CHAPTER XII

A DOOR closed and Francesca Bassington sat alone in her well-beloved

drawing-room. The visitor who had been enjoying the hospitality of her

afternoon-tea table had just taken his departure. The tête-à-tête had

not been a pleasant one, at any rate as far as Francesca was concerned,

but at least it had brought her the information for which she had been

seeking. Her rôle of looker-on from a tactful distance had necessarily

left her much in the dark concerning the progress of the all-important

wooing, but during the last few hours she had, on slender though

significant evidence, exchanged her complacent expectancy for a

conviction that something had gone wrong. She had spent the previous

evening at her brother’s house, and had naturally seen nothing of Comus

in that uncongenial quarter; neither had he put in an appearance at the

breakfast table the following morning. She had met him in the hall at

eleven o’clock, and he had hurried past her, merely imparting the

information that he would not be in till dinner that evening. He spoke

in his sulkiest tone, and his face wore a look of defeat, thinly masked

by an air of defiance; it was not the defiance of a man who is losing,

but of one who has already lost.

Francesca’s conviction that things had gone wrong between Comus and

Elaine de Frey grew in strength as the day wore on. She lunched at a

friend’s house, but it was not a quarter where special social information

of any importance was likely to come early to hand. Instead of the news

she was hankering for, she had to listen to trivial gossip and

speculation on the flirtations and “cases” and “affairs” of a string of

acquaintances whose matrimonial projects interested her about as much as

the nesting arrangements of the wildfowl in St. James’s Park.

“Of course,” said her hostess, with the duly impressive emphasis of a

privileged chronicler, “we’ve always regarded Claire as the marrying one

of the family, so when Emily came to us and said, ‘I’ve got some news for

you,’ we all said, ‘Claire’s engaged!’ ‘Oh, no,’ said Emily, ‘it’s not

Claire this time, it’s me.’ So then we had to guess who the lucky man

was. ‘It can’t be Captain Parminter,’ we all said, ‘because he’s always

been sweet on Joan.’ And then Emily said—”

The recording voice reeled off the catalogue of inane remarks with a

comfortable purring complacency that held out no hope of an early

abandoning of the topic. Francesca sat and wondered why the innocent

acceptance of a cutlet and a glass of indifferent claret should lay one

open to such unsparing punishment.

A stroll homeward through the Park after lunch brought no further

enlightenment on the subject that was uppermost in her mind; what was

worse, it brought her, without possibility of escape, within hailing

distance of Merla Blathington, who fastened on to her with the enthusiasm

of a lonely tsetse fly encountering an outpost of civilisation.

“Just think,” she buzzed inconsequently, “my sister in Cambridgeshire has

hatched out thirty-three White Orpington chickens in her incubator!”

“What eggs did she put in it?” asked Francesca.

“Oh, some very special strain of White Orpington.”

“Then I don’t see anything remarkable in the result. If she had put in

crocodile’s eggs and hatched out White Orpingtons, there might have been

something to write to _Country Life_ about.”

“What funny fascinating things these little green park-chairs are,” said

Merla, starting off on a fresh topic; “they always look so quaint and

knowing when they’re stuck away in pairs by themselves under the trees,

as if they were having a heart-to-heart talk or discussing a piece of

very private scandal. If they could only speak, what tragedies and

comedies they could tell us of, what flirtations and proposals.”

“Let us be devoutly thankful that they can’t,” said Francesca, with a

shuddering recollection of the luncheon-table conversation.

“Of course, it would make one very careful what one said before them—or

above them rather,” Merla rattled on, and then, to Francesca’s infinite

relief, she espied another acquaintance sitting in unprotected solitude,

who promised to supply a more durable audience than her present rapidly

moving companion. Francesca was free to return to her drawing-room in

Blue Street to await with such patience as she could command the coming

of some visitor who might be able to throw light on the subject that was

puzzling and disquieting her. The arrival of George St. Michael boded

bad news, but at any rate news, and she gave him an almost cordial

welcome.

“Well, you see I wasn’t far wrong about Miss de Frey and Courtenay

Youghal, was I?” he chirruped, almost before he had seated himself.

Francesca was to be spared any further spinning-out of her period of

uncertainty. “Yes, it’s officially given out,” he went on, “and it’s to

appear in the _Morning Post_ to-morrow. I heard it from Colonel Deel

this morning, and he had it direct from Youghal himself. Yes, please,

one lump; I’m not fashionable, you see.” He had made the same remark

about the sugar in his tea with unfailing regularity for at least thirty

years. Fashions in sugar are apparently stationary. “They say,” he

continued, hurriedly, “that he proposed to her on the Terrace of the

House, and a division bell rang, and he had to hurry off before she had

time to give her answer, and when he got back she simply said, ‘the Ayes

have it.’” St. Michael paused in his narrative to give an appreciative

giggle.

