CHAPTER LXXXV.

Khundojee Kakrey performed his promise faithfully. By secret mountain

paths known to few, and through the dense forests of the tract which

lies between Pertâbgurh and Kurrar, on the right bank of the Krishna,

the Mahratta guided his charge safely, and with as much comfort as the

nature of the journey would admit of. The two women maintained their

disguise of peasants, and Zyna's ability to speak Mahratta, as well as

Lurlee's to speak Canarese, assisted in aiding the deception. By night

Kakrey sought shelter of villages where he seemed to be well known,

for a decent house was always ready for them to sleep in, the best

delicacies of country farmhouses cooked for them: and frequently, not

only the matron of the house, but other women of the village, attended

to bathe them, and otherwise minister to their comfort.

But for all this, those days were remembered as a time of bitter

grief and sore trial; the more difficult for Zyna to endure, because

Lurlee could not be brought to believe that her husband was dead, and

preserved throughout, a demeanour of hope, if not, indeed, of actual

joy. "No one saw him die," she would say, "his body was not buried by

them. They dare not say he is dead, and I will hear no more of it. When

we are at Kurrar he will return, and we will go home together." Again

and again, too, were the astrological diagrams consulted: but the lady

was unable to find any error in them, and for the present they were to

her far more conclusive than the report she had heard from Fazil, and

it was a happy thing for her, perhaps, that the delusion lasted even as

far as the town to which they were journeying.

With Zyna, however, there was no delusion. She had at once believed her

brother's report. Kakrey, too, had told her that there was no hope of

her father's existence. Of Tara's fate he knew nothing. Mourning for

him, therefore, and in miserable anxiety about her brother, Zyna had

had to endure a twofold trial, which her naturally buoyant disposition

and innate piety only, enabled her to sustain. Possibly, too, had she

remained in one place it would have been more severe; but the daily

movement--in a manner before unexperienced by her--the sense of freedom

from restraint in the wild country they traversed, the beautiful and,

to her, wonderful mountains, forests, and natural objects of all kinds,

which, brought up as she had been in the seclusion of a zenana, she

had had no chance of seeing before--served to divert her mind from the

terrible reality of her loss, to fill it with hope, and to render the

sense of danger they incurred in their escape to be blunted by the

excitement of perpetual change.

Of the servants who had escaped with them, and who joined Fazil's

party, Goolab alone remained to attend the ladies by permission of

their guide. She had been divested of every particle of Mahomedan

attire, and, dressed in a coarse Mahratta saree, with a dab of red

colour smeared on her forehead, and mounted upon a small ambling

bullock, passed readily for a Mahratta farmer's wife. In this ride,

the old woman was in her element; now guiding the docile animal she

rode, beside Lurlee, now beside Zyna, cheering them on when they were

fatigued, and often dismounting and supporting them in places where the

ponies hesitated and had to be carefully led. Unless near a mountain

village, their guide, Kakrey, seldom approached them; he was generally

in advance with some of his men, while others remained behind, guarding

the rear. When in motion, the party was made to resemble, as far as

possible, the appearance of people journeying upon a pilgrimage, and

small orange flags, carried by several of the men, and fastened to the

pommels of the women's saddles, assisted and maintained the deception.

It was on the afternoon of the fourth day that, emerging from a rugged

pass in the mountains, they saw below them part of the wide plain of

the Dekhan, the blue waters of the Krishna river sparkling in the

sun, and the town, which they had hitherto only hoped to reach. Great

numbers of white tents were pitched upon the plain near the fort,

showing the presence of a considerable force, and the royal standard

fluttered lazily in the evening breeze from its highest tower. It was

a pleasant scene of quiet soft beauty, and seemed a true resting-place

for the now weary and almost exhausted travellers. The last march had

been a longer one than usual; for some of the way they had passed

through village lands, in regard to the people of which Kakrey was

not without apprehension; the country was becoming more open, and the

danger of detection greater; nevertheless, he had guided them safely

and truly, as he had promised.

It had been no easy matter to sustain the lady Lurlee that afternoon.

All the confidence she had displayed hitherto, false as it was, seemed

to have suddenly deserted her as she drew nigh to her destination; and

while they rested during the hottest part of the day, under some cool

shade by the side of a rivulet, Zyna saw that the old diagrams were

laid aside for once with a heavy sigh, and seemed to afford no comfort.

She thought the evident weariness might be the result of a longer and

rougher ride than usual, and tried to soothe Lurlee. "Only a few coss

more, mother," she said, "and we are safe with our own people: do not

fail now, when the end is so near!"

"It matters not--what is the use of it?" replied Lurlee--"who will care

for us, now they are gone from us?"

"The Blessed Alla, and the Prophet, and the saints," answered Zyna

devoutly, "and there is Fazil too----"

"He could not love me, now that Tara is not with me," returned Lurlee,

interrupting Zyna.

"Tara, mother?"

"Yes, his soul will be gone away to her and to his father, Zyna. He

is dead," replied Lurlee, sighing. "I know it now. All day long the

old man's face has been before me, gashed and bloody, and I think,"

she said, passing her hand across her eyes, "that I am not deceived

now--no, not now."

"We shall know the best or worst soon, mother; but Fazil could not have

been deceived," replied Zyna.

"And thou hast not wept, Zyna! O hard heart! Was he nothing to thee? It

is the old who cannot weep--the old like me."

