‘What is it, brother?’ I asked him; ‘why aren’t you cheerful? Have you some
trouble?’
The lad did not answer me for a minute. ‘Yes, sir, I have,’ he said at
last. ‘And such a trouble, there could not be a worse. My wife is dead.’
‘You loved her ... your wife?’
The lad did not turn to me; he only bent his head a little.
‘I loved her, sir. It’s eight months since then ... but I can’t forget it.
My heart is gnawing at me ... so it is! And why had she to die? A young
thing! strong!... In one day cholera snatched her away.’
‘And was she good to you?’
‘Ah, sir!’ the poor fellow sighed heavily, ‘and how happy we were together!
She died without me! The first I heard here, they’d buried her already, you
know; I hurried off at once to the village, home--I got there--it was past
midnight. I went into my hut, stood still in the middle of the room, and
softly I whispered, “Masha! eh, Masha!” Nothing but the cricket chirping.
I fell a-crying then, sat on the hut floor, and beat on the earth with my
fists! “Greedy earth!” says I ... “You have swallowed her up ... swallow me
too!--Ah, Masha!”
‘Masha!’ he added suddenly in a sinking voice. And without letting go of
the cord reins, he wiped the tears out of his eyes with his sleeve, shook
it, shrugged his shoulders, and uttered not another word.
As I got out of the sledge, I gave him a few coppers over his fare. He
bowed low to me, grasping his cap in both hands, and drove off at a walking
pace over the level snow of the deserted street, full of the grey fog of a
January frost.
_April 1878._