BROTHER--LOVER.

Trembling, her eyes dilated with horror, Louise Vine stood watching the

dimly-seen pleading face for some moments before her lips could form

words, and her reason tell her that it was rank folly and superstition

to stand trembling there.

"Harry!" she whispered, "alone? yes."

"Hah!" he ejaculated, and thrusting in his hands he climbed into the

room.

Louise gazed wildly at the rough-looking figure in sea-stained old

pea-jacket and damaged cap, hair unkempt, and a hollow look in eye and

cheek that, joined with the ghastly colourless skin, was quite enough to

foster the idea that this was one risen from the grave.

"Don't be scared," he said harshly, "I'm not dead after all."

"Harry! my darling brother."

That was all in words, but with a low, moaning cry Louise had thrown her

soft arms about his neck and covered his damp cold face with her kisses,

while the tears streamed down her cheeks.

"Then there is some one left to--My darling sis!"

He began in a half-cynical way, but the genuine embrace was contagious,

and clasping her to his breast, he had to fight hard to keep back his

own tears and sobs as he returned her kisses.

Then the fugitive's dread of the law and of discovery reasserted itself,

and pushing her back, he said quickly:--

"Where is father?"

"At Mr Van Heldre's. Let me--"

"Hush! answer my questions. Where is Aunt Marguerite?"

"Gone to bed, dear."

"And the servants?"

"In the kitchen. They will not come without I ring. But Harry--

brother--we thought you dead--we thought you dead."

"Hush! Louy, for heaven's sake! You'll ruin me," he whispered as she

burst into a fit of uncontrollable sobbing, so violent at times that he

grew alarmed.

"We thought you dead--we thought you dead."

It was all she could say as she clung to him, and looking wildly from

door to window and back.

"Louy!" he whispered at last passionately, "I must escape. Be quiet or

you will be heard."

By a tremendous effort she mastered her emotion, and tightening her

grasp upon him, she set her teeth hard, compressed her lips, and stood

with contracted brow gazing in his eyes.

"Now!" he said, "can you listen?"

She nodded her head, and her wild eyes seemed so questioning, that he

said quickly--

"I can't tell you much. You know I can swim well."

She nodded silently.

"Well, I rose after my dive and let the current carry me away till I

swam ashore three miles away, and I've been in hiding in one of the

zorns."

"Oh, my brother?" she answered.

"Waiting till it was safe to come out."

"But Harry!" she paused; "we--my father--we all believed you dead. How

could you be so--"

She stopped.

"Cruel?" he said firmly. "Wouldn't it have been more cruel to be

dragged off to prison and disgrace you more?"

"But--"

"Hush! I tell you I have been in hiding. They think me dead?"

"Yes; they found you--"

"Hush, I tell you. I have no time to explain. Let them go on thinking

me dead."

"But Harry?" she cried; "my poor broken-hearted father--Madelaine."

"Hold your tongue!" he said in a broken voice, "unless you want to drive

me mad."

He paused, for his face was working; but at last with a stamp he

controlled his emotion.

"Look here," he said hoarsely. "I had no one to come to but you. Will

you help me?"

"Harry?" she whispered reproachfully, as she clung to him more firmly.

"Hah! that's better," he said. "Now don't talk, only listen. But are

you sure that we shall not be overheard?"

"Quite, dear, we are alone."

"Then listen. I have thought all this out. I've been a blackguard; I

did knock old Van Heldre down."

Louise moaned.

"But once more I tell you I'm not a thief. I did not rob him, and I did

not go to rob him. I swear it."

"I believe you, Harry," she whispered.

"Well, I'll tell you what I'm going to do."

She nodded again, unable to speak, but clung to him spasmodically, for

everything seemed to swim round before her eyes.

"I am penniless. There, that proves to you I did not rob poor old Van.

I want money--enough to escape over to France--to get to London first.

