I found the village delightful. It had the air of having been long in

existence, as it had. Here there was no noise of railroads, no sign of

the coal and steel and iron industries which encircled it but had never

passed its boundaries. Here all people seemed to me to live tranquilly

in roomy houses with pleasant yards or on near-by farms where there were

fine horses and fat blooded sheep, and where planting and harvesting

went ahead year in and year out in orderly fashion.

The chief and only industry of Poland was its seminary, now about thirty

years old. It was a community enterprise started in 1848 by Mr. B. F.

Lee, the financial agent who had hired me. Everybody in the village had

subscribed to its endowment, practically every church had at one time or

another been its patron. The long depression of the seventies had

crippled its finances sadly; but times were better now, and the

well-to-do Presbytery of Mahoning County had agreed to take it under its

care. But I was soon to learn that Poland Union Seminary in spite of the

patronage of the Presbytery lived on a narrow and worn shoestring.

Moreover, I at once divined, kind as were those who were responsible for

my being there, that I had been injected into a situation of which Mr.

Lee had given me no hint strong enough to penetrate my inexperience. It

was serious enough, as on the very day the school bell first rang for me

the villagers began to let me know. Men and women would stop me on the

street to say:

“So it’s you that’s taking Miss Blakeley’s place. You have no idea how

badly we feel about her resigning. I went to school to her, my father

and mother went to school to her. I had hoped all my children would go

to her. She was a wonderful teacher, a beautiful character. You look

pretty young; you haven’t had much experience, have you?”

I was not long in learning that the devotion of the community to Miss

Blakeley was deserved. The village was right in honoring her, in

mourning her. It no doubt felt a certain satisfaction in letting me know

at the start it in no way regarded me as an adequate substitute. Its

insistence was such that, before the end of my first fortnight, I was

ready to resign.

My morale would hardly have been so quickly shaken if I had not at once

discovered to my consternation that there was an important part of my

duties which was in danger of proving too much for me. The worst of it

was that it concerned the largest block of pupils in an institution

where every pupil counted, where Mr. Lee regarded it as of vital

importance that every pupil be given what he wanted. Here he advertised

you could prepare for college, here you could have special advanced work

in anything you wanted. And Mr. Lee was right if the seminary was to

live as a cog in the country’s educational wheel.

Somebody ought to write, perhaps somebody has written of the passing of

this once valuable institution. It came before the college and the high

school and for a time did the work of both; but when the high school

began to prepare students for the college and the colleges added

preparatory departments and at the same time offered special courses the

seminary slowly realized that it must either go out of business or

combine with one or another of its healthy growing rivals.

In a few places, as in Poland Village, the seminary was hanging on

tenaciously, trying to demonstrate that it was still a better man than

these new undertakings, these high schools, these colleges with their

preparatory schools.

The faculty which was to make the demonstration at Poland was made up of

three persons: in order of rank, the President, the Preceptress, her

assistant. The acting President insisted on all the perquisites of his

title. His chief duty he regarded as conducting the chapel with more or

less grandiloquent remarks. When my assistant and I complained of too

much work he would scowl and say that his executive duties made it

impossible for him to take on more classes. The result was that I

started out with two classes in each of four languages—Greek, Latin,

French, and German, as well as classes in geology, botany, geometry,

trigonometry. In addition there was my threatened Waterloo, the two

largest classes in the school: one in what was called “verb grammar,”

the other, “percentage arithmetic”—so named from the points in the

textbooks where the term’s work began. From time immemorial these two

classes had been conducted in the interests of the district

schoolteachers of the territory. It was the custom for these teachers to

spend one term a year in the seminary, where, regardless of the number

of years they had been teaching, the number of times they had treated

themselves to a period of study, they always (so I was told) insisted on

their verb grammar and their percentage arithmetic. It was like a

ritual. As they were the numerical backbone of the institution, there

was nothing so important in the judgment of management as their

satisfaction.

