CHAPTER LX.

_How Dr. Faustus bewailed to think on Hell, and the miserable Pains

therein provided for him._

Now thou Faustus, damned wretch! how happy wert thou if, as an unreasonable

beast, thou mightest die with a soul? so shouldest thou not feel any

more doubts; but now the devil will take thee away, both body and soul,

and set thee in an unspeakable place of darkness; for although other

souls have rest and peace, yet I, poor damned wretch, must suffer all

manner of filthy stench, pains, cold, hunger, thirst, heat, freezing,

burning, hissing, gnashing, and all the wrath and curse of God; yea,

all the creatures God hath created are enemies to me. And too late I

remember that my spirit Mephistophiles did once tell me there was great

difference amongst the damned, for the greater the sin the greater the

torment; as the twigs of a tree make greater flames than the trunk

thereof, and yet the trunk continueth longer in burning, even so the

more that a man is rooted in sin, the greater is his punishment. Ah!

thou perpetual damned wretch! how art thou thrown into the everlasting

fiery lake that shall never be quenched! there must I dwell in all

manner of wailing, sorrow, misery, pain, torment, grief, howling,

sighing, sobbing, running at the eyes, stinking at the nose, gnashing of

teeth, snare to the ears, horror to the conscience, and shaking both of

hand and foot? Ah! that I could carry the heavens upon my shoulders, so

that there were time at last to quit me of this everlasting damnation.

Oh! what can deliver me out of the fearful tormenting flame, the which I

see prepared for me? Oh! there is no help, nor can any man deliver me;

nor my wailing of sins can help me; neither is there rest for me to be

found day or night! Ah! woe is me! for there is no help for me, no

shield, no defence, no comfort; where is my help? Knowledge dare I not

trust; and for a soul to Godwards, that have I not, for I ashame to

speak unto him; if I do, no answer shall be made me; but he will hide

his face from me, to the end that I should not behold the joys of the

chosen. What mean I then to complain, where no help is? No, I know no

hope resteth in my groanings; I had desired it would be so, and God hath

said, Amen, to my misdoings; for now I must have shame to comfort me in

my calamities.

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