“Just the sort of inanity that would go the rounds,” remarked Francesca,

with the satisfaction of knowing that she was making the criticism direct

to the author and begetter of the inanity in question. Now that the blow

had fallen and she knew the full extent of its weight, her feeling

towards the bringer of bad news, who sat complacently nibbling at her

tea-cakes and scattering crumbs of tiresome small-talk at her feet, was

one of wholehearted dislike. She could sympathise with, or at any rate

understand, the tendency of oriental despots to inflict death or

ignominious chastisement on messengers bearing tidings of misfortune and

defeat, and St. Michael, she perfectly well knew, was thoroughly aware of

the fact that her hopes and wishes had been centred on the possibility of

having Elaine for a daughter-in-law; every purring remark that his mean

little soul prompted him to contribute to the conversation had an easily

recognizable undercurrent of malice. Fortunately for her powers of

polite endurance, which had been put to such searching and repeated tests

that day, St. Michael had planned out for himself a busy little

time-table of afternoon visits, at each of which his self-appointed task

of forestalling and embellishing the newspaper announcements of the

Youghal-de Frey engagement would be hurriedly but thoroughly performed.

“They’ll be quite one of the best-looking and most interesting couples of

the Season, won’t they?” he cried, by way of farewell. The door closed

and Francesca Bassington sat alone in her drawing-room.

Before she could give way to the bitter luxury of reflection on the

downfall of her hopes, it was prudent to take precautionary measures

against unwelcome intrusion. Summoning the maid who had just speeded the

departing St. Michael, she gave the order: “I am not at home this

afternoon to Lady Caroline Benaresq.” On second thoughts she extended

the taboo to all possible callers, and sent a telephone message to catch

Comus at his club, asking him to come and see her as soon as he could

manage before it was time to dress for dinner. Then she sat down to

think, and her thinking was beyond the relief of tears.

She had built herself a castle of hopes, and it had not been a castle in

Spain, but a structure well on the probable side of the Pyrenees. There

had been a solid foundation on which to build. Miss de Frey’s fortune

was an assured and unhampered one, her liking for Comus had been an

obvious fact; his courtship of her a serious reality. The young people

had been much together in public, and their names had naturally been

coupled in the match-making gossip of the day. The only serious shadow

cast over the scene had been the persistent presence, in foreground or

background, of Courtenay Youghal. And now the shadow suddenly stood

forth as the reality, and the castle of hopes was a ruin, a hideous

mortification of dust and débris, with the skeleton outlines of its

chambers still standing to make mockery of its discomfited architect.

