliloquized, “and

I ought to write to him and explain. It wouldn’t do to sell his gift

without telling him why I am doing it.”

She wrote another note, enclosed the one to Reed, and felt that the

matter was concluded. “It can go off in the evening mail, and he should

get it to-morrow,” she told herself. “I should have an answer in a few

days.”

By this time her fingers were stiff with cold, and, as there was no

reason why she should linger, she hurried off, bearing the bag

containing her cousin’s belongings and her violin. The latter she wanted

to show to Jeremy Todd, but just as she was about to turn in at his gate

she saw him ahead of her, and hastened to catch up with him. This,

however, she did not do till he had reached the church, where he turned

in.

Ellen was right at his heels as he fitted the big key in the door.

“Happy New Year, Mr. Jeremy Todd!” she greeted him.

He flung open the door, and held out both hands. “Well, this is a

surprise,” he cried. “When did you get in? Have you seen Rindy? How is

she?”

“I got in yesterday and went right out to the hospital. Cousin Rindy is

doing as well as one could expect, but of course she worries. May I come

in with you? I have such a lot to tell you, and I want to consult you

about something. You know I am nothing if not a consulter.”

“Come right in and tell me all about it. We certainly have missed you,

child. It made me feel very lonesome to see the house next door shut up

and deserted.”

They entered the church and seated themselves near the organ. Then Ellen

poured forth her tale, concluding with: “So, you see, Mr. Todd, here is

my chance to do something for Cousin Rindy, something really worth

while. Of course I am sorry to give up dear Daddy’s violin, but I am not

used yet to owning it, so it is better to give it up before it becomes

harder to do. It will be a comfort to think that it is in the hands of

one who will treasure it, that is, if he really does want it. Besides, I

am not expecting to be a violinist.”

“And this young man is?”

“Why, he must be of a sort, although he is studying to be an artist he

told me. Funny I never thought to ask him to try the violin again. I saw

him only once, you know. I want you to try it and tell me what you think

of it.” She took it from its case and handed it over to him.

He handled it reverently, tuned it, and played a few measures. “It is a

very fine instrument,” he assured her, “and should be worth a big

price.”

“As much as a hundred dollars?” asked Ellen eagerly.

“It is worth more, though perhaps you may not get anything beyond that.

I wish it were my privilege to afford to buy it.”

“But you will keep it for me, won’t you, till Reed wants it? I would be

so glad if you would take charge of it.”

“Why not keep it yourself?”

Ellen shook her head. “No, the longer I have it the harder it will be to

part with it. I know it will be safe in your hands, and perhaps you will

like to play on it sometimes.”

“That I surely will. This Mr. Barstow of whom you speak, is his name

Peter, by any chance?”

“It is indeed, and he knows you. He was so glad when I could tell him

about you; said he was going to write to you.”

“My old friend, Don Pedro; well, well.”

“Oh, do you call him that? So did Daddy, and I do when I am with him.

Reed calls him Uncle Pete. Isn’t it funny that Reed’s father and mine

both were what Mr. Barstow calls old cronies, and Reed says I am a

cronette and he is a cronine in consequence. He is a very ridiculous

person.”

Mr. Todd looked at her thoughtfully. “And you like him very much, this

lad?”

“I liked him with a black face; I don’t know how much I should like him

with a white one. Probably he will seem quite a different person. I must

run along now, or Caro will think I am lost. I shall see you soon again,

I hope.”

“We begin our organ lessons again on Saturday, don’t we?”

“That’s up to you, Mr. Music Master.”

“Then by all means. I shall want your report of the sale of your violin

as soon as you have it.”

“That you shall.” She left him softly playing upon the violin, and went

on to mail her note. “It’s just as well that it is addressed to Don

Pedro,” she said to herself, “otherwise Mrs. Perry would be consumed

with curiosity to know who my new correspondent might be. She keeps a

mental list of all my other ones, I am sure.”

Caro was just stepping out of the completed party frock when Ellen came

into the room where she was. “What a time you have been,” she exclaimed.

