CHAPTER V.

SELF-CULTURE.

There is

One great society alone on earth

The noble Living and the noble Dead.

WORDSWORTH.

The passion for truth and for the culture which makes its possession

possible is not rightly felt by the heart of boy or of youth; it is the

man's passion, and its power over him is most irresistibly asserted when

outward restraint has been removed, when escaping from the control of

parents and teachers he is left to himself to shape his course and seek

his own ends. When his companions have finished their studies he feels

that his own are now properly only about to begin; when they are

dreaming of liberty and pleasure, of wealth and success, of the world

and its honors, his mind is haunted by the mystery of God and Nature, by

visions of dimly discerned truth and beauty which he must follow

whithersoever they lead; and already he perceives that wisdom comes to

those alone who toil and cease not from labor, who suffer and are

patient. Hitherto he has learned the lessons given him by teachers

appointed by others; henceforth he is himself to choose his instructors.

As once, half-unconscious, he played in the smile or frown of Nature,

and drank knowledge with delight, so now in the world of man's thought,

hope, and love, he is, with deliberate purpose, to seek what is good for

the nourishment of his soul. Happy is he, for nearly all men toil and

suffer that they may live; but he is also to have time to labor, to make

life intelligent and fair. He must know not only what the blind atoms

are doing, but what saints, sages, and heroes have loved, thought, and

done. He will still keep close to Nature who, though she utters myriad

sounds, never speaks a human word; but he will also lend his ear to the

voice of wisdom which lies asleep in books, and to sympathetic minds

whispers from other worlds whatever high or holy truth has consecrated

the life of man. His guiding thought must be how to make the work by

which he maintains himself in the world subserve moral and intellectual

ends; for his aim is not merely or chiefly to have goods, but to be wise

and good, and therefore to build up within himself the power of conduct

and the power of intelligence which makes man human, and distinguishes

him from whatever else on earth has life.

It is our indolence and frivolity that make routine duties, however

distracting or importunate, incompatible with the serious application

which the work of self-culture demands; but we are by nature indolent

and frivolous, and only education can make us earnest and laborious.

None but a cultivated mind can understand that if the whole human race

could be turned loose, to eat and drink and play like thoughtless

children, life would become meaningless; that a paradise in which work

should not be necessary would become wearisome. The progress of the race

is the result of effort, physical, religious, moral, and intellectual;

and the advance of individuals is proportional to their exertion. Nature

herself pushes the young to bodily exercise; but though activity is for

them a kind of necessity, only the discipline of habit will lead them to

prefer labor to idleness; and they will not even use their senses

properly unless they are taught to look and to listen,--just as they are

taught to walk and to ride. The habit of manual labor, as it is directly

related to the animal existence to which man is prone, and supplies the

physical wants whose urgency is most keenly felt, is acquired with least

difficulty, and it prepares the way for moral and intellectual life; but

it especially favors the life which has regard to temporal ends and

conduces to comfort and well-being. They whose instrument is the brain

rarely aim at anything higher than wealth and position; and if they

become rich and prominent, they remain narrow and uninteresting. They

talk of progress, of new inventions and discoveries, and they neglect to

improve themselves; they boast of the greatness of their country, while

their real world is one of vulgar thought and desire; they take interest

in what seems to concern the general welfare, but fail to make

themselves centres of light and love. What is worse they have the

conceit of wisdom,--they lack reverence; they are impatient, and must

have at once what they seek. But the better among us see the

insufficiency of the popular aims, and begin to yearn for something

other than a life of politics, newspapers, and financial enterprise.

They desire to know and love the best that is known, and they are

willing to be poor and obscure, if they may but gain entrance into this

higher world. "I shall ever consider myself," says Descartes, "more

obliged to those who leave me to my leisure, than I should to any who

might offer me the most honorable employments." This is the thought of

every true student and lover of wisdom; for he feels that whatever a

man's occupation may be, his business is to improve his mind and to form

his character. He desires not to be known and appreciated, but to know

and appreciate; not to _have_ more, but to _be_ more; not to have

friends, but to be the friend of man,--which he is when he is the lover

of truth. He turns from vulgar pleasures as he turns from pain, because

both pleasure and pain in fastening the soul to the body deprive it of

freedom and hinder the play of the mind.