It was a killing schedule for one person, but I was so eager, so

ridiculously willing, so excited, and also so fresh from college that I

did not know it. Indeed, as I look back on it I think I did fairly well,

all things considered. I should have had no great alarm about my success

if it had not been for the grammar and the arithmetic. From the first

day I realized I was on ground there which, once familiar, was now

almost unintelligible. I could and did teach my geometry and “trig” with

relish; I could and did pilot fairly advanced classes in four languages

so that the pupils at least never discovered that in one of them I was

far beyond my depth, and that in all of them I at times knew myself to

be skating on thin ice; but these district schoolteachers, several of

them older than I, were not to be deceived or bluffed. They had had

experience—I had not; and like the villagers of Poland they proposed to

make me realize that no college diploma could make up for inexperience.

Experience in “percentage arithmetic” and “verb grammar” came from doing

the same examples and diagraming and parsing the same sentences year

after year and going back to teach them in their communities. Many of

these examples were tricky. Many of the sentences were ambiguous. They

had learned solutions for both, solutions which had the backing of

tradition. I was soon terrified lest I be trapped, so scared I would

wake up in the night in cold sweats. This was my state of mind when one

day the most important man in the Village, Robert Walker, the local

banker, stopped me on the street.

“Sis,” he said—he was to always call me Sis—“Sis, you are following a

fine teacher.” I could have wept—the same old story. “But don’t worry,

what you must do is keep a stiff upper lip.”

“Oh, thank you, sir,” I said as I hurried on lest I cry in the street.

But that “keep a stiff upper lip,” coming from the man it did, restored

me; and I resolved, cost what it would, to find a way to master my

district schoolteachers. True, it took me two months to discover the

weak place in their armor. Finally I learned they were solving problems

and parsing sentences not according to principles but according to

answers they had learned. The reason they insisted on going over them

year after year at the seminary was to keep the solutions in their

memory. I had no skill in solving puzzles, but I did know something

about the principles and determined to try them on problems and

sentences that were not in their books or any books to which they had

access.

And so one day, luckily for me before they had a chance to demonstrate

my incapacity as two or three of them I am confident were expecting to

do, I casually put on the board two or three rather tough examples from

outside arithmetics, two or three not simple sentences from grammars I

felt sure they had never seen. I always recall with satisfaction the

perplexity with which the two or three young men I most feared looked at

what I had set for them, their injured protest. “But those examples are

not in our books.” “What difference does that make? The only important

thing is that you know the principles. If you can’t apply them, why

learn them?”

After a month of excursions into territory unfamiliar to them I had them

humbled and slowly grasping certain new ideas. I knew I was regarded

with respect. It was the one conquest in the two years I spent as the

Preceptress of the Poland Union Seminary of which I was proud.

Before these two years were up Mr. Lee must have realized he would never

get from me the help he needed in his ambition to preserve the school as

a seminary, that I would never become another Miss Blakeley. He wanted

some one ambitious to make teaching a life work. I was not. Teaching was

a mere stepping-stone in my plan of life, and at Poland Union Seminary

it had proved a slippery stone. From the time I bounded out of bed in

the morning—for in those days I did bound out of bed—until I dropped

into it at an early hour, dead tired, I had no time for my microscope.

It had become dusty on the table, but the passion for it and what it

might reveal was still strong in me. My confidence that I could save

money to continue my studies on five hundred dollars a year had proved

illusory. I found myself coming out short, obliged to borrow from my

father. There came to be a mutual, if unspoken, agreement between Mr.

Lee and me that I should resign. Neither of us was getting what he had

hoped, and so at the end of the second year, June, 1882, I gave up

teaching as a stepping-stone.

So far as I could then see or did see for a long time, this first effort

at an independent self-directing life was an interlude which had no

relation to what I wanted at the time to do or what, as it turned out, I

did do.

The most lasting impressions and experiences in this Poland interlude

had little or nothing to do with my work in the seminary. They came from

the friendships I formed while that work went on, centering in the

family of the understanding gentleman who had at the outset stopped me

on the street to say, “Keep a stiff upper lip.”