Then I shall change my name. Don't be alarmed," he said tremblingly, as

he felt Louise start. "I shall give up the name of Vine, but I'm not

going to call myself des Vignes, or any of that cursed folly."

"Harry!"

"All right, dear. It made me mad to think of it all. I've come to my

senses now, and I'm going over the channel to make a fresh start and to

try and prove myself a man. Some day when I've done this father shall

know that I am alive, and perhaps then he may take me by the hand and

forgive me."

"Harry, let me send for him--let me tell him now."

"No," said the young man sternly.

"He loves you! He will forgive you and bless God for restoring you once

more, as I do, my darling. Oh, Harry, Harry! My mother!"

"Hush," he whispered with his voice trembling as he held her to him and

stroked her face. "Hush, sis, hush!"

"Then I may send for him?"

"No, no, no?" he cried fiercely. "I am little better than a convict.

He must not, he shall not know I am alive."

"But Harry, dearest--"

"Silence!" he whispered angrily, "I came to you, my sister, for help.

No, no, dear, I'm not cross; but you talk like a woman. The dear old

dad would forgive me, God bless him! I know he would, just as you have,

and fall on my neck and kiss me as--as--as--Ah! Lou, Lou, Lou, my

girl," he cried, fighting against his emotion, "the law will not be like

your love. You must help me to escape, at all events for a time."

"And may I tell him where you are gone--my father and Maddy?"

"Hush!" he cried, in so wild and strange a voice that she shrank from

him. "Do you want to unman me when I have planned my future, and then

see me handcuffed and taken to gaol? No; Harry Vine is dead. Some day

another man will come and ask the forgiveness he needs."

"Harry!"

"But not this shivering, cowardly cur--a man, a true blameless man, whom

it will take years to make. Now, then, once more, will you help me, and

keep my secret?"

Louise was silent for a few moments.

"Well, never mind, you must keep my secret, for after I am gone if you

said you had seen me, people would tell you that you were mad."

"I will help you, Harry, and keep your secret, dear--even," she added to

herself, "if it breaks my heart."

"That's right. We've wasted too much time in talking as it is, and--"

"But Harry--Madelaine--she loves you."

He wrested himself from her violently, and stood with his hands pressed

to his head. A few moments before he had been firm and determined, but

the agonised thought of Madelaine and of giving her up for ever had

ended the fictitious strength which had enabled him to go so far.

It was the result of his long agony shut up in that cave; and though he

struggled hard he could do no more, but completely unnerved, trembling

violently, and glancing wildly from time to time at the door and window,

he sank at his sister's feet and clutched her knees.

"Harry, Harry!" she whispered--she, the stronger now--"for Heaven's sake

don't give way like that."

"It's all over now. I'm dead beat; I can do no more."

"Then let me go for father; let me fetch him from Van Heldre's."

"Yes," he moaned; "and while you are gone I'll go down to the end of the

point and jump in. This time I shall be too weak to swim."

"Harry, don't talk like that!" she cried, embracing him, as she saw with

horror the pitiable, trembling state in which he was.

"I can't help it," he whispered as he clung to her now like a frightened

child, and looked wildly at the door. "You don't know what I've

suffered, buried alive like, in that cave, and expecting the sea to come

in and drown me. It has been one long horror."

"But, Harry, dear, you are safe now."

"Safe?" he groaned; "yes, to be taken by the first policeman I meet, and

locked up in gaol."

"But, Harry!" she cried, his agitation growing contagious, "I have

promised. I will help you now. I'll keep it a secret, if you think it

best, dear. Harry, for Heaven's sake be a man."

"It's all over now," he groaned, "so better end it all. I wish I was

dead. I wish I was dead."

"But, Harry, dear," she whispered, trembling now as much as he, "tell me

what to do."

"I can't now," he said; "I'm too weak and broken. All this has been so

maddening that I'm like some poor wretch half-killed by drink. It's too

late now."