He loves the best with single heart

And without thought what gifts it bring.

Unless one have deep faith in the good of culture he will easily become

discouraged in the work which is here urged upon him. He must be drawn

to the love of intellectual excellence by an attraction such as a poet

feels in the presence of beauty; he must believe in it as a miser

believes in gold; he must seek it as a lover seeks the beloved. Our

wants determine our pleasures, and they who have no intellectual

cravings feel not the need of exercise of mind. They are born and remain

inferior. They are content with the world which seems to be real,

forgetting the higher one, which alone is real; they are not urged to

the intellectual life by irresistible instincts. They are discouraged by

difficulties, thwarted by obstacles which lie in the path of all who

strive to move forward and to gain higher planes. It is not possible to

advance except along the road of toil, of struggle, and of suffering.

We cannot emerge even from childish ignorance and weakness without

experiencing a sense of loss. Mental work in the beginning and for a

long time is weariness, is little better than drudgery. We labor, and

there seems to be no gain; we study and there seems to be no increase of

knowledge or power; and if we persevere, we are led by faith and hope,

not by any clear perception of the result of persistent application.

Genius itself is not exempt from this law. Poets and artists work with

an intensity unknown to others, and are distinguished by their faith in

the power of labor. The consummate musician must practice for hours, day

by day, year in and year out. The brain is the most delicate and the

finest of instruments, and it is vain to imagine that anything else than

ceaseless, patient effort will enable us to use it with perfect skill;

indeed, it is only after long study that we become capable of

understanding what the perfection of the intellect is, that we become

capable of discerning what is excellent, beautiful, and true in style

and thought.

Discouragement and weariness will, again and again, suggest doubts

concerning the wisdom of this ceaseless effort to improve one's self.

Why persist in the pursuit of what can never be completely attained?

Why toil to gain what the mass of men neither admire nor love? Why wear

out life in a course of action which leads neither to wealth nor honors?

Why turn away from pleasures which lie near us to follow after ideal

things? These are questions which force themselves upon us; and it

requires faith and courage not to be shaken by this sophistry. Visions

of ideal life float before young eyes, and if to be attracted by what is

high and fair were enough, it were not difficult to be saint, sage, or

hero; but when we perceive that the way to the best is the road of toil

and drudgery, that we must labor long and accomplish little, wander far

and doubt our progress, must suffer much and feel misgivings whether it

is not in vain,--then only the noblest and the bravest still push

forward in obedience to inward law. The ideal of culture appeals to them

with irresistible force. They consent to lack wealth, and the approval

of friends and the world's applause; they are willing to turn away when

fair hands hold out the cup of pleasure, when bright eyes and smiling

lips woo to indulgence. If, you ask, How long? They answer, Until we

die! They are lovers of wisdom and do not trust to hope of temporal

reward. Their aim is light and purity of mind and heart; these they

would not barter for comfort and position. As saints, while doing the

common work of men, walk uplifted to worlds invisible, so they, amid the

noise and distractions of life still hear the appealing voice of truth;

and as parted lovers dream only of the hour when they shall meet again,

so these chosen spirits, in the midst of whatever cares and labors, turn

to the time when thought shall people their solitude as with the

presence of angels. They hear heavenly voices asking, Why stay ye on the

earth, unless to grow? Vanity, frivolity, and fickleness die within

them; and they grow to be humble and courageous, disinterested and

laborious, strong and persevering. The cultivation of their higher

nature becomes the law of their life; and the sense of duty, "stern

daughter of the voice of God," which of all motives that sway the heart,

best stands the test of reason, becomes their guide and support. Thus

culture, which looks to the Infinite and All-wise as to its ideal, rests

upon the basis of morality and religion.

To think is difficult, and they who wish to grow in power of thought

must hoard their strength. Excess, of whatever kind, is a waste of

intellectual force. The weakness of men of genius has impoverished the

world. Sensual indulgence diminishes spiritual insight; it perverts

reason, and deadens love; it enfeebles the physical man, and weakens the

organs of sense, which are the avenues of the soul. The higher self is

developed harmoniously only when it springs from a healthful body. It is

the lack of moral balance which makes genius akin to madness. Nothing is

so sane as reason, and great minds fall from truth only when they fail

in the strength which comes of righteous conduct.

