The most emphatic and enthusiastic statement came from a man of

importance—Joseph Medill, the editor of the Chicago _Tribune_. Mr.

Medill had been one of the reporters at Bloomington in 1856 when the

speech was made who found himself in the end on top of the table without

a note! He thought Mr. Whitney’s version was close to the original.

Indeed, he wrote to Mr. McClure a long and interesting letter giving his

recollections of the Convention. In that letter he said:

Mr. Whitney has reproduced with remarkable accuracy what Mr. Lincoln

said, largely in his identical language and partly in synonymous

terms. The report is close enough in thought and word to recall the

wonderful speech delivered forty years ago with vivid freshness.

Well, that seemed to us reason enough for publishing Mr. Whitney’s

report along with the story of how I had found it, what the people who

heard the speech in the first place said about it, both for and against.

And that we did.

But out in Illinois there were a number of people who did not want to

give up the tradition. The Lost Speech was the greater to them because

it was lost. As long as it was lost you could make it bigger than any

speech any man ever made, and nobody could contradict you. And so you

will find those who claim that the Lost Speech is still lost. And of

course you can take it or you can leave it.

More than once when I plumed myself on a “discovery” I encountered the

loyalty of men to their legends. There was the Herndon story of

Lincoln’s failing to appear at the first wedding arranged for him and

Mary Todd. I realized he rather lets his “historical imagination” loose

in his description, but I never had questioned his story until by chance

I mentioned it to one of the family, a woman who would have been there

if there had ever been such a wedding ready. She froze me with her

indignation. “Mr. Herndon made that story up out of whole cloth. No such

thing ever happened.” Amazed, I flew around to see what other men and

women of the circle said. They all denied it. A sister of Mary Lincoln

was particularly indignant because Mr. Herndon had put the bride in

white silk. “Mary Lincoln never had a white silk dress until she went to

Washington,” she sputtered.

But in spite of all the documents and evidences I collected demolishing

the episode, I reaped only sour looks and dubious headshakes. I had

spoiled a good story or tried to. It still remains a good story. Every

now and then somebody tells it to me. A biographer who tries to break

down a belittling legend meets with far less sympathy than he who

strengthens or creates one.

The most important piece of ghost writing I ever did came in the course

of the Lincoln work—Charles A. Dana’s “Recollections of the Civil War.”

Mr. Dana, at that time the active editor of the New York _Sun_, had had

an exceptional war experience dating from 1862 to 1865 as assistant to

Secretary Stanton. He had spent much time in the field; he had been with

Grant at Vicksburg, with Rosecrans and Thomas at Chattanooga, again with

Grant in the Peninsular Campaign. “The eyes of the government at the

front,” Mr. Lincoln called him.

No man in the administration had had better opportunity of judging

Lincoln, particularly in relation to the conduct of the war, and none

was a better judge of character.

Could I get the whole story as far as it concerned Lincoln? I hesitated

to ask it. The truth was, I was afraid of Mr. Dana. I knew him only on

the editorial page of the New York _Sun_. He was too clever, too

quick-witted, too malicious for me to get on with, I feared. They

laughed at me at the office when I voiced my qualms. Nobody was held

higher there than Charles A. Dana. He had been a customer of the McClure

Syndicate from the beginning, and they believed in his professional

integrity, admired his detestation and relentless pursuit of fakers,

honored and tried to imitate his editorial motto, “If you see it in THE

SUN it’s so.”

“Why should you feel this way?” reproved Mr. Phillips. “Mr. Dana is a

gentleman.”

“Nonsense! I’ll take care of it for you,” said Mr. McClure, and he

rushed to the _Sun_, office. He did fix it and more, for, returning, he

told me with glee that Mr. Dana was willing to give his whole war story,

that is if I would do the work and arrange some practical plan for the

interviews. The first step, of course, was to find what Dana material,

published and unpublished, was in the war records. The editing of the

records then under way was in charge of J. Leslie Perry. Mr. Perry did

not believe in women fussing with history, particularly with Civil War

history. War was man’s business.

“How can you understand it?” he shouted at me.

