VI

The excitement which had possessed me at the beginning of our conversation

gradually calmed down; I felt our meeting rather strange and nothing more.

I did not like the little smile with which the baron cross-examined me; I

did not like the expression of his eyes when he, as it were, stuck them

like pins into me.... There was something in them rapacious, patronising

... something unnerving. Those eyes I had not seen in the dream. A

strange face was the baron’s! Faded, fatigued, and, at the same time,

young-looking--unpleasantly young-looking! My ‘dream-father’ had not the

deep scar either which ran slanting right across my new acquaintance’s

forehead, and which I had not noticed till I came closer to him.

I had hardly told the baron the name of the street, and the number of

the house in which we were living, when a tall negro, swathed up to the

eyebrows in a cloak, came up to him from behind, and softly tapped him on

the shoulder. The baron turned round, ejaculated, ‘Aha! at last!’ and with

a slight nod to me, went with the negro into the café. I was left under the

awning; I meant to await the baron’s return, not so much with the object

of entering into conversation with him again (I really did not know what

to talk about to him), as to verify once more my first impression. But

half-an-hour passed, an hour passed.... The baron did not appear. I went

into the café, passed through all the rooms, but could see nowhere the

baron or the negro.... They must both have gone out by a back-door.

My head ached a little, and to get a little fresh air, I walked along the

seafront to a large park outside the town, which had been laid out two

hundred years ago.

After strolling for a couple of hours in the shade of the immense oaks and

plane-trees, I returned home.

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