XXI

"What are you looking for, Sister Evelyn?"

"Veronica asked me to go into the garden; I think it was to gather

some laurel-leaves, but I can't remember where they grow."

"Never mind the leaves, I will gather them for you. Take my spade and

dig a little while. It is pleasanter being in the open air than in

that hot sacristy."

"But I don't know how to dig. You'll only laugh at me."

"No, no. See, here is a bed of spring onions, and it wants digging

out. You press the spade in as far as you can, pull down the handle,

and lift out the earth. I shall be some little while away, and I

expect you will have dug some yards. You can dig as far as this. Try,

Evelyn, make up your mind that you will; if you make up your mind,

you will succeed."

Evelyn promised.

"But you won't stay a long time, will you?" she called after the nun.

"Now I know why Sister Mary John wears men's boots." And she stooped

to pin up her skirt.

All the while the sky was clearing, the wind drove the clouds

westward, breaking up the dark masses, scattering, winnowing, letting

the sun through. Delicious was the glow, though it lasted but for a

few minutes--perhaps more delicious because it was so transitory.

Another patch of wind-driven clouds came up, and the world became

cold and grey again. A moment afterwards the clouds passed, the sun

shone out, and the delicious warmth filled mind and body with a

delight that no artificial warmth could; and, to enjoy the glowing of

the sun, Evelyn left her digging, and wandered away through the

garden, stopping now and then to notice the progress of the spring. A

late frost had cut the blossoms of the pear and the cherry; the

half-blown blossom dropped at the touch of the finger, and Evelyn

regretted the frost, thinking of the nets she had made.

"They'll be of very little use this year." And she wondered if the

currant and gooseberry-bushes had escaped; the apples had, for they

were later, unless there was another frost. "And then my nets will be

of no use at all; and, I have worked so hard at them!"

The lilac-bushes were not yet in leaf--only some tiny green shoots.

"We shall not have any lilac this year till the middle of May. Was

there ever such a season?" Larks were everywhere, ascending in short

flights, trilling as they ascended; and Evelyn listened to their

singing, thinking it most curious--quaint cadenzas in which a note

was wanting, like in the bagpipes, a sort of aerial bagpipes. But on

a bare bough a thrush sang, breaking out presently into a little tune

of five notes. "Quite a little tune; one would think the bird had

been taught it." She waited for him to sing it again, but, as if not

wishing to waste his song, being a careful bird, he continued a sort

of recitative; then, thinking his listener had waited long enough for

his little aria, he broke out again. "There it is, five notes--a

distinct little tune." Why should he sing and no other thrush sing

it? There was a robin; but he sang the same little roundelay all the

year.... A little, pale-brown bird, fluttering among the bushes,

interested her; but it was some time before she could catch fair

sight of it. "A dear little wren!" she said. "It must have its nest

about here." She sought it, knowing its beautifully woven house, with

one hole, through which the bird passes to feed a numerous progeny,

and expected to find it amid the tangle of traveller's-joy which

covered an old wall.

In the convent garden there was a beautiful ash-tree, under which

Evelyn had often sat with the nuns during recreation, but it showed

no signs of coming into leaf; and the poplars rose up against the

bright sky, like enormous brooms. The hawthorns had resisted the

frost better than the sycamores. One pitied the sycamore and the

chestnut-trees most of all; and, fearing they would bear no leaves

that year, Evelyn stood with a black and shrivelled leaf in her hand.

"Autumn, before the spring has begun," she said. "But here is Jack."

And she stooped to pick up the great yellow tom-cat, whom she

remembered as a kindly, affectionate animal; but now he ran away from

her, turning to snarl at her. "What can have happened to our dear

Jack?" she asked herself. And Miss Dingle, who had been watching her

from a little distance, cried out:

"You'll not succeed in catching him; he has been very wicked lately,

and is quite changed. The devil must have got into him, in spite of

the blue ribbon I tied round his neck."

"How are you, Miss Dingle?"

Miss Dingle evinced a considerable shyness, and muttered under her

breath that she was very well. She hoped Evelyn was the same; and ran

away a little distance, then stopped and looked back, her curiosity

getting the better of her. "Ordinary conversation does not suit her,"

Evelyn said to herself. And, when they were within speaking distance

again, Evelyn asked her what had become of the blue ribbon she had

tied round the cat's neck to save him from the devil.

"He tore it off--I mean the devil took it off. I can't catch him. If

you'd try?--if you'd get between him and that bush. It is a pity to

see a good cat go to the devil because we can't get a bit of blue

ribbon on his neck."