However, I insisted on my rights, and nobody could have been more

helpful when he considered a thing an obligation of his official

position. To the end Mr. Perry’s chief satisfaction came when he caught

me slipping. “That’s what comes from allowing a woman to write history,”

he would say jubilantly.

Between us we brought together a grist of Dana’s dispatches and reports.

I crammed on the campaigns, and by appointment appeared at the end of

Mr. Dana’s day, about four o’clock in the afternoon, for my first

interview.

His desk was stripped of everything that pertained to the newspaper, but

held a row of the latest books, not only in English but in three or four

other languages, as well as a copy of the _Cosmopolis_, an ambitious and

rather pretentious review in three or four languages issued for a short

time in the late nineties.

Mr. Dana had already repented of his promise to Mr. McClure. “I am not

interested in what I did in the past,” he said irritably. “I am

interested only in the present; I am trying to keep up with the world of

today. I am studying Russian now—a very fascinating language. I don’t

want to bother with what I did in the Civil War. What do you propose?”

What I proposed was that he let me come to him with a stenographer and a

set of prepared questions, say three times a week. He agreed, and for a

good many weeks of the winter of ’96 and ’97 I went regularly to the

_Sun_ office after the paper was put to press. By the summer of 1897 I

had my manuscript well in shape. Mr. Dana had never seen any of it.

“Send me the proofs, I’ll read them.”

Publication was to begin in November of 1897. Mr. Dana went to London

for the summer. I sent the proof of the first chapter over with a good

many qualms, for it was all in the first person—“I” and “We.” It came

back with only a few verbal corrections—no comments. He was never to

read more of his Recollections. The number of the magazine which carried

the first chapter carried the notice of his death.

We published the entire story, and later the articles were put into a

book, but with no credit to the ghost!

Taking it all in all it was the most impersonal job I ever had. I do not

remember that Mr. Dana ever volunteered a word in all the many

interviews I had with him except on the subject in hand, and that in

answer to my questions. We never talked of the things which I knew he

loved—pictures, orchids, poetry. It was a businesslike operation from

start to finish. Probably it was his way of punishing me for being

afraid of him.

Another and more important series which came out of the Lincoln work was

Carl Schurz’s “Reminiscences.” Here I acted not as a ghost but as an

editorial representative. Mr. Schurz had given me liberally for my story

from his rich Lincoln experiences—the most important unpublished item

being the part he played in helping Mr. Lincoln launch his plan for

compensated emancipation.

As I reported these interviews the office became more and more convinced

that here was a great series of reminiscences—just the kind of thing

that Mr. McClure had hoped for when he first commissioned me to gather

Lincoln material. Could Mr. Schurz be persuaded to write his

reminiscences? When I broached the subject he almost immediately said:

“No, no, I refused Gilder [Richard Watson Gilder, editor of the

_Century_]. I cannot do it for anybody else.”

But I felt so convinced that he ought to do it that I persisted in my

begging, and finally he began to yield. The handsome sum _McClure’s_ was

willing to pay had something to do with it, for Mr. Schurz was not a

rich man and here was a chance to leave to his family this extra money.

Once he had made up his mind to the task, he thoroughly enjoyed it; and

no one could have been more anxious to use material to suit the needs of

the magazine. Working with him was a joy. He was gay, companionable,

full of anecdotes, frank in comment. I remember him best at his summer

home at Lake George where it was necessary for me to go two or three

times to settle some editorial point. Here you would hear him in the

morning as he was getting ready for breakfast giving the Valkyrie cries,

singing motive after motive of the Wagnerian operas, in a clear youthful

voice. Sometimes he would spring up from the table where he was at work,

and seating himself at the piano would improvise dashingly until the

mood which had taken him from his desk passed; then back to his labor.

The house stood in the upper corner of a park of fifty or sixty acres of

woodland—not over-cleared—and open by winding paths down the hillside to

the lake. Every turn, every rock had its name usually celebrating some

Wagnerian scene, and as you passed Mr. Schurz would roll out the

appropriate song. There never was a more lovable or youthful man of

seventy than Carl Schurz.

The completion of the Life of Lincoln did not end my interest in the

man. He had come to mean more to me as a human being than anybody I had

studied. I never doubted his motives, and he never bored me. Still,

whenever I have the opportunity I pick him up. The greatest regret of my

professional life is that I shall not live to write another life of him.