Let the lover of wisdom then strive to live in a healthy body that his

senses may report truly of the universe in which he dwells. But this is

not easy; for mental labor exhausts, and if the vital forces are still

further diminished by dissipation, disease and premature decay of the

intellectual faculties will be the result. The ideal of culture embraces

the whole man, physical, moral, religious, and intellectual; and the

loss of health or morality or faith cannot but impede the harmonious

development of the mind itself. Passion is the foe of reason, and may

easily become strong enough to extinguish its light. He who wishes to

educate himself must learn to resist the desires of his lower nature,

which if indulged deaden sensibility, weaken the will, take from the

imagination its freshness, and from the heart the power of loving. The

task he has set himself is arduous, and he cannot have too much energy,

too much warmth of soul, too much capacity for labor. Let him not waste,

like a mere animal, the strength which was given him that he might

learn to know and love infinite truth and beauty. The dwelling with

one's self and with thoughts of what is true and high, which is an

essential condition of mental growth, is impossible when the sanctuary

of the soul is filled with unclean images. Intellectual honesty, the

disinterested love of truth, without which no progress can be made, will

hardly be found in those who are the slaves of unworthy passions. The

more religious a man is, the more does he believe in the worth and

sacredness of truth, and the more willing does he become to throw all

his energies with persevering diligence into the work of

self-improvement. They who fail to see in the universe an all-wise,

all-holy, and all-powerful Being, from whom are all things and to whom

all things turn, easily come to doubt whether it holds anything of true

worth. History teaches this, and it requires little reflection to

perceive that it must be so. Of the Solitary, Wordsworth says,--

"But in despite

Of all this outside bravery, within

He neither felt encouragement nor hope;

For moral dignity and strength of mind

Were wanting, and simplicity of life

And reverence for himself; and, last and best,

Confiding thoughts, through love and fear of Him

Before whose sight the troubles of this world

Are vain."

The corrupt and the ignorant easily learn to feel contempt, but the

scholar is reverent. He moves in the midst of infinite worlds, and knows

that the least is part of the whole.

Now, how shall he who is resolved to educate himself set about his work?

What advice shall be given him? What rules shall be made for him that he

may not waste time and energy? He who yearns for the cultivation of mind

which makes wisdom possible must work his way to the light. All

intellectual men strive to educate themselves, but each one strives in a

different way. They all aim at insight rather than information, at the

perfect use of their faculties rather than learning. The power to see

things as they are, is what they want; and therefore they look, observe,

examine, compare, analyze, meditate, read, and write. And they keep

doing this day by day; and the longer they work, the more attractive

their work grows to be. Descartes, who is a typical lover of the

intellectual life, looked upon himself simply as a thinking being, and

gave all his thought to the cultivation of his higher faculties in the

hope that he might finally discover some truth which would bring

blessings to men. He had no thought of literary fame, published little,

and sedulously avoided whatever might bring him into notoriety. "Those,"

he says, "who wish to know how to speak of everything and to acquire a

reputation for learning, will succeed most easily if they content

themselves with the semblance of truth, which may readily be found." The

love of truth is the mark of the real student. What is, is; it is man's

business to know it. He is the foe of pretense; sham for him means

shame. He will have sound knowledge; he will do his work well; whether

men shall applaud or reward him for it, is a foreign consideration. He

obeys an inward law, and the praise of those who cannot understand him

sounds to him like mockery. True thought, like right conduct, is its own

reward. To see truth and to love it is enough,--is more than to have the

worship of the world. The important thing is to be a man, to have a

serious purpose, to be in earnest, to yearn for what is good and holy;

and without this the culture of the intellect will not avail.

We must build upon the broad foundation of man's life, and not upon any

special faculty. The merely literary man is often the most pitiful of

men,--able, it may be, to do little else than complain that his merits

are not recognized. Let it not be imagined then that the lover of

wisdom, the follower of intellectual good, should propose to himself a

literary career. He may of course be or become a man of letters, but

this is incidental to his life-purpose, which is to develop within

himself the power of knowing and loving. He will learn to think rightly

and to act well, first of all; for he knows that a man's writing cannot

be worth more than he himself is worth. He is a seeker after truth and

perfection; and understanding at the price of what countless labors

these may be hoped for, he is slow to imagine that words of his may be

of help to others.