"No, no, Harry, dear. It shall be our secret then. Up, and be a man,

my brave, true brother, and you shall go and redeem yourself. Yes, I'll

suffer it all hopefully, for the future shall make amends, dear. You

shall go across to France, and I will study my father's comfort, and

pray nightly for you."

"Too late," he moaned--"too late!"

She looked at him wildly. The long strain upon his nerves had been too

great, and he was white as a sheet, and shaking violently.

"Harry, dear, tell me what to do."

"Let them take me," he said weakly. "It's of no use."

"Hush?" she said, full now of a wild desire to save him from disgrace

and to aid him in his efforts to redeem the past. "Let me think. Yes;

you want money."

Full of the recollection of his former appeal, she took out her keys,

opened a drawer, while he half knelt, half crouched upon the carpet.

She had not much there, and, whispering to him to wait, she left the

room, locking him in, and ran up to her chamber.

Harry started as he heard the snap made by the lock; but he subsided

again in a helpless state, and with the disease that had been hanging

about waiting to make its grand attack, gradually sapping its way.

In five minutes Louise was back.

"I have not much money," she whispered hastily; "but here are my watch,

two chains, and all the jewels I have, dear. They are worth a great

deal."

"Too late!" he moaned as he gazed up at her piteously, and for the

moment he was delirious, as a sudden flush of fever suffused his cheeks.

"It is not too late," she said firmly. "Take them. Now tell me what

next to do."

"What next?" he said vacantly.

"Yes. You must not stay here. My father may return at any time.

Brother--Harry--shall I get you some clothes?"

"No--no," he said mournfully. "I shall want no more clothes."

"Harry!" she cried, taking his face between her hands, and drawing it

round so that the light fell upon it; "are you ill?"

"Ill? yes," he said feebly. "I've felt it before--in the wet cave--

fever, I suppose. Lou, dear, is it very hard to die?"

"Oh, what shall I do?" cried the agitated girl, half frantic now.

"Harry, you are not very ill?"

"Only sometimes," he said slowly, as he looked round. "I seem to lose

my head a bit, and then something seems to hold me back."

"Harry!"

"Yes," he cried, starting up; "who called? You, Louy, money--give me

some money."

"I gave you all I had, dear, and my jewels."

"Yes, I forgot," he said huskily, as in a moment his whole manner had

changed, and with feverish energy he felt for the trinkets she had given

him.

"You are ill, dear," she whispered tenderly. "Would it not be better to

let me fetch our father?"

"I'd sooner die," he cried, catching her wrist. "No. He shall not

know. There, I can see clearly now. That horrible weakness is always

taking me now, and when it's on I feel as if I should kill myself."

"Harry!"

"Hush! I know now. We must go before he comes back."

"We?" she said aghast.

"Yes, we. I'm not fit to be alone. You must come with me, Lou, and

help me. If I go alone I shall go mad."

"Oh, Harry! my darling brother."

"Yes," he cried in a hoarse whisper; "I know I shall. It's too horrible

to live alone, as I've been living. You must come with me and save me--

from myself--from everybody. Why do you look at me like that?"

He caught her by the shoulder, and glared at her with a long, fierce

stare.

"I--I could not leave home, Harry," she said faintly.

"You must, you shall," he cried, "unless you want me to really die."

"But my father, dear?"

"Quick! write!" he said with the feverish energy which frightened her;

and dragging open the blotter on a side table, he pointed to a chair.

"He is mad--he is mad," she wailed to herself, as in obedience to a will

far stronger at that moment than her own, she sat down and took up pen

and paper.

"Write," he said hoarsely.

"Write, Harry?"

"Yes, quick!"

In a horror of dread as she read her brother's wild looks, and took in

his feverish semi-delirium, lest he should carry out a threat which

chilled her, she dipped her pen and waited as, after an evident struggle

with a clouding intellect, Harry said quickly:

"Dear father, I am forced by circumstances to leave home. Do not grieve

for me, I am well and happy; and no matter what you hear do not attempt

to follow me. If you do you will bring sorrow upon yourself, and ruin

upon one I love. Good-bye; some day all will be cleared up. Till then,

your loving daughter, Louise."