Zyna's tears were falling fast, but she checked them. "I would not

grieve thee, mother, needlessly," she said; "when Fazil comes, he will

tell us all."

"If I could see her, the daughter the good Alla gave me, Zyna--the

girl who softened my heart--and give her to him--it would be enough!

but they took her away, and she, too, is dead! Once," she continued

mysteriously, after a pause, and catching Zyna's arm,--"once since we

were out in these wilds, she came to me in a dream, and mocked me. She

said she was going to die, and go to her Mother, but she would come to

see me first. Ah, she was very beautiful, Zyna, and smiled lovingly

upon me in her old way. Now, when she said that, it must have been near

morning, when we were asleep in the village where they gave us milk to

drink, and about the third watch of the night; but I cannot understand

what planet ruled the hour. Ah me! I used once to do so, but the more I

look at the tables now, the more I fail."

"Trust in Alla, mother, not in them," replied Zyna.

"I have no trust in them," muttered Lurlee gloomily--"none now in

anything; all have failed me, and she most of all. O Tara! why didst

thou go? O my child, my child, whom Alla gave me when I had none, and

when thy mother died. Alas! why was I mocked, Zyna? why did Alla take

him too, who loved me, and leave me here? O daughter, this is unjust

oppression, this----"

"Hush, mother! else Alla will hear thee, and be angry, and the saints

too; and can any one resist fate? O mother, be patient!" said Zyna

soothingly. "Only for their help we had not escaped the slaughter, and

worse--dishonour; and yet we are here, and our friends now are not far

off."

"Your friends and Fazil's, girl!" she returned tartly. "I have been of

small account enough already among ye, and am not likely to improve."

"Do not speak bitter words, mother, I beseech you," cried Zyna

entreatingly. "We are your children--indeed we are, and will never

leave you. If Fazil lives----"

"Peace!" rejoined the lady, interrupting her, "do not let falsehood

come into thy mouth, girl. Enough for me that Tara is not, and thou

art."

Zyna could never reply to Lurlee's caustic speeches, least of all

under the pressure of their mutual bereavement; and as they sat there

they broke forth from time to time from her without tear or sob--old

grievances--old jealousies--old allegations of neglect. Matters which

Zyna had utterly forgotten, seemed to have rushed back on the lady's

memory like a flood. They were hard to endure; and yet not so hard,

Zyna thought, as the false confidence, the fearful mockery of truth and

reality, which had lasted till then--that disbelief in her father's

death for which she could not account.

"Ah, if Tara can only be rescued from them, there may be some natural

revulsion yet," thought the girl; and yet what hope of that? She could

not deceive herself into a belief that Tara would be given up, or that

she could escape from her family; perhaps, on second thoughts, she

would not desire it--but if it could be so? And amidst such conflicting

thoughts, and the endurance of Lurlee's dogged, desperate state of

mind, the afternoon's journey into Kurrar, though the last, was

indescribably more miserable than any which had preceded it.

They descended the pass, and were once more on level ground. "Hence to

Beejapoor," said Goolab cheerily, as she was leading Lurlee's pony down

the last steep descent, "there are no mountains--a child might ride

thither without trouble. Keep a good heart, therefore, O my Khánum!

trust in Alla, and the Prophet, and the blessed Peer Khaderi, and thou

wilt see it. I vow Fatehas to the shrine, and to feed----"

"They are liars like thyself," retorted Lurlee savagely: "peace, for a

prating old fool as thou art! Did not the planets tell me Afzool Khan

was alive, and now men say he is dead! After that, can I believe? O

woman, thou art mad--so keep thy tongue silent!"

Goolab thought her mistress mad--perhaps she was so in some degree.

Excitement, grief as yet without vent, and heavy fatigue in a blazing

sun to one unaccustomed to exposure, might easily cause temporary

delirium, and it was with difficulty that she supported her mistress

upon her pony over the ground which intervened from the bottom of the

pass to the town. Shiverings had come on, and it was evident that the

poor lady might be seriously indisposed.

Several of Kakrey's Mahratta foot-soldiers, who had guarded them, had

run on to secure a lodging of some kind, and the travellers were met

at the town gate by one who had returned to wait for the approaching

party, and he guided them on. Other parties had reached the camp from

the fatal field, and more were still coming in daily, so that the

arrival of the travellers was unnoticed, and from their disguise their

persons and rank were quite unknown. To those who saw them pass, they

appeared women of the country who had made a long journey that day,

and were utterly wearied; for Lurlee, closely muffled, was supported

by Goolab, who walked by her side, with her arm thrown round her

waist; and Zyna, even more entirely concealed from observation, leaned

forward, supporting herself on her arm, as if hardly able to maintain

her place on the saddle. Kakrey and his followers had closed round them

so as to protect them from the jostling of the people in the narrow

street and crowded bazar of the town, and all cheered the ladies by the

assurance that the house secured for the night was a good one, which

belonged to a respectable Mahomedan merchant, who had given part of it

without hesitation on hearing for whom it was needed. It is doubtful,

indeed, whether either of them could have supported their fatigue much

longer.[20]

FOOTNOTE:

[20] Khundojee Kakrey's escort of the ladies of Afzool Khan's family to

Kurrar became known to Sivaji, and he was tried and beheaded for--as it

was esteemed--the act of treason.--_Mahratta Chronicle._

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