Observation, reading, and writing are the chief means by which thought

is stimulated, the mind developed, and the intellect cultivated. The

habit of looking and the habit of thinking are closely related. A man

thinks as he sees; and for a mind like Shakespeare's, for instance,

observation is almost the only thing that is necessary for its

development. The boundless world breaks in upon him with creative force.

His sympathy is universal, and therefore so is his interest. He sees the

like in the unlike, the differences in things which are similar. Every

little bird and every little flower are known to him. He contemplates

Falstaff and Poor Tom with as much interest as though they were Hamlet

and King Lear. In all original minds the power of observation is great.

It is the chief source of our earliest knowledge, of that which touches

us most nearly and most deeply colors the imagination. When the boy is

wandering through fields, sitting in the shade of trees, or lying on the

banks of murmuring streams, he is not only learning more delightful

things than books will ever teach him, but he is also acquiring the

habit of attention, of looking at what he sees, which nowhere else can

be gotten in so natural and pleasant a way. Hence the best minds have

either been born in the country or have passed there some of their early

years. Unless we have first learned to look with the eye, we shall never

learn to look with the mind. They who walk unmoved beneath the starlit

heavens, or by the ever-moving ocean, or amid the silent mountains; who

do not find, like Wordsworth, that the meanest flower that blows gives

thoughts which often lie too deep for tears, will not derive great help

from the world of books. But in the world of books the intellectual must

also make themselves at home and live, must thence draw nourishment,

light, wisdom, strength, for there as nowhere else the mind of man has

stamped its image; and there the thoughts of the master spirits still

breathe, still glow with truth and beauty. The best books are powers

"Forever to be hallowed; only less,

For what we are and what we may become,

Than Nature's self, which is the breath of God,

Or his pure Word, by miracle revealed."

But it is as difficult to know books as to know men. There are but few

men who can be of intellectual service to us; and there are but few

books which stimulate and nourish the mind. The best books are, as

Milton says, "the precious life-blood of a master spirit;" and it is

absurd to suppose that they will reveal their secret to every chance

comer, to every heedless reader. As it takes a hero to know a hero, so

only an awakened mind can love and understand the great thinkers. The

reading of the ignorant is chiefly a mechanical proceeding; and, indeed,

for men in general reading is little better than waste of time. Their

reading, like their conversation, leaves them what they were, or worse.

The mass of printed matter has no greater value from an intellectual

point of view at least than the wide ever-flowing stream of talk; and

for the multitude it is all the same whether they gossip and complain,

or read and nod. However much they read, they remain unintelligent; what

knowledge they gain is fragmentary, unreal; they learn merely enough to

talk about what they do not understand. We may of course read for

entertainment, as we may talk for entertainment; but this is merely a

recreation of the mind, which is good only because it rests and prepares

us for work. The wise read books to be enlightened, uplifted, and

inspired. Their reading is a labor in which every faculty of the mind

is awake and active. They are attentive; they weigh, compare, judge.

They re-create within their own minds the images produced by the author;

they seek to enter into his inmost thought; they admire each well-turned

phrase, each happy epithet; they walk with him, and make themselves at

home in the wonderland which his genius has called into being; past

centuries rise before them, and they almost forget that they did not

hear Plato discourse in the Academy, or stroll with Horace along the

Sacred Way. As they are brought thus intimately into the company of the

noblest minds, they think as they thought, feel as they felt, and so are

enlightened and inspired. They drink the spirit of the mighty dead, and

gradually come to live in a higher and richer world. The best in life

and literature is seen to be such only by those who have made themselves

worthy of the heavenly vision; and once we have learned to love the few

real books of the world, or rather what in these few is eternally true

and beautiful, we breathe the atmosphere of the intellectual life. What

is frivolous, or false, or vulgar can no longer please us; having seen

and loved what is high we may not sink to the lower.