The daily anxiety about Comus and his extravagant ways and intractable

disposition had been gradually lulled by the prospect of his making an

advantageous marriage, which would have transformed him from a

ne’er-do-well and adventurer into a wealthy idler. He might even have

been moulded, by the resourceful influence of an ambitious wife, into a

man with some definite purpose in life. The prospect had vanished with

cruel suddenness, and the anxieties were crowding back again, more

insistent than ever. The boy had had his one good chance in the

matrimonial market and missed it; if he were to transfer his attentions

to some other well-dowered girl he would be marked down at once as a

fortune-hunter, and that would constitute a heavy handicap to the most

plausible of wooers. His liking for Elaine had evidently been genuine in

its way, though perhaps it would have been rash to read any deeper

sentiment into it, but even with the spur of his own inclination to

assist him he had failed to win the prize that had seemed so temptingly

within his reach. And in the dashing of his prospects, Francesca saw the

threatening of her own. The old anxiety as to her precarious tenure of

her present quarters put on again all its familiar terrors. One day, she

foresaw, in the horribly near future, George St. Michael would come

pattering up her stairs with the breathless intelligence that Emmeline

Chetrof was going to marry somebody or other in the Guards or the Record

Office as the case might be, and then there would be an uprooting of her

life from its home and haven in Blue Street and a wandering forth to some

cheap unhappy far-off dwelling, where the stately Van der Meulen and its

companion host of beautiful and desirable things would be stuffed and

stowed away in soulless surroundings, like courtly émigrés fallen on evil

days. It was unthinkable, but the trouble was that it had to be thought

about. And if Comus had played his cards well and transformed himself

from an encumbrance into a son with wealth at his command, the tragedy

which she saw looming in front of her might have been avoided or at the

worst whittled down to easily bearable proportions. With money behind

one, the problem of where to live approaches more nearly to the simple

question of where do you wish to live, and a rich daughter-in-law would

have surely seen to it that she did not have to leave her square mile of

Mecca and go out into the wilderness of bricks and mortar. If the house

in Blue Street could not have been compounded for there were other

desirable residences which would have been capable of consoling Francesca

for her lost Eden. And now the detested Courtenay Youghal, with his

mocking eyes and air of youthful cynicism, had stepped in and overthrown

those golden hopes and plans whose non-fulfilment would make such a world

of change in her future. Assuredly she had reason to feel bitter against

that young man, and she was not disposed to take a very lenient view of

Comus’s own mismanagement of the affair; her greeting when he at last

arrived, was not couched in a sympathetic strain.

“So you have lost your chance with the heiress,” she remarked abruptly.

“Yes,” said Comus, coolly; “Courtenay Youghal has added her to his other

successes.”

“And you have added her to your other failures,” pursued Francesca,

relentlessly; her temper had been tried that day beyond ordinary limits.

“I thought you seemed getting along so well with her,” she continued, as

Comus remained uncommunicative.

“We hit it off rather well together,” said Comus, and added with

deliberate bluntness, “I suppose she got rather sick at my borrowing

money from her. She thought it was all I was after.”

“You borrowed money from her!” said Francesca; “you were fool enough to

borrow money from a girl who was favourably disposed towards you, and

with Courtenay Youghal in the background waiting to step in and oust

you!”

Francesca’s voice trembled with misery and rage. This great stroke of

good luck that had seemed about to fall into their laps had been thrust

aside by an act or series of acts of wanton paltry folly. The good ship

had been lost for the sake of the traditional ha’porth of tar. Comus had

paid some pressing tailor’s or tobacconist’s bill with a loan unwillingly

put at his disposal by the girl he was courting, and had flung away his

chances of securing a wealthy and in every way desirable bride. Elaine

de Frey and her fortune might have been the making of Comus, but he had

hurried in as usual to effect his own undoing. Calmness did not in this

case come with reflection; the more Francesca thought about the matter,

the more exasperated she grew. Comus threw himself down in a low chair

and watched her without a trace of embarrassment or concern at her

mortification. He had come to her feeling rather sorry for himself, and

bitterly conscious of his defeat, and she had met him with a taunt and

without the least hint of sympathy; he determined that she should be

tantalised with the knowledge of how small and stupid a thing had stood

between the realisation and ruin of her hopes for him.

“And to think she should be captured by Courtenay Youghal,” said

Francesca, bitterly; “I’ve always deplored your intimacy with that young

man.”

“It’s hardly my intimacy with him that’s made Elaine accept him,” said

Comus.

Francesca realised the futility of further upbraiding. Through the tears

of vexation that stood in her eyes, she looked across at the handsome boy

who sat opposite her, mocking at his own misfortune, perversely

indifferent to his folly, seemingly almost indifferent to its

consequences.

“Comus,” she said quietly and wearily, “you are an exact reversal of the

legend of Pandora’s Box. You have all the charm and advantages that a

boy could want to help him on in the world, and behind it all there is

the fatal damning gift of utter hopelessness.”

“I think,” said Comus, “that is the best description that anyone has ever

given of me.”

For the moment there was a flush of sympathy and something like outspoken

affection between mother and son. They seemed very much alone in the

world just now, and in the general overturn of hopes and plans, there

flickered a chance that each might stretch out a hand to the other, and

summon back to their lives an old dead love that was the best and

strongest feeling either of them had known. But the sting of

disappointment was too keen, and the flood of resentment mounted too high

on either side to allow the chance more than a moment in which to flicker

away into nothingness. The old fatal topic of estrangement came to the

fore, the question of immediate ways and means, and mother and son faced

themselves again as antagonists on a well-disputed field.

“What is done is done,” said Francesca, with a movement of tragic

impatience that belied the philosophy of her words; “there is nothing to

be gained by crying over spilt milk. There is the present and the future

to be thought about, though. One can’t go on indefinitely as a

tenant-for-life in a fools’ paradise.” Then she pulled herself together

and proceeded to deliver an ultimatum which the force of circumstances no

longer permitted her to hold in reserve.