There is so much of him I never touched.

10

REDISCOVERING MY COUNTRY

The four years I put in on “The Life of Abraham Lincoln” did more than

provide me with a continuing interest. They aroused my flagging sense

that I had a country, that its problems were my problems. This sense had

been strong in my years on _The Chautauquan_, but the period following

had dimmed it. Now I was beginning to ask myself why we had gone the way

we had since the Civil War. Was there not enough of suffering and of

nobility in that calamity to quiet the greed and ambitions of men, to

soften their hates, to arouse in them the will to follow Lincoln’s last

counsels—“With malice toward none; with charity for all ... let us ...

do all which may achieve and cherish a just and lasting peace among

ourselves and with all nations.” But greed and hate and indifference to

the sufferings and rights of others had been rampant since the war. Did

war as a method of righting wrongs so loosen the controls which man in

times of peace establishes over himself that he is incapable of

exercising the charity, the peaceful adjustments for which Lincoln

called? Was there always after war an unescapable crop of corruption, of

thirst to punish and humiliate and exploit the conquered? Must men go

back where they had started, go back with controls weakened and burdened

with a load of new and unexpected problems? True, this war had ended

slavery as a recognized institution, given the black man legal freedom,

but how about opportunity, discipline for freedom? And then again was a

war necessary to destroy slavery? Was it not already doomed? Lincoln

thought so. Doomed because it was showing itself unsound economically as

well as because it outraged man’s sense of justice and humanity. And how

about the effect of this war on democracy? Were the problems it loosed

less threatening to democratic ideals than slavery had been? Were they

not possibly a more subtle form of slavery, more dangerous because less

obvious?

A nice box of problems to tease me as I worked on Lincoln’s life and out

of the corner of the eye watched what was going on in the country. The

number of things in America I was beginning to want to find out about

was certainly dimming the things in France I had wanted to find out

about. Unquestionably these new interests were helping to wean me from

the plan on which I had settled. The process was painful. More than once

I told myself that the sacrifice of my ambitions, of my love for Paris,

for my friends there, was too much to ask of myself. I could never

replace those interests and associations; but I was replacing them and

suffering as I realized what was happening, revolting that nothing in my

life seemed to last, to be carried through. By nature I was faithful. To

give my time to new friends, neglect old ones in spite of never

forgetting them, as I never did, was disloyal. I was beginning to repeat

dolefully as well as more and more cynically, _“Tout lasse, tout casse,

tout passe.”_

Washington was helping in my weaning. The city as I knew it in the

1890’s is lost in the Washington of the 1930’s. The pivots on which it

swings, the Capitol, the White House, were there then to be sure. So was

the Washington Monument; but they stood by themselves, the near-by

flanking unpretentious, often squalid. Today they are almost lost in the

piles of marble heaped about them to accommodate the ambitions and

creations of the last frantic twenty years. The town has stretched

unbelievably to the northwest. Where once I knew wide lawns, wooded

tracts, pleasant walks, are now acres upon acres of apartment houses and

hotels. They have engulfed the delightful Woodley Lane where my friends

the Hubbards lived in summer, and they have changed no less the quarter

in which their fine town house stood—Connecticut Avenue where it merges

into Dupont Circle. Great houses were only just beginning then to find

their way into the Circle. George Westinghouse had built there, so had

Mrs. Leiter of Chicago. Old Washingtonians sniffed at their houses and

their ways, laughed at Mrs. Leiter’s “spinal staircase” as she was said

to call it, and professed disgust at Mrs. Westinghouse’s “reported”

white velvet tablecloths. They resented the invasion of rich women

attracted by the social possibilities of a diplomatic circle, of rich

men attracted by the field for lobbying furnished by a Congressional

circle.

But of this side of Washington I saw nothing. My social life was shaped

largely by the continued kindness of Mr. and Mrs. Hubbard. I had become

almost one of the family, was freely invited to meet their friends.