Knowledge may be useful, and yet have little power to nourish, train,

and enlarge the mind, and it is its disciplinary and educational value

which we are here considering. Medicine for a physician, law for an

attorney, theology for a clergyman, is the most useful knowledge; but

they are not therefore the best means of intellectual culture. Natural

science, though it is most useful, ministering as it does in a thousand

ways and with ever-increasing efficacy to our wants and comforts, has

but an inferior educational power. Acquaintance with the uniform

co-existences and sequences of phenomena is not a mental tonic. Such

knowledge not only leaves us unmoved,--it has a tendency even to fetter

the free play of the mind and to chill the imagination. It unweaves the

rainbow, and leaves us the dead chemical elements. The information we

have gained is practical, but it does not exalt the soul or render us

more keenly alive to the divine beauty which rests on Nature's face. It

does not enable us, as does the knowledge of literature and history, to

participate in the conscious life of the race. It makes no appeal to our

nobler human instincts. There is no book on natural science, nor can

there ever be one, which may take a place among the few immortal works

which men never cease to read and love. Physical science has its own

domain, and its study will continue to enrich the world, to make

specialists of a hundred kinds; but it never can take the place of

literature and history as a means of culture; and as an educational

force its value is greatest when it is studied not experimentally, but

as literature,--though of course, every cultivated man should be

familiar with the inductive method, and should receive consequently a

certain scientific training.

History, in bringing us into the presence of the greatest men and in

showing us their mightiest achievements, rouses our whole being. It sets

the mind aglow, awakens enthusiasm, and fires the imagination. It makes

us feel how blessed a thing it is "to scorn delights and live laborious

days;" how divine to perish in bringing truth and holiness to men. We

commingle with the makers of the world; we hear them speak and see them

act; we catch the spirit of their lofty purpose, their high courage,

their noble eloquence. When we drink deeply of the wisdom which history

teaches, we come to understand that truth and justice, heroism and

religion, which are the virtues of the greatest men, may be ours as

easily as theirs; that opportunity for true men is ever present, and

that the task set for each one of us is as sacred and important as any

which has ever been entrusted to the human mind and will. Our thought

is widened, our hearts are strengthened, and we come to feel that it

shall be well for others that we too have lived. When we have learned to

be at home with lofty and generous natures, the heroic mood becomes

natural to us.

There are of course but few histories which have this tonic effect upon

the mind and the will, but with these the lover of culture should make

himself familiar. Each one must find the book he needs; and though he

should find no help in a volume which time and the consent of the

learned have consecrated, let him not be discouraged, but continue to

seek and to read until he meet with the author who fills his soul with

joy and opens to his wondering eyes visions of new worlds. To love any

great book so that we read it--or at least those portions of it which

especially appeal to us--many times, and always with new pleasure (as a

mother never wearies of looking upon her child), until the thought and

style of the author become almost our own, is to learn the secret of

self-education; for he who understands and loves one great book is sure

to find his way to the love and knowledge of other works of genius. He

will not read chiefly to gain information, but he will read for

exaltation of spirit, for enlightenment, for strength of soul, for the

help which springs from contact with generous and awakened minds. He

will mark his favorite passages and refer to them often, as one loves to

revisit places where he has been happy; and these very pencil-marks will

become dear to him as tokens of truth revealed, of wisdom gained, of joy

bestowed. The best reading is that which most profoundly stimulates

thought, which brings our own minds into active, conscious communion

with the mind of the author; and hence the best poetry is the most

efficacious and the most delightful aid to mental improvement.

Poetry is, as Aristotle says, the most philosophic of all writing. It is

also the writing which is most instinct with passion, with life. It

springs from intense thought and feeling, and bears within itself the

power to call forth thought and feeling. It is thought transfused with

the glow of emotion, and consequently thought made beautiful,

attractive, contagious. It is, to quote Wordsworth, "the breath and

finer spirit of all knowledge; it is the impassioned expression which is

in the countenance of all science." The poet has more enthusiasm and

tenderness than other men, a more sensitive soul, a more comprehensive

mind. His wider sympathy gives him greater insight; and his power to see

absent things as though they were present enables him to bring the

distant and the past before our eyes, to make them live again in a new

and immortal world; he stimulates the whole mind and appeals to every

faculty of the soul. The greatest philosophers are, like Plato, poets

too; and unless the historian is also a poet, there is no inspiration,

no life in what he writes. It is as superficial and vulgar to sneer at

poetry as to sneer at religion; and they alone are mockers who have eyes

but for some counterfeit. To be able to read a true poet is not a gift

of Nature; it is a faculty to be acquired. He creates, as Wordsworth

says, the taste by which he is appreciated. To imagine we may read him

as we read a frivolous novel is absurd; it may well happen we shall see

no truth or beauty in him until patient study has made it plain. It

often takes the world a hundred years or more to recognize a great poet;

