XVI

Margaret did not, of course, think for an instant of giving up her

friendship with Catherine Hamilton; but when she suggested the Hamilton

family and a few other people whom she liked, but whose names were not

on the invitation list, be invited to their big reception, she met with

an opposition to which she was obliged to yield.

"To invite such folks as those Hamiltons, that don't even own their own

home, _little_ as it is--well, it would just lower the tone of the

party, that's all!" Jennie pronounced.

"But I'll be responsible for keeping up the tone of the party!"

Margaret gayly volunteered.

She quickly recognized, however, that in a matter like this,

coöperation or compromise between the Leitzels and her was impossible

and that she must stand aside and let them give their party in their

own way. She carried her self-obliteration so far as to even refrain

from suggesting, on the auspicious day of the party, the removal from

the dining-room sideboard of the life-sized, navy-blue glass owl which

was a water pitcher, and the two orange-coloured glass dishes that

stood on easels on either side of the owl.

She did spend rather a troubled half-hour in wondering how, since the

invitations were of course in her name and Daniel's, Catherine Hamilton

would regard the fact that she was not invited. But the absurdity of

the Leitzels' delusion that they could withhold or bestow social

recognition upon her friend must be so manifest to Catherine that

surely she could not take it seriously. It seemed to Margaret that to

let this trifling, vulgar episode cast even a shadow upon the ideal

friendship into which she and Catherine were growing was to belittle

and dishonour it.

"I can't offer her any explanation. I can only trust to her

large-minded understanding of my situation."

She had an uncomfortable consciousness that it was a situation which

Catherine herself would not have tolerated.

"Even 'Hiram's Lizzie' considers it unbearable," she reflected. "Why,

I can't offer any least hospitality to any one unless my sisters-in-law

approve of the individual! I can't ask Catherine Hamilton to dine or

lunch with me! Which means, of course, that I can't accept her

hospitality. It's rather grotesque!"

Yet when she considered how devotedly Daniel's sisters served him, how

minutely they attended to every little detail of his comfort, in a way

most men, she was sure, would have found harassing, but which to Daniel

seemed essential to his well-being, she knew that he would never be

able, without great misery, to live apart from them, and that he

certainly would not entertain the idea for a moment.

"And as for them, their occupation, their purpose in life, would be

taken from them, if they didn't have Daniel to fuss over."

Two days before the date of the reception the evening papers gave New

Munich a lurid description, furnished by Jennie and Daniel, of every

detail of it, the Philadelphia caterer and the Lancaster florist being

advertised in headlines that made Margaret's flesh creep. She had a

vision of the consternation of her Charleston relatives should they

ever see that paper, and she was thankful that the distance that

separated her from them precluded the possibility of their learning of

her association with such blatant vulgarity--unless (awful thought!)

Daniel should be visited with the idea of mailing them a marked copy!

When, the next afternoon, Margaret was out for a country walk with

Catherine Hamilton after office hours, she decided that it would be

better to refer casually to the prospective party, rather than so

obviously avoid mentioning it.

"Fancy me to-morrow night, Catherine, lined up with Mr. Leitzel and his

sisters for two or three hours to shake hands with over one hundred

people and make to each one precisely the same inspired remark: 'Mrs.

Blank, how do you do? I am glad to see you. I am so glad you got

here!' If I could only vary it a bit! But no, I shall have to say

those self-same words exactly one hundred and seven times. Isn't it

deplorable?"

A faint tremor in her voice as she asked the question caused her friend

to turn and look into her face; and something in the strained

expression of the beautiful eyes which Catherine Hamilton was growing

to love moved this rather austere young woman to a sudden pity; for

Catherine, though a girl of keen wit and of a strong, independent

spirit, was full of feeling; a combination of qualities which gave her

a charm for those of her own sex that she did not have for men.

Obeying an impulse of her heart, she suddenly stopped in the woodsy

path where they walked, put her arms around Margaret and clasped her

close.

And Margaret, at the unexpected touch of understanding love, almost the

first she had ever known in her life, held herself rigid in her

friend's embrace that she might not burst into passionate crying, while

she clenched her teeth to choke down the pent-up emotion which in this

moment could hardly keep its bounds.

She released herself quickly, and for an instant turned away.

When she again spoke, her voice was even and natural. She had not let

herself shed one betraying tear.

"You promised to tell me, Catherine, about that career of yours, you

know, to which your present work is a stepping-stone, and what _my_

part is to be in it."

Catherine, eager to launch forth upon her hobby to her new friend,

glowed with enthusiasm as she talked.

"I have come from a race, Margaret, that for generations have been

teachers, college professors, ministers, public school

superintendents--the pedagogue seems to be born in every one of us.

And it's in me strong. So I am going to devote my life to the

establishing of a school for girls in which all the training shall

converge to one ideal--that of service--as over against that of the

usual finishing school, whatever that ideal is! And, Margaret, here's

my point: I'm going to make my school fashionable, a formidable rival

of those futile, idiotic institutions in which girls from the country

are taught how they must enter a drawing-room or step into an

automobile, and are quite incidentally instructed, cautiously and

delicately, in every 'branch' in the whole category of learning, so

that they may be able to 'converse' on any subject whatever without

betraying the awful depths of their ignorance!--the vast expanse of

their shallowness. My school shall teach girls that life is meant for

earnest work, because work means physical and spiritual health and

happiness. My school shall make girls ashamed to admit they've ever

been to the other sort of 'finishing' school. It's going to put that

sort of school out of business, Margaret! I tell you, the coming woman

is going to be the efficient woman. The unqualified of our sex will

take a back seat, just as unqualified men do."

"I'm of course entirely in sympathy with your idea, Catherine, but I

hope your 'service' education includes home-making and motherhood.

Leave us a few of the old-fashioned women, won't you?"

"My dear, don't worry about homes and husbands and babies. It is the

futile fashionable woman, not the disciplined, thoughtful, college-bred

woman, that refuses to have children. I've never known an earnest

woman that didn't love children and yearn for motherhood. The trouble

is, men are afraid of the earnest kind. They marry the frivolous,

parasitical women, who live upon them like lotus flowers, sapping their

vitality and giving nothing in return. Yet you'll find men opposing

college education for women, not realizing that a woman who has stood

the discipline of a college course has developed a force of character

that does not shrink for a moment from the further discipline and

burden of motherhood, but welcomes it as her privilege and blessing,

while the so-called 'society woman' will none of it. You know,"

Catherine continued, "in the days when home-making was necessarily an

absorbing occupation, it lent to women a dignity of character quite

wanting in our present-day large class of feminine parasites, a class

that has grown out of the new and easier domestic conditions and the

too-great concentration of wealth in the hands of a few. That's the

explanation of woman's latter-day restlessness; she's fighting against

the deterioration which comes with idleness and too-easy conditions of

life. She's fighting for her very life! _That's_ what the 'feminist

movement' means."

"And my part in your fine scheme?" asked Margaret, her face glowing

with responsive enthusiasm.

"As a rich and influential woman, you will countenance and patronize my

school; perhaps send me your daughters; be a stock-holder in it; you

can even be fitting yourself, meantime, if you like, to be a teacher in

it."

"But, Catherine--'rich and influential?' I? I am neither!"

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