Evelyn stood between the cat and the bush, and creeping near, caught

him by the neck, and held him by the forepaws while Miss Dingle tried

to tie the ribbon round his neck; but Jack struggled, and raising one

of his hind paws obliged Evelyn to loose him.

"There is no use trying; he won't let it be put on his neck."

"But what will become of him? He will get more and more savage." Miss

Dingle ran after the cat, who put up his tail and trotted away,

eluding her. She came back, telling Evelyn that she might see the

devil if she wished. "That is to say, if you are not afraid. He's in

that corner, and I don't like to go there. I have hunted him out of

these bushes--you need not be afraid, my rosary has been over them

all."

Evelyn could see that Miss Dingle wished her to exorcise the

dangerous corner, and she offered to do so.

"You have two rosaries, you might lend me one."

"No, I don't think I could. I want two, one for each hand, you

see.... I have not seen you in the garden this last day or two.

You've been away, haven't you?"

"I've been in Rome."

"In Rome! Then why don't you go and hunt him out... frighten him

away? You don't need a rosary if you have touched the precious

relics. You should be able to drive him out of the garden, and out of

the park too, though the park is a big place. But here comes Sister

Mary John. You will tell me another time if you've brought back

anything that the Pope has worn."

Sister Mary John came striding over the broken earth, followed by her

jackdaw. The bird stopped to pick up a fat worm, and the nun sent

Miss Dingle away very summarily.

"I can't have you here, Alice. Go to the summer-house and worry the

devil away with your holy pictures. I've no time for you, dear," she

said to the jackdaw, who had alighted on her shoulder; "and I have

been looking for you everywhere," she said, turning from her bird to

Evelyn. "You promised me--But I suppose digging tired you?"

"No, it was not that, Sister, only the sun came out and the warmth

was so delicious; I am afraid I am easily beguiled."

"We are all easily beguiled," Sister Mary John answered somewhat

sharply. "Now we must try to get on with our digging. You can help me

a little with it, can't you?" And looking up and down a plot about

ten yards long and twenty feet wide, protected by a yew-hedge, she

said, "This is the rhubarb-bed. And this piece," she said, walking to

another plot between the yew-hedge and the gooseberry bushes, "will

have to be dug up. We were short of vegetables last year."

"You speak very lightly, Sister, of so much digging. Do you never get

tired?" So that she might not lose heart altogether, Sister Mary John

told her one of these beds had been dug up in autumn, and that no

more would be required than the hoeing out of the weeds.

"Is hoeing lighter work than digging?"

"You will find out soon." Evelyn set to work; but when she had

cleared a large piece of weeds she had to go over the ground again,

having missed a great many. "But you will soon get used to the work.

Now, there's the dinner bell. Are you so tired as all that?"

"Well, you see, I have never done any digging before."

After dinner Sister Mary John without further words told her she was

to go in front with the dibble and make holes for the potatoes, for

an absent-minded person could not be trusted with the seed potatoes--

she would be sure to break the shoots. The next week they were

engaged in sowing French beans and scarlet runners, and Evelyn

thought it rather unreasonable of the sister to expect her to know by

instinct that French beans should not be set as closely together as

the scarlet runners, and she laughed outright when the sister said,

"But surely you know that broad beans must be trodden firmly into the

ground?" Sister Mary John noticed her laugh. "Work in the garden

suits her," she said to herself, "she is getting better; only we must

be careful against a relapse. Now, Evelyn, we must weed the flower

beds, or there will be no flowers for the Virgin in May." And they

weeded and weeded, day after day, filling in the gaps with plants

from the nursery. A few days later came the seed sowing, the

mignonette, sweet pea, stocks, larkspur, poppies, and nasturtiums--

all of which should have been sown earlier, the nun said, only the

season was so late, and the vegetables had taken all their time.

"They all like to see flowers on the altar, but not one of them will

tie up her habit and dig, and they are as ignorant as you are, dear."

"Sister, that is unkind. I have learned as much as can be expected in

a month."

"You aren't so careless as you were." The two women walked a little

way, and then they sat for a long time looking into the distant park,

enjoying the soft south wind blowing over it. Evelyn would have liked

to have sat there indefinitely, and far too soon did the nun remind

her that time was going by and they must return to their work. "We

have had some warm nights lately and the wallflowers are out; come

and look at them, dear." And forgetful of her, Sister Mary John rose

and went towards the flower garden. Evelyn was too tired to follow,

and she sat watching Sister Mary John, who seemed as much part of the

garden as the wind, or the rain, or the sun.

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