“You haven’t been shut up in that cold house all this time, I hope.”

“Well, no; I was at the church with Mr. Todd part of the time, and I

went to the post-office to mail a letter.”

“Frank Ives has been trying to get you on the ’phone. He has called up

two or three times.”

“What did he want?”

“He wouldn’t leave his message, although I tried to get him to. He said

he must speak to you himself, and that he would come around before one

o’clock, so don’t run off again.”

Ellen’s only response was: “How pretty your dress is, Caro. It is mighty

becoming, too. You’ll be the belle of the ball.”

“Not if you are there.”

“Which I shall not be, and it is nonsense to say I would be a belle if I

were there. Florence would see to it that I played the part of wall

flower.”

“I’d like to see her try, then; not with Frank and Clyde and the other

boys there. You are not going to be so cruel as to refuse to go, Ellen,

when you know how disappointed I shall be, not to mention several

others. You can wear your lovely crêpe de Chine that you look so

perfectly dear in.”

Just here a big red car dashed up to the door and Frank Ives sprang out.

“I can’t go down,” declared Caro. “He wants to see you anyway, and I am

not dressed. Go along.”

There was nothing left to do but go, which Ellen did half reluctantly.

For some reason she didn’t care to see Frank just then. It was evident,

however, that he very much wanted to see her. “I came to apologize,”

were his first words. “Flo didn’t know you were here till I told her, so

that explains why you haven’t received an invitation to her party. If

you don’t mind the informality of it, I am the bearer of a verbal

invitation which we hope you will accept. I want to come for you, and

please give me as many dances as you can. Please don’t say No. You will

spoil my evening if you do.”

With two persons asserting that the evening would be spoiled for them if

she refused to attend the party, Ellen was obliged to give in, and sent

Frank off in high feather. If she had but known, the invitation was

entirely due to the stand he took in the matter, for he announced that

he would not appear unless Ellen were there. “I’ll go and spend the

evening with her,” he declared to his sister, “so count me out, Miss

Snobby.”

“I think you are perfectly horrid,” pouted Florence. “It’s my party, and

I reckon I can invite who I choose.”

“So you can,” retorted Frank, “but allee samee you can count me out, and

I’d advise you to give an hour’s study to your grammar before you mingle

in society.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Florence returned. “I reckon I

can talk as good grammar as you or any of the boys.”

Frank shrugged his shoulders and lifted his eyebrows as he turned to

walk away. He had not reached the door before Florence called him back.

“I never can have my own way,” she fumed. “What is it you want me to

do?”

“I want you to give me leave to invite Ellen in your name. I can make it

all right with her, I think.”

“What will you do for me if I consent?”

“I’ll dance with that little foolish Suzanne Mills, or any one else you

may select.”

“All right, but Ellen is such a Priss.”

“She is not at all. You don’t know her; she can be as jolly as the next,

and stars! how she can sing.”

“Oh, very well, go along and get your little red-headed missy, only

don’t expect me to fall on her neck.”

“You’ll have to be decently polite; that’s all I ask. I’ll see that she

has a good time, so I should worry.”

So that is how Ellen happened to go to the dance, and, to the chagrin of

her hostess, she had all the attention she could desire, and did not in

the least miss the blandishments which Florence bestowed upon some of

her guests, notably Suzanne Mills, who was a flapper of flappers, and as

brainless a little somebody as one could meet, but she glittered in

shining raiment, and was bestrung with gauds, so she could not help

attracting attention. “Her people are awful rich,—that’s a real pearl

necklace she’s got on,” Ellen heard Florence remark; and, thinking of

Mabel Wickham, who also was “awful rich” but who dressed simply and made

no display of jewelry, Ellen smiled. However, the blood rushed to her

face when Suzanne asked, “Who is the red-headed girl that your brother

Frank is so devoted to?”

“Oh, that’s a sort of a little ‘orphant Annie,’ taken up by one of her

relatives who lives here. She is poor as poverty, and I’d never have

invited her if Frank hadn’t insisted upon it.”