I was soon to realize that this shrewd bit of advice was instigated by

his daughter Clara, who was to become and who remains one of my dearest

friends. Indeed, it was due to her understanding and affection that my

two years in Poland, quite apart from the professional disappointment in

them, were the gayest, most interesting, and in many ways the happiest

of my life up to that time.

Clara Walker, or “Dot,” as high and low in and about Poland called her,

was a fine example of the out-of-door girl of the eighties, the girl who

had revolted against lacing, high heels, long skirts, and substituted

for them an admirable uniform of independence—tailor-made coat and

skirt, high-neck shirtwaist with four-in-hand tie, flat heels. This

outfit suited Clara Walker’s sturdy figure, her vigorous and free

movement. Her eyes suited her costume, for they were grey, direct,

merry, looking unwaveringly on everybody and everything.

Dot was close-mouthed, but when she sensed possible unfairness in a

situation which interested or concerned her she had her own wordless way

of dealing with it. It was she who realized the determination of the

villagers of Poland to make me feel that I never could fill Miss

Blakeley’s place to their satisfaction. She was loyal as they to the old

teacher, but she wanted me to have my chance and, the first week of

school, announced herself my champion by appearing at the door of the

seminary as I was making my weary way out at the end of the day.

“Wouldn’t you like to take a drive?” she said.

And there stood her smart turnout. What an escape from verb grammar and

percentage arithmetic and my growing inferiority complex! From that time

she never lagged in her determination to help me conquer my problem by

taking me away from it. She apparently took real pleasure in showing me

the country. Never a week that we did not go somewhere: Into town for

the theater—the first time I saw Mary Anderson, then the most beloved

actress as well as the most beautiful woman in the country, was in

Youngstown in “Pygmalion”; to big farms with great flocks of blooded

sheep and horses and ponies; to coal mines and iron mills; to little old

towns and run-down settlements skipped, like Poland, by the invasion of

industry.

Clara peopled all these various places with the unadorned realistic

tales of living and dead men and women. She had been born and had grown

up in Mahoning County. She had a widely scattered family connection, but

most important was her genuine interest in all human beings and theirs

in her. She was a perfect listener, never prying. People liked to talk

to her; she never forgot, related things, judged shrewdly and kindly,

with the result that she had in her mind a map of the human life of the

country, quite as reliable as a road map—a map in warm humorous colors.

Years later I realized that in those two years in Poland I had had under

my eyes a vivid picture of what happens to the farmer, his home, his

town, his children when industry invades his land.

This Mahoning country had been so rich, so apparently stable. The men

and women so loved what they and their forebears had done that they

yielded slowly to the coal miner and the mill man, but they were giving

way in the eighties. The furnace was in the back yard of the fine old

houses with their ample barns; and the shaft of the coal mine, in the

richest meadows. The effort to reconcile the two was making, but

industry was conquering: the destruction of beauty, the breaking down of

standards of conduct, the growth of the love of money for money’s sake,

the grist of social problems facing the countryside from the inflow of

foreigners and the instability of work—all this was written for him who

could read. I could not read then, but I gathered a few impressions

which I realize now helped shape my future interests and thinking.

It was on these long drives I first learned that not cities alone but

all communities have dregs, slums. Strange that it should be in such a

place as Poland, but here it was—a disreputable fringe where a group of

men and women had long been living together with or without marriage.

You heard strange tales of incest and lust, of complete moral and social

irresponsibility, and they were having a scandalously jolly time of it.

Why I was not more shocked, I do not know; probably because incest and

lust were almost unknown words to me in those days.

And there were indelible impressions of the industrial world. When we

drove into Youngstown, ten miles away, we passed between iron furnaces

lying along the Mahoning River. After the long depression of the

seventies they were again busy, and into the valley were coming hundreds

and hundreds of foreigners brought from Europe by the news that there

was once again work in the United States. It was in passing through the

very heart of this furnace district one night returning from the theater

that I first learned of the terrible dangers that lie in the smelting of

ore. A furnace had burst; men had been trapped by the molten metal, and

their charred remains were being carried across the road. Unforgettable

horror.

