XXXII

Next Sunday Father Daly took for his text, "And all nations shall

turn and fear the Lord truly, and shall bury their idols" (Toby xiv.

6).

"Yes, indeed, we should bury our idols." And then Father Daly asked

if our idols were always external things, made of brass and gold, or

if they were not very often cherished in our hearts--the desires of

the flesh to which we give gracious forms, and which we supply with

specious words; "we think," he said, "to deceive ourselves with those

fair images born of our desires; and we give them names, and

attribute to them the perfections of angels, believing that our

visitations are angels, but are we sure they are not devils?"

The Prioress raised her eyes, and looked at him long and steadily,

asking herself what he was going to say next.

He went on to tell how one of the chief difficulties of monastic life

was to distinguish between the good and the evil visitant, between

the angel and the demon; for permission was often given to the demon

to disguise himself as an angel, in order that the nun and the monk

might be approved. Returning then to the text, he told the story of

Tobit and Tobias's son, and how Tobias had to have resort to burning

perfumes in order to save himself from death from the evil spirit,

who, when he smelt the perfume, fled into Egypt and was bound by an

angel. "We, too, must strive to bind the evil spirit, and we can do

so with prayer. We must have recourse to prayer in order to put the

evil spirit to flight. Prayer is a perfume, and it ascends sweeter

than the scent of roses and lilies, greeting God's nostrils, which

are in heaven."

The Prioress thought this expression somewhat crude, and she again

looked at the preacher long and steadfastly, asking herself if the

text and Father Daly's interpretation of it were merely coincidences,

or if he were speaking from knowledge of the condition of convents...

Cecilia, had she told him everything? The Prioress frowned. Sister

Winifred was careful not to raise her eyes to the preacher, for she

was regretting his words, foreseeing the difficulties they would lead

her into, knowing well that the Prioress would resent this

interference with her authority, and she would have given much to

stop Father Daly; but that, of course, was impossible now, and she

heard him say that the angel who bound the evil spirit in Egypt four

thousand years ago is to-day the symbol of the priest in the

confessional, and it was only by availing themselves of that

Sacrament, not in any invidious sense, but in the fullest possible

sense, confiding their entire souls to the care of their spiritual

adviser, that they could escape from the evil spirits which

penetrated into monasteries to-day no less than before, as they had

always done, from the earliest times; for the more pious men and

women are, the more they retire from the world, the more delicate are

the temptations which the devil invents. Convents dedicate to the

Adoration of the Sacrament, to meditation on the Cross, convents in

which active work is eschewed are especially sought by the evil

spirits, "the larvæ of monasticism," he called them. An abundance of

leisure is favourable to the hatching of these; and he drew a picture

of how the grub first appears, and then the winged moth, sometimes

brown and repellant, sometimes dressed in attractive colours like the

butterfly. The soul follows as a child follows the butterfly, from

flower to flower through the sunshine, led on out of the sunshine

into dark alleys, at the end of which are dangerous places, from

whence the soul may never return again.

"Nuns and monks of the Middle Ages, those who knew monasticism better

than it ever could be known in these modern days, dreaded these larvæ

more than anything else, and they had methods of destroying them and

repelling the beguilements of evil spirits better than we have, for

the contemplative orders were more kindred to those earlier times

than to-day. Monasticism of today takes another turn. Love of God is

eternal, but we must love God in the idiom and spirit of our time."

And Father Daly believed that there was no surer method of escaping

from the danger than by active work, by teaching, which, he argued,

was not incompatible with contemplation, not carried to excess; and

there were also the poor people, and to work for them was always

pleasing to God. Any drastic changes were, of course, out of the

question, but he had been asked to speak on this subject, and it

seemed to him that they should look to Nature for guidance, and in

Nature they found not revolution but evolution; the law of Nature was

progression. Why should any rule remain for ever the same? It must

progress just as our ideas progress. He wandered on, words coming up

in his mouth involuntarily, saying things which immediately after

they were said he regretted having said, trying to bring his sermon

to a close, unable to do so, obliged, at last, to say hurriedly that

he hoped they would reflect on this matter, and try to remember he

was always at their service and prepared to give them the best

advice.

As soon as Mass was over Mother Hilda went to the Prioress. "We'll

speak on this matter later." And the Prioress went to her room,

hurriedly. The nuns hung about the cloister, whispering in little

groups, forgetful of the rule; the supporters of the Prioress

indignant with the priest, who had dared to call into question the

spiritual value of their Order, and to tell them it would be more

pleasing to God for them to start a school. It was felt even by the

supporters of the school that the priest had gone too far, not in

advocating the school, but in what he had said regarding the

liability of the contemplative orders to be attacked by demons, for

really what he had said amounted to that.

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