“She doesn’t look poor,” returned Suzanne. “That’s a handsome dress she

has on, and those look like real rock-crystal beads she wears.”

“Probably some rich friend gave them to her; her cousin couldn’t afford

either dress or beads, unless Ellen badgered her till she was obliged to

give them to her to keep peace. It’s pretty hard on Miss Rindy to have

to support a girl who is old enough to make her own living.”

Ellen’s face was flaming as the girls moved off. If only she could have

escaped from her corner before those two came near enough for her to

hear what they said. Eavesdropping? Perhaps it was, but she was hemmed

in by a screen of palms, and could not easily have made her way out

without crowding others. She was waiting for Frank, who had established

her there.

Presently he came up, bearing a plate of chicken salad in one hand and

one of oysters in the other. “I’ll get you some ice-cream and cake in a

minute,” he said. “This is a nice, quiet corner, isn’t it? Just big

enough for two. Rather a tight squeeze getting in and out, but room

enough when you get here. I’ve had my eye on it from the first. I’ll be

right back.” He set down the plates, and Ellen saw him threading his way

through the crowd.

She felt that the food would choke her if she attempted to eat it, but

how dispose of it? She could not let Frank see that it had not been

touched. She looked around wildly. It would never do to empty it in any

of the pots or tubs which held the palms. Then she realized that this

was a bay window. Perhaps she could lift one of the sashes. She made the

attempt, and found she could open the window far enough to allow her to

toss out the contents of the plates, trusting that a dog or cat would

discover it before morning. Then she sat back, fervently hoping that

Frank would not return before what would seem a reasonable time for one

to eat what he had brought. “He certainly will think I have a good

appetite,” she said to herself as she regarded the empty dishes which

she set down under one of the palms.

As luck would have it Frank did not return very soon. “There was such a

mob I could scarcely get near the tables,” he said, “but I knew how to

turn the trick by going around the back way, and I snatched a bite for

myself while the going was good.”

Ellen picked at the ice-cream and nibbled a macaroon, but permitted

herself to appear more absorbed in Frank’s long-winded account of how he

was nearly held up for speeding a few days before. Frank was never

eloquent, and his tales always held many digressions. Ellen made few

comments, for her thoughts were not on the subject. She longed for the

time to come when she might go, or, at least, that there might be an

interruption.

This came before long, when Clyde Fawcett’s face appeared between

branches of a tall palm. “So this is where you are twosing,” he

exclaimed. “I might have known foxy old Frank would seek some

out-of-the-way corner. They are going to start up the music again,

Ellen, and this is our dance. Tight squeeze getting out, isn’t it? Here,

I’ll help you. Step on the edge of that tub.”

With the help of her two cavaliers Ellen managed an escape from her

bower and was soon among the dancers, desperately longing for the time

to come when she could make her farewells. At last the hour arrived when

Caro in her rosy dress came up to her. “Dad is here for me,” she said.

“Are you going home with us, Ellen?”

“Not much she isn’t,” Frank spoke up. “I brought her and I shall take

her home. Stay for another dance or two, Hazel.”

“Oh, no, I mustn’t,” Ellen spoke hastily. “Mrs. Rowe will be sitting up

for us, and I must get back when Caro does.” And in spite of Frank’s

persuasions she kept to her decision, glad when she could follow in

Caro’s wake and murmur a few polite words to Florence as they took their

leave. As she stepped into the big red car she cast one backward look at

the pretentious, brilliantly lighted mansion. “Farewell, Castle Mammon,”

she said to herself. “I hope never to enter your walls again.”

She said not a word to Caro of the conversation between Florence and

Suzanne, but she did pour out her heart to her good old friend, Jeremy

Todd. “They are so different, so very different from the people my

mother and father knew. Nobody cared who was rich or who was poor. If

they were good and talented and kind, it was all that mattered, and no

one could have better times than artists and their friends.”

Mr. Todd nodded in assent. “I know that full well. ‘The life is more

than meat, and the body than raiment.’”

“I never understood that so well before,” replied Ellen reflectively.