And it was on one of these chance drives that I first saw what women can

do in moments of frenzied protest against situations which they cannot

control, first had my faith challenged in the universally peaceful

nature of my sex. I learned the meaning of Maenads, Furies, as we came

upon a maddened, threatening crowd rushing towards the offices of the

mills which had been shut down without warning. It was led by big robust

shrieking women, their hair flying, their clothes disheveled. It was a

look into a world of which I knew nothing, but like the charred bodies

carried across the road as I rode from the theater it was an

unforgettable thing.

There were other introductions to the industrial world less horrifying.

It was while in Poland that I first went into a coal mine—a deep

old-fashioned coal mine, a subsidiary to a farm. Under some of these

great farms with their blooded sheep, their fine orchards and fields,

their horses and ponies, coal had been found. And it was being mined as

a side line of the farm, a new kind of crop. Near the head of the shaft

were little houses for the miners; and when dull times came and the mine

was shut down the farmers took on their care. There was a slaughter of

an immense number of pigs, the putting down of barrels of pork, the

smoking of an incredible number of hams, the making of sausages and

headcheese.

“But why, why all this?” I asked.

“Oh,” said my hostess, “mining is unstable business. When there are long

shutdowns we must help the miners out, see that they have food.”

The intimacy with Dot Walker gave me a home. Mrs. Walker treated me as a

daughter, and as for Robert Walker, who still called me “Sis,” he liked

to have me around and to give me a word of wise counsel now and then. It

is because, in those months, I learned him to be as kindly, shrewd,

honest, simple-minded a man as I have ever known that I must interrupt

my narrative long enough to put in here the story of one of the cruelest

episodes of which I personally have known in the fifty years that I have

been a more or less understanding observer of our national political

life. The story is of Robert Walker and his one-time friend William

McKinley, the twenty-fifth President of the United States.

When I became an intimate of the Walker household a person I often heard

mentioned by its head was “the Major”—Major McKinley. Now it was not in

1880 a name unfamiliar to me. I had met it already at Allegheny College,

where McKinley had once been a student. When the Civil War broke out he

had joined the exodus of students who volunteered at the first call. He

had come out of the war a major, studied law, and settled in Canton,

Ohio, only sixty or seventy miles from Poland and in the same

Congressional District. Here in 1876—the Mahoning district as it was

called—had sent him to Congress. It was a matter of interest in

Allegheny in my time to have one of its former students turn out a

Congressman, its usual crop being teachers, preachers, and missionaries.

When I came to Poland I learned quickly that McKinley had lived there as

a boy, had attended the seminary, and was their proudest example of “the

boy who had made good.” For four years he had been their Congressman.

How they boasted of him! How solidly they voted for him!

I was not long in the Walker household before I sensed something more in

Robert Walker than a citizen’s pride in McKinley. It was that species of

adoration a modest, honest-minded man often has for his leader—his

leader who can do no wrong. I realized this when I first saw them

together. The Major had come to our seminary commencement in June of

1881. I remember nothing at all of the speech he made, but the scene on

the wide green in front of the village church after the exercises were

over remains vivid. Scattered about were scores upon scores of girls and

women in the frilly white gowns, the long white feather boas, the

flower-trimmed hats, the gay parasols of the period; and in and out

wound the Major, shaking hands, smiling, exchanging friendly

greetings—all together at home, no back slapping, no kissing of babies.

It was all so gentle, so like a picture of an English garden party where

the politics are hidden beneath the finest of social veneers. And there

was Robert Walker almost effulgent.

“Well, Sis,” he asked me later, “what do you think of the Major?” A

remark to which he expected no answer. What answer other than his could

there be?

What I did not know then was that from the beginning of William

McKinley’s political career Robert Walker had been his chief—and for a

time, I think, his only—financial backer. Beginning with his first

campaign for Congress in 1875 Mr. Walker had advanced the Major $2,000

for expenses. He continued equal advances before each successive

campaign, the understanding being that $1,000 a year was to be paid on

the debt.

