I--NIGHT AND MORNING IN FLORENCE

Amid the infantile fluttering confusion caused by the arrival of the

Milan express at Florence railway station, the thoughts of the artist as

he falls sheer out of the compartment upon the soft bodies of hold-alls

and struggling women, are not solely on the platform. This moment has

grandeur. This city was the home of the supreme ones--Dante, Leonardo,

Michael Angelo, and Brunelleschi. You have entered it.. . . Awe? I have

never been aware of sentiments of awe towards any artists, save Charles

Baudelaire. My secret attitude to them has always been that I would

like to shake their hands and tell them briefly in their private slang,

whatever their private slang was, that they had given immense pleasure

to another artist. I have excepted Charles Baudelaire ever since I read

his correspondence, in which he is eternally trying to borrow ten francs

from some one, and if they cannot make it ten--then five. There is

something so excessively poignant, and to me so humiliating, in the

spectacle of the grand author of La Charogne going about among his

acquaintance in search of a dollar, that I would only think about it

when I wished to inflict on myself a penance. It is a spectacle

unique. Like the King of Thule song in Berlioz’s Damnation of Faust, it

resembles nothing else of its kind. If the artist does not stand in awe

before that monumental enigma of human pride which called itself Charles

Baudelaire, how shall the artist’s posture be described?

No, I will tell you what occupied the withdrawn and undefiled spaces

of my mind as I entered Florence, drifting on the stream of labelled

menials and determined ladies with their teeth hard-set: Was it more

interesting for an artist to be born into a great age of art, where he

was beloved and appreciated, if not wholly comprehended, by relatively

large masses of people; where his senses were on every hand indulged and

pampered by the caress of the obviously beautiful; where he lived among

equals, and saw himself continually surrounded by innumerable acts

creative of beauty; and where he could feel in the very air a divine

palpitation--or, on the other hand, was it more spiritually voluptuous

for the artist to be born into a stone age, an age deaf and dumb, an age

insensible to the sublime, ignorantly rejecting beauty, and occupying

itself with the most damnable and offensive futilities that the soul of

an artist can conceive? For I was going, in my fancy, out of the one

age into the other. And I decided, upon reflection, that I would just

as soon be in the age in which I in fact was; I said that I would

not change places even with the most fortunate and miraculous of

men--Leonardo da Vinci. There is an agreeable bitterness, an exquisite

_tang_, in the thought of the loneliness of artists in an age whose

greatness and whose epic quality are quite divorced from art. And when

I think of the artist in this age, I think of the Invisible Man of H.

G. Wells, in the first pride of his invisibility (when he was not yet

hunted), walking unseen and unseeing amid multitudes, and it is long

before? anybody in the multitudes even notices the phenomenon of

mysterious footmarks that cannot be accounted for! I like to be that

man. I like to think that my fellows are few, and that even I, not

having eyes to see most of them, must now and then be disconcerted by

the appearance of unaccountable footmarks. There is something beyond

happiness, and that is, to know intensely and painfully that you are

what you are. The great Florentines of course had that knowledge, but

their circumstances were; not so favourable as mine to its cultivation

in an artist. Therein lay their disadvantage and lies my advantage.

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Besides, you do not suppose that I would wish to alter this age by a

single iota of its ugliness and its preposterousness! You do not suppose

I do not love it! You do not suppose I do not wallow in the trough of it

with delight! There is not one stockbroker, not one musical comedy star,

not one philanthropic giver of free libraries, not one noble brewer, not

one pander, not one titled musician, not one fashionable bishop, not

one pro-consul, that I would wish away. Where should my pride bitterly

exercise itself if not in proving that my age, exactly as it exists now,

contains nothing that is not the raw material of beauty? If I wished

to do so, I would force some among you to see that even the hotel-tout

within the portals of the city of Giotto is beautiful.

*****

At dinner I am waited upon by a young and beautiful girl who, having

almost certainly never heard of Gabriele d’Annunzio, yet speaks his

language and none other. But she wears the apron and the cap of the

English parlour-maid, in plenary correctness, and, knowing exactly how

I should be served in England, she humours me; and above us is a vaulted

ceiling. Such is the terrible might of England. I am surrounded by

ladies; the room is crammed with ladies. By the perfection of their

virtuosity in the nice conduct of forks alone is demonstrated their

ladyship. (And I who, like a savage, cannot eat pudding without a

spoon!) There is a middle-aged gentleman, whose eyeglasses are wandering

down his fine nose, lost in a bosky dell of women at the other end of

the room; and there is myself; and there is a boy, obviously in Hades.

And there are some fifty dames. Their voices, high, and with the sublime

unconscious arrogance of the English, fight quietly and steadily among

each other up in the vaulting. “Of course, I used to play cricket with

my brothers. But, will you believe me, I’ve never seen a football match

in my life!”

“No, we haven’t seen the new rector yet, but they say he’s frightfully

nice.”

“Benozzo Gozzoli--ye-es.” It is impossible not to believe, listening to

these astounding conversations, that nature, tired of imitating Balzac

any longer, has now taken to imitating the novels of Mrs. Humphry Ward.

The drawing-room is an English drawing-room--yes, with the _Queen_ and

“the authoress of _Elizabeth and her German Garden_” and a Bechstein

grand. There are forty-five chairs and easy chairs in it, and fifty

ladies; the odd five ladies sit low upon hassocks or recline on each

other in attitudes of intense affection. And at the other end is a male,

neither the man with the pincenez nor the boy in Hades, but a third who

has mysteriously come out of nothing into existence. I have entered,

and I am held, as by a spell, in the doorway, the electric light raining

upon me, a San Sebastian for the fatal arrows of the fifty, who fix on

me their ingenuous eyes--

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