Their circle was wide, including diplomats and statesmen and eminent

visitors, though its core was the large group of distinguished

scientists which made up the working forces of the Smithsonian

Institution, the Agriculture Department, the Geological Survey, the

Bureau of Mines, the Observatory. An important group they were, and

nobody in town appreciated them more or took more pains to show his

appreciation than Mr. Hubbard. Naturally the center of this group was

Alexander Graham Bell, married to the Hubbards’ daughter, Mabel.

The Bells lived across the Avenue from the Hubbards, and I soon had the

good fortune to be welcomed there—a great privilege, for both Mr. and

Mrs. Bell were rare persons. Mrs. Bell’s story is well known, but it was

only in seeing her with her husband and daughters that one could realize

what a fine intellect and what an unspoiled and courageous character she

had. She had been deaf and dumb from infancy, and Mr. Hubbard had

determined to open life to her. Among the teachers of speech he brought

to her was a young man then at Boston University—Alexander Graham Bell.

Under his tutelage she made rapid strides, and the two young people

learned to love one another. At that time Mr. Bell was giving his nights

to trying to “make iron talk.” I once heard Mr. Hubbard say that when he

found Mr. Bell had made iron talk he told him he must develop his

telephone to a practical point or he could not have Mabel. Probably no

other argument would have persuaded Alexander Graham Bell, for he was

the type of inventor whose interest flags when he has solved his

problem. Let somebody else take care of the development. He would be off

on a new voyage of discovery.

At the time I came into the circle Mr. Bell was, I think, the handsomest

and certainly the most striking figure in Washington. It was amusing to

hear people discussing who was the handsomest man in town. There were

various candidates—General Miles, General Greely, Colonel John Foster;

but while I conceded they all had their points no one of them had the

distinction of Alexander Graham Bell, and no one of them certainly had

the gay boyish appetite for what he found good in life. He was more like

Massa Henry Watterson in that than anybody else I have ever known,

though the activities and interests of the two were utterly different.

Mr. Bell’s plan of living was modeled to suit himself. Often he slept

through the day when interruptions naturally came and the telephone most

often rang! If restless at night he played the piano. Mrs. Bell could

not hear, and the rest of the family, being young and devoted, were

never disturbed. He was up and began his day around four to six. Often

there were guests for dinner, for everybody of note the world over who

came to Washington wanted to meet him. On Wednesdays after dinner there

usually gathered a group of scientists and public men to talk things

over. Mr. Bell was something to see at these dinners and gatherings, the

finest social impresario I ever saw in action, so welcoming,

appreciative, eager, receptive. I thought then I had never seen anybody

so generous about what others were doing. He loved to draw out great

stories of adventure and discovery and would silence all talkers when

once such narrating was started. Partly this was because of Mrs. Bell,

his intense desire that she enjoy everything that was going on; and she

did, thanks to the intelligent devotion of her daughters, Elsie and

Marian, the first now the wife of Gilbert Grosvenor, one of the founders

and the present editor of the _National Geographic Magazine_, the second

the wife of David Fairchild, botanist and explorer, the organizer in the

Agriculture Department of the work now known as the Division of Foreign

Plant Exploration and Introduction—two men to whom the public owes big

debts for services.

The most distinguished member of this Washington group of scientists

after Mr. Bell was Professor Samuel Pierpont Langley, the head of the

Smithsonian Institution, at that time agonizing over the problem of

flying.

When I first met Dr. Langley in 1894 he was working on his air runner or

aerodrome, a machine which, as I gathered from the talk I heard and did

not too well understand, was to run on the air as an engine does on

rails. He finally came out with a machine weighing about twenty-five

pounds made up of a pair of rigid wings, twelve to fifteen feet across,

and an engine which weighed not over seven pounds. It had cost him four

years’ work to develop the engine to that lightness. But would it fly?

Could it be launched? Attempts were made from a houseboat down the

river. These experiments were carried on with the utmost secrecy, for

Dr. Langley was a taciturn man, proud, dignified, always awesome to me.

He knew that there was a public that thought him a little touched in the

head and wondered that the Government kept, as director of a great

national institution, a man who held the crazy notion that one day

people would fly, and who was willing to give his days and nights to

proving it.

Dr. Bell took the most genuine and enthusiastic interest in Dr.