“It is like something my mother used to tell me her old mammy often said

of a certain sordidly rich family: ‘Dey has money, but dey hasn’t

nothin’ else.’ How true that can be of some.”

Mr. Todd laughed. “That’s worth remembering, and one should be sorry for

those who have nothing but money. With only that one cannot buy an

appreciation of beauty, nor character, nor truth; in fact, few of the

really worth-while things can be bought with money, and they are the

rich who can enjoy the heaven-sent gifts instead of grubbing for what

earth can supply.”

“But it is mighty nice to have riches,” sighed Ellen.

“To do good with, to help others, yes, and they are blest who have both

the heavenly spirit and the earthly means.”

“It is the earthly means I am yearning for just now. One reason I am so

angry with Florence is that she hit upon the truth when she said I

should be earning my living. Plenty of girls of sixteen do earn it, and

I must be casting around to find a way to do the same. It is intolerable

to be spoken of as a charity girl who is sponging on a relative.”

Mr. Todd looked distressed. “I think, my dear, that your work is cut out

for you while Rindy is laid up. When she is well it will be time enough

for you to think of your independence. By the way, have you heard from

your young friend about the violin?”

“Not yet, and it’s getting to be time that I did. Of course I can’t

expect he will be as prompt as I want him to be, but I am getting a

trifle impatient.”

Still it was several days before the letter did come, and in the

meantime Caro asked Ellen what she had done with the violin. “I am

letting Mr. Todd keep it,” she explained. “It is of more use to him than

to me.”

“Oh, but I love to hear you play that pretty piece on it.”

“You’d soon get tired of that; I’d be like a music box that plays only

one tune. No, it’s better Mr. Jeremy should keep it for the present.” In

this way she put off Caro, and felt that she had done it rather

cleverly.

To her great joy Reed’s letter came one day when she went herself to the

post-office. She could hardly wait to open it, and hurried back, not to

the doctor’s, but to her old home, where, “If I have to cry nobody will

see me,” she said to herself.

Up to her own little room she went, sat down, and held the letter a

moment or two before opening it, but, when she finally did, out fell a

check which she hurriedly scanned. Down went the letter on the floor.

“Oh! Oh! Oh!” she exclaimed. “It is too good to be true. It may be only

filthy lucre, but, oh, how glad I am to get it! Say what you will, Mr.

Todd, there are moments in life when there is nothing like a check to

satisfy one’s cravings.” She held out the check before her and gazed at

it fondly. “I could kiss you, but I will only press you to my heart,”

which she proceeded to do. “Now, let’s see what that nice boy has to

say.”

She picked up the letter, which read:

“Dear Cronette:

“You must think me a beast for not answering your note sooner,

but the fact of the matter is that I am laid up with a mean

attack of grippe, and, lest my temperature should be too

seriously affected by a note from you, Uncle Pete didn’t hand it

over till this morning.

“Of course I want the dear fiddle, want it like the mischief,

but I feel like a thief to take it from you. However, if it

helps you out of a hole to cash the within meagre check, I send

it along; and if the time comes when you want to buy it back,

the fiddle, I mean, you must feel free to do it. By that time it

may be a little shop-worn, so you should beat me down in the

price. Remember that I am not paying what it is worth, but

perhaps you will consider that my deep appreciation is worth

something.

“I wish I could come for it myself, but, ‘Nay, nay, Pauline,’

says the doctor. If you have a chance to send it by some

reliable messenger please do so, for it is too precious to be

sent by any ordinary means. If no such trustworthy person

appears on the horizon, just wait till I can come for it or can

send some one.

“It was bad luck not to have a chance of seeing you again, but I

shall do it yet. Somehow I feel it in my bones, honey chile, dat

we is gwine be de bes’ ob fren’s.

“Yo’ expectation fren’ an’ pal,

“Cronine.”

“What a nice, nice boy,” murmured Ellen as she folded the letter and put

it back in the envelope; but almost immediately she took it out and read

it all over again. Then she sat in deep thought for a while, but

suddenly she jumped up, gathered together her letter and check, and ran

in next door to show them to Mr. Todd.

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