“It’s not much use talking to you about money, as I know from long

experience, but I can only tell you this, that in the middle of the

Season I’m already obliged to be thinking of leaving Town. And you, I’m

afraid, will have to be thinking of leaving England at equally short

notice. Henry told me the other day that he can get you something out in

West Africa. You’ve had your chance of doing something better for

yourself from the financial point of view, and you’ve thrown it away for

the sake of borrowing a little ready money for your luxuries, so now you

must take what you can get. The pay won’t be very good at first, but

living is not dear out there.”

“West Africa,” said Comus, reflectively; “it’s a sort of modern

substitute for the old-fashioned _oubliette_, a convenient depository for

tiresome people. Dear Uncle Henry may talk lugubriously about the burden

of Empire, but he evidently recognises its uses as a refuse consumer.”

“My dear Comus, you are talking of the West Africa of yesterday. While

you have been wasting your time at school, and worse than wasting your

time in the West End, other people have been grappling with the study of

tropical diseases, and the West African coast country is being rapidly

transformed from a lethal chamber into a sanatorium.”

Comus laughed mockingly.

“What a beautiful bit of persuasive prose; it reminds one of the Psalms

and even more of a company prospectus. If you were honest you’d confess

that you lifted it straight out of a rubber or railway promotion scheme.

Seriously, mother, if I must grub about for a living, why can’t I do it

in England? I could go into a brewery for instance.”

Francesca shook her head decisively; she could foresee the sort of steady

work Comus was likely to accomplish, with the lodestone of Town and the

minor attractions of race-meetings and similar festivities always

beckoning to him from a conveniently attainable distance, but apart from

that aspect of the case there was a financial obstacle in the way of his

obtaining any employment at home.

“Breweries and all those sort of things necessitate money to start with;

one has to pay premiums or invest capital in the undertaking, and so

forth. And as we have no money available, and can scarcely pay our debts

as it is, it’s no use thinking about it.”

“Can’t we sell something?” asked Comus.

He made no actual suggestion as to what should be sacrificed, but he was

looking straight at the Van der Meulen.

For a moment Francesca felt a stifling sensation of weakness, as though

her heart was going to stop beating. Then she sat forward in her chair

and spoke with energy, almost fierceness.

“When I am dead my things can be sold and dispersed. As long as I am

alive I prefer to keep them by me.”

In her holy place, with all her treasured possessions around her, this

dreadful suggestion had been made. Some of her cherished household gods,

souvenirs and keepsakes from past days, would, perhaps, not have fetched

a very considerable sum in the auction-room, others had a distinct value

of their own, but to her they were all precious. And the Van der Meulen,

at which Comus had looked with impious appraising eyes, was the most

sacred of them all. When Francesca had been away from her Town residence

or had been confined to her bedroom through illness, the great picture

with its stately solemn representation of a long-ago battle-scene,

painted to flatter the flattery-loving soul of a warrior-king who was

dignified even in his campaigns—this was the first thing she visited on

her return to Town or convalescence. If an alarm of fire had been raised

it would have been the first thing for whose safety she would have

troubled. And Comus had almost suggested that it should be parted with,

as one sold railway shares and other soulless things.

Scolding, she had long ago realised, was a useless waste of time and

energy where Comus was concerned, but this evening she unloosed her

tongue for the mere relief that it gave to her surcharged feelings. He

sat listening without comment, though she purposely let fall remarks that

she hoped might sting him into self-defence or protest. It was an

unsparing indictment, the more damaging in that it was so irrefutably

true, the more tragic in that it came from perhaps the one person in the

world whose opinion he had ever cared for. And he sat through it as

silent and seemingly unmoved as though she had been rehearsing a speech

for some drawing-room comedy. When she had had her say his method of

retort was not the soft answer that turneth away wrath but the

inconsequent one that shelves it.

“Let’s go and dress for dinner.”

The meal, like so many that Francesca and Comus had eaten in each other’s

company of late, was a silent one. Now that the full bearings of the

disaster had been discussed in all its aspects there was nothing more to

be said. Any attempt at ignoring the situation, and passing on to less

controversial topics would have been a mockery and pretence which neither

of them would have troubled to sustain. So the meal went forward with

its dragged-out dreary intimacy of two people who were separated by a

gulf of bitterness, and whose hearts were hard with resentment against

one another.

Francesca felt a sense of relief when she was able to give the maid the

order to serve her coffee upstairs. Comus had a sullen scowl on his

face, but he looked up as she rose to leave the room, and gave his

half-mocking little laugh.

“You needn’t look so tragic,” he said, “You’re going to have your own

way. I’ll go out to that West African hole.”

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