Langley’s experiments, was always present, I think, when an attempt to

launch the air runner was made. I recall his disappointment when it

fell, his rejoicing when it did finally fly. This was one day in May of

1896. I have heard him tell how suddenly the air runner rose to one

hundred feet and flew in a big circle. It did not fall but made a

perfect landing. Again it was launched and again it flew; and this time

it went over the land and over the treetops, came back to the river and

when its power was exhausted settled quietly on the water.

Inside that little circle at Dr. Bell’s there was the consciousness of a

great discovery, a certain solemnity that again it had been proved that

labor, training, thought, patience, faith are not in vain.

Mr. McClure was as excited as any one of the Washington group over the

news. He must immediately have an article from Dr. Langley himself, and

I was commissioned to get it. I think perhaps it was a little strain on

Dr. Langley’s good will to have a young woman come to him and say: “Now

we want the whole story of how you have done this thing, what it means;

but no scientific jargon, please. We want it told in language so simple

that I can understand it, for if I can understand it all the world can.”

Which, knowing me, he probably knew was true. He consented, and I had

the privilege of talking with him occasionally about the article, of

reading what he did and saying when necessary, “I don’t see quite what

this or that means,” of seeing him docilely make it clear enough for me

to understand. A year after the Langley contraption first flew we had in

_McClure’s Magazine_ the whole story.

As a reward for my persistent effort to see that article come out to his

satisfaction, he gave me what I think he considered the greatest treat

he could give his friends. He took me to the Rock Creek Zoo after the

crowds had gone and, with the help of the director, Dr. Baker, made the

kangaroo jump and the hyena laugh.

But the public interest in his air runner, the fresh honors that now

came to him did but little to wipe out the bitterness that ridicule had

stirred in Dr. Langley. “There was a time,” he said as he was going to

England to take a degree which Oxford University (I believe it was) was

giving him, “there was a time when I should have been glad of this. It

means little now.” Yet he had his moments of strong emotion. Rarely have

I been more moved than at a dinner at Mr. Hubbard’s soon after the

Greco-Turkish War began in 1897. A half-dozen men of seventy or

thereabouts were at the table, among them Senator Hoar of Massachusetts,

Major Powell, Edward Everett Hale, and Dr. Langley. They talked only of

Greece and her helplessness before the Turk. They recalled the wave of

sympathy which in their boyhood had swept over the country when the Turk

attacked Greece. It was to Greece, said Senator Hoar, that he first gave

money of his own, a long treasured twenty-five-cent piece. Dr. Hale and

Dr. Langley fell to quoting Byron. Their voices shook as they declaimed,

“The Isles of Greece, the Isles of Greece!

· · · · ·

Earth! render back from out thy breast

A remnant of our Spartan dead!

Of the three hundred grant but three,

To make a new Thermopylae.”

“It was Byron,” said Dr. Langley with an emotion of which I had thought

him incapable, “who first stirred in me an enthusiasm for man’s

struggles for freedom, with a desire to join those who fight for it.” He

thought Byron first opened England’s eyes to her duty to the oppressed

of the Continent of Europe and at the same time opened the eyes of the

Continent to the love of liberty, the sympathy with the helpless, in

English literature. Certainly here was a Dr. Langley I had never before

glimpsed.

This was not all of Washington I was seeing. As in Paris I set aside

time for learning the city. How thin and young and awkward Washington

seemed compared with the exhaustless life and treasures of Paris! Here

was none of that wisdom of experience, that subtile cynicism, that pity

and patience with men which made Paris like a great human being to me.

Nor was there here the ripe charm of old palaces, quaint streets, hidden

corners. Everything was new, sprawling in the open. But if Washington

had little to offer but promise it had that in abundance, and it did not

know its own lacks. It was too full of pride in what it had done since

John Adams moved into the White House and Congress into the Capitol. And

then I had a problem to think about—the Washington Lincoln knew—and I

went about with him from White House to War Department, up to the

Congress, down to the Arsenal, into this and that hospital, up to the

Soldiers’ Home, over to Arlington. The pain and tragedy behind almost

every step he took in the town dignified its unfinished streets, gave a

meaning and a sanctity to its rawness. By such steps I told myself did

Paris come through the centuries to be what she is.

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