Along with this financial support went a staunch support of all the

Major’s political ideas. These ideas were those of the Republican party,

and for men like Robert Walker the party was hallowed. It was “the party

of Lincoln.” Loyalty to Lincoln required loyalty to all that was

directly or indirectly connected with him.

“Is Robert Lincoln a dude?” one of my Mahoning County acquaintances

asked me years later when I told him that I had been talking with Robert

Lincoln about his father.

“Is he a dude?”—by which he meant, as I took it, a kind of Ward

McAllister.

“No, no, not that,” I assured him.

“Well,” he said reflectively, “even if he was a dude I would vote for

him for President because he is Abraham Lincoln’s son.”

The chief test of loyalty to the party of Lincoln in Ohio was the degree

of support given to the high protective tariff. William McKinley’s

support was devout and unqualified. He looked on a duty so low that it

allowed importations as a species of treason. There was tin plate, for

example.

The year that I went to Poland, 1880, McKinley first espoused a duty on

tin plate. There was strong opposition among iron and steel

manufacturers. They felt they already had all they could look after in

Congress; but when they told this to McKinley his answer was that unless

they supported tin plate he would not support their tariffs. Naturally

they yielded, and tin plate was added to their list of protégés.

McKinley felt so sure of ultimate victory for the duty that he evidently

did not hesitate to advise his friends to get ready for its coming. At

all events he encouraged Robert Walker, suggested to him in fact that he

establish in Youngstown, Ohio, a stamping plant for the making of

tinware, taking with him as partner his brother-in-law Andrew J. Duncan.

As Andrew Duncan had no money to invest the Major gave to Mr. Walker a

sheaf of signed notes to be used whenever he had need of money.

Now Robert Walker was not a manufacturer; he was a farmer and a good

one—a coal operator—the banker of the Village of Poland and the

surrounding country, but it was not in Robert Walker’s nature to refuse

to help the Major or his relatives in their ambitions, as he had already

frequently proved. Indeed, at that time he was backing McKinley’s

brother Abner in a business venture which was soon to fail with loss of

all he had put in. But Robert Walker’s faith in McKinley’s wisdom was

such that he could not conceive of failure in anything he advised.

The plant was started in 1890. There could not have been a more unlucky

moment to launch a new industry. The long depression of the nineties was

beginning. Iron and steel were already seriously affected. Money was

tight. Robert Walker found himself almost at once forced to use the

Major’s notes. He found only too soon that he had embarked on a hopeless

undertaking, and in February of 1893 the works were closed.

Now at that moment Mark Hanna and his colleagues on the National

Republican Committee were counting on William McKinley to win the

Presidential election for them in 1896. The announcement that he was

involved in the Walker failure to the tune of some one hundred thousand

dollars, more than the combined fortune of himself and wife, was a cruel

blow to their plan. McKinley was straightforward with them. He had

signed the notes; he must give up politics, go back to the law, and pay

his honest debts. But that could not be permitted. He was too

important—one hundred thousand dollars was a small sum compared to what

the Republican Committee expected from his election. The money was

raised—not so quietly. It became necessary to explain how McKinley had

become involved to this amount, and the explanation which McKinley’s

political friends put out was that he was a victim of “a man named

Walker,” as Mark Hanna’s able biographer, Herbert Croly, calls him—a man

whom he had trusted, and who had deceived him as to the amount of money

he was raising on his notes. That is, the Republican committee

deliberately put on Robert Walker the stigma of fraud, presented him to

the public as a man who had betrayed confidence, and William McKinley

never denied their presentation.

I have it from Robert Walker and from his daughter that no note of

William McKinley was ever cashed without consulting him, and I believe

them. Moreover, Andrew Duncan was in this enterprise and knew what was

going on. It is an interesting fact that when my friend Clara Walker,

who kept the accounts for the McKinleys and her father, went the morning

after the announcement of the failure to her office in Youngstown, all

her books had disappeared along with many papers which belonged to the

firm.

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