CHAPTER TWENTY-SIXTH

Mr. Lawrence Barrett the Brilliant and his Brother Joseph the

Unfortunate.

There were few stars with whom I took greater pleasure in acting than

with Mr. Lawrence Barrett. I sometimes wonder if even now this profession

really knows what great reason it has to be proud of him. He was a man

respected by all, admired by many, and if loved but by few, theirs was a

love so profound and so tender it amply sufficed.

We are a censorious people, and just as our greatest virtue is generosity

in giving, so our greatest fault is the eagerness with which we seek out

the mote in our neighbor's eye, without feeling the slightest desire for

the removal of the beam in our own eye. Thus one finds that the first and

clearest memory actors have of Mr. Barrett is of his irascible temper and

a certain air of superiority, not of his erudition, of the high position

he won socially as well as artistically, of the almost Titanic struggle

of his young manhood with adverse circumstances.

Nor does that imply the slightest malice on their part. Actors, as a

family trait, have a touch of childishness about them which they come by

honestly enough. We all know the farther we get from infancy the weaker

the imagination grows. Now it is imagination that makes the man an actor,

so it is not wonderful if with the powerful creative fancy of childhood

he should also retain a touch of its petulance and self-consciousness.

Thus to many actors Mr. Barrett's greatness is lost sight of in the

memory of some dogmatic utterance or sharp reproval that wounded

self-love.

It would seem like presumption for me to offer any word of praise for the

artistic work of his later years; the world remembers it; the world

knows, too, how high he climbed, how secure was his position; but twice I

have heard the stories of his earlier years--some from the lips of his

brave wife, once from the lips of that beloved brother Joe, who was yet

his dread and sorrow--and at each telling my throat ached at the pain of

it, while my nerves thrilled with admiration for such endurance, such

splendid determination.

A paradox is, I believe, something seemingly absurd, yet true in fact. In

that case I was not so very far wrong, in spite of general laughter,

when, after my first rehearsal with him, I termed Mr. Barrett a man of

cold enthusiasm. "But," one cried to me, "you stupid--that's a paradox!

don't you see your words contradict each other?"

"Well," I answered, with shame-faced obstinacy, "perhaps they do, but

they are not contradicted by _him_. You all call him icy-cold, and _I_

know he is truly enthusiastic over the possibilities of this play, so

that makes what I call cold enthusiasm, however par-a-paradoxy (?) _it_

sounds."

And now, after all the years, I can approve that childish judgment. He

was a man whose intellectual enthusiasm was backed by a cold

determination that would never let him say "die" while he had breath in

his body and a stage to rehearse on.

I have a miserable memory for names, and often in the middle of a remark

the name I intended to mention will pass from my remembrance utterly; so,

all my life, I have had the very bad habit of trying to make my hearers

understand whom I meant by imitating or mentioning some trait peculiar to

the nameless one, and I generally succeeded.

As, for instance, when I wished to tell whom I had seen taking away a

certain book, I said: "It was Mr.--er--er, oh, you know, Mr.--er, why

this man," and I pulled in my head like a turtle and hitched up my

shoulders to my ears, and the anxious owner cried: "Oh, Thompson has it,

has he?" Thompson having, so far as _we_ could see, no neck at all--my

pantomime suggested his name.

Everyone can recall the enormous brow of Mr. Barrett, and how beneath his

great, burning eyes his cheeks hollowed suddenly in, thinning down to his

sensitive mouth. I was on the stage in New Orleans, the first morning of

my engagement there (I was under Mr. Daly's management, but he had loaned

me for a fortnight), and I started out with: "Mr. Daly said to please ask

Mr.----," away went the name--goodness gracious, should I forget my own

name next!

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