"Harry!" she sobbed, as he laid down the pen, and gazed at the

tear-blurred paper. "You cannot mean this. I dare not--I could not

go."

"Very well," he said coldly. "I told you it was too late. It does not

matter now."

"Oh," she panted, "you are not reasonable. I have given you money. Go

as you said and hide somewhere. You are weak and ill now."

"Yes," he said, in a voice which wrung her heart. "I am weak and ill

now."

"A little rest, dear, and the knowledge that you have the means of

escaping will make you more calm."

He looked at her with his eyes so full of wild anger that she half

shrank from him, but his face changed.

"Poor little sis!" he said tenderly; "I frighten you. Look at me. Am I

fit to go away alone? I know--I feel that at any moment I may break

down and go off my head among strangers."

She looked at him wildly, and as she stood trembling there in a state of

agitation which overset her generally calm balance, she read in his eyes

that he was speaking the truth.

"Put that note in an envelope and direct it," he said in a slow,

measured way, and mechanically, and as if for the time being his will

was again stronger than hers, she obeyed him, dropped the letter on the

table, and then stood gazing from it to her brother and back again.

"It's hard upon you," he said, with his hand to his head, as if he could

think more clearly then, "hard upon the poor old dad. But it seems my

only chance, Lou, my girl."

Father--brother--what should she do?

"I can feel it now," he said drearily. "There, I'm cool now. It's

lying in that cold, wet cave, and the horrors I've gone through. I've

got something coming on--had touches of it before--in the nights," he

went on slowly and heavily, "p'r'aps it'll kill me--better if it does."

"No, no, Harry. Stay and let me nurse you here. We could keep it a

secret from every one, and--"

"Hold your tongue!" he said fiercely. "I might live--if I went away--

where I could feel--I was safe. I can't face the old man again. It

would kill me. There, it's too much to ask you--what's that?"

Louise started to the door. Harry dashed to the window, and his manner

was so wild and excited that she darted after him to draw him away.

"Nothing, dear, it is your fancy. There, listen, there is no one

coming."

He looked at her doubtingly, and listened as she drew him from the

window.

"I thought I heard them coming," he said. "Some one must have seen me

crawl up here. Coming to take me--to gaol."

"No, no, dear. You are ill, and fancy all this. Now come and listen to

me. It would be so wild, so cruel if I were to leave my home like this.

Harry! be reasonable, dear. Your alarm is magnified because you are

ill. Let me--no, no, don't be angry with me--let me speak to my

father--take him into our confidence, and he will help you."

"No," he said sternly.

"Let me make him happy by the knowledge that you are alive."

"And come upon him like a curse," said Harry, as there was a tap at the

door, which neither heard in the excitement of the moment, for, eager to

help him, and trembling lest he should, in the excited state he was, go

alone, Louise threw herself upon her knees at her brother's feet.

"Be guided by me, dearest," she sobbed, in a low, pained voice. "You

know how I love you, how I would die if it were necessary to save you

from suffering; but don't--pray don't ask me to go away from poor father

in such a way as this."

As she spoke a burst of hysteric sobbing accompanied her words, and

then, as she raised her tear-blinded eyes, she saw that which filled her

with horror. Uttering a faint cry, she threw herself before her

brother, as if to shield him from arrest.

Duncan Leslie was standing in the open doorway, and at her action, he

took a stride fiercely into the room.

Harry's back was half turned toward him, but he caught a glimpse of the

figure in the broad mirror of an old dressoir, and with one sweep of his

arm dashed the light over upon the floor.

The heavy lamp fell with a crash of broken glass, and as Louise stood

clinging to her brother, there was a dead silence as well as darkness in

the room.

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