and a knowledge of his worth can be had by the student only at the price

of patient labor. Wordsworth will attract scarcely any one at the first

glance; the great number of readers will soon weary of him and throw him

aside; but those who learn to understand him find in his writings

treasures above all price. There are but a few great poems in the

literatures of the different nations, but he who wishes to have a

cultivated mind must, at the cost of whatever time and labor, make

himself familiar with them; for there alone are found the best thoughts

clothed in fittest words; there alone are rightly portrayed the noblest

characters; there alone is the world of men and things transfigured by

the imagination and illumined by the pure light of the mind. True poets

help us to see, they teach us to admire, they lift our thoughts, they

appeal to our higher nature; they give us nobler loves, more exalted

aims, more spiritual purposes; they make us feel that to live for money

or place is to lead a narrow and a slavish life; and to men around whom

the fetters of material and hardening cares are growing, they cry and

bid them--

"Look abroad

And see to what fair countries they are bound."

But even the greatest poets have weaknesses, and are great only by

comparison. There is not one who however he may enchant and strengthen,

does not also disappoint us. The perfect poet the future will bring; and

to his coming we shall look with more eager expectation than if we

foresaw man dowered with wings. The elevation we forebode is of the

soul, not of the body. Progress we have already made. It is no longer

possible for a true poet to sing of sensual delights; the man he creates

is now no more the slave "of low ambition or distempered love." His

theme is rather--

"No other than the heart of man

As found among the best of those who live,

Not unexalted by religious faith,

Nor uninformed by books, good books, though few,

In Nature's presence."

Writing is as great an aid to the cultivation of the mind as reading. It

is indeed indispensable, and the accuracy of thought and expression of

which Bacon speaks, is but one of its good results. "By writing," says

Saint Augustine, "I have learned many things which nothing else had

taught me." There is, of course, no question here of writing for

publication. To do this no one should be urged. The farther we are from

all thought of readers, the nearer are we to truth; and once an author

has published, a sort of madness comes over him, and he seems to be

doing nothing unless he continue to publish. The truly intellectual man

leads an interior life; he dwells habitually in the presence of God, of

Nature, and of his own soul; he swims in a current of ideas, looks out

upon a world of truth and beauty; he would rather gain some new vision

of the eternal reality than to have a mountain of gold or the suffrages

of a whole people. The great hindrance is lack of the power of

prolonged attention, of sustained thought; and this the habit of

serious writing gives. But the habit itself is difficult to acquire. At

first in attempting to write we are discouraged to find how crude, how

unreal, how little within our control our knowledge is; and it will

often happen that we shall simply hold the pen in idleness, either

because we find nothing to write, or because the proper way to express

what we think eludes our efforts. When this happens day after day, the

temptation will come to abandon our purpose, and to seek easier and less

effective means of developing mental strength, or else we shall write

carelessly and without thought, which is even a greater evil than not to

write at all. In the writing of which I am thinking there is no question

of style, of what critics and readers will say; all that is asked is

that we apply our minds to things as they appear to us, and put in plain

words what we see. Thus our style will become the expression of our

thought and life. It will be the outgrowth of a natural method, and

consequently will have genuine worth. What is written in this way should

be preserved, not that others may see it, but that we ourselves by

comparing our earlier with our later essays may be encouraged by the

evidence of improvement. It is not necessary to make choice of a

subject,--whatever interests us is a fit theme; and if nothing should

happen specially to interest us, by writing we shall gain interest in

many things.

The method here proposed requires serious application, perseverance,

diligence: it is difficult; but they who have the courage to continue to

write, undeterred by difficulties, will gain more than they hope for.

They will grow in strength, in accuracy, in pliancy, in openness of

mind; they will become capable of profound and just views, and will

gradually rise to worlds of truth and beauty of which the common man

does not dream. And it will frequently happen that there will be

permanent value in what is written not to please the crowd or to flatter

a capricious public opinion, or to win gold or applause, but simply in

the presence of God and one's own soul to bear witness to truth. As the

painter takes pallet and brush, the musician his instrument, each to

perfect himself in his art, so he who desires to learn how to think

should take the pen, and day by day write something of the truth and

love, the hope and faith, which make him a living man.

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