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I had been in Paris before, and so I recognised at once the place to which

Alice had directed her course. It was the Garden of the Tuileries with

its old chestnut-trees, its iron railings, its fortress moat, and its

brutal-looking Zouave sentinels. Passing the palace, passing the Church of

St. Roche, on the steps of which the first Napoleon for the first time shed

French blood, we came to a halt high over the Boulevard des Italiens, where

the third Napoleon did the same thing and with the same success. Crowds of

people, dandies young and old, workmen in blouses, women in gaudy dresses,

were thronging on the pavements; the gilded restaurants and cafés were

flaring with lights; omnibuses, carriages of all sorts and shapes, moved

to and fro along the boulevard; everything was bustle, everything was

brightness, wherever one chanced to look.... But, strange to say, I had

no inclination to forsake my pure dark airy height. I had no inclination

to get nearer to this human ant-hill. It seemed as though a hot, heavy,

reddish vapour rose from it, half-fragrance, half-stench; so many lives

were flung struggling in one heap together there. I was hesitating.... But

suddenly, sharp as the clang of iron bars, the voice of a harlot of the

streets floated up to me; like an insolent tongue, it was thrust out, this

voice; it stung me like the sting of a viper. At once I saw in imagination

the strong, heavy-jawed, greedy, flat Parisian face, the mercenary eyes,

the paint and powder, the frizzed hair, and the nosegay of gaudy artificial

flowers under the high-pointed hat, the polished nails like talons, the

hideous crinoline.... I could fancy too one of our sons of the steppes

running with pitiful eagerness after the doll put up for sale.... I could

fancy him with clumsy coarseness and violent stammering, trying to imitate

the manners of the waiters at Véfour’s, mincing, flattering, wheedling ...

and a feeling of loathing gained possession of me.... ‘No,’ I thought,

‘here Alice has no need to be jealous....’

Meanwhile I perceived that we had gradually begun to descend.... Paris was

rising to meet us with all its din and odour....

‘Stop,’ I said to Alice. ‘Are you not stifled and oppressed here?’

‘You asked me to bring you here yourself.’

‘I am to blame, I take back my word. Take me away, Alice, I beseech you. To

be sure, here is Prince Kulmametov hobbling along the boulevard; and his

friend, Serge Varaksin, waves his hand to him, shouting: “Ivan Stepanitch,

_allons souper_, make haste, zhay angazha Rigol-bouche itself!” Take

me away from these furnished apartments and _maisons dorées_, from the

Jockey Club and the Figaro, from close-shaven military heads and varnished

barracks, from sergents-de-ville with Napoleonic beards, and from glasses

of muddy absinthe, from gamblers playing dominoes at the cafés, and

gamblers on the Bourse, from red ribbons in button-holes, from M. de Four,

inventor of ‘matrimonial specialities,’ and the gratuitous consultations of

Dr. Charles Albert, from liberal lectures and government pamphlets, from

Parisian comedies and Parisian operas, from Parisian wit and Parisian

ignorance.... Away! away! away!’

‘Look down,’ Alice answered; ‘you are not now in Paris.’

I lowered my eyes.... It was true. A dark plain, intersected here and there

by the whitish lines of roads, was rushing rapidly by below us, and only

behind us on the horizon, like the reflection of an immense conflagration,

rose the great glow of the innumerable lights of the capital of the world.

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